Self-Inflicted Achromatic - Sander Sides Angst [EPILEPSY TW]
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- Опубліковано 18 лис 2024
- TURN ON CAPTIONS YOU DUMMIES, EXPLANATION BELOW:
This entire video derives from the idea that Virgil used to be a dark side, which darkness stays in you whether you're still part of that side or not. So basically I tried to explain that every time he feels somewhat accepted and happy, the darkness reminded him of who he really is.
I also tried making the darkness a sort-of metaphor for anxiety itself, as it worsens the more you worry about it consuming you.
I feel like this is unnecessary to explain but, just like the last video, you can see the relationship between Patton and Virgil as you please, I personally see Patton as a really touchy-feely person and that's how he expresses love. But it could be seen as platonic or romantic, this video was not intended to be about Moxiety, it was about The Darkness. But hey, you do you. Be the little shipper you wanna be.
If you read the captions and you're curious about why I mentioned one frame was "The Cockroach Drawing" I totally advise you to check the "Roach Adventure" story on my Instagram: / djfibi
YEAH I KNOW I SPELLED ACHROMATIC WRONG IN THE INTRO, SHUT UP ABOUT IT ALREADY
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pfft... i wasn’t crying my eyes are just sweating- wait that’s disgusting. yeah, i was crying
virgil spourchowski oof gumball
Looks like you’re becoming an even saltier Virgil...
Hay Virge.
That....happens a lot to me too bro my eyes sweat too
Gum ball fan. Same here
(Im sorry for this in advance)
Virgil: Ah my old nemesis, Florry the Florry Floor. How dare you bring me to you whenever I get sad.
Much sad and spoopiness.
Florry is my best friend!
I like florry
Florry is the best.
DON'T MAKE ME CRY THESE *_REALLY_* MANLY TEARS!
Rosa The Flying Squirrel
Sick reference bro
@@colinw.805 sick reference bro
I didn’t get the reference at first but then I rewatched the video and came back and I’m like “ OOOH 😲 “
"flashbacks to Deceit's entrance* why must you remind me of the war of emotions that I fought in
Rosa The Flying Squirrel 😂 love the reference
Purple needs a huggle
He got two huggles
His name is not purple
Me:Yes he does +hugs Virgil+
Virgil:What are doing I'm fine
@@9ru6_54uc3 they know that they just nicknamed
Ayyyy references
I love this. I love the angst but I love that Patton really cares about him and trys to cheer him up. I love my dark strange son
Me too, me too
Same
OUR dark strange son
*communism intensifies*
We all do. I just wanna hug my sad little anxious baby.
"Ah yes, the floor."
Up to
"I'M KIDDING THIS IS HEART FELT MOMENT"
IS AMAZING AND MAKES THE WHOLE ANIMATIC 10202003955749439474743920008373 × BETTER
I AM BEYOND SATISFIED
Same
I'M SATISFIED
just so you know this is supposed to be a Hamilton reference
”ugh, why did we have to have a heartfelt moment?”
I have just seen the frame of Logan and Virgil "Wow, you are blind. " and I have found my purpose.
It said
Virgil: wow, you are BLIND
Logan: I can't see you.
What time did that happen?
Pheonix of The Silver Moon
Pause at 2:38
2:38
*pause before you click on the time.*
Edit: and before playing, put it on 0.25 speed and then pause constantly. B o o m
I turned down the speed all the way to see it and it sounds like literally hell
Thomas needs to see this.
Omgomgomgomg I've been noticed :0000
I agree!
@@copiaenthusiast Same Here!
So true
Totally not crying at how relatable this is
Angel Miller
Unfortunately AND fortunately for a lot of people Self Inflicted Achromatic is a very relatable song. And the way this creator drew and planned everything it makes it more relatable.
SO KUDOS FOR EVERYONE
just like me
Yeah me too...
