🌜 Zero Astronomer // full painting process / how I deal with lack of enthusiasm
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- Опубліковано 21 січ 2022
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I love that the way she's holding the telescope feels vaguely threatening, like it's a bat that she's smacking into her hand while she looks at us.
Ahahahah yeahh x'D i guess when a character has a resting bitch face syndrome it makes everything look vaguely threatening. I too suffer from this irl hahah :')
lmao I see that now too
it's 12:30 am and i just got done crying over a lot of things, one of them being that i really want to work on my comic and a few other things, and this is exactly what i needed to hear right now. Thank you so, so much. Like i really needed this
Also, I believe in you. don't doubt yourself. I admire you so much, and I know so many other people do.
I look forward to working on my comic and to reading yours
Thank you
so glad this topic hit the spot for you! ToT WE GOT THISSS aldskhalskd. ALso thank you for the words of encouragement, it means a lot
This piece is so lovely 🥺I personally like this kind of content talking about artistic motivation. It really helps push me to get out of that rut. So thank you for that!
It's my pleasure! thanks so much for letting me know ;u;
I've never considered taking up sport again or exercising, but now that you made me think about it, I realised that it could actually solve or at least help with a lot of my problems. Thank you so much for talking about it! I'll definitely try it(and my dog will love going outside for a run with me :D )
And I loved the little snippet of worldbuilding, I can't wait to find out more about it!
omg yes! It was an annoying realization that exercise is a must, but it has really been a super positive thing in my life and I hope it will be for you too :)) (plus I actually really enjoy the aspect of picking out cute athletic clothes and shoes lmao, it's like a bonus feature pff).
"my level of hatred towards physical exercise was so intense" man i feel that deeply 😂
**Critical conscience hit** said the weird deep robotic voice in pvp games.
Thank you! Im going to make more of an effort to do some more consistant exercise. I've been trying to do some since i've heard of the benefits for artists, which is why i've been trying. I've also may have also gained some extra weight I might be trying to loose or at least not gain more. Its weird since every time I do exercise, I have noticed im just more focused and productive that day and a day or two after. Im gonna try more since im serious is focusing and improving in art. Seeing your work really inspires.
That's so great! you can do it :DD I actually didn't even mention this, but doing regular workouts fixed some ailments I had that I thought were permanent like pain in my knee joints i've had since my early teens. It's great.
I completely understand the exercise thing. In high school I hated it, but in college we where allowed to choose what we wanted to do so I liked it more. And now after years I finally started at a gym, which I really enjoy. And especially since I have been sick for over a year I really need it to get myself back together a little more
Physical exercise or activity is magic for your brain. I intensely and desperately miss it, so so badly.
So all you out there, with a functional body. Don't let that experience slip through your fingers unnecessarily. It's worth the initial struggle, and you don't even need a fancy gym membership or expensive equipment. High paced walks, through nature definitely fits the bill. Your mind, your body, your mood. It will get enhanced on so many levels. It'll provide inspiration too. So go fetch it. While you can, and are capable.
Your artwork has an amazing amount of detail and layers mixed in. I love it. My question for you is, how do you your ideas about what to add to your illustrations? My art has been limited. Like, I want to add more details and stuff so that its more like an aesthetic but I don't know how to do that. Any thoughts? Also, I like your thoughts. Honestly ramblings of an artist is also so relatable so don't mind being yourself for us ;)
Glad I'm not the only one going through these troubles that you spoke of around 15:00
I really appreciated this video. It was completely different than your other tutorial or walk-through videos. I understand well how depression can be a creative block. You're doing the right thing, one thing at a time, and that's enough. I think the best thing you could do with your comic is write out an outline of the big events from prologue, to beginning, building, near-climax, ect., and work with the literary formula when doing so. Starting a comic without an idea of how it's gonna end(or only have an ending and no middle!) will make it much more difficult when you have to come up with stuff on the fly.
By the way, babes, this video felt like a talk with an old friend. Thank you for posting this video in particular.
I feel like I could watch you paint all day. Your work is just so lovely.
