I know u probably won’t even read this, but I really feel that getting a job outside the home; whatever that may be, would be a great way for you to socialize with other people and take you out of the same environment. Meet new people, have something else to focus on, sense of purpose, etc. Get out there, make some friends, do something different, go on a vacation or something, but get out of the routine that you so strictly stick to. Change is positive and so healthy. You don’t have to be so resistant to it.
I 100% agree. I think it’s been a constant cycle since NY. Life is hard, and we’ve all had hurdles and Renee, you’ve experienced some big ones of late. But what happened to the Real Estate dream? I think a job out of the home will be good for you and the boys, it doesn’t have to be a 40 hour week, even part time, just something to take you away from the hole that you appear to be trudging through. People may not appreciate these comments, but you share your life for us to watch, we can’t just be mute, it’s part and parcel of the gig. I mean all this in kindness, but I think sack off YT and explore a new Ney. The real world will love you, and you’ll love the new adventure!
I would love to get out and travel to Japan, so I'm going to join the military and ask them to deploy me once If it's possible to a foreign country base like japan, I won't have to pay my way to a foreign country.
If you're going to live semi-rurally you really have to go 'all in.' Very difficult to survive through grief in that environment unless you have a lot of responsibility for other beings. Having a lot of kids helps or even goats of all things which I do. Not to say they don't come with their own stresses but dealing with death is only overcome by having the responsibility of (enough) other beings to remind you of those deeper connections once again. Therapy, going to the gym, chatting with acquaintances, etc just isn't enough investment to turn the tide. Even moving to live closer to family is just a reminder of the past. Feeling that you belong to other beings and that they give love back is very important.
Been watching you for quite a while now, and this is not a now thing. The miscarriage was just the straw that broke the camel's back and i fully understand that you need to take this break. I support you and your decision, and if you decide to come back, I'll be right here.☺️ I love you Renée!!🤍 I hope you heal and renew yourself again. Not just for you, but also for baby boy Bryson ❤ All the best my love.🌻 Still keeping you in my prayers. 😘💙
Renee, This is life. Life is never a series of 100% highs and happy times. Grief never fully subsides. You just learn to live a new life around it. And, yeah, the innocence of before the grief is gone forever. No amount of therapy will make someone the person they were before grief. Yes, that makes our lives more dull and more hard than the memories before the grief. I do hope you find whatever you need to find for inner peace during your break. Best wishes.
This reminds me of many of us who keep working a job that is mentally draining just because it’s the only thing that’s paying the bills. I can understand UA-cam has been your primary source of income and maybe that’s why you keep coming back, but deep down you know you need a change and focus on your inner well-being ❤
I watch your channel for your day to day life and really enjoy it ! I especially love the home projects 🫶 I feel you’re over thinking your content you put out there … In my opinion , it’s great ! Take time to heal , I’ve been through miscarriages , it’s a lot of grieving … Just want you to know , I follow a bunch of UA-cam channels and each week I couldn’t wait to watch yours 💛
You can’t pour from an empty cup. Take care of yourself and the things that really matter in your life. Although we don’t know you personally in real life, we all genuinely care about you or we wouldn’t follow your content. You deserve to take care of yourself and invest your energy into helping and healing yourself. Come back if and when you are ready.❤️🩹🥰💖
Sending you prayers and strength. I would consider maybe going back to school, finding a new passion, perhaps, your time on UA-cam is done and you can do something in your career field or maybe nursing or who knows… I think you should stop putting some much pressure on yourself to feel better and have everything going well. Life unfortunately is lots of ups and downs (for everyone really). Enjoy what you have now, focus on Bry and Z, and just living. You have a beautiful home and family.. pour into that 🩵 wish you all the best! 🙏🏻
Sending you prayers of hope and healing. As a women 50+ I can share with you that life isn't easy, sometimes we struggle but always hold on to hope and your faith. Through whatever you are facing at this time, you were made for this moment. You are equipped with whatever it takes to get you through. Don't focus on "feelings" but know this is a moment in time and things get better. I mean no disrespect, I am sharing what I would say to close family and friends. With love and prayers, until we see you again.
I've never commented on a UA-cam video before; that's the first time I will do it. I started watching your videos four years ago. I was alone, in quarantine, facing depression when I stumbled upon one of your videos on visualization techniques, and I've never been the same since. My life really lit up as I started watching more of your videos. So, I don't know you and you don't know me, but I know that the same universe that used you to change my life can get you out of this. Be strong and very courageous. I'll see you on the other side of this whole situation.
This was such a sweet comment. I enjoyed reading your experience. I started watching during the manifestion weds, diy, reading list style vlogs, and stayed bc I genuinely like her. I will miss watching and engaging. Change is hard but worth it. Many blessings to her, her family, and you❤.
take as much time as you need, you're not alone. we'll be here when you feel like it's right. I haven't been great either. We're also living in a weird period in time! you're not alone from struggling with mental health, take the time you need! i'll pray for you and your family! You're inspiring me so much 💕
I’ve seen your channel since so long but I don’t write that many comments, but wish you all the best on your journey. It’s very evident you need the time and we’re all here to support you through this! It’s a loss you can’t get over just learn to cope with. I wish you and zee the best! He’s a good one, I hope you guys can work through it all ❤
I'm watching your old videos, Reene, you grew up, your life changed, your environment changed, you had to work on difficult subjects over and over again, and because you are human, you got tired, rightfully so. As your follower, I think all your videos are satisfactory and good contents. I hope you come back, but even if you don't, I will feel that you are okay and safe because you deserve it and it will happen.
Make this your healing season. You deserve to feel whole and present in all aspects of your life. Your loyal supporters will be here silently supporting you and wishing every happiness for you and your family. ❤❤❤
Praying for you! You need time to heal. Please lean into God and your family. Hoping you take time to heal and not run away from it, others, or locations. Lots of love to you and your family!
