I’m determined to move into a space of truly leaving this behind me. Considering it’s him that ghosts for 5 months on average, I don’t see him doing anything. So, it’ll be interesting. I know if I had really listened to your last couple of Virgo readings and heeded them, I probably wouldn’t have impulsively blown up. But I couldn’t take the anxiety anymore. Too much damage has been done to my nervous system. It’s affecting me physically. Nothing can truly go anywhere with someone who always ghosts, intentionally confuses, sabotages, plays 3rd party games. I fell for a clinical narcissist. It’s acceptance time.
Look up avoidant personality. I have been dealing with the same. Not as extensive in ghosting. Unlike narcissism, avoidant personality disorder can be worked through if you understand it.
This really resonates cuz I really want change then I get reluctant for it to be for the better in my life hopefully it'll change and I'll be glad for the change
We are polar opposites that have been balancing for over 30 years ❤ Neither of us are bi- polar but the relationship kind of is, like it is it's own entity. We are learning to hold space for one another while one or both of us are healing old wounds. ♍ ♈ It's me, Virgo, that wants to feel more stable.
Two virgos here in a relationship dealing with so much from ourselves as well as a couple and still landing on our feet as a solid relationship. Totally resonates for us! We are just hoping to be able to someday get to our home in Florida we just purchased and start our life without the drama we have had to deal with. My father was killed violently and he is going through a divorce of epic proportions for almost 2 yrs now. Yet here we are! I'm 51 and he's 56. Time for us.
Cross watching Sag here for my patient Virgo to better understand her. She has bettered my life beyond belief and I have bettered hers as well. But boy do we have our battles. Stability is what we want, how we get there, no friggin clue but the love is undeniable and right.
Oh my goodness. You just verbally explained the dynamic my ex-boyfriend/ best friend/ friend with benefits. We've been in each other's lives going on 11 years now. And our relationship has worn many different titles. He and I are both Virgo's. And I've never heard someone word it as you did.
As the reading started Ali you said something from the past wants to resurface. And Bing my voicemail went off ➿ Old old stuff. Third party issues yes... Going on forever..
5:15 we will see if the partnership is not been taken down…at all🙏- Let Universe do its thing. Thank you Ali😊9:20 What is this? Tf unconditional love❤️🔥but yeah 12:14 LEAVING SPACE FOR HIM TO COME AND WORK ON HIS FEAR 13:31 I want more beautiful yes❣️👏💫 14:14✨👏🙌⚔️CLAIMING NEW CHAPTER OF OUR LIVES❌👉❤️
That is amazingly spot on!! over 20 years since we left the uk this has been going on 😢 you are so right it is hard to change this situation. Thank-you. I want to change this but l am scared to move on and omg yes it has caused me so much stress and anxiety .💔😥
Thank you 💜 spot on. I'm very tired and over the roller-coaster ride now. He has fears from past relationships and is in and out of my life because of it. Over being ignored and ghosted. Can't do it anymore as much as I love him. Gone in the too hard basket now.
I think this is a past life connection that I found here now in the 3D and we couldn't make it work and we are now in separation and yes, we are pushing and pulling through that energy. You're explanation is bang on and I am exhausted. I can't go back in to try and talk to him because he just slams the door in my face. It will have to be him. Yes, it took both of us to get here but only one of us has recognised that and apologised and that is me. I would love to post this brilliantly bang on reading but I know that's I'm wasting my time. Thanks for the brilliant reading. ❤
PART 2 I thought, "that was easy!" But it hurt worse than when I left my husband, I choked up and cried a big huge crocodile tear, was content to just have Chris and chatted with him daily in anticipation of an even greater cosmic collision and within a week, my Libra, from here on out will be known as "Front Porch" (that's a hella story in it's own right! 🤣) called and said, "NOPE. THIS ISNT GONNA WORK! I'm sorry I even paused us for THAT! Can we get back on track?" I told him then that I was already talking to someone else so he wasn't gonna be my priority, if he ever wanted to be, He better show up and SHOW OUT.....that he did. On the front porch one night 😉 We grew closer and I pretty much spent Friday to Monday morning with him, talking on his way to work and falling asleep together at night on the phone.