Always love hearing your pov on less design oriented topics. Even just watching your process without details I learn a lot about workflow. My two cents of going all in on the comic project, Ide say if you really can afford it, and have a vision, why not? Sounds like good timing. Anyways i never comment but thanks for the content, wish you best of luck moving forward
yes! it is good timing. 2022 is the yearrrr hahaha.
Thanks so much for taking the time to comment :))
It feels so good watching you do traditional! I'm struggling a lot these days about my visual identity, after half a year doing almost only digital art and kinda losing my own style in it. So I had the courage to pick my pencils watching this and it felt good :) I also love hearing you talk about your comic process and motivation etc, I think that's something most artists suffer about but we don't hear often that kind of talk. It feels good! Ty :)
I'm just glad the restrictions are being lifted because I totally felt you on "being down" at the start of the year because of them. I'm so excited to be able to go to the gym again. xD. A sentence I wouldn't have uttered before, but being home ALL the time has made me appreciate any time I get away from the house.
You are one of my favourite artists and listening to you talk about how you're feeling and how it makes you engage with your work and your dreams is super relatable.
Also one of the things that has made me the angriest I've ever been in my life is realising that exercise makes me happy, productive and literally more stable. How infuriating! Lemme go exercise omg
Yes yes, she seems real and relatable, unlike other content creators who are something like "yo shitfaces look at my art and l e a r n"
She isn't afraid to show the human side of her art which means we're rooting for her projects which means she keeps us engaged which means we need more videos.
So thumbs up to Cosmic Spectrum.
if this was a just chatting live stream, even just watching some of your older painting and inking I would watch and listen.
For q&a:
-How did you come up with the place design and idea for Gloamingvale? I'd love to know how it all came together in your head!
-You mentioned once you came up with the base idea for your story when you were younger, and I'd love to know how much the story and characters changed and evolved since then! Also was it hard to stick to your story for such a long time?
I loved listening to you talk about this, I relate a lot. I think I really needed to hear this today. Thank you for sharing your struggles and experiences and how you combat them. I'm also struggling with starting my own comics. My sister is a professional comic artist and their biggest advice is always "just start." Pick a scene you can see clearly and start writing there. You'll eventually find a groove and be able to work on it more consistently. Best of luck!!
Like some of the other comments say, we believe in you, if that’s helpful at all. 😅 I know it has to come from yourself and not others, but I like your attitude that if you just keep doing what you’re doing, you can kinda fool your brain into getting the work done. Just *don’t stop* ;that’s what I’m trying to tell myself these days.
Also, thank you about the advice to exercise! For artists, specifically, who sit for long periods of time, it’s really important to incorporate that part of healthy living back into your routine (even if you have a fast metabolism). I started doing it consistently last summer and I feel a lot more motivated to do other stuff than I used to
Anyways, sorry for the long comment 😅
Thanks for another chill video :D
Yess!! It's really interesting ( about the exercise) that eventually reframing it as a health benefit rather than a weight-loss tactic actually mentally helped me a lot. As it's supper common, i've struggled a lot with my body-image and perception and I think getting in a better shape after consistent exercising helped SO MUCH to feel in control of my body and what happens to it/how it looks to a large degree. I've always had a fast metabolism, but being 'skinny-fat' is what happens with that lmao. All bone and fat no muscle.. feels absolutely awful lmao.
ANyway, tahnks for for the comment!! Ireally enjoy the longer ones xD And thank you for the encouragement, it really is very helpful
Also, have a bit more faith in yourself! I watched until the end, and I'm sure a lot of others did too.
I love the blue outline around the background and how it slowly changes colours!! Beautiful!
I always love hearing new bits about the stroy you are writing, it sounds really intriguing
I've been having a lot of similar feelings with my work and wanting to break ground on the comic making phase. It was comforting to hear! I just remember as long as I'm drawing it's a part of the process. You can't rush what's meant to be!
Great topic and thanks for sharing!
I'm glad you opened up. I've been feeling similarly. Here's to moving forward bit by bit!
FYI, you never bore me. You are super inspiring and very relatable. You are a comforting reminder that I am not alone in the obstacles I suffer in my own creative journey.
