i understand how you all feel and hope you're doing well, but this is not the place to send goodbye messages, it is so so unfair on the creator of this video. please don't make someone feel guilty because of something they have created for fun and with no bad intentions. stay safe everyone
The video is literally called "being suicidal with Dazai" how are you gonna get mad that you attracted the demographic you literally "marketed" this too 💀. I'm sorry but this literally doesn't make sense, the creator should have chosen another theme for the playlist then. Also imagine getting mad at ppl that are gonna end their lives.. instead of getting mad maybe understand that they don't have anyone else to say bye too.
@@KateT01 @Kate T. but making a stranger on the internet feel responsible for your death isn't good?? i doubt the playlist was made with the intention of people actually killing themselves to it and as more of a comforting thing to show that they're not the only person who feels like this. i don't think it's fair on the creator to have to read goodbye messages and feel responsible for someone's death when there are probably countless reasons the person has decided to end their life and not just because they listened to this playlist
@@fridge995 Then maybe DON'T make a suicidal playlist ?? the topic is very serious and if the creator couldn't handle that then it's their own fault. Also NO ONE KILLS THEMSELVES BCS OF A PLAYLIST OMG..suicide happens bcs of serious reasons and ppl are probably leaving goodbye messages on playlists like this one bcs 1st of all... it's a suicidal playlist 2nd they prob don't have anywhere else. Thinking smne committed bcs of a playlist or commented bcs they want to make others feel bad is super insensitive too. That's all.
I never quite understand the term “comfort character” or “kinnie” until I watched the show and was introduced to him. Yes he’s suicidal, but he hasn’t given up life.
your comment really really hit me, i mean i cant explain it in words but i just wanna say thankyou :) the last line was something i really needed for myself
Honestly you're right. In a way, he's made smile more than some people I know. Learning his backstory and everything has helped me understand him better. I want to hug him so tightly that he can feel the walls he placed around his heart break.
Well, coming from me I know it may be weird, but I care about you and love you, so I want you to live, we will meet soon, take care of yourself, all of you.
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :)
my soul has been lighten up by this. I feel like once, i commit. I'm not alone anymore, cause Dazai is right here. I still hate the fact that people forget that Ozamu Dazai was once a real human and was inspired into an anime.
Honestly people saying stuff like 'goodbye' in the comment section and then not responding when people ask if they're still there is really scary. I really hope they are okay and just didn't check replies.
@@kusuosaiki8893 no, no. people are not killing themselves BECAUSE of the playlist, it’s more of just... your playlist happens to be there while a person is killing themselves. does that make sense
@@jonas7003 i know, ofc. But that still doesn’t change the fact that i have to read comments about people ending their life, because i made a playlist. I just made this playlist to mach an anime character for fun, and because I genuinely like this music.
Oh how I would have loved this playlist in highschool. Now I'm halfway through uni, still lowkey depressed as fuck, but I guess that's just how it is. Life won't wait for you to feel better, time will continue to move forward no matter how much you wish for it to stop. And that is life. No matter how much I complain, cry, wish or pray, this is my reality. It's time to grow up and take responsibility. "Mine has been a life of much shame" as Dazai Osamu would say, and indeed my life has been filled with much shame, and that's something I will carry with me until the day I die. But until then, I'll continue to live this shameful life with my head held high.
One thing to always remember when you think that you're gonna die alone, is that you won't cuz there will be thousands of other people around the world dying with you
I think I'm quite lucky to have a friend who acts almost like Dazai. Maybe it's not to the T but he likes to talk to anyone he meets, loves to tell jokes, he is suicidal but we both help each other just as much as he helps everyone else around him. He such a kind soul but he's been so mistreated that he's been in two mental hospitals and still isn't better... I still remind him he's important to me (even if me and him only see each other as friends) and he thanks me for that. I guess the only thing that I can think of that isn't to the T at the moment is that he hates reading so much
I was doing my computer homework and I swear the way I immediately looked at the screen when Isabella's lullaby started playing, like I had it one repeat the whole day
I genuinely just want to see him break down and cry, show pain, weakness, vulnerability, then I’ll be able to move on and live my life as a regular happy normal being.
