2019...the days where I was jst breathing.....not living.....I can't never forget u jurrrivh....the notes,the beats it hits my heart....It's 2024 still it can make something to me...love u this is a masterpiece❤
I love how various this song is: it is dramatic, consoling, relaxing and just beauteous at the same time. Thank you for creating such wonderful tracks. Please continue 💚🍀🌷
-so now i bow down on my knees and pray -to my lord i have so much to say -there for me when i was feeling down and gray -now i see the light ,i see the way -
9 a 11 a 98 născut în București înconjurat de blocuri și de focul Ce mi înconjoară inima...căci nu e langa mine nici măcar familia... Rătăciți pe străzi că un simplu jeg...cerșesc un ban de pâine și un pateu întreg... Frigul de afara e nemilos cu mine...n am o haina mai groasă și simt că nu mi e bn... Noroc co' bătrânică ,din mila ei suava ...acum nu mai simt ce e aia frica...
My dad has always been a teacher... Special... greater than any preacher... Emotional now... coz i started feeling it in deeper level... My father still a teacher... He made sure to teach me everyday The art of peer pressure i took wrong way now that im grown man . i take the blame for letting all your lessons go in vain down the drain... i promise you i will give you everythang.. you trusted me all over again... but then I took for granted Now im Proud to be a son to living legend... so much pain i just cant.... but im already on the plane... let it rain, over my brain overthinking makes me go insane... I really wanna right my wrongs i dont wanna lie my songs Dont know about others but i feel like this why i was born for... i dont mind grinding and writing for this long... everybody lying thats why i walk alone. matter of fact couple of years back accepted that I dont no more think about my past again... I wont ever pick those glass again... Nimchi ben he'll be proud of my name.. Your son is not the same Now I understand Gods plan... I caused you so much pain... I brought you lotta shame... Couldn't say face to face so im writing it down with this pen (pain)
For me this gets me through a lot everyday the past 2 weeks have been crazy, and I've got an entire Playlist of all your music every night I lay in the dark eyes open playing it through my speaker thinking about life and how I can make it better, man thank you for this, it's emotional and it brings me back to the good Ole days when life was pretty rough before my parent's divorce but I look past all that and think of all the times life went right, God bless you man
Yeah, lately I'm hurtin' the people who love me the most Damn, my emotions take over, it's something I can't control I look in the mirror like where's the me I used to know? Because right know, I can use him the most Yeah, I can use him the most Damn, when did my heart become so bitter and cold? (cold) When did I start walking down this lonely road? (road) There's parts of my life that I'm too afraid to show There's parts about me I'm embarrassed to know When they stop caring, I started carrying this load No one understands what my life is like I'm still looking out for the brightest night I been fighting so much that when I try to write I'm paralyzed, and I feel stuck inside my mind You fear that I'm going crazy, I think I just might You should probably stay away and take my advice I been through dark days, I can't find a light If you look at me you wouldn't see a sign of life I don't know how I got this way, I just am this way Judge all you want, you don't know my pain Depression got me feelin' like I can't be saved No, I can't be saved So what if I said, "fuck it" and picked up a gauge, And pressed the trigger to my head and blast my brains Acting like you were there for me Not care for me When I'm gone and I'm in my grave (Fuck) Lately I just wonder if I'll come around Cause I don't wanna lose me I'm sorry that I'm falling and I've Let you down But I don't wanna lose me I'm falling I'm falling I fell again (I fell) (I fell) (I fell) I fell I fell I'm falling again I need therapy to figure out what my problem is I'm done going online, it's eating away at my confidence It's like I search for the hate, and ignore all the compliments I'm done reading the comments 'cause I'm getting tired of it Yeah, man, I'm getting tired of it Damn, when I'm being me I feel like I'm being somebody else (Else) I'm surrounded by people, but feel like there's nobody else (Else) Nobody comes to rescue me when I'm calling for help I swear my mind is a tormented place, I sit and I dwell, hammering the nail How the fuck did I garner millions of Comments of people telling me I'm great? But I don't believe it, but I believe in the ones giving me hate It's like I look for validation for An idea in my mind that I already made When did I tell myself I wasn't worthy, I'm undeserving The critics hurt me, I feel like I'm fake I swear my mind is a trap and my heart is the prey Someone take my social media away I'm on it for days I read and I raise There's nothing to say I'm losing my way I'm losing my strength I'm losing my faith My insecurities that keep me awake I'm stuck in a paradigm that I know that I've been dying to escape Damn Lately I just wonder if I'll come around Cause I don't wanna lose me I'm sorry that I'm falling and I've let you down But I don't wanna lose me I'm falling I'm falling I fell again (I fell) (I fell) (I fell) I fell I fell I'm falling again Yeah, I'm at war with myself, I'm battling me everyday And, I never win, This is a battle of strength I Overthink till I'm numb, I think I need a break Because right know, I'm losing my way Yeah, I'm losing my way Yeah, I'm causing my misery, maybe I'm the one to blame (Blame) If I feel sorry, that means I don't gotta change (Change) I'm dealing with demons, that I wasn't willing to face I was looking for fame to try to cover the fact, that I'm an act I can't run from my mistakes I'm running from myself, but obviously running Away from me is so worthless I had to rip open my soul, And I had to look way deeper under the surface I should've been me, but instead of being me I Was too busy trying to be perfect Now they want me to be perfect Fake and it's become a burden I'm losing my patience, going through phases I fucking hate myself Why I am chasing, using my fame when, I can't Escape myself I'm feeling anxious, who do I blame when, I can't blame myself Fans said I saved them, how can I save them? I can't save myself, fuck Lately I just wonder if I'll come around Cause I don't wanna lose me I'm sorry that I'm falling and I've let you down But I don't wanna lose me I'm falling I'm falling I fell again (I fell) (I fell) (I fell) I fell I fell I'm falling again
IM LITERALLY COVERED HEAD TO TOE IN CHILLS MY BROTHER.....I NEEDED THIS SO BADLY BRO .U HQVE NO IDEA...NO WAIT.. . I THINK U DO ...THIS BEAT IS NOT LNLY SOMETHING U MADE UP........THIS BEAT IS PURE HEART AND SOUL...JEEP IT UP PLEASE.. THE WORLD'S THE WORST ITS EVER VEEN.. WE NEED PEOPLE LIKE U ...
It hard to see things straight sometime Scared to find whats left inside Tell me is your soul as lost as mine Forever waiting to feel fine Where this road goes i dont know Follow the trail of broken notes In hopes i find my way back home Though this lonely roads all i know Im On my way away from here Please god just take me anywhere Yeah anywhere away from here This path is anything but clear Where this road goes i dont know The trail seems to have gone cold But ill keep singing till im home I just dont know how far it goes Wrote this up only goes about half way through. This beat really speaks to me. As im trying to get better at writing i would really love some input as to how you think it turned out. Let me know :) ( and to everyone struggling i cant say it gets better but hold your head up dont let the pain youve weathered already stand for nothing.)
Momma dont worrie about us Well be just fine, We'll unite one night in the heavenly sky Be Right by your side when its our time to go, But just know untill then Our love for you continues to grows Even though this House feels so cold and alone cause without you at times it feel like its no longer a home, Holidays aint gonna be the same as Before and im a miss this, How you made every meal so special on thanksgiving and Christmas, And if i had one last wish on my christmas wish list it would be this, to see that Smile that so contagious Now im flipping through the pages of your Diary, Your love and compassion sparked a fire in me, ma you inspire me to start to live my life entirely free, For that mother ill never trade you for no other Even though i know at times you may feel that you failed as a mother But you taught me how to be a better husband and father You taught me how to be a man and how respect is to be givin And how a true Christian never Disrespects another religion Now i find myself Reminiscing you in the Kitchen cooking up some fried chicken Now, im sitting here in this empty house , wishing we can sit on the couch and listening to your wisdom and thank you for the life i was givin,
hello nepharious6969 i know this is your story im i might be pushing it but i would really like to share this story with others and im asking first cause some people just steaal raps from online that they think are good im trying to spread peoples stories who I think DESERVE the attention and if you dont want to i wouldnt have to say any name or account just say a freind
J Y (con't).....But I failed, fell to my knees and exhaled All these mountains I have scaled, still feeling myself coming derailed, I don't wanna fly off my tracks, not again, J Y Im sick of being too... But I can't afford to loose, failures not an option, both of my daughter's are watchin, somehow I gotta win, bc if i don't make it, I know I wont have my strength left to start over AGAIN, Ive done all i could do with the cards i was dealt, walked alone with no fear, & unwavering strength to persevere, but still year after year, it chipped away, and away at me, In the mirror I dont recognise this broken fragile shell of who i used to be... Ashamed of the scars on my wrists, arms, heart, and my neck, my scars tell another story and I haven't told it yet... Blood stains on my knees, hiding railroads tracks under long sleeves, avoiding public places hoping no one talks to me, locked inside my mind, desperately seeking the answers to which I need to find,I need more time, i need more time, I need more time, I need more time... I can not loose my strength, not now, damn looking down this mountain is a long fall, im not afraid though because thats all i know, the bloodstained cracked concrete at rock bottom was where i started to grow. Pain I know, like a very framiliar face in a crowded but so empty place. How come the farther up I go, & the more I know, the worse I feel? & on top of that, I don't even know if my destination is real.. BC when i look towards the peaks all I see is fog and clouds surrounding, pulse, heart pounding, does this heaven really even exist? Damn, my wrists, swollen and shooting pain through nerves and veins, the curve in my direct lane is too sharp, wish I had breaks to park, I need a break this can't be safe. I lost my pace, lost my space, cant hold on like this much more, my hands are dead and numb and sore, i still try to press on, made it higher, but it's just getting colder and quieter, air is thin, sun is gone, I need rest but I have to push on, Tryin2 find my self, my true North 👆 xplanation for the purpose of the energy I bring forth through my skin and bones but deeper... getting weaker.... I inhale a breath of air to relax, but my lungs locked up to the max, like the sound of the snappps tightening cuffs behind my back, anxiety I'm handicapt, nothing left but half breaths, half steps, half way thoughts manifest, using up all my strength left... I wish I could start over, I just need more time.. Cuz right now, I don't know how, to warm my heart or fill my lungs, or how not to go completely numb. If today takes me away, tell them that I tried with everything I had to stay.