I've had a similar journey with exercise but it's been a life changing thing. Too many days without cardio and my mood will slowly take a swan dive. Good for you for pushing through! It's tough.
yes, same thing! it's always a struggle hahaha...i wish i could just get into an unshakable habit for workouts, but i just can't T_T
Thanks to share your emotion, I think it asks courage to speak about it.
Whish you the best, keep your communicative good state of mind, you're the best !
I’m already in love with the story!
Just commenting, as I am going through a very hard time as well as getting ready to try sell prints for the very 1st time. I am terrified no one wants to buy it and I struggle to be consistent with social media posts. But you sharing your thoughts is resonating so hard with me so thank you for sharing. Prove to myself with small wins. I need to try and run an art business as it is my dream. Thank ypu again for sharing, it came at the exact right time. Now to go finally finish my first ever collection hahaha.
I dont know how to explain my fascination for this video (Artwork and voiceover) in a comment but i think with this sentence i already did that....this video is the first one of yours i saw and now however i follow your channel now...hope to see more of these kinda videos in future..you are inspiring!
What a great piece! Personally, I think I can understand how you feel about wanting to start an original work when having other projects to do. You really put it really well: When an idea is left to cook for so long, eventually becomes scary to actually use it, because once it takes form it wont be as malleable like it was in our minds. To give it form is to give it limits and that's very scary.
For what is worth, I think you will do great! You have worked in a lot of projects, and you know the process that you must take. I am currently still stuck in doing the script for the comic and landing some designs. I want to have five chapters ready before actually start publishing. It's odd how scared I get when I start to write the script but how natural it becomes once I do.
Believe in yourself! You can do it! \o/
I’m here at the end and you might be surprised but I think a lot of people appreciated hearing you talk about this stuff. It’s really refreshing to hear about your feelings and helps other people who are going through the same stuff. Thank you for sharing
Thank you for sharing your thoughts! Your thought process about prioritising and getting things done is so similar to mine, it was very helpful for me to hear what works for you and how you feel. I am absolutely mesmerized by your work and all of your illustrations, love your videos endlessly! I hope you get your tasks on your to-do-list rolling and I hope you'll live up to your productivity expectations for yourself! Keep your head up, you're amazing
Would u ever do a tutorial on how u come up with the AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL, SPLENDED clothing!! ur art is truly an inspiration to me and when I feel down in the dumps and uninspired ur vids help!
U should feel proud! Look back on ur old art, this always helps me see how far Ive come maybe that could help?
Beautiful work. I’ve watched you grow your talent for years. The topic of artist block was very well said. I’ve struggled for years with the same Issues. You’ve helped me a lot. Thanks so much for sharing
i rly love this voiceover actually! we always love to hear abt ur comic and process but hearing abt u is also v lovely. great video
thank you! :))
The way you drew this is cool.
You're a brilliant artist!!! You own the confidence. 😉💜💕💜🎆🎇🌟🎉
Seriously, I can watch all your videos no matter how repetitive they are and listen about eveyrthing you want to talk about, because I find it very relatable. I'm an artist too so watching the other artist's process will forever be fascinating to me. I started a comic once and I was aware that it's complicated, but I didn't suppose there's that much you have to think about, especially when planning the story. I wish you all the best and I hope you will feel better in the ongoing months and that you'll successfully start the comic!
your words, especially in the first half of the video, really hit home. i almost cried. thank you for opening up about your struggles. i sincerely pray you feel better and things start going you way soon. also i'm thoroughly interested in your characters and stories. i wonder how you deal with originality in your work. do you have an overall idea of what you wanna make and then hone in on the details or do you make stuff up along the way (in terms of script and characters)? maybe my question is too vague but I hope you can make sense of it. 💜
Your so awesome!…..thank you for sharing what your going through and how you manage those moments 🥰
This looks beautiful, I love the colors you’ve used on this drawing/painting. I love all the little details too. The story of your characters sounds so cool.
