It hurts my soul knowing that this man and band saved me from suicide but Chester couldn't save himself. He was loved by his fans and he is missed everyday.
I remember when this song was out so many people were angry about how different was it from other LP songs , but after Chester died everyone realized it was a scream for help by him.
The look on his face at the end when she comes into the bathroom just kills me. The defeat, the loneliness, the helplessness. This video is so good at portraying what many on us feel. We miss you, Chester. I hope you and Chris are singing together in Heaven.
I've worn that face too many times when someone finds me at my worst and is trying to understand and pull me back up. This song, of so many of his that have touched me and had meaning to me, tops them all without any contest. The self loathing and disgust, screaming at yourself to just get up and do something, anything, and just staying there at the kitchen table wallowing in self hate and misery...he always took his pain into these songs and made them something beautiful that could resonate with us deeply. I hope Chester finally found some peace in the end, I miss him dearly.
This is actually what he was going through , fighting addiction , family issues marital issues, he seemed tired at the last show , evetything was truly heavy .@@happysharkgaming
His lyrics are haunting. Anyone who has dealt with depression completely understands. "Comfort in the panic!" "And I drive myself crazy thinking everything about me!" "I keep dragging around what bring me down."
I felt that so fucking hard!.. My bestfriend killed herself this past June... 11 days after my 15th birthday... she just turned 18 on May 21st.. She told me so many times to not harm myself because I mattered to alot of people, including her. And now she's just gone...
Just popping in to say it’s okay to ask for help. It’s okay to take medication. It’s okay to not be okay. Be kind to yourself. Accept the things that can help. You deserve it.
"It's OK to not be OK". I keep telling myself this, I know I'll get through, but it's OK to allow yourself to feel the pain, just work thru it, tomorrow is a new day.
It took 5 years for it to stop feeling like it happened *yesterday.* Now it feels like it's been a week. Rest in peace, and condolences to everyone who cares/d
That's the worst part about depression, you know that everything is okay. But your brain won't let you be happy, it's the self awareness that makes it so bad.
That little bit at the end where she puts her hand on Chester's shoulder cuts me wide open. If you've known depression, you'll know how much that touch can mean, and also that most of us don't get it when we need it. It's heartbreaking that nobody was there to put their hand on Chester's shoulder that night when the heaviness finally got too much for him.
Technically, everyone fights depression alone. No one can help you get out. Not even you as it may seem, but the key is to stay strong. Push through. Wait it out. After hardship comes ease, it's a vicious cycle of this world and its trials.
@@TheDreamManifester EXACTLY! I couldn't agree more, sometimes not even yourself can get you out of it, but the thing is to keep fighting and keep pushing through.
I was one of the lucky ones to attend their last concert in Birmingham on 6th of July 2017. A few weeks before that, there was a bomb blast in Ariana Grande's concert in Manchester, and my wife just wouldn't let me go to the Linkin Park's concert because of the ongoing fear. I am glad she gave in and let me go. It was a majestic night. I should upload the videos from that concert to UA-cam. What a band. What a man. What a night. I just couldn't believe it when we lost him two weeks later. RIP Chester. One of the best rock singers of all time and a kind and gentle soul.
I would personally greatly appreciate it if you shared. Seeing Linkin Park live was a dream of mine I will never get to fulfill. A group of men I never met who saved my life many times, and continues to keep me here
I was suppost to see LP and Blink 182 in NYC that week. Chester's death rocked me. Grew up listening to them. Still such a tragedy to lose someone great like him.
I was at the london o2 july 3rd, the show before the last one. Im gutted i didnt video it. Ive always been a true believer of living in the moment and didn't want to watch my favorite band through a screen. The concert did feel off though. Like he was saying goodbye. Still so glad i got to see them before he took his own life.
A man who chose to express himself through music. A man who chose to fight depression by helping others with it. A man who gave it all for you and asked for nothing in return but your respect. A man who needed help, our help...anybody's help. A man who lost his best friend and struggled to find answers in his passing. A man who's voice spoke truth, his truth...a truth that only now we are beginning to understand. Please support your mental health system. It's not right that we can let people like this feel isolated and alone. It's not right that this man felt there was no way out. May the heavens open up for you Chester. May Chris carry your heavy soul to a better place. Find peace Chester.
I absolutely hate how everybody hated on this song but you can literally hear how Chester is feeling. He’s literally spelling it out just because he not rocking out. It’s more of like a pop song/rap song people didn’t care for it so much but I think this is absolutely a beautiful song I cried, listening to it. Literally earlier like he was one of a kind man. No other person can change him even though they’re trying.
😭😭😭😭😭 R.I.P hes not just a celebrity hes a friend to all of us. left us with heavy and those other songs. He will be remembered throughout all eternity🙏🙏
I feel the same way. I even have the lyrics to leave out all the rest on my arm. Those lyrics got me through my abusive childhood even at the moment I almost lost all hope.
We can feel his heavy pain. How so many people didn't listened him? He tried to holding on but apparently nobody came to help him. So sad and too soon.
I've spent 25 years trying to explain to people how my mind works, why it's just not that easy to "think positive" and "move on". This video did it in less than 3 minutes. Rest in peace, Chester...you always knew how to communicate how I was feeling better than I ever could myself.
Absolute same... I showed this video to my therapist. She asked me to try to talk about it, and even with this right there, I just couldn't. It's all in here. I don't know what else to say. But. Let's keep walking, yeah? How far we can go is at least a little further.
Basically had to tell my doctor I was on the brink of suicide before anyone helped diagnose my anxiety/depression! And I cannot for the life of me explain how I feel for no reason.. the struggle is definitely real!
Michelle Lee you're such a fucking idiot there is no fucking "god" or "jesus" or whatever the fuck you want to call it. Once your dead you're dead. People just try to make their life more meaningful than it is. Nothing about your lingers anywhere. You're gone, no consciousness. No blackness. No anything. But we're not able to ever think of "nothing" were always thinking of something. Even if we try. Even just thinking the word nothing we're thinking of something. But when you're dead, there's nothing. Just your corpse that eventually rots, while other life just goes on to cease to exist one day. Why do we have to act like we're so special to get another shot at any sort of "consciousness". Everything that dies just ceases to exist. Forever. There's no heaven or he'll. There's nothing.
I watched the video like a thousand times.. Finally understood: We are all fighting against ourselves: our feelings, the voices inside our heads.. Pretending to be fine while we're not. So much fear, sadness, brokenness inside us that we try to hide, try to control.. Sometimes we can't. Sometimes we need someone to help us..
@@rbcm1796 Can I give you a virtual hug and a smile? Cause I think you´re quite strong. That might sound crazy, but dealing with oneselve every day is a huge challenge. But always remember: You´re never alone. There are people you´re important to. There are people feeling the same. And there are people who could help you, if you let them. I know it´s even harder looking for help than dealing with oneselve. I know that´s f*cking hard! But, even it looks like here are broken people around: These are people who are incredible strong and incredible beautiful. They just need the opportunity to shine.
kwibuw you are so sweet!! Thank you for your reply ❤️❤️❤️ it’s really hard for me to admit when I need a little help, but I know there are people who would be there for me ❤️ it’s very hard to deal with it alone but as I said, I don’t want people to worry about me and so I try to find ways to manage. I hope you have a wonderful day and thank you for your kind words ❤️
He put all his passion and emotion for this song, screaming with it for help and people destroyed him for it. With his depression the hate he get was a nail in his coffin :(
His lyrics, “I wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic” is too real due to my panic disorder. Chester you have saved millions of lives but it’s so sad none of us could have saved you, one love.
I remember this song kept me from the brink of suicide when I first moved to Arizona. I was homeless and had very little to my name at age 20. I used to hate this song for the fact of how true it was and how I didn't want to face reality. I suddenly searched for this song and it brought back so many memories when I was at my lowest point in life ... thank You Linkin Park for getting me through those rough times. This song pulled me out of that dark hole and now I'm here going to Dental school ❤. Update: I am doing well. I sought therapy, I have great friends, finally have a place of my own, and working my career full time saving smiles. Thanks everyone for you kind words. I hope you're doing well too!💜💜💜
Cheers to you dear best wishes for your next few amazing years of dental school they are the best enjoy everything and be a successful dentist may almighty don't keep anything from what you truly deserve 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
I remember when the song first came out , people just argued that this is way too "pop", but no one cares about what Chester was really trying to say. After everything, they started to realized... So ironic...