I have been here since the very first day. Please take time to rest and heal with your beautiful family! Self care is so important. Without that you can not care for anyone else! Try to focus on the beautiful things you have. Much love xo.
Renee I think something that seems to be missing from your life is community and connection. I feel like community service or getting involved in a church community or something similar would be good. you spend so much time on yourself, going inward, goals, reflections, mindset, routines, resets etc. you need balance. idk just seems like something that would be good for you. make connections, help others, get outside yourself, get a real job maybe. not trying to be mean just something I keep coming back to when I watch your videos.
I used to watch you often a few years ago and started to sense that YT may not be for you. I think you need to completely leave social media because I can tell it makes your mental health worse. It’s been like this for years. Take care of yourself Renee. Enjoy your life, without the camera. Having so many eyes on you, can take a toll, I imagine. I think getting a job out in the real world will do wonders for you. This cycle on YT is not working anymore and I don’t say any of this to sound cruel. I think you’ve been hurting for a long time and mental health struggles have always been apart of your life. That’s the reality, but I think it can get better for you…off camera. Wishing you the best of luck.
With all due respect, I extend my heartfelt wishes for your continued success, Renee. I admire your strength and determination in making choices that prioritize the well-being of yourself and your family.
Love you Renee! You are the best. I'll be praying for you and wishing you the best. It is fine just to pop on here to give us an update along the way. You are loved.
Take all the time you need! Healing is HARD! Still in it. Don’t let anyone tell you what that process/journey should look like. It’s yours. And yours alone.
Renee, I will not give you my unsolicited or unprofessional opinion, however I will share that I've struggled with high, highs and low lows, then i would start feeling apathy. I struggled internally so much. I sought the Lord always and felt felt the nudging of the Holy Spirit leading me to help. I started receiving help but it took a couple of years for a diagnosis that brought me much needed relief. I'm still on my journey but my thoughts are more organized and my reaction are better thought out. I make small exciting goals bc for me I need something exciting to look forward to. I deeply pray and believe you will find YOUR normal and life will get sweeter I promise ❤️🙏💕
Sorry for my english, I’m Italian and I’ve seen your channel since so long. Wishing the best for you ❤ I hope your channel will stay, please your videos are so relaxing and it’s a little escape from reality. I hope one day you’ll come to Italy for a trip 🇮🇹 love you, ciao!
Love to watch your outdoor areas garding stuff, 🐕 dog, walking outdoor, playing with baby, all greenery waaooo..magical place....such a lovely place you have......take care of yourself everything is fine and magical ✨️ ❤️🩹🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡 also don't look back....every person change with the time😊.Change is a natural and irresistible process that occurs with the change of time, generations and eras. There is a famous saying- “Go with the flow”; this proverb teaches us to respect and survive in every situation without complaining because we cannot control or change the nature....just follow your happiness and everything will align so beautifully.... ❤❤❤❤ NOTHING IS PERMANENT, NOTHING IS IMPORTANT REMEMBER THAT....
We will be here Renee. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Take the time you need to heal and rest. You got this mama. We will be here when or if you decide to come back. You and your family come first. We love you mama!! 💕💛
I’ve been watching before the law of attraction days! You inspired me creatively with editing/creating content & help catapult my mindset with law of attraction. Seeing one of my favorite UA-camrs start talking about manifestation/law of attraction, something I recently discovered was a HUGE sign for me. You’ve gone through & shared so much of your life- lots of highs & a lot of lows. Your strength & resilience is truly incredible &. should be celebrated! I fully support your decision- whatever that looks like. I wish you NOTHING but love, peace, joy & abundance- literally all things! ❤💫
Love you Renee. Love your videos and getting to know you over the years. Take a loooooong break. As much time as you need. Don’t rush this process. Praying for you 😘🌙💖🙏🏻
Take good care of yourself Renee, it's really crazy, I've been following you for soo long. Can't remember when exactly but back when you still had your online teaching job in tampa...so it definitely feels weird not knowing when i will hear from you again, but at the same time, we all live our lives and time flies by. So nurture your mind body & spirit & our thoughts are with you-- see you soon 💜🌈
Hi Renee just wanted to let you know that if you decide to come back whenever, you have a gift, your videos are so beautiful edited and calm and there’s people that will love to have that skill. Also, you helped me went through the ICU and get recovered while my baby was in the NICU. And I saw you and knew that I was going to get through it. Send you love and blessings ❤
Take the time you need. Come back when the time is right for you, we will all miss you Renee but understand the bigger picture here. Praying for your healing. Love you 🥰💖
I feel ten years ago, it was enough to be a young attractive woman who lived in a desirable city in a luxury apartment and gain a substantial following doing clothing and makeup hauls and what I eat in a day videos. Most of the top female influencers on youtube had this formula. I think people just got tired of it and wanted more substance. I’ve noticed a lot of those UA-camrs left. Blair Fowler was one who left because she decided to go to college at like 26 since she had never been because her career was influencing. She came back several years later after getting a degree in interior design and she has a 8-5pm job at a firm now. She now films just for fun. My recommendation would be to find yourself outside the influencer world. Take a break, however long and come back when there isn’t this pressure to perform and you can do it for fun once again.
I agree. UA-cam is so oversaturared with influencers.who are all about self care, what I eat in a day, watch me work out or do yoga, journaling, etc. Not to mention all the sponsored stuff like Hello Fresh, supplements, even Temu! I think people are really kind of over seeing that. It's like almost every influencer's vidro is the same. It's starting to come off as self absorbed and without much substance because it's everywhere. You're too smart for that. I think getting out in the real world and getting a real job would be good for you. Get outside of your own mind and focus on your job and meeting friends/coworkers. Staying home or working for yourself is just alienating you more and then you have more time to overthink everything.
