I'm sorry I'm not strong I'm not like the other girls Yeah I won't get along I won't talk to them, I'm sorry He's always around Sometimes he touches me But I don't really mind It's nice to know somebody loves me But don't leave me alone Don't you leave me alone Don't you leave me alone Cause I don't wanna be around my mind For too long So don't leave me alone Please don't leave me alone Please don't leave me alone Please don't (Should I keep going?) I hate wearing my clothes I want everyone to see That I'm so beautiful Please don't take me home You know I love you more than God Cause he won't return my calls Yeah he never returns my calls (from GeniusLyrics)
@@eddyzamarripa this song was on his "The First Ones" album and was titled as Smile3 and that album was made around 2009 iirc (link to the album ua-cam.com/video/4yzvrxwYBQk/v-deo.html)
how does alex g have just as many albums of "unreleased" songs as their official discog and which are often even better than the released stuff, honestly incredible
since spotify removed this song i just wanted to say that while yes this song is controversial, i think its really up to interpretation. as a CSA survivor songs like this one are rare the way that they hit close to home. i think alex was trying to write something like this not to be edgy and dark, but to shed a little light on a very sad issue that tons of people especially women face. millions of children suffer from this and writing a song from their point of view hurts but in a way that has the potential to change the way people think.
To me, this song is sang in the perspective of an older kid thinking back on older memories where as a child they were s3xually @bused. The child doesn’t know it yet and thinks this is love and this is the only form of love they’re experiencing. As they grow older they realise what that ‘love’ really was that’s why you hear an older voice shout “Leave me alone” over the child’s “please don’t leave me alone” to show how they’ve grown to realise and hate the person doing this too them. Alex G’s lyrics rlly make me think.
I’m autistic and I have always had issues with self worth and empathy, mainly being to empathetic. I really hated the idea of making people worry or making people feel bad in general so I avoided it at all cost. I couldn’t really socialize with the other kids my age well most of my friends were around 2-3 years older than me. I would let my friends get away with a lot more than I should have. I let them touch me even after I tell them not too, I never told on them, I never complained, whatever it would take for them to not leave me I was willing to do. After a while I thought it was normal to be sexually abused and assaulted. I was so unbearably lonely that I allowed myself to be abused by multiple people just because I didn’t want to feel any worse than I already did. I thought that I had to always please the people around me if I wanted them to stay. Cocsa fucking sucks that shit is one of the main reasons I developed borderline. Anyways time to get back to playing this on loop and crying because it reminds me a little to much of myself
learned it some time ago, one of my favourites songs to play on guitar makes you really expression your emotions while you playing it However I think thats actually with all of the songs of Alex G that you can play it magically even tho those are simple songs the compose is really addicted to your feelings especially when you had to sing the words too. Glad I ever met this artist on my music's explore path
as a trans woman the last bit really hits close to home, i hate how people see me and i wish people saw me as beautiful, funny how some songs reach the right people
You are beautiful and funny no matter what and you do not have to live up to any ideal or chase any standard to be those things or believe those things about yourself, despite what the world tells you. You don’t need to try hard to be good enough, you don’t need to do or chase anything outside of yourself, you need to look in the mirror and accept and unconditionally love yourself no matter what. I understand how you feel and I hope you find peace one day
I think he should release all his music. But I think he draws inspirations from his other songs or maybe its just inspiration from his life carried on and on. I would love to know what his writing process is like. But I was just listening to "near" and it has an eerily similar subject to this song
how does he know how to crawl into other peoples' souls and write songs about things he hasn't experienced (afaik) and manage to make it hit so hard .... my heart goes out to anyone who relates to this song, especially the interpretation ab CSA, i wish you healing, peace and success in your life 🩷 u r worth it
as somebody who just lies when they’re sad and can’t admit they have feelings the adult alex g screaming leave me alone when in reality it’s saying please DONT leave me alone hits extremely hard. i push people away so much to the point im hated and people think im aggressive and have an ego bigger than a house. i want to not be left alone yet i can’t admit it. i love you alex g for saying things that i cant. thank you;(
'i dont wanna be around my mind for too long' because my mind thinks of what happened/s to me- because my mind is conditioned to want company- ostricized from normal life
C C/B Am Fmaj7
nice
LETS GOOOO
wow thanks ethan
@@e4gl1 Lol hi ben
@@sailor5359djfh
I'm sorry I'm not strong
I'm not like the other girls
Yeah I won't get along
I won't talk to them, I'm sorry
He's always around
Sometimes he touches me
But I don't really mind
It's nice to know somebody loves me
But don't leave me alone
Don't you leave me alone
Don't you leave me alone
Cause I don't wanna be around my mind
For too long
So don't leave me alone
Please don't leave me alone
Please don't leave me alone
Please don't
(Should I keep going?)