I'm strongly persuaded that Chester was talking about his real feelings. He was already run out. Depression is real. take care of your family and friends by listening to them when they feel bad.
He absolutely was. A LOT of his songs are about depression and trauma. I think he had the gift of making music, and tried to use it to heal his trauma... There was just so much and he could never get out from under it. RIP, Chester. :'(
I don't know, like none of these songs were written by him though. Maybe he did send these vibes and his state of mind to Mike and the others who wrote this album, so maybe he did have a part in it somehow
Depression is one persons battle, its no ones fault when someone dies of suicide from depression, eventually your demons over come you. Its easy to blame others, but as fans we know chester felt love, through everything, more than most people, he knew what love felt like, but sometimes your so damaged that even one billion fans dont over come the demons. Depression brought on by past trauma took chesters life, not the lack of love during his final days.
Maybe becuase there was also a good chunk of those people screaming for the band to go back to the sound of Hybrid Theory, bitching at everything they made. Instead of just letting the band do their music.
Knowing that chester suffered from what I am suffering right now, I understand more the meaning of their song, like one more light, leave out all the rest, numb, in the end, all of their songs, I understand the deep meaning of it all, thanks to this band that I’m still surviving this f*cking hell.
I remember when this song came out everyone was mad and saying that Chester gave into mainstream, etc. After he committed suicide was when people actually “listened” to this song and they praised it then. It should not take a tragedy for people to open their eyes. If someone changes their music support them. If someone changes in your own life support them. RIP Chester
I never understood why people were hating on this album (or any of their albums after Hybrid Theory and Meteora). The variety of Linkin Park's songs is one of the reasons I love this band so much. Always have, always will. Still, this album absolutely breaks my heart knowing what happened 🖤
I remember hearing this song and I was so confused why people were so mad. They dragged linkin park through the dirt and I feel like Chester wasn’t in the mind set for it. When I heard he was gone this song hit even harder.
I was fucking pissed from the start when people hated on this track. I felt it from the start that something wasn't right. I knew whoever wrote this song was unwell. I just wish we could have helped the man who helped all of us.
So very true his music touched so many and changed the lives of so many somedays it's still hard to believe he's gone, I hope he has found some measure of peace. R.I.P Chester you will never be forgotten
As someone who suffers from mental illness, I have always found comfort in Linkin Park sounds. They have always seemed to speak to me and help me get through the worse times. I just wanted to let the band know that you are still helping people. RIP Chester. You will be missed
People who say, "just wake up and be happy" or "everyone has problems" just doesn't understand how it feels. R.I.P. Chester, forever missed, never forgotten.
I feel like his suicide was a sledgehammer coming down on all the criticisms of their music being "whiny." Like it was proof once and for all that this wasn't just an "angry white boy" and his first world problems. This guy had some real, legitimate demons and that "whiny" music was his way of coping.
Hi there... i am here broo keep on spirit guys dont look it heavy coz our muscle will be good and will be strong... heavy problem it means the world know the problem you faces now is make you being better person..
They suspect foul play(As in his death hasn't been ruled a suicide), Chester's been releasing depressing lyrics since their very first album. I understand, sometimes' things get so bad in life that people can't handle it anymore. But I'll always believe no matter how much weight Chester felt on his shoulders, he wouldn't kill himself.
Listen to their new album One more light carefully its like a suicide album about a person dealing with depression, suicide and death. f.e. Nobody can save me, talking to myself, heavy, sorry for now, one more light and sharp edges. listen.
I hope I’m not the only one who thought this was a good and powerful song even before Chester’s death? Edit: 3 years since Chesters passing. Never forgotten.
Linkin Park has carried me through some of the roughest and toughest times. I really related to the lyrics on a lot of their songs. Chester, I miss you.
Today was healing. So glad to see Emily able to do justice but bring new life to the music that helped, and continues to help, so many. Excited for what's next
true so true 😭😭.honestly ive faught depression before and i've wanted to do self harm because my home drives me crazy and my dad doesnt even love me and that takes a toll on you but theres always that one sliver of hope keeping me here...you know?
So sad that someone who has made a huge impact on others goes out like this. Chester, you saved so many lives. If only we could've saved yours. May god bless his family ❤️
Wrong, suicide sadly is a choice we make. You want to blame someone? Blame the disease instead of inadvertently blindly blaming something you don't believe in, that makes you sound hypocritical about your beliefs.
What do you mean Austin? I believe Chester was forgiven. He made it clear that he was wrong and lost without God, and so he simply couldn't take the pain anymore. He has sinned, but only God can choose his fate now, not us.
Sometimes the greatest art comes from the darkest places. Many masterpieces were painted, composed, drawn and written during a time when the artist was at their lowest. The art always screams with the artist's emotions, yet we're always too blinded by it's brilliance to hear the message.
Who remembers when this comment section was just harsh criticism, saying that the song was generic pop and had nothing to do with Linkin Park anymore? It seems like it was yesterday...
I remember and it was and still is justified. You could put your feelings into the lyrics all you want, but the problem is, that you can replace Chester's vocals with basically any popsinger you chose and it's still gonna sound just about the same (And they even proved this statement with Kiiara featuring in this song, wherever the hell her end is right now). And I say this as a guy, who never liked Hybrid Theroy that much and always appreciated more their altrock and poprock era.
Back in 2000, I remember walking into my local record store and the clerk asking me, "What kind of music do you like?" I told him I liked a bit of everything but that rock and hip-hop were actually my favs, although being polar opposites. He told me about this new band, Linkin Park, and said that they would be "everything I loved." I never looked back. Chester, man, so many people looked up to you and so many people depended on you but I understand you had your own battles that nobody understood better than you. RIP man. Linkin Park is a legend in this heart.
YA CAN SAY THAT AGAIN.. BUT IT SEEMS AS IF ONLY A FEW OF HIS DEVOUT FANS (LISTENERS) ARE KEEPING HIS/THEIR MUSIC PLAYING IMO FOR SOME ODD REASON🤔🤷♂️🤨HMM AT LEAST TO ME IT/THAT IS..!!??
Dammit Chester ...when I was in my 20s I was going through hell and you pulled me through it... I'm in my 40s now... and I need you... you left a mark on me..sleep well my friend..
Even though i never actually met the guy, I'd like to think of him as a friend. In The End was the first song i ever genuinely liked, and from there my love of music flourished. It's sad to see someone you thought, in a wierd way, was growing up with you die. When i heard of his suicide i couldn't belive it. I never knew how something so special could disappear in such little time
I'm gonna end it just like him I'm gonna get really drunk so I can't feel the pain and just end my life it's not worth living anymore there's nothing left I can't even play ps4 for more than 1 hour and if I do they take the controllers and hide them for a week I'm so done with life bye shitty people hope you enjoy your shitty life I'm just fed up with all the bullshit
Ben Finlaw Dude. Seriously?! All this bout a PlayStation 4 - r you freaking kidding me ?!! Get outta here ! Chester is dead and you're all about ps4 tf.
the fact that people hated this song when it came out baffles me. they clearly didn't feel the emotions the songs was conveying to its listeners. RIP Chester.
@@skylerwanless392 oh! I didn't know. I saw Linkin Park perform this song with their usual style and at the end Chester said "there's your metal" or something along those line.
Till this day I'm still pissed that this song got so much backlash because they wanted the "old Linkin Park". This song was so good and the lyrics are beautiful. So important. Beautiful message. Some of y'all really owe them an apology.
@@iyeriyer548 Linkin Park started as a Nu-Metal band, they had a different following then, and fans of that era of LP prefer that style, and dont like Pop like this
The saddest part is that Chester was crying for help since Hybrid Theory. His lyrics are powerful and meaningful! RIP Chester- You will be remembered forever!
In one of his last interviews, Chester said that when he was in company, everything was normal. But when he was alone, he started a fight with himself inside his head and that is one of the reasons for his death.