We love u..u know that! Enjoy however long you need. Do not feel guilty, you have a new life and need concentrate on that. Life will always be changing, its a journey. So hard at times but the good far outweighs the heavy. I had a loss too after my after my first born, it was a sad few months, but I picked myself up, healed and still think fondly of that little spirit. You don't have to forget and just put it behind you, he is with u always and your protector. A year later I had my beautiful son, he's all grown up now. Well enjoy your summer, fall, etc.. I'll be looking back on old videos, like always!!😊 Xoxo from Southern California ❤❤❤
Take all the time and space you need♥️ It’s OK to need that, don’t forget. I hope you feel better soon, I’m rooting for you, and I’ll be here when you’re ready to come back.🥰
Renee we all support you your followers since you were teaching remotely I have be. Viewer I hope and pray you and your boy and family are doing well Mish all your great content.and if anything maybe you can help other going rheew the same type of loss.blessing for 2024 and fall of 2025
Because you are my favorite youtuber to watch, I'm very happy that you are taking a break. I want YOU to be healthy and happy over and above MY youtube enjoyment. My heartfelt prayers for you and your family. Please read the short poem "Footprints" if you don't already know it.
💕💕 I’ve enjoyed your channel for so long. You’re my favorite. Thank you for all you’ve given. Do want you need. If you decide to come back, I’ll be here! 😘
I think it’s going to be good to take a break, everyone will still be here! But we can all tell it’s been taking a toll on your personal life, which is understandable with everything you’ve been through.Wishing the best!
We all go through phases in life, and you are bearing a difficult cross and trying to also show up for your family but also people who look to you for entertainment when it's your job. Take the time you need. Nothing is more important thank your health and your family!
It's a health leave, so don't worry. Take care of yourself and your son. If you come back, you'll be welcomed. If you don't, good luck! Enjoy the summer and baby steps😊
Yes keep doing therapy, grieve, go on a healing retreat, hypno therapy, reki etc. Write out your feelings, feel your feelings cry. You are allowed to feel your emotions and take time to heal. There is no rush for anything. Focus on you and sending you lots of healing. We understand
sending you so much love, take all the time you need!!! although we will miss you, we understand and you have to do what’s best for you! we will be here when you’re ready to come back! ❤
Hello from France! I follow your for years and I’ll be there when you come back ! Take your time ! Take care of yourself and your family! We love you !!!! Already can’t wait for you to come back !!! ❤❤❤
I pray your feeling better or at least allowing yourself all the things you need during this time. Please don’t let your heart be hardened and allow God to heal your every need. I know people will say “then why did God allow this?” God doesn’t interfere or intervene for everything for whatever reason, we are to listen and learn from everything that goes on in our lives to Lean on him and have faith and he will guide us to what we need! It’s ok to grieve and nothing will replace your loss but God can give you peace. My heart goes out to you and know we are here when your ready. ❤
I’ve been watching u for years Renee, u played a big role in my life even if you are just a youtuber, I learned a lot from you and I loved your simple realistic life, you’re mature amazing natural, what happened in your life wasn’t easy from tampa to newyork to ur pregnancy, things were fast, but u did a good job, maybe you just need to calm down. Its very sad to me that your leaving, it hurts me so much. I wish you the best and I hope u come back very soon ❤
I've been watching you for years, and I love everything that you put out❤️ My love for you and your content didn't change. But I totally understand if you don't feel it right now, and it's okay. I'm happy you made that decision, and I wish you enjoy this time off as much as you can in the path of healing. Love you ❤
I think it's okay for you not to be the person you were in your old vlogs. Maybe the answer is that you are now a hybrid of who you are as a young Mom and who you were in your past eras. Find that hybrid you and embrace it. Don't be so hard on yourself Renee, you are capable of navigating life's challenges and sometimes letting yourself breakdown to then rebuild is hard for a short time but better in the long run. That's what I've been thinking about lately for myself.
I’ll always be here when you feel like it’s right, Don’t worry if you can’t feel yourself right now. Embrace it and redefine who you are. I wish you all the best and encourage you to take as much time as you need. Love you, Always!!! ❤
Your not alone in this crazy world we are all trying to get through life as best we can, your an amazing person never forget that and never forget who you are, we love seeing you through the highs and lows , take all the time you need xx
All the best Renee. Take care of yourself because it's the most important thing that you can do for yourself and your people. Love you. Sending you virtual hugs.
girlie I just don’t think UA-cam is for you, I think you need a full on break rather than come back in a week with a content that will turn into a bunch of this repeating cycle. Please take some time to evaluate
yeah i feel the same. of course she had her fair share of struggles but i feel like her content for the last couple of years has been in the same cycle and its almost like she just doesn't want to admit that this chapter may be done for her. she keeps apologizing and saying that she will find her new rhythm and schedule since 2020 and i kept watching and watching but this was the last straw for me
@@aumpo913 maybe you can't really recognize the pattern that Renee is in and this comment just pointed it out. calm down, no one is saying she is a bad person. i wish her the best but clearly she is struggling because it has been reflected in her content for some time.
I totally agree, she is in this very unhealthy toxic cycle and I’m not sure she is even aware of it. The constant leaving and coming back is getting exhausting to watch. I wish her all the best but I have to unsubscribe now.
I have been following you for years and I love that you share your struggles, so many influencers act like they are perfect and their life is perfect and it’s so fake. Definitely will be here when you return. Just my observation, I I think getting a house was great for you, you seem to enjoy projects and you might be on to something. DIY series in the making.
Don’t worry about letting us down, just don’t let yourself down! I feel like being a UA-camr and making content about your life doesn’t give you any space to breath and it might be making you spiral. I think you are trying to hold on to your passion, what used to make you happy, and yes, this is also your income. But from what I’ve seen, you are so much more than short content on UA-cam and you have the creativity, strength and also the energy within you to take on different areas of life. You keep saying you liked UA-cam better when it was a hobby - maybe you can turn it back into your hobby rather than a source of income and work in a field that interests you and gets your head someplace else for a while. Something that you aren’t measured only in your personality, but other qualities as well. Wishing you the best, we all make changes and it’s just human and makes a lot of sense. Listen to your stomach.
