I'm tired of this..
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- Опубліковано 26 вер 2024
- I'm just exhausted, and I think you are too.
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I have depression , sometimes I feel so good and ...happy and then suddenly I feel alone and worthless I spent the last week crying and sad without even knowing why , I got into a breakdown so I pushed everyone away and now I'm so alone in my birthday watching YTB
Rania Ranini hey you are not alone! I am here for you if you ever need someone. Keep your head up. Everything will be okay 💕
Hey first happy birthday and i have the same things as you i have tried to kill myselfe but it did not help. i am 15 and sad but i live for a reson bwt i am not english so sorry if i type it wrong but just think about good things and the will happen xx me from the netherlands
Rania Ranini Well I'm here now 😊
Happy Birthday!!
I know this sounds so cliche and dumb but it all gets better in due time. 😊
Some things that help:
1. Instead of looking at the leaves on the ground and thinking they're dead, look at the colour of them and how bright and pretty they are.
2. Instead of feeling suffocated by snow (Since you're Canadian too) breathe it in and think about how peaceful it is and how pretty it looks when it falls.
Look at positives. Retrain your brain to pause and correct yourself when you start to think negatively.
Lots of love Joey,
Jessica xoxo
Jessica Smith but what if I don't want to see it that way but the negative way? Because the negative way is now my comfort zone and it feels weird to feel happy..
You have to choose to be happy. If you don't decide to be and work at staying happy you won't be. I hope you value yourself enough to want to be happy. You deserve to be.
Jessica Smith this was AWSOME to read. I'm thankful that u wrote this and I hope u keep spreading the love
+Emily Peacock, I'm glad you got something out of that! I have seasonal depression as well and that helps me keep it at bay. Also, spreading love helps! *Hugs* 🙆
Depression is when your arm falls asleep, and you pinch it, but can only remember what it felt like to feel a pinch. you can't actually feel it. And if you do feel anything it's like this dull sensation that doesn't actually impact you. Its just a subtle breeze. It's just another brown leaf landing on your abandoned and wilted garden. Depression is walking through a dark tunnel, trying to find an opening or some way out, a light, but you occasionally stop searching to wonder if you even believe in the light anymore because it's been so damn long since you've seen it. you could have misplaced it forever, or you could have just been imagining it from the start. Depression is trying to create a rainbow but you only have black paints. It's listening to your favorite song with water clogged ears. Depression is a security blanket. it covers you, suffocates you. yet you still hold on to it bc it's fabric has woven into your skin & you have forgotten how to live without it.
Jay Marie This describes depression so well! I am currently working on recovering from depression the 2nd time around. It is so weird to feel again. At first, I had to feel all these bad emotions and work through all I was suppressing. Now I finally am starting to feel something close to happy. I am ripping my security blanket up.
write poetry please
I Dont even know how to explain how I'm feeling, I'm worn out I'm definitely tired I'm just a mess and i just want to be positive again and smile and have no worries honestly
Rosanna Sassanelli everything will be alright. Keep your head up and try to find things that makes you happy and hold on to those things. Also talk to people! It will help a lot. I am always here if you need someone!
Rosanna Sassanelli love the bad days so you can love the good one's even more❤️
Rosanna Sassanelli I have been in the same boat for mooooonths
karmelkay same!!! I'd say about 11 months now 😬
ItsLarissa thank you I'm trying :)
This video is so relevant right now. My seasonal depression starts earlier every year, last year it started around november and this year it's already there.
It's especially difficult bc this school year I'll write my final exams and depression makes me lose my whole motivation.
I feel as if nothing's worth it anymore, learning is useless, having good grades is useless, I myself am useless.
Does anyone of you know how to stay motivated during that last year, even with depression?
This video already helped me, Joey. It gave me a positive attitude of life and I'll rewatch it as soon as depression hits again.
did you try light therapy? my sister does it every year when the summer is over and it helps her allot.
