Im glad you could find a connection to my film and remember you are not alone and calories don't consume you. Something only has the power you give to it in your mind x
If you know you know, that's why I chose 'somewhere only we know,' as the background music.. because this film was made for the people who would understand and relate, you only know the symptoms of a eating disorder if you or someone you love has had to experience it, but just know you really are not alone and it truly is somewhere only we know x
well not necessarily they could all have ed's just different forms. one could be ana the other bulimia and another be binge they don't all look the same yk
@@cerys-scarlett2625 ive never known anyone whos dealt with it, nor have i, but ive been able to recognise the signs much more easily now that im actually educated
Haha I can agree, it was for cinematic purposes I guess. I wanted her to be organising the chips and it seemed more effective on the plate. If I chose to ever remake this I will cook next time lol
As a "recovered" person, I just wanted to prepare you that the thoughts might never really stop. But it's a progress. At first, you won't hear it for a few hours. Then days. Then weeks. Then months. Take all your strenght to say NO to that voice. Hope you're fine, you can do this! ❤️
Ikr i'm still recovering and i still do feel guilty and get anxiety around food but i just say f*ck it and i eat my meal if you keep ignoring this voice inside your mind it will get better by time!!
I hide my food in bags and throw it out with my pets rubbish. I always say to family oh yeah that was a lovely meal! Or I’m not hungry at family gatherings it’s easy to hide it especially when some people don’t really know about eating disorders
Timon & pumbaa pigs i ended up in the hospital for 2 weeks and got sent to a mental hospital then to a treatment center. wasted my second middle school year. please don’t do this to yourself if you can help it... which i know it’s hard. tell someone who can help you
“It’s true what they say. You don't know what's happening behind closed doors. I smile and laugh, but in my mind is a dark room and I am scared and alone.“ - Wow. That hit deep ...
I have a little notepad where i wright down how many calories are in foods that i have always normally eaten so when i eat something lets say with family like ive always normally done i know how many calories it has in it.
that isn't that bad when you check how much calories of food but make sure you check it from the positive way. Let star with your Tdee first and follow it and treat for yourself well with sometimes cheat day and that still ok.
The way the girl talked about her relationship with her ED really called me out. And it really captured how a lot of us that struggle with an eating disorder feel,or at least how I do.
I’ve spent my whole life struggling with disordered eating; and now I’m 6 years recovered. And while you always will keep a little part of it with you; I’m here to remind you all. It truly does get better; and you can get better. 💗 so if you’re here watching a video and need a sign; I believe in you and you can stop this.
she's such a potential actor, the way she describes through her facial expression about how hard it is to pretend that you're fine and your body is craving food as the others give me the exact stressful eating disorders patient are having,
why did i start tearing up when she used her finger to taste the sauce and then put the bun down; then searching for how much calories the fries were,,,,this really hits home and im seeing a psychologist in about an hour and i feel so strange...
i have a problem with my eating and it started when i turned 12. My parents started saying i was eating too much and gaining too much weight for my age, this made me feel really self concious and i felt reluctant to eat infront of people. Soon i started looking in the mirror and measuring my weight all the time. Even my classmates said i looked over weight and my own best friend whom i'd known for 7 years started saying that she's happy that she is skinny and not fat like me. Suddenly i desperately wanted to loose weight especially since i had a dream of becoming a model and i know models have to be thin. I gained bad eating habits. Right now i'm 13 and i started eating normally again after realizing that what i'm doing isn't good.
I always do that like if i eat lunch in a restaurant i always skip dinner to compensate calories. Its all in ur hands like after eating lunch or dinner in a restaurant dont order any desert like sweets . Sweets contain too much calories.
I have emetophobia, and I was spending years asking god why he did that to me, but then I realized that I would just have bulimia if I didn’t have that phobia.
My friends who know about me not eating very much check my packed lunch at school to make sure I have a sandwich but they never make sure I eat. My friends tell my I'm skinny but they are actually skinny and fit but I'm not.
