Dresden Dolls // Girl Anachronism (Lyrics)

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  • Опубліковано 14 жов 2024
  • First off, I must mention this song doesn't belong to me. It belongs to the lovely band known as Dresden Dolls. I do not claim ownership to this song.
    As of now, I will be uploading once a day, but may move it to once a week later on. I hope you enjoy!

КОМЕНТАРІ • 740

  • @whitneyMcIntosh-Harnum-ng3vi
    @whitneyMcIntosh-Harnum-ng3vi Рік тому +2217

    This song gives
    “She wasn’t delicate like a flower,she was delicate like a bomb”
    Vibes

  • @Oinguschoingus53
    @Oinguschoingus53 Рік тому +1373

    God this song is just so relatable. "The attention just encourages her" really reminds me of the time my dad forced me to say I was self harming for attention.

    • @natashatoolong
      @natashatoolong Рік тому +74

      Same thing with my mom... And pills are just drugs that I don't need to overcome anxiety because (and this is ironic paradox) "it is just in my head" 😂👍... well thanx a lot Mom for explaining where I feel the fear about how to live one more day

    • @jeffoneto278xd
      @jeffoneto278xd Рік тому +60

      @@natashatoolong i mean where tf is your anxiety gonna be? in your kidneys??

    • @ndzapruder
      @ndzapruder Рік тому +1

      Weren't you?

    • @whosbecca
      @whosbecca Рік тому +13

      same exact thing happened to me, bc "i had no real reason"

    • @just.ur.average.artist.6701
      @just.ur.average.artist.6701 Рік тому +11

      @@whosbecca when she finds the reason she’ll be like: why is the reason a mirror?

  • @antoninaforyt6928
    @antoninaforyt6928 Рік тому +779

    I was an very ill child, spent a lot of time in hospitals.
    Because of the experiences I developed PTSD.
    My parents haven't believed me when I was telling them abou hallucinations, flashbacks, nightmares.
    Now I have a diagnosis and I fight every day with my own fear.
    I never feel safe, I am always on guard. One unexpected touch or noise and I start crying.
    Medical PTSD isn't something that is widely talked about.
    I love how the lyrics are so flexible so many people with different problems can relate to it, even me.
    They did a good job.

    • @simi5558
      @simi5558 Рік тому +8

      we're the same person fr wanna be freinds?

    • @clear_eyezz
      @clear_eyezz Рік тому +5

      were so similar fr

    • @hhhii234
      @hhhii234 Рік тому +8

      yeah real. ive been SO emotional and sensitive lately, crying ab anything that changes or doesnt go quite right. i am starting to realize its because i have LOTS of PTSD and trauma and ive been denying it even though i went to a therapist and they said i have immense trauma and ptsd 😭

    • @annabellemoore4214
      @annabellemoore4214 Рік тому +4

      I’m sorry your struggling with that. I hope you can get the help you need and get better.

    • @LajosnéCzeffer
      @LajosnéCzeffer Рік тому +3

      Hope it will get better for you. Sending love 💜

  • @morningboy_
    @morningboy_ 2 роки тому +3409

    "don't call the doctors, they've seen it all before!' they say just 'let her crash and burn she'll learn. the attention just encourages her."
    this is literally how my psychiatrist treats me.

    • @dearlynightshade7541
      @dearlynightshade7541 2 роки тому +237

      Please go get a new one. Some psychiatrists are not the right fit but once they work, it's much better for you.

    • @lowercasesolar9019
      @lowercasesolar9019 2 роки тому +135

      oh shit my therapists have been like this. ive gone through so many of them but i told the insurance i wanted trauma specialists, and now the new ones better :)

    • @dearlynightshade7541
      @dearlynightshade7541 2 роки тому +33

      @@lowercasesolar9019 I'm happy for you and hope things go well

    • @iampidgeon6923
      @iampidgeon6923 2 роки тому +32

      I'm just gonna say, not the right one for you

    • @gaa283
      @gaa283 2 роки тому +5

      Relatable

  • @voxifera2300
    @voxifera2300 2 роки тому +1108

    I remember being a teen listening to this 16 yrs ago over & over and not feeling alone for the first time. I was wondering what was wrong with me to be this way, I was just helplessly weird/quiet/crazy. i hated how hard everything was and how it was so hard to be normal
    Then i found out this year at 32 that i wasn’t a super mentally ill weird person this whole time, I was neurodivergent 😭
    this song still feels just as relevant after decades of trying to survive in a neurotypical world

    • @brittanytrinite5663
      @brittanytrinite5663 2 роки тому +35

      THIS. So much. Being neurodivergent is hard.

    • @disliker7813
      @disliker7813 2 роки тому +14

      This song is 16 years old??

    • @Echo-we3qt
      @Echo-we3qt 2 роки тому +22

      @@disliker7813 it's 19 years old

    • @CIPHERINATOR
      @CIPHERINATOR 8 місяців тому +3

      I’m at that period tbh. Listening to this over and over again as an autistic person 😭

  • @liams-stuff
    @liams-stuff Рік тому +756

    "if i was a little older i would act my age" yeah i felt that

  • @theactualghosty
    @theactualghosty Рік тому +136

    anachronism:
    a thing belonging or appropriate to a period other than that in which it exists, especially a conspicuously old-fashioned thing.
    "the town is a throwback to medieval times, an anachronism that has survived the passing years"
    the action of attributing something to a period to which it does not belong.
    "it is anachronism to suppose that the official morality of the age was mere window dressing"
    :D

  • @bugluver15
    @bugluver15 2 роки тому +808

    as someone who both suffers from mental illness and chronic physical disabilities I relate to this song so much.