Be My Dreamspiration it felt really weird when I started it, but I honestly really reccomend it if you haven't tried it yet. you don't even need to do it when your awake, you could get one with a timer so it'll turn on an hourish before you wake up, or you can have someone else turn it on for you if possible. it also really helps with regulating sleep patterns and stuff and just overall it's really easy and it works
I don't have depression. But one of my closest friends does. I see her through all her ups and all her downs. She's always so happy but I'm probably the only one that knows that sometimes it's fake. I help her stay strong. Many times she has contemplated Suicide but her knowing that I'm here to keep her strong and stable is all she needs to know to keep going. So what I'm saying is find that friend that will never knock u down. Find you someone no matter who it is to help u through everything.
Ive been in your position...it's very eye opening and it's kinda scary because you don't always know what to do...I always hated feeling like I was on standby and I couldn't really and truly fix this for someone I love....it's crazy but I wouldn't ever change it. ya know?
Madison Faith I'm very fortunate to have a friend that's like that. He's basically my brother and it helps both of us
I don't suffer from depression but i do have anxiety and this video was very much needed and helpful you are an angelll👼🏻
Hey! Sorry to bother you but I just wanted to say that you are a beautiful human being and I really hope you have a great day
+Elena Yegro wowww this made my day hope you are doing well have an awesome dayy💕💕
Im tired of everything and SCHOOL 4 sure😩😩
jenny kong don't be ...you're gonna be fine ...try to love the bad days so you can love the good ones even more
Iris 2105 Awnn u so cute😍 thx
jenny kong I know school sucks at times but we could see the bright side. school is bad if we make it seem mad some people aren't allowed to go to school or can't for many reasons at least you can and that is the good part (: that you can
you're beautiful joey wdym. I have bipolar depression and you start feeling bleh and just like you're realizing life you know? but watching you're videos cheer me up a little because of who you are. I hope you'll wake up a little joey, and I hope I will too.
elfBarbie03 agree whole heartedly
*gives you the biggest and warmest internet hug possible*
we are tired of this society
I had seasonal depression last winter and I got out because of God. He saved me and if He didn't, I don't know where I would be today! Life is a gift I have experienced way to many deaths recently and I realize that God made you to be you and original, life is short live it the way He wants you to!! ❤️❤️❤️
I don't really look at it as dying. I don't look at the leaves falling or the flowers disappearing as dying. I look at it as everything taking a break, and it will all be back next year.
I'm in school still and am actually applying to colleges. A lot of people just look at it as a stressful time, but I actually really enjoy it. I get to look back at all I have done and all I have been through and try my best to fit as much of it as possible in to an application for a college which will help me go on and do wonderful things. This time is a time for me, and a lot of your viewers, to finally get to explore new and awesome possibilities and hopefully go on and make a future for themselves they can be content with and proud of.
Don't look at this time of year as a sad time, as it gets colder, family gets closer. We come together and celebrate each other. It's an excuse to hold someone closer as the weather gets colder. Any time of year can be awesome if we take a second to look at it positively.
lol the way you said " I don't know how he's not dead yet" was hilarious
ikr
but poor puppy :((
+Annmarie Bartholomew I had a puppy in a similar situation last year. so I feel the pain too
Emily Hubbell :((((
I admire your inspiration significantly. This is why you're my favorite UA-camr, because you just sit and talk and I love listening to you and what you have to say.
I want to live like Eddie (this is gonna be my new saying)
okay so i need to let this out: does anyone ever feel so sad? like i am pretty sure i don't have depression, no matter what music i listen to, how many friends i hang out with, i have this repeating feeling of on the verge of crying all the time and i can't stop feeling this way almost every night. there are some days i'm good and it's very nice but i can't stop feeling this way omg does anyone understand bc i feel so alone sometimes😂
i feel the same! I dont think I have depression either but I always have this feelin underneath that I cant keep quiet, i feel Sad most of the time, even sometimes when im hangin out with friends and I dont seem able to shake it off. I have good days where I appreciate everything in my life but I just feel so Sad for no reason
alexa cabrera i think you should see a therapist or something because that sounds like something serious :/ good luck
PLEASE RUN FOR PRESIDENT!!! OMG, SO INSPERATIONAL. HELP!
literally i could not stop smiling after eddy showed up
Tbh family really does make everything better like I'm away at college and got to go home and see my family over the weekend for the first time in over 6 weeks and I feel so much better. Seriously y'all appreciate your family and spend time with them bc being away really did help me realize how happy they make me.
