So me and my 3 year old son watched this vlog together like we always do and he said "look mummy... it's your pretty friend who talks to you all the time" 😂
When the sun shone through on you during the segment when you were nervous about Christmas without your Dad, that was your Dad giving you a reassuring hug and telling you that you will all be fine and letting you know he’s there’s x it will be a wonderful Christmas Day. ❤
superstition.. 😒 it’s like commenting that „God needed another angel“ bc a kid passed away on cancer You can bring comfort without making up „magic“ that isn’t there and believing into nonsense.
@@divine_simplicity you are entitled to your own opinion of course and I to mine. That is what makes the world interesting. I won’t wish you a Merry Christmas as that is “made up magic” also.
@@Goodfight7miserable sod. Where is the harm from someone trying to offer reassurance. The fact that you felt it necessary to call it ridiculous speaks volumes about you.
I wanted to send you a big hug. Losing a parent is really hard, and I hope that you're ok. I lost my Mum 8 years ago now, but I still think of her, especially at Christmas. Sometimes you're alright and then sometimes you're not. There is no time limit on grief. Xx
Sending you and everyone here that has lost someone a healing hug. Grief is a beast for sure. I have always felt that time is your friend but watching you today, takes me back to the day we lost our dad like it was yesterday. Lean into your loved ones and know that your dad is still within you and Noah too! Thank you for the joy you give us each week, and I wish you peace, joy, and contentment during this blessed season.
Saying about your dad “he loved Christmas - he WAS Christmas”. Wow, that brought tears to my eyes 🥺 such a beautiful thing, and I’m sure you are this for your Noah now ❤
Gemma, thank you for being so honest and sharing your grief surrounding your father's passing. As an adult, with an elderly mother, I often wonder how I will have to one day navigate life without her(oh it hurts to even write that). Hearing your experiences brings....comfort, if that's even the right word, to me. I know it's a part of life but one you can't be fully prepared for. So, thank you. Thank you for sharing your journey. I appreciate it and you. Wishing you peace during the holiday season. And a wonderful Christmas to you, Jamie, and Noah. ❤❤❤
I lost my dad four yrs ago. I know exactly how you feel, everything you said, is spot on for a lot of us that have lost a loved one. Christmas is such a wonderful time of the year, but also the hardest. Sending you a huge hug ❤
I’ve lost both my parents with my dad in June this year I feel sad as I’m an only child also but my parents wouldn’t want me to be sad so I’m going to try my best to focus on this and the times I had with them x
That’s sudden burst of sunshine was your dad coming to tell you he is always with you Gemma, I lost my dad at Christmas time 12 years ago and I miss him every single day, always find strength in knowing they are always with us and they watch over us ❤️ merry Christmas to you and all your family and sending so much love and positivity for the year ahead ❤️
Christmas has always been such a special time of year to have the whole family together. My dad absolutely loved having us altogether on Christmas ❤️ it's now 17 years since his passing and you still feel the loss but we love sharing special Christmas memories together we had with him ❤️ Mind yourself and celebrate the memories you had together ❤️🎄
There's never anything you can do to cover up the emotions of losing someone and you shouldn't lose the time you can spend together because of this as life is short. It's sad BUT you overcome sadness together & it will probably feel good as always good to see family/friends to lift each other up ❤ I lost my stepdad in 2014 & it still brings tears to my eyes to thnk about it, it will never go away BUT we can't let it be a barrier. xx
Don't feel bad. I lost my dad 2/2/2020 and I lost my mom 10/23/2023 and being an only child is very hard to cope with losing both of my parents. It was very hard last yr celebrating the holidays without my parents. I cried all the way till NEW YEAR. Holidays are our special moments and I didn't know how to deal with them. It took some time for me. I miss my parents. And its ok to feel this way. That's why I love watching your vlogs and Amy Rose. When I see you guys shopping holiday stuff, I feel happy. A smile on my face makes it better for me and a few tears here and there. Thank you for sharing this vlog. ❤❤❤❤
Christmas is without a doubt the hardest part of the year. I've lost so many& it's also the anniversary of my best friend on Christmas day. Many years have passed & I miss them more every year. My daughter has saved me in a way a person needs saving without truly knowing it. My heart goes out to everyone that has lost loved ones, especially at Christmas ❤
Your Dad is looking over you and he would be so proud of u dear Gemma🥹♥️..I lost my dad 8 years ago and not a single day goes past by wherein I don't get reminded of my Dad..Some griefs are life long but then we learn to live with it..Hope you have a fabulous Christmas Gemma..That ray of sunshine that fell over your face as you were speaking of your Dad was his blessing and love to let u know he is always there with you..❤🎁
I cant believe the log burner is not going that would be the ultimate picture of Christmas ,Cheese, Film, Family, Cozy & warm My Mum and Dad & sister have died and the feeling you have where you almost forget they have is built into you to protect you. Every now and again it pops to the front to let you know you will always remember them.
I understand. I don’t think grief ever ends. My sister passed away three months ago. I find myself wanting to call her. She took care of me when no one else would. She always made Christmas so special. Happy Holidays to you and your family.