Ya same , totally don’t feel sad
Yeah... ;
Ok can I just say how much I LOVE this? I like to think that since coming of age and the original Sander Sides vids, you normally see Patton, Logan, and Roman, and Virgil is only seen in the parts with conflict. I'm basically trying to say, Virgil was always there, just unseen, and as people grow up anxiety can grow, and as Thomas learns more about excepting him (hince by learning his name and the importance of a little fear for safety purposes) this is a very cool representation!
I do like the idea that accepting him meant learning things about him and stuff. I didn't actually think of it that way. I honestly mostly think of the sides more as people in themselves who can have every single feeling, thought process, etc. just that what they represent is just heightened. I do like that idea if you were to think of them as parts of Thomas and not people.
Sorry if this comment was confusing lol
No no! I actually quite enjoyed it, and I'm happy someone else has similar views on it. Plus Virgil is still part of Thomas and that means he really doesn't want to be bad, seeing as Thomas wants to be good and improve on issues.
Quick Question.
What does Achromantic mean??
I'll look it up.. I'll edit this once I've found out.
Edit - Okay I found out.
It means ; ach·ro·mat·ic
ˌakrəˈmadik/
adjective
1.
*relating to, employing, or denoting lenses that transmit light without separating it into constituent colors.*
2.
LITERARY
*without color.*
"achromatic gloom"
So he made himself lightless or colorless?
OK NOW I GET WHY THE COMMENT SECTION IS FULL OF ONIONS BEING KILLED ;Π;
@@sylveoncovers4603 The song is about a person with depression and suicidal thoughts. They dream of a world where they don't exist so they don't have to "bother" anybody and everybody else is "happy".
@@westleycaffeine436 oH
NOW I UNDERSTAND MORE ;~;
(I dont look up song origins that much, so I didn't know this)
@@westleycaffeine436 it's like low self esteem?
@@helloimawasteofaspaced8559 more then that. This is like you feel like your just a beacon/the source of bad luck for the people you care for and wish you didn't exist, because you think your source of their unhappiness.
"All I do is ruin everything " at that part it honestly got me and MY anxiety kicked in because most of the time when I try to fix something it makes things worse so... I can relate
As soon as i clicked on the notification for the video, i was SO prepared to put the subtitles on, and then you told me to turn them off...
I was annoyed at first, but i almost cried watching the video the first time round and burst into laughter multiple times the second (when i had subtitles on), SO THANKS FIR THAT WARNING 'CAUSE YOU WERE RIGHT! I DEFINETLY WOULDNT HAVE TOOK THE VIDEO AS SERIOUSLY AS I DID WITH THE SUBTITLES ON WHEN WATCHING FOR THE FIRST TIME!
Same
Knock knock.
Who's there?
Canoe.
Canoe who?
CANOE STOP CHOPPING ONIONS MOM?!
Edit:Ah, the floor. Better than laying on a couch, amirite?
NEVER!
Intentionally!
*_y e s_*
Ah, yes.
The 'dad joke' pun.
Sometimes the best joke ever, sometimes the worst thing ever.
Magnificent.
Fluffy Boi always
Did you just make a *DAD JOKE* ?!?!
So here's the thing most youtube videos are either full of angst or fluff/cuteness, you get one not both!!! But then out of nowhere when DjFibi was cooking up their little ideas and writing out their little videos they were like *"Let's do both!"* and so they took angst and took cuteness AND PUT THEM *IN THE VIDEOOOOO!!!!!!!!*
I loved this so much great job. :')
@@DjFibi Lol you did an amazing job 10000/10! :D
the only ones that have both are the ones with my dark strange son
OMI THIS IS PERFECT AND IT COULDN'T BE BETTER
Update: I turned on the captions and found I was wrong
Did you say OMI? As in "Oh, my Irene"?
I FRICKIN LOVE THIS!! also Romans eyeliner is booty full
Roman has fricken eyeliner I just noticed that
@@maciethehalffox2713 He has the best eyeliner, I'd kill for his skills
A prince has got to slay
This is making me cry because the song fits a little to well with Virgil and when I find something like that I start to cry even though Virgil is a fictional character it’s happening to other people. Also it hits me personally like a punch and kick to the gut.