For me my family is the problem... I love them and we have good moments but mostly family time makes me feel really bad. I honestly love being alone in my room more than being with my family... 😁
Molly May OK that was 100% me before I left but being away made me wish I had spent more time with them and not so much time in my room
Cecelia Gonzales My family is the main source of my sadness.
"Start enjoying your life for yourself"-Joey Kidney I love those words
Today it's my birthday , no one wish me a haapy one :(
Rania Ranini Happy B-Day
happy birthday
happy birthday!💙💙
Rania Ranini happy birthday 💜
Rania Ranini h-birthday
Joey always knows how to put a smile on my face , especially his dog and the way he talked about his dog made me smile
to all the people reading this smile, cause you're damn beautiful when you do :)
Thanks again Joey :) I'm so happy I watched this, It really made me feel happy (just like your other videos) I was a bit sad the latest days... but now it's okkey, I tried to smile a lot more and it is lovely to enjoy the lil funny moment in class with my mates, and stuff like that (although the teachers don't like my loud laugh) bye sysb 🙋
Fall is my favorite season because it seems like the right season to just sit down with whoever you're dating and drink hot coco.🙏🍁❣️ I love you guys all!!
your words make me smile:) thank you .
Joey I've been bullied lately and been feeling really sad but when I saw your video right now it made me smile so much and made me feel happy thank you Joey (:
karen aguilar I am so sorry to hear that. Please stay strong and don't let the bullies get to you. You are amazing for the person who you are
joey always makes me so happy :)
I needed this so much. My anxiety and depression just started acting up this past weekend, so I really needed this. Thank you so much. 😊
one of my favorites videos from you ❤️
Im pretty sure I might have seasonal depression because its been going on for years now and Ive even brought it up with my therapist. It fucking sucks. I wanna enjoy all the holidays and be able to be productive without feeling hopeless, helpless, anxious, sad, etc. I honestly can feel for you.
the dog at 2:43 getting a jump from the clap 😅
Shara Hussain omg 😂
This video made me realize that I have this seasonal depression. As soon as late fall comes around. I get more stressed. I eat later in the day or just less all together. My mood is just downhill. I also sleep a lot less at night and sleep more during the day
I can relate to this so much, thanks for making this
Fall is hard, winter too. It's exactly the way you say it is. For me, it just reminds me of the person I used to be. How I've not actually improved that much and I can easily turn bad again. School is hard, the anxiety is bad and that's when the depression kicks in again. I'm scared of that 'me'. So thank you Joey, for reminding me to stay strong and smile, to do the things that make me happy and that'll get me through this fall, this winter. Thank you for your inspiration.
you are an angel
God bless you
seasonal depression is the absolute worst because everything starts piling up around this time of year and its so difficult to keep going sometimes
you are such a wise soul, i adore you to death🌹
never apologise for how you look or feel. either way at least you're allowing yourself to feel something instead of trying to suppress your emotions . thanks for being an inspiration xxx
Joey who would you vote for?
Casey sent me here.
Blue Fashion he's Canadian so...
