penelope scott // cigarette ahegao (lyrics)

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  • @saltysoo4557
    @saltysoo4557  Рік тому +273

    check out my other videos if you wanna discover new music! i’m planning on doing several genres so there won’t be a specific vibe but i promise you might find some new songs you love !

    • @saltysoo4557
      @saltysoo4557  Рік тому +13

      also for those wondering i just look up “aesthetic purple backgrounds” for my backgrounds LMAO or some sort of that variation, just having aesthetic gets a lot of good backgrounds

    • @NSWERCORE
      @NSWERCORE Рік тому +7

      WAIT WHAT? YOU LITERALLY JUST LOOKED THAT UP-

    • @saltysoo4557
      @saltysoo4557  Рік тому +8

      @@NSWERCORE LOL yes i’ve been doing it for years and it truly works, “aesthetic” is the buzzword that allows you to find really nice pictures

    • @NSWERCORE
      @NSWERCORE Рік тому +4

      Lmao yh

  • @ohohakan_kai
    @ohohakan_kai 4 роки тому +9427

    i love how she can make song like "sweet hibiscus tea" and "cigarette ahegao" it hit so different O.o

  • @woas_hellzone
    @woas_hellzone 4 роки тому +13203

    the way the lyric with "cigarette ahegao" is sung, it gives instant serotonin

  • @itsjinxus
    @itsjinxus 4 роки тому +2293

    The line “In my defence I wasn’t supposed to be around this long” is just- fabulous

    • @stick-chan
      @stick-chan 2 роки тому +35

      I know riiiiiiiight 🥴💕 love having excuses for existing, makes me less insecure

    • @devinpaul9026
      @devinpaul9026 Рік тому +9

      "I'm Mister Meseeks, look at MEEE!"

    • @Izuku_midorya493
      @Izuku_midorya493 9 місяців тому

      Relatable

  • @leafsliterature
    @leafsliterature 3 роки тому +635

    "in my defense, i wasn't supposed to be around this long." "someday, i'll leave the country." "someday, i'll have my own life, i'll leave this all behind." THIS HITS TOO CLOSE TO HOME

  • @odditycat2716
    @odditycat2716 4 роки тому +10083

    The memes scattered throughout this song are perfect. A lot of people use memes to cover up/cope with the fact that their mental state is crumbling beneath.

  • @BIONICLECLAYPOKEMON
    @BIONICLECLAYPOKEMON 4 роки тому +2304

    Found Penelope Scott this week; God I love her.

  • @underwoodessays6936
    @underwoodessays6936 4 роки тому +10536

    I love this song so much like legit it could hit me with a sledgehammer and I would take it home talk to it and be its best freind

    • @fancyhat3940
      @fancyhat3940 4 роки тому +146

      that's quite detailed-

    • @jesssclownn
      @jesssclownn 4 роки тому +81

      @@fancyhat3940 are they wrong though

    • @dataguts
      @dataguts 4 роки тому +41

      @@fancyhat3940 are they though?

    • @fancyhat3940
      @fancyhat3940 4 роки тому +46

      I mean i would say no, they aren't wrong-

    • @fatfreeyogurt3127
      @fatfreeyogurt3127 4 роки тому +9

      @@fancyhat3940 WRONG YOU LOST

  • @--R-U-SLAPPIN
    @--R-U-SLAPPIN 4 роки тому +852

    I don't know how to explain it but this song feels like walking around in an unfamiliar city long after midnight and the only things lighting your way are the neon signs of shops that closed hours ago

    • @bett1826
      @bett1826 3 роки тому +9

      100 percent agree

    • @elicarina
      @elicarina 3 роки тому +34

      i mean thats literally describing the background in this video?

    • @user-tn4fk2nq5g
      @user-tn4fk2nq5g 3 роки тому +11

      That’s the background in the video luv

    • @abolinhucomu
      @abolinhucomu 2 роки тому +4

      we are seeing the same background as you :b

    • @koiifsh
      @koiifsh 2 роки тому +1

      for me it's more like walking around ur neighborhood at night

  • @silentrain8572
    @silentrain8572 4 роки тому +8253

    the verse “I have a soft small body. Strawberries make it happy. Someday i’ll leave the country. I hope to have you with me” GIVES ME SO MUCH SEROTONIN LIKE ACKSHVNJBSHV

    • @yourplaylist3411
      @yourplaylist3411 4 роки тому +84

      Same, it reminds me of my life

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 4 роки тому +113

      Literally the most wholesome lyrics in this song lol

    • @laylarios7333
      @laylarios7333 4 роки тому +54

      That line of the song made me start eating strawberries again even though I’m slightly allergic. 😳

    • @Bebbeh
      @Bebbeh 4 роки тому +10

      my exact thoughts!

    • @Annoying_Fangirl
      @Annoying_Fangirl 4 роки тому +9

      Same i absolutely love it

  • @nadeezn
    @nadeezn 4 роки тому +8561

    this song could stab me and id apologize for getting the knife dirty

    • @foggyarrowz7759
      @foggyarrowz7759 4 роки тому +189

      Nah bro that's just a normal reaction for me
      But the song is good ngl

    • @oliveoil1282
      @oliveoil1282 4 роки тому +82

      @@foggyarrowz7759 every canadian be like:

    • @shay7319
      @shay7319 4 роки тому +35

      @@oliveoil1282 canadian**

    • @oliveoil1282
      @oliveoil1282 4 роки тому +40

      @@shay7319 thanks, how did I spell that wrong, I am Canadian???

