Alex Warren - Remember Me Happy (Official Music Video)

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  • Опубліковано 20 вер 2024
  • THANK YOU for streaming and watching my life unfold. Making this music has been an outlet for me to be able to get all my grief and feelings out in a way that I think helps people. I appreciate and love all of you and stream the song on all platforms!!
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    Guys, taking care of your mental health and raising awareness for organizations dedicated to making mental health resources available to everyone, is paramount to me, my mission, and played a big role in my mom’s life. There is no more respected and special organization than NAMI, in my humble opinion, and as a way to honor my mom and all those working to provide people with mental health support, please take a moment to visit this link and support their efforts if you can. Either way, NAMI is a special group and should be explored by everyone. Thank you!
    www.nami.org/do...
    Directed & Edited by @Jaketheshooter
    Co-Directed & Starring @Alexwaarren
    Produced by: @shooterco
    Production Manager: @borg.era
    Production Coordinator:@charlie_ehrman
    Director of Photography: @grantdecyk
    1st Assistant Director: @_jchrisrouse
    2nd Assistant Director: @payroll
    Steadicam Op: @steadidon
    1st AC: @Mattmarks
    2nd AC: @jewelsluna
    Gaffer: @Charles.alexanderr
    Key Grip: @honoraryfilms
    Grip: @zachgarcia217
    Grip: @guatemalangelato
    Colorist: @bryansmaller
    VFX: @lucas.rfx @rfxmedia
    Sound Design: @ayodouson
    Makeup Artist: @muahabibi
    Hair Stylist: @itsbeccamader
    BTS Video: @jarbear.eth
    Production Design: @mikeyy_15
    Art Director: @jesus_xciii
    Key PA: @wheresrocco
    PA: @micha3ljoseph
    Production Company: @shooterco
    Casting Company: @Sertifiedcasting

КОМЕНТАРІ • 920

  • @AlexWarren
    @AlexWarren  2 роки тому +930

    if you guys don’t know i partner with a charity every music video. It is with grest pleasure that I can say that I partnered with @namicommunicate. Please if you guys have a chance or are interested please donate and help today. www.nami.org/donate

    • @sahiljob4020
      @sahiljob4020 2 роки тому +7

      Why does everyone die and you r like. Fuck let's make a song . But it was really good 👍😊

    • @farahalmukhaini6919
      @farahalmukhaini6919 2 роки тому +4

      I love you so much Alex I'm you're a big fans

    • @vickysvlogs922
      @vickysvlogs922 2 роки тому +4

      Wow Alex that vid wow I am blown away like wow that's all I can say wow and idk that u can sing like that and like I am sorry for ur loss let ur both parents rest in peace 🕊️🕊️

    • @christinapirrone8742
      @christinapirrone8742 2 роки тому +5

      @@sahiljob4020 coping threw writing

    • @grantmize2534
      @grantmize2534 2 роки тому +4

      They would be proud my guy💯

  • @lexihensler
    @lexihensler 2 роки тому +1646

    PERMANENT CHILLS

    • @レイナちゃん-q2o
      @レイナちゃん-q2o 2 роки тому +3

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    • @datbadbhc
      @datbadbhc 2 роки тому +8

      Hi lexi :)

    • @dian4517
      @dian4517 2 роки тому +9

      Hey Lexi can u pls say hi? ❣️✨

    • @alisonmua
      @alisonmua 2 роки тому +4

      U were the only one who was missing

    • @hamptongirls8907
      @hamptongirls8907 2 роки тому +4

      Ik right? Now I just need music from you lol

  • @AlexWarren
    @AlexWarren  2 роки тому +1413

    THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT ILY

    • @haileclayton2198
      @haileclayton2198 2 роки тому +4

      thank you so much for sharing this music with us 💛🙏

    • @Typeshii_00
      @Typeshii_00 2 роки тому +2

      Hi alex

    • @cleowitty2333
      @cleowitty2333 2 роки тому +2

      Let go Alex so proud of what you have achieve can’t wait to see what you do in the future

    • @Aussielucy
      @Aussielucy 2 роки тому +2

      YWWWWW ALEX

    • @shirtahar4166
      @shirtahar4166 2 роки тому +1

      I’m so happy to say that I heated it before it came out at the Clinton Kane concert

  • @SeanDoesMagic
    @SeanDoesMagic 2 роки тому +596

    i have chills, this was so well made.
    congrats bro, im so proud of you

  • @ChristianGolca
    @ChristianGolca 2 роки тому +1092

    What a wonderful song! Your mom and dad are smiling down on you.