Hi lovely I’ve never commented on your channel before until now, but listening to you talk about your dad not being with you anymore, and it will never be the same without him, especially at Christmas made me cry , sending you lots of hugs. It is my first Christmas without my dad, and I’m feeling absolutely broken, and dreading the day without him being with us . Sending hugs to everyone that have lost a loved one. Thank you Gemma for being such a genuine, kind and relatable person. On a lighter note , any bath bomb that is an animal, I also can’t let fizz away , you’re certainly not the only one lol. I used to put blankets on all of my teddies when I was a child, up to the age of 10 yrs , as i wanted them all to warm at bedtime !! Sorry for the extra long story 🤦♀️xx
Oh Gemma, senidng you lots of hugs. I lost my mom this year and it's my first christmas without her. My mom sounds a lot like your day - absolutely adored christmas, she MADE it Christmas. My dad and Sisters and I have all been trying to find christmas again this year but it's been hard. It is hard, you're not alone.
I lost my Dad during Christmas 6 years ago. It’s not the same anymore. Sending a hug to all those who don’t have their Dads at Christmas 🎄❤️ yet, it’s as if they are still here, only a thought, a memory away and it’s ok. What better place to be than with God 🙏🏻 we’ve got this Gemma. Also what a cheese platter! Never seen a better one in my life! 😱💗💗
Thank you for sharing what you could for your Dad. I understand how you feel and the waves that hit. This is the first Christmas without my sister, we lost her in July and ny heart is absolutely breaking, as this too was her favourite time of the year. We dont know how to do it without her and can't face our family traditions without her. Sending love to you and everyone here feeling the pain of their person missing ❤
I stumbled across your vlog from when you first told everyone about losing your dad. I can remember I was telling a group of ladies I was doing a course with at the time that I'd lost my dad, and I was just how you were being. Trying not to get upset so hard, and I told the group to try to be practical so they would know what had happened and weren't offended if I seemed off. You're such a selfless person and I could see how much you didn't want your news to affect others yet you knew it was the right thing to do to be honest. I admire your strength and ability to be open with us all. I'm so grateful to have found your videos. If this helps in any way 5 years later I still miss my dad but seeing things in nature remind me of him that give me comfort. I still talk to him from time to time. Love and happiness to you Gemma you deserve all the beauty you shine through to others. Your vlogs have helped me so much especially as I find you incredibly relatable ❤
I know exactly how you feel as I have lost my mum and dad. 😪 when you were talking about your dad and the sun started shining, this was a sign from your dad giving you his blessing for your Christmas day plans. Have a wonderful day with your family, and make some new traditions! ❤❤❤
Your dad is now free of his body and he is with you all the time he was there when you had your baby, he was there as you were watching Stranger Things. He was there at the Christmas village. He was there when you launched your super business he was there when you got engagedand he is there now. God bless you at Christmas. God bless all of our Gemma community that love these cozy, cozy blogs that make us feel good.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your dad. We lost my dad a few months ago and I’ve had so many emotions about the holidays without him. I totally understand about things just hitting you all of a sudden ❤. Wishing you and your family comfort and peace this Christmas.
I felt everything you were feeling. I always say ‘when my Dad was here’ rather than when he was alive as it seems like that isn’t real!! This will be the 3rd Christmas without him and his absence is so obvious. He loved Christmas Day and just having us all together so it’s extra extra hard. I appreciate you talking about it when it naturally pops up as it’s comforting to know it’s the same for others 😍🥰
I lost my dad 15 years ago, he was the same. He was the embodiment of Christmas he’s the reason I’m obsessed with it still now. He passed exactly a month before Christmas and it has never been the same. Every year I wait for it to feel like Christmas again, and it does but you always notice he’s not there. I know exactly what you’re talking about you sort of compart mentalise it and accept the new normal
Bless your heart Gemma ,it's such a sensitive time of year especially when someone you love has passed ,have a good cry whenever you need it , that's my advise and as time moves on you remember the love and fun without it hurting so much , sending love to all of you 😘😘😘
I know how you feel I loss my dad seven years ago and I miss him everyday . Every time I go to their house I still expect to see him in his favorite chair. He used to love decorating for Christmas
Your Dad will always be with you, his spirit lives on through you and Noah too. He would want you to be together as a family, especially in his former home. I'm sure it will be a very special day. Sending love. ❤
We lost our amazing dad in October a few days after being given the devastating news that he would not get better. It was his wish to see christmas one last time, as he too loved it so much, but it wasn't to be. Initially we thought about not celebrating at all, but he had made us promise that we would put up the tree, so we will do so, and know that he is with us. It is so raw when a memory catches you unexpectedly, even the chocolate aisle in b&m has had me in tears recently. My thoughts and prayers are with you, and others, who are missing loved ones x
Oh Gemma, everything you said about your Dads passing really resonated with me. The temporary forgetting I think is a coping mechanism and it's something we don't really talk about much. Maybe because straight after there's almost a feeling of guilt... all completely normal. The one thing I have found since my Dad's passing 2 years ago, is the closeness between my Mam and myself. I just know he would be so proud that we've unlocked this new dimension to our relationship. Your Dad will be so proud of you too, and I truly believe he's around you. Have a lovely Christmas, wishing you and your family well and sending love and healing to you all ❤
I lost my Dad earlier this year and was understandably worried about doing Christmas, so we are doing a low key one with just close family. Take care and take each day a it comes know one can tell you how to feel about losing your Dad if you want to cry then do so.❤️🙏🏻
Wow. I used to watch your channel every single morning getting ready for work. Things happened, I fell into a deep depression & haven’t been back to your channel in I don’t even know how long. It seems like a month bug you had just announced your pregnancy when I stopped watching. It was hard to watch because of what I’m going thru with my first born. I’m so glad I found your channel again. You’re heaven sent, so lovely. ❤
OMG! Im crying! What you said about forgetting that he is nog there, is so how I feel! I lost my dad three years ago and have this same feeling so much! ❤
those fidget blocks are wonderful for fine motor skills and building up his ability to twist and use his hands and fingers to explore. Plus this will build his motor skills for when he may be problems solving and when he begins developing his early writing skills. love it and Merry Christmas!!