    • @fionna294
      @fionna294 4 роки тому +14

      @@oliveoil1282 hi I love ur profile picture 😔

  • @saltysoo4557
    @saltysoo4557  4 роки тому +838

    just letting you guys know it makes me so happy when people interact with my videos even when people are discussing the song. just knowing it's on something i posted makes me happy ahah.

  • @_cl0wn_t0wn_79
    @_cl0wn_t0wn_79 4 роки тому +1614

    Props to @sam Bishop who commented it first. Growing up I was labeled a “gifted kid”,because i could read faster,and comprehend books with a higher reading level,and I was pretty good at math too. Once middle school hit i lost all motivation to do school work,and study. Still get barely passing grades and no sleep hahaha had yet another mental breakdown while listening to music.

    • @bett1826
      @bett1826 3 роки тому +19

      That's me right now :)

    • @staticdoggoe34rd
      @staticdoggoe34rd 3 роки тому +5

      Same

    • @PhilaNYSOwn
      @PhilaNYSOwn 3 роки тому +44

      Funny cause that sounds like me but I have to keep my passing grades otherwise my family will care even less about me ahaha- life right?

    • @_cl0wn_t0wn_79
      @_cl0wn_t0wn_79 3 роки тому +3

      @@PhilaNYSOwn I feel ya

    • @toadthe1st357
      @toadthe1st357 3 роки тому +2

      @@_cl0wn_t0wn_79 are we the same person cuz same

  • @HeatherMantica
    @HeatherMantica 4 роки тому +4241

    when she said "I have a soft small body. Strawberries make it happy. Someday i’ll leave the country. I hope to have you with me" it felt like the inside of my head looking right at me predicting my life and filling me with fear.

    • @bonbon5536
      @bonbon5536 3 роки тому +53

      sorry but i just read this on the perfect timing

    • @felix.mp3639
      @felix.mp3639 3 роки тому +43

      for me it felt like i was looking at my younger self like 5 years old and hoping to still have that same innocence and joy with strawberries again

    • @sheesh1483
      @sheesh1483 3 роки тому +2

      im dumb what is that strawberry phrase supposed to mean

    • @HeatherMantica
      @HeatherMantica 3 роки тому +18

      @@sheesh1483 I don’t think it means anything. She likes strawberries. Which like kinda adds context a bit more I think you can gain a lot of knowledge about someone by the tastes they prefer. Really I think this line is taking the few things she still knows about herself and grousing herself with them. That happens to me when I’m depressed I don’t know who I am anymore but I know a few things about myself and what I like.

    • @saltwatertaffy7434
      @saltwatertaffy7434 3 роки тому +2

      1:44 >:)

  • @TallyKat_
    @TallyKat_ 4 роки тому +763

    That melody change at 1:21 is so satisfying, it's so delicate and vulnerable and I really relate to it

    • @pudding8829
      @pudding8829 4 роки тому +16

      it makes me sad but I also really love it??? I don't know why

    • @darthbarf
      @darthbarf 3 роки тому +9

      Yes the melody just kinda vibes after that point

    • @chelseaaal8849
      @chelseaaal8849 3 роки тому +5

      The melody is so beautiful

    • @wockasprite9167
      @wockasprite9167 3 роки тому +3

      It reminds me of wearing dark clothing and walking in the rain with rays of sunlight shining through really dark clouds while holding a bright colored umbrella. I don't exactly know why but it just does

    • @iapples38
      @iapples38 2 роки тому

      I like the first half more

  • @brynna77
    @brynna77 4 роки тому +1687

    I’m a depressed, drunk, sophomore In college so this shit really hits.

    • @jacksonflood9344
      @jacksonflood9344 3 роки тому +17

      Me too ✋

    • @Lkn6789
      @Lkn6789 2 роки тому +4

      Literally.

    • @catsaregreat6314
      @catsaregreat6314 2 роки тому +11

      Y’all are making me nervous for high school this September-

    • @browndoor7283
      @browndoor7283 2 роки тому +5

      @@catsaregreat6314 hey It will be fine, hard at first but don't worry too much :) try to focus on you and your studies and you will get through perfectly

    • @thedarkoverlordofall
      @thedarkoverlordofall 2 роки тому +10

      @@catsaregreat6314 don’t be too worried, just try not to get a big head with yourself and remember that high school is all about growing as people along with your peers. self reflect frequently, do whatever you can to *be* better, and you’ll be just fine

  • @starchive7300
    @starchive7300 3 роки тому +555

    fun fact: that “I haven’t had another episode except last night was touch and go” is part of an actual phone call 0:40

    • @bett1826
      @bett1826 3 роки тому +42

      It was? I'm curious, is there a story behind or something?

    • @junejuniejune
      @junejuniejune 3 роки тому +62

      I think what OP meant was it was recorded on the other side of a phone call to give it the "phone call effect"

    • @MidnightSakura368
      @MidnightSakura368 8 місяців тому +6

      I think it was a hotline

  • @sambishop2314
    @sambishop2314 4 роки тому +20605

    This song screams gifted kid burnout
    (edit) guys please stop fighting in the replies