Been watching you since your Florida plan with me videos. You’ve been through a lot and you’ve always shared that with your audience. Life is pretty difficult and different for everyone. I wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart. It’s like we’ve been friends all along. I hope you figure it out and please don’t feel pressured to even return to UA-cam. Maybe this is farewell and it’s truly ok. Love you lots even though you don’t know me. 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Renee, I’ll be here when you come back. I’ll bet that this wasn’t an easy decision for you to make. It takes strength to know when to take a step back and find help. I’m praying for you and your family! Feel better soon 🤍🤍🤍 you can do this!!!!
I know FL housing market is crap, but do you need to be closer to your family? since you both were from FL, maybe you guys are homesick. I hope you feel better soon.
Hey Renee...having just miscarried at 13 weeks recently, I just want to say..please give yourself grace. I'm a full time mom without having to perform, other than making sure my family is fed and cared for that having my husband being busy at work and solo parenting for over a week has been overwhelming for me. So, imagine you, having your channel, having the emotional hardship of a miscarriage, plus your dad's passing though not recent, there is still grief plus you have a younger child which needs more of you plus what happened to your dog plus you had a difficult first pregnancy. Gosh...so much. Anyone would have broken down way before you did. You are strong but now is the time to be weak, to lean into Him and fill YOUR cup. Now is putting yourself first. I know you are a very hardworking person and you set high goals for yourself and I know people give you shit for it but if you don't announce, with such a big channel, people will keep asking too. Those who actually care about you, will give you time. Having said that, please take care and know you are not alone. ❤
Renee, i feel the exact same way, especially after COVID-19. My life is not the same everrr, and i struggled to have it back again, but i couldn't. i've been struggling since 2020 until now. I know, and i believe that the vaccine had done something to our bodies and our mental health, but im still trying to get back to my old life. I hope we can do it.
@vevomemo129 Your comment caught my attention. It’s just this evening I discovered by chance Renee’s YT channel and now she’s taking a well deserved break and get healthy. I regret getting the Covid vaccine /2 jabs. I experienced rather weird symptoms approx. six/seven months after my second vaccine. It affected my memory somehow: (example) as I’m talking and all of a sudden I could not remember what the next word is called verbally, I had to describe the ‘word’ to my friend so they’d know what word I’m forgetting. I saw the word in my head but it would not come out from my mouth ! That really frightened me, I’m too young to be suffering from dementia/Alzheimer’s disease. This problem dissipated gradually and I have no issues now. Who knows what we’ll find out in the next 10 yrs. and diseases this vaccine has caused. I’m sorry to hear you’ve suffered since Covid, I hope in time you’ll be feeling like yourself again. Get lots of fresh air, go for a walk around the block, get sunshine on your face, it’s free Vitamin D ! Vitamin D3 is good for your immune system and for depression . You can take 3000 IU daily for better health. I wish you well, take good care !💕☀️🌻
Renee I have enjoyed your channel you are such a wonderful person. I want you to know that you are in my prayers. Take good care of yourself and your family 🫶🏼
Please know that you have never let me down. You are human, and all of your experiences are part of the human life experience. Take some time for yourself and your family. You've been through a lot this year and you need this break. Much love to you and your family. I'll see you when you get back!
I know u probably won’t even read this, but I really feel that getting a job outside the home; whatever that may be, would be a great way for you to socialize with other people and take you out of the same environment. Meet new people, have something else to focus on, sense of purpose, etc. Get out there, make some friends, do something different, go on a vacation or something, but get out of the routine that you so strictly stick to. Change is positive and so healthy. You don’t have to be so resistant to it.
I 100% agree. I think it’s been a constant cycle since NY. Life is hard, and we’ve all had hurdles and Renee, you’ve experienced some big ones of late. But what happened to the Real Estate dream? I think a job out of the home will be good for you and the boys, it doesn’t have to be a 40 hour week, even part time, just something to take you away from the hole that you appear to be trudging through. People may not appreciate these comments, but you share your life for us to watch, we can’t just be mute, it’s part and parcel of the gig. I mean all this in kindness, but I think sack off YT and explore a new Ney. The real world will love you, and you’ll love the new adventure!
I would love to get out and travel to Japan, so I'm going to join the military and ask them to deploy me once If it's possible to a foreign country base like japan, I won't have to pay my way to a foreign country.
Kelly made some good advice.
If you're going to live semi-rurally you really have to go 'all in.' Very difficult to survive through grief in that environment unless you have a lot of responsibility for other beings. Having a lot of kids helps or even goats of all things which I do. Not to say they don't come with their own stresses but dealing with death is only overcome by having the responsibility of (enough) other beings to remind you of those deeper connections once again. Therapy, going to the gym, chatting with acquaintances, etc just isn't enough investment to turn the tide. Even moving to live closer to family is just a reminder of the past. Feeling that you belong to other beings and that they give love back is very important.
Been watching you for quite a while now, and this is not a now thing. The miscarriage was just the straw that broke the camel's back and i fully understand that you need to take this break. I support you and your decision, and if you decide to come back, I'll be right here.☺️ I love you Renée!!🤍 I hope you heal and renew yourself again. Not just for you, but also for baby boy Bryson ❤ All the best my love.🌻 Still keeping you in my prayers. 😘💙
The happier you are privately, the less you feel the need to show it off publicly.
Beautifully said
Wishing you the best. Take ALL the time you need. My thoughts and prayers are with you!