Boss Slaughter That was deep but turn it into gospel version you will understand better all the traila and tribulation just a test to make you stronger
This is the sound of two hearts beating together wherever you are just call and ill be right there, we might not make it even if we fall just embrace it and we can try to be strong
I’m the lone wolf walkin through the forest, gotta lot scars but I’m always moving forward, never wanna look back back in the past, there’s nothing even there that will even make me glad, gotta make choice on which way is the right path, circling around right back to where I’m at, so here I am lookin for a sense of direction, no moon in sight, no light for protection, so I’m looking over my shoulder thinking someone’s coming, always on the move never gonna slow down, cause I’m the alpha wolf and one day I’m gonna wear that crown, knowing that someday I’m gonna make my family proud, but here I am stuck with a fork in the road, losing my heart I don’t know which way to go, but I’m sensing a river is near cause I can hear the water flow, just gonna trust my instincts and that’s for all I know.
I will never forget to pray/for you and dad forever till I die I will never forget your name/Zuhura Shaaban it bring me more joy My heart have pain/forever you're the one Go and tell my father/one day I will come I real have tried to forget/forever but I cannot Mother for your support/my life come right For that love and pain/mama you born me My son Livingstone/mama you called me You're polite woman/so lovely and kind You taught me to love/all enemies and friend I have one big question/in my poor brain Why did you dear mom/you left me alone If I think my poor tears/are falling down I cannot escape/the name orphan You're the guard and fort/of my all life Even am poor but I live/as a honorable chief I remember your care/hugs love and kiss Dear mama I need you here/coz all things I miss Martha is wishing every night/to dream about you Forever I will never leave her sight/and same to you I pray to the God/father of bless For you and dad/to rest in peace For the lost of woman/one and only I love My life now I see mom/as the horror movie Dear mama why did you/flew away Its hard to forget you/and also I can't try I know many people/confused you mom But for love and care/you forgive all of them You stay in my dream mom/forever I hope I choose in my life mom/to love hip hop I know that you know mother/what I mean I know you understand mother/what I sing Go and tell my father/I real do love him if it's possible mom/tell him to come back home Now I hope that my parents/ they rest in peace To be a better child/mother that I promise Can't forget my father/and my lovely mom Even though it's never/gonna be the same Dear Father and mother/I hope you hear me To love one another/past you told me To respect my fellow/as I do to myself The way to be a hero/love man and tough Please mother forgive/my past mistakes The way to achieve/and then to look back Mother the special reward/in my poor self Is you and my dad/in my all life Since your death dad/am very real sad I tried to find the truth/for the power God The words from this piece/are from deep inside my soul Your love I will cherish and reminisce/in my heart forever I can't let it go **** I miss you mother
I’m falling Hit the ground so hard That I can’t start running Don’t want to talk But now your calling I say I’m busy But that ain’t reality You can’t know What’s in my head ‘Cause there’s a beast inside that wants me dead Feeding on my thoughts It’s eating me alive Wish I could be taught How I could survive But the monster inside my brain Is causing so much pain And with every passing day It’s getting stronger and harder to tame Yes I’m falling, I’m falling I’m falling Everyday is misery From morning to the night And now i feel the rope around me Starting to get tight It’s beginning to get serious And now I feel delirious ‘Cause with every breath I’m taking I can feel my body shaking With the anticipation To end this cruel narration So don’t you worry momma And don’t you be mistaken It was my own decision making So please don’t feel forsaken That the world left you nothing But a heart that’s slowly breaking
Still trying to figure everything out, 2 decades 22 yet I still don't got shit figured out, what do I want to be remembered by when all i am is just another body with a grave what will my stories be about, when the chapters finally run out and there's nothing left to read, with every page turned my heart starts to bleed with all the regret from a life where i never gave all i did was need, the selfishness and all the greed, always had a full plate never hungry but I still feed, on these thoughts that only bring, nightmares and war, all want for myself is inner peace, always felt abandoned maybe that's why I never give people a chance to leave, keep rapping even though I'm not rapping about getting fucked up or smoking weed, instead I'm spilling emotions wearing my heart on my sleeve, Feels like I've lived my whole life searching for happiness that I can't seem to find, back from drinking and snorting lines, to reminiscing on every past girl that stays imprinted on my mind, looking in the mirror it's to hard to try to recognize who I see in the reflection but it's my fault I let all this bullshit define who I am or who I've become when all I wanna do is find, the key to happiness I try to find it in all these rhymes, give my hhieart and soul and pour it into every line, yet it still feels like every song there's always still pieces of the pain inside no matter how many songs I write, feels so dark, wishing that I could find the light that once shined so bright, Finish line hearts racin, standing in line good patience, a year down the line all the consequences I'm still facin, all about the grind and these dreams I'm chasin, keep my mind clear of all the people that keep hatin, I always say I'm fine but won't let these lyrics define me,
Slowly falling, can you my heart calling? Trying to hold tears back but i wanna start bawling Someone save me from myself I'm silently crying out for help Please rescue me from this Hell Too late i already fell Yea, falling slowly Feels like no one knows me Someone please hold me Getting colder, can't feel Growing weaker, just walk away and leave me I'm trapped here, you can't save me My demons have won I'm already gone I'm slowly falling into the shadow i have become Slowly falling away, save me from my pain
Mama I Know you did your best Felt you did pass the test Met dad and life was superb That's until he died and you survived You rejected me all my life only to find you didn't want me inside you almost had me take a ride in the toilet sewers, even though your mother despised me my whole existence but you barely spoke up you let them mistreat me, hoped id disappear I was too much for you, too much to bear but mama I got kids now and I hope I can give the love I see on tv the same love I lost while giving you and my ex my soul and heart broke it and you both still laughed even though I forgive you it never stopped it was nice seeing you smile and laugh but your hate for me will never be dispersed I respect that, but now I will leave this crazy act I wish you the best, I wish you no ill I just wish I still had my mother still... :-'(
I normally produce my own stuff because I'm an engineer, so it's high praise when I say were purchasing the use of one of your tracks to use for an artist by special request. Keep it up, you have a gift!
@Pontus Hansson it was free for him to use to get u into thinking he made it....so it is for u as well buddy... if this isn't Pokemon 2000 Lucia's song then I'm a monkey's uncle lol
what a great bro istrumental, you're a crack I'm using this to make a rap of Venezuela, I loved the end in this uncle art, that's why I'm subscribed and I give like they're awesome, Greetings from Panama😎
im falling my heart is broken i feel empty my scars are open tears falling of my face and i wish i could erase you I cant handle it anymore you damaged my soul i keep on smiling and hoping for the best cause in the end you and me will last but without you i dont shine i just need to makenyou mine againn so baby come back to me please i m falling down to my knees
I should’ve listened to them when they said you didn’t love me , Cause now that your gone the puzzle in my mind is complete , I was blind I couldn’t see you was only using me. You knew I grew in a broken home like you so you figured I’d build myself together and be complete , broken pieces I piece together still made me bleed and many nights I was on my knee begging God for this pain to be released , strength to forgive you , not for you but so I can have peace.
are u serious u never heard or watch Pokemon 2000 and heard Lucia's song? geesh... they guy practically did the same freaking thing omg im done .. go ahead give the knock off the praises he deserve ..