    • @3uphoria5761
      @3uphoria5761 4 роки тому +1887

      as a burnt out gifted kid i can back this up

    • @med6067
      @med6067 4 роки тому +395

      facts

    • @Duck-mn8xp
      @Duck-mn8xp 4 роки тому +796

      As a “gifted kid”: yes 100%

    • @kenziedawn8091
      @kenziedawn8091 4 роки тому +410

      so THATS y i vibe w it sm

    • @Shdjsjdjdy
      @Shdjsjdjdy 4 роки тому +174

      felt that-

  • @confetkitti
    @confetkitti 4 роки тому +3092

    why do you refuse to put lyrics when she says uwu i am rioting

    • @saltysoo4557
      @saltysoo4557  4 роки тому +683

      i'm sorry i was conflicted since i considered it as a background lyric 😔

    • @confetkitti
      @confetkitti 4 роки тому +307

      @@saltysoo4557 MAHMAAHIJKMA i was kidding it was a joke but still love it thx

    • @KillerKoifish
      @KillerKoifish 4 роки тому +61

      Because UwU is sin?
      Or maybe because she thought she counted it as lyrics

    • @confetkitti
      @confetkitti 4 роки тому +10

      already said that it was a joke but ok

    • @L3thal0xygen
      @L3thal0xygen 4 роки тому +18

      @JAYLEEN LOPEZ f u r r i e s . And ppl unironically using it.
      correction: like many other community's, although there is a good side to the furry community, it seems as though there is more of the bad than the good. when i wrote this, i was focusing more on the bad part than the good, in general there is nothing wrong with furries-

  • @fancatstic_
    @fancatstic_ 4 роки тому +2688

    This makes me oddly...calm? Like it makes me feel like everything, no matter how horrible it is, its gonna be ok, like why does it make me feel like that?

    • @butterbear7320
      @butterbear7320 4 роки тому +88

      I dissociated during this song and now Idk who I am lol

    • @fancatstic_
      @fancatstic_ 4 роки тому +21

      @@butterbear7320 I know I did too

    • @thescarytransperson
      @thescarytransperson 3 роки тому +19

      it's the fact that it's mood

    • @daisybell2252
      @daisybell2252 3 роки тому +17

      It makes me feel the opposite tbh, I love it😳

    • @ningyo-c9q
      @ningyo-c9q 3 роки тому +40

      it probably makes you feel like someone else has something horrible going on, and it's a lot easier to deal with a type of pain if someone else is experiencing it with you. that's how it is with me

  • @zettavevo
    @zettavevo 3 роки тому +3998

    this song gives me vibes that a person that only types in lowercase made this song

  • @julesmustdi3
    @julesmustdi3 4 роки тому +3241

    Someone make a geometry dash level with this song

    • @mae8018
      @mae8018 4 роки тому +46

      @@oyasumi_01 OH MY GOD PLEASEEEE I LOVE JUST DANCE 💀💀💀

    • @Catzrule28
      @Catzrule28 4 роки тому +23

      there are 420 likes so i'm not liking it bc i don't wanna mess up that number but i need u to kno that You're Right

    • @kyokokirigiri6956
      @kyokokirigiri6956 4 роки тому +17

      @@Catzrule28 you can like now

    • @Catzrule28
      @Catzrule28 4 роки тому +13

      @@kyokokirigiri6956 my hero 🥺

    • @kyokokirigiri6956
      @kyokokirigiri6956 4 роки тому +12

      @@Catzrule28 Awe thanks 🥺

  • @Winniesuman
    @Winniesuman 4 роки тому +1100

    i had to google what ahegao means and let's just call it a vocab update at this point-

  • @viphersniper
    @viphersniper 4 роки тому +3772

    *Sophomores in high school talking about this*
    Sophomores in college be like 👁👄👁

    • @yourchaoticadhdfriend3523
      @yourchaoticadhdfriend3523 3 роки тому +51

      Honestly that's what I thought this was

    • @willpepper9244
      @willpepper9244 3 роки тому +72

      No that’s not true... at least in high school I have friends. I’ve known them since 7th grade when my social anxiety was bad, but not so bad that I can’t talk to people. My friends know where they’re going to college, and I’m probably not going to go where they go because even if I get in, which I might because I’m in all AP classes (although I have so much overdue work my gpa will be about a 0.1 by the end of the year) I can’t afford it. I’m probably going to a community college. I won’t know anyone, and I will be to scared to talk to any of them. I won’t “love” anyone. I won’t know who drops out. I won’t know who dies or commits suicide. I’ll end up flunking out by the end of sophomore year.
      Tl:dr, I have my future all planned out, and let’s just say it doesn’t look bright.

    • @sussy5419
      @sussy5419 3 роки тому +7

      😐

    • @soupersoaker
      @soupersoaker 3 роки тому +3

      @@sussy5419 😩🖐

    • @soysauceqq-2116
      @soysauceqq-2116 3 роки тому +64

      @@willpepper9244 This song was talking about college sophomores.

  • @nicole4725
    @nicole4725 3 роки тому +364

    Just to clarify
    Ahegao, also called O-Face also called "Oro-Face", is a term of Japanese pornography describing a facial expression of fictional characters during sex often used in pornographic videogames (Erogē), manga and anime (Hentai). Meanwhile, the Ahegao face became a fashion trend for erotic enthusiasts in Japan. There are many clothes available that have anime and manga characters making the Ahegao face.

    • @linguaniclishard4826
      @linguaniclishard4826 3 роки тому +55

      i already knew this but after reading this comment it made me realize: IS THIS WHY SHE SAYS uwu THROUGH THE WHOLE SONG???

