My aunt made me lick my urine| What made me plan my Funeral is the worst| I've Been through the most

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  • Опубліковано 14 сер 2023
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  • @modestaavula295
    @modestaavula295 10 місяців тому +58

    She’s still very traumatised. You can hear the shiver in her voice.

  • @pearl3035
    @pearl3035 9 місяців тому +46

    The pain I felt listening to this story, as a parent its painful because you can pass away and leave your kids to be raised by monsters

    • @krisjoh1465
      @krisjoh1465 8 місяців тому

      Yea but then we can't always cheat death..sometims trusting a stranger is better

    • @cheletshabangu8473
      @cheletshabangu8473 6 місяців тому

      Thinking the same right now😢

    • @AllthingsHealth_
      @AllthingsHealth_ 5 місяців тому

      @@krisjoh1465What stranger are you trusting while you are dead?

  • @sheronsnethembancube2693
    @sheronsnethembancube2693 10 місяців тому +28

    The reason why I pray to God to give me enough time to see my kids grow and be independent 🙏🏿

  • @Rumbie_Mamoyo_Omuhle
    @Rumbie_Mamoyo_Omuhle 10 місяців тому +39

    This hurt me so bad.I am so angry at the aunt,the neighbors and anyone who saw this girl suffer but took no action😢
    Keep your head up baby,you are a conqueror ❤

    • @zamabungane8027
      @zamabungane8027 8 місяців тому +1

      I’m asking myself that where were the neighbors and the community at large

    • @AllthingsHealth_
      @AllthingsHealth_ 5 місяців тому

      Even the grandmother, like she told you and you ignored her 😢

  • @jeremiahk92
    @jeremiahk92 9 місяців тому +33

    This story got interesting when she started talking about the sangoma and the power of prayer but was cut short😩please invite her again and do a part 2. Really important.

    • @dinahpole7699
      @dinahpole7699 8 місяців тому

      Powerful and she was a child, imagine,thank you Lord Jesus

    • @moekadishirley9741
      @moekadishirley9741 7 місяців тому

      Yes we are requesting for part 2 please, may u allow her to go deeper please

  • @EminahRamphisa
    @EminahRamphisa 23 години тому

    This is very painful😢. I m 67 and bcoz of grace nd mercy I still live my last born is 34. Thank God everyday for your life🎉.

  • @renejune7779
    @renejune7779 10 місяців тому +37

    We love you Hlulani Khosa❤️❤️. Thank you for sharing your story. You bring hope to many 🙏🏼❤️

  • @monicaolwagen9426
    @monicaolwagen9426 4 місяці тому +4

    I always prayed to GOD to keep me alive until my daughter finishes her studies. She started her Masters and a job today. I thank GOD! Off course now I want to see my grandchildren! Goalpost move……

  • @MusaKotane
    @MusaKotane 2 місяці тому +3

    So painful. I can relate to the story. My daily prayer is that may God extend my days for my kids.

  • @mathapelongwenya864
    @mathapelongwenya864 10 місяців тому +17

    It always shocks me for some one with kids to mistreat another child, when they themselves can die any time 😭 God bless you abundantly and give you double for your trouble

    • @hlelokubheka
      @hlelokubheka 10 місяців тому

      Ppl are evil

    • @margaretkisau2416
      @margaretkisau2416 10 місяців тому

      I think some people have a covenant with death,they can die

  • @saunlocked
    @saunlocked 10 місяців тому +13

    My Aunt was the same and I have never completely healed from the things she used to say and do to me even to this day I never go to her house I never want my kids to be with someone else but me and my Husband, I am happy Hlulani you are doing well for yourself.