    • @Anon_Zei
      @Anon_Zei 2 роки тому +7

      @Angelina L 👇💋 no not here.

    • @riannaobrien3315
      @riannaobrien3315 2 роки тому +1

      They are

    • @Roadto250subs32
      @Roadto250subs32 2 роки тому

      ...😭😭😭😭😭🥱😭😭

    • @cayleeballard7338
      @cayleeballard7338 2 роки тому +4

      I thought his mom was alive cuz in a video he said he was the only kid that still talks to his mom but I know his dad passed

    • @cayleegilchrist7974
      @cayleegilchrist7974 2 роки тому

      @@cayleeballard7338 they are

  • @ADSINGH2100
    @ADSINGH2100 2 роки тому +307

    I like how Alex is not just making music but he’s actually telling a story that has happened throughout his life. 💕

  • @elizabethmallon5713
    @elizabethmallon5713 2 роки тому +496

    I'm so excited to see the full video, Alex has touched so many hearts with his music. I'll be back later with some tissues for everyone

    • @onikaalonzi
      @onikaalonzi 2 роки тому +3

      Yes he say touched mine too! With one more I love you the most

    • @rozzadog6297
      @rozzadog6297 2 роки тому +3

      This the full video it’s says official in the title

    • @seragiko1683
      @seragiko1683 2 роки тому +3

      @@rozzadog6297 I think this is when they were watching the preview

    • @yvngcaz8564
      @yvngcaz8564 2 роки тому

      @@onikaalonzi ua-cam.com/video/LvioWQCdua8/v-deo.html

    • @Chillie_
      @Chillie_ 2 роки тому

      @@seragiko1683 its a bot comment

  • @your.daddys.girl.5676
    @your.daddys.girl.5676 2 роки тому +57

    “I may have lost my family but found a new one along the way” love that!!!

  • @LiamFerrari
    @LiamFerrari 2 роки тому +411

    stunning brother. goose bumps , you're no longer a youtuber. a fkn artist

  • @fearstreetpart1363
    @fearstreetpart1363 2 роки тому +105

    I’m so proud of you Alex you made music not only showing talent but also showing your parents that you love them no matter what ever happens your mom loves you very much and is so proud of you for what you have achieved!❤️💞

  • @jesus4802
    @jesus4802 2 роки тому +166

    Alex if you are going through the comments I just wanted to say that your music is amazing and the music videos you created touch so many people's hearts. You have helped me with your music so much as well as many other people, keep doing what you love because you are amazing at it
    Paige

    • @thebladesservent1542
      @thebladesservent1542 2 роки тому

      Bruh your first comment is a link nah that can’t happen Man U got a good comment

    • @jesus4802
      @jesus4802 2 роки тому

      @@thebladesservent1542 wait what?

  • @rubesjr5386
    @rubesjr5386 2 роки тому +51

    we are so proud of how far you’ve come alex, you’ve been through so much and you haven’t stopped. We all love you ❤️

  • @ilovenettspend
    @ilovenettspend 2 роки тому +26

    I can actually see his pain through this music. I’m really sorry you went through this Alex. ❤️

  • @jodiegregory1977
    @jodiegregory1977 Місяць тому

    14.3 million views... That's because he's the BES... TOP 2 voices I've EVER HEARD ON ANY OF THE VOICES (WORLD) lots of ❤ from.... Whyalla Australia from

  • @onikaalonzi
    @onikaalonzi 2 роки тому +15

    Omg this song makes me cry already!! I am so sorry for all of your losses Alex you are really strong and you have a loving girlfriend and love close friends. You got this god is watching over you to make sure you are okay. God loves you Alex and everyone who is reading this! Sending love and support from Michigan! 🥰😍😇

  • @yvettebellar7846
    @yvettebellar7846 2 роки тому +47

    Why is it that he doesn’t get enough recognition? He writes beautiful songs that actually have a lot of meaning to them.