    • @vi_alessia
      @vi_alessia 3 роки тому +7

      @@linguaniclishard4826 yeah same lol

    • @orikitty
      @orikitty Рік тому +13

      Nah it wasn’t rlly a fashion trend in Japan. I live in Japan and the only place I’ve seen those types of weird prints was back in anime cons in Spain

  • @lowlyworm9323
    @lowlyworm9323 4 роки тому +4549

    Why does this perfectly encapsulate the teenage/20-something mindset in our postmodern neoliberal hellscape

    • @no-wq5fh
      @no-wq5fh 4 роки тому +87

      cause she is 20- 👯‍♀️

    • @W00Y00__
      @W00Y00__ 4 роки тому +174

      bruh i didnt understand a single word you just said, but go off ig

    • @lunaraxel8909
      @lunaraxel8909 4 роки тому +130

      Cause our world is fucked up and so many people use toxic and or self destructive escapes

    • @glamorouslynothere4785
      @glamorouslynothere4785 4 роки тому +35

      i have no clue what you just said, but i *totally* agree

    • @Ryder-md1cs
      @Ryder-md1cs 4 роки тому +131

      @@W00Y00__ neoliberalism is the main ecenomic system of the united states that pushes profit over people and ignores problems in favor of increasing production and money at any cost, and postmodernism is the twisting of old beliefs like god and viewing the world through a realist lense like the classical idea of "god" is flipped to be the postmodern idea that "god is dead"

  • @hxan704
    @hxan704 4 роки тому +2179

    what the hay this song could punch me in the face and i'd thank it

    • @F4real_2
      @F4real_2 4 роки тому +17

      FUCKING SAME BROOO

    • @burgeriguess
      @burgeriguess 4 роки тому +20

      @@F4real_2 I love how pinstripe censors themself and then JC goes all out

    • @F4real_2
      @F4real_2 4 роки тому +11

      @@burgeriguess you better believe it

    • @arizen8960
      @arizen8960 4 роки тому +4

      Fuck man...I'd straight up call this song daddy~ if it punched me

  • @lemon8898
    @lemon8898 4 роки тому +571

    “in my defense, i wasn’t supposed to be around this long, so...” HITS

  • @hhmmhmhm5743
    @hhmmhmhm5743 4 роки тому +376

    "Perfect shitstorm" is honestly the best way to describe the music itself. It's so pretty and aesthetic, but also so messy and depressing; exactly what the lyrics are describing.

  • @chillinvillain7800
    @chillinvillain7800 4 роки тому +672

    How horrible would it be to wake up in one of those alternate universe situations where everything’s different and you can’t look up the song stuck in your head because of it

    • @seiliu2155
      @seiliu2155 4 роки тому +23

      make the song yourself 😈

    • @himikoyumeno1030
      @himikoyumeno1030 4 роки тому +12

      I already go through that and now i forgot what the song called 🙃

    • @ogcolumbinakinnie6556
      @ogcolumbinakinnie6556 2 роки тому +1

      That’s really specific, are you okay?

    • @koiifsh
      @koiifsh 2 роки тому +1

      what's this song called in your home universe?

    • @chillinvillain7800
      @chillinvillain7800 2 роки тому +1

      @@koiifsh cigarette ahegao 👀

  • @AstronomicalJelly
    @AstronomicalJelly 4 роки тому +3772

    i'm just obsessed with the UWUs throughout the song

  • @axelsrotting
    @axelsrotting 4 роки тому +3876

    This song feels crunchy and seems like it smells like that one sock under your 14 year old cousins bed but it also gives me way too many happy fumes and I can't anymore

    • @biophreaker
      @biophreaker 4 роки тому +431

      d. did you just call this song a cumsock??? youre not wrong but im literally begging you

    • @witchhazel7823
      @witchhazel7823 4 роки тому +102

      I-

    • @screamo1642
      @screamo1642 4 роки тому +208

      the happy fumes part is arguably the most concerning part about this comment, but i wholly agree it does give off that vibe

    • @pippullen3557
      @pippullen3557 4 роки тому +74

      @@biophreaker beg then

    • @Lee-wb5yx
      @Lee-wb5yx 4 роки тому +47

      @@pippullen3557 Can't, they're into it

  • @_sefi9115
    @_sefi9115 4 роки тому +350

    Tastes like sprite

    • @AnnoyingPyroMa1n
      @AnnoyingPyroMa1n 4 роки тому +37

      Specifically McDonald's sprite

    • @cyrillavanilla
      @cyrillavanilla 3 роки тому +33

      Even more specifically that McDonalds sprite that was stored in the back of the fridge for a week.

    • @urmom1761
      @urmom1761 3 роки тому +4

      @@cyrillavanilla yes

    • @mountain9310
      @mountain9310 3 роки тому +6

      Sitting in a hot car overnight and lost all it's carbonation type of sprite

  • @agnieszkasalach4395
    @agnieszkasalach4395 4 роки тому +9487

    If we made a venn diagram of slam poetry, mental breakdown, hentai memes and a semi-drunken rant to your best friend, this song would land in the middle
    It's one of the weirder things I listened to recently but it's an instant love

  • @justadams677
    @justadams677 4 роки тому +282

    When she said "someday I'll have my own life" that hit hard and close to my heart

  • @spiritwarhol707
    @spiritwarhol707 4 роки тому +274

    I'm still losing it over the fact someone made a song called Cigarette Ahegao. What a legend.

  • @atoasterisaweirdbathbomb6070
    @atoasterisaweirdbathbomb6070 3 роки тому +98

    Therapy is expensive but this song on loop telling your parents it’s Christian music is free

  • @thomascain5904
    @thomascain5904 4 роки тому +569

    I’ll be honest I love this song can’t let the homies know

    • @moin9983
      @moin9983 4 роки тому +133

      if the homies get mad about you liking this song, then they weren't homies bro

    • @oatmeallovr
      @oatmeallovr 4 роки тому +13

      @@moin9983 very true

    • @tumb9510
      @tumb9510 4 роки тому +8

      get new homies, ex: me!!

    • @MeatballGreen24
      @MeatballGreen24 4 роки тому +5

      same man, this song slaps tho

  • @heyheyitscadie
    @heyheyitscadie 4 роки тому +645

    this song is so i don’t even know it’s chaotic. i would’ve gone crazy over it when i was 12/13 lmao

    • @honeyarsonist
      @honeyarsonist 4 роки тому +29

      welcome to goblincore, love!