“How long have ye been watching me cry like ye USALLY do?”
“5 hours now” omg I love the captions they make this video less sad!;-; I actually relate to this song al lot tho
*dramatic music plays in the background*
*puts on sunglasses*
*grabs bow and arrow*
I should’ve done this a long time ago...
*aims and directly hits the subscribe button*
1:08 when vigil leaves, roman looses intrest... PRINXIETY!!
I WAS NOT PREPARED TO RELATE TO THIS
I know what you mean bro
The Magestic Oreo me too..
THIS IS SO GOOD AND ADORABLE
AND ALSO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA NOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU GIVE ME SO MANY FEELINGS NOW
but really this is extremely good and sweet and sad and pls dont die
1.THIS MADE ME CRY I CANT DEAL WITH ANXIETY CRYING LIKE THAT
2. ANXIETY X MORTALITY I SHIPPPPPP IT AND NO ONE JUDGE ME!!!!!!!!!
Moxiety, that's their ship name :>>>
@вамвеrs how dare
Actually, I wanna know if this is a joke or if I'm just being dense
@вамвеrs o
my moxiety eyes are sparkling
GREAT ANIMATIC THO WOWIE!! I LOVE THE WAY YOU INCORPORATED ALL THE SIDES AND THEIR PERSONALITIES!
I love moxiety too
@Anna Lialine xD No need to be blunt. But I respect your opinion. I personally like Moxiety. ^
oh my god i used to be obsessed with this video 😭😭😭 the nostalgia of this channel
“sick reference bro”
“i’m proud of you”
yesssss
(put on subtitles)
(also read the book thomas has)
The happiest kids and the kids that make others laugh is always the most depressed one. I can relate to this.
YOU MATTER YOUR NOT A LOSER, YOUR WONDERFUL AND NEVER FORGET THAT!!!!
Thanks I need that
"Kiddo, you've been crying on the floor for 5 hours now" mY gOd
I watched this video 999 times, and on my 1000th time, I turned on captions. They made me hysterical laugh for 30 minutes STRAIT! (or Gay. AYYYY). Edit: Thanks for the highlight and like!
I watched this years ago and I’m glad I found it again. This is a really good animation.
OOOOH FORESHADOWING
BC it's literally a shadow
God I laugh too hard at that
My gOSH
"Patton? How long have you been there, watching me crying on the floor like i usually do???" "Kiddo,you've been crying on the floor 5 hours now"
This was really sad but THE MOXEITY
IS STRONG!!!
“Can you smile after everything”
that brought tears to my eyes so fast I didn’t expect it
I'VE LOVED THIS SONG FOR SO LONG AND I JUST DISCOVERED SANDERS SIDES OVER THE SUMMER.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME SOMETHING I DIDN'T REALIZE I NEEDED TILL NOW.
IM FREAKING TF OUT THIS IS THE MOSG NOSTALGIC THING RN OMFG
Watching this reminds me that Patton was the only side that was never mean to Virgil. He never made fun of him or called him names.
The subtitles are the best... first time I have seen anyone do anything like that with the subs but I love it so much
My dark strange son is hurt idk what to do *hugs*
I know you're no longer in the Sanders Sides fandom any more but I just wanna tell you the reading the captions kinda made my entire day.
I'm crying at 8 in the morning over Sander Sides again... IM GETING TOO EMOTIONAL AGAIN! AHHHHHHHHH! this is my song my song btw because I literally have no friends to talk about my feelings for Sander Sides because they either don't care or don't know about it. Thanks internet.
The only friend that I could really talk about is a girl I'll just call BT. BT is one of my best friends but sadly we don't talk that much to her because she is with my other two friends we'll call GE and HE. (BTW I'm using their first and last name's I first letter)
I really need a therapist.
