Thanks, I really needed to hear this, lately I feel like my family are holding me back, telling me I can't, mocking me, it hurts, bc I really wanted they supported me, but they insulted me, and even with that I really wished I could keep considering them trustworthy, but its on me the choice to "disappoint them" and actually going for I want for me. I said disappoint them bc, my family actually wanted me to spend time with them, play games with them, like in the old times, but when I do that, I feel like Im getting smaller, that I dont grow, plus all the things they say to me, things like Im lazy, I wont achieve anything, and even insults. I feel like they "think" they loving me and "protecting" me, but actually no one in my family had achieved what they wanted and they're hurted by that, so they try that I don't get hurt too, at the cost of my hopes and dreams. Not gonna lie, I did blame them for trying to keep me down, but I realize that the choice it's mine and if that means that my family hates me, so be it. I don't know how it's gonna work for me, but I'm bet everything on me. Thanks, good night.
Thanks, I really needed to hear this, lately I feel like my family are holding me back, telling me I can't, mocking me, it hurts, bc I really wanted they supported me, but they insulted me, and even with that I really wished I could keep considering them trustworthy, but its on me the choice to "disappoint them" and actually going for I want for me. I said disappoint them bc, my family actually wanted me to spend time with them, play games with them, like in the old times, but when I do that, I feel like Im getting smaller, that I dont grow, plus all the things they say to me, things like Im lazy, I wont achieve anything, and even insults. I feel like they "think" they loving me and "protecting" me, but actually no one in my family had achieved what they wanted and they're hurted by that, so they try that I don't get hurt too, at the cost of my hopes and dreams. Not gonna lie, I did blame them for trying to keep me down, but I realize that the choice it's mine and if that means that my family hates me, so be it. I don't know how it's gonna work for me, but I'm bet everything on me. Thanks, good night.
Lowkey chill as video