  • @hellobye2824
    @hellobye2824 Рік тому +99

    This is the most relatable song I've ever heard.
    The most relatable lyric is "Don't call the doctors, they've seen it all before!" because I constantly get health anxiety and psychosomatic symptoms that make people worry, but I know I shouldn't go to the doctor, after years of going to the doctor and being told I have nothing when I feel like I do.
    I'm neurodivergent and all the signs I was struggling throughout my childhood were just dismissed and ignored, so another one.
    Also, I'm a transmasc so the lyric "Behold the world's worst accident, I'm the girl anachronism!!" because when I was younger I thought god made a mistake making me a girl, but I didn't know I was a boy, so I just thought I'm a "girl anachronism".
    Hits hard man.

  • @god-rj5wf
    @god-rj5wf 5 років тому +1002

    i remember there being an old lyric video for this that had a white background and black lettering,, i used to scream sing this when I was depressed, its such an amazing song!!

    • @underratedlyricals1093
      @underratedlyricals1093  5 років тому +117

      Ahh yes it truly is a really amazing and very emotional song. One of my favourites right now

    • @deadskrillaskrit2078
      @deadskrillaskrit2078 5 років тому +51

      I'm listening to it to sing it
      You should watch her TED talk
      Amanda Palmer is Queen

  • @nocturnalowl7028
    @nocturnalowl7028 4 роки тому +1168

    Someone in the comments recommended this on “Runs in the family” by amander Palmer, I’m expecting good things

    • @Stephanie-sy9oy
      @Stephanie-sy9oy 4 роки тому +27

      How was it?

    • @Nataronimacaroni
      @Nataronimacaroni 3 роки тому +4

      i despise that song 💀

    • @god-rj5wf
      @god-rj5wf 3 роки тому +101

      @@Nataronimacaroni
      Just wondering why?? I'm not gonna roast you for it lmao it's just that the song is so little known that I haven't really seen anyone explain why they like or dislike it

    • @maze2253
      @maze2253 3 роки тому +42

      I like that song! In a "venom entering my bloodstream kinda high'' way

    • @TheActualJeffery
      @TheActualJeffery 3 роки тому +6

      I CAME FROM THERE TOO

  • @Unnecessarilylongexplanations
    @Unnecessarilylongexplanations 3 роки тому +924

    I'm not near this crazy or angry with my mental problems, but god this song really hits. Helps me get angry and vent it, cus I've gotten to the weird acceptance stage and don't feel much about it anymore.

    • @Robynhoodlum
      @Robynhoodlum Рік тому +9

      Sounds like dissociation. 😢

    • @Sunny67855
      @Sunny67855 Рік тому +12

      Honestly this is the most relatebel comment i have ever seen

  • @DIA--_
    @DIA--_ Рік тому +147

    I can relate to this a lot, feeling like there is no end to your depression and that there was no start either. You were just born this way.

    • @Turtlehair
      @Turtlehair Рік тому +1

      I feel the same way except it’s separation anxiety for me

    • @annabellemoore4214
      @annabellemoore4214 Рік тому +2

      I’m sorry your struggling with that. As someone who has struggled with severe mental illness, you can improve and life does get better. Hope this helps.

    • @XgalaxyX-dn9ve
      @XgalaxyX-dn9ve Рік тому

      OMG FR

  • @finnmorrigan8829
    @finnmorrigan8829 2 роки тому +285

    this is exactly what it feels like being in and out of a facility as a teenager- coming from someone who was constantly in and out of facilities. on the other hand it feels just like when you're chronically ill but doctors dont want to help you other than giving you pills

  • @dunjamidnight2133
    @dunjamidnight2133 2 роки тому +298

    You can tell
    From the scars on my arms
    And the cracks in my hips
    And the dents in my car
    And the blisters on my lips
    That I'm not the carefullest of girls
    You can tell
    From the glass on the floor
    And the strings that're breaking
    And I keep on breaking more
    And it looks like I am shaking
    But it's just the temperature
    And then again
    If it were any colder I could disengage
    If I were any older I could act my age
    But I don't think that you'd believe me
    It's not the way
    I'm meant to be
    It's just the way
    The operation made me
    And you can tell
    From the state of my room
    That they let me out too soon
    And the pills that I ate
    Came a couple years too late
    And I've got some issues to work through
    There I go again
    Pretending to be you
    Make believing
    That I have a soul beneath the surface
    Trying to convince you
    It was accidentally on purpose
    I am not so serious
    This passion is a plagiarism
    I might join your century
    But only on a rare occasion
    I was taken out
    Before the labor pains set in and now
    Behold the world's worst accident
    I am the girl anachronism
    And you can tell
    By the red in my eyes
    And the bruises on my thighs
    And the knots in my hair
    And the bathtub full of flies
    That I'm not right now at all
    There I go again
    Pretending that I'll fall
    Don't call the doctors
    'Cause they've seen it all before
    They'll say just
    Let her crash
    And burn
    She'll learn
    The attention just encourages her
    And you can tell
    From the full-body cast
    That you're sorry that you asked
    Though you did everything you could
    Like any decent person would
    But I might be catching so don't touch
    You'll start believing
    You're immune to gravity and stuff
    Don't get me wet
    Because the bandages will all come off
    And you can tell
    From the smoke at the stake
    That the current state is critical
    Well it is the little things, for instance
    In the time it takes to break it
    She can make up ten excuses
    Please excuse her for the day
    It's just the way the medication makes her
    I don't necessarily believe there is a cure for this
    So I might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
    I was too precarious removed as a caesarian
    Behold the worlds worst accident
    I am the girl anachronism
    I am the girl anachronism
    I am the girl anachronism
    I am the girl anachronism
    I am the girl
    I am the girl
    I m the girl anachronism