Chances are you’re way thinner than you think you are, I thought I was huge at 30 pounds less than I am now, and my mindset hasn’t changed at all, but at least I can recognize where my logic went wrong
i dont think my friends know about my ed, but everytime i am with em , they just say triggering stuff like "oh i think we ate too much today, lets not have breakfast and lunch tomorrow" or "after this, we all are gonna get fat" that just makes things worse ;(
I used to gag whenever I try to eat, it's like my body was denying EVERYTHING and I just lived with drinking LOTS of water and bites of a fruit, till I started taking some medicines to boost my appetite. Still having ups and downs but it's getting better. Fighting to gain weight ☺️💔
When you come to this situation just tell your friends that you eat healthy and not fast food and eat a salad with veggies instead. Just eat healthier things not everyone eats fast food. It messes up ppls digestive system
@@eggthedog this isn’t “tips” people saying this stuff helps them cope and helps others aswell. I’m going through and eating disorder right now so don’t tell me that I’m wrong. These videos and comments help me. My opinion end of story bai.
Its not actually about the fast food, that's insignificant it could be any food on her plate just was convenient on set. The film focus' on the rituals of someone with a eating disorder and how it consumes and controls them. It describes her relationship with food, it is a bad boyfriend but one she can never leave. The traits she beholds are only ones that someone who has suffered will be able to see which is why I also chose the song, 'somewhere only we know.' Thank you for your comment, stay safe x
Hello, today is the day. You are strong, powerful and this is it. Food no longer controls you or consumes you, do not give it that power in your mind. I believe in you x
I had eating disorders since i was a kid (12 years) and when i watch this of shorts, i really feel that i´m not alone and more people suffer this, but if i defeat them, they could
thank you for your video. i am really scared to eat everything... i track calories and measure every food I'm going to eat. i have lost so many kg and i have got an underweight now and i don't really want to lose weight anymore but I'm scared if my weight become a few hundred grams bigger than yesterday. i didn't go to the doctor to know if i have an eating disorder. i feel i need help or i need just to talk about that but noone understands me.
I know that no one seems to understand this, i too feel like i can't talk to anyone because i suppose their reaction would be something close to "just stop, don't worry about your image". Nothing is really helpful. But you, we, all of us that are going through this psychological hell must find the resolution to fight against ourselves, just by ourselves. Just recently I've start training my brain to pretend I'm confident all the time, just when something negative pops randomly into my mind i say to myself the exact opposite (even though i don't believe it in the beginning) and compliment myself... I think it's starting to work for the first time, after something like ten years of obsession with my body and my figure. But it doesn't necessarily work the same for anybody. I can only tell you to stay strong and try and take control over this distortion. You can do this sis, you deserve it!
@@letizialazzerini4840 sis your method is so interesting actually. i havent thought about self-complimenting and positive thoughts instead of negative...it really should work. i am going to try it. thank you, i hope both of us will get healthy relationship with food and with ourselves
its gonna be so difficult going to school next week & having to try to eat & having to face the guilt of eating & trying to play it off so my friends dont notice :/.
I always go on google to check on the calories, even on fruit. When I was in my darkest I google if lipbalm had calories because it had a strong strawberry scent lmao.
It goes on your lips, wait, can calories be brought into your body through lips? (I'm just kidding, if you even see this. If this is offensive, I am sorry. I have a horrible sense of humor.)
My food relationship is so weird like someways I eat non stop. Like I eat slow but the whole day and many different things I just need to eat constantly. Then I don’t eat anything for 3 days or so cuz I don’t feel hungry at all. Some days I get hungry at like 10pm when I wasn’t hungry at all the whole day. I feel bad for eating cuz I wanna be skinny cuz I feel disgusting in my own skin. I feel unlovable and unworthy. My mind tells me to throw up to get rid of it and I try my best to fight it but it’s so hard and I’m so scared I won’t be able to hold myself back much longer. It’s tiring like my mind is constantly obsessed with food, either telling me to eat or starve and that’s so exhausting.
Sometimes I have to stop myself from googling the calories in random foods, like bacon or turkey. I'm a vegetarian. I don't eat it. Why the actual fuck does my eating disorder want to know the calories.
