You want some money and some fame But don’t know that shit don’t mean a thing RIP “MB” them niggas stepped on my mans Been a year and it still causing pain You know I don’t want smoke but that’s what comes when saying my name Tryna stay focused and stay in my lane Judge gave me 5 years I ain’t been the same My freedom on the line I got so many dreams I’m alive but I’m actually dyin Tired of scheming Ride round the city in that beam I’m hurt I know you watch me from the top Heart locked up I feel like givin up Can’t give trust Feel like I’m running out of luck I know one day ima get touched Keep that pole is a must Cuz when it’s time ima bust Ion wanna give love This shit got me done Steady on the run Why they take you so young We was reckless and dumb My homie died Heard his momma cry Rip her son So much goin on I can’t feel a thing I think that I’m numb Came from them slums Every night you hear them drums Remember all the nights we had fun I write my feelings in these verses So many of mine got put in hearses Steady working I know they lurkin Dropped a bag no birkin Deep inside I’m hurtin Pray for the ones still servin Tryna find my way still searching I know I’m young I’m learning Cope with my feelings Smoke my pain away past the ceilings Shooters creeping Overdose on these drugs till I’m leaning They don’t show love till you leaving My heart bleeding Pop a perc I’m feanin I feel numb only when I’m dreaming Yea Only when I’m dreaming Yea I can’t take this out my mind I ask God why he take one of mine Everyday I wake up tryin Show no emotions like I’m blind Tired of cryin Look up at the sky They say angels fly high Wish I could just have you one more time I need someone by my side Looking at the city lights while we ride I ain’t even get to say good bye You always had me in line Told me we would shine Got baguettes to forget Tryna get high like a jet I just pray I stay blessed So much up in my chest Tryna be better than the rest They ask what I want for Christmas I say see you again Give my best Your death Left me in torment Promise I’ll never forfeit I’m tryna stay focused This pain too potent Should’ve noticed Lost all them moments I’m city rolling Drugs controlling Been betrayed by many Can’t show no emotion Heart broken These pills my healing potion Let my heart drown in the ocean Feel like I’m not chosen Why I get out under the dirt Put in so much work
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You want some money and some fame
But don’t know that shit don’t mean a thing
RIP “MB” them niggas stepped on my mans
Been a year and it still causing pain
You know I don’t want smoke but that’s what comes when saying my name
Tryna stay focused and stay in my lane
Judge gave me 5 years I ain’t been the same
My freedom on the line
I got so many dreams
I’m alive but I’m actually dyin
Tired of scheming
Ride round the city
in that beam
I’m hurt
I know you watch me from the top
Heart locked up
I feel like givin up
Can’t give trust
Feel like I’m running out of luck
I know one day ima get touched
Keep that pole is a must
Cuz when it’s time ima bust
Ion wanna give love
This shit got me done
Steady on the run
Why they take you so young
We was reckless and dumb
My homie died
Heard his momma cry
Rip her son
So much goin on I can’t feel a thing
I think that I’m numb
Came from them slums
Every night you hear them drums
Remember all the nights we had fun
I write my feelings in these verses
So many of mine got put in hearses
Steady working
I know they lurkin
Dropped a bag no birkin
Deep inside I’m hurtin
Pray for the ones still servin
Tryna find my way still searching
I know I’m young I’m learning
Cope with my feelings
Smoke my pain away past the ceilings
Shooters creeping
Overdose on these drugs till I’m leaning
They don’t show love till you leaving
My heart bleeding
Pop a perc I’m feanin
I feel numb only when I’m dreaming
Yea
Only when I’m dreaming
Yea
I can’t take this out my mind
I ask God why he take one of mine
Everyday I wake up tryin
Show no emotions like I’m blind
Tired of cryin
Look up at the sky
They say angels fly high
Wish I could just have you one more time
I need someone by my side
Looking at the city lights while we ride
I ain’t even get to say good bye
You always had me in line
Told me we would shine
Got baguettes to forget
Tryna get high like a jet
I just pray I stay blessed
So much up in my chest
Tryna be better than the rest
They ask what I want for Christmas
I say see you again
Give my best
Your death
Left me in torment
Promise I’ll never forfeit
I’m tryna stay focused
This pain too potent
Should’ve noticed
Lost all them moments
I’m city rolling
Drugs controlling
Been betrayed by many
Can’t show no emotion
Heart broken
These pills my healing potion
Let my heart drown in the ocean
Feel like I’m not chosen
Why I get out under the dirt
Put in so much work
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