    • @cat1312.
      @cat1312. 4 роки тому +14

      Brujita is this goblincore? I love this song

    • @moonziez
      @moonziez 4 роки тому +11

      i’m 14 and i’m going crazy over it so.. close enough

    • @hatsunebuttfart2139
      @hatsunebuttfart2139 4 роки тому +2

      13 and kinda but it do be kinda cringe......not that the other stuff i listen to isnt 😔

    • @heyheyitscadie
      @heyheyitscadie 4 роки тому +18

      @@hatsunebuttfart2139 (cringe culture is dead, do whatever the hell you want)

  • @shimmedmilk
    @shimmedmilk 4 роки тому +2417

    the danganronpa icons in the comments it’s very telling

  • @FELONIOUSPUNK420
    @FELONIOUSPUNK420 3 роки тому +50

    This song not only scratches a particular itch for my brain, (the crunchy beat, video game noises, beautiful vocals) but it also speaks to the nature of my generations mental state that I think a lot of people can relate to

  • @StarboyJuno
    @StarboyJuno 4 роки тому +462

    This song feels like when you and all your friends are crying at 2 am and are low-key high/drunk but are speaking the secrets of the universe and sobbing but that's honestly the highlight of the night

    • @lucia487
      @lucia487 3 роки тому +13

      pls why is this so specific and completely accurate

    • @iapples38
      @iapples38 2 роки тому +1

      This but alone lol

    • @Merbrls228
      @Merbrls228 Рік тому +1

      Yea but instead of real life on discord;(

  • @roseprincess7668
    @roseprincess7668 4 роки тому +540

    why i found this after my sophomore year smfh. anyways gurl this song describes it perfectly😔😔.

  • @saltysoo4557
    @saltysoo4557  4 роки тому +4946

    put song requests in the comments! i may or may not do it but we'll see 🙂. also! i started school again this week so i'm gonna be tired like 24/7 therefore idk how much i'll post. i'll try to edit when i'm motivated but that's kinda rare lol..

    • @morganisntokay2604
      @morganisntokay2604 4 роки тому +73

      what about moonsickness by penelope scott 😳👉👈

    • @saltysoo4557
      @saltysoo4557  4 роки тому +65

      Daddy.Doorknob i'll do it as soon as i can !

    • @gachabucket40
      @gachabucket40 4 роки тому +43

      Rat by Penelope Scott?

    • @saltysoo4557
      @saltysoo4557  4 роки тому +37

      Gacha Bucket i will hopefully be working on that today

    • @tristan1845
      @tristan1845 4 роки тому +13

      you should do tungs by the frights

  • @birdthemancoolguyman1369
    @birdthemancoolguyman1369 2 роки тому +42

    "trash on the wall, trash on the floor
    liquid eyeliner stuck to the doors,
    screwing everything up, doing everything wrong,
    *in my defense, i wasnt supposed to be around this long so!* " this hits so hard as someone with chronic illness all my life, i dont have the energy to do much of anything and i dont have a plan for myself because i wasnt supposed to live past infancy.

  • @Divine.Machinery
    @Divine.Machinery 4 роки тому +259

    I relate to this song more than I should- ESPECIALLY the quiet part and “someday I’ll leave the county, i hope to have you with me”

    • @puretestoster1
      @puretestoster1 4 роки тому +1

      SAME OH MY GOD
      I only have a few more years till I'm out of school and can move. Of course I have to worry about the costs but that's a problem for future me

  • @ash_probably
    @ash_probably 4 роки тому +4945

    “In my defense, I wasn’t supposed to be around this long so-“ WOW that’s a mood, at 13 I didn’t think I’d make it to 18 ha
    I still don’t-

    • @severedbrilliance
      @severedbrilliance 4 роки тому +192

      same tho but like if you wanna talk im here
      also nice pfp and youre valid and kick anyone who says otherwise

    • @europeansamurai4447
      @europeansamurai4447 4 роки тому +77

      Dope pfp. I'm also ace and I love seeing another valid person

    • @thinktoddlerbutaddissues1004
      @thinktoddlerbutaddissues1004 4 роки тому +10

      Same

    • @lollivee6770
      @lollivee6770 4 роки тому +12

      Ur user is a whole mood

    • @oakleyforest1545
      @oakleyforest1545 4 роки тому +57

      I was planning on killing myself when I was 13 and so I completely dropped school and then covid happened and so my grades were voided, I turned 14, got on Prozac, and I’m here now, (still 14, I’m a freshman now) doin school, still sad but that’s normal. Anything you need to talk about I’ll be here, I understand the struggle to an extent and hope I can support you, from one ace to another.

  • @bunnynique2512
    @bunnynique2512 4 роки тому +405

    this gives me eat babies and scary jokes vibes and I live for it

  • @hangkertzy9722
    @hangkertzy9722 3 роки тому +35

    this song has the right amount of hope and despair god it’s so perfect

  • @BeastInRepose
    @BeastInRepose 4 роки тому +3387

    If GenZ was a song

    • @salem.spencerxx2185
      @salem.spencerxx2185 4 роки тому +117

      Isnt that almost ALL her songs?? gosh I love phenelope scott so much 💕

    • @bett1826
      @bett1826 3 роки тому +52

      it's kind of sad that this is true honestly

    • @HalfAnd_Half
      @HalfAnd_Half 3 роки тому +9

      Yes

    • @peepee7160
      @peepee7160 3 роки тому +24

      @Lucani Chan danganronpa protagonist be like

    • @edgarallanpoe209
      @edgarallanpoe209 3 роки тому +11

      Dont insult this song like that...