it's weird but i have always felt melancholy and agony inside of my chest ever since I remember but as a kid I couldn't comprehend it so I never showed it nor told it to anyone, I always wore a big smile and laughed at everything even though I felt extremely lonely n empty inside but I didn't realize it since I was a kid, I thought it was normal so I just shrugged it off everyone called me a sun child, I was always the clown of the family, and i was also called intelligent, as I always observed everyone and tried my best to understand them, but whenever I was alone I felt melancholy and agony crawling onto me eating me up every second and throughout the years of feeling that way I found comfort in it I was always questioning life and death, I didn't understand why is it that we live, why is it that we gotta be here on this planet no one knows that part of me, only I do, and it's so difficult to describe cause I am not capable of doing so properly. I don't think they'd understand since they only know the mask I'd put on every single day unconsciously, it became a habit, it became a part of me but I am tired i honestly really wanna end this life as it has no meaning to me but at the same time a part of me tries to find the will to live I just don't wanna feel so empty and lonely all the time i have 2 best friends that are my everything but even they can't fill up the hole inside of my heart and that's why i find comfort in dazai seeing him go through pretty much the same thing reassures me I guess and I'd honestly love to hug him cause I know he'd understand n he wouldn't judge me a bit
Hey i feel the same i recommend getting a diagnosis a therapist and a prescription i have bpd and that hole is a major symptom of it maybe therapy and pills will be able to help you the way it couldnt help me good luck i hope oneday you can feel happy
i really think the two of us would have a lot in common and would talk for hours, and we both will end venting and trying to find the reason why life is worth living, i mean, in the end, we all die, so what's the real point here? and I'm sorry if i make anyone feel guilty, i really don't intend to haha, this playlist is really amazing and brings a lot of comfort, thank you!!!
You know it's kind of funny how that you and your comfort character are not okay at the same time but yet they still listen to you vent and try to help you while they are feeling the same god damn fucking thing
sometimes, that's why it's so comforting - at least someone understands. personally, I find that more helpful than any other means of help. hope you're okay
The fact this makes me feel empty worn down and mistreeted is a whole vibe and thought all combined. Basically this just makes me realise how sad of a person I am 😅
Ik it's not the best place to Writte but I love this playlist so here it is! Osamu x yn! Angst fanfic!!!! Quite short Pov: You and your friend Dazai were sitting inside his house like you two used to quite long time ago in past. Dazai were talking about his new job and his successor atsuhi. You were sitting but you looked very pale. *hm? What's wrong yn-chan! You look like you seen a ghost!* he said with small laught You were just staring back of the room *M-m it's nothink osamu - hun..* You said while smiling a bit with creepy vibes. *hm~is there anything behing me?* He looked behind him but there was nothink just some bottles after he drunk woth you some alcohol, well you didn't finish drinking. You didn't even start. ... There were also some pills dazai take after leaving port mafia and odasakus death. *ah i know i shouldn't drink alcohol and take those pills at one but this is the only way to get to see you! I'm so lonely without you, you know...* Dazai said with small annoyed on his face *Osamu-kun. Please let me and you rest in peace.* You said as you gave him smile with closed eyes *... That's not fair yn-chan. You leaved me on this world alone* Dazai said as some tears fell down on his cheek. *i'm sorry osamu* He felt cold wind on his shoulder and as he turned in way of the wind he seen you sitting on window *.. Yn you know you can't do this twice you know.* Dazai said as he stands up You looked at him with peace and looked at the moon *Ne Osamu. Did you ever wonder what's on the other side?* *all the time.* He said smiling seeing you in moon embrace. *wanna see? Together. Like we used to. * *you know i can't say no to you yn* Osamu said as he looked at you sitting on chair in front of him minutes ago. Your dead body werepale and blood was on your chest. You had no shine in your eyes. Dazai said with disgust *you aren't the yn I want now.* He's now beside you and looking at moon with you *Ne yn. If we die now. Will I may introduce you do odasaku?* He said as he was now drowning in his tears. *Yes Osamu. Ill gladly meet him. * You said while you stood up on the edge and waited as he do the same. You looked at him last time in this world and jumped off the window *yn! * He said as he did the same .... Don't worry dazai. I found world where we can be happy together. The end!