Love your Vlogs Gemma, and always have one playing in the background while I am doing a cosy evening routine which are rare these days. They always make me feel so much better when I'm feeling rubbish and inspire me to make some time for self care pamper evenings. Thank you 🩷
Gemma, your videos bring me so much peace and joy I always look forward to a new upload. I lost my mom almost 5 years ago and it definitely is a lot harder during the holidays but I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone and it is okay for you to let yourself grieve and to remember to always be patient with yourself. ❤ Happy holidays I wish you blessings and lots of happiness 😊
Sending love and hugs. Grief sometimes just creeps up on you especially this time of year. A lot of us get it. Both of my parents are gone now. We all can just live and help each other. Your cheese board was amazing. I look forward to your content every week ❤
Gemma I love watching you so much and I’m sending you a big hug ! I’m so sorry again about your father. I lost my mom at the age of 59 and daddy at 82 . My heart aches for you my friend.I love you God Bless ❤️💗❤️
Happy weekend Gemma from the USA :) Skin and me seems to be a wonderful solution to skin issues that occurs overtime, so thank you for sharing with us new products. Also, I'm glad that you'll be together as a family celebrating Christmas and your father. I lost my brother a few years back and for sure the holidays are hard without our loved ones. Let's celebrate with them in our hearts and in keeping the hope to see them on the other side :) Wishing you a Merry Christmas!
My dads anniversary was 20 years this year. Half of my adult life so far. Its hard at this time of the year. When the sun shone on you though i got emotional. What a lovely comforting sign from your dad. He will be with you all on christmas day ❤. I hope you and your family have a lovely Christmas and New Year. 🫶😘
Hi Gemma, i lost my mom 3 months ago and Christmas is going to be unbearable this year for me and my family, Christmas will never be the same again, it's just going to be different xx
My mum passed away 14 years ago Gemma and Christmas will never be the same, you have Noah to keep you happy my children are grown up now but I still miss my mum especially at Christmas because we always had Christmas dinner at her house 😢xx 💔
Details for the honeycomb. Cut a small piece , suck, chew fearlessly it does not stick to the teeth, the honey melts in your mouth. A piece remains like chewing gum and you spit it out. It is pure wax.
Gemma, what a wonderful video! First I have to tell you you look absolutely beautiful but then again you always do . That's a great idea about taking one hour and seeing how much cleaning you can get done in that time. That's great! And you accomplish so much. Your cheese board was incredible. It look like it could feed 10 people like you said. My mouth was watering while I was watching you put it together. I love the things that you bought for Christmas. All the little things and Noah's outfit. The Christmas outfit was so precious. Can't wait to see him in that. I like the decorations that you have in your kitchen. Your kitchen always looks in order and spotless good for you. I understand how you feel about going to your mom's for Christmas and your dad not being there. It's very hard I know. The happy times that we shared and the memories that we've made will stay in our hearts forever. Although the holidays are happy time, it brings a lot of sadness too when those we love aren't with us anymore . We are fortunate and blessed to have had them in our lives and like I said they live forever in our hearts and they live through us. One thing I have learned is that we never have them long enough. I'm sure you will. Have a lovely day Christmas day with your family and your father's memory will be in your Mom's home. You may even feel his presence. I wish you and Jamie and Noah the most wonderful Christmas with many blessings. God bless. Love you guys 🙏❤️🥰
Omg Gemma you had me in tears 😢talking about your dad, you must have had such a lovely bond with him, he’ll be watching over you all for sure, you’re feel it and see the signs, merry Christmas to you all ❤
Gemma, what you are feeling is perfectly alright... The deeper the love, the deeper the longing for our deceased loved ones... It takes time & everyone one has their own timeline...
Christmas is very hard for me and my family too. I lost my mom 8 years ago and my daughter 7 years ago! I focus on her 2 boys year after year but I always miss her! You’ll always miss your dad especially at Christmas but unfortunately you’re forced to make new memories without him. It’s bittersweet but like me you’re still blessed with your beautiful family. Try to have a Merry Christmas in spite of your grief. I’m sure your dad would want you to be happy. 🎅🏻🧑🏻🎄🎄
Hi Gemma and Jamie. I’m sorry for your loss, I lost my mom several years ago so I have great empathy with how you feel. Also I’m American and when I was little I ate honeycomb with my Grandpa. He would get a piece of the comb dripping with honey on a spoon and give it to me. He said don’t swallow the comb, it’s wax so just chew on it until all the honey is gone, then discreetly spit the wax of the comb into a napkin. I still eat it today like that, I don’t know if it’s the proper way,(if there is a proper way) to eat honey comb but I don’t like the wax. May God bless and keep you all with a bright Christmas and a Happy New Year!