I'll quote a pink floyd lyric in here if i may. "You better, run all day and run all night, and keep your dirty feelings deep inside and if your taking your girlfriend out tonight you better park the car well out of sight, cause if they catch you in the back tryin to pick her locks, they're gonna send you back to mother in a cardboard box" keep in mind the wall represents all of mankind, when you got someone like chester building his wall, it was like the character pink in the wall album, so high that your mentally isolated from all reality and you start to comprehend the unthinkable which can be death, carnage, indecency or something more of a self dictatorship and it'll rule and judge you where it shouldn't and before you know it, it consumes everything that you were, are and ever will be. For chester i see it in that sense only because there are thousands of what society considers "mentally insane, deranged, incapable" and some ppl make it to the end of the record which is outside the wall, we as a human must hang on to eachother cause thats all we ever had was eachother and for me, anybody going through any kind of mental state in the negative i as a human must set not only the example but must live by the example of normal which is, love, compassion, care, and help, these words install fear into todays society because the past generations never taught the new ones how to do such. I pray for chesters sake that his soul found peace and happiness and i also pray for everybody else to have the same.
TheShadyLasher i had a feeling it was a cry for help.. when I first heard it I was like.. wait... this sounds a little too different. ❤❤❤💙💚💛💜 r.i.p chester...
This new make me feel *Why everything so heavy and I can't help someone in pain * RIP ,I don't know what can I do for you, I just hope you can be happiness in other world . My English is so poor sorry Q_Q
I am actually completely sobbing uncontrollably because the person who got me through a majority of my life is gone even though I have never met him. I remember nights on the floor just wanting it all to be over, I remember painting/drawing to release the pain and rage while I blasted his music, I remember so many times when he helped me through the very worst and darkest moments of my life. As the pain lessened, though never gone, I still consistently found peace or release on every single one of his songs whether playing through my phone or at yet another concert. Chester was a giant light in my life as was the entire band. No other lyrics seemed to fit me right every single time. It was inevitable that LP would put out a song and I would relate to every single line and feel less alone in the world. I'm devastated. I feel weird for being so because I've never cried over a celebrity death - but it's more than that. It's depression winning again and I wish that it would just stop. My heart is broken. If you ever feel empty - please talk to someone professional or not. This is a fight that I will always be fighting and I swear to you that it gets better when you ask for help. Rest In Peace Chester. Fuck you depression, childhood trauma, addiction, and every dangerous coping skill that we pick up to deal with pain. Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. If we remember that we have each other we will win.
I understand what you feel and felt. His music got me through many tough times. I listen to the songs, and I remember back to exact times when I was feeling bad, and what was going on, and how I could feel a bit better knowing that someone must have felt the same way I did when he wrote those songs. It's so hard knowing that he helped SOOOOO Many, but in the end he could not help himself. They said this song was a big part of how he was feeling at the end of his life. And Crawling was about his abuse. It's so sad. He got sober, and then he lost Chris Cornell, and it seems like that sent him over the edge. I'm hoping Chester and Chris are up there jamming! RIP Chester. The world will never be the same.
Barb Sab this comment put into words exactly what I'm feeling right now. I've never experienced such grief over a strangers death, but he wasn't just a stranger he was a light whenever everything was black. :(
Linkin Park was and still is such a huge part of my life. Sometimes, I would just long myself up and blast his music along with few others. They, too, inspired some of my art and continued to motivate me. I loved this song so freaking much. And now I'm going to have this and so many others in my head all week. Month. Year. We miss you so much, Chester. I wish I could have such an impact on the lives around me as he did. Everything is so heavy and when it feels like the world is ending, please try and seek out some sort of help. :( I don't want people like this to go so soon. :(
Beautifully said. Chester and his music got me through the toughest shit of my life. It's hard enough to lose someone like this who has meant so much through the years, but what's devastating is how we lost him. I hope he has finally found his peace because if anyone in this world deserves that it's him.
I'm really sorry that these demons were strong enough to take such a pure and humble soul like Chester from the world, we still miss you, it's been 7 years 😢❤
I fill the same on this song linkin park have been apart of my life for 14 years I home they don't get a new singer as it won't be linkin park any more
as a guy, i do the same thing. it will always be that way. chestser meant to much to me. my best legit thought i was going to kill my self the week of chesters news. he knew what chetser meant to me
Please remember that everything, everything, comes and goes. Everything is a season and seasons change. They pass with time. As you age, your brain changes, you change. Everything can change and get better. If you go, you just pass your pain to those who love you the most. Its not worth it.
@@vivekrana7790 You just keep going 1 day at a time and thinking of atleast 1 thing that went right that day even if its only that you got up. If I can keep going anyone can. Stay strong and Stay safe
I still can't believe Chester wont sing anymore...He saved many lives...but many lives couldn't save him....I feel so helpless....RIP Chester....You cant be replaced ever....
Like it or not, one can't deny that this was the most lyrically impressive album done by Linkin Park. Each song touched upon the band's personal troubles.
I like your idea, but i'm not so sure about it, yea, it deals with some big and dark themes, but I think meteora had equally impressive lyrics and themes
I have depression and anxiety disorder. I have been 12 years sober from alcohol. My family thinks me taking medication for my depression is wrong and are against seeking meds for help . I have gone back to drinking to cope. I hear this song and it gives me hope and faith that i can beat this devil on my back.
I remember the first time listening to Linkin Park, I was 8 years old, now I'm 25. It was my worst life period. My parents divorced, my mom decided to leave and move to another place. In that moment, I always cried every single day and felt so lonely... My brother bought me Linkin Park cassette albums, and we're listening to your music everyday. Crawling, In The End, Numb, Breaking the Habit, Leave Out All The Rest, The Messenger, No More Sorrow and all of your songs until now... Chester, your voice and all the songs that you've created were amazing.. I'm gonna miss you terribly.. Thank you so much for making all the good music with deep meaning lyrics.. You've helped me going through the darkest life. Thank you Chester, may you Rest In Peace. Love, from Indonesia.💔
How many of you have actually paid attention to the video? It literally portrays the way those battling depression and addiction both have to fight with themselves to make it through the average day. It's plain as day. The lyrics illustrate the same battle for anyone that bothers to look past the departure from the adrenaline rush of LP's early work. If you listen this is still the same Chester that wrote and sang Crawling, the difference is this holds a maturity that moves beyond being pissed at the world because you have problems. For those that couldn't understand, that criticized thede new songs. don't hold yourselves accountable, if you haven't been drug through hell by your emotions and felt these same depths of despair you just simply cannot understand, and may you never reach that point.
I was thinking the exact same thing. LP has never really changed. They are the same people singing about the same struggles we all battled 15 years ago. The only thing that changed is that we all grew up and matured. How could people be so harsh and bash a band that saved people's lives? I am pretty sure he felt very alone because he was trying to communicate the same message yet no one listened.
brunsy1990 that's what I got when I first listened to it also for me it really hit home about knowing your past having your past still be there and haunting you and just wanting to let go and trying to let go. That's what it really meant to me cuz that's why I am in my life. Even if you don't like the style of music the lyrics has so much meaning.
When this song was first released "fans" were complaining it wasn't heavy or wasn't like their music years ago, this song isn't from Linkin Park it's from Chester's mind and heart. Every song he wrote, he wrote with passion, talking about his problems, this shows what a great artist he is. I grew up with his music because of my mother, she used to play it even when i was little because she's a big fan of them. This song may not sound the same like their music years ago, but as fans we should appreciate the lyrics. People saying this was a sign that he needed help should shut up. We don't know what we have until it's gone. We don't know what's going through a persons mind. We should stop blaming ourselves that we couldn't see the signs because no one saw this coming. He will always be remembered as one of the greatest. Hopefully his troubles are all gone and things aren't so heavy anymore for him, I'll miss you my idol.
I hate snakeu Just the fact the you like K-Pop and Alternative Rock makes you pretty hardcore....Thanks for this message though. Love the pic of Tae Tae 😍 you have as your Profile pic...He's my Bias.
Mimi Gorgeous Thank you, his death hits me personally and I am still very emotional, I not only love his music but I love his personality and how down to earth he is
Don't feel guily man. Yes it was a cry for help, but if a Wife and 6 beautiful children can't get you out of depression, then nothing can....:/ DoN't blame yourself.
It hurts my soul knowing that this man and band saved me from suicide but Chester couldn't save himself. He was loved by his fans and he is missed everyday.