Thank you for speaking about your experiences. It’s good to go after dreams, goals, and get money/wealth, but not at the cost of your mental and emotional health. You won’t feel fulfilled about life if all you are doing is worrying about outcomes and you’ll wonder why you’ve been doing all of this stuff at all.
As someone who suffered through extreme burnout after years of work (art college), it’s difficult most days. I just have to remember not to be harsh on myself and take things one step at a time. And not try to perfect everything; I don’t want to be in that mindset of overworking with no rest; that’s probably why I feel so scared of working again. It made me feel doubts about my artwork too. I’ve learned that worries lead to a lack of self-worth and fear.
So I get what you mean, something is still holding me back from going for the art I want to do. But something is stopping me from crossing that line as you said. Running away didn’t help either. I need to find the balance between work-life and having time off to do things I enjoy doing.
I like your belief in everything working out no matter what we do. It reminds me of the law of attraction. It’s like you work for what you desire but do it in a way that brings you peace and joy. Let things play out as they will and know it will turn out well even if you have fears and doubts.
It’s also nice to know I’m not alone :)
Edit: I had to fix my grammar mistakes lol
These particular paintings of Zero and Sweet would look so good in frames 😍 Question for if you do a Q&A: What are your thoughts on "Same Face Syndrome" and what to do about it, if anything? You have an extremely consistent style, but still manage to make each character look unique, beyond the clothing/hair.
absolutely loved listening and learning more about your comic and the world! and these types of a laid back videos with lots of rambling is my fav so i really enjoyed this video!
Really glad to hear it, thank you sm :D
You are a artist
very exciting! adore your style and character designs.
This is such a beautiful pieces. I like the colors and your style. You are so talented thats amazing lot of love
Wow. Just beautiful.
Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us and for being open about your struggles as an artist. I know I for one feel alone in my artistic struggles sometimes, and it’s nice to know that other artists go through fear too.
I’m so excited for your Q&A! I have one legit question and one totally random.
1) What would be your number one tip for starting to write and illustrate a graphic novel?
2) If you could adopt any oceanic animal as a pet, what would you pick?
Wow! That’s lovely and I loved it.☺️❤️
Keep safe my dear.🙏🏻
This is the most satisfying line art I’ve ever seen in a video omg… thank you for talking about your struggles, I’ve been feeling awful about my lack of productivity with my art and I feel better knowing that others out there go through similar moods quite often. I need to start regular exercise to help with mood stabilisation and push myself to achieve my goals. ❤️
Your steady hand while inking is so inspiring and beautiful!! I really appreciate the insight about your mental process
i want to exercise, its great to clear the mind, but my joints wont stop dislocating, so no exercises for me (except swimming, but most pools are still closed)
love all the blues in this 😀
Lovely piece can wait to see more of ur story 😊 great job Doll 🥰
Ok I had so much fun listening to this video.
for the Q&A: what exactly do you work with on freelance, outside of comms? from what you talk about, it sounds like something id like to do, so if you could talk about it, that'd be great
Also for the Q&A how did you develop your art style? What did you want to do with it and how did you keep it consistent?
Maybe I want to know that because I'm struggling with four characters or maybe I don't. Guess we'll never know.
Gorgeous work and thank you! I've been in a similar boat with trying to build up motivation. Your point of view was really helpful. I would love for you to go over your favorite art supplies in the Q&A that you're planning!
QNA Question: What inspired your art style and what are your favorite shows, books, or entertainment (like series or YT creators)??
Thanks for the question ;D
@@CosmicSpectrumArt OMG Thank you for responding! Big fan!
i love your style a lot and i love these portrait videos!! :)
I would actually love to see your filming set up if you can include that in the Q&A
If you watch a lot of Kung Fu movies, they talk a lot about "Being Centered." This is both for mind and body. They generally do their exercises, a "Kung Fu dance practice", which then generally gets their mind in the game, which then leads to them kicking the crap out of all of the bad guys. I have found this is true that while mind can lead body, body can lead mind, and even a few simple exercises can have a SURPRISING effect in channeling your thoughts in the right direction.... AND showers work great too!
