You mentioned haoting going to the Himalayas and it's always played on your mind that it's implying that he's going to..yes. don't know if I told you this by the author confirmed further in the novel that's what he did. He went to the Himalayas, decided his time had come and that he was ready to see his beloved again. The fact that years had passed and Haoting still grieves for Xigu is so understandable. He was the love of his life. Xigu gave him such happiness, he wanted to protect him and cherish him for all the times to come. But time hadn't been on their side, time decided for Xigu's life to stop at 18 and for Haoting to carry on. It still hurts to this day and when I first saw the finale I felt it. So much. I understand grief of losing what you feel like is the world. But after what's recently happened? I feel it even more in the circumstances that someone can walk through that door, just like every other day, but this time they might not come back. Thankfully, they still stand a chance of being able to walk through that door again. I might have a chance to say hello to them again. All the little and simplest things that you take for granted. This drama just..really opened my eyes more in the most raw way. It's incredibly hard to watch. But damn Alex..what a gift this edit is. The song??perfectly fitting but still *howdareyou*🤡 The colouring also is so pretty. The blurred borders make it all seem like a distant yet vivid memory. Such a beauty it is💙
i swear the only thing i can think of when haoting said that he's ready to see xigu was one thing only. he was going to see him, and meet him IN THE SKY. cus really, there no way you can put that nicely. i feel like the more i think about haoting not being able to move on the angrier i get. he did not deserve that and for sure he did not deserve to lose the one thing he loved in the world like that. im angry at the fact that this drama gave us so much and we just took it for granted, it was happy and then getting happier and happier and really what did we think, they were going to live happily ever after? BOTH COUPLES. HA. what a joke we were to think such a thing exists in the world. fools. this really does hit differently for you now, but i'm always going to be here when you need me and even far apart, i'm glad i could be of help trough the hard time you are going through now. the song ha. we don't talk about it, you probably gave me a wangxian edit with this song and as soon as i heard it i knew, it was for haoting. the blurred borders are really indeed because i wanted to make it look like a memory, as for the black and white, xigu was the only thing that gave color to haoting's life and when he lost him, all their memories turned black and white, and i think that's what i wanted to portray with this, in a my own sad way of trying to deal with losing xigu.
This series made me smile the widest, and cry the hardest. This video is very painful to watch, but also really beautiful and well made. Thank you for sharing ♥
I smiled so much i fooled myself into thinking it would have a happy end. Foolish of me to forget how we should not take things for granted. Thank you!! It was painfully hard to make too!
It makes me sad T.T Their story. I saw that they were salvation for each other and it was so, until that day . Thank you for reminding me of them and given me the emotions that I felt when I watched their story.
to be honest, i have been editing this since december when the show ended and i barely had the heart to finish it now. i still don't know how i managed to do it but i don't think i'll ever move on from this show. the betrayal i felt when that episode aired... it will never go away.
I started the edit when the drama was over because I figured I could do it but all i did in the first month of editing was rewatch and cry over the same scene, over the same line 😭 i had another go at this edit in February when i finally was able to finish it but im telling you i still cry over it.
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You mentioned haoting going to the Himalayas and it's always played on your mind that it's implying that he's going to..yes. don't know if I told you this by the author confirmed further in the novel that's what he did. He went to the Himalayas, decided his time had come and that he was ready to see his beloved again.
The fact that years had passed and Haoting still grieves for Xigu is so understandable. He was the love of his life. Xigu gave him such happiness, he wanted to protect him and cherish him for all the times to come. But time hadn't been on their side, time decided for Xigu's life to stop at 18 and for Haoting to carry on.
It still hurts to this day and when I first saw the finale I felt it. So much. I understand grief of losing what you feel like is the world. But after what's recently happened? I feel it even more in the circumstances that someone can walk through that door, just like every other day, but this time they might not come back.
Thankfully, they still stand a chance of being able to walk through that door again. I might have a chance to say hello to them again. All the little and simplest things that you take for granted.
This drama just..really opened my eyes more in the most raw way. It's incredibly hard to watch. But damn Alex..what a gift this edit is. The song??perfectly fitting but still *howdareyou*🤡
The colouring also is so pretty. The blurred borders make it all seem like a distant yet vivid memory. Such a beauty it is💙
i swear the only thing i can think of when haoting said that he's ready to see xigu was one thing only. he was going to see him, and meet him IN THE SKY. cus really, there no way you can put that nicely.
i feel like the more i think about haoting not being able to move on the angrier i get. he did not deserve that and for sure he did not deserve to lose the one thing he loved in the world like that. im angry at the fact that this drama gave us so much and we just took it for granted, it was happy and then getting happier and happier and really what did we think, they were going to live happily ever after? BOTH COUPLES. HA. what a joke we were to think such a thing exists in the world. fools.
this really does hit differently for you now, but i'm always going to be here when you need me and even far apart, i'm glad i could be of help trough the hard time you are going through now.
the song ha. we don't talk about it, you probably gave me a wangxian edit with this song and as soon as i heard it i knew, it was for haoting.
the blurred borders are really indeed because i wanted to make it look like a memory, as for the black and white, xigu was the only thing that gave color to haoting's life and when he lost him, all their memories turned black and white, and i think that's what i wanted to portray with this, in a my own sad way of trying to deal with losing xigu.
Where can I find the novel? 🥺
This series made me smile the widest, and cry the hardest. This video is very painful to watch, but also really beautiful and well made. Thank you for sharing ♥
I smiled so much i fooled myself into thinking it would have a happy end. Foolish of me to forget how we should not take things for granted.
Thank you!! It was painfully hard to make too!
It makes me sad
T.T
Their story. I saw that they were salvation for each other and it was so, until that day
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Thank you for reminding me of them and given me the emotions that I felt when I watched their story.
to be honest, i have been editing this since december when the show ended and i barely had the heart to finish it now. i still don't know how i managed to do it but i don't think i'll ever move on from this show. the betrayal i felt when that episode aired... it will never go away.
I'm not cry you are crying too😭💔
Oh yeah, i did cry. It took me so long to finish this video because I kept crying.
@@NatsumiKenjii if it was me I'll break down in every second editing 😭
I started the edit when the drama was over because I figured I could do it but all i did in the first month of editing was rewatch and cry over the same scene, over the same line 😭 i had another go at this edit in February when i finally was able to finish it but im telling you i still cry over it.
I criedddddd😭😭😭😭😭, me too, i hatee with the ending
They got us a happy end now so. At least we have that
i am not crying you are 😔💦
yes, yes i am :( i regret making this video, i thought it would give me closure. it did not. it gave me pain.
Song?
Check description 😁
@@NatsumiKenjii thx
Im not crying...
Me: you are crying stop lying yourself
Me as i was editing this after 5 fails
I don't know how many views I gave your video but god that's a lot :((
Poor soul why would you even watch this more than once 😭