We are all holding on. Hold on...
same here
Stay strong ❤ u are worth it
I am crying by reading your comment. He saved me too
Saved a lot of people. Don't let it be for nothing
Rest in peace Chester. Linkin Park will forever be my favorite band. Fly high.
Rip
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oh god....
I remember when this song was out so many people were angry about how different was it from other LP songs , but after Chester died everyone realized it was a scream for help by him.
Almost everyone ridiculed this song when it was released! Sad 😔
@@ayushagrawal9633 yeah .. only true fans will remember this 👍🏼
Unfortunately i was one of those fans because i dont like pop music.
this song would be way better if they put mike Shinoda instead of tiara or whatever her name was
@@MilkAndCerealYTP agree
The look on his face at the end when she comes into the bathroom just kills me. The defeat, the loneliness, the helplessness. This video is so good at portraying what many on us feel.
We miss you, Chester. I hope you and Chris are singing together in Heaven.
I've worn that face too many times when someone finds me at my worst and is trying to understand and pull me back up. This song, of so many of his that have touched me and had meaning to me, tops them all without any contest. The self loathing and disgust, screaming at yourself to just get up and do something, anything, and just staying there at the kitchen table wallowing in self hate and misery...he always took his pain into these songs and made them something beautiful that could resonate with us deeply. I hope Chester finally found some peace in the end, I miss him dearly.
Me too , wish they had the people they needed looking out for them , both died in such a sad lonely way .
This is actually what he was going through , fighting addiction , family issues marital issues, he seemed tired at the last show , evetything was truly heavy .@@happysharkgaming
This song is ten times harder to listen to now
Hector Rodriguez yes, when my mom told me about the death i cried. R.I.P
I'm crying rn
Hector Rodriguez i agree very tough #rip
this song really was his suicide note....
im crying..
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His lyrics are haunting. Anyone who has dealt with depression completely understands.
"Comfort in the panic!"
"And I drive myself crazy thinking everything about me!"
"I keep dragging around what bring me down."
The last line gets me the most
Truth it’s all what I feel
"If I just let go I'd be set free" is the most haunting line.
@@StevenReyBargamentoI believe he meant if he let go of what's bringing him down, everything would be fine. That's my take.
It's a real punch in the gut knowing the person that helped you not to commit suicide commited suicide.
I felt that so fucking hard!.. My bestfriend killed herself this past June... 11 days after my 15th birthday...
she just turned 18 on May 21st..
She told me so many times to not harm myself because I mattered to alot of people, including her. And now she's just
gone...
@@coreymyers3972 OMG may she rest in peace..stay strong honey
Jan Nikolic i feel that
Linkin Park and Kid Cudi helped me out through a lot, it’s sad Chester is gone but im happy he was here and left us his music.
We all should of known but he hide it well. Just like everyone else.
Just popping in to say it’s okay to ask for help. It’s okay to take medication. It’s okay to not be okay. Be kind to yourself. Accept the things that can help. You deserve it.
"It's OK to not be OK". I keep telling myself this, I know I'll get through, but it's OK to allow yourself to feel the pain, just work thru it, tomorrow is a new day.
It's been 6 years, and Chester's music is as important as ever, RIP king, you are still missed.
It took 5 years for it to stop feeling like it happened *yesterday.* Now it feels like it's been a week. Rest in peace, and condolences to everyone who cares/d
@@iamwhoyousayiam6773same here 😢
So missed, by his fans but strangers 😕 😔 rip great man
It's crazy it happened 6yrs ago
Legends are FOREVER!
To this day, his voice is still so easily identified and so hard to forget. Thank you Chester, know that you're missed.
Whenever I hear this song I just want to hug him. He is missed, indeed.
Gone BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN, His voice and words to his/their songs were so magical 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶💔💔💔💔💔😢😢😢😢😢
🥺😭
❤
❤❤❤
That's the worst part about depression, you know that everything is okay. But your brain won't let you be happy, it's the self awareness that makes it so bad.
100%
Exactly! We know there are so many things around us to be happy about but we just can't.. I don't understand how's that possible!
It’s the devil
Prince Ali it's a scientifically proven chemical imbalance in the brain. Not some mythological being.
yep
That little bit at the end where she puts her hand on Chester's shoulder cuts me wide open. If you've known depression, you'll know how much that touch can mean, and also that most of us don't get it when we need it. It's heartbreaking that nobody was there to put their hand on Chester's shoulder that night when the heaviness finally got too much for him.
I know. The worst is when you're surrounded by people, but no one will put their hand on the
Well said dude
he fought depression alone while saving others with his words
It’s so sad. He was such an unimaginably talented guy
The best advisors are the worst sufferers!
Technically, everyone fights depression alone. No one can help you get out. Not even you as it may seem, but the key is to stay strong. Push through. Wait it out. After hardship comes ease, it's a vicious cycle of this world and its trials.
@@TheDreamManifester EXACTLY! I couldn't agree more, sometimes not even yourself can get you out of it, but the thing is to keep fighting and keep pushing through.
You cant save people from bad things unless u endure it and experience it yourself
I was one of the lucky ones to attend their last concert in Birmingham on 6th of July 2017. A few weeks before that, there was a bomb blast in Ariana Grande's concert in Manchester, and my wife just wouldn't let me go to the Linkin Park's concert because of the ongoing fear. I am glad she gave in and let me go. It was a majestic night. I should upload the videos from that concert to UA-cam.
What a band. What a man. What a night. I just couldn't believe it when we lost him two weeks later. RIP Chester. One of the best rock singers of all time and a kind and gentle soul.
I would personally greatly appreciate it if you shared. Seeing Linkin Park live was a dream of mine I will never get to fulfill. A group of men I never met who saved my life many times, and continues to keep me here
So sad
Post those videos pls
I was suppost to see LP and Blink 182 in NYC that week. Chester's death rocked me. Grew up listening to them. Still such a tragedy to lose someone great like him.
I was at the london o2 july 3rd, the show before the last one. Im gutted i didnt video it. Ive always been a true believer of living in the moment and didn't want to watch my favorite band through a screen. The concert did feel off though. Like he was saying goodbye. Still so glad i got to see them before he took his own life.
A man who chose to express himself through music. A man who chose to fight depression by helping others with it. A man who gave it all for you and asked for nothing in return but your respect. A man who needed help, our help...anybody's help. A man who lost his best friend and struggled to find answers in his passing. A man who's voice spoke truth, his truth...a truth that only now we are beginning to understand. Please support your mental health system. It's not right that we can let people like this feel isolated and alone. It's not right that this man felt there was no way out. May the heavens open up for you Chester. May Chris carry your heavy soul to a better place. Find peace Chester.
Randy Blythe pp
Randy Blythe well said
Amen brother
Randy Blythe Absolutely the best tribute to a gentle soul. Thank you Randy
Randy Blythe well said Randy.
I absolutely hate how everybody hated on this song but you can literally hear how Chester is feeling. He’s literally spelling it out just because he not rocking out. It’s more of like a pop song/rap song people didn’t care for it so much but I think this is absolutely a beautiful song I cried, listening to it. Literally earlier like he was one of a kind man. No other person can change him even though they’re trying.
The man who saved million lives, couldn't save his own. 💔
😭😭😭😭😭 R.I.P hes not just a celebrity hes a friend to all of us. left us with heavy and those other songs. He will be remembered throughout all eternity🙏🙏
@@BrClw wasn't my intention. We all feel the same way 🙂
I feel the same way. I even have the lyrics to leave out all the rest on my arm. Those lyrics got me through my abusive childhood even at the moment I almost lost all hope.
@@babyclown8818 stay strong brother
Darth Plagius of Bright Side
The lyrics "If I just let go I'd be set free" gives me chills now.
Mustard Bait same... it hurts to hear this now, looking back.
we had these hints and it hurts knowing nothing was done for him.
Mustard Bait me too
The worst part is I'll never be able to see them live :(
So good live.
We can feel his heavy pain. How so many people didn't listened him? He tried to holding on but apparently nobody came to help him. So sad and too soon.
I've spent 25 years trying to explain to people how my mind works, why it's just not that easy to "think positive" and "move on".
This video did it in less than 3 minutes.
Rest in peace, Chester...you always knew how to communicate how I was feeling better than I ever could myself.