    • @Amira.0123
      @Amira.0123 2 роки тому +12

      Wasnt any need for the lyrics on a lyric video?

    • @dunjamidnight2133
      @dunjamidnight2133 2 роки тому +35

      @@Amira.0123 I just put it there cause I wanted to sing a long,lyrics on the screen move too fast

  • @ilikesquishingmycat
    @ilikesquishingmycat 2 роки тому +141

    This song is litterally me, it's describes what goes in inside my head and my looks. I have scars on my arms, bruises practically everywhere, knotty hair, blisters on my lips a messy ass room and I got to take pills just to feel "normal". I could not explain how much I love this song and how it reminds me of, well, me.

  • @mozzymo9679
    @mozzymo9679 4 роки тому +528

    Psychotic Episode Type Beat

    • @alextamalex7924
      @alextamalex7924 4 роки тому +45

      This is my BPD anthem lmao

    • @scoptodog
      @scoptodog 4 роки тому +19

      Mania type beat 😌

    • @forgetful_hq
      @forgetful_hq 4 роки тому +16

      me, listening to this while having a breakdown: 😳✌️

    • @nero946
      @nero946 3 роки тому +1

      I listen to this while mad and wanting to kill someone 😃

    • @kenzijade5995
      @kenzijade5995 3 роки тому

      shit thats whats going on

  • @nyxylemon4440
    @nyxylemon4440 11 місяців тому +26

    As someone who suffers from borderline personality disorder, I can aggressively relate to this song. There are a lot of lyrics in this song that can go along with borderline, but I believe one that really brings to light the contradictory of this illness is "it was accidentally on purpose"

  • @m4gist3r51
    @m4gist3r51 2 роки тому +2872

    i’m a trans guy, but i find this song incredibly relatable. this song really reminds me of how my mental state has been since i came out to my parents. my mom’s reaction was the most horrible thing I’ve ever witnessed. i can’t even be in the same room as her without fearing for my life. she’s apologized and gets mad every time i don’t forgive her and guilt trips and gaslights me every time i mention what she did to me the night i came out. the way she reacted traumatized me so badly that i still question reality. in fact, today as I’m writing this it’s been exactly a year since i came out.

    • @cats.eyes2
      @cats.eyes2 2 роки тому +177

      im so sorry that this happened to you, I want to give u a hug so bad *hugs*

    • @user-me3ge8de4o
      @user-me3ge8de4o 2 роки тому +73

      Hope you're okay! ❤️

    • @Glaycier
      @Glaycier 2 роки тому +204

      You dont have to forgive her. You owe her nothing. Good for you for not feeling pressured to do so.

    • @tallracoon9754
      @tallracoon9754 2 роки тому +47

      I am so sorry man

    • @Liara_I_Sorry
      @Liara_I_Sorry 2 роки тому +15

      That was her honest reaction, what do you want from her? And second of all, it's enough with vilifying homophobia. How are you going to try and tell people what they can or can't be afraid of? Ridiculous. Like they can help that? I feel bad for you and your Mother. And I should know.

  • @BlueLizardKing
    @BlueLizardKing Рік тому +61

    This used to be my anthem when I was a teenager. I'm a bit older now, but this song is still really close to my heart.

  • @blushinret1001
    @blushinret1001 4 роки тому +201

    "There i go again!" Hits different ngl

  • @capowebfir920
    @capowebfir920 4 роки тому +2225

    severe childroom trauma in a song

  • @whalesarefromspace4260
    @whalesarefromspace4260 2 роки тому +141

    mmm complex relationship with femininity, my existence in time & reality, and my delusions all rolled up into a song that positively bangs. cheers

  • @Solace6428
    @Solace6428 Рік тому +30

    I like this song because of how erratic it is. Both the instrumentals and the lyrics. I'm not mentally well, and I haven't been for the best part of a decade now, but somehow there is comfort to be found in this chaos. The near constant changes in tempo and intensity are comfortable, I suppose, because they're familiar to me.

    • @ryanwatkins5547
      @ryanwatkins5547 16 днів тому

      Life, like this song, is chaotic and erratic... you're trauma bonding with the song.