Yes, I know exactly how you feel! Christmas 2023 was the first without my dad, he died of lung cancer last year and it is so weird for him to not be there!!! I'm so sorry for your loss, it definitely feels like there is a void for sure!!!
Hi Gemma what a lovely blog😊.It made me cry seeing the cute bits you’ve bought for your mum. I lost my mum when I was 16 and it just made me tear up thinking how I would love to buy my mum cute bits and spend time with her. I completely understand what you are going though as I lost my mum to cancer and it’s true that it never gets easier, but I do hope it makes you happy making new traditions with Jamie and Noah. Since I met my husband it has been easier as like you say sometimes I forget about it and sometimes it brings me down thinking about it, and I don’t like to talk about it much either. But I do hope you have a good Christmas with your family. I love watching your videos and I love your clothing brand. Sending you a big hug ❤
Gemma I so get it 😢. My dad and sister were literally the people who pulled the family together at Christmas year after year. I sadly lost them both 2 years ago and our Christmas’s just aren’t the same. It’s so hard ❤❤
Gemma, my father has been gone for 20 years and I still forget that he's passed sometimes. For some reason, this year has been harder. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas with your lovely little family.❤
This sounds so weird but you talking about losing your dad and the feelings around that made my appreciation my family. Tomorrow I’m about to drive for nine hours to see my dad since my parents divorced and I was sorta dreading it. Going back to my hometown and the drive but this just made me realize I should cherish the time I have with him while I have it. Even if it means a long drive. Thanks 💕 great video and merry Christmas 🎄✨
Loved this vlog Gemma🤍 sending you lots of love, I can’t imagine how hard it can be not to have your Dad there this time of the year but know that I’m sure he’s going to be right there with you all, he would want you all to spend it just like you used to with him❤️❤️ have a lovely Christmas 🎄🥰
Dear Gemma i understand what you re feeling about your Daddy but to make Christmas beautifull each year it s to give homage to him , to think about him , to enjoy Christmas continu to be happy it make your Daddy lives in your heart forever !!!!! you know all daddys want the most it s that you enjoy life again beautifull Gemma !!!!!! It is the biggest wich of every Daddy who are in heaven ! I WISH YOU A WONDERFULL JOYFULL CHRISTMAS 🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲
Hey Gemma, love watching your vlogs and especially the Christmas 🎄 ones! I completely understand your feelings when thinking about your dad. My dad was such an integral part of our huge family. He passed away from Covid, and every time I visit my mum, I feel the exact same. We always wonder how our mum feels if we feel this sudden pang of loss and sadness. 😟 And you're right, that feeling never goes. It's very hard when someone you love passes away, but we have no choice but to adapt. The other day I saw someone who looked like my dad and walked exactly like him, and I couldn't help but stare like a weirdo! I miss my dad a lot.😢😢😢
Hi Gemma it is hard but you will get threw the day as you will be busy but it is hard I lost my dad 10 yrs ago and still get good days and bad days but he's always with you ❤❤❤
The part where you talked about your Dad is exactly how I feel about mine I am going through the same thing every single year! I don’t know why I’m writing this but maybe because I feel it but can’t explain it. Send you lots of love ❤🎄
10 years this year since my Dad passed, and I have changed Christmas traditions - this year I was so busy hosting in my own home with my family and in laws i didn't feel the sadness, but it has taken many years. I do wonder what it would be like if he was here. The sadness has faded and im no longer in suvival mode but i still feel that emptiness - a part of me died the day he did.
My dad loved Christmas and this will be our first Christmas without him. He only died 3 months ago so everything is still very raw. With this and going through “firsts” it is strange and emotional and confusing. Forgetting makes it tolerable until you catch yourself when you think I should tell him something then it all starts again. Xx
Hi Gemma, I do the shaking thing too & im 65. Have always been scared of spiders. My dad died 42yrs ago & I think of him all the time, especially at this time of year so I know what your feeling & it’s nice to have memories. Happy Christmas to you and yours xx
What a lovely video, always look forward to your videos. It was nice that you were talking about your dad, I think that always helps. It will get better as time goes on. You did bring a tear to my eye, holidays are always a bit hard. I think you will be fine with all of your family together . Merry Christmas Gemma,Jamie and little Noah. 🎄
Enjoyed this cosy video SO much 🤍 I didnt knew about your Dad, but you talking about it was really heartwarming. The sun shining trough, was definitely a sign from him. So beautiful! Sending love and merry wishes from Belgium ✨
I really felt for you when it hit you while talking about your dad. I’ve also lost mine and it creeps up when you don’t expect it. Lovely vlog, always look forward to your uploads…sending hugs x
Hello Gemma! It's not strange to shake your bathrobe before putting it on. I do the same thing. I do it when I put on my jacket before going out and when I get home from work and put on my pajamas and bathrobe. I shake out both my pajamas and bathrobe before putting them on. I also do not like spiders or any other bugs for that matter. Also, I know exactly how you feel when it comes to losing a loved one, especially near the holidays. My Dad passed away over 10 years ago and now my Mom it has been 2 years ago now that she has passed away. Christmas is the hardest for me too. My Dad traveled for work; he was in the Navy. When he first passed away, I kept saying to myself he is just away for work, knowing that it isn't true, but I guess it is a coping mechanism. I didn't realize it at the time, but I think our brains may be do that to help us get through it. Almost like it didn't happen and/or that he is just away for now and I will see him soon. I know it is like a denial. Same for my Mom, she was my best friend and I miss her so much it hurts. I hope that you and your family have the most wonderful Christmas this year! Love Ya God Bless you and yours.