True, yeah Yeah, yeah Our little conversations Are turning into little sweet sensations And they're only getting sweeter every time Our friendly get-togethers Are turning into visions of forever If I just believe this foolish heart of mine I can't pretend that I'm just a friend 'Cause I'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you And I don't, I don't know what to do I'm afraid you'll turn away But I'll say it anyway I think I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you) I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you) Whenever we're together I'm wishing that goodbyes would turn to never 'Cause with you is where I always wanna be Whenever I'm beside you All I really wanna do is hold you No one else but you has meant this much to me I can't pretend (no) That I'm just a friend (I'm just a friend) 'Cause I'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (oh, yeah) And I don't, I don't know what to do (yeah, yeah) I'm afraid you'll turn away (I'm afraid you'll turn away) But I'll say it anyway (yeah, yeah) I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (I think I'm fallin') And I don't, I don't know what to do (and I don't know what to do) I'm afraid you'll turn away (I'm afraid you'll turn away) But I'll say it anyway I think I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you) I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you) I'm fallin', I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you) I'm fallin', I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you) And I don't know what to do, yeah, yeah (fallin' in love with you) Fall, I'm fallin' for you
Most respect to you and your Beats and your music I wish you God bless and your family for being a proud dad I am a father of four God bless you and your family I hope you get this message
Am falling It feels like am balling Lost in the world tryna find myself But the world is lost I can't even trust myself Selfish You turn your friend for a piece but the man was loyal to you He trusted you blindly but he had no light to open his eyes Falling
i’m sorry for fucking you up neva was plan it was one of them dark nights we’d been sippin all night then i started trippin on the shit you said i’d never be shit but that’s aight baby i keep the money on my mind when im whippin in the 92 i wish you could be here wit me baby i miss you i miss you i miss you and you know i’ll be there for you just hit my line when you need me when you need me you’ll see me when you need me you’ll see me dt on the mic look i’m sorry that i wasn’t there for you ima dumbass ik that and girl you know i didn’t want it to end yo best friend sister set you up then i hit you up told you i didn’t want you i wish i could go back to treat you right yeah i wish i could go back…
What song did he pick it for? I knew I had heard these melodies before but I didn't know where. Upon scrubbing further, I saw Trevor Daniels - Falling. It's close but I was still sure it's not the one I heard before. I used to listen to Sik World a lot though so it would have to be from him. Edit: Sik World - Reflection
Es una alma vacía Siente melancolía Por haber perdido Al ser que más quería Sin rumbo sin Destino tomaste camino No te importo dejarme mal herido Te fuiste sin mirar atrás quedé llorando porque que ya no te escucharé mas Debería verte Pero mi mala suerte Me impide tenerte y quererte Aveces me pregunto En medio de mi agonia Cual fue mi error Por que te fuiste de mi vida No comprendo Quizás mis sentimientos Ya no sentían ganas de amar Si no arrepentimiento Yo quisiera Volver a ti Pero mi corazón Me impedi verte Es un amor que Ya llego a su fin Sin remedio a no quererme
Những ngày không em lạnh lắm , nếu ấm thì chắc là do anh sốt Cô đơn bám víu lấy anh thành ra tâm trạng bấy lâu không còn xanh tốt Anh nhốt mình vào khoảng không cô độc , tự tạo vỏ bọc hoản chỉnh Em như là cafein càng nghĩ về em càng nhớ càng cần càng tỉnh Nỗi lòng chất chồng về những bất đồng ngày còn kề vai Về hai năm trước anh ước chưa từng phải viết cho việc mình buồn về ai Em vô tình để lại quá khứ khiến anh đắm chìm sông sâu Em ơi mình còn lại gì trong nhau , tại vì không lâu sau lần gặp cuối Nhớ em vô bờ , anh chờ em đến tuyệt vọng Chống chọi đau thương quyết liệt thiết nghĩ anh như là lính biệt động Quên em không khó tuỳ thuộc vào bản thân anh kiên cường tới đâu Nếu cứ một lòng vì em sẽ khó yêu thêm được người tới sau Và anh rơi vào giữa bộn bề nỗi nhớ như trong đại dương sâu thẳm Cứ như thế thì anh chẳng khác nào Ngộ Không phải chịu kiếp nạn lâu năm Quá khứ đè nặng trên vai nên mãi không thể làm mới được tình Là một trong số nhiều người yêu em , anh biết sẽ không thể tới lượt mình Tâm trí anh là ngân hàng thu nhỏ lưu giữ nỗi nhớ Ví tim anh là chiếc đồng hồ thay vì tích tắc thì nó kêu vang tên em mỗi giờ Ví đôi mắt anh là hộp thư , thứ anh nhận được là tất cả những gì về em Là kí ức ngày còn kề bên Em là trang giấy trắng tinh khôi biết bao chàng trai mong muốn được viết Nếu đời em là bản nhạc thì liệu anh có thể xin được feat Không phải là thời gian mà chính em đã khiến anh tỉnh giấc So với chị Võ Thị Sáu , Hai Bà Trưng thì em vẫn là người đỉnh nhất Có thể tình cảm của anh vô giá nhưng với em thì anh đặc biệt sale Anh vẫn chờ em hồi âm như thể họ chờ khuyến mãi viettel Họ vẫn thường truyền tai nhau người đẹp chỉ có trong phim ảnh Cho dù hiện tại hay mai sau thì em vẫn đẹp nhất trong tim anh Cứ rap về em thế này , anh sợ tiếng nấc ghi vào mic Anh là con nghiện chân chính yêu em chẳng tính đến khi nào cai Vẫn còn nhiều thứ anh giữ và chẳng nói ra Chẳng hạn việc chờ em đến mất ngủ anh không làm chủ được mình tối qua
Wrote a song to this beat....- Every single day I wake up feels like a struggle have to fake tough, Withered down knees of mine hit the ground not to pray but to find a lucid thought dropped from a troubled mind, Never wanted for all the shine just enough a small piece of earth to call mine never needed much to call a place a home kinda hurts, Hard to think about ending up alone - mistakes I have to live with & call my own burning all them bridges in a glass house casting stones, Wisdom from the mouth of elder bones - knowledge like a rose from the pavement, wisdom goes hand in hand with the ancients, Parts of me always feeling anxious; wearing down brainwaves like I gotta lane switch - shame setting in over shit I did; need a name shift, Has me flying with both wings clipped - navigator no compass, probably gunna get seasick waves of selfish thoughts if I die please let it be quick
Wsh les gars je comprend pas ce que c’est l’amour Une femme qui te prend comme pilier de sa tour Tu l’invite au resto pour lui faire la cour Tu lui dit pas de texto t’es un homme du four Elle comprend pas Quand tu reviens tard Elle s’inquiète fort Pour son homme Elle a pas idée De ce qu’il fais Elle a la validé Sans le regardé Elle demande conseille à sa mère Elle demande conseille à son père Elle demande réponse à son cœur Mais son cœur ne lui répond pas Elle arrive plus à le contacter A la porte elle entend toquer Et elle commence à s’effondrer En le voyant balafrée Et c’est comme ça Que leur histoire C’est terminé Tout ça pour une histoire de shit et de beuh Hey. La moralité de l’histoire C’est qu’il reste toujours un espoir Mais pour ça faut déjà en avoir Et peut qu’un jour tu le trouvera
They say that Fear is A Dream Killer But the Fears of Failing let me dream bigger I took little steps to get here you have no idea The things I've been through like I'm staring in An empty mirror Looking Straight at it but Myself he does not Appear Tryna look at him but clearly he ain't so clear Coincidentally he becomes to disappear Only thing I saw was the parts of me that I fear Negative thoughts, like why it gotta be this way I've been Taught, Maybe it do have to be this way I dont wanna do it, Maybe Do I have to stay I'm Wide awake Everytime I Overthink Like you know that you make mistakes My careers on the risk but there are higher stakes Mistakes have been made I'm on my way to A higher place Heavens Gates, Guardians Its like Grace Understand I'm on my way I'm on my way It dont matter what you say Cause Imma make it The Higher I get the more you Haters faded I got the world on my shoulders like I'm overweighted Dont matter what she say It dont matter what he say either If you wanna be something be A Believer Hard to find true friends but they are A Keeper Fake People Always Talking Nice to meet ya Now you better leave or Imma hit you with my clever Yall Following the trends made Yall Riding on There wave I be making the trends And I be making waves Your confused tryna Get out But you stuck in a Maze And I'm the one that made it I'm overrated Next minute who knows I maybe under It makes me Wonder Can I be something greater then a Plumber Water Everwhere hold your nose cause your going under Everywhere you go theres A Cloud and its shooting thunder And I Wonder Why It Raining while its summer Maybe it's all in my head, Im getting dumber I wanna Thank Dad for being there when I suffer I wanna Say sorry Holda I'll make you a Cuppa, Cuppa Coffee Oh I'm very Sorry You work harder then Anybody Anyone ever touched us There would be A Body You played the role of mum so I'm very sorry Didn't know I could Rap, it used to be a Hobby You always had the Bills On the table You Always did your best, Even if were not Able You Always Had some food on The Table Your like My God, So to you I'm very thankful And My mum, we had Slopes Everytime I fell, I Tried climbing back up the Ropes Everytime we Argued, you know it wasnt your fault And are Relationship was put on A Hault And For that I'm very sorry Cause I Love you to death And If I could, if you were dying I would Give you my breath And I'm thankful for the lessons that I get Always live it up and Imma never forget Schools Getting Hard The worlds getting soft And People Are manipulated I want my Fame I've been hella patient I'm tired waiting Coz I'm gonna make it eventually Hard times Delivered by God like this is A Test you see And Imma Make through So you gotta not divide Killer instincts its hunting time I gotta go I'll see you on the other side ..... I'm on my way