Renee,
This is life. Life is never a series of 100% highs and happy times. Grief never fully subsides. You just learn to live a new life around it. And, yeah, the innocence of before the grief is gone forever. No amount of therapy will make someone the person they were before grief. Yes, that makes our lives more dull and more hard than the memories before the grief. I do hope you find whatever you need to find for inner peace during your break. Best wishes.
This reminds me of many of us who keep working a job that is mentally draining just because it’s the only thing that’s paying the bills. I can understand UA-cam has been your primary source of income and maybe that’s why you keep coming back, but deep down you know you need a change and focus on your inner well-being ❤
I watch your channel for your day to day life and really enjoy it ! I especially love the home projects 🫶 I feel you’re over thinking your content you put out there … In my opinion , it’s great ! Take time to heal , I’ve been through miscarriages , it’s a lot of grieving … Just want you to know , I follow a bunch of UA-cam channels and each week I couldn’t wait to watch yours 💛
You can’t pour from an empty cup. Take care of yourself and the things that really matter in your life. Although we don’t know you personally in real life, we all genuinely care about you or we wouldn’t follow your content. You deserve to take care of yourself and invest your energy into helping and healing yourself. Come back if and when you are ready.❤️🩹🥰💖
So true and well said. ❤
Lol, she does/says the same thing every couple of months.
@@girlloveshemp642 She moved back to Tampa, just saw it on Instagram
Take all the time you need Renee 💗 We’ll be here when you get back! Praying for healing and the Lord’s peace over you and your family ♥️🙌🏼
Sending you prayers and strength. I would consider maybe going back to school, finding a new passion, perhaps, your time on UA-cam is done and you can do something in your career field or maybe nursing or who knows… I think you should stop putting some much pressure on yourself to feel better and have everything going well. Life unfortunately is lots of ups and downs (for everyone really). Enjoy what you have now, focus on Bry and Z, and just living. You have a beautiful home and family.. pour into that 🩵 wish you all the best! 🙏🏻
Sending you prayers of hope and healing. As a women 50+ I can share with you that life isn't easy, sometimes we struggle but always hold on to hope and your faith. Through whatever you are facing at this time, you were made for this moment. You are equipped with whatever it takes to get you through. Don't focus on "feelings" but know this is a moment in time and things get better. I mean no disrespect, I am sharing what I would say to close family and friends. With love and prayers, until we see you again.
I've never commented on a UA-cam video before; that's the first time I will do it. I started watching your videos four years ago. I was alone, in quarantine, facing depression when I stumbled upon one of your videos on visualization techniques, and I've never been the same since. My life really lit up as I started watching more of your videos. So, I don't know you and you don't know me, but I know that the same universe that used you to change my life can get you out of this. Be strong and very courageous. I'll see you on the other side of this whole situation.
This was such a sweet comment. I enjoyed reading your experience. I started watching during the manifestion weds, diy, reading list style vlogs, and stayed bc I genuinely like her. I will miss watching and engaging. Change is hard but worth it. Many blessings to her, her family, and you❤.
take as much time as you need, you're not alone.
we'll be here when you feel like it's right.
I haven't been great either. We're also living in a weird period in time!
you're not alone from struggling with mental health, take the time you need!
i'll pray for you and your family! You're inspiring me so much 💕
I’ve seen your channel since so long but I don’t write that many comments, but wish you all the best on your journey. It’s very evident you need the time and we’re all here to support you through this! It’s a loss you can’t get over just learn to cope with.
I wish you and zee the best! He’s a good one, I hope you guys can work through it all ❤
I'm watching your old videos, Reene, you grew up, your life changed, your environment changed, you had to work on difficult subjects over and over again, and because you are human, you got tired, rightfully so. As your follower, I think all your videos are satisfactory and good contents. I hope you come back, but even if you don't, I will feel that you are okay and safe because you deserve it and it will happen.
Make this your healing season. You deserve to feel whole and present in all aspects of your life. Your loyal supporters will be here silently supporting you and wishing every happiness for you and your family. ❤❤❤
Praying for you! You need time to heal. Please lean into God and your family. Hoping you take time to heal and not run away from it, others, or locations. Lots of love to you and your family!
I have been here since the very first day. Please take time to rest and heal with your beautiful family! Self care is so important. Without that you can not care for anyone else! Try to focus on the beautiful things you have. Much love xo.
Renee I think something that seems to be missing from your life is community and connection. I feel like community service or getting involved in a church community or something similar would be good. you spend so much time on yourself, going inward, goals, reflections, mindset, routines, resets etc. you need balance. idk just seems like something that would be good for you. make connections, help others, get outside yourself, get a real job maybe. not trying to be mean just something I keep coming back to when I watch your videos.
I used to watch you often a few years ago and started to sense that YT may not be for you. I think you need to completely leave social media because I can tell it makes your mental health worse. It’s been like this for years. Take care of yourself Renee. Enjoy your life, without the camera. Having so many eyes on you, can take a toll, I imagine. I think getting a job out in the real world will do wonders for you. This cycle on YT is not working anymore and I don’t say any of this to sound cruel. I think you’ve been hurting for a long time and mental health struggles have always been apart of your life. That’s the reality, but I think it can get better for you…off camera. Wishing you the best of luck.
See you back here soon with a new amped up video schedule in a few weeks 👋
Literally my first thought. I don’t think she should comeback. It doesn’t seem like social media is the right path for her.
Truth. She does this every few months. Never really gets the help she needs
She moved back to Tampa, just saw it on Instagram
@@steffiristic, ya. I saw that too.
@@steffiristic I can’t really say I’m surprise. I wonder if they broke up
Thank you for sharing Renee! Come back if and when you're ready. We love & support you. 🎉🥰🐕
With all due respect, I extend my heartfelt wishes for your continued success, Renee. I admire your strength and determination in making choices that prioritize the well-being of yourself and your family.