Omg!!! Yes thank you, I feel the same way about my Dad it was his favorite holiday! And now this year it’s my mom that passed on 5/20/23 And it will definitely be difficult. I’m grateful you talked about this. Loving your videos.
Hi Gemma! Been watching you many years since you began! When I feel the need to relax and feel happy, I watch you. You and your family are beautiful. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year sweetheart ❤
Sweet Gemma. I miss both my Mom and Dad, My Dad would have been one hundred years old this year, I was so blessed him to have him for so many years, He was my fishing buddy. Happy Holidays and Be Blessed everyone.,
New Mum here 🙌🏻 How do you get Noah down for the night and then do your own thing? My little one has serious FOMO and won’t go to bed alone. I would love some tips about baby routines ❤️
Lovely vlog. Glad you filmed in Queensgate, I haven't seen the decorations until now, so that was nice to see. Honeycomb, yes that is indeed wax (it is of course edible) and that is how they make bees wax candles. 🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲
Aw Gemma .. I know how hard it is when u lose a loved one when special occasions arise … I also have lost my dad at 70 yrs old, plus I lost my mum when I was 3, she was only 32 .. time is a healer though .. you have your wonderful family around you and your lovely mum who is so funny (we need her more on the videos although she doesn’t like being on cam😂) have a lovely time with your gorgeous little Noah. I’m re - watching all your old videos too.. love your beautiful home and what you have achieved … love always ❤
Omg, you’re good. Do you wash the duvet cover every week? Mine only gets washed between Spring and Fall. I change the cover to white for Spring and Summer and taupe for Fall and Winter. There will always be new Christmas traditions - each time a new family member co es on the scene, etc. I think it helps to continue the old ones as if the person was still around.
So me and my 3 year old son watched this vlog together like we always do and he said "look mummy... it's your pretty friend who talks to you all the time" 😂
That is so adorable!
Awwwwwww 🥹🥹🥹
So precious ❤
That's too cute!!! ❤
How adorable
When the sun shone through on you during the segment when you were nervous about Christmas without your Dad, that was your Dad giving you a reassuring hug and telling you that you will all be fine and letting you know he’s there’s x it will be a wonderful Christmas Day. ❤
I thought the very same thing, that it was a sign from her Dad.
superstition.. 😒 it’s like commenting that „God needed another angel“ bc a kid passed away on cancer
You can bring comfort without making up „magic“ that isn’t there and believing into nonsense.
@@divine_simplicity you are entitled to your own opinion of course and I to mine. That is what makes the world interesting. I won’t wish you a Merry Christmas as that is “made up magic” also.
@@divine_simplicityoh how joyless are you? If it helps and reassures someone then what’s the problem. Stop being a miserable git!
@@Goodfight7miserable sod. Where is the harm from someone trying to offer reassurance. The fact that you felt it necessary to call it ridiculous speaks volumes about you.
I wanted to send you a big hug. Losing a parent is really hard, and I hope that you're ok. I lost my Mum 8 years ago now, but I still think of her, especially at Christmas. Sometimes you're alright and then sometimes you're not. There is no time limit on grief. Xx
❤❤😢😢 I hope you are OK 👍
It’s going with the Flo isn’t it. They’re only a memory away ❤
I agree, I don't think grief ever really ends, we just have to learn how to go on and know that we will see our loved ones again someday.
Sending you and everyone here that has lost someone a healing hug. Grief is a beast for sure. I have always felt that time is your friend but watching you today, takes me back to the day we lost our dad like it was yesterday. Lean into your loved ones and know that your dad is still within you and Noah too! Thank you for the joy you give us each week, and I wish you peace, joy, and contentment during this blessed season.
