My cousin Adam, my friend nyree, and my grandpa Dan. All then leave heaven marks. Gotta keep pushing because they are always with me. Even tho I can't see them, they're there. Have faith is what my cousin always said... Have faith because faith in God is unbeatable
What a wonderful tribute! I had the honor of living in a household with your mother and being in her wedding. She is the holiest women I have ever known! As you say she was so vulnerable with her emotions. She was not afraid to LOVE.I I experienced that more than once! My heart melts when I think of her.
OMLANTA!!!! Dude like seriously. Your the strongest women I know!! Your amazing :) 😃 You are not alone and I never met your mom but she raised you amazingly. Your love is a motherly love and omlanta. I have no words. Your video hit me and so many so hard and ugh. Just know your not alone and that your love is amazing. Your strength is amazing. And your just amazing!! Keep on doing and let me and the group know if there is anything you need. Lots of love from JP
I completely understand what you mean with watching her love you while she transformed. It was so hard to watch my mother go through the same thing but in just one year. However, the good memories are your fuel in bad times. Talking about her with your siblings and family, keeps her love ever present. Your mother is present within you and I see it. I never had a bond with her but I can see it. You are not alone, not on this journey by yourself. Thank you for this glimpse into your life and for the chance to be there for you. Even if it's by video. ❤️
Thank you so much Omana!! I think that in some ways I was lucky that my mom was sick for so long because I was reminded to cherish my time with her, but in other ways it extended the suffering. I'm sorry you had to go through something similar, but grateful for your understanding. I miss you!!
Every time you love yourself and love your siblings, you are honoring your mother and her love for you. Her love is not gone because it lives in on her children and her family, in those of us who were so blessed to get to know such a treasure of a person. You are a treasure, and you have so much love to share. Please keep doing so, as it that love is so essentially you.
I'm so grateful that I have this channel as an outlet. I needed to talk about this and being able to share it gave me the motivation I needed! Thank you for your support!
Hard to believe you have been in denial about dealing with her loss. Please please please allow yourself to grieve your loss. At the same time grateful you can celebrate the saint she was. She was a roomate in college & friend i will never forget. You & your sister will aleays be so special, an extention of Annette. Even when i dont see you often, you will always be so special. & your aunt Joyce loves you so much.
I didn't really realize I was. I don't think I've been completely in denial, but as other traumas and wounds have come along I haven't focused nearly as much on losing her. I've been in survival mode and numbed for a lot of reasons. But this felt like a reunion ❤️
@@RebekahBloom I watched you on cambly having a conversation with someone from Iraq so I asked for your name on UA-cam to see your videos, take care of yourself
How dare you make me almost cry. Also, "Kill, kill, kill!" is from Annie, which happens to be our family movie of the month! Your mom must have suggested it to us ;)
Thank you guys for sitting with me in some of the dusty corners of my heart.
Have you ever lost someone? How is their life still affecting you today?
My cousin Adam, my friend nyree, and my grandpa Dan. All then leave heaven marks. Gotta keep pushing because they are always with me. Even tho I can't see them, they're there. Have faith is what my cousin always said... Have faith because faith in God is unbeatable
God bless you
What a wonderful tribute! I had the honor of living in a household with your mother and being in her wedding. She is the holiest women I have ever known! As you say she was so vulnerable with her emotions. She was not afraid to LOVE.I I experienced that more than once! My heart melts when I think of her.
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OMLANTA!!!! Dude like seriously. Your the strongest women I know!! Your amazing :) 😃 You are not alone and I never met your mom but she raised you amazingly. Your love is a motherly love and omlanta. I have no words. Your video hit me and so many so hard and ugh. Just know your not alone and that your love is amazing. Your strength is amazing. And your just amazing!! Keep on doing and let me and the group know if there is anything you need. Lots of love from JP
❤️❤️❤️ thank you Jake!
I completely understand what you mean with watching her love you while she transformed. It was so hard to watch my mother go through the same thing but in just one year.
However, the good memories are your fuel in bad times. Talking about her with your siblings and family, keeps her love ever present.
Your mother is present within you and I see it. I never had a bond with her but I can see it. You are not alone, not on this journey by yourself.
Thank you for this glimpse into your life and for the chance to be there for you. Even if it's by video. ❤️
Thank you so much Omana!! I think that in some ways I was lucky that my mom was sick for so long because I was reminded to cherish my time with her, but in other ways it extended the suffering. I'm sorry you had to go through something similar, but grateful for your understanding. I miss you!!
I miss you as well. I'm so proud of who you are becoming and who you are!
Every time you love yourself and love your siblings, you are honoring your mother and her love for you. Her love is not gone because it lives in on her children and her family, in those of us who were so blessed to get to know such a treasure of a person.
You are a treasure, and you have so much love to share. Please keep doing so, as it that love is so essentially you.
Loving fully and loving well is definitely the best way I can honor her and honor the love she gave me!
I’m so sorry that that happened... I am so thankful that I don’t have to feel this, you are very brave to make a video about this... stay strong!
I'm so grateful that I have this channel as an outlet. I needed to talk about this and being able to share it gave me the motivation I needed! Thank you for your support!
Hard to believe you have been in denial about dealing with her loss. Please please please allow yourself to grieve your loss. At the same time grateful you can celebrate the saint she was. She was a roomate in college & friend i will never forget. You & your sister will aleays be so special, an extention of Annette. Even when i dont see you often, you will always be so special. & your aunt Joyce loves you so much.
I didn't really realize I was. I don't think I've been completely in denial, but as other traumas and wounds have come along I haven't focused nearly as much on losing her. I've been in survival mode and numbed for a lot of reasons. But this felt like a reunion ❤️
Sorry to hear that your mother passed away 🌹
Thank you for the condolences! I was very blessed by her
@@RebekahBloom
I watched you on cambly having a conversation with someone from Iraq so I asked for your name on UA-cam to see your videos, take care of yourself
@@اسدمنبلادالرافدين I just saw the video :) thank you for watching!
@@RebekahBloom
It's my pleasure
How dare you make me almost cry. Also, "Kill, kill, kill!" is from Annie, which happens to be our family movie of the month! Your mom must have suggested it to us ;)
My Erin told me it was from Annie after she watched it hahaha.