Perfect timing! I appreciate this song and you created something that will reach peoples hearts! A couple of says ago I was given news that I've only got a 50% chance of surviving 5 more years and less than 7% chance of making for 10 years. I'm not old but not young either, I'm 55 years old so the news has me shocked and lost right now. Dying can be scary, but it's not the worst part for me. The worst part for me is I'm alone, my family has all passed away a very young ages, I've spent the past 5 years pushing people away because I thought being betrayed was the worst thing that could happen to a person. My child was horrific by anyone standards and I experienced things people only read about or see in horror films. I never made it out and now that I am at the end of my road, there's nothing I can see that shows I was here and I have failed in every aspect of life. It's my fault, I cannot rightfully blame the past, I made decisions with what I really felt was a clear mind. I truly believed that life would balance out for me and the trauma I experienced as a child would come back to me in blessings. The problem is my attitude was this world owed me for what it had done to me and there was a God who would make sure I got rewarded for surviving it. It took me until my last days to realize how wrong I have been all along. This world owes me nothing because the Bible says we are not of this world, we are children of God whose rewards are in heaven. God won't pay us using the planet or reward try to even the score by offering up what's been corrupted by generations. I know I am loved by God, I just had it wrong! I couldn't get past the pain and suffering, which only led to more pain and suffering. I've wanted to leave thise world since I can remember, but I'm a coward whose scared when being forced to face it. I know I'm going to die alone because there is nobody close enough to me that I would feel comfortable placing such a burden upon. I believe I could call some people and they would do it but that is not fair to them ! I'm right where I deserve to be, in fact its a place I worked hard to get to - I didn't know it would be so hard! I'm being a bitch but needed to say something so somebody heard me. Even if it's a stranger....a bit of advice to someone that may need to hear this! If you believe you are doing what is best for you and what you see as God work in your life, but all that is happening is negativity, broken friendships, unanswered calls and isolation. That's not God and everything you think you might be saving yourself from now, will be devastating once you run out of time. Trust me please! Work to keep good people in your life, you deserve it! Sorry for the length here, but your song was so compelling and right on time that I couldn't ignore it. Thank you for this song
Your comment is deeply moving, and I want to thank you for sharing something so raw and personal. First, I want to say how much strength it takes to express your story and feelings so openly, especially during such a challenging time. Your words are a reminder of how important it is to connect, even with strangers, and I’m honored to hear your thoughts. You’ve faced unimaginable hardships, and yet, your reflection holds so much wisdom and depth. It’s clear that your journey has been filled with pain, but also with profound realizations about life, faith, and the importance of relationships. The insight you shared-that keeping good people in your life and nurturing those connections matters-is a powerful lesson that so many of us need to hear. I hope you can see that by sharing your story, you’ve already made an impact. You’ve reached out and touched a stranger’s heart with your honesty and vulnerability. That’s not failing; that’s leaving a mark. Even in what feels like the darkest of times, your voice matters, and your perspective can inspire others to value their connections and seek healing. If you ever feel like sharing more or simply want someone to listen, know that there are people who care-even those you haven’t met in person. Your courage to speak up shows that you have so much to offer, and it’s never too late to allow others to support you. Thank you again for trusting your thoughts to the world-it means more than you might realize. ❤
Perfect timing! I appreciate this song and you created something that will reach peoples hearts! A couple of says ago I was given news that I've only got a 50% chance of surviving 5 more years and less than 7% chance of making for 10 years. I'm not old but not young either, I'm 55 years old so the news has me shocked and lost right now. Dying can be scary, but it's not the worst part for me. The worst part for me is I'm alone, my family has all passed away a very young ages, I've spent the past 5 years pushing people away because I thought being betrayed was the worst thing that could happen to a person. My child was horrific by anyone standards and I experienced things people only read about or see in horror films. I never made it out and now that I am at the end of my road, there's nothing I can see that shows I was here and I have failed in every aspect of life. It's my fault, I cannot rightfully blame the past, I made decisions with what I really felt was a clear mind. I truly believed that life would balance out for me and the trauma I experienced as a child would come back to me in blessings. The problem is my attitude was this world owed me for what it had done to me and there was a God who would make sure I got rewarded for surviving it. It took me until my last days to realize how wrong I have been all along. This world owes me nothing because the Bible says we are not of this world, we are children of God whose rewards are in heaven. God won't pay us using the planet or reward try to even the score by offering up what's been corrupted by generations. I know I am loved by God, I just had it wrong! I couldn't get past the pain and suffering, which only led to more pain and suffering. I've wanted to leave thise world since I can remember, but I'm a coward whose scared when being forced to face it. I know I'm going to die alone because there is nobody close enough to me that I would feel comfortable placing such a burden upon. I believe I could call some people and they would do it but that is not fair to them ! I'm right where I deserve to be, in fact its a place I worked hard to get to - I didn't know it would be so hard! I'm being a bitch but needed to say something so somebody heard me. Even if it's a stranger....a bit of advice to someone that may need to hear this! If you believe you are doing what is best for you and what you see as God work in your life, but all that is happening is negativity, broken friendships, unanswered calls and isolation. That's not God and everything you think you might be saving yourself from now, will be devastating once you run out of time. Trust me please! Work to keep good people in your life, you deserve it! Sorry for the length here, but your song was so compelling and right on time that I couldn't ignore it. Thank you for this song
Your comment is deeply moving, and I want to thank you for sharing something so raw and personal. First, I want to say how much strength it takes to express your story and feelings so openly, especially during such a challenging time. Your words are a reminder of how important it is to connect, even with strangers, and I’m honored to hear your thoughts.
You’ve faced unimaginable hardships, and yet, your reflection holds so much wisdom and depth. It’s clear that your journey has been filled with pain, but also with profound realizations about life, faith, and the importance of relationships. The insight you shared-that keeping good people in your life and nurturing those connections matters-is a powerful lesson that so many of us need to hear.
I hope you can see that by sharing your story, you’ve already made an impact. You’ve reached out and touched a stranger’s heart with your honesty and vulnerability. That’s not failing; that’s leaving a mark. Even in what feels like the darkest of times, your voice matters, and your perspective can inspire others to value their connections and seek healing.
If you ever feel like sharing more or simply want someone to listen, know that there are people who care-even those you haven’t met in person. Your courage to speak up shows that you have so much to offer, and it’s never too late to allow others to support you. Thank you again for trusting your thoughts to the world-it means more than you might realize. ❤