PART 3 At night, we would video chat so one of the first nights he fell asleep in mid-sentence, I immediately began to overthink the cause of this. Was it because he wanted to hang up and didn't know how to tell me? Or was it because he was so truly tired, he was just O.U.T.? The next night, same thing, so I decided to wait and watch, I played some music and watched him curl up and heard him breathing in such a relaxed way and then God whispered in my ear, "Don't you miss that? Sleeping comfortably at night because your day was filled with work and family and friends?" I whispered out loud..."I do." I had let the death of my daughter slowly drag me to a point where I did not care. For anything nor anyone. I was simply content with the knowledge that one day I will be with her and until that day comes I will exist in this world and take what experiences I have with me to the grave, slowly losing everything, my inheritance, my car, my house and my job and it had been 5 years of sloughing through life, doing yards to keep afloat, living on change and scraping by. I shook my fist at God often as I lost 13 close friends and family from March 2015 to January 2019. From everything you can think of, cancer, car wrecks, murder, freak accidents, roughly, it was a funeral every 3 months, and my blood pressure took its toll while the mentality caused me to develop PTSD with Panic disorder. Recovery is slow, but I felt a rush that night. A call to action and that's when I began to explore twin flames and tarot. I knew that he was sent to me to reach me lessons in this life and I did a 180, got a job and thanked him for giving me the fortitude to climb out of the hole I was in and the energy to get back to work and earn a real living. For that, I told Front Porch, I was eternally grateful and hoped one day I could pay it back or pay it forward for someone else.
Soon thereafter, in December 2022 Front Porches father contracted COVID and I risked losing my job to stay on the phone and pray with him one morning at 5 a.m. because he was so distraught. He hadn't slept and had traveled 250 miles to see his father before he was put into a medically-induced coma to aid in his fight against the virus. True to form, he fell asleep on the phone, comforted by the prayer and my words of comfort that his father would make it home and their scheduled fishing trip would not be in vain. His sister stepped in and soon thereafter kicked him out of the family home after he paid all the bills to current status and bought enough feed for the animals that he left himself broke. His confusion was evident and there was no changing her mind. I helped him find room and board with a friend until he found a house of his own and so I paid back his deed in kind and that was my concrete evidence of our soul tie. I have sat back in awe as he will literally go through a situation so similar to mine that they parallel each other and by the end of the day, my experience helps him adjust his sails to his own experience or his words of wisdom to me in my situation will be just what he needed to hear and act upon and our lives MIRROR each other. If I hadn't known about soulmates or twin flame connections, I would of thought I was going mad or God was messing with me!
I notice patterns. I am always trying to make things more efficient and essentially....work smarter not harder, you feel me. It doesn't always lead to good news though because as I noticed he would push me away around holidays, and then every couple of months, Front Porch would be shitty and then ghost me for a few weeks, so I began to assume maybe things were done with us, we learned, we lusted, we loved and our time together had just run it's course, time for me to step back into the shadows and see what happens. So one night, my phone died in mid conversation, I was bored so I put on my shoes and walked over to his house. He let me sit down, then asked me what I was doing there and said, "I didn't ask you to come over." Enough said, I was stunned but how mad can you get about honesty, right? I explained about my phone, stood up and apologized, slipped into my shoes and said, "Well I'll go ahead and leave." He said, "No you're not. You're already here." I said, "Not because you want me here, so I'll go. Who the hell wants to be where they're not wanted." He was drinking and his mood just flipped. He said, "If you try and leave, I won't let you make it through that doorway. I'll hug you so tight, a get-me-thrown-in-jail kind of hug. You understand me? Cause I'm not the just go away or leave me kind of guy you think I am." For fear of being hurt and not wanting to hurt his feelings I stayed, but that put up the wall that was the foundation of me not trusting him and of being cautious of his level of intoxication from then on.The push and pull you speak of, and the on-again, off-again vibe you get are Front Porch in his greatest role as Master Manipulator, trying his hardest to keep me silently satisfied, while continuing to keep his ex at arms length and stay in her good graces! He was expecting her that night and all the holidays he wouldn't see me, it was cause he was playing the role with her.