Good luck ❤ wishing the best for you guys. Hope to see you back eventually. 🙂
Love you Renee! You are the best. I'll be praying for you and wishing you the best. It is fine just to pop on here to give us an update along the way. You are loved.
I love you Renee. Been watching since the beginning, literally. I'll be praying for you, and your family.❤🙏
Take all the time you need! Healing is HARD! Still in it. Don’t let anyone tell you what that process/journey should look like. It’s yours. And yours alone.
Renee, I will not give you my unsolicited or unprofessional opinion, however I will share that I've struggled with high, highs and low lows, then i would start feeling apathy. I struggled internally so much. I sought the Lord always and felt felt the nudging of the Holy Spirit leading me to help. I started receiving help but it took a couple of years for a diagnosis that brought me much needed relief. I'm still on my journey but my thoughts are more organized and my reaction are better thought out. I make small exciting goals bc for me I need something exciting to look forward to. I deeply pray and believe you will find YOUR normal and life will get sweeter I promise ❤️🙏💕
We love you Renee. Old-time fan here. You and Z got this. God loves you.
I’m so happy you’re taking time for yourself and your family. Everything will work out always remember you and your family comes first.🙏🏻🙏🏻💕💕💕💕
We Love you Renee… What’s important is that you feel great for yourself & family. I’m sending you prayers for answers & love& light🙏🩷🌈🦋🌝
Sorry for my english, I’m Italian and I’ve seen your channel since so long. Wishing the best for you ❤ I hope your channel will stay, please your videos are so relaxing and it’s a little escape from reality. I hope one day you’ll come to Italy for a trip 🇮🇹 love you, ciao!
Love to watch your outdoor areas garding stuff, 🐕 dog, walking outdoor, playing with baby, all greenery waaooo..magical place....such a lovely place you have......take care of yourself everything is fine and magical ✨️ ❤️🩹🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡 also don't look back....every person change with the time😊.Change is a natural and irresistible process that occurs with the change of time, generations and eras. There is a famous saying- “Go with the flow”; this proverb teaches us to respect and survive in every situation without complaining because we cannot control or change the nature....just follow your happiness and everything will align so beautifully.... ❤❤❤❤
NOTHING IS PERMANENT, NOTHING IS IMPORTANT REMEMBER THAT....
We will be here Renee. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Take the time you need to heal and rest. You got this mama. We will be here when or if you decide to come back. You and your family come first. We love you mama!! 💕💛
I’ve been watching before the law of attraction days! You inspired me creatively with editing/creating content & help catapult my mindset with law of attraction. Seeing one of my favorite UA-camrs start talking about manifestation/law of attraction, something I recently discovered was a HUGE sign for me. You’ve gone through & shared so much of your life- lots of highs & a lot of lows. Your strength & resilience is truly incredible &. should be celebrated! I fully support your decision- whatever that looks like. I wish you NOTHING but love, peace, joy & abundance- literally all things!
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Love you Renee. Love your videos and getting to know you over the years. Take a loooooong break. As much time as you need. Don’t rush this process. Praying for you 😘🌙💖🙏🏻
Take good care of yourself Renee, it's really crazy, I've been following you for soo long. Can't remember when exactly but back when you still had your online teaching job in tampa...so it definitely feels weird not knowing when i will hear from you again, but at the same time, we all live our lives and time flies by. So nurture your mind body & spirit & our thoughts are with you-- see you soon 💜🌈
Take care of yourself and your family and have a great summer.
Hi Renee just wanted to let you know that if you decide to come back whenever, you have a gift, your videos are so beautiful edited and calm and there’s people that will love to have that skill.
Also, you helped me went through the ICU and get recovered while my baby was in the NICU. And I saw you and knew that I was going to get through it. Send you love and blessings ❤
Take the time you need. Come back when the time is right for you, we will all miss you Renee but understand the bigger picture here. Praying for your healing. Love you 🥰💖
I feel ten years ago, it was enough to be a young attractive woman who lived in a desirable city in a luxury apartment and gain a substantial following doing clothing and makeup hauls and what I eat in a day videos. Most of the top female influencers on youtube had this formula. I think people just got tired of it and wanted more substance. I’ve noticed a lot of those UA-camrs left. Blair Fowler was one who left because she decided to go to college at like 26 since she had never been because her career was influencing. She came back several years later after getting a degree in interior design and she has a 8-5pm job at a firm now. She now films just for fun. My recommendation would be to find yourself outside the influencer world. Take a break, however long and come back when there isn’t this pressure to perform and you can do it for fun once again.
I agree. UA-cam is so oversaturared with influencers.who are all about self care, what I eat in a day, watch me work out or do yoga, journaling, etc. Not to mention all the sponsored stuff like Hello Fresh, supplements, even Temu! I think people are really kind of over seeing that. It's like almost every influencer's vidro is the same. It's starting to come off as self absorbed and without much substance because it's everywhere. You're too smart for that. I think getting out in the real world and getting a real job would be good for you. Get outside of your own mind and focus on your job and meeting friends/coworkers. Staying home or working for yourself is just alienating you more and then you have more time to overthink everything.
