ANSWERING QUESTIONS BABY GAYS ARE TOO AFRAID TO ASK

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  • @laurenelloise
    @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +23

    YA'LL SCREAMED AT ME FOR A PART 2 ~~ go watch it next! ua-cam.com/video/u9NwMBdiAa0/v-deo.html

    • @the-trans-oboist
      @the-trans-oboist 5 місяців тому +1

      hey, is it normal when you're a baby gay and you date your best friend but you didn't talk to them at all the entire time? everyone in the group basically just kept going dating around in the group cause we were all there was. but then again, we were also hated by all the popular kids and we were like buzz off because we were just doing all the things natural for us. the first person i actually came out to was my grandma and she was like all right

  • @moziixx
    @moziixx 5 місяців тому +196

    yayy ty for being my older gay sister!! happy pride :) 🌈🫶🏼🎉

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +27

      aww ahhah :') also happy pride to you toooo!!!

    • @sagefaced
      @sagefaced 5 місяців тому +5

      I like your profile picture :)

    • @moziixx
      @moziixx 5 місяців тому +4

      @@sagefaced if that’s to me ty 😃

  • @livresaudiobylynn
    @livresaudiobylynn 5 місяців тому +164

    "I'll only make a part 2 if y'all scream in the comments"
    I am screaming in the comments.

    • @Fimbriae24
      @Fimbriae24 5 місяців тому +4

      Same

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +12

      I never thought soooo many people would want a part 2 omg 🙈

  • @Rosey767
    @Rosey767 5 місяців тому +85

    Bro is the older sister i never had, never felt so validated to be gay

  • @Gaminggirl227
    @Gaminggirl227 5 місяців тому +19

    I only came out to my best friend, I just told her, I’m crushing on one of our teammates. Every time we see her she gives me a side eye🤣🤣

    • @tuyuflower
      @tuyuflower 4 місяці тому

      xdekjghxuorghyu relatableeee

  • @laurenelloise
    @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +70

    Timestamps to help you find what u need 💗
    0:00 4 The Gays
    0:50 First person you should come out to?
    1:31 Staying friends with an ex?
    2:25 Do girls care if I'm too hairy down there?
    3:04 First time with a girl, what do I do?
    3:54 Is dating a best friend ever good?
    6:23 Just gals being pals
    7:45 What's it like living with a girlfriend?
    8:24 Is s£x easier with women bc u know how female bodies work?
    8:42 How do u know if ur a top or bottom?
    9:43 How long does it take to accept ur sexuality?
    10:39 How do you decide who proposes?
    11:18 What is it like when you're both on ur period?
    11:44 Does it get easier being out?
    12:15 Lesbian romance books that are safe to read?
    13:09 Am I ace if I want to kiss girls?

  • @aypniasanagnosma
    @aypniasanagnosma 5 місяців тому +32

    I like hairy more than hairless, so... it's a big YES from me!

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +17

      honestly! Need more body-hair-positivity!

  • @MaizingZara
    @MaizingZara 5 місяців тому +48

    This is so useful as a baby gay! Thank you so much ❤❤

  • @mushypeas6811
    @mushypeas6811 5 місяців тому +18

    RADIO SILENCE!!! Its literally the best book ive read in awhile & unless you do some big digging, the summary on the back doesnt have anything that would suggest theyres lgbtq characters. Its also in the same world as the heartstopper series :)

    • @Lakeside.witch911
      @Lakeside.witch911 4 місяці тому +1

      YESSS I have read radio silence! 100% recommend!!

  • @GreenerBlue
    @GreenerBlue 5 місяців тому +8

    For reading books that you don't want others to know about, you can use your local library! Most libraries have an online catalog that allows you to check out ebooks (if a digital version is available). You can read these ebooks on your computer, kindle, or cell phone without anyone having any clue.

  • @Pearlescent_art
    @Pearlescent_art 4 місяці тому +3

    I first came out to one of my best friends. She was pretty confused but I answered her questions and I think it went well. I came out to my other best friend who I have a crush on, and she came out to me like twenty minutes later. Sometimes it helps if someone who you are close to comes out first, but don’t be afraid to be the one who comes out first.

  • @krustykrabkryze
    @krustykrabkryze 5 місяців тому +33

    thank you lauren!! love the eyeshadow by the way!