Sik World killed this beat! You both did great on this beat Jurrivh! - And congratz on hitting HALF A MILLION subscribers! Well deserved, wish you the best! 🙏🎹🎹
you used to be my ride or die you knew everything about me it was like you were my high I thought we were meant to be but I guess it was nothing but a big lie I'm not trying to start a fist fight but when we get to fighting its in despite of everything we try to smite im spiting fire and hatred in these words i write i come crashing down like a meteorite my bark isnt nothing compared to my bite i try to say nice things and be polite but what ever i do im never right my anger has reached it's max height I have so much bottled up like I'm a terre byte maybe when I die she'll see I was her shinning knight back to the pen and pad i guess to rewrite, we used to do everything together our relationship was nothing but pleasure then all of a sudden we became untethered i dont know what went wrong she made me feel like i didnt belong i was lost without a clue try and see things from my point view i had it all then i had nothing I was thrown to dogs like raw meat when push comes to shove you were shoving you pushed me out onto the street id give you the shirt off my back but you would do the same for me im not not ready to just let it be one day hopefully youll see it wasnt me but it was you ha it's kinda funny that 1 plus 1 makes 2 and when you take one away you only left with you damn man who knew we'd be through now you're running with a different crew my patience was running to very few I'm smarter than what I once was I grew I have a new point of view you said you still love me damn I wish that were true now im sitting back man with my gun drew cocked and loaded waiting for my que its stuck in my hand like glue I now my times due but I'm not stopping till I leave you black and blue got all these demons in my head taunting me playing back the words she said to me makes me wanna lock her 6 feet deep and throw away the key I was a ,good man I wasn't out smoking on tree I did everything I can to make you .happy as can be I know you ain't my biggest fan but I love you from sea to shinning sea you make fun of me for the little games i play its like youre the predator and im the prey im tired of living life in black and grey. every night i lay my head down to pray i pray for you to love me in some way i pray to to be rich some day God sculpted me outta clay so his orders i obey
This has more views in 3 days than any of your videos, no wonder this got almost 20K in a short amount of time! It's because this beat is inspiring, the beat is really smooth, and the piano is brilliant! This is the best B Minor piece I've ever heard. Nice Job!
The best from i think all of yours for me. Only intro - xx is on the same lvl at this masterpeace. 10/10 since i have heard it (2 years ago) I am glad you are still on youtube
Just wrote the first half of my rap-ish song (i dont usually write rap..or write) but i do love the piano, so was amazing to come across this video to try and rap/sing along too. Thank you. Its beautiful.
i was sick of being played over came all the pain and depression they portrayed me straight betrayed and then made me out to look insane by the contexts And essence of my expressions I was just trying to convey a message but I failed
Really can't get over of it if you see the viewers it is high because of me I think because I really like this song it feels something else I can't describe how........... Really love those piano and beats never ever subscribe to any piano channel but you made it happen
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The more I listen to this, the more I feel every note touch my soul.
Great job on this composition!!
Sinto a mesma coisa!!!
I just typed in piano instrumental and clicked on this right here and it's been on repeat. I'm loving this💯❤️🥰
2019...the days where I was jst breathing.....not living.....I can't never forget u jurrrivh....the notes,the beats it hits my heart....It's 2024 still it can make something to me...love u this is a masterpiece❤
I love how various this song is: it is dramatic, consoling, relaxing and just beauteous at the same time. Thank you for creating such wonderful tracks. Please continue 💚🍀🌷
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-so now i bow down on my knees and pray
-to my lord i have so much to say
-there for me when i was feeling down and gray
-now i see the light ,i see the way
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9 a 11 a 98 născut în București înconjurat de blocuri și de focul
Ce mi înconjoară inima...căci nu e langa mine nici măcar familia...
Rătăciți pe străzi că un simplu jeg...cerșesc un ban de pâine și un pateu întreg...
Frigul de afara e nemilos cu mine...n am o haina mai groasă și simt că nu mi e bn...
Noroc co' bătrânică ,din mila ei suava ...acum nu mai simt ce e aia frica...
My dad has always been a teacher...
Special... greater than any preacher...
Emotional now... coz i started feeling it in deeper level...
My father still a teacher...
He made sure to teach me everyday
The art of peer pressure i took wrong way
now that im grown man . i take the blame for letting all your lessons go in vain down the drain...
i promise you i will give you everythang.. you trusted me all over again... but then I took for granted
Now im Proud to be a son to living legend...
so much pain i just cant....
but im already on the plane...
let it rain, over my brain
overthinking makes me go insane...
I really wanna right my wrongs
i dont wanna lie my songs
Dont know about others but i feel like this why i was born for...
i dont mind grinding and writing for this long...
everybody lying thats why i walk alone.
matter of fact
couple of years back accepted that
I dont no more think about my past again...
I wont ever pick those glass again...
Nimchi ben he'll be proud of my name..
Your son is not the same
Now I understand Gods plan...
I caused you so much pain...
I brought you lotta shame...
Couldn't say face to face so im writing it down with this pen (pain)
For me this gets me through a lot everyday the past 2 weeks have been crazy, and I've got an entire Playlist of all your music every night I lay in the dark eyes open playing it through my speaker thinking about life and how I can make it better, man thank you for this, it's emotional and it brings me back to the good Ole days when life was pretty rough before my parent's divorce but I look past all that and think of all the times life went right, God bless you man
Honestly hope you better now
Keep your head up. You got this ❤
Jurriv, buena tarde saludos desde Chile, me interesa mucho la instrumental, cómo hago para comprarla ? Ya le tengo letra ayúdame por fa 🙏 se la compro
My heart bleeds with painful memories......😭
Each day has its own package
This song made me feel better.......
Thanks man😖
Yeah, lately I'm hurtin' the people who love me the most
Damn, my emotions take over, it's something I can't control
I look in the mirror like where's the me I used to know?
Because right know, I can use him the most
Yeah, I can use him the most
Damn, when did my heart become so bitter and cold? (cold)
When did I start walking down this lonely road? (road)
There's parts of my life that I'm too afraid to show
There's parts about me I'm embarrassed to know
When they stop caring, I started carrying this load
No one understands what my life is like
I'm still looking out for the brightest night
I been fighting so much that when I try to write
I'm paralyzed, and I feel stuck inside my mind
You fear that I'm going crazy, I think I just might
You should probably stay away and take my advice
I been through dark days, I can't find a light
If you look at me you wouldn't see a sign of life
I don't know how I got this way, I just am this way
Judge all you want, you don't know my pain
Depression got me feelin' like I can't be saved
No, I can't be saved
So what if I said, "fuck it" and picked up a gauge,
And pressed the trigger to my head and blast my brains
Acting like you were there for me
Not care for me
When I'm gone and I'm in my grave
(Fuck)
Lately I just wonder if I'll come around
Cause I don't wanna lose me
I'm sorry that I'm falling and I've
Let you down But I don't wanna lose me
I'm falling
I'm falling
I fell again
(I fell)
(I fell)
(I fell)
I fell
I fell
I'm falling again
I need therapy to figure out what my problem is
I'm done going online, it's eating away at my confidence
It's like I search for the hate, and ignore all the compliments
I'm done reading the comments 'cause I'm getting tired of it
Yeah, man, I'm getting tired of it
Damn, when I'm being me I feel like I'm being somebody else
(Else)
I'm surrounded by people, but feel like there's nobody else
(Else)
Nobody comes to rescue me when I'm calling for help
I swear my mind is a tormented place, I sit and
I dwell, hammering the nail
How the fuck did I garner millions of
Comments of people telling me I'm great?