When you mention that the good times are REALLY GOOD and the BAD is BAD, it is the tiring, endless cycle I could almost predict and arrange my life around!! We would be on a good even keel, getting along, not talking so much cause he works a lot, but I understand and don't pester him, and when we would wait it out, and really miss each other, our meetings were so deeply satisfying, I couldn't wait to see him again so when he would get up early some days, I would rush over at 4 or 5 in the morning just for a good romp and a kiss for the day, but once again noticing patterns, I began to grow weary of waiting to see if he called before doing stuff for myself. Tiring of having to sneak over after dark and wondering why. Why? Oh yeah, cause he was boinking the girl across the street too and she was head over heels for him....🤔
I have always took pride in the fact that I'm not a loose woman, as I've gotten older, in regards to sex, I was of the mindset that I would find love again and abstain from giving myself to just anyone until I found the right person who was deserving of the skills I have developed and a clean space to do it in and most importantly, not bring so many partners to the table. Having said that, I'm sure you are wondering where Chris and I stood in all this. Well I had noticed that my Friday nights were free, Front Porch seemed to spend the evening with his father, fishing, eating dinner together or drinking in their front yard, so I would schedule time with Chris on Friday nights, but believe this or not, our time together is monitored by his 6-year-old grandson!!!! He is their caregiver, and spends more time with them than Mom can, he helps with homework, playtime at the splash pad, and they sometimes fall asleep together and he is so very important in their lives. We tried to schedule more time together at the beginning but had to cancel our first sleepover due to a moral dilemma we couldn't argue with a 6-year-old!!! As Chris walked to the front door one evening, the baby said, "Papaw, where you going?" Chris replied,"To go see a friend." The baby gasped and said, "You dont go see your friends this late Papaw, it's already dark! Well I'll be waiting up for you." After laughing my ass off, I said, "what did you say?" He said, "Nothing, but I can't sleepover." 😂😂😂 So our time alone is maybe once every six months, due to kids and cancellations but it's worth every minute! I wake up to a message from him every morning wishing me a blessed day, encouraging me in my endeavors and giving me the weather. As much as I would like to have with Chris what I have with Front Porch, it is not in the stars for me to have all that goodness at once which immediately told me that is a very special relationship, and even as recently as Mother's Day, I was given a message from the universe to appreciate the ones that are there for me as I was in danger of losing them along with the ones who are falling away from me in tower moments for good reason and that if I lose the ones I love, I might not get them back. I am not jealous of any of his friends but do I get mad when he cancels our plans. It's such a laid back vibe with him, almost as if God put him in my path to have something to compare the shit show I have with Front Porch to, so that I have a constant reminder that the anxiety level I exist on with him and the roller coaster ride of so-called love I'm either on or not buckled in for is not healthy. By accepting his lies and following suit, I am making him the center of my universe and I barely exist in his. In May 2023, I once again, began to push away, and then Front Porch noticed and one day, when he couldn't present me with any other valid reason to keep giving him my energy, in true Libra form, and trying to balance everything and keep everybody happy at any cost, he blurted out, "I'm falling in love with you so can we please just stop Fighting with each other and being mean? Let's just see how things go..." For awhile now, you spoke about addictions and having to end them for things to turn around. Well Front Porch has always been a good time because he LOVES his beer, I too was always a happy fun drunk until my allergy to the hops in beer almost killed me 2 years ago and I quit drinking but kept my weed habit as it has been the relief for my joint pain and keeps my panic disorder at bay so in a sense, we both have a problem with using a substance to cope with life. The universe sent me a message one day and I shared it with him, the message was: In regards to your soulmate, of the choice between women and wine, his first love is the wine.