  • @phantomphool9860
    @phantomphool9860 4 роки тому +745

    This song is literally me.
    Whole personality
    I'm even a sophomore
    I can relate to this song on a personal level

  • @dontcrywill
    @dontcrywill 4 роки тому +152

    This is the most serotonin I've had in a long time.

  • @stdrugstore1063
    @stdrugstore1063 4 роки тому +1160

    it’s scary how true it is and how so many teens feel like this like damn... we might need ✨ therapy ✨ silly gooses

    • @frogenthusiast8238
      @frogenthusiast8238 3 роки тому +40

      Well some of us can’t afford it 😃😃😀😀😁😁😄😄

    • @nomznom5470
      @nomznom5470 3 роки тому +41

      @Ariella Gomez most of them arent, but yes, some thinks they're depressed, but then again i think there are people in all group ages that thinks that

    • @bongobixby3201
      @bongobixby3201 3 роки тому +35

      @Ariella Gomez It wasn't a hate comment they were just giving they're thoughts on your comment.

    • @concernedyetunbothered203
      @concernedyetunbothered203 3 роки тому +5

      @@frogenthusiast8238 *a h e m* ✨me✨

    • @sourdough6622
      @sourdough6622 3 роки тому +49

      @Ariella Gomez I mean. Believe it or not, children can have mental illness. You wouldn’t say “I don’t think that kid really broke their arm. They’re just a kid going through an attention phase.”
      *No hate.*

  • @themaninyourcomputer
    @themaninyourcomputer 4 роки тому +200

    Aggressively uwu's

  • @umitsaysnocallerid
    @umitsaysnocallerid 4 роки тому +1118

    Just to clarify
    ahegao means “sex for Ecstasy”
    I’m Japanese and is mainly said/used in pornography

  • @autumnishere420
    @autumnishere420 3 роки тому +240

    this song is giving me “flashing a peace sign in the mirror during a mental breakdown” vibes

  • @thing2541
    @thing2541 4 роки тому +297

    " i don't smoke just like the smell"
    me: amen to that

    • @unlacedshoe3696
      @unlacedshoe3696 3 роки тому +3

      amen to that

    • @wetbootypiggydogwater
      @wetbootypiggydogwater 3 роки тому +33

      as someone who grew up with parents who smoke a lot i don’t really get why people like the smell
      maybe i’m missing out

    • @karneez
      @karneez 3 роки тому +1

      @@wetbootypiggydogwater same.

    • @rockinriver6372
      @rockinriver6372 3 роки тому +12

      @@wetbootypiggydogwater my dad smoked and wasn’t around all the time, so the smell reminds me of him and that’s why I like it

    • @wetbootypiggydogwater
      @wetbootypiggydogwater 3 роки тому +10

      @@rockinriver6372 i mean, i love my parents but the smell gives me a headache and kinda grosses me out

  • @lydiadeolloz1991
    @lydiadeolloz1991 4 роки тому +16065

    Hello gen z, bisexual, depressed, anxiety ridden, politically semi-active, ice coffee addicted, left handed kids.

  • @blushbunni3
    @blushbunni3 4 роки тому +83

    "Get thin on smoke on coffee, get fat on pie and biscuits, god bless this perfect shitstorm I, hope that it takes me with it." rELATE

  • @biancarickord3726
    @biancarickord3726 4 роки тому +116

    POV: you're a prodigy in math so they put you in the advanced classes but now you're burnt out and failing and listening to this from tiktok

    • @unicornfrappe1895
      @unicornfrappe1895 3 роки тому +4

      Funny of you to assume I found out about it on tiktok.

    • @iseeyouowo
      @iseeyouowo 3 роки тому +1

      yea what he said-

    • @crowie6588
      @crowie6588 3 роки тому +2

      pov im in honours/advanced math classes but i have dyscalculia

    • @reaganthereagan9741
      @reaganthereagan9741 3 роки тому +1

      Holy shit dude, like I seriously just failed my math test. How did you know

    • @clacks5605
      @clacks5605 2 роки тому +2

      well I just failed maths cause of burnout and now my parents are saying it’s cause I’m a “transgendered” so this fits

  • @Finchie0
    @Finchie0 4 роки тому +168

    The beginning of this song kinda sounds like the beginning of the Thin Ice game in club penguin ( that’s a good thing btw )

    • @citrineshark9240
      @citrineshark9240 4 роки тому +5

      OMG NOSTALGIA

    • @Finchie0
      @Finchie0 4 роки тому +1

      Captain Ace I know right?? I miss that game so much

    • @VioletEntropy04
      @VioletEntropy04 3 роки тому

      Ah! I knew it was reminding me of something from Club Penguin, but I couldnt quite put my finger on it

  • @jamie-gp5be
    @jamie-gp5be 4 роки тому +388

    the “duh” sounds so much like junko

    • @adastriangle
      @adastriangle 4 роки тому +8

      DuAh.

    • @acidiclouds
      @acidiclouds 4 роки тому +4

      WAIT YOU'RE RIGHT

    • @irlsayakaigarashi
      @irlsayakaigarashi 4 роки тому +1

      RIGHT

    • @eric0385
      @eric0385 4 роки тому +8

      @ýűméķô áńįmàťėš kamakura kamakura-

    • @GG-xh6ps
      @GG-xh6ps 4 роки тому +15

      I feel like Junko would like this song in general. The mix of singing styles in the song to the references would probably make her really happy to listen to it. Especially the uwus. Seems like something she would like

  • @jadas4873
    @jadas4873 4 роки тому +145

    this song gives off the best vibes, like the melancholy and angst, but in a happy font yanno?