This playlist make me feel like Dazai take me to see the young self me crying on my bedroom's floor all alone and all I wanted to do was die because I thought things might get better and everyone will be much happier if I die and attempt to commit suicide a few times but it didn't work so I decided to stay. Yeah I am still here and find people who truly love me I learn a lot from them and I never feel this love. So people I know life must be hard depression and suicidal thoughts might keep haunt you every nightand every second but don't end your life just yet.. one day you will find something or someone who willing to stay by your side and that one person will make you feel sth that you will never feel before or the feeling you almost forgot that what's it feels like ;)) just a daily reminder someone out there is waiting for you. All you have to do it live your best life and one day you will find them.
But that doesn't mean you should live for that person either. You should live for yourself and be happy on your own I know how you feel but you can do it trust me this life is your life you should take control of it do what make you happy.
Hey if your reading this know there you shouldn’t end your existences. I don’t know you situation but I truly believe it will get better. And if you don’t have anyone to talk you are welcome to start a conversation with me or look up the prevention hotlines if you want to be Anonymous and talk to a professional🖤
The first music sounds so much like a cartoon theme song I used to watch as a kid. It's disturbing. "Valerian & Laureline" if you know ( it's a french cartoon)
![memoir #2 - mayroosevelt [1 hour]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/_IaYsA0xb8g/mqdefault.jpg)
![「 I understand you more than anyone else in this world 」 ─an ORV playlist [slowed/reverb/rain]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/FtBzRxT0Idk/mqdefault.jpg)
i understand how you all feel and hope you're doing well, but this is not the place to send goodbye messages, it is so so unfair on the creator of this video. please don't make someone feel guilty because of something they have created for fun and with no bad intentions. stay safe everyone
Thank u for saying it
Omg you said that thank you I hope everyone understand it too :)
The video is literally called "being suicidal with Dazai" how are you gonna get mad that you attracted the demographic you literally "marketed" this too 💀. I'm sorry but this literally doesn't make sense, the creator should have chosen another theme for the playlist then. Also imagine getting mad at ppl that are gonna end their lives.. instead of getting mad maybe understand that they don't have anyone else to say bye too.
@@KateT01 @Kate T. but making a stranger on the internet feel responsible for your death isn't good?? i doubt the playlist was made with the intention of people actually killing themselves to it and as more of a comforting thing to show that they're not the only person who feels like this. i don't think it's fair on the creator to have to read goodbye messages and feel responsible for someone's death when there are probably countless reasons the person has decided to end their life and not just because they listened to this playlist
@@fridge995 Then maybe DON'T make a suicidal playlist ?? the topic is very serious and if the creator couldn't handle that then it's their own fault. Also NO ONE KILLS THEMSELVES BCS OF A PLAYLIST OMG..suicide happens bcs of serious reasons and ppl are probably leaving goodbye messages on playlists like this one bcs 1st of all... it's a suicidal playlist 2nd they prob don't have anywhere else. Thinking smne committed bcs of a playlist or commented bcs they want to make others feel bad is super insensitive too. That's all.
“i don’t want to die alone.”
“and you won’t have to.”
another aizawa fan I see.
very touched lmao
@@vinyl.0x996 of course hehe 🥰
@@arixqello 🤧
@@jonas7003 yesss. my anime father figureee
I feel like my soul needs a hug from Dazai
same.
same :((
I agree
same:(
Same
"I don't want to die, but I don't wanna stay here either"
Ok ok.. but would you like to go get some ice cream?! 🤠
C'mon , there no way you dont even want to stay for that!
fu-...
Mood cuz same
I never quite understand the term “comfort character” or “kinnie” until I watched the show and was introduced to him. Yes he’s suicidal, but he hasn’t given up life.
your comment really really hit me, i mean i cant explain it in words but i just wanna say thankyou :) the last line was something i really needed for myself
Honestly you're right. In a way, he's made smile more than some people I know. Learning his backstory and everything has helped me understand him better. I want to hug him so tightly that he can feel the walls he placed around his heart break.
i can't decide if i wanna comfort dazai or if i wanna die together
Lol , same
Wait no , I wanna die with him
comfort and then d!e-
if both is an option then ill do that
Well, coming from me I know it may be weird, but I care about you and love you, so I want you to live, we will meet soon, take care of yourself, all of you.