But I don't believe it, but I believe in the ones giving me hate
It's like I look for validation for
An idea in my mind that I already made
When did I tell myself I wasn't worthy, I'm undeserving
The critics hurt me, I feel like I'm fake
I swear my mind is a trap and my heart is the prey
Someone take my social media away
I'm on it for days
I read and I raise
There's nothing to say
I'm losing my way
I'm losing my strength
I'm losing my faith
My insecurities that keep me awake
I'm stuck in a paradigm that I know that I've been dying to escape
Damn Lately I just wonder if I'll come around
Cause I don't wanna lose me
I'm sorry that I'm falling and I've let you down
But I don't wanna lose me
I'm falling
I'm falling
I fell again
(I fell)
(I fell)
(I fell)
I fell
I fell
I'm falling again
Yeah, I'm at war with myself, I'm battling me everyday
And, I never win,
This is a battle of strength I
Overthink till I'm numb, I think I need a break
Because right know, I'm losing my way
Yeah, I'm losing my way
Yeah, I'm causing my misery, maybe I'm the one to blame (Blame)
If I feel sorry, that means I don't gotta change (Change)
I'm dealing with demons, that I wasn't willing to face
I was looking for fame to try to cover the fact, that I'm an act
I can't run from my mistakes
I'm running from myself, but obviously running
Away from me is so worthless
I had to rip open my soul,
And I had to look way deeper under the surface
I should've been me, but instead of being me I
Was too busy trying to be perfect
Now they want me to be perfect
Fake and it's become a burden
I'm losing my patience, going through phases
I fucking hate myself
Why I am chasing, using my fame when, I can't
Escape myself
I'm feeling anxious, who do I blame when, I can't blame myself
Fans said I saved them, how can I save them?
I can't save myself, fuck
Lately I just wonder if I'll come around
Cause I don't wanna lose me
I'm sorry that I'm falling and I've let you down
But I don't wanna lose me
I'm falling
I'm falling
I fell again
(I fell)
(I fell)
(I fell)
I fell
I fell
I'm falling again
💜
I can relate to this lyrics.
Wow, so good! 😯
Damn u killed that shit good ass lyrics man
Niceeeeeeee💯💯
Been listening this since i was 15, still as beautiful as i remember.
IM LITERALLY COVERED HEAD TO TOE IN CHILLS MY BROTHER.....I NEEDED THIS SO BADLY BRO .U HQVE NO IDEA...NO WAIT.. . I THINK U DO ...THIS BEAT IS NOT LNLY SOMETHING U MADE UP........THIS BEAT IS PURE HEART AND SOUL...JEEP IT UP PLEASE.. THE WORLD'S THE WORST ITS EVER VEEN.. WE NEED PEOPLE LIKE U ...
idk man the black plague was pretty bad but this is a cool beat
@@happyvibes2436 if they just had known that a piano is cure against black plague
Love your instrumentals they are brilliant! Keep up the good work wish you all the best 🌸
It hard to see things straight sometime
Scared to find whats left inside
Tell me is your soul as lost as mine
Forever waiting to feel fine
Where this road goes i dont know
Follow the trail of broken notes
In hopes i find my way back home
Though this lonely roads all i know
Im On my way away from here
Please god just take me anywhere
Yeah anywhere away from here
This path is anything but clear
Where this road goes i dont know
The trail seems to have gone cold
But ill keep singing till im home
I just dont know how far it goes
Wrote this up only goes about half way through. This beat really speaks to me. As im trying to get better at writing i would really love some input as to how you think it turned out. Let me know :) ( and to everyone struggling i cant say it gets better but hold your head up dont let the pain youve weathered already stand for nothing.)
@Official Street Journal Thanks man! Really appreciate the feedback
Keep fighting
THE WHOLE WORLD NEEDS TO HEAR THIS
À l'ombre
@@nuch6590hein
This beat is perfect keep working like this
Jurrivh, You really killed this one man... Keep up this great work
Tbfh this makes me feel like a whole different person. 😭😭. Makes me perceive things different just listening to this. This is so beautiful.
True that..
This is giving me tears of peace.
I've a huge emotions attached to this piece of music. Wonderful. ❤️❤️❤️
When you love someone more than they deserve, surely they will hurt you more than you deserve💔🖤💫🎶✨
So you don’t mind a little bit of hurting?
Seems to me that you think you deserve some
True that
Bruh aite, this is lovely. Love the piano arrangement, love the drums in there, the reverb-y percs, heat right here x
Momma dont worrie about us Well be
just fine,
We'll unite one night in the heavenly
sky
Be Right by your side when its our
time to go,
But just know untill then Our love for
you continues to grows
Even though this House feels so cold
and alone
cause without you at times it feel like
its no longer a home,
Holidays aint gonna be the same as
Before and im a miss this,
How you made every meal so special
on thanksgiving and Christmas,
And if i had one last wish on my
christmas wish list
it would be this,
to see that Smile that so contagious
Now im flipping through the pages of
your Diary,
Your love and compassion sparked
a fire in me,
ma you inspire me to start to live my life
entirely free,
For that mother ill never trade you for
no other
Even though i know at times you may
feel that you failed as a mother
But you taught me how to be a better
husband and father
You taught me how to be a man and
how respect is to be givin
And how a true Christian never
Disrespects another religion
Now i find myself Reminiscing you in
the Kitchen cooking up some
fried chicken
Now, im sitting here in this empty house , wishing we can sit on the couch
and listening to your wisdom
and thank you for the life i was givin,
hello nepharious6969 i know this is your story im i might be pushing it but i would really like to share this story with others and im asking first cause some people just steaal raps from online that they think are good im trying to spread peoples stories who I think DESERVE the attention and if you dont want to i wouldnt have to say any name or account just say a freind
nepharious6969 great
Yo. That was so deep. Hit me right in the heart!
That is so sad because I just don't know what to say I so sorry
may she rest in peace
We all experience pain😭😭
And we have our own struggles💔
It's all about how you come out of it
What don't kill you make you stronger💪
J Y (con't).....But I failed,
fell to my knees and exhaled
All these mountains I have scaled,
still feeling myself coming derailed,
I don't wanna fly off my tracks, not again, J Y Im sick of being too...
But I can't afford to loose,
failures not an option,
both of my daughter's are watchin, somehow I gotta win, bc if i don't make it,
I know I wont have my strength left to start over AGAIN, Ive done all i could do with the cards i was dealt, walked alone with no fear, & unwavering strength to persevere, but still year after year, it chipped away, and away at me,
In the mirror I dont recognise this broken fragile shell of who i used to be...
Ashamed of the scars on my wrists, arms, heart, and my neck, my scars tell another story and I haven't told it yet...
Blood stains on my knees, hiding railroads tracks under long sleeves, avoiding public places hoping no one talks to me,
locked inside my mind, desperately seeking the answers to which I need to find,I need more time, i need more time, I need more time, I need more time...
I can not loose my strength, not now, damn looking down this mountain is a long fall, im not afraid though because thats all i know, the bloodstained cracked concrete at rock bottom was where i started to grow. Pain I know, like a very framiliar face in a crowded but so empty place. How come the farther up I go, & the more I know, the worse I feel?
& on top of that, I don't even know if my destination is real..
BC when i look towards the peaks all I see is fog and clouds surrounding, pulse, heart pounding, does this heaven really even exist?
Damn, my wrists, swollen and shooting pain through nerves and veins, the curve in my direct lane is too sharp, wish I had breaks to park, I need a break this can't be safe. I lost my pace, lost my space, cant hold on like this much more, my hands are dead and numb and sore, i still try to press on, made it higher, but it's just getting colder and quieter, air is thin, sun is gone,
I need rest but I have to push on,
Tryin2 find my self, my true North 👆 xplanation for the purpose of the energy I bring forth through my skin and bones but deeper... getting weaker....
I inhale a breath of air to relax,
but my lungs locked up to the max,
like the sound of the snappps tightening cuffs behind my back, anxiety I'm handicapt, nothing left but half breaths, half steps, half way thoughts manifest, using up all my strength left... I wish I could start over, I just need more time..
Cuz right now, I don't know how, to warm my heart or fill my lungs, or how not to go completely numb. If today takes me away, tell them that I tried with everything I had to stay.
Boss Slaughter That was deep but turn it into gospel version you will understand better all the traila and tribulation just a test to make you stronger
Yo. Omg. That was amazing and so deep. I fell in love with every word.
raymond slate 🙏
raymond slate oooh so touchable
This is the sound of two hearts beating together wherever you are just call and ill be right there, we might not make it even if we fall just embrace it and we can try to be strong
I’m the lone wolf walkin through the forest, gotta lot scars but I’m always moving forward, never wanna look back back in the past, there’s nothing even there that will even make me glad, gotta make choice on which way is the right path, circling around right back to where I’m at, so here I am lookin for a sense of direction, no moon in sight, no light for protection, so I’m looking over my shoulder thinking someone’s coming, always on the move never gonna slow down, cause I’m the alpha wolf and one day I’m gonna wear that crown, knowing that someday I’m gonna make my family proud, but here I am stuck with a fork in the road, losing my heart I don’t know which way to go, but I’m sensing a river is near cause I can hear the water flow, just gonna trust my instincts and that’s for all I know.