Saying about your dad “he loved Christmas - he WAS Christmas”. Wow, that brought tears to my eyes 🥺 such a beautiful thing, and I’m sure you are this for your Noah now ❤
Gemma, thank you for being so honest and sharing your grief surrounding your father's passing. As an adult, with an elderly mother, I often wonder how I will have to one day navigate life without her(oh it hurts to even write that). Hearing your experiences brings....comfort, if that's even the right word, to me. I know it's a part of life but one you can't be fully prepared for. So, thank you. Thank you for sharing your journey. I appreciate it and you. Wishing you peace during the holiday season. And a wonderful Christmas to you, Jamie, and Noah. ❤❤❤
I lost my dad four yrs ago. I know exactly how you feel, everything you said, is spot on for a lot of us that have lost a loved one. Christmas is such a wonderful time of the year, but also the hardest. Sending you a huge hug ❤
I’ve lost both my parents with my dad in June this year I feel sad as I’m an only child also but my parents wouldn’t want me to be sad so I’m going to try my best to focus on this and the times I had with them x
That’s sudden burst of sunshine was your dad coming to tell you he is always with you Gemma, I lost my dad at Christmas time 12 years ago and I miss him every single day, always find strength in knowing they are always with us and they watch over us ❤️ merry Christmas to you and all your family and sending so much love and positivity for the year ahead ❤️
Christmas has always been such a special time of year to have the whole family together. My dad absolutely loved having us altogether on Christmas ❤️ it's now 17 years since his passing and you still feel the loss but we love sharing special Christmas memories together we had with him ❤️ Mind yourself and celebrate the memories you had together ❤️🎄
There's never anything you can do to cover up the emotions of losing someone and you shouldn't lose the time you can spend together because of this as life is short. It's sad BUT you overcome sadness together & it will probably feel good as always good to see family/friends to lift each other up ❤ I lost my stepdad in 2014 & it still brings tears to my eyes to thnk about it, it will never go away BUT we can't let it be a barrier. xx
Don't feel bad. I lost my dad 2/2/2020 and I lost my mom 10/23/2023 and being an only child is very hard to cope with losing both of my parents. It was very hard last yr celebrating the holidays without my parents. I cried all the way till NEW YEAR. Holidays are our special moments and I didn't know how to deal with them. It took some time for me. I miss my parents. And its ok to feel this way. That's why I love watching your vlogs and Amy Rose. When I see you guys shopping holiday stuff, I feel happy. A smile on my face makes it better for me and a few tears here and there. Thank you for sharing this vlog. ❤❤❤❤
Christmas is without a doubt the hardest part of the year. I've lost so many& it's also the anniversary of my best friend on Christmas day. Many years have passed & I miss them more every year. My daughter has saved me in a way a person needs saving without truly knowing it. My heart goes out to everyone that has lost loved ones, especially at Christmas ❤
Rest In Peace to your sweet father! he raised an amazing woman. enjoy Christmas with your family your father is there in spirit!
Your Dad is looking over you and he would be so proud of u dear Gemma🥹♥️..I lost my dad 8 years ago and not a single day goes past by wherein I don't get reminded of my Dad..Some griefs are life long but then we learn to live with it..Hope you have a fabulous Christmas Gemma..That ray of sunshine that fell over your face as you were speaking of your Dad was his blessing and love to let u know he is always there with you..❤🎁
I cant believe the log burner is not going that would be the ultimate picture of Christmas ,Cheese, Film, Family, Cozy & warm My Mum and Dad & sister have died and the feeling you have where you almost forget they have is built into you to protect you. Every now and again it pops to the front to let you know you will always remember them.
I understand. I don’t think grief ever ends. My sister passed away three months ago. I find myself wanting to call her. She took care of me when no one else would. She always made Christmas so special.
Happy Holidays to you and your family.
Hi lovely
I’ve never commented on your channel before until now, but listening to you talk about your dad not being with you anymore, and it will never be the same without him, especially at Christmas made me cry , sending you lots of hugs.
It is my first Christmas without my dad, and I’m feeling absolutely broken, and dreading the day without him being with us .
Sending hugs to everyone that have lost a loved one.
Thank you Gemma for being such a genuine, kind and relatable person.
On a lighter note , any bath bomb that is an animal, I also can’t let fizz away , you’re certainly not the only one lol.
I used to put blankets on all of my teddies when I was a child, up to the age of 10 yrs , as i wanted them all to warm at bedtime !!
Sorry for the extra long story 🤦♀️xx
Sending love to everyone who is grieving this Christmas ✨🕊️❤️
Oh Gemma, senidng you lots of hugs. I lost my mom this year and it's my first christmas without her. My mom sounds a lot like your day - absolutely adored christmas, she MADE it Christmas. My dad and Sisters and I have all been trying to find christmas again this year but it's been hard. It is hard, you're not alone.