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +8

      You're so welcome! and tysm!! 🙈

  • @tylerbeales1987
    @tylerbeales1987 5 місяців тому +31

    Love your eyeshadow

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +4

      ahhhh thank you sm for noticing ehhe!!!

  • @Xella.Official
    @Xella.Official 5 місяців тому +59

    Started dating my best friend a few days ago and now I am frantically watching this looking as much help/advice as I can get ❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +26

      aww congrats, very happy for your new relationship! 💜 best advice is just to always communicate with each other! you got this

    • @Xella.Official
      @Xella.Official 5 місяців тому +8

      @@laurenelloise that’s exactly what she told me!!!!!! :D I really hope this works out

    • @CherryBerryFashion
      @CherryBerryFashion 5 місяців тому +1

      @@Xella.OfficialWishing you all the best ❤️

    • @Xella.Official
      @Xella.Official 5 місяців тому

      @@CherryBerryFashion THANK YOU! IM SEEING HER TODAY!!!! 💜💜

    • @lisanneb28
      @lisanneb28 5 місяців тому

      eeeee that’s so exciting!! wishing you and your new partner all the best :))

  • @ZallaShabazz
    @ZallaShabazz 5 місяців тому +17

    U help me except the fact that im bisexual 🎉❤ Happy pride🏳️‍🌈

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +8

      Aww that’s great 💖💖🫶 happy pride to you too!

  • @MileyObsession96
    @MileyObsession96 5 місяців тому +9

    I’m so emotional watching this video. Idk how old you are, but I’m 27 and I only came out in January so 5 months ago so technically I am a “baby gay” but also not? And I’ve been in denial/oblivious for years and these are basically all questions I ask myself and wish I could ask someone, maybe I’m putting too much pressure on myself but that last one especially, I came out as asexual first and someone was like “maybe you’re not asexual, maybe you’re just gay” and I’m like woah! However, I have been single since January when I split from my boyfriend so it’s annoying I can’t find out the answers I want as soon as possible maybe it’s just me? I don’t know, but this video was very helpful and very emotional for me because I’m the one that’s figured myself out “years and years and years” (how you said it takes people a short amount of time to figure it out vs year and years) however, I have known or had an incline since I was 10 but my lesbian friend was like “no you’re not” and I worshipped the ground she walked on so I believed her and I’d take am I gay quizzes bc I felt something was wrong with me. Idk I’m sorry for the blabbering, but this is technically my first “gay” questions type video I’ve watched because I watch lots of LGBTQIA+ UA-camrs (including mark ferris) however they’re just regular videos and this is my first that’s solely on sexuality so I’m sorry if this comment is a pain, I guess I’m just in shock and feel this video was for me so thank you!

  • @CharliTripii-rp5mo
    @CharliTripii-rp5mo 5 місяців тому +17

    Please make a part two!!!
    Happy pride!!

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +5

      ahhh i want to bc there were sooo many Qs!! (and happy pride to you too!)

    • @CharliTripii-rp5mo
      @CharliTripii-rp5mo 4 місяці тому

      @@laurenelloise aww tysmmmm ♥️

  • @Angthegayduck
    @Angthegayduck 5 місяців тому +16

    We're so lucky to have you!! This would have helped my baby gay self sooooo much. ❤

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      awww :') this is very sweet, i am glad!

  • @CarolineYvonneHallstrom2005
    @CarolineYvonneHallstrom2005 4 місяці тому +2

    Thank you for this. I'm 18 and just recently realized I'm lesbian thanks to an online roleplay chatbot site (if that isn't the most Gen Z thing, I don't know what is, haha). It's going to be weird returning to university in August where everyone but me knew I was gay (in my defense, I was raised in a conservative, old money household and I have a lot of experience suppressing feelings). But it's also going to be freeing. Almost as weird as the fact I'm going to be a junior as I started college at age 16 and I could date a freshman and still be younger than her.

  • @sloth_crew
    @sloth_crew 5 місяців тому +6

    Omg, these questions I ask myself daily. Btw I love your eye shadow, it is excellent. Thanks for another great video, I always love watching them

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +2

      Thank you so much!! aww this vid should be helpful for you then!