I know how you feel at least in part. I have almost 0 motivation anymore to do art even though I love art and I actually love drawing too. But it's daunting, especially since for me, I often cannot even come up with ideas on poses or interesting extra stuff (like your beautiful borders) to the art piece. I feel like all my stuff is so stale and old or whatever. I think it's great though that you found exercise and it is helping you out. I need to kick my own ass and eventually do the same haha.
Also man... league got you too lmao.
omg no way you're posting on my birthday tysm
love it! as always....also loved the little story snippet
another question: will you ever sell apparell again? (I know it was a limited collab back then but i missed it and im still sad abt it ;;w;;)
It's funny that you said you don't know how to do or approach a good vlog, cause I clicked on this video to quickly check out your painting and I'm now 23 minutes into it. Normally I would have closed it and moved on by now, but I left it in the background cause I was genuinely interested in hearing what you had to say. Keep trusting in the universe and I'm sure your story will come out great when it's ready. Although, I'm sure you already knew that ✌🏾
I just picked up from where I left off and heard you say this was scripted. So, no.. I didn't notice lol
My Q for your Q&A: what do you think about 'fine art'? Do you think it's just a label that some artists use to make them feel superior, or it's a well deserving title considering the fact that a lot of efforts were put into the creating process?
Ty for the question! adding it to the list :D
@@CosmicSpectrumArt ❤
Incredible Art!
some of us are disabled so working out can be a struggle, I am glad it works well for you and some other artists!
Beautiful! I'm getting Rowena Ravenclaw vibes and as a Ravenclaw, that warms my heart :)
yess! absolutely love the Ravenclaw vibe too (my house as well heheheh). I literally looked up 'ravenclaw aesthetic' for inspo on pinterest lol
@@CosmicSpectrumArt Ravenclaw sisters unite! :D I love the combination of dark blue, gold and copper.
I'm so excited for gloamingvale. I have the ID fracture books and I can't wait for these. I love your work
Thank you so much for your content, zero is gorgeous as always 🤩 you said in here that your process explication is repetitive I've literally watched all your yt videos and I've been following you for two years now yet I never get bored from listening to it bc it's always a bit different there's always something I didn't pay attention to so it's always cool to listen, I don't have a particular question this time but I can tell that I'm excited for your creation 😆(btw I was sad that your art book sold out before I could buy it !😭) thank you again have a nice day !
JUST GETTING BETTER AND BETTER BY THE VIDEO. AWESOME PIECE... AGAIN. WELL DELIVERED VIDEO... AGAIN. WOULD LOVE TO SEE A ONE OFF ALPHONSO MUCHA INSPIRED PIECE FROM YOUR PERSPECTIVE, IN YOUR STYLE, WITH YOUR TOPIC SELECTION. COULD BE PRETTY COOL. THANKS... AGAIN. ALL THE BEST.
for the Q&A, how do you come up with solid personalities for your characters? My characters have vague personalities but i never know how to make them feel more real
Question for the exercise tip:
Whenever I work out, I tend to get sleepy tired more than anything else- I know that's probably not common, but I was wondering if that at some point was a problem for you?
Usually my mind can come up with ideas while exercising, it's just I get too sleepy after to do anything other than write them down quickly.
Edit: for the Q&A; I was wondering about which artists or favorite things you like to put or feel inspired certain aspects of your art you enjoy? (I guess easier said is what are some of your influences?)
I personally love the vintage and ornate style you go between in your pieces and was also wondering if you had anyone else to suggest for inspiration in that does a similar kind of work.
Hey Hey Cosmic! Hope you're doing okay!
I love these videos and have gotten sort of addicted to your channel for your art and for your talks. I think you share so much of what many of us are struggling through, regardless of our fields and circumstances. Maybe you've addressed this in a video I haven't seen yet, but how much of each character represents an aspect of yourself, or do you mainly pull ideas from people you know?
Awesome!!