  • @crowthebro
    @crowthebro 2 роки тому +258

    if will wood and amanda palmer did a collab the world would implode

    • @Alex-nm9yv
      @Alex-nm9yv 2 роки тому +7

      :O

    • @Alex-nm9yv
      @Alex-nm9yv 2 роки тому +4

      @UC5U05BZ4zmcKgWwZQl0H1zA I was just looking through and saw the name 👀

    • @Akariess
      @Akariess 2 роки тому +3

      FR TRUE

    • @vanceinc
      @vanceinc 2 роки тому +2

      Oh, absolutely lmao.

    • @vanceinc
      @vanceinc 2 роки тому +8

      Both take up my ‘Coping’ playlist.

  • @clownfern
    @clownfern Рік тому +124

    I got this in a "children's music" Playlist made for me by UA-cam 😀

  • @xavier1swag
    @xavier1swag Рік тому +18

    The "And it looks like I am shaking!" part was perfect.

  • @robertolanzone
    @robertolanzone 5 років тому +1356

    This reminds me of Marina & the Diamonds, like a darker version

    • @negatedchromos2868
      @negatedchromos2868 5 років тому +88

      It does actually like her family jewels album.

    • @silverbat5873
      @silverbat5873 4 роки тому +72

      You don't compare Dresden Dolls to Marina and the Diamonds.

    • @quotetherobot749
      @quotetherobot749 4 роки тому +37

      Silver Bat I am not sure which on you are saying is better

    • @jiggy.pop.phantomkell9453
      @jiggy.pop.phantomkell9453 4 роки тому +82

      Marina and the Diamonds go for more of the 80's pop while Dresden Dolls is for us creeps.
      Yes, that's the difference. I was 13 listening to Mandy Goes To Med School and Missed Me.
      The difference is massive. Marina and the Diamonds are great, but Dresden Dolls remind me that I'm a freak in society and with a perversion for the weird.
      Tldr: Marina and the Diamonds for polite company, Dresden Dolls for when you and your squad wanna get dark

    • @zoharbarkan2741
      @zoharbarkan2741 4 роки тому +11

      Exept dredson dollz was 10 years before marina

  • @xPoisonedStardustx
    @xPoisonedStardustx 9 місяців тому +11

    It’s interesting to see people of all problems relate to this song and read about their lives. Makes you remember we’re all different and struggling in our own ways, and it’s dumb to compare problems.

  • @SomeOne-zw6kh
    @SomeOne-zw6kh 4 роки тому +690

    If anyone's looking for similar songs to this one by The Dresden Dolls there's also Modern Moonlight, Lonesome Organist Rapes Page Turner and Bad Habit.
    Love Amanda Palmer SOOOOO FUCKING MUCH. Have 3 AFP/Dresden Dolls inspired tattoos so far.

    • @abarcyTelary
      @abarcyTelary 3 роки тому +9

      please don't support her, shes a really bad person..

    • @SomeOne-zw6kh
      @SomeOne-zw6kh 3 роки тому +4

      @@abarcyTelary After reading what I wrote, you think some rando on the internet telling me not to support her without any follow up information is going to change my mind after heavily supporting her for 15 years lol? Sorry, I'm a little more strong minded than that.

    • @abarcyTelary
      @abarcyTelary 3 роки тому +22

      @@SomeOne-zw6kh we think that just listening to the entire evelyn evelyn album would be enough info to stop supporting her, but if you want you can easily find out the bad stuff she's done by searching it up! We can go find some links so you could read ab it!

    • @SomeOne-zw6kh
      @SomeOne-zw6kh 3 роки тому +1

      @@abarcyTelary I guess we can agree to disagree lol. I enjoy her a lot. Always have.

    • @abarcyTelary
      @abarcyTelary 3 роки тому +27

      @@SomeOne-zw6kh dude she said the n word. We agree her music is amazing, but she's a really not cool person!! We're just telling you to not support her anymore, you can continue to listen to her music though!

  • @mozzymo9679
    @mozzymo9679 4 роки тому +281

    I vibe too hard with this one

  • @unrelatablecontent629
    @unrelatablecontent629 2 роки тому +60

    Ah finally my head when I'm having intense and rapid uncontrollable mood swings and becoming paranoid
    Aka being "dramatic", wonderful

  • @andromeda6306
    @andromeda6306 2 роки тому +86

    !! hi everyone im a devoted amanda palmer fan and im here to ramble! so if you like alternative things and her music consider staying :D
    so!! if u like this song def check out some of her other songs like such as ;
    - dear jenny
    - gravity
    - vegemite (the black death)
    - all of the evelyn evelyn songs
    - half jack
    - my alcoholic friends
    now !
    fun fact! amanda is married to neil gaiman! the author of coraline! u should check out his book " the graveyard book "

    • @jules8025
      @jules8025 2 роки тому +5

      'runs in the family' is also one of my favourites, i really recommend it!

  • @Local_MusicMan
    @Local_MusicMan 3 місяці тому +7

    the beautiful thing about music is that even if a song has a set meaning, it doesn't. lyrics, and even the music itself, not the lyrics, can be interpretted differently.
    this song doesn't neccysarily represent childhood trauma for everybody, it can me so much more. and it can mean less. i love music

  • @glitzyghostinthevoid
    @glitzyghostinthevoid 2 роки тому +45

    in all honesty i associate with this song so much. i'm pretty much an anachronism among my classmates too, it feels like i just don't fit them. plus the chaos this song has, translates to the way my brain functions. and lastly, c-section had to be used for me too.