  • @xoliswazweni6593
    @xoliswazweni6593 9 місяців тому +12

    Shuuu....your story has brought back so much memories of my childhood upbringing😢 i can relate so much to it, im so happy you made it through and found Christ in the midst of it all, all blessings to you hun❤

  • @NaturallyEssence
    @NaturallyEssence 10 місяців тому +9

    I'm so glad to hear that you found hope in God and gave your life to Christ🎉🙏🏾

  • @user-tv2xi4bl4u
    @user-tv2xi4bl4u 10 місяців тому +34

    Sad thing about the abusers they can pretend and act infront of people

  • @kelebogileapril1864
    @kelebogileapril1864 10 місяців тому +7

    Oh God Hlulani when you explained how you poured detergents in the bottles and drank them all if not bought, when you said to your cousin sister you will not wakeup the morning. Oh I couldn't stop my tears. Oh I Love U!

  • @kebam_
    @kebam_ 10 місяців тому +4

    😢😢😢😢 Can this aunt be brought to law and justice prevail. I cannot even fathom how this girl and her brother lived through this. My heart is so torn💔💔💔😢😢😢

  • @DzunyB
    @DzunyB 10 місяців тому +7

    I had never had any issues with dying until I had my daughter 3 years ago, now I pray everyday for God to preserve my life just for my daughter's sake. People are cruel out there. So sorry that you had to go thru such sesi but look at God showing off thru you now❤

    • @mashadimokgata871
      @mashadimokgata871 8 місяців тому

      😢😢i pray that my kids never had thr stigma of opharn. I suffered so much under my mom sis yet in my old age

  • @evezazzle5974
    @evezazzle5974 10 місяців тому +8

    Abusers just anger me now child abusers who are family or strangers 😡😤😤😤 God hold them accountable for their wickedness. May justice prevail!!!!!
    You and your brother are far too precious for the undeserving unwarranted abuse you endured ❤️🫂🥺😢😢May God give you bith a kind and blessed life 💐🙏🎁🎁🙌

  • @kutlo_m
    @kutlo_m 10 місяців тому +6

    Hey sis. Im so sorry about all these adverse experiences. Sorry Hlulani. God is your refuge

  • @sunrise7640
    @sunrise7640 10 місяців тому +12

    I wonder if the producers would allow some people to speak in their venercular language and have subtitles for English because English is not everyone's strong point.

  • @phumimfene5414
    @phumimfene5414 9 місяців тому +4

    May God give you strength to overcome your passed. I fully relate to your story. Losing both parents at a young age is a horror. Only few survive. But this God is able to do exceedingly and abundantly above all things that we can imagine. Stay strong in the Lord.❤

  • @boitumahloko6165
    @boitumahloko6165 9 місяців тому +2

    There is so much in her voice, this really made me sad. May God bless you and I pray that you get to a point of total peace. God is with you my love.

  • @patiancetshepo1946
    @patiancetshepo1946 8 місяців тому +3

    You have a gift that no one will take away from u
    Stay blessed continue praying ❤

  • @lebosihlangu
    @lebosihlangu 10 місяців тому +8

    Did I not shed a tear😓shuuuu some family members🙌

  • @sibusisoswartbooi6430
    @sibusisoswartbooi6430 10 місяців тому +35

    I think these episodes are too short, it seems like it’s just guests telling their stories and that’s it... Would have loved to hear this one’s full journey, her lessons and where she is emotionally now and if she’s getting emotional help 🥺

  • @ndzalomathebula4031
    @ndzalomathebula4031 2 місяці тому

    Hlulani's story is very touchy, I can't hold my tears. I love you girl. We need her back for part 2

  • @palesakabi996
    @palesakabi996 9 місяців тому +1

    I pray God lifts this lady up❤️ I wish her nothing but the best, I truly hope life is kind to her and May the Good Lord open all doors for her.

  • @zamabungane8027
    @zamabungane8027 8 місяців тому +1

    Hlulani your story really touched me
    But God has done great things in your life,look at where you are now and how much you’ve accomplished

  • @kutlo_m
    @kutlo_m 10 місяців тому +10

    We need a part 2

  • @simamahlangu1632
    @simamahlangu1632 2 місяці тому

    Her sadness is her voice my goodness matched with that innocent face has just shattered me😢💔. Praying for your healing and restoration. May God put you back together again Babygirl❤You're strong and loved!