  • @livresaudiobylynn
    @livresaudiobylynn 5 місяців тому +6

    Omg ! I remember posting that comment under the questions for the straights vid. Thank you for this vid !

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      YES! your wish has finally been granted! hope this was everyhting you were imagining !! thank you for the suggestion 💜

  • @Alice-9898
    @Alice-9898 5 місяців тому +7

    Thank you! This is so useful! If anyone is wondering, I came out probably a year ago to my older sister first, for me, a sibling is the best

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  4 місяці тому

      so happy its helpful! and thank u for sharing, thats so sweet!

  • @marccolomayt82094
    @marccolomayt82094 5 місяців тому +10

    Enjoying this & love the Happy Pride-Q&A

  • @Mia_the_dancer
    @Mia_the_dancer 5 місяців тому +2

    Love the merch!
    Yes to a part 2!
    Also I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS!!!
    Here's a list:
    1. I'm in middle school and gay\queer\lesbian, HOW THE HELL DO I FIND A GIRLFRIEND?!!?!!?
    2. My dad doesn't fully believe I'm gay... I don't know how to feel about that!!?
    3. There's a girl in my mind that I really like but I don't know if she exists in real life, what do I do?!
    4. Going into middle school I want to express my gayness because I’m happy about it BUT what about the bullying?
    5.I'm new to your channel and I would love to hear your coming out story if you haven't told it yet!
    THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @laurenelloise
    @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +71

    HAPPY PRIDE !! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜 Tysm to everyone who submitted a Q, lemme know if u want a part 2! - DON’T FORGET TO CHECK OUT NEW MERCH 🌈🎉 Code "GALPALS" for 10% off during pride!! shop.laurenelloise.com/

    • @sarahhh7377
      @sarahhh7377 5 місяців тому +2

      happy pride lauren!! YES to a part 2! (love ur eyeshadow btw)

    • @MayTheSwiftie13
      @MayTheSwiftie13 5 місяців тому

      i love the merch :))

    • @Mia_the_dancer
      @Mia_the_dancer 5 місяців тому +1

      Love the merch!
      Yes to a part 2!
      Also I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS!!!
      Here's a list:
      1. I'm in middle school and gay\queer\lesbian, HOW THE HELL DO I FIND A GIRLFRIEND?!!?!!?
      2. My dad doesn't fully believe I'm gay... I don't know how to feel about that!!?
      3. There's a girl in my mind that I really like but I don't know if she exists in real life, what do I do?!
      4. Going into middle school I want to express my gayness because I’m happy about it BUT what about the bullying?
      5.I'm new to your channel and I would love to hear your coming out story if you haven't told it yet!
      THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @yazkbye
    @yazkbye 5 місяців тому +3

    12:15 a book advice from a fellow lesbian who reads 24/7 - get a kindle (or other type of e-reader)🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 i know alot of people prefer reading on paper because of the smells or the texture or just the whole vibe but having an e-reader as an option is always great (for ex. if you stumble upon a book that you feel like you'd absolutely love but the cover is super obvious).

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      Yes! Love this advice

    • @scratchteamsucks
      @scratchteamsucks 5 місяців тому +1

      Yes!! I read on a kindle more than I read on paper books haha 😅

    • @yazkbye
      @yazkbye 5 місяців тому +1

      @@scratchteamsucks honestly, same. me & my kindle are pretty much inseparable at this point🫡

  • @annabelwessel7545
    @annabelwessel7545 3 місяці тому

    I have always wanted a sibling, especially a girl ... especially a gay girl! So you being our/de community's big gay sister is just the best! 😊❤

  • @xToadies
    @xToadies 2 місяці тому

    I realized I was bi October 2023. Fast forward to April 2024 when I came out to my best friend and then a month later, I came out to a couple of my other bisexual friends. I just found your channel and all of your videos have helped me so much! As a baby gay, ty for this video
    🩷💜💙

  • @roniredansky6341
    @roniredansky6341 5 місяців тому +5

    I love you so much and you help me a lot❤, And By the way your eyes are so pretty😍

  • @CherryBerryFashion
    @CherryBerryFashion 5 місяців тому +4

    Please do Part 2! I loved these questions and your answers, so informative! ❤️💖💞🌹

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      eeee just uploaded a second part !! glad this was super helpful!