It's like myself and Pisces not longer together romantically as I walked away from 2yr relationship one sided me giving my all to him, but him treating me as an option. We text and talk casually now, we get on, like he wanted his independence as he's a batchelor 55yrs old an only child spoilt by his now deceased parents dependent on alcohol but not aggressive towards me stuck in his own old ways, will not change but lately has been changing cut back on alcohol, acting responsible towards his home and finances. He is so, so immature in every way, but not really s bad person just lives in fantasy world. We argue, we make up, we ghost each other then start talking, he's Stubborn, as I am😂😂, a crazy rollercoaster, yes he drained me mentally and emotionally when I was in the relationship main reason I walked away to begin with. I know we both ❤ each other 😮😮
Me and my partner are best friends and we just ride the waves but we have a friend whose overly nasty when talking about others but I'm going to write a letter Me and partner argue but forget in the next minute like best friends do Your readings I find very accurate Also I am going to counselling
the toxicity is that I am caregiver to my beloved who has physical and mental decline... this does not improve our relationship because it only deepens the behaviors that caused me to divorce him in the first place. Nevertheless he is the father of our sons. What I am having trouble with is his paracitic behaviors have infected my sons. The "everything is fine" is the beauty of dementia.
I bet it feels good to be outside again it’s a roller coaster I live with a messed up person Bless you I need to leave him he thinks he can treat me bad then acts like he never does anything wrong
Are you ready for this explanation Ali, cause it's gonna validate E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. you've given in your readings for awhile now?! Get ready this is gonna knock your socks off....So I am the Virgo, 53 years YOUNG and He is a September Libra, at a mere tender age of 41. Years ago we were closerthanthis to having a threesome together, I was 39 and he was 27, dating my exes female cousin. She offered me up to him without my knowledge, but as the night went on, he and I HIT IT OFF, she got jealous and changed her mind. He walked off, headed home, fell and broke his ankle and we never spoke again until I caught his eye back in January 2022, he friended me on Facebook and I was slow to respond because when I asked how he was back when I knew he had injured himself, she roughly responded.... "Keep your distance from that one." And I never asked again. We hooked up, collided like two comets racing across the universe but agreed that it was not in the interest of a relationship as he was fresh out of one that SEVERELY DAMAGED his view about love and as a psychology major, I knew this wasn't a "quick fix" and I wasn't interested either, I just wanted a cuddle buddy to play house with and eat crackers in his bed until it was time to come home. We agreed that should we discover that our agreement was standing in the way of other vibes, we would be honest and walk away, keeping what we had sacred and pure because we enjoyed each other immensely. I was speaking to someone else at the time, I call Chris, and things between us were HAWT....I was like... "When we meet bring a clean sock cause I'm loud!" 😂 A month into things, I sensed my Libra was gonna break things off with me and so I thought, what would be valid reasons and what could I be mad about? The truth, like I asked for, or the fall and how much it would hurt? That's when I knew we were twin flames cause he called me right then and told me he was still in love with his ex no matter how she hurt him, physically or emotionally and how sorry he was but they were gonna try to work things out. I wished him the best, told him, if things don't work out, hit me up and we could pick things up where we left off...
I’m determined to move into a space of truly leaving this behind me. Considering it’s him that ghosts for 5 months on average, I don’t see him doing anything. So, it’ll be interesting. I know if I had really listened to your last couple of Virgo readings and heeded them, I probably wouldn’t have impulsively blown up. But I couldn’t take the anxiety anymore. Too much damage has been done to my nervous system. It’s affecting me physically. Nothing can truly go anywhere with someone who always ghosts, intentionally confuses, sabotages, plays 3rd party games. I fell for a clinical narcissist. It’s acceptance time.
Omg it’s exactly how I feel.. how long does he need to decide? I deserve much more than this ❤
Look up avoidant personality. I have been dealing with the same. Not as extensive in ghosting. Unlike narcissism, avoidant personality disorder can be worked through if you understand it.
I’m in the same boat. So done now.
Must be a Virgo thing.
Like we attract it. Its our angel wings. 😇🙏🥺
We are so pure in love it is shattering when its not reciprocated by them.
This really resonates cuz I really want change then I get reluctant for it to be for the better in my life hopefully it'll change and I'll be glad for the change
Well said yes that’s my life in a nutshell. And I’m EXHAUSTED & done!
MOTHER/ SON DYNAMIC PLAYING OUT FOREVER AND EVER...HOW ACCURATE YOU CAN BE!! AMAZING!