  • @IckyMiku
    @IckyMiku 3 роки тому +81

    Someone said "im not near this crazy" naw bitch i am!!!! Turn this shit up!!!!!!

  • @sunfish8644
    @sunfish8644 2 роки тому +46

    “The red in my eyes the bruises on my thighs the knots in my hair and the bathtub full of flies that I’m not it at all” really just explains my mental state is going I can no longer take care of myself

  • @sugar_fest5562
    @sugar_fest5562 2 роки тому +30

    The way that "Well excuse her for the day, it's just the way the medication makes her.." gave me shivers

  • @parker4621
    @parker4621 5 місяців тому +5

    the line 'And the knots in my hair, and the bathtub full of flies, that I'm not right now at all' hits as someone who struggles with depression and looking after myself

  • @statvuesque8431
    @statvuesque8431 3 роки тому +71

    this hits different when you're having a mental breakdown in your school bathroom

  • @sososunny
    @sososunny 5 місяців тому +7

    THE LINE "it was accidentally on purpose" GOES SO HARD WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT

  • @lowercasesolar9019
    @lowercasesolar9019 2 роки тому +109

    i relate to this cause trauma,, it makes the time thing really relatable, and dissociating/derealising also makes this relatable to me. i wonder if thats weird? i neglect everything in favor of daydreaming in my room all day. they put me on mood stabilisers because apparently they think my trauma symptoms are bipolar. no the fuck they arent lmao anyways this songs real good

    • @annabellemoore4214
      @annabellemoore4214 Рік тому +1

      I’m sorry that your struggling with that. As someone who has struggled with severe mental illness, I can tell you that you can improve and life does get better. Hope this helps.

  • @weeklyalexa257
    @weeklyalexa257 2 роки тому +35

    I remember this was the first song I heard that instantly got me hooked into the Dresden Dolls..

  • @lee_likes_bees
    @lee_likes_bees Рік тому +21

    IM STIMMING SO HARD THIS SONG MAKES ME FEEL SO HAPPY IK ITS SAD BUT LIKE THE WAY IT IS IS SO GOOD

  • @someidiot2004
    @someidiot2004 Рік тому +15

    "you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon" felt that

  • @RottingZombe
    @RottingZombe 2 роки тому +49

    Ive never found a song so relatable in my whole life oh my god

  • @riolaizer1095
    @riolaizer1095 2 роки тому +55

    “They’ll say just let her crash and burn she’ll learn the attention just encourages her” medical sexism be like: (help what’s wrong with my legs doctors think it’s just anxiety)

    • @voidquill
      @voidquill Рік тому +7

      yep! this is also more severe with black people at the doctor due to stereotypes

  • @pluto5848
    @pluto5848 4 роки тому +146

    Honestly guys, how many times have you watched this?

    • @gothic_raven2652
      @gothic_raven2652 3 роки тому +8

      100000000000000000000000000000000000 times at least

    • @livelaughlive1234
      @livelaughlive1234 3 роки тому +1

      Hmm 70029292929292922992939494959282749493474829374739274829374738299000004030030300000000000

    • @iiikaruz
      @iiikaruz 3 роки тому +1

      about 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times. maybe 5 more.

    • @magic_frog69
      @magic_frog69 3 роки тому +4

      11037

    • @alt6877
      @alt6877 3 роки тому +1

      Far too many

  • @sn0tb01
    @sn0tb01 4 роки тому +101

    im hella late but i love this

  • @fishy658
    @fishy658 3 роки тому +64

    I adore this song so much

  • @canine_teeth
    @canine_teeth 3 роки тому +94

    This is what being manic feels like

    • @1929_2
      @1929_2 2 роки тому +2

      I absolutely agree.

    • @RottingZombe
      @RottingZombe 2 роки тому +1

      No this is what having depression feels like 🤦‍♀ idiot

    • @klaizloveswoofs
      @klaizloveswoofs Рік тому +1

      Oh yeah

  • @roderickstone8821
    @roderickstone8821 2 роки тому +32

    This is giving me heavy “the existential threat” vibes

  • @lorrainesrosemary
    @lorrainesrosemary Рік тому +14

    Not sure if anyone here will know what I'm talking about but since reading 'girl in pieces' all I can think about is the main character while listening to this. It seriously just fits

  • @Pressureisfr
    @Pressureisfr 6 місяців тому +23

    not many ppl are going to see this but be sure to take care of yourself, take a break go outside, read a book and drink some water or anything really

  • @rhuooh
    @rhuooh Рік тому +16

    "the attention just encourages her"
    relatable, my mom accused me of faking how terrible i feel lmao

  • @sups6200
    @sups6200 4 місяці тому +3

    This was the song I would listen to on repeat when I was at my lowest. That was last year I'm doing so much better

    • @hedgeater
      @hedgeater 4 місяці тому +3

      universal event

  • @yeniramos7075
    @yeniramos7075 Рік тому +25

    You know I would use this song for characters and then I thought about my mental and physical status and realized that this song is almost exactly like me...
    Edit: the only thing that could change and make this completely me is the "dont call the doctors they've seen in all before they'll say "just let her crash and burn she'll learn the attention just encourages her" into "don't try to comfort me I've been through it all before I'll say "just let me crashand burn I'll learn you're attention just makes it worse"

  • @mascadadelpantion8018
    @mascadadelpantion8018 2 роки тому +69

    Hopefully more people stumble upon this video than the actual official video for this song that the band released.............
    This would have made a much more impactful and thought-provoking video then the actual official music video for this song

    • @drakebell5649
      @drakebell5649 2 роки тому +9

      how?