    • @CherryBerryFashion
      @CherryBerryFashion 5 місяців тому

      @@laurenelloise thank youuuu

  • @PurpleHiggs
    @PurpleHiggs 5 місяців тому +1

    thank u, i’ve been watching your videos for years since i was 14 and scared to come out to myself, and you’ve always been like a sweet supportive older sister to
    me. also i love your makeup!!

  • @rmxpassports3016
    @rmxpassports3016 4 місяці тому +1

    I am so glad I found this channel

  • @elenabarber8069
    @elenabarber8069 5 місяців тому +4

    thank you!!! this was a delight

  • @canabereal
    @canabereal 5 місяців тому +2

    Even though I've known I was a lesbian for the past 8 years and am mostly out and proud, I'm still glad I watched this video because even though, I'm not technically a baby gay (I think) I've never been in a relationship, never even kissed a girl (love and being completely vulnerable with someone scares me) I've been wondering a lot about these kinds of questions so thank you for this video

  • @flameheart21
    @flameheart21 5 місяців тому +5

    tsym for answering these questions!! I was wondering about a bit of it lol 😅

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      Of course!! i love doing this kind of thing!

  • @thegingerbreadman2898
    @thegingerbreadman2898 5 місяців тому +3

    I love your videos so much, I hope you make a part 2!
    I came out to most of my friends first, because that was easiest for me, but everyone's different🌈💖

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      eeee thank you for sharing, proud of u!! and i just uploaded a second part !!

  • @lottiehodgson2230
    @lottiehodgson2230 5 місяців тому +4

    PLEASE do a part 2, love love love these videos as always!!!!❤❤

  • @loreto3743
    @loreto3743 5 місяців тому +4

    Both in the middle of the cycle 👀 naughty Lauren hahahaha but yes definitely 🙈. Love your videos! Happy pride month 🌈

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +2

      ahahhaha 👀 always a good time if that part is synced! lolol and thank you! happy pride!!!

  • @naomit4954
    @naomit4954 4 місяці тому

    Thank you so much!! That last question is something I have also struggled with and hearing you talk about it made me feel so much better🥹

  • @fifteendozenalleyroses
    @fifteendozenalleyroses 5 місяців тому +10

    I finally understand Boyfriend by Dove Cameron now tysm(“+ all my clothes would fit”)

  • @abbyfiggins3153
    @abbyfiggins3153 5 місяців тому +2

    This is so helpful! I would love a part 2!!!

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      You got it! just uploaded a part 2

  • @gilliraz1324
    @gilliraz1324 5 місяців тому +3

    ❤🧡💛💚💙💜 love the galpal shirt!

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      Nawwww thank you sm! I’m very happy with how it turned out, so cool to have something in ur head come to life

  • @mariafil7249
    @mariafil7249 5 місяців тому +1

    Laurenn great video..Also you look so pretty loved the eyeshadows they re very into the theme haha.By the way i dont knoow if anyone told you this before but you look so much like Clairo the american singerr🥺🤗

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      nawww thank you for noticing! :') i thought it turned out really good! also yes! people have said this before! i can't see it, but i know its a hugeee compliment!!

  • @adrianalvarez1990
    @adrianalvarez1990 5 місяців тому +2

    perfect timing for this video 😭😭

  • @darinak22
    @darinak22 5 місяців тому +2

    Part 2 please. Love your videos so much. Happy Pride Month🏳‍🌈

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      eeee just uploaded a second part !! thank you! and happy pride!

    • @darinak22
      @darinak22 5 місяців тому

      @@laurenelloise ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

  • @zoi-wh1wd
    @zoi-wh1wd 5 місяців тому +3

    PART TWO PLZZZZ🙏

  • @Cracha1241
    @Cracha1241 5 місяців тому +4

    This really helped a lot Ty ^^

  • @maximus0wls6415
    @maximus0wls6415 5 місяців тому

    I never realized why I crushed on my bestie in middle/high school but never fell for my bestie in college. That's so true

  • @tamib1226
    @tamib1226 5 місяців тому

    I need part 2, there were so many questions I didn't even know I had, but you answered them so well!