  • @elixaire5517
    @elixaire5517 4 роки тому +50

    I’m new to Penelope Scott’s music but honestly I vibe with it

    • @s3raph1mm
      @s3raph1mm 4 роки тому +7

      Me too- im now a big fan lol

  • @cr1ng3_king
    @cr1ng3_king 4 роки тому +102

    She really sounds a lot like Marceline from adventure time

  • @catherinetyndale1734
    @catherinetyndale1734 4 роки тому +76

    This song literally describes the feelings of my first weeks of school. So hard cause I had 2 heavy subjects and less than a few weeks to do it all. I was having no breaks and stayed up late just to catch up to my classmates. I feel better now after dropping bio cause I can actually learn and hone in on what I'm learning rather than just attempt to survive 2 subjects with heavy course load and less than a few months to do it all.

  • @subduedhues
    @subduedhues 4 роки тому +462

    what do we call this genre of music because i want more

  • @noble_trash2917
    @noble_trash2917 2 роки тому +15

    people who constantly joke around and cover everything they say with a layer of sarcasm and/or irony but in reality is one bad day away from fucking snapping from the overwhelming amount of pressure they are under, please stand up for our national anthem

    • @k1zm3t
      @k1zm3t 2 роки тому +3

      [stands]

    • @Nayclan
      @Nayclan 2 роки тому +2

      I don't want to admit it, but I think I'm going to stand for this one

    • @goattranslation
      @goattranslation 2 роки тому +3

      [stands]

  • @localrantarosimp9086
    @localrantarosimp9086 4 роки тому +51

    Crunchy audio makes my brain go brrrr

  • @finch4309
    @finch4309 4 роки тому +21

    the “trash on the walls trash on the floor” like is just *instant serotonin* and i have no clue why lmao

  • @savvyizkoolerthanu
    @savvyizkoolerthanu 4 роки тому +20

    I love when she said “I’m my defense I wasn’t supposed to be around this long..!” and how the entire beat just got deeper.

  • @nagitokomaeda231
    @nagitokomaeda231 4 роки тому +51

    Not gonna lie this song hits different when you're working on homework for classes your about to fail at 2 in the FUCKING MORNING-

  • @lilycheng2436
    @lilycheng2436 4 роки тому +254

    can anyone reccomend more songs like this ? I like studying to them
    also like
    -No Wind Resistance!
    -4 Morant

    • @Beth-ir1wj
      @Beth-ir1wj 4 роки тому +40

      Verbatim by Mother Mother is rlly good. It doesn't have a lot of synth or anything but the lyrics are similarish.

    • @roadworkaheaduhyeahisureho5674
      @roadworkaheaduhyeahisureho5674 4 роки тому +28

      @@Beth-ir1wj I don't have any song recs, but Verbatim is absolutely supreme. Mother Mother in general.

    • @zlatakashcheeva5309
      @zlatakashcheeva5309 4 роки тому +19

      Money machine(?, something for your M.I.N.D, rhinestone eyes

    • @Lauren-pg2ze
      @Lauren-pg2ze 4 роки тому +7

      to go along with rhinestone eyes, pretty much anything by Gorillaz is awesome to study to. For specifics tho I'd recommend Idaho, Fireflies, and Kansas!

    • @ilovemusicssooomuch283
      @ilovemusicssooomuch283 4 роки тому +2

      sir chloe is good

  • @beelzemobabbity
    @beelzemobabbity 4 роки тому +60

    As a sophomore.. yes.
    “In my defense I wasn’t suppose to be around this long.”

  • @Moony-Lighty
    @Moony-Lighty 4 роки тому +119

    between this and Rät, I’m starting to think Penelope might have some kind of connection to Reddit... (seriously, though, this song is amazing)

    • @unlimitedcotton
      @unlimitedcotton 4 роки тому +13

      I think it's either a parody on the youth's mindset or something like this, yes.

  • @sindhupriyaK
    @sindhupriyaK 3 роки тому +77

    This song makes me wanna tell my mom that she'll understand when she has children.

  • @parentoliver6097
    @parentoliver6097 4 роки тому +9258

    Hello LGBTQ+ community
    Edit: holy- thank you so much for 4k likes!
    **✿❀Daily Reminders❀✿**
    Your very epik, ily and if you left I would miss you :(
    YOUR BEAUTIFUL OK? YOUR BEAUTIFUL, HANDSOME, AMAZING, YOUR A BUTTERFLY AND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE!!😡😡😡💕💕💕
    If your hungry, pls eat 💕
    Don't forget your test/homework!
    Remember, YOU ARE VALID!
    Don't forget that ilysm *mwah* 💕💕💕
    Edit: omg thank you guys so much for all the likes! Have a good night, morning, or afternoon!
    Edit: hey guys! Here's a check up!!
    Have you brushed your teeth yet??
    Heyyy... I hate homework too but I don't want you to fail! :) (please do your homework!)
    Please eat! I swear, it's worth it💖
    Hey hey! Woooow.. You look so pretty, handsome, and amazing today/night!
    You. Are. Valid!!!
    Hey, I know school is rough, but you still need to study, I promise, it's almost over, end off on a good note :)

  • @somecrazyemo4969
    @somecrazyemo4969 4 роки тому +16

    "screwing everything up,doing everything wrong, in my defense i wasnt supposed to be arround this long" i relate to that soooooo much

  • @auiak7689
    @auiak7689 Рік тому +12

    This feels like sleep deprivation and fucking up your entire life but being so done you barely even care anymore.