We are polar opposites that have been balancing for over 30 years ❤ Neither of us are bi- polar but the relationship kind of is, like it is it's own entity. We are learning to hold space for one another while one or both of us are healing old wounds. ♍ ♈ It's me, Virgo, that wants to feel more stable.
Two virgos here in a relationship dealing with so much from ourselves as well as a couple and still landing on our feet as a solid relationship. Totally resonates for us! We are just hoping to be able to someday get to our home in Florida we just purchased and start our life without the drama we have had to deal with. My father was killed violently and he is going through a divorce of epic proportions for almost 2 yrs now. Yet here we are! I'm 51 and he's 56. Time for us.
Cross watching Sag here for my patient Virgo to better understand her. She has bettered my life beyond belief and I have bettered hers as well. But boy do we have our battles. Stability is what we want, how we get there, no friggin clue but the love is undeniable and right.
Im sag going tru roller coaster with my virgo lol .im also cross watchn .i wish u guys all the luck 🎉
This is spot on with me and my son and his wife living with me temporarily. You have described it exactly 👍💕
This is exactly me and my Pisces. Rollercoaster all the time, but I love him
My goodness.. I have me a pisces too lol I married him
lucky! My Pisces left for someone else..
@@Zorro00444 trust me, I KNOW how hard it is. Specially cuz being virgo and angry at them seems to be the 8th deadly sin.
Thank you for this reading! Yep, I'm laughing because I feel this is the relationship I have with myself currently trying to heal 😅😆
Oh my goodness. You just verbally explained the dynamic my ex-boyfriend/ best friend/ friend with benefits. We've been in each other's lives going on 11 years now. And our relationship has worn many different titles. He and I are both Virgo's. And I've never heard someone word it as you did.
Mine is a Capricorn, so I feel ya another earth sign so we have our ups and downs. ...and in a situationship...ugh 😩
As the reading started Ali you said something from the past wants to resurface. And Bing my voicemail went off ➿
Old old stuff. Third party issues yes... Going on forever..
5:15 we will see if the partnership is not been taken down…at all🙏- Let Universe do its thing. Thank you Ali😊9:20 What is this? Tf unconditional love❤️🔥but yeah 12:14 LEAVING SPACE FOR HIM TO COME AND WORK ON HIS FEAR 13:31 I want more beautiful yes❣️👏💫 14:14✨👏🙌⚔️CLAIMING NEW CHAPTER OF OUR LIVES❌👉❤️
This is soooo accurate!!! Far out.....I am speechless!!!
That is amazingly spot on!! over 20 years since we left the uk this has been going on 😢 you are so right it is hard to change this situation.
Thank-you.
I want to change this but l am scared to move on and omg yes it has caused me so much stress and anxiety .💔😥
Thank you 💜 spot on. I'm very tired and over the roller-coaster ride now. He has fears from past relationships and is in and out of my life because of it. Over being ignored and ghosted. Can't do it anymore as much as I love him. Gone in the too hard basket now.
Gee, you are good! The reading reflects exactly my current situation with so😢. Thanks beautiful 🤩❤️
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Nice to see you outside again, Ali..❤
Bless you
I love watching your reads outside, what season are you in ?
Here in New Zealand are Autumn nearly Winter❤
His pain and troubles do throw things off balance.
I think this is a past life connection that I found here now in the 3D and we couldn't make it work and we are now in separation and yes, we are pushing and pulling through that energy. You're explanation is bang on and I am exhausted. I can't go back in to try and talk to him because he just slams the door in my face. It will have to be him. Yes, it took both of us to get here but only one of us has recognised that and apologised and that is me. I would love to post this brilliantly bang on reading but I know that's I'm wasting my time. Thanks for the brilliant reading. ❤
Thank you❤❤
Bless you❤
Toxic comfort relationship not easy to leave not easy to stay?
This has been an open relationship for almost five years. And I am tired. But we both have mutual love. Although I verbalize it more.
so accurate! ❤
My reading. Again!