  • @jumbled_dragonz
    @jumbled_dragonz 5 місяців тому

    I NEED A PART TWO!!! Love this as a baby gay ❤️❤️❤️thank you Lauren 🏳️‍🌈

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      eeee just uploaded a second part !! yayay im glad!

  • @mossie7625
    @mossie7625 5 місяців тому +1

    Luv u Lauren! Please part 2!! ❤🌺🌈

  • @sophiep.5040
    @sophiep.5040 5 місяців тому +1

    yes we want a part 2 !!!

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      legit just uploaded another one!

  • @loupelizzo2399
    @loupelizzo2399 5 місяців тому

    Great answers and please part 2 take care of yourselves

  • @Mia_the_dancer
    @Mia_the_dancer 5 місяців тому +2

    Hey! I was wondering if you could do a video on gay symbols or ways to dress gay or both would be amazing if not I understand! Thank you!!! 😊

  • @Gamer-br1fk
    @Gamer-br1fk 5 місяців тому +1

    SCREAMING FOR PART 2

  • @lisanneb28
    @lisanneb28 5 місяців тому

    WOW i’m so early!! i’m home sick today, stomach bug, and i’ve been hanging on the couch all day. this video really cheered me up! thanks lauren for all the positive you put into every single video, we appreciate it!!
    p.s. i love your makeup it looks great on you

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  4 місяці тому +1

      aww i really hope you're feeling much better now! 🫶 glad this video came at a good time for you!

    • @lisanneb28
      @lisanneb28 4 місяці тому

      @@laurenelloise aw thank you so much for replying! yes i'm much better now, turns out a friend gave food poisoning but it's all good, just a funny story now haha

  • @ellouisebadger849
    @ellouisebadger849 5 місяців тому +1

    Love the pride make up and love the video theme. I'm an older baby gay here 🏳️‍🌈

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  4 місяці тому

      eeee thank u sm for noticing! and yayyy 🫶

  • @MayTheSwiftie13
    @MayTheSwiftie13 5 місяців тому +1

    thank you for your advice lauren! :D

  • @robloxrobux574
    @robloxrobux574 5 місяців тому +3

    I’m a baby bi so I’m basically valid here 😅

  • @theoceandragonfly
    @theoceandragonfly 5 місяців тому +1

    Happy Pride Month 🌈 Everyone In The LGBTQA+ Community people 🎉🎉🎉❤🫶😎

  • @Luci-w5m
    @Luci-w5m 4 місяці тому

    I remember when I dated my Best friend for the first time, I thought we were really in love but then I realised that we were better off as friends. Here I am two years later and after I moved on I find out that she still loved me and she has this huge breakdown, now stuff is really awkward.

  • @TeamLeo4ever
    @TeamLeo4ever 5 місяців тому +1

    Thanks for answering those questions!

  • @jasmine-probably
    @jasmine-probably 4 місяці тому

    9:43 I don't think it's something that you really have to attach, in a way. Identity is more like finding something that's always been there. There's a sort of relief in finding what you are, so I think it's not really something you have to accept. It's sort of like finding a good friend, and just getting along immediately (at least immediately).

  • @evaamaya2188
    @evaamaya2188 5 місяців тому +1

    About the books, i usually ask my freid with a suportive parents to buy books i want and then retern the money

    • @GreenerBlue
      @GreenerBlue 5 місяців тому +1

      Tip: if you ever don't want to spend money and don't mind not owning the book, checking out ebooks from the library is easy and discreet

    • @evaamaya2188
      @evaamaya2188 5 місяців тому

      @@GreenerBlue Thanks for your tip

  • @EllieWillamsGirl
    @EllieWillamsGirl 5 місяців тому +1

    i was in denial while liking a girl and flirting with her💀💀

  • @SunnySunflower-bn2cj
    @SunnySunflower-bn2cj 5 місяців тому +2

    Part 2!!!!

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      keep ur eyes peeled imma have to make it!!

  • @Jatskinner
    @Jatskinner 5 місяців тому

    Happy pride ❤🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 ur the best!

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      thank you!! happy pride!!

    • @Jatskinner
      @Jatskinner 5 місяців тому

      @@laurenelloise your welcome!!!