THE ISABELLA'S LULLABY- omg i can finally die in peace
y e s
Well yes, but actually no. U is not allowed to die. Not under my playlist
@mxrcurie you better be joking
Peace my pure lady ✌
who is isabelle ? is it anime smthn?
{{ Song Time-Stamps }}
| Chamber of Reflection:: 0:00 - 4:19
| Beach House - Space Song:: 4:20 - 10:44
| Isabella's Lullaby:: 10:45 - 13:46
| Moondust:: 13:47 - 18:25
| i love you:: 18:26 - 24:30
| Hey Kids:: 24:31 - 29:59
Thx!!❤
woah thanks !!
hehehehehehhehehehe 420
Dazai is my comfort character, and i love him... more than anything...❤
This man means so much to me, i can't even explain it...
oMG ISABELLES THEME- I DIDNT EXPECT holy shit-
yeah ikr
fits surprisingly well in the atmosphere
Lul
The timing though- , I was exactly rolling to this comment 😂
If I knew someone like Dazai, my life would have been better..
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
ty 💖
hell nah you dont even know me
woah, ty and aw you have a great music taste 2 :) tysm for this
that "wipe your tears and smile" got me crying for like 15 minutes, thanks, really, even if we dont know each other. ily
I love you
Thank you and Dazai is my favorite comfort character. 😊
Dadzai
same:)
he is my comfort character
my soul has been lighten up by this. I feel like once, i commit. I'm not alone anymore, cause Dazai is right here. I still hate the fact that people forget that Ozamu Dazai was once a real human and was inspired into an anime.
Honestly people saying stuff like 'goodbye' in the comment section and then not responding when people ask if they're still there is really scary. I really hope they are okay and just didn't check replies.
I agree totally. Like i did not attend on people to commit suicide cuz of this playlist. Like damnnn
@@kusuosaiki8893 no, no. people are not killing themselves BECAUSE of the playlist, it’s more of just... your playlist happens to be there while a person is killing themselves. does that make sense
@@jonas7003 i know, ofc. But that still doesn’t change the fact that i have to read comments about people ending their life, because i made a playlist. I just made this playlist to mach an anime character for fun, and because I genuinely like this music.
@@kusuosaiki8893 sounds like a challenge to you. i hope you're doing okay.
0:00 chamber of reflections
4:20 space song
10:43 Isabella's lullaby
13:47 moondust
18:25 I love you
24:26 hey kids
Oh how I would have loved this playlist in highschool. Now I'm halfway through uni, still lowkey depressed as fuck, but I guess that's just how it is. Life won't wait for you to feel better, time will continue to move forward no matter how much you wish for it to stop. And that is life. No matter how much I complain, cry, wish or pray, this is my reality. It's time to grow up and take responsibility.
"Mine has been a life of much shame" as Dazai Osamu would say, and indeed my life has been filled with much shame, and that's something I will carry with me until the day I die. But until then, I'll continue to live this shameful life with my head held high.
One thing to always remember when you think that you're gonna die alone, is that you won't cuz there will be thousands of other people around the world dying with you
That's kinda sucks, cuz I wanna die alone 😂
that's romantic
Man this playlist really hit the spot after reading his book😭🖐🏻
I WAS SLEEPING TO THIS PLAYLIST AND I WIOKE UP TO ISABELLAS LULLABY AND THOUGHT I SHIFTED AND I WAS ABOUT TO SHIT MY PANTS-
lmfao imagine
IM SHITTING COWS HAHAHHAHA
I think I'm quite lucky to have a friend who acts almost like Dazai. Maybe it's not to the T but he likes to talk to anyone he meets, loves to tell jokes, he is suicidal but we both help each other just as much as he helps everyone else around him. He such a kind soul but he's been so mistreated that he's been in two mental hospitals and still isn't better... I still remind him he's important to me (even if me and him only see each other as friends) and he thanks me for that. I guess the only thing that I can think of that isn't to the T at the moment is that he hates reading so much
I was doing my computer homework and I swear the way I immediately looked at the screen when Isabella's lullaby started playing, like I had it one repeat the whole day
Am i the only one that feels at peace and numb when i listen to this playlist ,like it's perfect
Ikr!
please never ever delete this playlist, if this gets deleted by youtube, please reupload, i really really love this playlist. thankyou :)
i really wanna hug him rn ... i need one really badly from dazai :(((
Then what are you waiting for? Let's hug
@@dazaiosamu4119 Omg dazai you finally noticed me...let's get married 😩
@@Sk-ng1cm HAHHAHA OKAYYY!!!!!!