PART 2
I thought, "that was easy!" But it hurt worse than when I left my husband, I choked up and cried a big huge crocodile tear, was content to just have Chris and chatted with him daily in anticipation of an even greater cosmic collision and within a week, my Libra, from here on out will be known as "Front Porch" (that's a hella story in it's own right! 🤣) called and said, "NOPE. THIS ISNT GONNA WORK! I'm sorry I even paused us for THAT! Can we get back on track?" I told him then that I was already talking to someone else so he wasn't gonna be my priority, if he ever wanted to be, He better show up and SHOW OUT.....that he did. On the front porch one night 😉 We grew closer and I pretty much spent Friday to Monday morning with him, talking on his way to work and falling asleep together at night on the phone.
PART 3
At night, we would video chat so one of the first nights he fell asleep in mid-sentence, I immediately began to overthink the cause of this. Was it because he wanted to hang up and didn't know how to tell me? Or was it because he was so truly tired, he was just O.U.T.? The next night, same thing, so I decided to wait and watch, I played some music and watched him curl up and heard him breathing in such a relaxed way and then God whispered in my ear, "Don't you miss that? Sleeping comfortably at night because your day was filled with work and family and friends?" I whispered out loud..."I do." I had let the death of my daughter slowly drag me to a point where I did not care. For anything nor anyone. I was simply content with the knowledge that one day I will be with her and until that day comes I will exist in this world and take what experiences I have with me to the grave, slowly losing everything, my inheritance, my car, my house and my job and it had been 5 years of sloughing through life, doing yards to keep afloat, living on change and scraping by. I shook my fist at God often as I lost 13 close friends and family from March 2015 to January 2019. From everything you can think of, cancer, car wrecks, murder, freak accidents, roughly, it was a funeral every 3 months, and my blood pressure took its toll while the mentality caused me to develop PTSD with Panic disorder. Recovery is slow, but I felt a rush that night. A call to action and that's when I began to explore twin flames and tarot. I knew that he was sent to me to reach me lessons in this life and I did a 180, got a job and thanked him for giving me the fortitude to climb out of the hole I was in and the energy to get back to work and earn a real living. For that, I told Front Porch, I was eternally grateful and hoped one day I could pay it back or pay it forward for someone else.
Soon thereafter, in December 2022 Front Porches father contracted COVID and I risked losing my job to stay on the phone and pray with him one morning at 5 a.m. because he was so distraught. He hadn't slept and had traveled 250 miles to see his father before he was put into a medically-induced coma to aid in his fight against the virus. True to form, he fell asleep on the phone, comforted by the prayer and my words of comfort that his father would make it home and their scheduled fishing trip would not be in vain. His sister stepped in and soon thereafter kicked him out of the family home after he paid all the bills to current status and bought enough feed for the animals that he left himself broke. His confusion was evident and there was no changing her mind. I helped him find room and board with a friend until he found a house of his own and so I paid back his deed in kind and that was my concrete evidence of our soul tie. I have sat back in awe as he will literally go through a situation so similar to mine that they parallel each other and by the end of the day, my experience helps him adjust his sails to his own experience or his words of wisdom to me in my situation will be just what he needed to hear and act upon and our lives MIRROR each other. If I hadn't known about soulmates or twin flame connections, I would of thought I was going mad or God was messing with me!
I notice patterns. I am always trying to make things more efficient and essentially....work smarter not harder, you feel me. It doesn't always lead to good news though because as I noticed he would push me away around holidays, and then every couple of months, Front Porch would be shitty and then ghost me for a few weeks, so I began to assume maybe things were done with us, we learned, we lusted, we loved and our time together had just run it's course, time for me to step back into the shadows and see what happens. So one night, my phone died in mid conversation, I was bored so I put on my shoes and walked over to his house. He let me sit down, then asked me what I was doing there and said, "I didn't ask you to come over." Enough said, I was stunned but how mad can you get about honesty, right? I explained about my phone, stood up and apologized, slipped into my shoes and said, "Well I'll go ahead and leave." He said, "No you're not. You're already here." I said, "Not because you want me here, so I'll go. Who the hell wants to be where they're not wanted." He was drinking and his mood just flipped. He said, "If you try and leave, I won't let you make it through that doorway. I'll hug you so tight, a get-me-thrown-in-jail kind of hug. You understand me? Cause I'm not the just go away or leave me kind of guy you think I am." For fear of being hurt and not wanting to hurt his feelings I stayed, but that put up the wall that was the foundation of me not trusting him and of being cautious of his level of intoxication from then on.The push and pull you speak of, and the on-again, off-again vibe you get are Front Porch in his greatest role as Master Manipulator, trying his hardest to keep me silently satisfied, while continuing to keep his ex at arms length and stay in her good graces! He was expecting her that night and all the holidays he wouldn't see me, it was cause he was playing the role with her.