  • @JDOGElijah
    @JDOGElijah 5 місяців тому +3

    IK most of your viewers are lesbian/bi girls. However, I identify as a bi boy and was wondering if you could make gay boy merch. You don't have to, but it's a suggestion.
    Edit: Is it also possible for you to make videos for boys coming out, too?

  • @fantasygoddess1014
    @fantasygoddess1014 5 місяців тому +2

    13 year old baby gay here

  • @Random-facts242
    @Random-facts242 4 місяці тому +1

    Icl I’m still dating said best friend

  • @roniredansky6341
    @roniredansky6341 5 місяців тому

    Yes please part 2

  • @Aurora-z6g
    @Aurora-z6g 5 місяців тому

    My first and so far only relationship was with my best friend and she dumped me literally two days later because nothing really changed between us. That was about a year ago. I'm still confused.

  • @factumfineideas3601
    @factumfineideas3601 5 місяців тому

    Thank you Lauren 🎉😂 also i have a question are we ever going to see your brother in a video ? And please do another video with your sister

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      What a good question ahahah I’ll see him / my family this weekend so I’ll ask him 🙈 anything in particular you’d like to see us create? Or even with my sister?

  • @darija.lyrics.uncensored
    @darija.lyrics.uncensored 5 місяців тому +1

    10:25 This 🙌

  • @Fimbriae24
    @Fimbriae24 5 місяців тому

    Pls make part two!

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      just uploaded a part 2! ur wish has been granted!

    • @Fimbriae24
      @Fimbriae24 5 місяців тому

      @@laurenelloise TYYYYYY so much!! I love ur vids and finally bought ur merch

  • @Moony-rv3ev
    @Moony-rv3ev 5 місяців тому

    PART 2 PLEAEE

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      here u go! just uploaded a part 2

  • @im_just_vidu
    @im_just_vidu 5 місяців тому

    Happy pride 🏳️‍🌈

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      aww thank you! happy pride to you too!

  • @vlogswith_addi
    @vlogswith_addi 2 місяці тому +1

    I’m just gonna vent here, respond if you want to respond and if your don’t, don’t, but I just really need to get this off my chest and I can’t really tell anyone.
    So I’ve known I was bi since like 6th grade but I haven’t came out to my family yet because they are kind of homophobic, anyways I’ve had this crush on this straight girl for like 2 years, let’s just call her A, but I’m delulu so I thought she might possibly like me back, throughout this time I’ve had many crushes on other people including someone I’m going to introduce later in the story. So me and my friends were at the girl I had a crush on’s house and we were just sitting there doing nothing so I recommended that we play truth or dare to pass the time. One of my friends, we can call her M even though she’s not really important to the story, looked up a list of truth questions for us to answer, we eventually got to the last question which was, what is your deepest darkest secret, and keep in mind that everyone in the room knew I had a crush on A so I didn’t have to say mine out loud. One of my other friends, we can call her E remember this name if you remember any of them because she is kind of important, got out her phone and texted me because she didn’t want to say hers out loud. Basically she said that she had a crush on someone in the room, we are all girls btw and she had also not come out to me yet. I started begging her to tell me who it was through text but she said that she couldn’t tell me, so I said “me? 👴” as a joke and she responded with “…yeah”. My first thought was that she was joking so I asked if she was joking like 4 times and her response was no every time. We were both on the verge of tears because I didn’t know what to say because I liked her but I didn’t want to be unloyal because I knew I liked A more. But I really wanted to be with her so even though A was literally across the room, I sat next to my other friends and texted her “bro I like you” because I was trying to add a little humor to it, but as I expected she would respond she said that we were just friends so she saw me as a sister. After she said that it’s like my feelings for her had completely disappeared? Idk it’s just like the fact that she never saw me as more than a friend made me want to stop trying. So after that was decided me and E just looked at each other, neither of us had ever been in a relationship so we didn’t really know what to do after that, we turned to our only friend in the room that has been in a relationship and also the only one who’s been in a relationship with a girl, we can call her S but again this isn’t important. We asked how we actually got into a relationship and she just said that you need to just establish that your together. So E looked up on her phone cheesy pick up lines and that’s how she asked me to be her girlfriend and obviously I said yes, I wish I could tell you what the pick up line was but I kind of forgot. So then we didn’t know what to do because again neither of us had ever been in a relationship so we both took out our phones and asked google what couples do because we literally had no idea what to do after, throughout this story we’re going to look up things a lot which I know your just supposed to go with the flow but we literally didn’t know what to do after that. We decided to start by cuddling but we didn’t know how to cuddle either so we looked that up again and spent like an hour actually figuring out how to cuddle and what made both of us comfortable. So at this moment I felt really bad because I had to tell her that she kind of had to be a secret from my family since like I said already, they’re homophobic, so I asked if she was okay with being a secret from my family but she was really understanding and told me that she doesn’t mind and that it’s okay if I never tell my mom at all. So then she picked up her phone and texted and tried to call her parents and siblings, but it was also like 12:00 am so she had to call them a few times before they picked up because they were sleepy. Her brother basically just said that he didn’t care and told her to not f*ucking mess it up, her sister said that she was really happy for her and I said hi to the sister on the phone, she was really nice and supportive, and her mom was to tired and didn’t feel like checking the texts so she just didn’t really say anything until morning but ofc she was also supportive. Around this time is when all my friends went to sleep so me and E just hung out in A’s closet “ironic”, anyway we were just looking up things that couples do and we decided mutually that we were going to both have our first kiss, and I know this is cringey but again we looked it up, so we just leaned in and kissed, we both thought it was nice so we may have kissed like 20 times after that. Then we came across a video on how to French kiss and decided that we were going to try it out so we did and it was really nice and not what I expected it to feel like, i thought there would be a taste but it just made my tongue feel tingly idk. So again we did this like 20 more times. We then came out of the closet “again ironic” and planned on going to sleep so we cuddled up to eachother in A’s bed since they were all sleeping on the couch but when we were about to go to sleep we kissed eachother on the cheeks and then one thing led to another and she pinned me on the bed and started making out with me, we then went back in the closet “I know your getting tired of me saying this but its kind of ironic lol” and we continued to make out. One of the kisses that gave me butterflies was when she got on top of me and pinned me on the floor while making out with me and grabbing my waist, it seriously felt like a movie.
    Okay guys this isn’t part of the story but I’m getting tired so if any of you actually want me to continue the story just like or comment 😀