Sofia A. He can give an opinion then on who should win. So
Blue Fashion I was just saying tho
You can stop commenting and replying to me, I got that from the first person who replied, I just want to know his opinion since he comes to America from time to time, Thankyou Lone de Chene
You made my day. My fake smile was replaced by a real one..... the real one in months
What's the name of the song playing at the end of the video, please? 😊
I personally love the fall. Walking through a bunch of trees that even though they're "tired" and "dying" they show they're brightest most beautiful colors makes me feel really great. The month of October is my favorite. I love Halloween. My seasonal depression is almost always, always after Christmas and New Years winter time. Those few months where spring takes FOREVER TO COME. I always get so depressed in January and February and March. But man thank you so so SOOO much for this video JOEYYY. And congratulations on this amazing channel. You may not realize it but it does inspire and you will continue to inspire as long as these videos are available to people. Thanks for everything:)
Is that a dog in the back or a furry rug.. Please answer me☺
his dog lol
Ive had depression since 7th grade. It's so very hard and sometimes unbearable, but we just have to hold on to the very bit of happiness that we have left. We have to expand it by doing the things we love, being with the people we love and just living everyday to its very fullest. It isn't easy and life will never get easier, but we just have to remember that there is always a light in this darkness. Love you so much.😦 Don't give up, stay strong, and hold on ♡
Hey buddy!! You apologized for the 'somber' tone of the video but videos like these are my favorite you - you're real, vulnerable, honest and sincere. No apologies necessary! Especially because it's how you're feeling. As for your seasonal depression, you know you've got this. The best things to do are the advice you gave - whatever you can (big or small) to put a smile on your face. Watching cartoons, eating popcorn, watching the rain, reading a book, going on a mini vaca - as long as it doesn't hurt you or anyone else, just do it! You're the best Joey!!
You don't understand how much i needed/love this video. thanks and love ya joey :)
Thank you for shining a light of something that is usually put in the dark. Never forget you're the reason some people smile, thanks for being you.
This is exactly what I need to hear! The past few days, I've been feeling like I should just give up on everything because I feel like I could never make my parents and boss happy or live up to their expectations. It's been hard for me and I don't know what to do. It's like I'm never good enough for anything. Everything is always a task and I'm so tired of it. I feel small and beaten up because of it. I went on UA-cam and found this video out of the blue. It helped a lot and it's a reminder for me because people are going through the exact same thing as I am. I need to live my life and be happy. Thank you for this message!
Hey! Sorry to bother you but I just wanted to say that I think you are beautiful and you deserve to be happy. I recommend to not try to live up to anyone's expectations, just your own. Set goals for yourself and you'll see that when you reach those goals you'll feel fulfilled. Anyway, you just look like a very strong individual who deserves to be happy and remember do what you love and love what you so. Hope you have the best day.
I have seasonal depression 😕 but it's hard to tell people about it
Seasonal Affective Disorder is so hard. I have SAD and major depression, amongst a storm cloud of other problems. It's so hard. I feel for you. I support your happiness.
i've suffered from depression for a few years now, so this video means a lot to me. I've fallen down and I've had to pick myself up and tell myself that it'll be okay. When I'm happy, I almost feel guilty because I feel like I don't deserve happiness. But as time has passed, I've learned that there are things that will make you happy, and you can't do anything to change that. Happiness is not something you should feel ashamed for having. So I love the fact that you bring up these issues and that you're not afraid to post serious videos every once in a while. Thank you for bringing awareness, and spreading love and kindness. I love you so much joey
I was smiling the whole video. I loved and totally understand what you're saying. I send you a hug 🤗
"Everything is dying"--- story of my life man
"Live to be happy and be happy to live" is my new motto
I had no idea what this was about and when he said he's been feeling depressed, my reaction was like "SAME"
I used to have depression & I know how hard it is, I honestly didn't want to live anymore. But then one day my friend invited me to church & I just felt God's presence & it was amazing. God has completely taken away & healed me from my depression & He has given me so much love & joy. Nowadays I have lasting happiness because of God & I haven't been depressed for 2 years now. So yeah, if you're struggling just know that there is a God out there that loves you, that cares for you, that wants to heal you from your depression, & that just wants a relationship with you.
I love u so much. I suffered from depression from a young age and ur videos always make me smile
you know i ve been depressed the whole summer and now i m having exams and it just feels so excited...... sometimes when i m tired of this society i keep on remembering that there s too much to see too much to do and to much to share . perhaps i ll stay here for another two years than i can acheive my goal and u know what no one is perfect but doesn t mean that we can t feel perfect so stay you stay beautiful and the way to happiness is by being selfless and see others smiling and actually you made my day by sharing this video with us and u don t know how many people are watching you it s just like millions an millions of miles between you an them and yet u can make the smile ... stay u stay beautiful and peace joey
I want to meet you so bad just to say thank you. I have depression and anxiety, it gets very hard at times but I'm also a smiley person. So, thank you so much for this, your personality is so beautiful :)
My depression left this summer, but I've started to slowly feel it coming back to me, and you really encouraged me. I appreciate how much you care and how great you are at putting things into words. ❤️thank you so much.