  • @johnnhlapo5532
    @johnnhlapo5532 10 місяців тому +6

    Where is this evil aunt. We are proud of you Hlulani. Keep on going up the ladder.

  • @reenahlahla6614
    @reenahlahla6614 10 місяців тому +4

    Your name is definitely following you❤Hlulani

  • @MatodziMash
    @MatodziMash 4 місяці тому

    Hlulani your name says it all, you've been through the most n you conquered... May the Almighty God continue to bless you more and more my dear ❤❤❤

  • @refilwe2664
    @refilwe2664 10 місяців тому +5

    I thank God for the season you're currently in right now#greener pastures.May you continue to experience the love of God.

    • @margaretkisau2416
      @margaretkisau2416 10 місяців тому

      What about the scars

    • @refilwe2664
      @refilwe2664 10 місяців тому

      @@margaretkisau2416 The love of God will heal the scars

  • @Johannah-M97
    @Johannah-M97 8 місяців тому

    I shed tears throughout this episodes 😢

  • @yolisamrso9827
    @yolisamrso9827 10 місяців тому +4

    I'm really sorry Hlulani that you had to go through what you went through under the hands of a human being.

  • @ketsyaful
    @ketsyaful 8 місяців тому +2

    Wow the fact that everyone who tries to help her dies, that is spiritual

    • @constancemmabathomoruwe76
      @constancemmabathomoruwe76 3 місяці тому

      I agree ,that actually made me wonder if there was a spirit following her enduring that her life remains a misery but we thank God she broke through

    • @User06709
      @User06709 2 місяці тому

      Why do I believe that the aunt was the one behind the mother's and everyone else's passing. She is the narcissist in the home.

  • @zanelejantjie1377
    @zanelejantjie1377 10 місяців тому +19

    This is why im so affraid to leave my son with other people besides my mother

    • @StarDaughterOfZionDube
      @StarDaughterOfZionDube 10 місяців тому +6

      I suffered one of the worst abuse stories in the hands of my mums mum , so no one is to be trusted with your child

    • @petronellajacobs5044
      @petronellajacobs5044 10 місяців тому

      ​@@StarDaughterOfZionDubedon't worry baby me too

  • @suehaig-smith3853
    @suehaig-smith3853 4 місяці тому

    May God continue to bless her! Thank you for sharing

  • @sikelelwaapleni2253
    @sikelelwaapleni2253 5 місяців тому

    Ohhh god I just found out about this channel yesterday evening I watched most episodes until the next day couldn’t get to sleep whole nights it reminded me of things that I’ve been going through the most 😢

  • @FezileLaNkambule
    @FezileLaNkambule 10 місяців тому +2

    I'm glad you gave u life to Christ, I wish you were here to give you a looong hug such an anointed and gorgeous woman of God❤, but a lot was left behind e.g the book and the business etc. May she also find it in her heart to forgive her aunt she can be more liberated

  • @nomusamkhize9233
    @nomusamkhize9233 9 місяців тому +2

    I'm sorry that u had to go through soo much from such a young age. May God bless u cc ❤ ur story is hurt breaking . How can a woman do this while she has kids of her own.

  • @snenhlanhlamashile6398
    @snenhlanhlamashile6398 10 місяців тому +2

    My heart was heavy the entire episode nina yho ha.a ❤😢

  • @karabotsimamma7858
    @karabotsimamma7858 9 місяців тому

    this really touched me, a whole lot guys, eish i felt this young ladys pain and i almost cried bt i ws touched hnestly...and you know wat Hlulani, God is going to bless u so much my gal, so so much. i see a bright future ahead of u. pple who have gone thru the most alwys cum out strng n powerful and blessd beyond. keep on moving with your life and do u, God will sort out those who hv hurt u, dnt wish them bad or anythn bt God wil tke care of ur past pain n if kipin away frm ur aunts brings u peace, kip away n cncentrate on ur life bbe gal. hang in thre!!