    • @ellasversion13
      @ellasversion13 13 днів тому

      Pls continue I’m interested now lol

    • @vlogswith_addi
      @vlogswith_addi 13 днів тому

      @@ellasversion13 I don’t feel like it but she kind of broke up with me a week later 💀 Anyways we’re friends again…still like her though 😀 Also that girl A that I also had a crush on at the time…we got together to but she broke up with me to and now I’ve practically dated half of the friend group. I’m still getting over the breakup with A though so we’re not really friends right now 😭 anyways if you have anymore questions feel free to ask I love venting to strangers 💀

  • @pikachugalaxy2scott883
    @pikachugalaxy2scott883 5 місяців тому

    Part two please

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      ur wish has been granted! just uploaded !!

  • @odyssia2023
    @odyssia2023 5 місяців тому

    We would like part 22🎉🎉

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      ur wish has been granted! just uploaded another one!

  • @calypsoui
    @calypsoui Місяць тому

    Thanks for this video, i'm confused rn. I'm flirting with my best friend and i like it but i don't know what i am, i was never felt attracted to a woman before, she is the first one i actually feel romantics feelings for. I always thought i was heterosexual, am i confused or just in denial idk help

  • @Izumi-chan01
    @Izumi-chan01 5 місяців тому +1

    My cousin is gay and I want to ask him advice so I can come out to my parents but I'm 10-13 years old idk if ask him or not because I'm afraid he could probably tell them before I do so I'm thinking if tell him or not... What should I do?

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +3

      Having someone you know to go to for advice is great! If you choose to talk to him, make sure you say it’s really important to you that he doesn’t tell anyone else. Being gay himself, he should understand 🤍

    • @Izumi-chan01
      @Izumi-chan01 5 місяців тому +1

      Thank you for the little advice

    • @Izumi-chan01
      @Izumi-chan01 5 місяців тому +1

      Oh and also I always watch your videos and enjoy so it's great taking this advice

  • @lialovesbuddy9246
    @lialovesbuddy9246 5 місяців тому

    Love these vids. I only 11 and I guess found out I was lesbian when I was 9 or 10. I came to my friends and I'm really lucky with my friends and family. It can be hard because I'm not out to everyone. People sometimes ship me with my male friend and I've met some homophobic people but for the most part it's fine. I kinda have a crush on my friend who is moving by the end the year so I don't really know what to, she's bi but I don't if she'd like me, and I probs couldn't do long distance at 11/12. If have any advice for yough gays I'd be happy to hear it!