    • @mascadadelpantion8018
      @mascadadelpantion8018 2 роки тому +2

      @@drakebell5649 the video looks stupid

    • @rubysbiggestfan
      @rubysbiggestfan Рік тому +1

      @@mascadadelpantion8018that’s the point

    • @mascadadelpantion8018
      @mascadadelpantion8018 Рік тому

      @@rubysbiggestfan the point is the video sucks? Or is the point that this is better than the video?

    • @rubysbiggestfan
      @rubysbiggestfan Рік тому +4

      @@mascadadelpantion8018 the point is that the original video looks stupid being the point, it shows how confused and out of place someone’s mind can be

  • @danebirbhaha7520
    @danebirbhaha7520 3 роки тому +32

    This song grows on you a lot

  • @sillyswrdd
    @sillyswrdd 11 місяців тому +21

    it’s giving “the inherent ableism in the western medical system combined with misogyny all being directed at _you_ “ isn’t it

    • @bubbles2jasper
      @bubbles2jasper 8 місяців тому +1

      you are doing god's work stating it clearly 🙏 LMFAO

    • @soup988unkind
      @soup988unkind 7 місяців тому +2

      Legit. I'm disabled and a woman and neurodivergent with severe anxiety and ocd and this feels like my life in a song.

  • @VinnyLuvz
    @VinnyLuvz Рік тому +7

    first time listening to this, at 14 years old. Honestly, so relatable.

  • @blahblahbangbang7093
    @blahblahbangbang7093 3 роки тому +31

    15+ years later and I’ve only related to a few other songs as much

  • @miraclemassacre
    @miraclemassacre 10 місяців тому +12

    me and my manic episodes literally ARE the song

  • @aliyahblidner
    @aliyahblidner 2 роки тому +52

    I wonder how hard this would be to learn on string instruments

  • @S0URC4ND7
    @S0URC4ND7 Рік тому +6

    1:40
    "And you can tell by the red in my eyes, and the bruises on my thighs, and the knots in my hair" "There i go again! pretending that I'll fall. Don't call the doctors, they've seen it all before" 'They'll say "Just let her(them) crash and burn she'll(they'll) learn, the attention just encourages her(them)"
    I relate so hard to theses lyrics.
    Meaning and how i relate
    The red in my eyes means, crying all the time and being so sensitive at everything.
    Bruises on my thighs are actually true, i self h@rm like that not by cutt!ng.
    Knots in my hair pretty self explanatory.
    Falling to me is breaking down, crying or having a panic attack.
    Don't call a doctor or a therapist theyve seen all this before. Im nothing different.
    And they wouldnt even help me same with my dad he doesn't like that im a senstive teen.
    "She'll learn, the attention just encourages her"
    Thats what my dad believes. And i haven't came out as being under the non binary umbrella yet so...

    • @YummyBiPlutonium
      @YummyBiPlutonium 8 місяців тому

      I also relate, due to me being lazy and that I used to not eat that much, so I'm not taking care of myself
      ...oh, and I have too much panic attacks and I'm too emotional...

  • @Simonej008
    @Simonej008 2 роки тому +8

    Ima get back into that state from one song 😭 I just want to feel like this again. It's so familiar and most of my memories are from it