Omfg it breaks my heart to acept that i have an ED, i did the exactly same thing last week from the beggining of the video when my dad brought burgers and friws which i Never have and my family knows but this time i had it so i was just cleaning the dressings from the lettuce, looking around everyone, breaking the food in portions and pretending to be chewing big amounts when no body was looking at me pretending that my mouth was full. I was also secretly standing up pretending to grab things like napkins, hiding bigportions into wrap paper and at the end it looked pretty convincing that i “ate” at least half of the meal
Bro, I faint every time I try to fast. Its the one reason I don't have an eating disorder. Like, when I skip breakfast and lunch, by 5pm my stomach hurts so much, like I feel nausea even though I have nothing to throw up. Starving is the worst feeling ever...but so is feeling full.
i never rlly got diagnosed with an ed but i feel as if i have one yk? food is always on my mind 24/7 and i had even the thought of it and my weight just continues to change constantly? anyone know what i should do.
I’m 3 weeks late but there are many eating disorders The most common ones are 1. Aneroxia- Avoiding food because of your morphed body image of being “fat” 2. Binging- Feeling of no control over what you eat. For example, consuming 3 burgers, packs of fries and chicken nuggets, and a large soda in less than in hour. Then feeling guilty and sad about it 3. Bulimia- Consuming large amounts of food (unintentionally or intentionally) until you feel so full you purge it or excessively exercise to make yourself feel better. 4. Pica- Eating non-food substances (glue, erasers, dirt, wood) 5. Restrictive eating disorder- Not eating enough because you just aren’t interested
I don’t think I have an eating disorder but I hate eating and I wish I didn’t need to. The only thing I like consuming in candy and sugar XD but I’m vegetarian and eating can be very annoying and tough sometimes, so I skip meals and I’d be perfectly fine, I never ate much my whole life after all. But recently I’ve realized my appetite is very small, and if I try eating anymore as soon as I start to feel full(even a little), I can’t 💀 I’ll start gagging and it’s rly annoying. Also I’m naturally skinny but I kinda wish I’d put on a little more fat...
not my parents yelling at me for not eating when im eating as fast as i can- im undiagnosed anorexic (i think i spelled that right) but if im forced to eat too fast i do thr0w up my food- not sure if thats a fifferent hting but either way, my parents yell at me for not eating faster which kills my ability to eat more than it already is, just sux
i don't know whats wrong with me so i'm gonna see if anyone has an idea here first of all i hate the thought about eating it can almost be anything, like i'm hungry put i will look at the clock and think it's about 2 hours since i last ate and then i will wait but i forget it and i know i'm not eating enough because i always think about what i eat as in i know i will regret eating it but the worst is i used to enjoy food i loved birthdays and the cakes but now i try to avoid eating and i hate birthdays and when my friends ask about going out to eat i don't even want a little slice of pizza? i also try workout and i did a 2 week shred workout and i felt dizzy everytime i finished i also kinda feel dizzy sometimes but just ignore it? whats wrong with me and do i have and ed?
I think you might have anorexia nervosa, anorexia is commonly thought of as a physical disorder but its not its a mental disorder and its also something you can self diagmose
Hey I really like your video.. so i added some arabic subtitles and posted it on my fb with the link to your original one ofc.. let me know if that's okay 🤗
Honestly if I ever see someone opening a burger like that and taking the sauce with its fingers I'd be like WHAT? HOLD ON what you dOinG? Say you don't want it and give it to me
I don't like to eat unless I have to but today I just chewed some chips and spit them out just to remember the taste and now I feel like I'm gaining weight
Hi :) amazing video, but I would love if I’m the title you would specify the eating mug disorder because not all look like this and we don’t want to play into stereotypes that they’re all like this ♥️
I don't mean to be rude-but not everyone fits into a label like anorexia or bulimia though. EDNOS exists for a reason. It's people's own fault if they decide to see one perspective of EDs as everyone else's. Please educate them on how not all EDs are the same rather than putting it on the person trying to convey their own experience.