I lost my Dad during Christmas 6 years ago. It’s not the same anymore. Sending a hug to all those who don’t have their Dads at Christmas 🎄❤️ yet, it’s as if they are still here, only a thought, a memory away and it’s ok. What better place to be than with God 🙏🏻 we’ve got this Gemma. Also what a cheese platter! Never seen a better one in my life! 😱💗💗
Thank you for sharing what you could for your Dad. I understand how you feel and the waves that hit. This is the first Christmas without my sister, we lost her in July and ny heart is absolutely breaking, as this too was her favourite time of the year. We dont know how to do it without her and can't face our family traditions without her. Sending love to you and everyone here feeling the pain of their person missing ❤
I stumbled across your vlog from when you first told everyone about losing your dad. I can remember I was telling a group of ladies I was doing a course with at the time that I'd lost my dad, and I was just how you were being. Trying not to get upset so hard, and I told the group to try to be practical so they would know what had happened and weren't offended if I seemed off. You're such a selfless person and I could see how much you didn't want your news to affect others yet you knew it was the right thing to do to be honest. I admire your strength and ability to be open with us all. I'm so grateful to have found your videos. If this helps in any way 5 years later I still miss my dad but seeing things in nature remind me of him that give me comfort. I still talk to him from time to time. Love and happiness to you Gemma you deserve all the beauty you shine through to others. Your vlogs have helped me so much especially as I find you incredibly relatable ❤
Every year for the past i wanna say 4 years.. I’ve loved and have been so excited to watch your Christmas/holiday videos
I know exactly how you feel as I have lost my mum and dad. 😪 when you were talking about your dad and the sun started shining, this was a sign from your dad giving you his blessing for your Christmas day plans. Have a wonderful day with your family, and make some new traditions! ❤❤❤
Your dad is now free of his body and he is with you all the time he was there when you had your baby, he was there as you were watching Stranger Things. He was there at the Christmas village. He was there when you launched your super business he was there when you got engagedand he is there now. God bless you at Christmas. God bless all of our Gemma community that love these cozy, cozy blogs that make us feel good.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your dad. We lost my dad a few months ago and I’ve had so many emotions about the holidays without him. I totally understand about things just hitting you all of a sudden ❤. Wishing you and your family comfort and peace this Christmas.
You know you'll have a cozy Saturday when you see Gemma's cozy vlog 🤍🥰
I felt everything you were feeling. I always say ‘when my Dad was here’ rather than when he was alive as it seems like that isn’t real!! This will be the 3rd Christmas without him and his absence is so obvious. He loved Christmas Day and just having us all together so it’s extra extra hard. I appreciate you talking about it when it naturally pops up as it’s comforting to know it’s the same for others 😍🥰
I lost my dad 15 years ago, he was the same. He was the embodiment of Christmas he’s the reason I’m obsessed with it still now. He passed exactly a month before Christmas and it has never been the same. Every year I wait for it to feel like Christmas again, and it does but you always notice he’s not there. I know exactly what you’re talking about you sort of compart mentalise it and accept the new normal
Bless your heart Gemma ,it's such a sensitive time of year especially when someone you love has passed ,have a good cry whenever you need it , that's my advise and as time moves on you remember the love and fun without it hurting so much , sending love to all of you 😘😘😘
I know how you feel I loss my dad seven years ago and I miss him everyday . Every time I go to their house I still expect to see him in his favorite chair. He used to love decorating for Christmas
Your Dad will always be with you, his spirit lives on through you and Noah too.
He would want you to be together as a family, especially in his former home. I'm sure it will be a very special day. Sending love. ❤
We lost our amazing dad in October a few days after being given the devastating news that he would not get better. It was his wish to see christmas one last time, as he too loved it so much, but it wasn't to be. Initially we thought about not celebrating at all, but he had made us promise that we would put up the tree, so we will do so, and know that he is with us. It is so raw when a memory catches you unexpectedly, even the chocolate aisle in b&m has had me in tears recently. My thoughts and prayers are with you, and others, who are missing loved ones x
Your dad will always be in your heart. Wishing you all the best for Christmas ❤❤❤
Oh Gemma, everything you said about your Dads passing really resonated with me. The temporary forgetting I think is a coping mechanism and it's something we don't really talk about much. Maybe because straight after there's almost a feeling of guilt... all completely normal. The one thing I have found since my Dad's passing 2 years ago, is the closeness between my Mam and myself. I just know he would be so proud that we've unlocked this new dimension to our relationship. Your Dad will be so proud of you too, and I truly believe he's around you. Have a lovely Christmas, wishing you and your family well and sending love and healing to you all ❤
Best start of the day watching Gemma. Love her vibes and cosy vlogs.
I lost my Dad earlier this year and was understandably worried about doing Christmas, so we are doing a low key one with just close family. Take care and take each day a it comes know one can tell you how to feel about losing your Dad if you want to cry then do so.❤️🙏🏻
Wow. I used to watch your channel every single morning getting ready for work. Things happened, I fell into a deep depression & haven’t been back to your channel in I don’t even know how long. It seems like a month bug you had just announced your pregnancy when I stopped watching. It was hard to watch because of what I’m going thru with my first born. I’m so glad I found your channel again. You’re heaven sent, so lovely. ❤
OMG! Im crying! What you said about forgetting that he is nog there, is so how I feel! I lost my dad three years ago and have this same feeling so much! ❤
those fidget blocks are wonderful for fine motor skills and building up his ability to twist and use his hands and fingers to explore. Plus this will build his motor skills for when he may be problems solving and when he begins developing his early writing skills. love it and Merry Christmas!!
Love your Vlogs Gemma, and always have one playing in the background while I am doing a cosy evening routine which are rare these days. They always make me feel so much better when I'm feeling rubbish and inspire me to make some time for self care pamper evenings. Thank you 🩷
Gemma, your videos bring me so much peace and joy I always look forward to a new upload. I lost my mom almost 5 years ago and it definitely is a lot harder during the holidays but I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone and it is okay for you to let yourself grieve and to remember to always be patient with yourself. ❤ Happy holidays I wish you blessings and lots of happiness 😊
Sending love and hugs. Grief sometimes just creeps up on you especially this time of year. A lot of us get it. Both of my parents are gone now. We all can just live and help each other. Your cheese board was amazing. I look forward to your content every week ❤
Gemma I love watching you so much and I’m sending you a big hug !