Hi Joey. thank you for making this video. as being a person who went through a HUGE depression stage, it's nice to hear someone talk about it. I'm happily not in that stage anymore but I could easily get back into it. there's a boy I like in my class & even hearing his laugh makes me smile (which he doesn't know). but thinking about everything that I would have missed if I stayed in my depression, makes me hurt & makes me so happy that I became happy again. thank you again for making this video
You're a blessing I hope you know that
i have anxiety, depression, and am an insomniac . life can be a struggle but enjoy your life because it's special
Everytime he says 'stay you, stay beautiful' my heart...
it makes me cry.. I don't have a depression or sth like that, but u are just such an amazing and kind person.. World needs more people like u Joey
No man, I totally get you.
Winter and fall typically gets me like that as well - it doesn't hit me until it's too late. I've stayed at home for 2 months, crying and unable to meet people. It was so bad in uni, I swear I was just garbage for the first two terms. By third term it was way too late to salvage any interpersonal relationships. God, I'd give you a hug here and there, but damn it, virtual ones will just have to do :')
Joey I am really touched by your words. You said exactly those things that were on my mind and I don't know how to say it but I feel like I'm not the only one who feels like that right now and that's why I feel so touched and sad and happy and ugh. I loved your video.
..oh and by the way stay beautiful too okay? Stay as you are! I love to see people being themselves, that's why I love to watch your videos.
The way you describe things is so beautiful. Stay strong Joey and for everyone who is reading this and is dealing with depression please stay strong everything will be okay I promise 🌹
Joey you always make my smile and your right about the hole paper cut thing
I've been feeling the same way. So so tired. A type of exhaustion that sleep doesn't fix.
I feel tired a lot of times, but you're right, we have to enjoy life and stop trying to fix things. You are such an inspiration, seriously. :)
I love him! He always says "Stay you, Stay beautiful" and I always think about that whenever I don't feel ok with myself.
I love when you talk about these. I LOVE YOU EDDIE AND JOEY
I literally cried while watching this video because right now am at a point in my life where everything is going wrong. My parents got divorced, we just moved, and the hurtful part is seeing my brother cry and not being able to do anything about. I loved my life idk why it took such a turn but I guess at some point you realise you can't fix everything and some stuff will fix them selves. I am not fully recovered from what has been happening in my life but I know I am getting there so if your out there feeling like I am right now.... Just stop breathe and say to yourself I can't give cause I inspire people. Have an amazing day everyone and don't forget to smile
omg , I was literally in tears watching this. please , your loved & appreciate. you don't deserve to go through this , even if yours is just seasonal , or whatever . i know exactly what you feel , I've been through it all. I love how you try to make everyone feel better even though your hurting yourself. thank you so much. your so inspirational . use your own advice love . 💗
I love this message. I was in a severe car accident about a month ago and suffered a spinal injury. I am now in a backbrace and although it's not permanent and I know it's not.... I still just didn't realize how much that we take what we have for granted...... Until now. Enjoy your life and what you have because you never know when it may be gone or put on hold for a while.
I get very emotional during late autumn and winter. I am diagnosed with depression, and I have for years. I have found some people that make me feel better, and I try my best to focus on them and other things that make me happy. I do admit, it does get very hard sometimes, like... very hard. But I just want and wish that everyone is alright, and if you're reading this. You are beautiful!
And also, thanks for helping me Joey. You actually make me feel better, and I am forever grateful for that. Love you
Thanks for this video. I've been really down lately for a number of things, but I just needed in this moment to know I wasn't the only one feeling this way. I hope Eddie lives a long and happy life and beyond the years of his expectations. My dog passed away recently and actually lived 3 years beyond anyone's expectations. So stay strong and hope for the best whenever you can and spend as much time with the ones you love. It's the most important. Self care is the most important care. 😊
You rock. I think you're so right about you're paper cut analogy. I also think a big contributor of this "epidemic" of depression in our generation is how much of a "selfie" world we live in. People worry so much on perfecting and obsessing over number one that they forget or ignore others. If we all became a little more selfless and started giving and caring for others as much, if not more than ourselves I think we'd all be in better shape. Studies show that putting others before yourself by giving something or simply showing kindness ALWAYS boosts endorphins. Just my little input, God Bless.