Yeah. People I know say "Just don't be sad then. Be happy!" I wish it was that easy. Depression is a bitch.
James Cornett No one seems to understand unless you feel this way. It's so isolating.
Absolute same... I showed this video to my therapist. She asked me to try to talk about it, and even with this right there, I just couldn't. It's all in here. I don't know what else to say.
But. Let's keep walking, yeah? How far we can go is at least a little further.
Exactly!!!
Basically had to tell my doctor I was on the brink of suicide before anyone helped diagnose my anxiety/depression! And I cannot for the life of me explain how I feel for no reason.. the struggle is definitely real!
Thanks for all Chester, rest easy now. We love you forever 🫶🏻
He is fighting with himself in the video. This is what happens in depression and anxiety. Rest in peace Chester.
True
Its the Narcotics anonymous
So true
In a couple of his vids he is
Its ok for women but for men. They look weak and everyone leaves them in the end
You can clearly see, He's actually fighting with "Himself" in this video 😢
you fought so hard for so long.. rest in peace Chester..
and the we just ignored it... feels bad man
sanmj wait he died ;-;
Michelle Lee you're such a fucking idiot there is no fucking "god" or "jesus" or whatever the fuck you want to call it. Once your dead you're dead. People just try to make their life more meaningful than it is. Nothing about your lingers anywhere. You're gone, no consciousness. No blackness. No anything. But we're not able to ever think of "nothing" were always thinking of something. Even if we try. Even just thinking the word nothing we're thinking of something. But when you're dead, there's nothing. Just your corpse that eventually rots, while other life just goes on to cease to exist one day. Why do we have to act like we're so special to get another shot at any sort of "consciousness". Everything that dies just ceases to exist. Forever. There's no heaven or he'll. There's nothing.
It's called 'acting' ;^(
NEWSHOO I mean you shouldn't belittle people's beliefs tho. Not hating just saying
I watched the video like a thousand times.. Finally understood:
We are all fighting against ourselves: our feelings, the voices inside our heads..
Pretending to be fine while we're not. So much fear, sadness, brokenness inside us that we try to hide, try to control.. Sometimes we can't. Sometimes we need someone to help us..
This is such a beautiful comment 😭😭😭😭😭
You're right we can't do it alone. ALWAYS ask for help. Love from others has kept me alive.
Leonie C. Keupp I wish I had someone to help me. Instead I pretend I’m find so others won’t worry.
@@rbcm1796 Can I give you a virtual hug and a smile? Cause I think you´re quite strong. That might sound crazy, but dealing with oneselve every day is a huge challenge.
But always remember: You´re never alone. There are people you´re important to. There are people feeling the same. And there are people who could help you, if you let them.
I know it´s even harder looking for help than dealing with oneselve. I know that´s f*cking hard! But, even it looks like here are broken people around: These are people who are incredible strong and incredible beautiful. They just need the opportunity to shine.
kwibuw you are so sweet!! Thank you for your reply ❤️❤️❤️ it’s really hard for me to admit when I need a little help, but I know there are people who would be there for me ❤️ it’s very hard to deal with it alone but as I said, I don’t want people to worry about me and so I try to find ways to manage. I hope you have a wonderful day and thank you for your kind words ❤️
He put all his passion and emotion for this song, screaming with it for help and people destroyed him for it. With his depression the hate he get was a nail in his coffin :(
His lyrics, “I wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic” is too real due to my panic disorder. Chester you have saved millions of lives but it’s so sad none of us could have saved you, one love.
The fact that this song was 5 months before his death is Heavy
The fact that most of the fans hated this song until he died is even heavier.
@@The_Dailey_Gamer this song comes under which music genre?
Pop?
@@sibanipaul969 It's HEAVY
@@sibanipaul969 and whats the matter under which music genre it comes? Its a call for help and nobody heard him
I remember this song kept me from the brink of suicide when I first moved to Arizona. I was homeless and had very little to my name at age 20. I used to hate this song for the fact of how true it was and how I didn't want to face reality. I suddenly searched for this song and it brought back so many memories when I was at my lowest point in life ... thank You Linkin Park for getting me through those rough times. This song pulled me out of that dark hole and now I'm here going to Dental school ❤.
Update: I am doing well. I sought therapy, I have great friends, finally have a place of my own, and working my career full time saving smiles. Thanks everyone for you kind words. I hope you're doing well too!💜💜💜
I hope you stick with it and make yourself happy doing what you enjoy.
I can relate so much. I hope you're in so much better position now.
Cheers to you dear best wishes for your next few amazing years of dental school they are the best enjoy everything and be a successful dentist may almighty don't keep anything from what you truly deserve 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Crazy what music can do
RIP Chester🕊🎗💚
Even tonight, years later, his voice brings tears to my eyes. Scrolling through song after song and all I can do is hold on to his voice.
I remember when the song first came out , people just argued that this is way too "pop", but no one cares about what Chester was really trying to say. After everything, they started to realized... So ironic...
It's always like that
They heard but wouldn't listen
His music was going that way for a while, I damn near lost it when I heard what happened...
"Until its gone " - another song which now people realize.
Rich Burn actually like all of their songs are like that just noone really thought about it bc LP's songs have always had sad lyrics
I'm strongly persuaded that Chester was talking about his real feelings. He was already run out. Depression is real. take care of your family and friends by listening to them when they feel bad.
Well said
He absolutely was. A LOT of his songs are about depression and trauma. I think he had the gift of making music, and tried to use it to heal his trauma... There was just so much and he could never get out from under it. RIP, Chester. :'(
I don't know, like none of these songs were written by him though. Maybe he did send these vibes and his state of mind to Mike and the others who wrote this album, so maybe he did have a part in it somehow
@@Moonlight-hq3gi YES! :-)
Depression is one persons battle, its no ones fault when someone dies of suicide from depression, eventually your demons over come you. Its easy to blame others, but as fans we know chester felt love, through everything, more than most people, he knew what love felt like, but sometimes your so damaged that even one billion fans dont over come the demons. Depression brought on by past trauma took chesters life, not the lack of love during his final days.
one man can save millions, but millions couldn't save one.
Right 😔😔💚
Facts
Too true
He saved me, his voice truly saved me 😢
Maybe becuase there was also a good chunk of those people screaming for the band to go back to the sound of Hybrid Theory, bitching at everything they made.
Instead of just letting the band do their music.
Knowing that chester suffered from what I am suffering right now, I understand more the meaning of their song, like one more light, leave out all the rest, numb, in the end, all of their songs, I understand the deep meaning of it all, thanks to this band that I’m still surviving this f*cking hell.
I remember when this song came out everyone was mad and saying that Chester gave into mainstream, etc. After he committed suicide was when people actually “listened” to this song and they praised it then. It should not take a tragedy for people to open their eyes. If someone changes their music support them. If someone changes in your own life support them. RIP Chester
I loveddd this song .people were cruel .
I never understood why people were hating on this album (or any of their albums after Hybrid Theory and Meteora). The variety of Linkin Park's songs is one of the reasons I love this band so much. Always have, always will. Still, this album absolutely breaks my heart knowing what happened 🖤
I mean, i supported him but that doesnt mean his newer songs would appeal to me.
I remember hearing this song and I was so confused why people were so mad. They dragged linkin park through the dirt and I feel like Chester wasn’t in the mind set for it. When I heard he was gone this song hit even harder.
I was fucking pissed from the start when people hated on this track. I felt it from the start that something wasn't right. I knew whoever wrote this song was unwell. I just wish we could have helped the man who helped all of us.
He helped so many of us, but we could not help him. Thank you for that song. We´ll never forget you!
UA-cam Suchti True words
So very true his music touched so many and changed the lives of so many somedays it's still hard to believe he's gone, I hope he has found some measure of peace. R.I.P Chester you will never be forgotten
❤
RIP Chester. You'll be missed, man.
you didnt even know him
+Mac C wtf
+Mac C so?
I just want to say.. Thank you for this wonderful/meaningful song. It literally made me cry fr..
My son was born the day after you passed.
Will always miss you, Chester.
👍
Name him chester!!
That would be epic!
@@shivampunia unfortunately I didn't find out until after
happy birthday too him
He died at my 11th birthday.