No. I do too. I also check if they make you gain weight. Lmao. I do that with vegetables and fruits.. but luckily I won’t be needing to do that anymore. I’m not eating, and tomorrow is my doctor appointment. I’m scared to see the scale bc what if that scale says I’m higher then what my scale says.. oh lord
Eu sou mais ou menos assim ,antes de comer qualquer besteira eu pesquiso no Google as calorias,eu até abaixei um aplicativo contador de calorias e quando eu como uma besteira igual agora acabei de tomar um pouco de chocolate quente pois estava com muita vontade e falei quer saber? Não vou passar vontade de propósito,mesmo tomando um pouco de chocolate quente me sinto uma fracassada por ter tomado isto ,sei que parece besteira ou loucura mais é vdd ..
I can relate this eating disorder is killing me slowly but i will not give up before the miracle happen a secret relationship with food how to breakf up with food
No one would eat a burger like that. I'd just sip on water and eat two or three fries, but not that spastic fry arranging or scraping rhe sauce off a bun.
I felt this strange feeling when i saw that she goes on google like that and checks the calories, i do that all the time
Me too
I did that today with Chick Fil A and didn’t even eat the food just ate pickles instead 💀
Im glad you could find a connection to my film and remember you are not alone and calories don't consume you. Something only has the power you give to it in your mind x
@@cerys-scarlett2625 aw thanks
frrrrrr
the fact the video was 1 second in and we could all immediately recognize who had an eating disorder :(
If you know you know, that's why I chose 'somewhere only we know,' as the background music.. because this film was made for the people who would understand and relate, you only know the symptoms of a eating disorder if you or someone you love has had to experience it, but just know you really are not alone and it truly is somewhere only we know x
Yeah, I liked the fact I could see it though...
@@cerys-scarlett2625 Uh, nobody I love or I have gone through an eating disorder, and I did notice who had the eating disorder...
well not necessarily they could all have ed's just different forms. one could be ana the other bulimia and another be binge they don't all look the same yk
@@cerys-scarlett2625 ive never known anyone whos dealt with it, nor have i, but ive been able to recognise the signs much more easily now that im actually educated
The only part that doesn’t make sense is the McDonald’s on plates
I know 💀
Haha I can agree, it was for cinematic purposes I guess. I wanted her to be organising the chips and it seemed more effective on the plate. If I chose to ever remake this I will cook next time lol
@@cerys-scarlett2625 I eat takeaways on a plate 🤷🏾☺
@@JasmineTheSaint same tho, I need to organize my food
@@cerys-scarlett2625 they are called friesss
"I Don't want you but I need you" hits hard
As a "recovered" person, I just wanted to prepare you that the thoughts might never really stop. But it's a progress. At first, you won't hear it for a few hours. Then days. Then weeks. Then months. Take all your strenght to say NO to that voice. Hope you're fine, you can do this! ❤️
as a "recovering" person who tries to battle that voice..that's really encouraging and motivating 🥺 thank you..
@@user-jf2kj7cr6r wishing you all the best 💕 it's a tough path, but you're going to get stronger with every step!
Thanks, I am also recovering. Your words did give me more strength 🍨🍧
@@taekooktrash9607 that's great! I know it's hard, but keep it up, you'll be rewarded with a better life! 💕
Ikr i'm still recovering and i still do feel guilty and get anxiety around food but i just say f*ck it and i eat my meal if you keep ignoring this voice inside your mind it will get better by time!!
I hide my food in bags and throw it out with my pets rubbish. I always say to family oh yeah that was a lovely meal! Or I’m not hungry at family gatherings it’s easy to hide it especially when some people don’t really know about eating disorders
i hope you will be ok soon
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Timon & pumbaa pigs i ended up in the hospital for 2 weeks and got sent to a mental hospital then to a treatment center. wasted my second middle school year. please don’t do this to yourself if you can help it... which i know it’s hard. tell someone who can help you
PopiPaws Lps I will for sure tell someone, my older cousin had an eating disorder so I think I mite tell her x
Hey don't waste food 👊
“It’s true what they say. You don't know what's happening behind closed doors.
I smile and laugh, but in my mind is a dark room and I am scared and alone.“
- Wow. That hit deep ...
This reminded me of Cassie from skins where she is talking to Sid and fumbling with her food until the bell just organizing it to avoid eating at all.