  • @Schokozeichnung123
    @Schokozeichnung123 5 місяців тому +2

    Okay, I have a little... idk, let´s call it a problem. So, I watch and read so much LGBTQ+ related stuff, that it´s more normal for me than straight stuff (I hope you understand that right T_T) and i am sure i do not only like men. I think i might be a lesbian, but i don´t know if i only think that because of the things i watch. How do i know it´s not only in my head? (i also never really had a crush on anyone) Does anyone here have a tip for me?

    • @isc388
      @isc388 5 місяців тому

      This is exactly what I'm struggling with too. Would love to get tips

    • @Schokozeichnung123
      @Schokozeichnung123 5 місяців тому

      @@isc388 I’m glad I’m not the only one! I hope someone responds with tips soon 🙂

  • @Gracefully_cw2h
    @Gracefully_cw2h 4 місяці тому

    You are the best gay older sister

  • @roniredansky6341
    @roniredansky6341 5 місяців тому +1

    Can you Please do a reaction to the song lunch of Billie eilish?

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому

      ur the second one to ask this… 🙈 maybe I need to!??!?

    • @roniredansky6341
      @roniredansky6341 5 місяців тому

      Yssss please 🙏

  • @1dionysos606
    @1dionysos606 5 місяців тому

    You should make video what straight people shouldn't and should ask from LGBTQIA+ people.

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +1

      ive actaully done something super similar to this idea! ua-cam.com/video/Y9AdHwuSZ8A/v-deo.html

  • @elizabethwatts8238
    @elizabethwatts8238 4 місяці тому

    I feel crazy because I've never been in denial? Like in the closet, yes. Denial nope

  • @Damien-oq4wu
    @Damien-oq4wu 5 місяців тому +1

    Im the 1000 viewer!!!!!

  • @Will0wisp_
    @Will0wisp_ 5 місяців тому

    Yayyy

  • @italexs_
    @italexs_ 5 місяців тому

    Since its pride month 🏳️‍🌈can you react to Billie ellish lunch mommy

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +4

      maybe! tbh those kinds of vids are hard to make with copyright issues, but this gets me thinking, i could maybe do something where i react to a few lesbian/wlw songs? like jojo siwas song, are there any others?

    • @SadlyNotSappho
      @SadlyNotSappho 5 місяців тому

      @@laurenelloise is girl in red even a question? maybe katy perry's "i kissed a girl", but i vastly prefer some covers of that to the original

    • @roniredansky6341
      @roniredansky6341 5 місяців тому

      Yes please do it. But reaction to lunch to!🏳️‍🌈

  • @Alice-9898
    @Alice-9898 5 місяців тому +3

    Did all lesbians think they were aro/ace at first 😂

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  5 місяців тому +2

      I definitely know not allllll, BUT from all the comments I’ve read over the years, it’s extremely common!

    • @Ranpo_Edogawa954
      @Ranpo_Edogawa954 5 місяців тому

      I did

    • @scratchteamsucks
      @scratchteamsucks 5 місяців тому

      I think I did haha- until I met this gorgeous girl and was like ‘ohhh, that’s what it was!’

  • @Meep-oj9mk
    @Meep-oj9mk 4 місяці тому

    Maybe you can do like i do and call new lesbians baby beans

    • @laurenelloise
      @laurenelloise  4 місяці тому

      @@Meep-oj9mk omg I actually love this

    • @Meep-oj9mk
      @Meep-oj9mk 4 місяці тому

      @@laurenelloise :)

  • @miyuu666
    @miyuu666 5 місяців тому

    HERE I AM DEFINITELY TRYING MY BEST TO SCREAM IN THE COMMENTS🥲
    Also, thank you so much for your videos! You helped me and still helping with accepting myself. I’m 25 now and only year ago I got to know that I’m definitely not interested in boys