My Suicide Story: Episode 7 - Kev's Story

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  • Опубліковано 5 лис 2022

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  • @kevgmor
    @kevgmor 5 місяців тому +19

    Thanks so much for all of your supportive and kind comments. I was an honor to share my story here. If you'd like to see how things are going, I have a Mental Health Vlog on my channel.

  • @kevgmor
    @kevgmor Рік тому +33

    Thank you so much for creating a space for me to share!

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC 15 днів тому +3

    I’m a MH professional, too. I’m so glad you are here, Kev. How does one go about being on this channel as a suicide survivor? I would be so grateful for an opportunity to share my story, too. We really need to interrupt the feelings of shame and disapproval that survivors may carry. Many thanks to all who struggle with suicidal ideation and my heart is with every one who has felt that the best option for them was to go non physical. Love to all who see this post.❤️

    • @MySuicideStory
      @MySuicideStory  15 днів тому

      Hi Lin, you can submit your story on our website www.mysuicidestory.org/submit

  • @MaTT-BLaK
    @MaTT-BLaK Місяць тому +6

    My mental health at a all time low. Inner strength has ran out. I just want to delete myself out of this this world. No point anymore. I hate life.

    • @justmadeit2
      @justmadeit2 23 дні тому +1

      How are you doing now?

    • @carolineharrison9288
      @carolineharrison9288 14 днів тому

      I empathize, I may not have a place to live. I would like to take every pill in the house. Honestly, for me, my faith in Jesus is the only reason I’m still here. I still wouldn’t mind someone coming and euthanizing me to get out of my pain and fear. If there’s anything one thing you can hold onto please do!
      You’re important and you matter!

  • @lesliecano4963
    @lesliecano4963 11 місяців тому +11

    “Better than stabilized.”
    Man that sounds really fantastic, to feel better than stabilized again. It sounds and feels so unrealistic.
    Congratulations on getting there Kev.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 9 місяців тому +1

      Thank you, Les. I vlog about it on my channel if you're interested

  • @LiamPorterFilms
    @LiamPorterFilms Рік тому +23

    Kev is an excellent musician and he tells his story here with tremendous strength, eloquence and honesty. It's a humbling life story that makes me reflect on my own privilege.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому +2

      Thanks so much Liam!

    • @yourkarma2250
      @yourkarma2250 Рік тому

      @@kevgmor You have let your mess become your message and your story someone else's survival guide ,when the body feels safe so will the mind,EMDR is incredible x

    • @debraholz9756
      @debraholz9756 10 місяців тому

      Do you have any family support? Is your mother in your life?

  • @kevgmor
    @kevgmor Рік тому +28

    Before
    By Kev G Mor
    I might be tired, but I’ve been tired before
    It’s not the first time I’ve made my way back from the floor
    But the harder I fall, I forget what I’m fighting for
    I might be down, but I’ve been down before
    It’s going to be a fight, but I’ve been a fighter before
    It’s not my first time in battle, but now I am at war
    Where I got beaten down, battered and sore
    I can be a fighter, where I couldn’t before
    It might be dark, but I’ve found my way before
    Though I can see no light, my feet recognize this floor
    Where it’s weathered and worn is the path that I look for
    It’s a damn hard time, but I was hardened before
    I might be down, but I’ve been down before
    It’s not my first time in battle, but now I am at war
    And the harder I climb, the more I’m fighting for
    I might be tired, but I will climb until I soar!

    • @alisoncrawford2
      @alisoncrawford2 Рік тому +1

      Kev, I am am happy to have met you and am glad you are still here! 💞Beautiful song

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому

      @@alisoncrawford2 Thanks so much, Alison

    • @yourkarma2250
      @yourkarma2250 Рік тому

      wow!!

    • @irenedonesa6938
      @irenedonesa6938 5 місяців тому

      what a great song about life's struggles and coming out of the dark braver and stronger

    • @helennelson5845
      @helennelson5845 3 місяці тому +1

      Thank you so much for sharing your story.

  • @mrl1593
    @mrl1593 Рік тому +14

    I can relate to Kev a lot. I think in S everyday. My life style makes it impossible not to think about it. I am trying to be strong.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому

      Hey! I'm sorry you can relate, but glad you found you're not alone; I talk about mental health on my youtube page, which some have been finding useful. I'm happy you're here today

  • @thefriendlyschizo
    @thefriendlyschizo 6 місяців тому +2

    Kev you look like you're 30! Glad you're still here

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому +1

      Haha, that made me feel good today, thank you

    • @thefriendlyschizo
      @thefriendlyschizo 5 місяців тому +1

      @@kevgmor haha you’re welcome! And definitely! What’s the name?

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому

      Kev G Mor - Mental Health Vlog
      @@thefriendlyschizo

  • @IreneGraham-fk3pv
    @IreneGraham-fk3pv 6 місяців тому +3

    Kev you should be so proud of you 😊_you keep on going and that is so so fucking hard man (lots of us know that feeling)& you even take the time to help others**be proud of you 😊

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому

      Thanks so much Irene

  • @ritamcgovern6012
    @ritamcgovern6012 4 дні тому

    How marvelous. You are extremely strong. Been through an incredible journey. Lots of love to you and good luck. Yes, things never stay the same forever. I would love to meet you and give you a hug. I too am struggling having lost my darling angel. Regardless, you still believe in yourself. That says it all. Lyrics are beautiful 😭 you are special. Remember that and someone really really loves you. ♥️ Rita Jhb South Africa.