So sad :c
same i was thinking about her the whole time watching this
same
EXACTLY!
I too, always go on Google and see how many calories are in a food.
Me too:(
Me too...
Me too I hate it so muc
I have a little notepad where i wright down how many calories are in foods that i have always normally eaten so when i eat something lets say with family like ive always normally done i know how many calories it has in it.
that isn't that bad when you check how much calories of food but make sure you check it from the positive way. Let star with your Tdee first and follow it and treat for yourself well with sometimes cheat day and that still ok.
This looks so smooth for a student film xD
Thank you!!! That means a lot
don't lie, your here to trigger yourself so you don't eat too much on Thanksgiving.
Im glad you find some humour in other peoples struggle. Stay safe
christmas
everyday
@@cerys-scarlett2625 They weren't entirely wrong though
No i’m just hungry but it’s 5am💀
The way the girl talked about her relationship with her ED really called me out. And it really captured how a lot of us that struggle with an eating disorder feel,or at least how I do.
I wanna go back to school so my parents don't force me to eat :(
me too, i want to throw my lunch like i used to
same
Same I lost so much weight like I miss it so much
Same
Ecclesiastes 3:11 "He made everything beautiful in its time"
I love how they didn’t use an already bony looking girl.
The fact that she used a box just to store the food she'll throw away later is soo relatable,,like I'll use anything just to dispose my food in.
I’ve spent my whole life struggling with disordered eating; and now I’m 6 years recovered. And while you always will keep a little part of it with you; I’m here to remind you all. It truly does get better; and you can get better. 💗 so if you’re here watching a video and need a sign; I believe in you and you can stop this.
she's such a potential actor, the way she describes through her facial expression about how hard it is to pretend that you're fine and your body is craving food as the others give me the exact stressful eating disorders patient are having,
You know it’s getting worse when this shows in your UA-cam home page
“Ugh you’re always on ur phone”
Yea if we didn’t have to eat new things every second maybe I could put it down
that's....accurate...very very accurate
Im really glad you see the little touches, thank you x
why did i start tearing up when she used her finger to taste the sauce and then put the bun down; then searching for how much calories the fries were,,,,this really hits home and im seeing a psychologist in about an hour and i feel so strange...
i was so scared the first time i saw my psychologist
Me: I’m so good at hiding my eating disorder!
Also me: *publicly eats that way*
Cool
After watching for about 1 second, you could immediately see who had the ED because I recognized the behaviors myself
i have a problem with my eating and it started when i turned 12. My parents started saying i was eating too much and gaining too much weight for my age, this made me feel really self concious and i felt reluctant to eat infront of people. Soon i started looking in the mirror and measuring my weight all the time. Even my classmates said i looked over weight and my own best friend whom i'd known for 7 years started saying that she's happy that she is skinny and not fat like me. Suddenly i desperately wanted to loose weight especially since i had a dream of becoming a model and i know models have to be thin. I gained bad eating habits. Right now i'm 13 and i started eating normally again after realizing that what i'm doing isn't good.
I would type in the specific amount, how many calories are in 17 McDonald's fries 😞
Actually u can compensate calories, like if some day u are eating pizza at lunch u can skip dinner and drink only milk or very very little .
I always do that like if i eat lunch in a restaurant i always skip dinner to compensate calories. Its all in ur hands like after eating lunch or dinner in a restaurant dont order any desert like sweets . Sweets contain too much calories.
@@meghnamittal4114 That's called restricting. This really shouldn't be incouraged.
same omg
I have emetophobia, and I was spending years asking god why he did that to me, but then I realized that I would just have bulimia if I didn’t have that phobia.
My friends who know about me not eating very much check my packed lunch at school to make sure I have a sandwich but they never make sure I eat. My friends tell my I'm skinny but they are actually skinny and fit but I'm not.