  • @silverblade3438
    @silverblade3438 2 місяці тому +1

    Every flower is a display of beautiful petals that capture the adoration and gaze of its viewer. The most popular of which comes from a forest of thorns, the rose. Funerals, Valentine’s Day, and romantic outings are just some occasions on which a rose can be seen. At times they’re white, sometimes red, and, heck, even yellow. Roses are a sign of friendship, love, and loss. A beauty only we can admire for its thorns repel any animal that tries to approach it. Unlike them, the rose's beauty captures us and lures us in. Regardless of their spikes, we still grow and gift them. Their spikes are removed before they even reach the market. No one wants a spiky rose.
    Some people grow them and pluck them with the thorns and all. They believe these deliver nutrients to the plant, keeping it alive for longer. Though, as all said, no one dares to give a spiky rose. One gentle stroke, and you’ll get pricked, resulting in a small, painful injury. “Flowers are delicate plants.” but the thorns with which they are surrounded beg to differ. The rose is a strong plant that can maintain and protect itself. But what if there were no thorns? Underneath all its defenses (which aren’t many), the rose is another fragile exhibit of nature's beauty. We remove the thorns because doing so diminishes the risk of injury. Removing the thorns, stripping the rose of its protection, all for the sake of a nice counterpiece. Tarnishing its surface for a pretty sigh that will last no longer than a week.
    Roses are living organisms, much like us. And like the rose, we all cut off our thorns for the sake of likability. To be someone others can hold and admire. Most of us anyway. There are some that are riddled with spikes, puncturing anyone who dares to get close to them. Making them unable to be held. Sometimes it's anger. Sometimes it's not intentional; sometimes it's all they know. Others were born spikeless but eventually grew some after being damaged and rough-handled. Some have small spikes, and some have big spikes. Some are just temporary, and others are permanently held on too. Usually, depending on the extent of the injury they received.
    The spikeless have little to no tolerance or sympathy for the thorn-infested. “It was a long time ago," “It wasn’t that bad," and “Just get over it” are some words commonly said to the spiked. The spikeless might start off treating the thornful with sympathy, but due to a slow recovery pace or inability to function like the rest, they are often pushed aside and forgotten, being labeled as "toxic."
    Some of these “toxic” people are the most erratic of the bunch, going from having thick, long spikes and puncturing everyone in sight to being one of the most apologetic and empathetic flowers you’ll meet. A seemingly horrible and menacing person shifts to a beggar on their knees, praying for forgiveness in a matter of seconds. One day, they are invincible. No matter how bad things go, they never seem to get mad or lose their temper, but the next day they’re tying a noose over a stained shirt. They can go from being the most optimistic individual to the saddest person you know in a matter of minutes.
    This could make the smoothest of roses grow a spike or two, always on the edge for the next swing to knock them off their feet. This would put anyone in a state of distress and exhaustion. You don’t know what's coming next; you don’t know when it’s coming or why. Always being on your guard for the next temper eruption.
    Why would anyone stick around such a rose? A rose so many abhor? A rose that self-destructs one moment and preaches healthy habits the next. Such a turbulent, nerve wrecking person must be unhealthy to be around. Why stick around? Is it because they were once a mentally grounded, fun rose to be around?

  • @thatnuglam
    @thatnuglam Рік тому +14

    gee golly this sure is boppy!!

  • @giorgiadiieso8641
    @giorgiadiieso8641 2 роки тому +17

    I like this it's not masculine or feminine.

  • @cck5707
    @cck5707 11 місяців тому +5

    Oh it’s so good, the emotion

  • @aryaaaaax_x
    @aryaaaaax_x 4 роки тому +57

    this song hits so hard

  • @seccorottario1273
    @seccorottario1273 4 роки тому +129

    bpd type beat ✌️😔

    • @scoptodog
      @scoptodog 4 роки тому +12

      Honestly

    • @sickvampsonly191
      @sickvampsonly191 4 роки тому +12

      right

    • @d00m3dus3r
      @d00m3dus3r 4 роки тому +9

      absolutely , this is my soundtrack

    • @andromeda6306
      @andromeda6306 2 роки тому +4

      !! fun fact; im almost positive amanda confirmed in an interview that she has bpd

  • @andrealikesyou
    @andrealikesyou Рік тому +6

    I have severe childhood traumas, but also severe medical traumas, this song is so me, i have a damaged fragile body and soul as far as i remember.

  • @mizuena5321
    @mizuena5321 2 роки тому +18

    omg I cant believe hatsune miku made this !!!

  • @ayuumorienjoyer5913
    @ayuumorienjoyer5913 Рік тому +5

    this song is the peak area of life. the funky fucky wonky stage of my mental illness. it also... sounds like the sequel to i/me/myself? very much giving!

  • @user-nu8xi4sl1e
    @user-nu8xi4sl1e 3 місяці тому +4

    “Don’t call the doctors, they’ve seen it all before! They’ll say just let her crash and burn, she’ll learn. The attention just encourages her.”
    This, but not doctors, my parents. They knew of my self-destructive behaviors for a long time now, and everytime they find something new or notice that teachers talk about my ‘abnormal’ behavior (wearing too many bandages, etc) my parents just brush it off and tell me to get it together each time.

  • @klaizloveswoofs
    @klaizloveswoofs Рік тому +2

    I am so here for this chaotic song it fits me so well I love almost every lyric. Awesomely produced song idk how I’ve only just found it.

  • @CrossKaz
    @CrossKaz 4 роки тому +80

    this reminds me of fran bow idk why 😮

    • @looblelove
      @looblelove 3 роки тому +5

      YES! And Galatea from idv :)

    • @PLAY30Y
      @PLAY30Y 3 роки тому +3

      @@looblelove GALATEA SO TRUE

    • @yibber33
      @yibber33 3 роки тому +3

      @@looblelove never thought i’d find an idv fan here

    • @scarlettbluess
      @scarlettbluess 3 роки тому +2

      @@looblelove so true!

    • @banbannedxd
      @banbannedxd 3 роки тому +2

      @@looblelove AAAAAAAAA AGALATEA AAAAAA

  • @bacon.66
    @bacon.66 3 роки тому +49

    its my mental breakdown and i get to choose the music >:

  • @AreesDaOG
    @AreesDaOG 5 місяців тому +3

    All of this hits me to a T, like I actually feel this song. All of this is happening to me now.

  • @pineappleshaha
    @pineappleshaha Рік тому +3

    "Its not the way im meant to be its just the way the operation made me" felt that in my fucking soul.

  • @Lilah-iu8mb
    @Lilah-iu8mb 3 місяці тому +3

    this song makes me happy

  • @Anxious-creation
    @Anxious-creation Рік тому +4

    One of my fav childhood songs

  • @heyheyhii
    @heyheyhii Рік тому +5

    i wrote the lyrics all over my body. great song!