  • @erinadey1231
    @erinadey1231 2 роки тому +47

    Your so talented and it’s not just that it’s all the emotion you put into your songs to get across to people ❤️❤️

    • @yvngcaz8564
      @yvngcaz8564 2 роки тому

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  • @tianaorange7347
    @tianaorange7347 2 роки тому +2

    I love this beautiful song it literally made me cry my dad passed away last year and it's still tough, but I know it will get better and now he's healed and looking down and that's how your parents are doing just continue be happy and always smile.

  • @ryliecaggiano2547
    @ryliecaggiano2547 2 роки тому +14

    I feel your pain man. My mom died when i was 6 and now im 12. And I saw my grandfather die the day before my b-day to cancer. Im really sorry for your loss bro.

  • @toriajay363
    @toriajay363 Рік тому +2

    Every song he writes I ball my eyes out even years later. This song helps a lot because I’ve been struggling with the grieving process of losing my nana a few months ago ❤

  • @hayleeroffey4598
    @hayleeroffey4598 2 роки тому +9

    The tears that I just cried, your story is beautiful and you are so strong ❤️

  • @alicianesbitt909
    @alicianesbitt909 2 роки тому +9

    I love how he has a strong storyline to all of his videos because I cried my eyes out I connected so deeply with this video losing my mom due to cancer time doesn’t heal all wounds.

  • @aileighvarino5990
    @aileighvarino5990 2 роки тому +6

    Y’all I cried ty Alex it really reminded me to live life to the fullest it brought back memories I love this song ty

  • @Bbriiiaannaa_
    @Bbriiiaannaa_ 2 роки тому +2

    Alex or anyone of his friends if you happen to see this comment I just want to say thank you,your music has brought me to tears in a good way because I can finally understand how I was feeling when I lost my parents almost a year ago,it hurts but you made me understand and I cannot thank you enough for that♡ with so much love I hope you get through this tough time with so much love and understanding.

  • @daynarambarran3503
    @daynarambarran3503 2 роки тому +15

    Alex your songs make me cry everytime

  • @corinne9508
    @corinne9508 2 роки тому +5

    Alex has gone through so much. With his father and mother hurts so much. I can relate because my mom is also an alcoholic. And it seriously messes with you. And the fact he is still making it through is amazing. Keep going Alex ❤️‍🩹

  • @uilaxo
    @uilaxo 2 роки тому +7

    I love how Alex has connected his story in the past and right now in his songs ❤️

  • @kimohagan481
    @kimohagan481 2 роки тому +26

    I feel bad for alex he lost his parents but he does so much for all of us can u agree

  • @Poppy-un1sw
    @Poppy-un1sw 2 роки тому +14

    I’m going through some things at the moment too so I’m always glad to see Alex’s music.

    • @TannerisSmol97
      @TannerisSmol97 2 роки тому

      How did this help you? He didn't say anything specific in this entire song. Just he's sad now and used to be happy it's really boring writing tbh

  • @mikaylan4153
    @mikaylan4153 2 роки тому +5

    Alex, you music means the world and courage a lot of people to get out of bed and have the time of there lives. Your the best! And thank you!❤️

  • @monaejones1770
    @monaejones1770 2 роки тому +6

    I love your music is the best and my grandma had pass away so when am sad i listen to your songs

  • @Arushan456
    @Arushan456 2 роки тому +1

    AHHH I REMEBER LISTENING TO THIS MOTHS BACK!! Just returned after hearing this is legacies 4x11... LOVIN IT MAN

  • @ameliapurton4046
    @ameliapurton4046 2 роки тому +5

    Alex I love listening to your music and learn about your story. This song breaks my heart and the video made me cry. 🤍🤍

  • @nya2010
    @nya2010 2 роки тому +8

    alex has been through so much, and his music replicates that sadness.
    truly sorry for his loss. stay strong

    • @yvngcaz8564
      @yvngcaz8564 2 роки тому

      @@レイナちゃん-q2o ua-cam.com/video/LvioWQCdua8/v-deo.html

  • @ornorcleor2744
    @ornorcleor2744 2 роки тому +75

    We love your music it’s so inspirational! We wish you and your family the best!!