  • @pamlucas7694
    @pamlucas7694 2 місяці тому +1

    I get it. Got health problems and everyone is preasuring me to work im not sure how --- to live thanks for sharing your story so hard to live when your sick trying to maintain my health i can so relate with the feelings my emotions go all over the place your so brave

  • @Sparkl1ngM1lk
    @Sparkl1ngM1lk Рік тому +6

    it's really hard finding a reason to stay right now...

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому +5

      Sending love to stay. You've made my day better today; thank you for watching my story.

    • @SweetSeraph93
      @SweetSeraph93 Рік тому +2

      Same 💞

  • @kerryford4698
    @kerryford4698 6 місяців тому +2

    Sometime it feels better just knowing you can leave if you really need to.ive taken overdoses and survived.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому

      Thanks for listening to my story, Kerry

  • @stephb7341
    @stephb7341 Рік тому +6

    Wow!!! I really enjoyed listening to your story. Thank you for sharing Kev. You are a fighter and an inspiration. I wish you continued strength and all my support is with you.
    Keep rock n 🤘🏽them tunes. ☮️💜

  • @sarahbordeaux9510
    @sarahbordeaux9510 Рік тому +5

    You are super talented. Your song is beautiful!

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому

      Thank you, Sarah

  • @wendyjones1422
    @wendyjones1422 Рік тому +4

    How sad but its good to talk about these things thanks for sharing your story

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому

      Thank you, Wendy :)

  • @LoraCorkhill-wm9pk
    @LoraCorkhill-wm9pk Рік тому +3

    My hope is you have found relief.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому +2

      I am doing well, thank you

  • @LukeMcdonald10
    @LukeMcdonald10 8 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for sharing your story & your music with us Kevin.

  • @veronical.c890
    @veronical.c890 7 місяців тому +1

    I'm a musician too. I love your song . Music can help us so much. It's hard to remember how much it helps when one is feeling depressed.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому

      Thanks so much Veronica

  • @MISNM0
    @MISNM0 9 місяців тому +2

    I listened to all of this and it is likely one of the more important things that has happened to help in the last several weeks.
    Very courageous for you to share your Truth, Kevin. I'm grateful to you and expect you are living a tremendous After today.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому

      Thanks so much

  • @margaretbeard6564
    @margaretbeard6564 7 місяців тому +1

    You are very smart and articulate. I can see you could really help others. God has a purpose for your life..

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому

      That purpose keeps me going; thank you

  • @lovelyeyessee
    @lovelyeyessee Рік тому +3

    Beautiful music, thanks for sharing.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому

      Thanks, so much :)

  • @delphinawhiles6235
    @delphinawhiles6235 Рік тому +3

    So inspirational, I reallly appreciated your honesty n opening up with your story n journey dealing with everyday life with a mental illness.
    Your music, art etc comes under holistic approach. It's more than just taking your meds, it's developing a lifestyle to do your best to keep your mind n body healthy. Loving yourself n self worth. We can't escape childhood abuse done to us n the trauma it does to our brain. Our DNA n our inherited disposition r all contributing factors that shape us. Life is complicated enough for us but add a mental illness onto, we'll I thin🎉k people like u r true superheroes.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому

      Thank you so much, Delphina

  • @laraoneal7284
    @laraoneal7284 Рік тому +4

    Ty Kev. God bless you.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor Рік тому

      ...and you. Thank you :)

  • @RenaeLu-bd8rs
    @RenaeLu-bd8rs 7 місяців тому +1

    Yeah I feel you re homeless. It's the basic human need: SHELTER. I'm homeless now and it is the worst feeling ever. I'm making plans now. Just can't take it anymore.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому

      I'm sorry about your current homelessness; it's so hard I know

  • @kylekeen3497
    @kylekeen3497 10 місяців тому +1

    Prayers sent 🙏

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 9 місяців тому

      Thank you

  • @susanmartin6159
    @susanmartin6159 9 місяців тому +1

    Excellent voice, lyrics, and guitar playing. Very relaxing and inspirational.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому

      Thanks so much

  • @BEACHDUDE71
    @BEACHDUDE71 3 місяці тому

    I have a plan if my life doesn't get better in 3 years

  • @bigd4115
    @bigd4115 5 місяців тому +1

    Great story thanks for sharing

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 5 місяців тому

      Thanks for listening

  • @debraholz9756
    @debraholz9756 10 місяців тому +1

    Beautiful song 💕 I can do relate.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 9 місяців тому

      Thank you so much

  • @cathylindeboo.9598
    @cathylindeboo.9598 10 місяців тому +1

    I'm so sorry for all your pain Kev. I wish your family had been there for you more. I went through active multi-substance addiction for 22 years, until I had a stroke. I am grateful that I can walk again!!... Thank you for sharing your story, and God bless you!!!

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 9 місяців тому

      Thank you, Cathy

  • @user-nz3ku2yf8s
    @user-nz3ku2yf8s 11 місяців тому +2

    your a soldier wow i needed this😂😂😂😂

    • @user-nz3ku2yf8s
      @user-nz3ku2yf8s 11 місяців тому

      just tried to make us laughter ❤wow your a hero

    • @user-nz3ku2yf8s
      @user-nz3ku2yf8s 11 місяців тому

      hero 🎉tanks for your story i needed rhis

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 9 місяців тому

      Thank you

  • @thenativist6330
    @thenativist6330 Рік тому +1

    Are you guys going to post soon?

  • @nancygee3137
    @nancygee3137 11 місяців тому +2

    I am so sorry you suffer/

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 9 місяців тому

      Thank you, Nancy