I hate wearing my clothes
I want everyone to see
That I'm so beautiful
Please don't take me home
You know I love you more than God
Cause he won't return my calls
Yeah he never returns my calls
(from GeniusLyrics)
this song really hurts but in a good way :)
in a bad way
‘I hate wearing my clothes, I wanna everyone to see that I’m so beautiful’ real tho
this song always gets me thinking
i hate wearing my clothes. i want everyone to see that im so beautiful
this could be a laura les solo song
the pain in his voice 😞
alex g is so real i miss him
OMG well respected man type beat
thank you x
sweet
I liked
real
im like the other girls
kinda sounds like daniel johnston
yeppp i love you btw
@@charliemackovas love you too bro
@@jakeycake8590 no homo
i'm sorry i'm not strong
"i love you more than god cause he never returns my calls" fuck lol
the adult alex sing-yelling on the "leave me alone!" sends chills down my spine every time
actually he was 15 when he made this
@@sataxp proof?
@@eddyzamarripa this song was on his "The First Ones" album and was titled as Smile3 and that album was made around 2009 iirc (link to the album ua-cam.com/video/4yzvrxwYBQk/v-deo.html)
how does alex g have just as many albums of "unreleased" songs as their official discog and which are often even better than the released stuff, honestly incredible
i really wish he would release them
well his released stuff is mostly fitting into the themes of his albums
his released stuff is really good
I like to think of it as really poetic actually, the fact that his unreleased songs are much better than his released content
@@monttemadness9250his released stuff is goo
since spotify removed this song i just wanted to say that while yes this song is controversial, i think its really up to interpretation. as a CSA survivor songs like this one are rare the way that they hit close to home. i think alex was trying to write something like this not to be edgy and dark, but to shed a little light on a very sad issue that tons of people especially women face. millions of children suffer from this and writing a song from their point of view hurts but in a way that has the potential to change the way people think.
To me, this song is sang in the perspective of an older kid thinking back on older memories where as a child they were s3xually @bused. The child doesn’t know it yet and thinks this is love and this is the only form of love they’re experiencing. As they grow older they realise what that ‘love’ really was that’s why you hear an older voice shout “Leave me alone” over the child’s “please don’t leave me alone” to show how they’ve grown to realise and hate the person doing this too them. Alex G’s lyrics rlly make me think.
his songs always turn my thinking brain on. i love to over analyze every lyric.
thank you for your insight it was very intriguing
this is such a cool way to see it daamn i know what u mean
That’s exactly how I interpret it. (As the child)
im really glad that other people analyze alex g songs like i do
im a cosca survivor, i was nine, and i was ugly and skinny and a loser and no one liked me. this song gets to me, every single line
What is cosca? Also sorry about your experiences :(
@@herrforehead cosca is the word for when a child sa's another child ❤️
@@figtreee37 oh sorry
Alex just makes music and lyrics that touches your soul on a whole nother level :’(((
Imagine an old man sitting down to this tune and saying "nice little song you wrote there, Alex".
I’m 42 does that count? Haha
@@dadgrade7837 yes;)
as a CSA survivor this song hits so close to home 😢
im sorry i hope ur okay
i don't wanna be around my mind for too long
hi gabby lol
@@backsideimpossible u found me
I’m autistic and I have always had issues with self worth and empathy, mainly being to empathetic. I really hated the idea of making people worry or making people feel bad in general so I avoided it at all cost. I couldn’t really socialize with the other kids my age well most of my friends were around 2-3 years older than me. I would let my friends get away with a lot more than I should have. I let them touch me even after I tell them not too, I never told on them, I never complained, whatever it would take for them to not leave me I was willing to do. After a while I thought it was normal to be sexually abused and assaulted. I was so unbearably lonely that I allowed myself to be abused by multiple people just because I didn’t want to feel any worse than I already did. I thought that I had to always please the people around me if I wanted them to stay. Cocsa fucking sucks that shit is one of the main reasons I developed borderline. Anyways time to get back to playing this on loop and crying because it reminds me a little to much of myself
I'm autistic too and can relate to this song
Your such a pure soul and I’m so sorry you went through that 💝
sending lots of love to you ❤ you did not deserve to go through that, i hope you can heal and find peace
this song always makes me wanna fucking cry
sorry dude :[ ik this is an old comment but I hope you're doing okay!!
It’s nice to know somebody loves me :(
I am going to fucking cry
I honestly love these unreleased songs by Alex so much, I find them even more impactful than the released ones...
You know I love you more than God
sup again
sleepy hiiiii
one of the greatest living songwriters
alex using a voice changer?beautiful
i wanna know too. who is singing?