  • @cherryblossoms4732
    @cherryblossoms4732 3 роки тому +50

    Friends: my favorite song is “señorita” what’s yours?
    Me: *CIGARETTE AHEGAO.*

  • @cck5707
    @cck5707 7 місяців тому +10

    I listened to it about 3 years ago. Suddenly it popped into my head and now I’m back

  • @Formidulosis
    @Formidulosis 4 роки тому +114

    love this, what a hidden treasure❤️

  • @thenickster_fr
    @thenickster_fr 4 роки тому +157

    Fun fact: I found about this song, AND Penelope Scott from TikTok. A lot of people did! So for people in the comments of this video calling TikTok cringe, lots of your favorite singers probably wouldn’t be as popular without it.

    • @meowmeows69
      @meowmeows69 3 роки тому +5

      why the fuck do you gotta be so passive aggressive abt an app 😳✋

  • @saltysoo4557
    @saltysoo4557  2 роки тому +17

    this is still my favorite song from her it satisfies my brain so well

  • @grahamcracker6710
    @grahamcracker6710 4 роки тому +133

    I relate to this too much like:
    Sophomore√
    Not supposed to be around this long√
    Soft, small body√
    Strawberries make it happy√

    • @deletioninducedin7days919
      @deletioninducedin7days919 3 роки тому +5

      I dont get the strawberries part, wtf does that even mean

    • @yourchaoticadhdfriend3523
      @yourchaoticadhdfriend3523 3 роки тому +10

      @@deletioninducedin7days919 strawberries are good that's really all as far as I know

    • @silly_.rabbit2
      @silly_.rabbit2 3 роки тому +1

      @@deletioninducedin7days919 it means you have a small and soft body, and your body likes strawberries. So basically, strawberries are really good.

  • @Kodicrome-212
    @Kodicrome-212 4 роки тому +198

    Department of education hears this song: well boys we accomplished the perfect system for our students.

  • @unoriginal_name4576
    @unoriginal_name4576 4 роки тому +21

    'I wasn't supposed to be around this long' yeah that's a mood lmao

  • @soupcat101
    @soupcat101 4 роки тому +4

    Why does this give off some kind of vibe I can't explain

  • @lovebirddraws8475
    @lovebirddraws8475 4 роки тому +66

    This is the most blursed song in existence

  • @katrusso
    @katrusso 4 роки тому +25

    this song is so good omg it’s underrated

  • @odditycat2716
    @odditycat2716 4 роки тому +17

    I love the way she says "Thanks! I hate it."

  • @aliexpress.official
    @aliexpress.official 3 роки тому +13

    1:26 smoke exhale best part. Shivers everytime

  • @what4515
    @what4515 4 роки тому +67

    Omg I love this song

  • @redeyedwolf3521
    @redeyedwolf3521 4 роки тому +120

    Is this copyright? I want to use this song but don’t know!

    • @saltysoo4557
      @saltysoo4557  4 роки тому +44

      well most songs are copyrighted. you might want to try contacting the artist on instagram or tiktok since she's more of a small artist but i'm not sure. what are you wanting to use the song for?

    • @victoriawieseler1744
      @victoriawieseler1744 4 роки тому +34

      Her name is Penelope Scott. Just look to contacting her on TikTok/UA-cam or some sort. She’s super friendly😊She is usually pretty open about sharing her works

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 4 роки тому +9

      She said in an FAQ she's fine with people using her songs as long as they credit her.

  • @SaferWafer
    @SaferWafer 4 роки тому +134

    I started highschool like a month ago, ive already had like 5 breakdowns, drank twice, and smoked weed 4 times 😔✌.

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 4 роки тому +25

      Yea I'm in a really bad mental place and I would drink if it weren't for the fact that it would kill me when combined with my meds. Although I care less about that risk at some times than others.

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 4 роки тому +17

      I'm doing better today!!! Let's hope it stays this way for a while
      I hope you feel better too.

    • @SaferWafer
      @SaferWafer 4 роки тому +11

      @Abigail Davidson im not feeling better yet but im glad that the other person feels better. I live for that.

    • @ssiristic
      @ssiristic 4 роки тому +18

      Im a junior and i have never had any drugs, no weed, no alcohol, and not even vaping. School has me so stressed recently and I’ve been thinking of actually doing some but its quarantine sooo

    • @entropy3705
      @entropy3705 4 роки тому +3

      Mood

  • @supremeoverlord0
    @supremeoverlord0 3 роки тому +25

    "In my defense, I wasn't supposed to be around this long..."
    It's interesting to have someone else have this feeling, and express it into song. I'm unsure of if it's some sort of mental phenomena or what, but I've always had this feeling like I might die tomorrow, or that I'll die young. When I try to imagine myself older, I just can't do it. It doesn't seem like something that would happen, and I'm considering not even investing into retirement funds because the feeling seems so palpable, so I might as well carefully use my money while I'm younger. Apparently, my grandmother felt the same way, so perhaps it's a chemical thing to think that way? Food for thought.

  • @chaotomatic66
    @chaotomatic66 4 роки тому +18

    Finding this as a struggling sophomore that has an obsession with strawberries is a very surreal feeling. I love it.

  • @manicscrunkly
    @manicscrunkly 4 роки тому +63

    me in school: sweet and round face and walk like a uwu girl
    my headphones:

  • @teirlikestacos5864
    @teirlikestacos5864 4 роки тому +43

    Man this is the kind of shitposty, unironically good song that I've been looking to listen to at 4AM. I don't think I've related to a song more than this one.

  • @ryah1029
    @ryah1029 3 роки тому +12

    1:33 to the end of the song IS MY FAVORITE PART AND JUST GIVES INSTANT SEROTONIN