    • @yvngcaz8564
      @yvngcaz8564 2 роки тому

      @@レイナちゃん-q2o ua-cam.com/video/LvioWQCdua8/v-deo.html

    • @jamiexbailey4726
      @jamiexbailey4726 2 роки тому

      His family is dead

  • @Mrlockshot
    @Mrlockshot 2 роки тому

    wow this song made me cry i usually never cry to any really sad song but i really connected to this song..

  • @sarahweekley235
    @sarahweekley235 2 роки тому +16

    alex. my dad just passed away last week and your music is really helping me to feel my emotions and grief properly. so thank you :)

  • @arit8252
    @arit8252 2 роки тому +1

    You know you are one of the strongest people on UA-cam, you lose people but you make a song feel better about yourself. When things get hard you rely on your friends other family and fans to get you happy And you can know that we can try our hardest to keep you the happiest, we all love you and I hope both your mother and father Rest In Peace they are in a better place now 🕊🕊

  • @buggytoys4972
    @buggytoys4972 2 роки тому +15

    I’ve been listening to his other music on repeat. I’m so excited for it

  • @randommatt2240
    @randommatt2240 2 роки тому +2

    All of the songs he made this year are just amazing and touching.

  • @msvandaful
    @msvandaful 2 роки тому +5

    Wow I can’t wait !

  • @true2712
    @true2712 2 роки тому

    You always make me cry, n I'm so sorry for your lost,wish you have a good live again

  • @samanthamcnamee2061
    @samanthamcnamee2061 2 роки тому +7

    I give him major credit for this, there’s no way I would of mentally been able to make this after what he just went through. This was so good

  • @ninjaosop6446
    @ninjaosop6446 2 роки тому

    I'm literally crying...😭😭😭. The intro broke my heart.💔
    When you walked out that room and cried. I knew that i had been in that situation, that feeling when you felt helpless and all you can do is cry and watch the once you love leave...
    .
    She recently died and right now I'm still trying to move on with the life i have...
    .
    -to mom, i love you and i'm sorry 😭 i know your in a better place now.🙏🏻

  • @charligracedamxiloontiktok9741
    @charligracedamxiloontiktok9741 2 роки тому +4

    I was literally in tears watching and listening to this. I am so proud of you almost 1 million views keep doing what your doing ik your mom and dads are proud of you

  • @ShadLinYT
    @ShadLinYT 2 роки тому +2

    we all have our good and bad moments but remember that it's all just something that happens to all of us. it hurts yes but it's the cycle of life

  • @keatonwolf2981
    @keatonwolf2981 2 роки тому +3

    It was a great song. It had me in tears and I could relate to the demons in that I won’t you see and I wonder if anybody will remember me when I am gone. Love the music.

  • @freyaaa9018
    @freyaaa9018 2 роки тому +1

    Alex I am Really Proud of you ur mom and dad and watching u and are also proud of u ur very strong than u think alex u lost both of ur parents but we all are here for u dont u worry we are so proud of u stay safe and stay strong how u r

  • @amandac3372
    @amandac3372 2 роки тому +3

    That was beautiful. You did an amazing job. I’m sure your parents are so proud of you and are smiling over you from Heaven

  • @itssofabulous926
    @itssofabulous926 2 роки тому

    oh Alex I'm so sorry!! Thank you for sharing it made my Christmas a whole lot better. August ofthis year i lost my mom from lung cancer i love this song so much

  • @laylabaezmarchel2084
    @laylabaezmarchel2084 2 роки тому +3

    Aw, this made me cry, you did amazing, I know she is looking down on you and she is so proud of you right now

  • @britneylori9977
    @britneylori9977 2 роки тому +1

    Keep singing you’re story , I relate to you’re stories and lyrics to much. You’re a role model to show us no matter our past we can grow.

