La hawla wa la quvvati illa billahi aliyul azim, 8 months ago i was ethnical muslim with some liberal aspects who thought i could go to heaven even without praying, but after studying atheism i started doubt in my religion. There was times when for me my religion was like massive lies, but my inner innate to believe in Allah drive me to continuing my research, as time passed my world view started to widening, doubts started disappearing one by one, the Quran which I didn’t see anything amazing started to be a very beautiful to my ears. and very meaningful. but i stopped read it in 2 surah , Ive watched ton of debates against atheism, christianity, feminism. Intellectually i was more satisfied with Islam, but after that i stopped to continue my research, but doubts didn’t disappear, i was wondering why, now i understand, because i watched a lot of you tube videos which is not give me any benefit, i actually saw atheistic videos and challenged my iman, yeah they didn’t get me intellectually, but I started questioning “what if” a lot, and it give to my heart waswasa which is don’t have any fundament, inshallah now im gonna to continue to read tafsir of Quran and start my tajvid lessons to read Quran in way which Allah taught us, please brothers and sisters pray for me
SubhanAllah beautiful reminder beautiful questions and and answers may Allah bless you more my dear brother
SubhanAllah😭😭
Really needed this right now🥺😭Alhamdulillah
Alhamdullilah. I completely agree.
La hawla wa la quvvati illa billahi aliyul azim, 8 months ago i was ethnical muslim with some liberal aspects who thought i could go to heaven even without praying, but after studying atheism i started doubt in my religion. There was times when for me my religion was like massive lies, but my inner innate to believe in Allah drive me to continuing my research, as time passed my world view started to widening, doubts started disappearing one by one, the Quran which I didn’t see anything amazing started to be a very beautiful to my ears. and very meaningful. but i stopped read it in 2 surah , Ive watched ton of debates against atheism, christianity, feminism. Intellectually i was more satisfied with Islam, but after that i stopped to continue my research, but doubts didn’t disappear, i was wondering why, now i understand, because i watched a lot of you tube videos which is not give me any benefit, i actually saw atheistic videos and challenged my iman, yeah they didn’t get me intellectually, but I started questioning “what if” a lot, and it give to my heart waswasa which is don’t have any fundament, inshallah now im gonna to continue to read tafsir of Quran and start my tajvid lessons to read Quran in way which Allah taught us, please brothers and sisters pray for me
THANK YOUUU