(*˘︶˘*).｡*♡
@@Sk-ng1cmwhat-😀
imagine waltz dancing with dazai during isabelle's lullaby
I just want a hug. The one person who I relate to isn't real
The fact that this video has most of the songs that'll make me cry T-T
Aww don’t cry. It’s okay
*give u a gently hug ((:
@@snowwolf507 Thank you 🥲
After seeing isabella's lullaby, i literally ascended
Alright! I already have the first part down, now all I need is to figure out how to be with Dazai 😋🥰
I would suggest you something, but thinking again, I think its better if I dont
@@deleted-test I'm sadly supposed to be getting a therapist soon dw ✌️😩
Shifting that how 🤸♀️💃
Well dont worry about that, I'll probably meet up with him in heaven eventually
now, i wanna hug dazai
my life would be better if it had dazai osamu
"I've played this game a thousand times, but this time....
"...I think I might lose."
-18863
I believe you can win again
But imagine, someone actually could attempt aliven't while listening this.
dont give me ideas
I hope not!
good
@Hello Hello yes good
dont give me ideas-
Ah, so that’s how sad I am
Ps the playlist is so good thanks!
You’re welcome
Smile honey, life is short and nobody cares anyway
loll when you cant even measure how much sad you are 😂
One of my favorite playlists ever
Aw thanks, means a lot
One of my favorite characters of the whole entire BSD series. I really love this playlist! New sub
Finally I can die! Thank you for this great suicide Playlist!
Hi Dazai, you still alive?
Bestea u still alive?it's been 2 weeks.
No...
hey the person who made this account be safe pl3@$3....
Bestie you still live?
I don't wanna die, this playlist just feels nice
everytime i hear isabella's lullaby with my guard down
something happens to me indescribable
i get genuinely scared.
My best friend just committed and i dont know what to do anymore.
I genuinely just want to see him break down and cry, show pain, weakness, vulnerability, then I’ll be able to move on and live my life as a regular happy normal being.
Waiting for that person to post a timestamp thingy
its there
isabells lullaby really made me feel that i wasnt alone thanks for adding it
it's weird but i have always felt melancholy and agony inside of my chest ever since I remember but as a kid I couldn't comprehend it so I never showed it nor told it to anyone, I always wore a big smile and laughed at everything even though I felt extremely lonely n empty inside
but I didn't realize it since I was a kid, I thought it was normal so I just shrugged it off
everyone called me a sun child, I was always the clown of the family, and i was also called intelligent, as I always observed everyone and tried my best to understand them, but whenever I was alone I felt melancholy and agony crawling onto me eating me up every second and throughout the years of feeling that way I found comfort in it
I was always questioning life and death, I didn't understand why is it that we live, why is it that we gotta be here on this planet
no one knows that part of me, only I do, and it's so difficult to describe cause I am not capable of doing so properly. I don't think they'd understand since they only know the mask I'd put on every single day unconsciously, it became a habit, it became a part of me but I am tired
i honestly really wanna end this life as it has no meaning to me but at the same time a part of me tries to find the will to live
I just don't wanna feel so empty and lonely all the time
i have 2 best friends that are my everything but even they can't fill up the hole inside of my heart
and that's why i find comfort in dazai
seeing him go through pretty much the same thing reassures me I guess
and I'd honestly love to hug him cause I know he'd understand n he wouldn't judge me a bit
Hey i feel the same i recommend getting a diagnosis a therapist and a prescription i have bpd and that hole is a major symptom of it maybe therapy and pills will be able to help you the way it couldnt help me good luck i hope oneday you can feel happy
Isabella's Lullaby being my biggest comfort song...