1st watch, no captions: Accurate depiction of depression. Very relatable
2nd watch, with captions: LMAO big mood
I absolutely ADORE THIS!!! It’s amazing!! I keep re-watching it!😅💜 And your art style is really cool! Hope you’re having an awesome day!💜💜😁
I SAW THIS ANIMATION MONTHS AGO.
I HARDLY UNDERSTOOD ANYTHING.
I HAVE RETURNED TO IT AFTER SOME DARK TIMES AND NOW I FULLY UNDERSTAND IT AAAAA-
*foreshadowing*
Literally because...
It’s shadows
I'm not crying... I swear! I can't ruin my makeup today! Anyway... I love this! Also, my favorite caption is at 2:00 "Here it is, the Virgilous Anxiatus in his natural state, feeling like trash on the floor" Seriously... same.
I have a theory that Virgil only has anxiety from depression,and that Virge isn't actually anxiety,but depression itself. As,in the very first and second Sander sides,he wasn't introduced with the other three. Also,depression and anxiety slowly develop over time. And Virgil's eyeshadow darkens every single episode scince Accepting Anxiety. Depression and anxiety both keep you awake. And in the series the eyeshadow represents how late Virgil stays up being anxious and keeping Thomas up. (Imma stop typing now cause my fingets hurt)
I would love to hear more on this therory
I noticed that at 0:38 and from there, in the darkness there’s a *yellow* eye, possibly deceit making Virgil feel like a monster.
Just amazing. Truly amazing. I love your work and I ship Moxiety so much. I don't know if this was platonic but I took it as a forming romance. I love everything you post and you just earned another subscriber I don't know why I didn't subscribe before
If Anxiety and Deciet joined forces they would create Paranoia.
I relate to Virgil so much in this video but in this case, Patton is my sister cause she is the only person who accepts me. So yeah, This video is very important to me and thanks so much for making it.
I watched this first without subtitles and then with subtitles and 👌👍
hey kids wanna see Niagara Falls?
*THEN LOOK AT MY EYES*
Omg the captions made made my day just a little bit better......oh and I too think virgil was once a dark side
I wanna give virgil a hug jesus christ-
I used to feel like that in fifth grade when I was being bullie
Edit: 5 years ago I was in middle school struggling with my mental health...
In august I'll be a senior in highschool
I came back to this animatic because I need to cry...thanks for always being here
OMG SO AMAZING I LOVE IT AND NOW IM GONNA WATCH IT EVERY DAY, ALSO MOXIETY IS MY FAVE SHIP
OMG SAME💙💜💙💜
I'm a multishipper I can ship anything can I join the club xD
The angst is strong with this one.
I see you over there making my Moxiety self happy as well as impressing the secret part of me that loves angst that I keep hidden shshshsh don’t tell anyone-
Thanks for this is rlly cool hhh
This video engraved this somg into my memories it was amazing i love it sm
Your art is amazing! I love it! Keep it up!
I’m not crying...I just got something in my eyes!
2:52 with captions
"He's your daaad he's your dad! Boogywoogywoogy!"
my heart........ can i just say how BEAUTIFULLY YOU DID THIS?! SUCH A EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER! ok im done
Honestly and sadly, I relate to the video and song.
Me too..
I can relate to the song too
Thomas needs to see this it's amazing
I don't cry very easily but this has me in tears.
"Patton?? How long have you been watching me cry on the floor like I usually do??"
"Kiddo, you've been crying on the floor for 5 hours now"
*Hell, the subtitles distract me more than the sadness*
I feel just like vigil because my parents think that they know my anxiety " you have anxiety because you want it or that your sensitive you can't be emo stop wearing a black why did you cut your hair you look like a boy your going to hell what do you want people to think of us if they see you! " to me i feel stressed easily i need music to clam me down i wear black because it's comfortable to wear and soothing i like music with emotional meaning i always saw myself as a feminine guy i don't like people i been bullied since 3 grade i feel like you won't care for what i want and how i should feel i try to reason with you but i can't im bigender (mostly male) and have anxiety a bit depression borderline personality disorder and short term memory loss so im sorry im not perfect my friend patty is like patton she helps me she's full of sunshine and helped me through so much since 6 grade
ThisiswhyIshipthem
Also good one
I'm not crying, you are-
To all you who have or think you have depression:
Few people have clinical depression. If you think you do, get it diagnosed. If you have it, just talk to people, see a therapist, and show your feelings. If not, then it is probably situational depression. Perhaps you are being bullied. Perhaps you think you aren't loved. But you are. It WILL get better. Trust me.