When you mention that the good times are REALLY GOOD and the BAD is BAD, it is the tiring, endless cycle I could almost predict and arrange my life around!! We would be on a good even keel, getting along, not talking so much cause he works a lot, but I understand and don't pester him, and when we would wait it out, and really miss each other, our meetings were so deeply satisfying, I couldn't wait to see him again so when he would get up early some days, I would rush over at 4 or 5 in the morning just for a good romp and a kiss for the day, but once again noticing patterns, I began to grow weary of waiting to see if he called before doing stuff for myself. Tiring of having to sneak over after dark and wondering why. Why? Oh yeah, cause he was boinking the girl across the street too and she was head over heels for him....🤔
I have always took pride in the fact that I'm not a loose woman, as I've gotten older, in regards to sex, I was of the mindset that I would find love again and abstain from giving myself to just anyone until I found the right person who was deserving of the skills I have developed and a clean space to do it in and most importantly, not bring so many partners to the table. Having said that, I'm sure you are wondering where Chris and I stood in all this. Well I had noticed that my Friday nights were free, Front Porch seemed to spend the evening with his father, fishing, eating dinner together or drinking in their front yard, so I would schedule time with Chris on Friday nights, but believe this or not, our time together is monitored by his 6-year-old grandson!!!! He is their caregiver, and spends more time with them than Mom can, he helps with homework, playtime at the splash pad, and they sometimes fall asleep together and he is so very important in their lives. We tried to schedule more time together at the beginning but had to cancel our first sleepover due to a moral dilemma we couldn't argue with a 6-year-old!!! As Chris walked to the front door one evening, the baby said, "Papaw, where you going?" Chris replied,"To go see a friend." The baby gasped and said, "You dont go see your friends this late Papaw, it's already dark! Well I'll be waiting up for you." After laughing my ass off, I said, "what did you say?" He said, "Nothing, but I can't sleepover." 😂😂😂 So our time alone is maybe once every six months, due to kids and cancellations but it's worth every minute! I wake up to a message from him every morning wishing me a blessed day, encouraging me in my endeavors and giving me the weather. As much as I would like to have with Chris what I have with Front Porch, it is not in the stars for me to have all that goodness at once which immediately told me that is a very special relationship, and even as recently as Mother's Day, I was given a message from the universe to appreciate the ones that are there for me as I was in danger of losing them along with the ones who are falling away from me in tower moments for good reason and that if I lose the ones I love, I might not get them back. I am not jealous of any of his friends but do I get mad when he cancels our plans. It's such a laid back vibe with him, almost as if God put him in my path to have something to compare the shit show I have with Front Porch to, so that I have a constant reminder that the anxiety level I exist on with him and the roller coaster ride of so-called love I'm either on or not buckled in for is not healthy. By accepting his lies and following suit, I am making him the center of my universe and I barely exist in his. In May 2023, I once again, began to push away, and then Front Porch noticed and one day, when he couldn't present me with any other valid reason to keep giving him my energy, in true Libra form, and trying to balance everything and keep everybody happy at any cost, he blurted out, "I'm falling in love with you so can we please just stop Fighting with each other and being mean? Let's just see how things go..." For awhile now, you spoke about addictions and having to end them for things to turn around. Well Front Porch has always been a good time because he LOVES his beer, I too was always a happy fun drunk until my allergy to the hops in beer almost killed me 2 years ago and I quit drinking but kept my weed habit as it has been the relief for my joint pain and keeps my panic disorder at bay so in a sense, we both have a problem with using a substance to cope with life. The universe sent me a message one day and I shared it with him, the message was:
In regards to your soulmate, of the choice between women and wine, his first love is the wine.