Ok but why was the crunchy noise while you were walking so satisfying 😅 anyway wishing you lots of healing and peace while on your break ❤
Take care of yourself and your family. We want you healthy and happy. UA-cam can wait! 🤍
Have a good break! Prayers for you & your family, I hope you’re enjoying y’alls summer in NC! Focus upward not inward and it will all be well ❤
You dont need to explain , take your time, heal❤, dont compare yourself, we understand all youve been through. Thanks for keeping it real¡❤
It takes time to recover .Same I want to feel good too soon, but grieving and living take so much time.We care for you
We love u..u know that! Enjoy however long you need. Do not feel guilty, you have a new life and need concentrate on that. Life will always be changing, its a journey. So hard at times but the good far outweighs the heavy. I had a loss too after my after my first born, it was a sad few months, but I picked myself up, healed and still think fondly of that little spirit. You don't have to forget and just put it behind you, he is with u always and your protector. A year later I had my beautiful son, he's all grown up now. Well enjoy your summer, fall, etc.. I'll be looking back on old videos, like always!!😊 Xoxo from Southern California ❤❤❤
Take all the time and space you need♥️ It’s OK to need that, don’t forget. I hope you feel better soon, I’m rooting for you, and I’ll be here when you’re ready to come back.🥰
Renee we all support you your followers since you were teaching remotely I have be. Viewer I hope and pray you and your boy and family are doing well Mish all your great content.and if anything maybe you can help other going rheew the same type of loss.blessing for 2024 and fall of 2025
gonna miss watching you but take as much time as you need 🥺 sending you and your family so much love and healing energy ❤️
Because you are my favorite youtuber to watch, I'm very happy that you are taking a break. I want YOU to be healthy and happy over and above MY youtube enjoyment. My heartfelt prayers for you and your family. Please read the short poem "Footprints" if you don't already know it.
💕💕 I’ve enjoyed your channel for so long. You’re my favorite. Thank you for all you’ve given. Do want you need. If you decide to come back, I’ll be here! 😘
I think it’s going to be good to take a break, everyone will still be here! But we can all tell it’s been taking a toll on your personal life, which is understandable with everything you’ve been through.Wishing the best!
I’m praying for you🤍🤍
We all go through phases in life, and you are bearing a difficult cross and trying to also show up for your family but also people who look to you for entertainment when it's your job. Take the time you need. Nothing is more important thank your health and your family!
It's a health leave, so don't worry. Take care of yourself and your son. If you come back, you'll be welcomed. If you don't, good luck!
Enjoy the summer and baby steps😊
Felt like this was coming. Hope you can start feeling better soon. Come back when you are ready or if you stop filming can understand that.
Yes keep doing therapy, grieve, go on a healing retreat, hypno therapy, reki etc. Write out your feelings, feel your feelings cry. You are allowed to feel your emotions and take time to heal. There is no rush for anything. Focus on you and sending you lots of healing. We understand
sending you so much love, take all the time you need!!! although we will miss you, we understand and you have to do what’s best for you! we will be here when you’re ready to come back! ❤
Hello from France! I follow your for years and I’ll be there when you come back ! Take your time ! Take care of yourself and your family! We love you !!!! Already can’t wait for you to come back !!! ❤❤❤
Sending you love, Renee. I am so proud of you for prioritizing yourself for your family. Will be here when you get back
Love you, Renee! Take care of yourself first as there is no one else who knows what YOU need. Blessings to you. Be well. 🎉
I pray your feeling better or at least allowing yourself all the things you need during this time. Please don’t let your heart be hardened and allow God to heal your every need. I know people will say “then why did God allow this?” God doesn’t interfere or intervene for everything for whatever reason, we are to listen and learn from everything that goes on in our lives to Lean on him and have faith and he will guide us to what we need! It’s ok to grieve and nothing will replace your loss but God can give you peace. My heart goes out to you and know we are here when your ready. ❤
I’ve been watching u for years Renee, u played a big role in my life even if you are just a youtuber, I learned a lot from you and I loved your simple realistic life, you’re mature amazing natural, what happened in your life wasn’t easy from tampa to newyork to ur pregnancy, things were fast, but u did a good job, maybe you just need to calm down. Its very sad to me that your leaving, it hurts me so much. I wish you the best and I hope u come back very soon ❤
I've been watching you for years, and I love everything that you put out❤️ My love for you and your content didn't change. But I totally understand if you don't feel it right now, and it's okay. I'm happy you made that decision, and I wish you enjoy this time off as much as you can in the path of healing. Love you ❤
I think it's okay for you not to be the person you were in your old vlogs. Maybe the answer is that you are now a hybrid of who you are as a young Mom and who you were in your past eras. Find that hybrid you and embrace it. Don't be so hard on yourself Renee, you are capable of navigating life's challenges and sometimes letting yourself breakdown to then rebuild is hard for a short time but better in the long run. That's what I've been thinking about lately for myself.
Much love safe journey, mental health is more important then anything ❤ stay safe. We will be here when you are ready 🙏🏼 hope you get well soon.
Take as much time as you need. Enjoy the Summer.🌸🌸
I’ll always be here when you feel like it’s right, Don’t worry if you can’t feel yourself right now. Embrace it and redefine who you are. I wish you all the best and encourage you to take as much time as you need. Love you, Always!!! ❤
You haven't let us down. We love you. Take all the time you need & want.❤
Your not alone in this crazy world we are all trying to get through life as best we can, your an amazing person never forget that and never forget who you are, we love seeing you through the highs and lows , take all the time you need xx
I went through a miscarriage two weeks ago!! I understand you so much!! I also have a UA-cam channel! So much going on! Blessings ❤️🙏❤️
I am so sorry for your loss 😢❤
@@laurenincolor thank you so much!! ❤️🌟❤️🙏❤️
All the best Renee. Take care of yourself because it's the most important thing that you can do for yourself and your people. Love you. Sending you virtual hugs.
Always put yourself first ❤ ~ Hugs
Wishing you the best!!! I am not leaving your channel :) Best regards from Prague.
Sending you so much love Renee. 💗
girlie I just don’t think UA-cam is for you, I think you need a full on break rather than come back in a week with a content that will turn into a bunch of this repeating cycle. Please take some time to evaluate
yeah i feel the same. of course she had her fair share of struggles but i feel like her content for the last couple of years has been in the same cycle and its almost like she just doesn't want to admit that this chapter may be done for her. she keeps apologizing and saying that she will find her new rhythm and schedule since 2020 and i kept watching and watching but this was the last straw for me
@@aumpo913 maybe you can't really recognize the pattern that Renee is in and this comment just pointed it out. calm down, no one is saying she is a bad person. i wish her the best but clearly she is struggling because it has been reflected in her content for some time.