I will never forget to pray/for you and dad forever till I die
I will never forget your name/Zuhura Shaaban it bring me more joy
My heart have pain/forever you're the one
Go and tell my father/one day I will come
I real have tried to forget/forever but I cannot
Mother for your support/my life come right
For that love and pain/mama you born me
My son Livingstone/mama you called me
You're polite woman/so lovely and kind
You taught me to love/all enemies and friend
I have one big question/in my poor brain
Why did you dear mom/you left me alone
If I think my poor tears/are falling down
I cannot escape/the name orphan
You're the guard and fort/of my all life
Even am poor but I live/as a honorable chief
I remember your care/hugs love and kiss
Dear mama I need you here/coz all things I miss
Martha is wishing every night/to dream about you
Forever I will never leave her sight/and same to you
I pray to the God/father of bless
For you and dad/to rest in peace
For the lost of woman/one and only I love
My life now I see mom/as the horror movie
Dear mama why did you/flew away
Its hard to forget you/and also I can't try
I know many people/confused you mom
But for love and care/you forgive all of them
You stay in my dream mom/forever I hope
I choose in my life mom/to love hip hop
I know that you know mother/what I mean
I know you understand mother/what I sing
Go and tell my father/I real do love him
if it's possible mom/tell him to come back home
Now I hope that my parents/ they rest in peace
To be a better child/mother that I promise
Can't forget my father/and my lovely mom
Even though it's never/gonna be the same
Dear Father and mother/I hope you hear me
To love one another/past you told me
To respect my fellow/as I do to myself
The way to be a hero/love man and tough
Please mother forgive/my past mistakes
The way to achieve/and then to look back
Mother the special reward/in my poor self
Is you and my dad/in my all life
Since your death dad/am very real sad
I tried to find the truth/for the power God
The words from this piece/are from deep inside my soul
Your love I will cherish and reminisce/in my heart forever I can't let it go
**** I miss you mother
I hope u r doing better now bro🙃❤️
Damn bro! It was beautiful ❤️
I’m falling
Hit the ground so hard
That I can’t start running
Don’t want to talk
But now your calling
I say I’m busy
But that ain’t reality
You can’t know
What’s in my head
‘Cause there’s a beast inside that wants me dead
Feeding on my thoughts
It’s eating me alive
Wish I could be taught
How I could survive
But the monster inside my brain
Is causing so much pain
And with every passing day
It’s getting stronger and harder to tame
Yes I’m falling, I’m falling I’m falling
Everyday is misery
From morning to the night
And now i feel the rope around me
Starting to get tight
It’s beginning to get serious
And now I feel delirious
‘Cause with every breath I’m taking
I can feel my body shaking
With the anticipation
To end this cruel narration
So don’t you worry momma
And don’t you be mistaken
It was my own decision making
So please don’t feel forsaken
That the world left you nothing
But a heart that’s slowly breaking
Naima Nixon yeah! Go ahead, that’d be cool
WOW! WOW! WOW! There is so much emotion in this! I love this! Keep writing!!!!
Damn homie that there is deep
Did u record that to this if not may In a style like Exibit
This is amazing Jurrivh, it shows that you put all your feeling on the piano, Simply beautiful. :')
Hi
Hey this is so smooth man. Wishing it was on my Spotify I pay for monthly. Listening to it takes me to that place of peace. Nice 👌
I see it is the result of your hard work, I really like your music you are not gifted you are such a man who do a lot of hard works
Great piece, would’ve loved to hear a one-off in a higher octave to add some extra relief.
To nema chybu je to nadhera jak kdybych se nekde vznasela tak hezky se to posloucha
Still trying to figure everything out, 2 decades 22 yet I still don't got shit figured out, what do I want to be remembered by when all i am is just another body with a grave what will my stories be about, when the chapters finally run out and there's nothing left to read, with every page turned my heart starts to bleed with all the regret from a life where i never gave all i did was need, the selfishness and all the greed, always had a full plate never hungry but I still feed, on these thoughts that only bring, nightmares and war, all want for myself is inner peace, always felt abandoned maybe that's why I never give people a chance to leave, keep rapping even though I'm not rapping about getting fucked up or smoking weed, instead I'm spilling emotions wearing my heart on my sleeve,
Feels like I've lived my whole life searching for happiness that I can't seem to find, back from drinking and snorting lines, to reminiscing on every past girl that stays imprinted on my mind, looking in the mirror it's to hard to try to recognize who I see in the reflection but it's my fault I let all this bullshit define who I am or who I've become when all I wanna do is find, the key to happiness I try to find it in all these rhymes, give my hhieart and soul and pour it into every line, yet it still feels like every song there's always still pieces of the pain inside no matter how many songs I write, feels so dark, wishing that I could find the light that once shined so bright,
Finish line hearts racin, standing in line good patience, a year down the line all the consequences I'm still facin, all about the grind and these dreams I'm chasin, keep my mind clear of all the people that keep hatin, I always say I'm fine but won't let these lyrics define me,
Slowly falling, can you my heart calling?
Trying to hold tears back but i wanna start bawling
Someone save me from myself
I'm silently crying out for help
Please rescue me from this Hell
Too late i already fell
Yea, falling slowly
Feels like no one knows me
Someone please hold me
Getting colder, can't feel
Growing weaker, just walk away and leave me
I'm trapped here, you can't save me
My demons have won
I'm already gone
I'm slowly falling into the shadow i have become
Slowly falling away, save me from my pain
Talent .... Keep going...
Crying 🥺 with dancing 🕺
I had to comment again, this is so beautiful man.
Mama I Know you did your best
Felt you did pass the test
Met dad and life was superb
That's until he died and you survived
You rejected me all my life
only to find you didn't want me inside
you almost had me take a ride
in the toilet sewers, even though your mother despised me
my whole existence but you barely spoke up
you let them mistreat me, hoped id disappear
I was too much for you, too much to bear
but mama I got kids now and I hope I can give the love I see on tv
the same love I lost while giving you and my ex my soul and heart
broke it and you both still laughed
even though I forgive you it never stopped
it was nice seeing you smile and laugh
but your hate for me will never be dispersed
I respect that,
but now I will leave this crazy act
I wish you the best, I wish you no ill
I just wish I still had my mother still... :-'(
I normally produce my own stuff because I'm an engineer, so it's high praise when I say were purchasing the use of one of your tracks to use for an artist by special request. Keep it up, you have a gift!
@Pontus Hansson 00000
@Pontus Hansson 00000000000
@Pontus Hansson it was free for him to use to get u into thinking he made it....so it is for u as well buddy... if this isn't Pokemon 2000 Lucia's song then I'm a monkey's uncle lol
7 McFadden I hope I got your name right this is logist Baron Williams I'll be in touch
You being an engineer doesn’t make your opinion more valid 🤦🏼♀️
Every note feels like its been from the images of my own heart.
YOUR TRULY TALENTED BROTHER ..YOUE BROUGHT MY LOVE FOR PIANO BACK
i dunno
i just listen n i am falling for ur beat n harmony. keep up dude.. thanks for existing..keep it from ur bottom of heart
what a great bro istrumental, you're a crack I'm using this to make a rap of Venezuela, I loved the end in this uncle art, that's why I'm subscribed and I give like they're awesome, Greetings from Panama😎
The one peace to all
Eminem = beautiful....m.ua-cam.com/video/lgT1AidzRWM/v-deo.html
Sorry mate but this isnt original.
Venezuela 💪🏼
im falling my heart is broken
i feel empty
my scars are open
tears falling of my face
and i wish i could erase you
I cant handle it anymore
you damaged my soul
i keep on smiling and hoping for the best
cause in the end you and me will last
but without you i dont shine
i just need to makenyou mine againn
so baby come back to me please
i m falling down to my knees
I should’ve listened to them when they said you didn’t love me ,
Cause now that your gone the puzzle in my mind is complete ,
I was blind I couldn’t see you was only using me.
You knew I grew in a broken home like you so you figured I’d build myself together and be complete , broken pieces I piece together still made me bleed and many nights I was on my knee begging God for this pain to be released , strength to forgive you , not for you but so I can have peace.
This tune will make your heart beats faster....❤️
So again. This is my favourite. 10/10. It's long enough. Ahh, PURE LOVE. Danke für die Musik. Du bist wunderbar!
You're ballad is so deep, emotional and raw. I love all your work I've heard.
are u serious u never heard or watch Pokemon 2000 and heard Lucia's song? geesh... they guy practically did the same freaking thing omg im done .. go ahead give the knock off the praises he deserve ..