  • @leshbalows9479
    @leshbalows9479 10 місяців тому +3

    Yoooohhh What a life she had😢, but thank God she survived it all

  • @florencephale6120
    @florencephale6120 13 годин тому

    Oh poor girl,, i just saw this episode now and i am very touched, she was not wetting the bed because of the condition she think it was, she was always scared and still a child hence the bed wet.

  • @tintswalomukansi6378
    @tintswalomukansi6378 8 місяців тому

    I pray for complete divine healing for you sesi Hlulani (Conquered) living up to your name baby girl you conquered. Your story is soooooo touching

  • @leratomonegi3337
    @leratomonegi3337 10 місяців тому

    All the best Hlulani❤ God Bless

  • @nomathembasithole369
    @nomathembasithole369 4 місяці тому

    To God be the glory,may she get completely through with the trauma in Christ.... thanks my twins...twin mom ❤❤❤❤

  • @nomzamomoloi1085
    @nomzamomoloi1085 10 місяців тому

    God loves you Hlulani 😢😢😢 this is so heart breaking, keep on praying Sisi, I love you ❤️ I'm glad that you made a relationship with God

  • @mulaloratsiku6533
    @mulaloratsiku6533 9 місяців тому +4

    This child has been through a lot maam. I'm very traumatized. I wish I were closer to her just to give her a hug and tell her that it shall be well with her 😢😢😢
    Love you baby girl ❤❤❤

  • @kaylak.t.672
    @kaylak.t.672 9 місяців тому

    I just want to hug you my baby. God is so good, may He keep you and give you strength.

  • @mantelekhitsane8935
    @mantelekhitsane8935 9 місяців тому +1

    Im so sorry Hlulane 😢my daughter went through that abuse for my own mother bt i manage to take her away from her ,may God protect you and bless you 🫂❤️🙏

  • @tracywebb1061
    @tracywebb1061 8 місяців тому +1

    Sad😢😢😢 thanks for sharing 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

  • @nsovochuma3217
    @nsovochuma3217 4 місяці тому

    I am so sorry that this happened to you Hlulani. I hope one day you will heal from all of this.🙏❤️

  • @nomsaedom9828
    @nomsaedom9828 6 днів тому

    My eyes are teary. I am shaking

  • @noenakatz5437
    @noenakatz5437 10 місяців тому

    I'm so so sorry for your experience,💔much huggs

  • @monicaolwagen9426
    @monicaolwagen9426 4 місяці тому +1

    They say family will treat your children when you dead the same way they treat you when you broke! Think about that!!!

  • @siliankadimeng5472
    @siliankadimeng5472 2 місяці тому

    I've never been so hurt like this 😢God is good all the times

  • @t.g8441
    @t.g8441 4 місяці тому

    I pray to God to heal and bless her in her journey of life

  • @sibongilechakela4468
    @sibongilechakela4468 2 місяці тому

    This is painful... May the Lord bless you my girl ❤

  • @pearl3035
    @pearl3035 9 місяців тому +2

    I also feel that this episode needed to go deeper and be more thorough, it was too short, alot of questions were left out. Has she forgiven her aunt, whats their relationship like now, wheres her brother, whats her relationship with her aunts kids. How did she move out of her aunts house etc

  • @MissLinks99
    @MissLinks99 9 місяців тому +3

    I can relate so much to Hlulani❤ till today I still haven’t healed

    • @nokwandadimba9736
      @nokwandadimba9736 8 місяців тому

      Sending love and hugs 🫂 😢

    • @User06709
      @User06709 2 місяці тому

      I sometimes wish it was a stranger, but it was my own mother.

  • @lorrainem6982
    @lorrainem6982 10 місяців тому +3

    Really heartbreaking

  • @yolisamrso9827
    @yolisamrso9827 10 місяців тому +7

    What she went through are some of the things me and my late sister went through under the hand of my stepmother.