I get that. I've been so busy with work related projects that I'm too mentally exhausted to work on anything personal. I've been exercising, but I'm not sure how much it's helping. How do you make art friends and keep engaged with them? Could you do a tutorial on using dip pens? I have inks and some dip pens, but I have no idea what I'm doing. Once again, beautiful illustration. I can't wait to one day read your comic. I also have been trying to work on a comic of my own, but starting is incredibly daunting.
I love this!
This is incredible artwork my friend. You did such amazing artwork. Extremely high level of skills and talent. I am new friend here and I want to see more of your art.
maybe a patreon would help to keep you accountable? you could start with posting regular updates x times a week (doesn't have to be comic pages right away, you could start with concept art and worldbuilding?). anyway, i love hearing about your work and also the struggles and how you deal with it 💕
I think that may be the answer lol >_> my typical excuse for putting off Patreon setup is being unable to settle on a structure and tiers, and deciding what to offer exactly. But i think it may really be the structure I need ;u;
@@CosmicSpectrumArt i'm in the same boat and still haven't started a patreon. it's been an unfinished page for 2 years now 🤣 but honestly, you can always add tiers or restructure the tiers later. i'd suggest a low level entry tier of $2 or $2.50 (anything lower just pays patreon & paypal because fees for micro-transactions are so high). and that's that. just start with a "behind the scenes" tier for now, then maybe add a $5 when comic pages are being produced and more elaborate tiers (if applicable) later on.
all the best 💕💕💕
@@CosmicSpectrumArt also! you already have these beautiful artworks and stickersheets with traveller, astronomer etc. they would work really well as tier names. just saying ;))
So amazing this painting, such a nice style we learn everyday and at first I asked myself why do you draw on computer to go back to paper while it's usually the contrary, later I understood. I might try in few days. Thank you
I wanted to say thank you and YES, I watch every video all the way through! When you share what is going on at the moment and when you walk us through your process you aren't just repeating yourself. Each one is not only helpful but, in my case at least, helps me feel like I'm not the only one hitting speed bumps of my making. I am OCD and severely introverted. I love what I do but often convince myself I can't do it. You help me through those times just as this video has. I was felling the same and admire you for sharing! You asked for questions: I am having difficulty getting ink to work the way you do. Are you able to take us through the process in detail, do a Skillshare video or recommend someone or other reference? Thank you again!
Sorry, my hand hit my tablet on purpose, since I have my board, keyboard connected. Other than that, I really like the art, and wonder if you will give any more art tips? Also your art is beautiful and nice, and I really like the story. I wonder the inspiration for the comic, and the art. Anyway, your art makes me happy since I seen it, and I like it. I do. Keep going and hope all is good.
Your art is so beautiful, new subscriber (:
I loved the illustration, the story premise, and I loved listening to what you were going through. I found it very relatable so thank you for sharing.
My question is: what makes you keep going/ drawing?
BEAUTIFUL
Thank you for this great video! I adore this new illustration of Zero. I'm always happy whenever you talk about Gloamingvale. And about your life as an artist. Somehow this makes me feel not alone with my struggles xD And it inspires me seeing other artists just creating beautiful things. About the Q&A: Could you do an introduction to your Gloamingvale characters? Maybe the main ones? I'm also wondering if Sweet and Zero belong to this story as well. Also did You ever consider making a Patreon page? Where're for sure more people which would love to support your projects! And with Patreon maybe youo would feel more safe and less stressed?
ALso can't wait for prints of this recent two drawings of Sweet and Zero!! 👀
Hello , this drawing is amazing as always ! I am very inspired by you ! You are this one artist that i am never bored to watch any kind of your videos! I always struggled to understand even how to plan a simple drawing , not an entire project ! So i cant even imagine how hard this must be! I have this huge project idea in my head since i was a child and its my life's dream to make it into an animated series one day or a comic , i havet decided completely yet , but aside from that i heard you mentioned abt a QnA and I wanna ask generally about how you think about planning your project . For example the notes you give yourself , the schedules you create , the time you make all the designs , the layouts , the script and not only those. It is hard to balance your life when you are comitted in a single project so I wonder how often you exercise , how many hours do you work until you have a break , what keeps your sanity through burn out times and stuff like that . Thank you for being this amazing artist and person you are :) Keep spreading creativity!