Love this so amazing and inspirational god bless keep up the. Amazing work
Same n God bless all in the world
Nice , superb , fabulous , outstanding , rock 👍👍😍🤩🤩🤩
This mix is INSANE
True, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Our little conversations
Are turning into little sweet sensations
And they're only getting sweeter every time
Our friendly get-togethers
Are turning into visions of forever
If I just believe this foolish heart of mine
I can't pretend that I'm just a friend
'Cause I'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be
I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
And I don't, I don't know what to do
I'm afraid you'll turn away
But I'll say it anyway
I think I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you)
I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you)
Whenever we're together
I'm wishing that goodbyes would turn to never
'Cause with you is where I always wanna be
Whenever I'm beside you
All I really wanna do is hold you
No one else but you has meant this much to me
I can't pretend (no)
That I'm just a friend (I'm just a friend)
'Cause I'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be
I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (oh, yeah)
And I don't, I don't know what to do (yeah, yeah)
I'm afraid you'll turn away (I'm afraid you'll turn away)
But I'll say it anyway (yeah, yeah)
I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (I think I'm fallin')
And I don't, I don't know what to do (and I don't know what to do)
I'm afraid you'll turn away (I'm afraid you'll turn away)
But I'll say it anyway
I think I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you)
I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you)
I'm fallin', I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you)
I'm fallin', I'm fallin' for you (fallin' in love with you)
And I don't know what to do, yeah, yeah (fallin' in love with you)
Fall, I'm fallin' for you
Wow, what a beat. It's taking me to all sorts of emotions at this point. I must have it on one of my free give away tapes.
PREACH
🥰I'm Very Proud To Have A Pianist Family🥰
would you like
@@fritznersalomon1961
👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
Most respect to you and your Beats and your music I wish you God bless and your family for being a proud dad I am a father of four God bless you and your family I hope you get this message
all his beat his a wonderful hit music.. keep on the good work bro make more with hook please
Am falling
It feels like am balling
Lost in the world tryna find myself
But the world is lost I can't even trust myself
Selfish
You turn your friend for a piece but the man was loyal to you
He trusted you blindly but he had no light to open his eyes
Falling
Nice bro! Love the melodies!
Thanks bro!!
@@Jurrivh life is good with god.
@@Jurrivh bf
@@Jurrivh ⁹⁰0q1ap
I love your beats
This beat touched my soul man, I wanna write to this too; but this one gonna take a while! I love your piano beats man youre so flippin talented
i’m sorry for fucking you up
neva was plan
it was one of them dark nights
we’d been sippin all night
then i started trippin on the shit you
said
i’d never be shit but that’s aight baby i keep the money on my mind when im whippin in the 92
i wish you could be here wit me baby
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
and you know i’ll be there for you just hit my line when you need me
when you need me
you’ll see me
when you need me
you’ll see me
dt on the mic
look i’m sorry that i wasn’t there for you
ima dumbass ik that
and girl you know i didn’t want it to end
yo best friend sister set you up
then i hit you up
told you i didn’t want you
i wish i could go back
to treat you right
yeah
i wish i could go back…
Gracias a todos por la ayuda
So happy SIK WORLD pic this piece, it's so beautiful!
What song did he pick it for? I knew I had heard these melodies before but I didn't know where. Upon scrubbing further, I saw Trevor Daniels - Falling. It's close but I was still sure it's not the one I heard before. I used to listen to Sik World a lot though so it would have to be from him.
Edit: Sik World - Reflection
This is what I needed, just heavenly.. for my broken soul
Es una alma vacía
Siente melancolía
Por haber perdido
Al ser que más quería
Sin rumbo sin
Destino tomaste camino
No te importo dejarme mal herido
Te fuiste sin mirar atrás
quedé llorando
porque que ya no te escucharé mas
Debería verte
Pero mi mala suerte
Me impide tenerte y quererte
Aveces me pregunto
En medio de mi agonia
Cual fue mi error
Por que te fuiste de mi vida
No comprendo
Quizás mis sentimientos
Ya no sentían ganas de amar
Si no arrepentimiento
Yo quisiera
Volver a ti
Pero mi corazón
Me impedi verte
Es un amor que
Ya llego a su fin
Sin remedio a no quererme
Uff que obra de arte puedo usar solo ? No lo voy a subir
@@fadel06 okey dale
Wow ur amazing!!!! I absoulty love ur beats and piano skills.
I really respect your talent god-given talent is awesome Man God bless you I like your beats keep up the good work
It’s not god given talent and you shouldn’t degrade someone’s hard work like that. Playing piano is all blood sweat and tears.
Makes me cry everytime i try to do my lyrics.Thank you for sharing your talent and soul with us.Your amzing keep doin you never give up.....
Puissant !
This is a masterpiece. I just don't know how to use it!
Những ngày không em lạnh lắm , nếu ấm thì chắc là do anh sốt
Cô đơn bám víu lấy anh thành ra tâm trạng bấy lâu không còn xanh tốt
Anh nhốt mình vào khoảng không cô độc , tự tạo vỏ bọc hoản chỉnh
Em như là cafein càng nghĩ về em càng nhớ càng cần càng tỉnh
Nỗi lòng chất chồng về những bất đồng ngày còn kề vai
Về hai năm trước anh ước chưa từng phải viết cho việc mình buồn về ai
Em vô tình để lại quá khứ khiến anh đắm chìm sông sâu
Em ơi mình còn lại gì trong nhau , tại vì không lâu sau lần gặp cuối
Nhớ em vô bờ , anh chờ em đến tuyệt vọng
Chống chọi đau thương quyết liệt thiết nghĩ anh như là lính biệt động
Quên em không khó tuỳ thuộc vào bản thân anh kiên cường tới đâu
Nếu cứ một lòng vì em sẽ khó yêu thêm được người tới sau
Và anh rơi vào giữa bộn bề nỗi nhớ như trong đại dương sâu thẳm
Cứ như thế thì anh chẳng khác nào Ngộ Không phải chịu kiếp nạn lâu năm
Quá khứ đè nặng trên vai nên mãi không thể làm mới được tình
Là một trong số nhiều người yêu em , anh biết sẽ không thể tới lượt mình
Tâm trí anh là ngân hàng thu nhỏ lưu giữ nỗi nhớ
Ví tim anh là chiếc đồng hồ thay vì tích tắc thì nó kêu vang tên em mỗi giờ
Ví đôi mắt anh là hộp thư , thứ anh nhận được là tất cả những gì về em
Là kí ức ngày còn kề bên
Em là trang giấy trắng tinh khôi biết bao chàng trai mong muốn được viết
Nếu đời em là bản nhạc thì liệu anh có thể xin được feat
Không phải là thời gian mà chính em đã khiến anh tỉnh giấc
So với chị Võ Thị Sáu , Hai Bà Trưng thì em vẫn là người đỉnh nhất
Có thể tình cảm của anh vô giá nhưng với em thì anh đặc biệt sale
Anh vẫn chờ em hồi âm như thể họ chờ khuyến mãi viettel
Họ vẫn thường truyền tai nhau người đẹp chỉ có trong phim ảnh
Cho dù hiện tại hay mai sau thì em vẫn đẹp nhất trong tim anh
Cứ rap về em thế này , anh sợ tiếng nấc ghi vào mic
Anh là con nghiện chân chính yêu em chẳng tính đến khi nào cai
Vẫn còn nhiều thứ anh giữ và chẳng nói ra
Chẳng hạn việc chờ em đến mất ngủ anh không làm chủ được mình tối qua
Artee🔥👹😂
Bài gì đây bn
*Yo! Take a look at my track! Mixed/Mastered by Future's sound engineer!*
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🎶
Wrote a song to this beat....-
Every single day I wake up feels like a struggle have to fake tough,
Withered down knees of mine hit the ground not to pray but to find a lucid thought dropped from a troubled mind,
Never wanted for all the shine just enough a small piece of earth to call mine never needed much to call a place a home kinda hurts,
Hard to think about ending up alone - mistakes I have to live with & call my own burning all them bridges in a glass house casting stones,
Wisdom from the mouth of elder bones - knowledge like a rose from the pavement, wisdom goes hand in hand with the ancients,
Parts of me always feeling anxious; wearing down brainwaves like I gotta lane switch - shame setting in over shit I did; need a name shift,
Has me flying with both wings clipped - navigator no compass, probably gunna get seasick waves of selfish thoughts if I die please let it be quick
Fireee Mann this so sick
What I wrote would go wit' dat.
Crazy buddy😊
Who the hell are you ......so much talent , your beats to me are heavenly and i pray on these ! Bless you
Every day I listen to her and she reminds me very well of a person I knew for a long time 🥺
Him ?