Chances are you’re way thinner than you think you are, I thought I was huge at 30 pounds less than I am now, and my mindset hasn’t changed at all, but at least I can recognize where my logic went wrong
i dont think my friends know about my ed, but everytime i am with em , they just say triggering stuff like
"oh i think we ate too much today, lets not have breakfast and lunch tomorrow" or "after this, we all are gonna get fat" that just makes things worse ;(
This made me so sad I’m sorry to everyone who has this 😭
I used to gag whenever I try to eat, it's like my body was denying EVERYTHING and I just lived with drinking LOTS of water and bites of a fruit, till I started taking some medicines to boost my appetite. Still having ups and downs but it's getting better. Fighting to gain weight ☺️💔
I liked the "no food was harmed in the making of this film" 😂
When you come to this situation just tell your friends that you eat healthy and not fast food and eat a salad with veggies instead. Just eat healthier things not everyone eats fast food. It messes up ppls digestive system
Wow so we’re giving tips now? Don’t help people kill themselves bro.
A Day In the Life Of Venellope. This person isn’t helping them kill themselves.
@@Crym3ar1v3rx giving eating disorder tips is helping people kill themselves. restrictive EDs are a form of slow suicide.
@@eggthedog this isn’t “tips” people saying this stuff helps them cope and helps others aswell. I’m going through and eating disorder right now so don’t tell me that I’m wrong. These videos and comments help me. My opinion end of story bai.
Its not actually about the fast food, that's insignificant it could be any food on her plate just was convenient on set. The film focus' on the rituals of someone with a eating disorder and how it consumes and controls them. It describes her relationship with food, it is a bad boyfriend but one she can never leave. The traits she beholds are only ones that someone who has suffered will be able to see which is why I also chose the song, 'somewhere only we know.' Thank you for your comment, stay safe x
OKAY today will be the day. Can someone remind me in a week?
what did you mean by 'the day'
Hello are you ok?
@@lionessofyah8725 no. im still binging. I tried to stop but I either don’t eat or binge all day. thanks for checking tho
Hello, today is the day. You are strong, powerful and this is it. Food no longer controls you or consumes you, do not give it that power in your mind. I believe in you x
@@cerys-scarlett2625 thank you so much🙏🏽
I like how it's a sort of monologue from the girl to the food, which really gets to the heart of how all-consuming EDs get.
I had eating disorders since i was a kid (12 years) and when i watch this of shorts, i really feel that i´m not alone and more people suffer this, but if i defeat them, they could
I wish I didn’t have to feel disgusting every time I eat. I wish I didn’t feel guilty for feeling full after a meal.
I never fully understand till now, I hope everyone that’s going through this gets better! You are beautiful. Sending love
thank you for your video. i am really scared to eat everything... i track calories and measure every food I'm going to eat. i have lost so many kg and i have got an underweight now and i don't really want to lose weight anymore but I'm scared if my weight become a few hundred grams bigger than yesterday. i didn't go to the doctor to know if i have an eating disorder. i feel i need help or i need just to talk about that but noone understands me.
I know that no one seems to understand this, i too feel like i can't talk to anyone because i suppose their reaction would be something close to "just stop, don't worry about your image". Nothing is really helpful. But you, we, all of us that are going through this psychological hell must find the resolution to fight against ourselves, just by ourselves. Just recently I've start training my brain to pretend I'm confident all the time, just when something negative pops randomly into my mind i say to myself the exact opposite (even though i don't believe it in the beginning) and compliment myself... I think it's starting to work for the first time, after something like ten years of obsession with my body and my figure. But it doesn't necessarily work the same for anybody. I can only tell you to stay strong and try and take control over this distortion. You can do this sis, you deserve it!
@@letizialazzerini4840 sis your method is so interesting actually. i havent thought about self-complimenting and positive thoughts instead of negative...it really should work. i am going to try it. thank you, i hope both of us will get healthy relationship with food and with ourselves
how long has this been going on :c
Take care ღ
i feel so bad when i barely touch the food my mom made and end up throwing it away but i just can't eat it
when it came to the part where she went on Google and checked the calories
Thats when I knew I am not the only one 😌
omg the hiding the food.. damnn i began to thought it was normal...
1:40 look at her recent searched list. felt that-
its gonna be so difficult going to school next week & having to try to eat & having to face the guilt of eating & trying to play it off so my friends dont notice :/.
I always go on google to check on the calories, even on fruit. When I was in my darkest I google if lipbalm had calories because it had a strong strawberry scent lmao.