"If you avoid conflict to keep the peace, you start a war inside yourself"
-Cheryl Richardson
ฟังตลอด
True
Amen to that
Just let it go
So relatable
*This is not depressing,This is uplifting*
-Mike Shinoda
In The Linkin Park Reacts To Teens react to Linkin Park Video
@@sheikharfaa1865 yup
@@GrimReaper-lo1ut 😊
😔
Yep watched that the other day. He's right. Makes me sad but grateful.
"I don't like my mind right now, Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary. '" it's just so toxic at work lately. 😣
As someone who suffers from mental illness, I have always found comfort in Linkin Park sounds. They have always seemed to speak to me and help me get through the worse times. I just wanted to let the band know that you are still helping people. RIP Chester. You will be missed
Francis Kleiboer They know how to handle it and relate well.
Sorry to hear mate glad u are healed by God
It's people who don't want to see that people with mental illness need help the stigma still huge
Francis Kleiboer same here
I also suffer everyday from it
"I've been dragging around what's bringing me down, if I just let go I'll be set free" whole new meaning and feels like it was a hint
Shaun I honestly think this was his goodbye
well the old "put me out of my misery" was kinda disturbing to say the least
That whole song is disturbing now , it was kinda fun till we found out he really meant it .@@marika7782
People who say, "just wake up and be happy" or "everyone has problems" just doesn't understand how it feels. R.I.P. Chester, forever missed, never forgotten.
True
You got that right! People who don’t have severe depression just don’t get it.
Those kind of people are usually those that haven't experienced true trauma or setbacks in their life.
The best is when people tell me to get over it....PTSD, MDD, GAD....🖕
Exactly!!!!
2017 - Why is everything so heavy?
2024 - Heavy is the crown!
The journey continue...
9 days later: still can't belive in this...
Strzelec M. for real tho...
10 days and I am still crying... my life saviour he was. so sad and so unreal for me
Strzelec M. 10 days later...
11 days later...
MEGABulwark ...but pain is still the same.
He sang like an angel
He screammed like a demon
He died a Legend
R.I.P
This comment hits you deep. "No blade cuts deeper than your words boy"
ByFriXz z
He sang like an angel
He screamed like a demon
He died like a legend
He lived like a lemon;)
he doesnt die a legend if he suicides and leaves 6 kids behind
im sorry but he will burn in hell
He's a pussy
Hes a lil b
I feel like I lost a lifelong friend that I've never met. Depression is real and it slowly eats you away day after day. RIP Chester.
I feel like his suicide was a sledgehammer coming down on all the criticisms of their music being "whiny." Like it was proof once and for all that this wasn't just an "angry white boy" and his first world problems. This guy had some real, legitimate demons and that "whiny" music was his way of coping.
Robogabriel yeah all of the ppl who said all those things about him probably regret it and kinda feel bad for him this guy make great music btw
I feel the Same. His suicide makes me so fucking sad, I could cry all the fucking Time.💔
jason escobar I feel the same way. 17yrs I've been listening almost daily to linkin park. I still can't quite believe it
I feel the same thing. So close to meeting him but I never got to and now I just feel sad and lost
Grown man crying here....every time I listen to this song!
Same man....same 😢
Hi there... i am here broo keep on spirit guys dont look it heavy coz our muscle will be good and will be strong... heavy problem it means the world know the problem you faces now is make you being better person..
Sometimes one person can save millions but millions can’t save one
Beautifully put. 💔😔
Well said 😔
You are right fren
* but can’t save themselves😢
I miss him very much...beautiful soul
"If I just let go, I'd be set free."
Damn, Chester :(
Pendejazo
SardineCanSuccess pendejete
SardineCanSuccess Chester passed away, he hung himself. 😭
They suspect foul play(As in his death hasn't been ruled a suicide), Chester's been releasing depressing lyrics since their very first album. I understand, sometimes' things get so bad in life that people can't handle it anymore. But I'll always believe no matter how much weight Chester felt on his shoulders, he wouldn't kill himself.
Blaineypoo92 I agree.
its not a song, its a message to us
CRINGE MADNESS yes but we did. Not relized it before
Listen to their new album One more light carefully its like a suicide album about a person dealing with depression, suicide and death. f.e. Nobody can save me, talking to myself, heavy, sorry for now, one more light and sharp edges. listen.
この曲に何度も救われた。
身体はボロボロになり、嫌なことばかりだけど、負けずに頑張るよ。
Удачи тебе братан😊
I hope I’m not the only one who thought this was a good and powerful song even before Chester’s death?
Edit: 3 years since Chesters passing. Never forgotten.
No
No
@@francoricci6066 Nope
The first time I found the song I thought i thought it was great before I figured he died
Yes
Linkin Park has carried me through some of the roughest and toughest times. I really related to the lyrics on a lot of their songs. Chester, I miss you.
Linkin park как смысл жизни ❤
Today was healing. So glad to see Emily able to do justice but bring new life to the music that helped, and continues to help, so many.
Excited for what's next
Same ! We’re still here stay strong you got this !
We all miss him I feel the same he helped me through the rough times it sucks that he helped us but no one helped him
Stay strong ❤
It's 2019 and still heavy. Rip chester.
true so true 😭😭.honestly ive faught depression before and i've wanted to do self harm because my home drives me crazy and my dad doesnt even love me and that takes a toll on you but theres always that one sliver of hope keeping me here...you know?
@@AtlanTheGreat whatever you're facing be strong everyday buddy.
@@chrisl7213 thx
RIP.chester Ben miss you 😭😭😢😢😭😭😭😭
always...
Er hat alles in seiner Musik verarbeitet ...Dankeschön Chester für deine Art,Musik zu etwas Einzigartigen zu machen...❤
once a wise man said, "when you're happy you enjoy the melody but, when you're broken you understand the lyrics"
When you get trough it - you know the story behind the song
True
Hell yes that is true af
@AvoSuso Baby shark dodododo
knees and toes knees and toes
So sad that someone who has made a huge impact on others goes out like this. Chester, you saved so many lives. If only we could've saved yours. May god bless his family ❤️
Austin if there were a god he wouldn't be depressed and would still be alive
Wrong, suicide sadly is a choice we make. You want to blame someone? Blame the disease instead of inadvertently blindly blaming something you don't believe in, that makes you sound hypocritical about your beliefs.
What do you mean Austin? I believe Chester was forgiven. He made it clear that he was wrong and lost without God, and so he simply couldn't take the pain anymore. He has sinned, but only God can choose his fate now, not us.
Tom Clancy Bless his family and help relief the pain in which they are feeling.
Tom Clancy the division
He lived his life fighting his own demons. Thats why the songs touched people so deep.. RIP hero
May God bless him.Amen
as they say "not all heroes wear cape's"
‚The hardest part of ending is starting again’ ❤
This hit me so hard.
"Everybody Cares when it's too Late."
This song will give me goosebumps forever.
RIP
Alankrit Verma I got goosebumps for real.
very true very true
This song linkin park best quality best aver song 🥀🖤
Sometimes the greatest art comes from the darkest places. Many masterpieces were painted, composed, drawn and written during a time when the artist was at their lowest. The art always screams with the artist's emotions, yet we're always too blinded by it's brilliance to hear the message.
Brandi Mullins Finally a comment worth my time
Brandi Mullins
Beautifully written
That is beautiful.
True...
And that’s why my living room is full of art. It was always my escape from my abusive mother
For everyone who is having heavy now. I'm sorry. Hope everything gets better for all of you
Gladys Garcia F. ✨💜
Trank you man
Thanks...
thanks
Empathy-so rare, but when you find it you somehow find hope and carry on despite all the pain and sadness. Thank you bro
Who remembers when this comment section was just harsh criticism, saying that the song was generic pop and had nothing to do with Linkin Park anymore? It seems like it was yesterday...
I remember and it was and still is justified. You could put your feelings into the lyrics all you want, but the problem is, that you can replace Chester's vocals with basically any popsinger you chose and it's still gonna sound just about the same (And they even proved this statement with Kiiara featuring in this song, wherever the hell her end is right now). And I say this as a guy, who never liked Hybrid Theroy that much and always appreciated more their altrock and poprock era.
"I don't like my mind right now" Damn man it hurts so much.
Those lyrics are so relatable 😞
Who would know...