Joey oh my goodness. I subscribed literally 2 days ago and I can't believe how much I've come to love you in such a short amount of time. You're so wonderful and you care about your fans and I don't think I've ever seen a more genuine youtuber. Thank you for being you and thank you for caring so much about us. I love you so so much and take care!❤️❤️❤️
Ugh, I can relate to such a level on this. . . Had really no idea that others struggled with it as much! But yeah, you are not alone. . . its the worst! Especially since Fall is meant to be so beautiful. Seasonal depression is really tough. and then struggling with everything else on top of it, freaking sucks. You're a great person, and i want you to keep up making honest videos like this
Thank you for this video ❤️❤️ I have seasonal depression and it means a lot when people talk about it in a way that isn't negative. Thank you
I really really appreciate it when you just sit in front of the camera, and be so real, and talk about all the things people don't talk about. Thank you :) and I hope there'll be many many more of these kind of vids
I'm going to watch this every day. I've never needed to hear something so badly. Thank you.
I suffer from depression too and when I get really really low I watch you and always make me smile
" It's me and you forever,
through thick and thin and stormy weather! "
The days are getting shorter, keep fighting!
You make me so happy! Thank you for doing what you do💜 I love you to Pluto and back!
That's exactly what I needed to hear. I hate how much bad weather affects my emotions... And there's school and my extremely bad grades and I want to graduate at the end of the year... But freak if It was only my choice I'll be travelling all around the world at this moment. But I can't. Because I need to "make sure to have a good future" by studying. Ahhhh I hate today's society so much ! And I'm just anxious all the time... Good to know that I'm not the only one, It actually makes me feel better ! So thank you 💕
all about living your life to the fullest and taking full advantage of the time on earth that you do have!
not many people are like that. I'm glad you realise how such little things can make the biggest impact
Even though I personally don't have depression, I do have anxiety. This video was just what I needed. Thank you for everything you do, I love you Joey
I'm honestly breaking from everything going on right now with school and my eating disorder and anxiety and depression is getting pretty bad again and my friends. You help me so much Joey 💕
Thanks for this realtalk. Many more people are going through this same thing than it seems, and it can be such a relief to hear that someone can empathize with how you are feeling.
I struggle too, with depression and anxiety. It can be crippling. So thanks for acknowledging that it's real, it's common unfortunately, and also that it's manageable. Sometimes the smallest thing like a smile or seeing one of these videos can change a person's day around.
Much love ❤️
I'm sorry, I totally get what you're saying. I am depressed and a total wreck. I'm too scared to get help bc I'm worried about what people will think of me. But watching your channel makes me so happy, your so inspiring and I really hope you can be happy again. you have so many people that love you. stay you, stay beautiful. love you Joey. Don't give up hope
This guy change my life!! I love that there is some people that gives me hope.
Joey, I've dealt with depression for about 5 years. It may not feel like anything is ok right now. But I know that I love you, and that you'll be ok. I'm always gonna be here for you
This kind of video makes me stronger! Thank you Joey♡
wow I really needed this video. I have just realized it. It made me more hopeful and more positive for sure. I am thrilled that someone finally understands the way I feel when the fall comes. And I feel like the universe wanted me to watch this because I got a reminder that I put this video in "watch later" and I finally watched it in the right moment. Thank you so much for these deep and true words. Now I know that all I have to do is to stay me, stay beautiful. Something to hold on to while I'm having bad days.
hey from one person who has depression to another if you stay close to the people you love it will get better I am glad you talked about you
This honestly helped me so much. I havent been happy lately but this helped me realize that mistakes are just mistakes and its important to enjoy life. Thank you for this. I love you so much