    • @gjkjvchjfhjjjgffry490
      @gjkjvchjfhjjjgffry490 8 місяців тому

      same here l even have scars from nails being dung deep into my skin,knife cuts,scars from beatings using knobkerries,cuts from being banged against walls,at one time she broke my arm,made to eat your own vomit....l don't know why God would let children go through so much 💔

    • @sharonthulisilemabaso555
      @sharonthulisilemabaso555 8 днів тому

      Sorry dear 😢

  • @gaorobalemogatle3590
    @gaorobalemogatle3590 10 місяців тому +5

    Where is tis aunt now. I have few questions for her

  • @daphnem2986
    @daphnem2986 8 місяців тому

    This remind me of my childhood,still have anxiety to date.. 😢😢😢 wish i can find peace

  • @pulengphatedi8153
    @pulengphatedi8153 10 місяців тому +2

    Whe she said, ' I got saved'🙌🙌🙌

  • @erinakagisha8288
    @erinakagisha8288 10 місяців тому +1

    I hear you child!

  • @jabuisaac1203
    @jabuisaac1203 9 місяців тому +1

    Im sorry for what you have been through. Your story made me cry.
    But i have a question: Does the program owner offer counciling to the people you interview in this program?
    Coz while busy with interview, they get reminded of what happened to them, and some, till to date, havent received any counseling 😪😥

  • @LydiaNzala-xb5sw
    @LydiaNzala-xb5sw 7 місяців тому

    Yhooo Kodwa
    What kind of a person she will answer to God
    But God is good look at you u muhle girl what didn't kill makes you strong my dear

  • @user-gs7rr7qn8g
    @user-gs7rr7qn8g 9 місяців тому

    This podcast is for only adults cause also teens go through a lot I feel like it should be available for everyone

  • @user-sg1hd9mu9w
    @user-sg1hd9mu9w 4 місяці тому

    I’m so sorry Hlulani. This is so heartbreaking 😢😢😢. May god heal you and show you that he’s Alfa and omega. You will be successful and help a lot of people ❤❤❤. You are beautiful and strong woman. I love you ❤ stay safe and blessed Sesi ❤

  • @user-nj2vi2gx9f
    @user-nj2vi2gx9f 7 місяців тому

    I'm getting emotional 😔. Where I find you CentTwinz because I've been through the most as well.

  • @simangalisoncubemoyo3291
    @simangalisoncubemoyo3291 10 місяців тому +3

    l am so sorry for what you went through sisi. What was meant for the bad God has turned it around for the good. For you to experience total healing please consider forgiving your auntie as she was also acting in ignorance. There is a reason why God allows someone to go through things and out of all this He protected you. He hand was upon your life from day one. it wont be easy for you to forgive but the bible speaks about forgiveness and it will free you completely. Ask God to help you forgive her. The fact that you can feel other people's emotions is because no one felt yours but that turned around as a gift. Nature that gift and God is using is going to use you even greatly. Continue to shine gal, you are destined for great things. Don't allow unforgiveness be a hindrances and don't avoid her. possible facing her now might help you to get closure you will be surprised maybe she went through the same growing up (not that its an excuse). All the best dear woman of God!

  • @phelarephelemusicacademy8330
    @phelarephelemusicacademy8330 2 місяці тому

    I can relate... Living with a relative can be a traumatic experience at times.
    Her aunt was extremely cruel, jealous, and suspicious to be treating her brother's children in that manner... The dad was gonna get them back home, then he passed away. Furthermore, she told the teacher, and she also passed away. The aunt's personality was quite dodgy.

  • @NatashaNyanyiwa
    @NatashaNyanyiwa 10 місяців тому

    Tjoo my sister, God loves you and he has plans for you...