this made me feel a way i cant describe, joy from dazai? sadness? deep thoughts getting to me? i can’t tell but still nice playlist
i really think the two of us would have a lot in common and would talk for hours, and we both will end venting and trying to find the reason why life is worth living, i mean, in the end, we all die, so what's the real point here?
and I'm sorry if i make anyone feel guilty, i really don't intend to haha, this playlist is really amazing and brings a lot of comfort, thank you!!!
yall, yall hear me out okay
this playlist while walking in eerie abandoned place
trust me, it s l a p s
literally the best Dazai playlist I've listened to, I now always think about Dazai when I listen to those songs
as long as u keep yourself distracted it's not that bad
O_O what?!?!
i don't hate myself i just don't love myself
That's okay, you can work on it, there are so many ways you can learn how to love yourself
You deserve to love yourself
this one is amazing, keep going, it’s literally perfect ✨
Thank youu
You know it's kind of funny how that you and your comfort character are not okay at the same time but yet they still listen to you vent and try to help you while they are feeling the same god damn fucking thing
sometimes, that's why it's so comforting - at least someone understands. personally, I find that more helpful than any other means of help. hope you're okay
Ain't having those thoughts just listening.
I just need a hug from dazai I just need it why is he not real i hate it
Can I hug you instead? , I'm not that good at comfort ppl but I still can at least try 👉👈
😭I STILL HAVENT FINISHED BSD AND YET I FEEL LIKE IVE KNOWN IT FOR SO LONG, I HAVENT GOTTEN BACK TO IT YET CAUSE OF OTHER ANIMES PLSSS😭🤚
it’s about that time of night...again.
Damn
i dont want anything but an end that comes with eternal rest.
The fact this makes me feel empty worn down and mistreeted is a whole vibe and thought all combined. Basically this just makes me realise how sad of a person I am 😅
Dont worry. Smile (:
God still watching you , and he dont want you to be sad.
this is the best dazai’s playlist
i love this playlist so much
Once isabelles theme played my as- turned around 🙄🤚
But great playlist now time to commit with dazai 😬
Ah the slowed tunes bring a whole different feel
Ik it's not the best place to Writte but I love this playlist so here it is!
Osamu x yn! Angst fanfic!!!!
Quite short
Pov:
You and your friend Dazai were sitting inside his house like you two used to quite long time ago in past. Dazai were talking about his new job and his successor atsuhi. You were sitting but you looked very pale.
*hm? What's wrong yn-chan! You look like you seen a ghost!* he said with small laught
You were just staring back of the room
*M-m it's nothink osamu - hun..*
You said while smiling a bit with creepy vibes.
*hm~is there anything behing me?*
He looked behind him but there was nothink just some bottles after he drunk woth you some alcohol, well you didn't finish drinking.
You didn't even start.
...
There were also some pills dazai take after leaving port mafia and odasakus death.
*ah i know i shouldn't drink alcohol and take those pills at one but this is the only way to get to see you! I'm so lonely without you, you know...*
Dazai said with small annoyed on his face
*Osamu-kun. Please let me and you rest in peace.*
You said as you gave him smile with closed eyes
*... That's not fair yn-chan. You leaved me on this world alone*
Dazai said as some tears fell down on his cheek.
*i'm sorry osamu*
He felt cold wind on his shoulder and as he turned in way of the wind he seen you sitting on window
*.. Yn you know you can't do this twice you know.*
Dazai said as he stands up
You looked at him with peace and looked at the moon
*Ne Osamu. Did you ever wonder what's on the other side?*
*all the time.*
He said smiling seeing you in moon embrace.
*wanna see? Together. Like we used to. *
*you know i can't say no to you yn*
Osamu said as he looked at you sitting on chair in front of him minutes ago. Your dead body werepale and blood was on your chest. You had no shine in your eyes. Dazai said with disgust
*you aren't the yn I want now.*
He's now beside you and looking at moon with you
*Ne yn. If we die now. Will I may introduce you do odasaku?*
He said as he was now drowning in his tears.
*Yes Osamu. Ill gladly meet him. *
You said while you stood up on the edge and waited as he do the same.