@@park7854 yeah he uses Vocal Transfomer in garageband a lot. Just turns up the formant after singing falsetto
@@jchenko thats pretty awesome
"I love you more than god, cause he never returns my calls"
learned it some time ago, one of my favourites songs to play on guitar makes you really expression your emotions while you playing it However I think thats actually with all of the songs of Alex G that you can play it magically even tho those are simple songs the compose is really addicted to your feelings especially when you had to sing the words too. Glad I ever met this artist on my music's explore path
thank you maciej for your worthwhile comment
do u guys know the chords
chords
how do people find these if they are unreleased? was it on bandcamp
another GOAT song by the GOAT
the g in (sandy) alex g stands for goat
as a trans woman the last bit really hits close to home, i hate how people see me and i wish people saw me as beautiful, funny how some songs reach the right people
that sucks, and i hope it gets better. however, you need to know everyone’s felt like that at one point, trans or not.
well you chose the estrogen bottle.
@@nilashmacha9138don’t think that’s how that works
You are beautiful and funny no matter what and you do not have to live up to any ideal or chase any standard to be those things or believe those things about yourself, despite what the world tells you. You don’t need to try hard to be good enough, you don’t need to do or chase anything outside of yourself, you need to look in the mirror and accept and unconditionally love yourself no matter what. I understand how you feel and I hope you find peace one day
ur a man
god this song hits harder and harder every time.
i love alex g so much he is special
sometimes he touches me but i don’t really mind
leave me alone don't you leave me alone
I think he should release all his music. But I think he draws inspirations from his other songs or maybe its just inspiration from his life carried on and on. I would love to know what his writing process is like. But I was just listening to "near" and it has an eerily similar subject to this song
im sorry im not strong
i'm not like the other girls
yeah I won't get along
@@precioust8422 i wont talk to them, im sorry
@jaspeepee sometimes he touches me but i dont really mind
its nice to know somebody loves me but
“i love you more than god, cause he wont return my calls”
this is genius and so touching
This reminds me of being groomed ngl
got me feeling sum type of way...
how does he know how to crawl into other peoples' souls and write songs about things he hasn't experienced (afaik) and manage to make it hit so hard .... my heart goes out to anyone who relates to this song, especially the interpretation ab CSA, i wish you healing, peace and success in your life 🩷 u r worth it
oh
how the fuck has he always been so talented
I feel like he's always went with intuition over logic which will make
u make things that resonate with people in a deep way.
@@SamuelWooldenheizmer beautifully said
I found this drunk
as somebody who just lies when they’re sad and can’t admit they have feelings the adult alex g screaming leave me alone when in reality it’s saying please DONT leave me alone hits extremely hard. i push people away so much to the point im hated and people think im aggressive and have an ego bigger than a house. i want to not be left alone yet i can’t admit it. i love you alex g for saying things that i cant. thank you;(
IT'S AMAZING WHAT THE HELLLLLLL
I love you Alex g
fucking hell
heartbreaking
should i keep going
keep going
i dont know why this song just hurts i listen to it everyday
this song will always make me cry
I'm so sorry to these ppl in the comments
it feels like this song was directly written about me
I wanted you to bLAAme mee 😔
this is such a sad song holy fuck:(
please don't leave me alone
'i dont wanna be around my mind for too long' because my mind thinks of what happened/s to me- because my mind is conditioned to want company- ostricized from normal life
this song is great
Cuz i dont wanna be around my mind for toooooo loooong
i miss you friend
i love you more than god
UHM I THINK IM GOING TO CRY FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT SANDY ARE U OK????????
this is oeno f my favorite alex g songs because this is alsio the only way i can find myself gaining any sort of affection from anyone
Why masterpieces like this aren’t in Spotify💔💔 Alex G unreleased songs are just so incredible.
this reminds me of mal blum a lot
Definitely kinda
plathcellectuals if you're on here, you need to go to bed ffs
I love when Alex pitches up his voice it makes me laugh
You know I love you more than god
i like this song and i like that the person who posted this has a ryan trecartin quote in their channel description
i love u alex g
this song ruined my life
If you close the door, the night could last forever...
i love this song
is this a really short vid of a street over and over but with like a transition in between each really short vid
כן ישך בעיה
זה בסדר אני חושב שזה נראה נחמד
i love this song bro
FINALLY
on yhe floor crying
Im cry
Perfect
im cryiing over this
Same
@@dumbcruel by who :(
@@dumbcruel im sorry you deserve better
this makes me cry bro i love this
he gets it he gets it so much that it hurts how much he gets it how is possible for anyone to get it so hard? he gets it.
Aaa
don't you
leave me alone
cause i don't wanna be around my mind
for too long
misama armagan olsn😐
The fact that the audio is pitched up too...
i love alex g
meu deus como um homem capturou tao bem ser uma adolescente?????????
Cause he was…
@@KiraandAshleyAsmr "uma
adolescente" é uma menina adolescente
so don’t leave me alone
I love more than god because you won’t return my calls. Yeah he never returns my calls