It goes on your lips, wait, can calories be brought into your body through lips? (I'm just kidding, if you even see this. If this is offensive, I am sorry. I have a horrible sense of humor.)
My food relationship is so weird like someways I eat non stop. Like I eat slow but the whole day and many different things I just need to eat constantly. Then I don’t eat anything for 3 days or so cuz I don’t feel hungry at all. Some days I get hungry at like 10pm when I wasn’t hungry at all the whole day. I feel bad for eating cuz I wanna be skinny cuz I feel disgusting in my own skin. I feel unlovable and unworthy.
My mind tells me to throw up to get rid of it and I try my best to fight it but it’s so hard and I’m so scared I won’t be able to hold myself back much longer. It’s tiring like my mind is constantly obsessed with food, either telling me to eat or starve and that’s so exhausting.
Estos videos solo me dan mas ideas para seguir haciendolo
this video needs more recognition
Ecclesiastes 3:11 "He made everything beautiful in its time"
Sometimes I have to stop myself from googling the calories in random foods, like bacon or turkey. I'm a vegetarian. I don't eat it. Why the actual fuck does my eating disorder want to know the calories.
Lol, I don't think anyone would make it that obvious. Most people with an eating disorder try as hard as they can to keep it hidden.
Omfg it breaks my heart to acept that i have an ED, i did the exactly same thing last week from the beggining of the video when my dad brought burgers and friws which i Never have and my family knows but this time i had it so i was just cleaning the dressings from the lettuce, looking around everyone, breaking the food in portions and pretending to be chewing big amounts when no body was looking at me pretending that my mouth was full. I was also secretly standing up pretending to grab things like napkins, hiding bigportions into wrap paper and at the end it looked pretty convincing that i “ate” at least half of the meal
god the like hesitation and the rearranging the food is way to accurate
this is exactly what its like, thank you for this :)
Kinda sad :(
this is spot on
Thank you so much Elle x
Thank you for making this! It’s really sad that so many people have to suffer with eating disorders (including myself.) I’m recovering though :))
Bro, I faint every time I try to fast. Its the one reason I don't have an eating disorder. Like, when I skip breakfast and lunch, by 5pm my stomach hurts so much, like I feel nausea even though I have nothing to throw up. Starving is the worst feeling ever...but so is feeling full.
don't let food control you, let make a good relationship with food.
i never rlly got diagnosed with an ed but i feel as if i have one yk? food is always on my mind 24/7 and i had even the thought of it and my weight just continues to change constantly? anyone know what i should do.
You are so amazing and talented, I love you
Relapsed, 14 pounds gone in less than 7 days and im scared, it hasnt been this bad for nearly 12 years.
My name is also Simran 😂
uhmm,hi can I ask? What's the sign of having eating disorder?
I'm just 14 yrs old btw.
I’m 3 weeks late but there are many eating disorders
The most common ones are
1. Aneroxia- Avoiding food because of your morphed body image of being “fat”
2. Binging- Feeling of no control over what you eat. For example, consuming 3 burgers, packs of fries and chicken nuggets, and a large soda in less than in hour. Then feeling guilty and sad about it
3. Bulimia- Consuming large amounts of food (unintentionally or intentionally) until you feel so full you purge it or excessively exercise to make yourself feel better.
4. Pica- Eating non-food substances (glue, erasers, dirt, wood)
5. Restrictive eating disorder- Not eating enough because you just aren’t interested
@@alexx3477 it's okay,thanks for replying!
I don’t think I have an eating disorder but I hate eating and I wish I didn’t need to. The only thing I like consuming in candy and sugar XD but I’m vegetarian and eating can be very annoying and tough sometimes, so I skip meals and I’d be perfectly fine, I never ate much my whole life after all. But recently I’ve realized my appetite is very small, and if I try eating anymore as soon as I start to feel full(even a little), I can’t 💀 I’ll start gagging and it’s rly annoying. Also I’m naturally skinny but I kinda wish I’d put on a little more fat...