Live on~ 💗
Is this the video that lets us unlock Fibi's angsty emo backstory?
The subtitles bring this to life
MY GOODNESS I JUST REALIZED,
his changing eye colors are
Purple (himself)
Red (Roman)
Orange (Thomas)
Cerulean (Patton)
Navy-ish blue (Logan)
In the scene before that, (or after) he remembers a moment that helped him be a light side with each of those!
THATS DEEP FIBI!
This hits deeper cause this song holds a special place in my heart along with sander sides. This is the only other animatic you ever make me cry. It’s really good and I love it
is it just me, or is roman saying ''get a room, you too!''
This is Amazing! I love it so much! The art style is really cool! 😁
I love this! You did an amazing job~
Depression summed up into on song..
It's the most horrid dreadful thing that I've ever gone through, slowly consuming you into a dark void..
Patton is best dad ❤❤❤
This brings back memories of my emo faze and Sanders Sides faze
When your friends start dating and you become the awkward third wheel
@@DjFibi it's really depressing, watching your two besties just like, smooching at school and your just like: are they purposefully ignoring me or do they accidentally hate me? That's just my experience.
2:23 THAT CAPTION IS SO ME TOO!
I’m not crying,
*My eyes were just peeing-*
Wow I just read my comment at like 2 or 3 a.m. and it’s like the funniest thing I’ve ever read, my poor fevered brain is dying
So I had closed caption on for a different video, but it was still on when I went to watch this, for like the 13th time, and the captions were pure gold. I loved this video but those captions made me love it even more. I'm a writer so I don't know the process for storyboarding an animatic but watching those captions was both enlightening and hilarious! If you haven't watched it with captions on yet you should!
VIRGIL MY DARK STRANGE MISUNDERSTOOD SHADOWLING SON
rewatching this for the 29482948395639384th time because I can
How...stop....F E E L I N G S
Songs like these are the easiest to choreograph because you know exactly what the person is feeling.
Teach me your ways ! You’re so good and I can barely draw a human being ( sorry about sounding so weird )
THANK YOU FOR THE EPILEPSY WARNING OH MY PATTON THE COOKIE LORD
Like- so many people forget that rapid light changes/flashing lights are an easy trigger for epilepsy! As a sibling to an epileptic, I really appreciate it!
oh, hi Fibi!! i just realized this was you XD (i originally know you from Tumblr) love this!
Ahah I didn’t know I needed so many emotions today
Edit: SKSKSKSKKS YOU GAVE HIM A SCIENTIFIC NAME AHHAAHAHAHA
My ship senses are tingling, MOXIETY????
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I ship it to.... And I ship Logan and Virgil
DjFibi OMG HIII A GOOD UA-camR NOTICED MEH
This almost made me cry I don’t know why 😭
I the facial expressions you do, and btw no these aren’t tears there just....
Eye sweat, yeah I was blinking a lot and my eyes were tired
Hahaha **nervous laugh**
This is how I feel 24/7. Useless, worthless, the last option, basically those subtitles that no one truly cares about.
When someone asks me how I feel, I lie. Because truly
I’m
*T-E-R-R-I-F-I-E-D*
I know how you feel. You aren't alone and if you ever feel like talking or venting, I'm here for you.
Me: 😢😢😭
Friend: **saw me crying** Why are you crying all of a sudden?
Me: It's just that I LOVE MY ANXIETY!!
Friend: o_O?