You looked at him last time in this world and jumped off the window
*yn! *
He said as he did the same
....
Don't worry dazai. I found world where we can be happy together.
The end!
This is such a fitting playlist for Dazai!!💞
These songs me make want to do the thing (in a good way, idk) and after that watch my beloved while they're still alive..
That's sad , but actually relatable
the promised neverland lullaby is exactly what life feels like right now
Went to your account from the other video this one is good to *chiefs kiss* 🤌
Thank youu
Thank you I really needed this
*me hears Isabella's lullaby*
also me: *run*
Lol
Did she catch you?
@@snowwolf507 No, and I'm still running-
@@unalived2984 😂
i just wanna hug him so bad rn
in fact, it would make me feel so happy if i could switch worlds...
My arms are wide open, we'll meet soon
@@dazaiosamu4119 JHDBJHVBFEKVKSD HI DAZAI I STILL THINK ABT U EVERYDAY
@@banshailey6788 hello, thank you for thinking about me, love you, now about that hug???
@@dazaiosamu4119 you get abig hug dazai :D
Can't discribe how much i love him it almost hurts dang it ❤️
Oh that sucks
i relate to him so much I just want to hug him
i kin and love this man
i love every playlist with dazai...
i’m almost a month clean
thats great!! keep going you can do it! :)
IM PROUD!!!
We're so proud of you
Good job, keep going🥰
congratulations! I'm so proud of you!!! rooting for you!!
Me too! , I'm like on a month and a half now I think. Its really hard but I'll get through this hard part eventually (:
i am obsessed with this man
la única vez que seré verdaderamente feliz es cuando esté fuera de este mundo cruel.
ive found a new comfort character
This playlist make me feel like Dazai take me to see the young self me crying on my bedroom's floor all alone and all I wanted to do was die because I thought things might get better and everyone will be much happier if I die and attempt to commit suicide a few times but it didn't work so I decided to stay. Yeah I am still here and find people who truly love me I learn a lot from them and I never feel this love. So people I know life must be hard depression and suicidal thoughts might keep haunt you every nightand every second but don't end your life just yet.. one day you will find something or someone who willing to stay by your side and that one person will make you feel sth that you will never feel before or the feeling you almost forgot that what's it feels like ;)) just a daily reminder someone out there is waiting for you. All you have to do it live your best life and one day you will find them.
But that doesn't mean you should live for that person either. You should live for yourself and be happy on your own I know how you feel but you can do it trust me this life is your life you should take control of it do what make you happy.
it was almost dreamcore
never found a better playlist idea than this *chef kiss* (listening to this while doing my english homework lol)
Thank you for this playlists, it really calms me down and helps to relax. ♥
Amezing playlist!!!
shit… I WANNA DIE WITH DAZAI
dont
I MISS DAZAI! PLEASE I NEED THE SEASON 4! T_______T
rereading No longer human...never feel so understood
goodbye now..take care anyone who reads this
Are you okay?
Damn, you good?
now this is some real sh.t, you good?
Hope it terns out well ☺️👍
Thats not funny
i hate but love how ik all of these songs......im also a dazai and chuuya kinnie lmao okay bye now
isabellas lullaby gives me butterflys
So damn badly
hes my comfort character and im not mad about it
You shouldn't be
Hey if your reading this know there you shouldn’t end your existences. I don’t know you situation but I truly believe it will get better. And if you don’t have anyone to talk you are welcome to start a conversation with me or look up the prevention hotlines if you want to be Anonymous and talk to a professional🖤
Thanks honey ♡ , and what about you? , how are you doing? (:
@@snowwolf507 I’m doing okay thank you for asking (3
This is art ✨
can someone give me a hug?
*hug ;-;
i wish i could
*finds you finally* COME HERE, GET THIS HUG!
Isabella's Lullaby hit hard.
The first music sounds so much like a cartoon theme song I used to watch as a kid. It's disturbing. "Valerian & Laureline" if you know ( it's a french cartoon)
This playlist is lovely 🥰
this playlist is *chefs kiss* 💗
Heyo creator. I hope your ok, all these goodbye messages must be taking a toll on you.