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Hi from a fan of Lisbon
It's like myself and Pisces not longer together romantically as I walked away from 2yr relationship one sided me giving my all to him, but him treating me as an option. We text and talk casually now, we get on, like he wanted his independence as he's a batchelor 55yrs old an only child spoilt by his now deceased parents dependent on alcohol but not aggressive towards me stuck in his own old ways, will not change but lately has been changing cut back on alcohol, acting responsible towards his home and finances. He is so, so immature in every way, but not really s bad person just lives in fantasy world. We argue, we make up, we ghost each other then start talking, he's Stubborn, as I am😂😂, a crazy rollercoaster, yes he drained me mentally and emotionally when I was in the relationship main reason I walked away to begin with. I know we both ❤ each other 😮😮
Me and my partner are best friends and we just ride the waves but we have a friend whose overly nasty when talking about others but I'm going to write a letter
Me and partner argue but forget in the next minute like best friends do
Your readings I find very accurate
Also I am going to counselling
Hard for me to release the past but i need too i know it but it hurts badly
It's an energy I have with my client 🤣
I'm a cross watcher Libra Rising and my bf is a Virgo and he told me he saw his ex at walmart recently 😅does this count?
Welcome to my world with a high end Sociopath. He's dead now and still haunts me.
the toxicity is that I am caregiver to my beloved who has physical and mental decline... this does not improve our relationship because it only deepens the behaviors that caused me to divorce him in the first place. Nevertheless he is the father of our sons. What I am having trouble with is his paracitic behaviors have infected my sons. The "everything is fine" is the beauty of dementia.
I bet it feels good to be outside again it’s a roller coaster I live with a messed up person Bless you I need to leave him he thinks he can treat me bad then acts like he never does anything wrong
I have juat be diagnosed with breast cancer and he doesn't fully get what is happening and I feel he isn't making me a priority
Tiring stressful draining not real 😢
Four years and a marriage proposal from him? Now want to be friends? Taking the piss a bit too much I think. I think wanted my money! Easy life
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Are you ready for this explanation Ali, cause it's gonna validate E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. you've given in your readings for awhile now?! Get ready this is gonna knock your socks off....So I am the Virgo, 53 years YOUNG and He is a September Libra, at a mere tender age of 41. Years ago we were closerthanthis to having a threesome together, I was 39 and he was 27, dating my exes female cousin. She offered me up to him without my knowledge, but as the night went on, he and I HIT IT OFF, she got jealous and changed her mind. He walked off, headed home, fell and broke his ankle and we never spoke again until I caught his eye back in January 2022, he friended me on Facebook and I was slow to respond because when I asked how he was back when I knew he had injured himself, she roughly responded.... "Keep your distance from that one." And I never asked again. We hooked up, collided like two comets racing across the universe but agreed that it was not in the interest of a relationship as he was fresh out of one that SEVERELY DAMAGED his view about love and as a psychology major, I knew this wasn't a "quick fix" and I wasn't interested either, I just wanted a cuddle buddy to play house with and eat crackers in his bed until it was time to come home. We agreed that should we discover that our agreement was standing in the way of other vibes, we would be honest and walk away, keeping what we had sacred and pure because we enjoyed each other immensely. I was speaking to someone else at the time, I call Chris, and things between us were HAWT....I was like... "When we meet bring a clean sock cause I'm loud!" 😂 A month into things, I sensed my Libra was gonna break things off with me and so I thought, what would be valid reasons and what could I be mad about? The truth, like I asked for, or the fall and how much it would hurt? That's when I knew we were twin flames cause he called me right then and told me he was still in love with his ex no matter how she hurt him, physically or emotionally and how sorry he was but they were gonna try to work things out. I wished him the best, told him, if things don't work out, hit me up and we could pick things up where we left off...
Gosh,you’re so right on it’s scary!🫣