Join the club, just hold on that's what I have to do
It's a prison
@@docproof26 I make a lyrics … also this song 😀Can you give some comment to me ?😀plz
Back in 2000, I remember walking into my local record store and the clerk asking me, "What kind of music do you like?" I told him I liked a bit of everything but that rock and hip-hop were actually my favs, although being polar opposites. He told me about this new band, Linkin Park, and said that they would be "everything I loved." I never looked back.
Chester, man, so many people looked up to you and so many people depended on you but I understand you had your own battles that nobody understood better than you. RIP man. Linkin Park is a legend in this heart.
They are everything we love.
I can totally relate to that story, man.
Brian Styles Chester is a legend
Brian Styles this makes my cry
Brian Styles unfortunately he isn't r.i.p.
It’s been 5 years today and we all still miss your voice. RIP Chester
Now everyone knows why this song was heavy.
Yes, now they do 😢❤
“If I just let go I’ll be set free”
Thank you Chester, you are gone but you’re voice will live on!!
yeah man
YA CAN SAY THAT AGAIN.. BUT IT SEEMS AS IF ONLY A FEW OF HIS DEVOUT FANS (LISTENERS) ARE KEEPING HIS/THEIR MUSIC PLAYING IMO FOR SOME ODD REASON🤔🤷♂️🤨HMM AT LEAST TO ME IT/THAT IS..!!??
Dammit Chester ...when I was in my 20s I was going through hell and you pulled me through it... I'm in my 40s now... and I need you... you left a mark on me..sleep well my friend..
Even though i never actually met the guy, I'd like to think of him as a friend. In The End was the first song i ever genuinely liked, and from there my love of music flourished. It's sad to see someone you thought, in a wierd way, was growing up with you die. When i heard of his suicide i couldn't belive it. I never knew how something so special could disappear in such little time
Omg god bless u and chester ):
You are not the only one.. i feel the same
'I don't like my mind right now'
'I wish I can slow things down '
'Why is everything so heavy?'
Felt that
I feel it very strongly every day...
it gets so bad at times
Linkin Pop was still kinda fire!!! RIP Chester, your legacy will be remembered😭
This is so good but you must hear “World” or “Cage” by SLT 🤘🌎🔥
Legends never die.
physicist j Right????!!!!!
:'(
but he did lel
I'm gonna end it just like him I'm gonna get really drunk so I can't feel the pain and just end my life it's not worth living anymore there's nothing left I can't even play ps4 for more than 1 hour and if I do they take the controllers and hide them for a week I'm so done with life bye shitty people hope you enjoy your shitty life I'm just fed up with all the bullshit
Ben Finlaw Dont do it. Theres people that will help you and there is always a purpose to live. please take a moment to think, because you matter.
Ben Finlaw Dude. Seriously?! All this bout a PlayStation 4 - r you freaking kidding me ?!! Get outta here ! Chester is dead and you're all about ps4 tf.
the fact that people hated this song when it came out baffles me. they clearly didn't feel the emotions the songs was conveying to its listeners. RIP Chester.
They were mad because half the band was silent through 3/4 of the album
@@skylerwanless392 oh! I didn't know. I saw Linkin Park perform this song with their usual style and at the end Chester said "there's your metal" or something along those line.
They are a bunch of hypocrites,then hated the song and now liked the song when he is gone!
Your absolutely right. I did hate it. Then I realized what it meant after Chester passed.
@@arpan7654 just didn't understand the lyrics.
Till this day I'm still pissed that this song got so much backlash because they wanted the "old Linkin Park". This song was so good and the lyrics are beautiful. So important. Beautiful message. Some of y'all really owe them an apology.
For real. I saw everyone hating on this but it still has the same feeling. I loved this, I really resonated with this and I still do
fr tho I don't get the "old LP" bs. Music evolves and they evolved too. Sure their music got milder but it was still awesome and easy to listen to.
facts
The sad part is still till date there are people who say old LP was better
@@iyeriyer548 Linkin Park started as a Nu-Metal band, they had a different following then, and fans of that era of LP prefer that style, and dont like Pop like this
Who is here in 2024..?
Jup
Here
Me ya boy 😊
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The saddest part is that Chester was crying for help since Hybrid Theory. His lyrics are powerful and meaningful! RIP Chester- You will be remembered forever!
dude i realized that since i heard the news he died, especially this song
ppyromaniac yes, and we figured it out just now when he is gone. His lyrics stab me right on the heart. It was all about him all along.
It's hard to think that, this wasn't acting but crying for help.
In one of his last interviews, Chester said that when he was in company, everything was normal. But when he was alone, he started a fight with himself inside his head and that is one of the reasons for his death.
I'll quote a pink floyd lyric in here if i may.
"You better, run all day and run all night, and keep your dirty feelings deep inside and if your taking your girlfriend out tonight you better park the car well out of sight, cause if they catch you in the back tryin to pick her locks, they're gonna send you back to mother in a cardboard box" keep in mind the wall represents all of mankind, when you got someone like chester building his wall, it was like the character pink in the wall album, so high that your mentally isolated from all reality and you start to comprehend the unthinkable which can be death, carnage, indecency or something more of a self dictatorship and it'll rule and judge you where it shouldn't and before you know it, it consumes everything that you were, are and ever will be. For chester i see it in that sense only because there are thousands of what society considers "mentally insane, deranged, incapable" and some ppl make it to the end of the record which is outside the wall, we as a human must hang on to eachother cause thats all we ever had was eachother and for me, anybody going through any kind of mental state in the negative i as a human must set not only the example but must live by the example of normal which is, love, compassion, care, and help, these words install fear into todays society because the past generations never taught the new ones how to do such.
I pray for chesters sake that his soul found peace and happiness and i also pray for everybody else to have the same.
Have a listen and have a read of all of his lyrics... he was struggling for 20 years.
@@Tre3dog Yup. Look at In the End and Numb as 2 examples
The whole album. It felt like a suicide note to us. One more light. Damn. Why does everything have to be so fucking heavy...
This song was nothing but a warning to all the fans. R.I.P Chester :( Thanks for making my childhood awesome with your music.
TheShadyLasher i had a feeling it was a cry for help.. when I first heard it I was like.. wait... this sounds a little too different. ❤❤❤💙💚💛💜 r.i.p chester...
Cherishing the music today…rest in peace Chester.
“And When you’re feeling empty, keep me in your memory…” 🎶
This song suddenly gets a whole other meaning. RIP Chester, we will always miss you.
Simon Plachtzik rip
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This new make me feel *Why everything so heavy and I can't help someone in pain *
RIP ,I don't know what can I do for you, I just hope you can be happiness in other world .
My English is so poor sorry Q_Q
Are you listening right now because everything feels so heavy?
Yes
Yes
It's going to be fine friends. Let yourself feel whatever it is that you need to feel. Am sending virtual hugs
We're gonna get through this😭
yes and the fact i just remembered this album existed 4 days ago is the worst part
I am actually completely sobbing uncontrollably because the person who got me through a majority of my life is gone even though I have never met him. I remember nights on the floor just wanting it all to be over, I remember painting/drawing to release the pain and rage while I blasted his music, I remember so many times when he helped me through the very worst and darkest moments of my life. As the pain lessened, though never gone, I still consistently found peace or release on every single one of his songs whether playing through my phone or at yet another concert. Chester was a giant light in my life as was the entire band. No other lyrics seemed to fit me right every single time. It was inevitable that LP would put out a song and I would relate to every single line and feel less alone in the world. I'm devastated. I feel weird for being so because I've never cried over a celebrity death - but it's more than that. It's depression winning again and I wish that it would just stop. My heart is broken. If you ever feel empty - please talk to someone professional or not. This is a fight that I will always be fighting and I swear to you that it gets better when you ask for help. Rest In Peace Chester. Fuck you depression, childhood trauma, addiction, and every dangerous coping skill that we pick up to deal with pain. Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. If we remember that we have each other we will win.
I understand what you feel and felt. His music got me through many tough times. I listen to the songs, and I remember back to exact times when I was feeling bad, and what was going on, and how I could feel a bit better knowing that someone must have felt the same way I did when he wrote those songs. It's so hard knowing that he helped SOOOOO Many, but in the end he could not help himself. They said this song was a big part of how he was feeling at the end of his life. And Crawling was about his abuse. It's so sad. He got sober, and then he lost Chris Cornell, and it seems like that sent him over the edge. I'm hoping Chester and Chris are up there jamming! RIP Chester. The world will never be the same.