it’s difficult to recognize that you have a problem :(
not my parents yelling at me for not eating when im eating as fast as i can- im undiagnosed anorexic (i think i spelled that right) but if im forced to eat too fast i do thr0w up my food- not sure if thats a fifferent hting but either way, my parents yell at me for not eating faster which kills my ability to eat more than it already is, just sux
Calories are always my problem and reassuring at the same time
That's just me 😂 plating every food neatly but never eating them
i don't know whats wrong with me so i'm gonna see if anyone has an idea here
first of all i hate the thought about eating it can almost be anything, like i'm hungry put i will look at the clock and think it's about 2 hours since i last ate and then i will wait but i forget it and i know i'm not eating enough because i always think about what i eat as in i know i will regret eating it but the worst is i used to enjoy food i loved birthdays and the cakes but now i try to avoid eating and i hate birthdays and when my friends ask about going out to eat i don't even want a little slice of pizza? i also try workout and i did a 2 week shred workout and i felt dizzy everytime i finished i also kinda feel dizzy sometimes but just ignore it? whats wrong with me and do i have and ed?
I think you might have anorexia nervosa, anorexia is commonly thought of as a physical disorder but its not its a mental disorder and its also something you can self diagmose
I wish I Could have that good of a conversation at a meal-
Really felt it
Why am I the chattiest friend/sister at the table?
*so that you don't notice I'm not eating*
off topic but does anyone remember the name of the song i forgot and it’s giving me nostalgia
somewhere only we know - keane
Hey I really like your video.. so i added some arabic subtitles and posted it on my fb with the link to your original one ofc.. let me know if that's okay 🤗
This is so good, i'm crying.
Thank you so much for this !!!! It’s really hard going through
Less than a month ago, I didn’t understand any of this
Honestly if I ever see someone opening a burger like that and taking the sauce with its fingers I'd be like
WHAT? HOLD ON what you dOinG?
Say you don't want it and give it to me
what's the name of the song at the beginning?
I don't like to eat unless I have to but today I just chewed some chips and spit them out just to remember the taste and now I feel like I'm gaining weight
Hi :) amazing video, but I would love if I’m the title you would specify the eating mug disorder because not all look like this and we don’t want to play into stereotypes that they’re all like this ♥️
I don't mean to be rude-but not everyone fits into a label like anorexia or bulimia though. EDNOS exists for a reason. It's people's own fault if they decide to see one perspective of EDs as everyone else's. Please educate them on how not all EDs are the same rather than putting it on the person trying to convey their own experience.
I always prepare food for my family and I don't eat it so sad
Y’all one time I searched the calories for my banana-
Wtf 😭she look up the calories I been doing that and I got super skinny and my who family hates me now cause I don’t eat
Am i the only one who checks how many calories everything i eat has?
No. I do too. I also check if they make you gain weight. Lmao. I do that with vegetables and fruits.. but luckily I won’t be needing to do that anymore. I’m not eating, and tomorrow is my doctor appointment. I’m scared to see the scale bc what if that scale says I’m higher then what my scale says.. oh lord
now i see i have a problem
Nice
Heartbreaking 💔
Eu sou mais ou menos assim ,antes de comer qualquer besteira eu pesquiso no Google as calorias,eu até abaixei um aplicativo contador de calorias e quando eu como uma besteira igual agora acabei de tomar um pouco de chocolate quente pois estava com muita vontade e falei quer saber? Não vou passar vontade de propósito,mesmo tomando um pouco de chocolate quente me sinto uma fracassada por ter tomado isto ,sei que parece besteira ou loucura mais é vdd ..
I can totally relate to this video..
Never recovered...
Ya you need to count calories but don't be too strict at least.
It hits a bit harder when you also have a box underneath your bed.
i dont understand why cant she give it to homeless people
Why does she put everything in a shoebox?
Why would she put food in the box 📦
she's making the Cassie
The last time I ate McDonald's I think it was 6 months ago
I can relate this eating disorder is killing me slowly but i will not give up before the miracle happen a secret relationship with food how to breakf up with food
i don’t like how she cleaned that plate
All this time I had an eating disorder?
No one would eat a burger like that.
I'd just sip on water and eat two or three fries, but not that spastic fry arranging or scraping rhe sauce off a bun.