Great video and beautiful illustration!!! QnA: why did you decide to change the name of your comic?
Have a great day!
You are amazing !!!
👍👏
OMG I LOVE IT!!!
Dude, I keep saying “I wanna lose weight” but I just…cant find the motivation to do so. Sure, some might say “make yourself your motivation “ but i don’t like myself and making me like myself just is not easy for me to do.
So, i get what you feel.
You can do it!!! I know it's REALLY hard not to get toxic about it x_x I struggle with that all the time. I think maybe you could try to shift focus instead of thinking about the weight you want to lose or the eng-goal, focus on something like "my goal is to do a 30min workout 3 times a week" and only think about that, and the reason being to feel better gain energy and become stronger and healthier. If you manage to do that for a sustained amount of time, weight-loss will just be a byproduct. I mean... i am probably oversimplifying that too, cause diet has a LOT to do with excess weight but you know, baby steps. Once I started trying to to exercise and become healthier, I started looking into food and what I eat as well, it just kinda naturally snowballed etc.
You got this!!! I know sometimes 'liking yourself' has something to do with your perceived uselessness or feeling like you fall short of some sort of standard. I think it's important to know that your value and worth is inherent, and it doesn't matter what you do or don't do. I believe in you ;u; (also i would highly recommend kobokofitness, she's on youtube.)
Feel this so hard. Especially the uninstalling league of legends part to help me to focus on my art...
yeah... honestly I uninstalled that shit back in 2018 and was VERY happy about it until the pandemic hit, and some friends asked if i wanted to play. There's just a numb comfort in league for me =________= i don't even play with friends anymore, they all moved on hahahah Q_Q
@@CosmicSpectrumArt haha yes the friends always suck you back in! I've recently got sucked back into to TFT. It's just so relaxing to have something where you know if you objectively succeeded to break the uncertainty that I feel with my art being good or not. If you want someone to play with my ign is tacobela .
why didn't I get notified abt this? TT
I'm really interested what materials you use so i would be happy to see video dadicated to it
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and suggestions about getting started on doing things, I can totally relate. I have a million things on my to-do list(S) that I can't prioritize, and I also find it hard to do things unless I have someone breathing on my neck, but even when I have, I always feel super anxious and I don't want that to be a constant part of my life.
Btw I agree that exercise really helps, I do yoga, sometimes the more relaxing type, sometimes the more ass-kicking type xD but I'm struggling with motivation even with that lol
Oh, and I love to hear about your process always! I'm actually starting out with inks (it's actually because I love your works, so feel responsible for getting me into it! :p), so to me it's always interesting to hear about that. About inks, my question is: how did you end up choosing inks as your main medium for traditional art?
Thanks for the question! (noted).
Yeah honestly prioritizing seems to be the hardest part, I suspect that I just tend to fall apart without strict outside deadlines that are not enforced by me. That's why i can get a lottt of freelance done in misery, crying about how I just wanna work on my own thing, but as soon as the freelance is done I'm like lost at sea omg =____= whyyy
@@CosmicSpectrumArt I am the same! Actually, I'm going through the "lost at sea" phase right now and I'm so mad at myself, how can I be so indecisive? I feel like I'm picking the easiest thing to do, adding lots of excuses for the more "relevant" stuff, and I don't even feel gratification for completing that one easy task, which actually ends up being totally useless. Human brain is weird!
@@elenabusto6513 omg... this x_x I end up spending like half a day doing some totally random tasks like sending a couple of routine emails, and doing some dumb registration or account setup for some online platform. Just REALLY inconsequential small tasks seem to take up so much mental energy that i feel like I need a 'break' after i do them lmaoo it's so sad.
Somehow we will get our shit together... i believe in uss hahaha
Love your videos. Watching your art really has been inspiring since art block mixed with a bit of depression has been kicking me down. I do have a question tho. Do you have any advice for someone who can draw traditional but digital art is a bit of a struggle? I usually just transfer my traditional sketches into my iPad but I really wanna get better at drawing straight from the iPad. Hope you have a wonderful day