Amazing
Y
Wsh les gars je comprend pas ce que c’est l’amour
Une femme qui te prend comme pilier de sa tour
Tu l’invite au resto pour lui faire la cour
Tu lui dit pas de texto t’es un homme du four
Elle comprend pas
Quand tu reviens tard
Elle s’inquiète fort
Pour son homme
Elle a pas idée
De ce qu’il fais
Elle a la validé
Sans le regardé
Elle demande conseille à sa mère
Elle demande conseille à son père
Elle demande réponse à son cœur
Mais son cœur ne lui répond pas
Elle arrive plus à le contacter
A la porte elle entend toquer
Et elle commence à s’effondrer
En le voyant balafrée
Et c’est comme ça
Que leur histoire
C’est terminé
Tout ça pour une histoire de shit et de beuh
Hey.
La moralité de l’histoire
C’est qu’il reste toujours un espoir
Mais pour ça faut déjà en avoir
Et peut qu’un jour tu le trouvera
Gg pour les parolle
Chakib Bssh merci mec !
@@nathanorm7048 franchement lourd les paroles
Jean-Mouloud Le Thug merci mec
Je peux travailler sur ton instrument
the greatest vid for an instrumental ive ever seen! Fya!
You should sell the sheet music for the piano. I would definitely buy!
Estudar ouvindo esse som é perfeito ❤️
🥀
Verdade, eu acho usaria um desse p rimar
They say that Fear is A Dream Killer
But the Fears of Failing let me dream bigger
I took little steps to get here you have no idea
The things I've been through like I'm staring in An empty mirror
Looking Straight at it but Myself he does not Appear
Tryna look at him but clearly he ain't so clear
Coincidentally he becomes to disappear
Only thing I saw was the parts of me that I fear
Negative thoughts, like why it gotta be this way
I've been Taught, Maybe it do have to be this way
I dont wanna do it, Maybe Do I have to stay
I'm Wide awake
Everytime I Overthink
Like you know that you make mistakes
My careers on the risk but there are higher stakes
Mistakes have been made
I'm on my way to A higher place
Heavens Gates, Guardians Its like Grace
Understand I'm on my way
I'm on my way
It dont matter what you say
Cause Imma make it
The Higher I get the more you Haters faded
I got the world on my shoulders like I'm overweighted
Dont matter what she say
It dont matter what he say either
If you wanna be something be A Believer
Hard to find true friends but they are A Keeper
Fake People Always Talking Nice to meet ya
Now you better leave or Imma hit you with my clever
Yall Following the trends made
Yall Riding on There wave
I be making the trends
And I be making waves
Your confused tryna Get out But you stuck in a Maze
And I'm the one that made it
I'm overrated Next minute who knows I maybe under
It makes me Wonder
Can I be something greater then a Plumber
Water Everwhere hold your nose cause your going under
Everywhere you go theres A Cloud and its shooting thunder
And I Wonder Why It Raining while its summer
Maybe it's all in my head, Im getting dumber
I wanna Thank Dad for being there when I suffer
I wanna Say sorry Holda I'll make you a Cuppa,
Cuppa Coffee
Oh I'm very Sorry
You work harder then Anybody
Anyone ever touched us There would be A Body
You played the role of mum so I'm very sorry
Didn't know I could Rap, it used to be a Hobby
You always had the Bills On the table
You Always did your best, Even if were not Able
You Always Had some food on The Table
Your like My God, So to you I'm very thankful
And My mum, we had Slopes
Everytime I fell, I Tried climbing back up the Ropes
Everytime we Argued, you know it wasnt your fault
And are Relationship was put on A Hault
And For that I'm very sorry
Cause I Love you to death
And If I could, if you were dying I would Give you my breath
And I'm thankful for the lessons that I get
Always live it up and Imma never forget
Schools Getting Hard
The worlds getting soft
And People Are manipulated
I want my Fame
I've been hella patient
I'm tired waiting
Coz I'm gonna make it eventually
Hard times Delivered by God
like this is A Test you see
And Imma Make through
So you gotta not divide
Killer instincts its hunting time
I gotta go
I'll see you on the other side
.....
I'm on my way
Who are you man.... This was raw, damn good.... Loved it
Really nice, reminds me of Scylla’s last album, he used a lot of piano and good melodies similar to this. 👌
Jurrivh is the best piano producer..
Die Melodie ist wunderbar. Hättet mir aber irgendwann eine Abwechslung gewünscht
Sik World killed this beat! You both did great on this beat Jurrivh! - And congratz on hitting HALF A MILLION subscribers! Well deserved, wish you the best! 🙏🎹🎹
I knew I wasn't crazy 3 secs into the beat I was I know this beat this beat was on a Sik World track.
Ok, second track of yours I listened to... Love the OCD mixing.
you used to be my ride or die
you knew everything about me
it was like you were my high
I thought we were meant to be
but I guess it was nothing but a big lie
I'm not trying to start a fist fight
but when we get to fighting its in despite
of everything we try to smite
im spiting fire and hatred in these words i write
i come crashing down like a meteorite
my bark isnt nothing compared to my bite
i try to say nice things and be polite
but what ever i do im never right
my anger has reached it's max height
I have so much bottled up like I'm a terre byte
maybe when I die she'll see I was her shinning knight
back to the pen and pad i guess to rewrite,
we used to do everything together
our relationship was nothing but pleasure
then all of a sudden we became untethered
i dont know what went wrong
she made me feel like i didnt belong
i was lost without a clue
try and see things from my point view
i had it all then i had nothing
I was thrown to dogs like raw meat
when push comes to shove you were shoving
you pushed me out onto the street
id give you the shirt off my back
but you would do the same for me
im not not ready to just let it be
one day hopefully youll see
it wasnt me
but it was you
ha it's kinda funny that 1 plus 1 makes 2
and when you take one away you only left with you
damn man who knew
we'd be through
now you're running with a different crew
my patience was running to very few
I'm smarter than what I once was I grew
I have a new point of view
you said you still love me damn I wish that were true
now im sitting back man with my gun drew
cocked and loaded waiting for my que
its stuck in my hand like glue
I now my times due
but I'm not stopping till I leave you black and blue
got all these demons in my head
taunting me
playing back the words she said to me
makes me wanna lock her 6 feet deep and throw away the key
I was a ,good man
I wasn't out smoking on tree
I did everything I can
to make you .happy as can be
I know you ain't my biggest fan
but I love you from sea to shinning sea
you make fun of me for the little games i play
its like youre the predator and im the prey
im tired of living life in black and grey.
every night i lay my head down to pray
i pray for you to love me in some way
i pray to to be rich some day
God sculpted me outta clay so his orders i obey
Damn deep, I like these lyrics unroll it got to the gun in hand part. Lol
Pray for bigger things and the smaller things come as add ons man. Always look up for your happiness.
Ill rhymes
WOW...THAT LAST LINE...POWERFUL...GOD SCULPTED ME OUT OF CLAY SO HIS ORDERS I OBEY
Cope Gamer I said the whole thing 😂
Formidable mon frère, c'est vraiment cute bro
And i absolutely love this. Easily in my top 100 beata of all time. For real
it sounds like eminem - beautiful
For me it's more like his song , like toy soldiers, the part where the music is low and he's just rapping 😍
Esta canción me relaja en momentos tan miserables y amargados como este..
This has more views in 3 days than any of your videos, no wonder this got almost 20K in a short amount of time! It's because this beat is inspiring, the beat is really smooth, and the piano is brilliant! This is the best B Minor piece I've ever heard. Nice Job!
Wow
The best from i think all of yours for me. Only intro - xx is on the same lvl at this masterpeace. 10/10 since i have heard it (2 years ago) I am glad you are still on youtube
Just wrote the first half of my rap-ish song (i dont usually write rap..or write) but i do love the piano, so was amazing to come across this video to try and rap/sing along too. Thank you. Its beautiful.
This is just sick, bro u are a legend... can I use this plz i wanna do a Swahili rap with it
I never ment to make or break her heart, heart, but she told me she love me
this is ma fav. BIG LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I'm in love with the guy playing guys damn💕😭💓😍
Thats nice but its so sad you can never talk to him
Rawest emotional storytellin instrumental of all time...Lets talk about it
Ha sido un largo camino
Pero todo esfuerzo tiene un valor
0p
Incredible. Great one team
Thanks bro!!
@@Jurrivh quero comprar esse beat, como faço
i was sick of being
played
over came all the pain and depression
they portrayed
me straight
betrayed and then
made me
out to look insane
by the contexts
And essence
of my
expressions
I was just trying to convey a message but I failed
J Y
Good shit bro.. where's the rest?
J Y
J Y
So sorry
@@keithlawrence3587 0
This beat is straight fire🙌💯🔥🔥🔥
Really can't get over of it if you see the viewers it is high because of me I think because I really like this song it feels something else I can't describe how........... Really love those piano and beats never ever subscribe to any piano channel but you made it happen