I totally agree, she is in this very unhealthy toxic cycle and I’m not sure she is even aware of it. The constant leaving and coming back is getting exhausting to watch. I wish her all the best but I have to unsubscribe now.
@@SC-1111-w9yvery exhausting and repetitive
Take your time Renee honey. I think that we all are going through the blues. But we are going to be positive with faith and hope. We all love you.❤❤
Take care!!! Sending so much love!!! ❤❤❤
No need to apologize and you're not letting anyone down. Take the time you need ❤
I've also been watching some old and new vlogs. Take as long as you need and I look forward to you're return whenever that may be. ❤
We are Team Amberg - we come together ; for the rest of us new and old OGs sending good ju-ju
Keep on keeping on
Try taking a solo vacation as well. N when u get back make it a regular thing even take a spa day n just have time for yourself
Take your time Renee xxx always support you
I have been following you for years and I love that you share your struggles, so many influencers act like they are perfect and their life is perfect and it’s so fake. Definitely will be here when you return. Just my observation, I I think getting a house was great for you, you seem to enjoy projects and you might be on to something. DIY series in the making.
Hi Renee happy Sunday afternoon and happy summer day and this was amazing video I enjoy your channel and you are amazing supporter
Take the time you need to heal. Wishing you better days ahead. ❤
Don’t worry about letting us down, just don’t let yourself down! I feel like being a UA-camr and making content about your life doesn’t give you any space to breath and it might be making you spiral. I think you are trying to hold on to your passion, what used to make you happy, and yes, this is also your income. But from what I’ve seen, you are so much more than short content on UA-cam and you have the creativity, strength and also the energy within you to take on different areas of life. You keep saying you liked UA-cam better when it was a hobby - maybe you can turn it back into your hobby rather than a source of income and work in a field that interests you and gets your head someplace else for a while. Something that you aren’t measured only in your personality, but other qualities as well.
Wishing you the best, we all make changes and it’s just human and makes a lot of sense. Listen to your stomach.
We love you Renee. Take all of the time you need 🩵
Been watching you since your Florida plan with me videos. You’ve been through a lot and you’ve always shared that with your audience. Life is pretty difficult and different for everyone. I wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart. It’s like we’ve been friends all along. I hope you figure it out and please don’t feel pressured to even return to UA-cam. Maybe this is farewell and it’s truly ok. Love you lots even though you don’t know me. 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Renee, I’ll be here when you come back. I’ll bet that this wasn’t an easy decision for you to make. It takes strength to know when to take a step back and find help. I’m praying for you and your family! Feel better soon 🤍🤍🤍 you can do this!!!!
Love you so much take your time will miss you and will see your old content
I know FL housing market is crap, but do you need to be closer to your family? since you both were from FL, maybe you guys are homesick. I hope you feel better soon.
@@kiwiluv9188What are you talking about? I'm confused...
@@johmaloneei738they moved back to Tampa , Fla ! Their NC home is pending sale
@@jacquie5730 Hopefully they’re still together?
can’t wait for you to feel better and come back💐
Hey Renee...having just miscarried at 13 weeks recently, I just want to say..please give yourself grace. I'm a full time mom without having to perform, other than making sure my family is fed and cared for that having my husband being busy at work and solo parenting for over a week has been overwhelming for me. So, imagine you, having your channel, having the emotional hardship of a miscarriage, plus your dad's passing though not recent, there is still grief plus you have a younger child which needs more of you plus what happened to your dog plus you had a difficult first pregnancy. Gosh...so much. Anyone would have broken down way before you did. You are strong but now is the time to be weak, to lean into Him and fill YOUR cup. Now is putting yourself first.
I know you are a very hardworking person and you set high goals for yourself and I know people give you shit for it but if you don't announce, with such a big channel, people will keep asking too. Those who actually care about you, will give you time.
Having said that, please take care and know you are not alone. ❤
We will be here for you when you'll come back, as always ❤❤❤ take care of yourself first. Lot of love. ♥️
Do what's best for you. But we will miss you.
Renee, i feel the exact same way, especially after COVID-19. My life is not the same everrr, and i struggled to have it back again, but i couldn't. i've been struggling since 2020 until now. I know, and i believe that the vaccine had done something to our bodies and our mental health, but im still trying to get back to my old life. I hope we can do it.
@vevomemo129 Your comment caught my attention. It’s just this evening I discovered by chance Renee’s YT channel and now she’s taking a well deserved break and get healthy.
I regret getting the Covid vaccine /2 jabs. I experienced rather weird symptoms approx. six/seven months after my second vaccine. It affected my memory somehow: (example) as I’m talking and all of a sudden I could not remember what the next word is called verbally, I had to describe the ‘word’ to my friend so they’d know what word I’m forgetting. I saw the word in my head but it would not come out from my mouth !
That really frightened me, I’m too young to be suffering from dementia/Alzheimer’s disease.
This problem dissipated gradually and I have no issues now. Who knows what we’ll find out in the next 10 yrs. and diseases this vaccine has caused.
I’m sorry to hear you’ve suffered since Covid, I hope in time you’ll be feeling like yourself again. Get lots of fresh air, go for a walk around the block, get sunshine on your face, it’s free Vitamin D !
Vitamin D3 is good for your immune system and for depression . You can take 3000 IU daily for better health.
I wish you well, take good care !💕☀️🌻
Renee I have enjoyed your channel you are such a wonderful person. I want you to know that you are in my prayers.
Take good care of yourself and your family 🫶🏼
Please know that you have never let me down. You are human, and all of your experiences are part of the human life experience. Take some time for yourself and your family. You've been through a lot this year and you need this break. Much love to you and your family. I'll see you when you get back!