Barb Sab this comment put into words exactly what I'm feeling right now. I've never experienced such grief over a strangers death, but he wasn't just a stranger he was a light whenever everything was black. :(
Barb Sab couldn't have said it any better. They got us through the toughest times in life. It's so sad.
Linkin Park was and still is such a huge part of my life. Sometimes, I would just long myself up and blast his music along with few others. They, too, inspired some of my art and continued to motivate me. I loved this song so freaking much. And now I'm going to have this and so many others in my head all week. Month. Year. We miss you so much, Chester. I wish I could have such an impact on the lives around me as he did. Everything is so heavy and when it feels like the world is ending, please try and seek out some sort of help. :( I don't want people like this to go so soon. :(
Beautifully said. Chester and his music got me through the toughest shit of my life. It's hard enough to lose someone like this who has meant so much through the years, but what's devastating is how we lost him. I hope he has finally found his peace because if anyone in this world deserves that it's him.
I'm really sorry that these demons were strong enough to take such a pure and humble soul like Chester from the world, we still miss you, it's been 7 years 😢❤
People were to busy mocking him for making a pop song, when no one realizes he was trying to get his feelings across, but no one listened.
All of his songs were about self loathing and being manic, you think this song was any different? sparing the fact that this track is a effin TURD.
Devin Myers Linkin Park - Nobody's Listening, give it a listen.
I love how people are coming here just to blame this on somebody. Not Chesters personal problems he has been struggling with for years.
"If I just let go, I'd be set free."
I will never be able to listen to this song the same way again.
RIP.
holly desertrose breaks my heart
holly desertrose how did people not catch this was a cry for help
I fill the same on this song linkin park have been apart of my life for 14 years I home they don't get a new singer as it won't be linkin park any more
I just found out about Chester's death and I stayed in my room just crying. Nobody will every be able to replace him.
RIP.
OMG DUDE IM IN TEARS💔😭
He passed away almost 5 years ago and I still crying when I listen that song. Still hurt. We miss you Chester so much and we always will.
I don’t think it will ever nit hurt
I'm the same way, to this day I cry for him, I'll never get over his death.
as a guy, i do the same thing. it will always be that way. chestser meant to much to me. my best legit thought i was going to kill my self the week of chesters news. he knew what chetser meant to me
he will never be forgotten.
I have two reasons to cry this song:
1-My man Chester
2-My little brother loved Linkin Park but he passed away in traffic accident at 2014 in his 5.
Please remember that everything, everything, comes and goes. Everything is a season and seasons change. They pass with time. As you age, your brain changes, you change. Everything can change and get better. If you go, you just pass your pain to those who love you the most. Its not worth it.
Feeling guilty for everything you feel is the worst pain.
Exectly what is happening to me rn.thanks for saying that.idk what to do.
@@vivekrana7790 you knowing that is allready a good step. It will get better hang in there bud i believe in you
@@leobeelen290 thank you so much..
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@@vivekrana7790 You just keep going 1 day at a time and thinking of atleast 1 thing that went right that day even if its only that you got up. If I can keep going anyone can. Stay strong and Stay safe
I still can't believe Chester wont sing anymore...He saved many lives...but many lives couldn't save him....I feel so helpless....RIP Chester....You cant be replaced ever....
Like it or not, one can't deny that this was the most lyrically impressive album done by Linkin Park. Each song touched upon the band's personal troubles.
I like your idea, but i'm not so sure about it, yea, it deals with some big and dark themes, but I think meteora had equally impressive lyrics and themes
I have depression and anxiety disorder. I have been 12 years sober from alcohol. My family thinks me taking medication for my depression is wrong and are against seeking meds for help . I have gone back to drinking to cope. I hear this song and it gives me hope and faith that i can beat this devil on my back.
Stay strong bro. Hope you'll get better soon
Thank you it means so much.❤
This is so good but you must hear “World” or “Cage” by SLT 🤘🌎🔥🌎🤘
Jesus kann dier Helfen!!!
I miss you Chester, thank you for offering a song that has many meanings and meanings
it had double meanings?
I have a kitten trying to eat my headphones while listening to this song
Cats love headphones
I remember the first time listening to Linkin Park, I was 8 years old, now I'm 25. It was my worst life period. My parents divorced, my mom decided to leave and move to another place. In that moment, I always cried every single day and felt so lonely... My brother bought me Linkin Park cassette albums, and we're listening to your music everyday. Crawling, In The End, Numb, Breaking the Habit, Leave Out All The Rest, The Messenger, No More Sorrow and all of your songs until now... Chester, your voice and all the songs that you've created were amazing.. I'm gonna miss you terribly.. Thank you so much for making all the good music with deep meaning lyrics.. You've helped me going through the darkest life. Thank you Chester, may you Rest In Peace. Love, from Indonesia.💔
Clara Ayesda same here mbak... 😖😖
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The fact is his music help people to survive but not him.
mata aku berkeringat baca komenmu mbak 😢
Clara Ayesda you're not alone
How many of you have actually paid attention to the video? It literally portrays the way those battling depression and addiction both have to fight with themselves to make it through the average day. It's plain as day. The lyrics illustrate the same battle for anyone that bothers to look past the departure from the adrenaline rush of LP's early work. If you listen this is still the same Chester that wrote and sang Crawling, the difference is this holds a maturity that moves beyond being pissed at the world because you have problems.
For those that couldn't understand, that criticized thede new songs. don't hold yourselves accountable, if you haven't been drug through hell by your emotions and felt these same depths of despair you just simply cannot understand, and may you never reach that point.
brunsy1990 iu
Well said man
I was thinking the exact same thing. LP has never really changed. They are the same people singing about the same struggles we all battled 15 years ago. The only thing that changed is that we all grew up and matured. How could people be so harsh and bash a band that saved people's lives? I am pretty sure he felt very alone because he was trying to communicate the same message yet no one listened.
brunsy1990 that's what I got when I first listened to it also for me it really hit home about knowing your past having your past still be there and haunting you and just wanting to let go and trying to let go. That's what it really meant to me cuz that's why I am in my life. Even if you don't like the style of music the lyrics has so much meaning.
Just sitting there like you're used to it while being screamed at by yourself is the best visual representation of depression I've ever seen.
Rest in peace Legend!! :'(
i wish he was still here :'( we love you chester!!
Mate Gamez legends never die remember that its a positive thing
Mate Gamez yes
Mate Gamez Hu
Mate Gamez the best
When this song was first released "fans" were complaining it wasn't heavy or wasn't like their music years ago, this song isn't from Linkin Park it's from Chester's mind and heart. Every song he wrote, he wrote with passion, talking about his problems, this shows what a great artist he is. I grew up with his music because of my mother, she used to play it even when i was little because she's a big fan of them. This song may not sound the same like their music years ago, but as fans we should appreciate the lyrics. People saying this was a sign that he needed help should shut up. We don't know what we have until it's gone. We don't know what's going through a persons mind. We should stop blaming ourselves that we couldn't see the signs because no one saw this coming. He will always be remembered as one of the greatest. Hopefully his troubles are all gone and things aren't so heavy anymore for him, I'll miss you my idol.
I hate snakeu now listening to this song it's too heavy.
Missing the legend.
Yeah.....this song isn't from Linkin Park it's from Chester's mind and heart.
I personally never had a problem with their songs
I hate snakeu Just the fact the you like K-Pop and Alternative Rock makes you pretty hardcore....Thanks for this message though. Love the pic of Tae Tae 😍 you have as your Profile pic...He's my Bias.
Mimi Gorgeous Thank you, his death hits me personally and I am still very emotional, I not only love his music but I love his personality and how down to earth he is
This song just became more darker
sutirtha das all of their songs got darker
It was a cry for help and look how many people spat in his face. We ignored it
TheDarkOrigins for real. I am thinking myself as a guilty now.
Don't feel guily man.
Yes it was a cry for help, but if a Wife and 6 beautiful children can't get you out of depression, then nothing can....:/
DoN't blame yourself.
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We should live lightly to remove from Chester's heaviness.