  • @brittneytorres5884
    @brittneytorres5884 2 роки тому +5

    love the song and love your family my they be fine

  • @kearstenmccain6132
    @kearstenmccain6132 Рік тому

    Alex I have heard all of your songs and their helping me get through my mom's death, and a lot more then i can explain

  • @isabellaxochilmalagon9667
    @isabellaxochilmalagon9667 2 роки тому +5

    Wow this spoke to me I'm crying rn I love u alex ❤😢

  • @addisongraves9917
    @addisongraves9917 2 роки тому +1

    Alex omg I can't even explain how proud I am of you. I have been a fan for like 2 years and I'm so freaking proud of you. You are so strong and I love you so much. 💗 💛💛💛💛💛💛

  • @peaches_1623
    @peaches_1623 2 роки тому +3

    I'm so excited. Alex, you're so incredibly talented. You have touched so many hearts.You are also so inspired. Thank you for the most beautiful amazing music.

  • @brennahayden4539
    @brennahayden4539 2 роки тому +1

    The way Alex puts his story into music is amazing. This is so touching, we love you Alex. In loving memory of Lisa🕊💕

  • @Poppy-un1sw
    @Poppy-un1sw 2 роки тому +6

    This premiers for me at 5am but I’ll be sure to watch it as soon as I wake up, I’m going through some hard things at the moment too so I love to see Alex’s music videos xx 💕

  • @esilva3011
    @esilva3011 Рік тому +1

    "Remember me happy, or not even at all" hits hard

  • @whoknows9479
    @whoknows9479 2 роки тому +3

    3rd song of yours, and 3rd day that I woke up at half past five am to hear your song....
    I'M SO PROUD OF YOU ALEX! I'm so excited of what is going to be next!
    I love you so much, thanks for all you do❤️

  • @zoeyislam7170
    @zoeyislam7170 2 роки тому +1

    Dude!!!💙❤💚🎄🎉 I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED

  • @taylorwilcox5515
    @taylorwilcox5515 2 роки тому +4

    Thank you so much for these songs they've been such a help to a lot of people, I just lost my dad the covid and I'm only 15 and you've helped me through Thank you

  • @montanaw5808
    @montanaw5808 2 роки тому +2

    This is so good I'm crying rn I lost both of my parents in the last 2 years and so far all of your music has helped me through it

  • @kenzieszoke4833
    @kenzieszoke4833 2 роки тому +4

    i love your songs so much! they have so much thought and love put into them. they send messages and help other people that are going through the same that you are going through. we’re here for you!

  • @annnaaaaaa136
    @annnaaaaaa136 2 роки тому

    Alex you did such an amazing job and I look up to you so much and Trust me buddy your not alone we’re always here for you and it will get better and Rest In Peace Lisa

  • @anubhatia4074
    @anubhatia4074 2 роки тому +3

    Omg I am in loveeee ❤️
    Keep going like this
    Your mom and dad will be able to see you shining from heaven ❤️😉

  • @veeveemorag9630
    @veeveemorag9630 Рік тому +1

    Oh My God. This gave me chills and made me bawl like a baby. you never see music and music videos like this anymore. the emotions and the intensity behind it. well done Alex!

  • @sorayaipl
    @sorayaipl 2 роки тому +6

    I can’t imagine how hard it must have been to film this 💔 u did it again. Hope this blows up and this gets what it deserves 🥺♥️

  • @jessiedesmarais3317
    @jessiedesmarais3317 2 роки тому +2

    Alex I can’t even describe how proud I am that you make these videos plus make your UA-cam videos. I’m so sorry for you loss

  • @iammelanie430
    @iammelanie430 2 роки тому +4

    i cannot explain how incredible this song is🤗🤗🤗

  • @Raw_wrestling_yt
    @Raw_wrestling_yt 2 роки тому +1

    I love you Alex always stay blessed with good health and happiness and love ❤️❤️ I sorry for your lost 😔😔 😭😭

  • @amaliehjorth5992
    @amaliehjorth5992 2 роки тому +3

    Omg so excited

  • @Angelicadoesmakeup
    @Angelicadoesmakeup 2 роки тому

    I was SOOOO close to crying omg... Im inlove with your work. This is fantastic Alex... I'm very proud of you.. Stay strong and remember... He looks down at u everyday and says "I love you"

