And also, because of me, she never wants to have the same sorts of illnesses... she'd never become anorexic or bulimic because she hated seeing me that way, and she'd certainly never do the borderline stuff. She says she has anxiety and depression but, given how we grew up and our genetics, that wouldn't surprise me a bit. But it's not nearly as "severe" as what I have. Also she's a lot younger with much less life experience, so she's fairly immature a lot of the time.
I dunno... I don't see why she'd be jealous? She and my parents (and lately my older half sister too) get incredibly angry whenever I end up hospitalized. And then when Dad was showing Mom FB photos of mine, and she thought she couldn't see them, I guess that made her mad because... if I was doing that I must have trusted them more? Maybe there was a reason I wasn't talking to her? (There wasn't.) But, see, that's the sort of paranoid thinking -I- have. I didn't think SHE had that.
And also, because of me, she never wants to have the same sorts of illnesses... she'd never become anorexic or bulimic because she hated seeing me that way, and she'd certainly never do the borderline stuff. She says she has anxiety and depression but, given how we grew up and our genetics, that wouldn't surprise me a bit. But it's not nearly as "severe" as what I have. Also she's a lot younger with much less life experience, so she's fairly immature a lot of the time.
I dunno... I don't see why she'd be jealous? She and my parents (and lately my older half sister too) get incredibly angry whenever I end up hospitalized. And then when Dad was showing Mom FB photos of mine, and she thought she couldn't see them, I guess that made her mad because... if I was doing that I must have trusted them more? Maybe there was a reason I wasn't talking to her? (There wasn't.) But, see, that's the sort of paranoid thinking -I- have. I didn't think SHE had that.
I think you need to improve your relationship with yourself. If you don't like yourself why should we?
If you don't want to like me, you don't have to.
It kind of sounds like your sister is jealous of the attention.