  • @hllmicahh9260
    @hllmicahh9260 10 місяців тому +1

    eish😭sorry u went thru that lil sis,heal ❤‍🩹🫂

  • @Lizzie_Nghitu
    @Lizzie_Nghitu 6 місяців тому

    Mmmmh 😢😢 sending you love and blessings from Namibia 🇳🇦

  • @mmadirapinkie2929
    @mmadirapinkie2929 10 місяців тому +1

    Wow she us very strong❤😊

  • @Ziphozonke
    @Ziphozonke 10 місяців тому

    😢ah anti bekathakatha, why abanti befa ,i'm sorry you had to go through this,may the Lord heal you guys

  • @nkiyasisuprise3913
    @nkiyasisuprise3913 10 місяців тому

    May God bless you Hlulani and help you to forgive.

  • @sindiswapalisompangele8937
    @sindiswapalisompangele8937 10 місяців тому +1

    I'm Crying 😢, this girl is still in pain

  • @silindiledladla5892
    @silindiledladla5892 9 місяців тому

    I want to give hlulani a big hug....i love you baby...😘

  • @spiritualhouse_tv
    @spiritualhouse_tv 9 місяців тому

    May God shower you with the spirit of Grace and Honour upon your life. Forgive your aunt ok, Jesus really love you ok

  • @nyeletintimbani2971
    @nyeletintimbani2971 10 місяців тому +1

    Guys I'm in tears no i can't finish watching this episode 😢😢😢😢...

  • @-lindiwe.n
    @-lindiwe.n 8 місяців тому

    Yohh God is good guys, look where she is now❤😢

  • @nndanganenimatidze7261
    @nndanganenimatidze7261 10 місяців тому

    Wow Thank God u r saved…

  • @lorrainelemohangfetogang3139
    @lorrainelemohangfetogang3139 9 місяців тому

    This hurt me so much😢😢, I want to what to known what happened to the brother, this needs part 2.

  • @thembimongikazi3597
    @thembimongikazi3597 10 місяців тому

    Love and light to you❤

  • @portiantwanano9493
    @portiantwanano9493 9 місяців тому +1

    May God help us to grow old with our kids yooo😢

  • @rethabilemotshwane397
    @rethabilemotshwane397 9 місяців тому

    My prayer is that God keeps me and my husband so that our children never have to suffer at the hands of other people. Yho please God.

  • @tumimukhola2174
    @tumimukhola2174 10 місяців тому

    ❤❤beautiful young lady

  • @priscillasabi8325
    @priscillasabi8325 10 місяців тому +3

    Yho what a sad story😢

  • @kelebogileapril1864
    @kelebogileapril1864 10 місяців тому +8

    You have Conquered my baby Hlulani... I just lost my baby Orifilwe Muhluri about 4 months ago and the Verses am living by through my healing are as below
    Ecclesiastes 3, Revelation 11:12 and Roman 8. God has a greater Plan always. Keep Being Blessed ❤❤❤❤ and a big hug from me to You!
    I hope God kept your Aunt to see his plan unfold in your Life.

  • @muntubuyisiwe4143
    @muntubuyisiwe4143 10 місяців тому

    I believe you Hlulani these women are very cruel I lost my mother at a very young age 😢😢 but God is a good Father..

  • @user-sc2cd6xm3w
    @user-sc2cd6xm3w 5 місяців тому

    😂 what a cruel auntie keep on praying nana May God protect, bless and bring more peace to your life . God is great.

  • @matshepolettemashile8991
    @matshepolettemashile8991 6 місяців тому

    I can relate ...one day I will share my story ..still gathering some strength 😢

    • @User06709
      @User06709 2 місяці тому

      I'm 40, I haven't had the courage yet, I pray for strength.

  • @nandiphamavakala9243
    @nandiphamavakala9243 4 місяці тому

    This child has not yet heal she's still troumertised 😢😢😢and may she get her total healing 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @themphasanes
    @themphasanes 10 місяців тому +5

    Mara some people are cruel tlhe😩