It’s apparent that my half brothers chose to be whom they wanted to be and built worlds that excluded me, built on being narcissistic gaslighting pioneers.. There’s possibly truths they know or were told about me and they decided not to seek a balanced, caring relationship bond with me personally.. Attitudes, feelings and relationships are built on what they choose to know and based on Josh’s insightful psychological analysis evaluation, has consistently confirmed my troubling past with my own personal experiences with my family.. I was having doubts about the relationship between myself and my family per se.. Now that I believe that both my mom and dad’s side of the family are not intellectually connected or interested in improving themselves and learning from their pasts have consistently been repeating their mistakes in different ways and forms.. I shared some thoughts on topics that mattered to them yet resulted in less desirable reply.. Which led me to believe that I personally am not truly ready for my own personal family… Without positive, encouraging and even supportive thoughts and relationships with others has proven to be disastrous for everyone involved and concerned.. Maybe after my soul and spirit leave the confines of this unfortunate and painful reality experience, I might have something to look forward to in the next life experience.. My personal life’s situation since August 19, 1972 from a West Texas City of El Paso, TX has been a dismal failure of abuse from parents and a lifetime of isolation from a family that has since disowned me as a person.. Yet I’m still a West Texas drifter or “gun slinger” unable to find a place to build a family of my own and might find an oasis with Torah and G-d.. May G-d help me find Solace and Love in Torah Education and I be able to achieve success, maturing beyond the constraints of my past traumatic stress disorder of an abusive legacy from a family that wish to remain stuck in their own prison they built for themselves.. Thanks Josh and his insight wife for helping me a lonely West Texas wanderer find love in The G-d of Israel 🇮🇱. Shabbat Shalom y’all.
Great tips very helpful ❤
I really relate with this video.. Misdirected emotions and 45+ years of the same toxic behavior sucks..
It’s apparent that my half brothers chose to be whom they wanted to be and built worlds that excluded me, built on being narcissistic gaslighting pioneers..
There’s possibly truths they know or were told about me and they decided not to seek a balanced, caring relationship bond with me personally..
Attitudes, feelings and relationships are built on what they choose to know and based on Josh’s insightful psychological analysis evaluation, has consistently confirmed my troubling past with my own personal experiences with my family..
I was having doubts about the relationship between myself and my family per se.. Now that I believe that both my mom and dad’s side of the family are not intellectually connected or interested in improving themselves and learning from their pasts have consistently been repeating their mistakes in different ways and forms.. I shared some thoughts on topics that mattered to them yet resulted in less desirable reply.. Which led me to believe that I personally am not truly ready for my own personal family… Without positive, encouraging and even supportive thoughts and relationships with others has proven to be disastrous for everyone involved and concerned.. Maybe after my soul and spirit leave the confines of this unfortunate and painful reality experience, I might have something to look forward to in the next life experience.. My personal life’s situation since August 19, 1972 from a West Texas City of El Paso, TX has been a dismal failure of abuse from parents and a lifetime of isolation from a family that has since disowned me as a person.. Yet I’m still a West Texas drifter or “gun slinger” unable to find a place to build a family of my own and might find an oasis with Torah and G-d.. May G-d help me find Solace and Love in Torah Education and I be able to achieve success, maturing beyond the constraints of my past traumatic stress disorder of an abusive legacy from a family that wish to remain stuck in their own prison they built for themselves.. Thanks Josh and his insight wife for helping me a lonely West Texas wanderer find love in The G-d of Israel 🇮🇱. Shabbat Shalom y’all.