  • @lillygregan2691
    @lillygregan2691 2 роки тому +5

    When I say I screamed when I saw this I mean I screamed 😆

  • @Itssaraya
    @Itssaraya 2 роки тому +1

    He always makes me cry

  • @jillianmargaret7537
    @jillianmargaret7537 2 роки тому +3

    Another masterpiece will be release by Alex Warren 😔💗

  • @jamieann6878
    @jamieann6878 2 роки тому +2

    I'm see excited look at how far u gone Alex I'm sure your father is proud and we are to I hope u have a wonderful day

  • @zaharajoslin8822
    @zaharajoslin8822 2 роки тому +4

    This is a truly beautiful song and has so much emotion continue what your doing Alex this is amazing

  • @Kayla_buddy
    @Kayla_buddy 2 роки тому +1

    Truly special. Made me cry.

  • @tanvii4725
    @tanvii4725 2 роки тому +10

    Alex, SO extremely proud of you. Can't wait to see the full video. Ur so talented and amazing. Can't wait to see what more ur capable of, this already seems like such a beautiful song Keep going

  • @nooryasin8011
    @nooryasin8011 2 роки тому

    I loved that it made get in my feelings of remembering all of the loved ones I knew it made have a good cry

  • @siennarose6846
    @siennarose6846 2 роки тому +3

    Aww you’ve done so well in life alex and I’m sure your parents are as proud of you as all of us are✨

  • @tasiacross5173
    @tasiacross5173 2 роки тому +1

    This man I feel this so strong. I'm so proud of you, Alex. Please make more music. This is the kind of music I love. Because they tell a message. I'm so proud of you

  • @trinnyplays8275
    @trinnyplays8275 2 роки тому +9

    I can already tell this is going to be amazing!

  • @skylagwinn1841
    @skylagwinn1841 2 роки тому +2

    This song is amazing ❤️ Every time I need to calm my newborn down I play your song an she listens 🥰

  • @maxwastaken07
    @maxwastaken07 2 роки тому +3

    This song is amazing and I'm so sorry for your loss I hope everything gets better

  • @alissashasteen3556
    @alissashasteen3556 2 роки тому +1

    I am not Kidding when I say I cry listening to every single one of his songs

  • @amylaywell7140
    @amylaywell7140 2 роки тому +3

    This is absolutely amazing! The three series of songs have so much feeling and I felt like I was there with you! True artwork! Sorry for your losses.

  • @art_by_adrian2913
    @art_by_adrian2913 Місяць тому

    Every song you make is the most beautiful thing ever ❤

  • @pen1s.144
    @pen1s.144 2 роки тому +3

    When I watch Alexa music videos it feels like I’m watching a movie and I love the story line and all the effort he puts in to these videos

  • @hillarybradfordo2201
    @hillarybradfordo2201 Рік тому

    thank you is all i can say. absolutely THANK YOU, this helped more than anyone will ever know

  • @Rockxell
    @Rockxell 2 роки тому +5

    🥺🥺🥺

  • @torvi2723
    @torvi2723 2 роки тому

    god i knew i would cry. Now I'm sitting here at work, in the bathroom, crying.
    BUT I LOVE THE SONG ALEX. YOU'RE AMAZING. much love

  • @JiaPia3
    @JiaPia3 2 роки тому +4

    Not my kind of music, but I won’t say Alex isn’t a great singer. Really surprising. Does he write his own stuff too? If so, I’ll give him even more respect. Way better than most of these TikTok “singers”.

  • @daisym4752
    @daisym4752 2 роки тому

    I wasn’t going to click, but I listened to your podcast with Harry; and I thought about how much this must mean to you, so I just had to support. After listening, I’m speechless. Truly great. Can’t wait to follow your journey.

  • @lisavandersluis
    @lisavandersluis 2 роки тому +5

    So proud of you!

  • @shobharamesh308
    @shobharamesh308 2 роки тому

    Alex nvr dissapoint me every single song he has released is very very meaningful and it hits u more when u can relate to it I'm beyond proud of u Alex and many people are love you and ur mom and dad will be proud too sending allll of my love and hugssssssss❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Poppy-un1sw
    @Poppy-un1sw 2 роки тому +4

    I love it Alex

  • @adryanabraga3303
    @adryanabraga3303 2 роки тому +1

    I'm so proud of you you're becoming so strong even though you have lost so much you are getting so much from it I love you alex