  • @coldy7568
    @coldy7568 2 роки тому +17

    i think i'm late to the party, but this song sounds like if will wood and marina made a collab

  • @nullingmulberry
    @nullingmulberry 2 роки тому +2

    I JUST GOT THIS SOMG ON MY RECOMMENDATIONS AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH
    THIS ITCHES MY BRAIN IN ALL THE RIGHT WAYS

  • @chirpul
    @chirpul 3 роки тому +32

    U CAN TELL FROM THE STATE OF MY ROOM THEY LET ME OUT TOO SOON AND THEN I SCREAM AND DIE

  • @bear6299
    @bear6299 2 роки тому +20

    (Just in case anyone would also like to see them in a more slow paced manner)
    Overview
    Lyrics
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    You can tell
    From the scars on my arms
    And the cracks in my hips
    And the dents in my car
    And the blisters on my lips
    That I'm not the carefullest of girls
    You can tell
    From the glass on the floor
    And the strings that're breaking
    And I keep on breaking more
    And it looks like I am shaking
    But it's just the temperature
    And then again
    If it were any colder I could disengage
    If I were any older I could act my age
    But I don't think that you'd believe me
    It's not the way
    I'm meant to be
    It's just the way
    The operation made me
    And you can tell
    From the state of my room
    That they let me out too soon
    And the pills that I ate
    Came a couple years too late
    And I've got some issues to work through
    There I go again
    Pretending to be you
    Make believing
    That I have a soul beneath the surface
    Trying to convince you
    It was accidentally on purpose
    I am not so serious
    This passion is a plagiarism
    I might join your century
    But only on a rare occasion
    I was taken out
    Before the labor pains set in and now
    Behold the world's worst accident
    I am the girl anachronism
    And you can tell
    By the red in my eyes
    And the bruises on my thighs
    And the knots in my hair
    And the bathtub full of flies
    That I'm not right now at all
    There I go again
    Pretending that I'll fall
    Don't call the doctors
    'Cause they've seen it all before
    They'll say just
    Let her crash
    And burn
    She'll learn
    The attention just encourages her
    And you can tell
    From the full-body cast
    That you're sorry that you asked
    Though you did everything you could
    Like any decent person would
    But I might be catching so don't touch
    You'll start believing
    You're immune to gravity and stuff
    Don't get me wet
    Because the bandages will all come off
    And you can tell
    From the smoke at the stake
    That the current state is critical
    Well it is the little things, for instance
    In the time it takes to break it
    She can make up ten excuses
    Please excuse her for the day
    It's just the way the medication makes her
    I don't necessarily believe there is a cure for this
    So I might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
    I was too precarious removed as a caesarian
    Behold the worlds worst accident
    I am the girl anachronism
    I am the girl anachronism
    I am the girl anachronism
    I am the girl anachronism
    I am the girl
    I am the girl
    I am the girl
    I am the girl anachronism

  • @paintcoveredcloud
    @paintcoveredcloud 10 місяців тому +5

    this song is so real

  • @jayden4287
    @jayden4287 Рік тому +8

    me when the slightest inconvenience happens and i go do my silly little self-destructive habits again because i'm unstable and have the emotional capacity of a child at 18 y/o 😍 "if i were any older i would act my age" "bruises on my thighs knots in my hair" "just let her crash and burn she'll learn, the attention just encourages her" "the current state is critical, well it is the little things, for instance" so real

    • @bubbles2jasper
      @bubbles2jasper 8 місяців тому +1

      I'm around the same age as you bro and in the same boat 🥲

    • @jayden4287
      @jayden4287 8 місяців тому

      @@bubbles2jasper hopefully things get better with time lol

  • @lo-234
    @lo-234 2 роки тому +7

    BEAUTIFUL!!!

  • @allieleblanc2369
    @allieleblanc2369 4 місяці тому +4

    Why does this song perfectly describe my experience with autsim and ADHD

  • @vanessasielicka
    @vanessasielicka Місяць тому +3

    Oh, how I relate to this song..

  • @watcher4286
    @watcher4286 Рік тому +7

    i don’t relate to this song but it’s such a bop

  • @bleepbloop5251
    @bleepbloop5251 2 роки тому +3

    Came from a Worm amv using this song, it's just the kind of intense, raw music I like

  • @silverbat5873
    @silverbat5873 4 роки тому +39

    ummmm.......yyeeeeaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ........hell yea ;)

  • @dino6743
    @dino6743 3 місяці тому

    I love this song, I used to listen to it when I'd paint a year ago. At the time I just really liked how it sounded but now I love it even more because the sound sounds how I've been feeling while I've been getting used to anxiety pills

  • @Suzukikiki621
    @Suzukikiki621 9 місяців тому +4

    This song reminds me of Charlie from Girl in pieces!!

  • @supernova.exe.3928
    @supernova.exe.3928 2 роки тому +47

    The more I listen to this the more I relate.
    (Except I'm nonbinary)

  • @Ohnaah
    @Ohnaah Рік тому +3

    song hits hard when your schools threatening to send you to a mental hospital *instert very swag emoji*