I’m so sorry again about your father. I lost my mom at the age of 59 and daddy at 82 .
My heart aches for you my friend.I love you God Bless
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I actually chocked up when you was talking about your dad ,this is my first Christmas without my dad and it's never going to be the same it's so sad ❤
Happy weekend Gemma from the USA :) Skin and me seems to be a wonderful solution to skin issues that occurs overtime, so thank you for sharing with us new products. Also, I'm glad that you'll be together as a family celebrating Christmas and your father. I lost my brother a few years back and for sure the holidays are hard without our loved ones. Let's celebrate with them in our hearts and in keeping the hope to see them on the other side :) Wishing you a Merry Christmas!
My dads anniversary was 20 years this year. Half of my adult life so far. Its hard at this time of the year. When the sun shone on you though i got emotional. What a lovely comforting sign from your dad. He will be with you all on christmas day ❤. I hope you and your family have a lovely Christmas and New Year. 🫶😘
Hi Gemma, i lost my mom 3 months ago and Christmas is going to be unbearable this year for me and my family, Christmas will never be the same again, it's just going to be different xx
Thoughts to you 😢
My mum passed away 14 years ago Gemma and Christmas will never be the same, you have Noah to keep you happy my children are grown up now but I still miss my mum especially at Christmas because we always had Christmas dinner at her house 😢xx 💔
Details for the honeycomb. Cut a small piece , suck, chew fearlessly it does not stick to the teeth, the honey melts in your mouth. A piece remains like chewing gum and you spit it out. It is pure wax.
Your dad will be there looking down on you all ,I’m the same my dad was my world. Sending hugs❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Gemma, what a wonderful video! First I have to tell you you look absolutely beautiful but then again you always do . That's a great idea about taking one hour and seeing how much cleaning you can get done in that time. That's great! And you accomplish so much. Your cheese board was incredible. It look like it could feed 10 people like you said. My mouth was watering while I was watching you put it together. I love the things that you bought for Christmas. All the little things and Noah's outfit. The Christmas outfit was so precious. Can't wait to see him in that. I like the decorations that you have in your kitchen. Your kitchen always looks in order and spotless good for you.
I understand how you feel about going to your mom's for Christmas and your dad not being there. It's very hard I know. The happy times that we shared and the memories that we've made will stay in our hearts forever. Although the holidays are happy time, it brings a lot of sadness too when those we love aren't with us anymore . We are fortunate and blessed to have had them in our lives and like I said they live forever in our hearts and they live through us. One thing I have learned is that we never have them long enough. I'm sure you will. Have a lovely day Christmas day with your family and your father's memory will be in your Mom's home. You may even feel his presence.
I wish you and Jamie and Noah the most wonderful Christmas with many blessings.
God bless. Love you guys 🙏❤️🥰
Omg Gemma you had me in tears 😢talking about your dad, you must have had such a lovely bond with him, he’ll be watching over you all for sure, you’re feel it and see the signs, merry Christmas to you all ❤
Gemma, what you are feeling is perfectly alright... The deeper the love, the deeper the longing for our deceased loved ones... It takes time & everyone one has their own timeline...
I just lost my dad this past week. I will miss him dearly. I take comfort in knowing that he’s at peace and that I’m not alone.
Christmas is very hard for me and my family too. I lost my mom 8 years ago and my daughter 7 years ago! I focus on her 2 boys year after year but I always miss her! You’ll always miss your dad especially at Christmas but unfortunately you’re forced to make new memories without him. It’s bittersweet but like me you’re still blessed with your beautiful family.
Try to have a Merry Christmas in spite of your grief. I’m sure your dad would want you to be happy.
🎅🏻🧑🏻🎄🎄
Gemma I love how you do a Xmas stocking for your mum every year,it’s never the same things and I bet she is always excited to see what you got her! 😊
Hi Gemma and Jamie. I’m sorry for your loss, I lost my mom several years ago so I have great empathy with how you feel. Also I’m American and when I was little I ate honeycomb with my Grandpa. He would get a piece of the comb dripping with honey on a spoon and give it to me. He said don’t swallow the comb, it’s wax so just chew on it until all the honey is gone, then discreetly spit the wax of the comb into a napkin. I still eat it today like that, I don’t know if it’s the proper way,(if there is a proper way) to eat honey comb but I don’t like the wax. May God bless and keep you all with a bright Christmas and a Happy New Year!
Yes, I know exactly how you feel! Christmas 2023 was the first without my dad, he died of lung cancer last year and it is so weird for him to not be there!!! I'm so sorry for your loss, it definitely feels like there is a void for sure!!!
Hi Gemma what a lovely blog😊.It made me cry seeing the cute bits you’ve bought for your mum. I lost my mum when I was 16 and it just made me tear up thinking how I would love to buy my mum cute bits and spend time with her. I completely understand what you are going though as I lost my mum to cancer and it’s true that it never gets easier, but I do hope it makes you happy making new traditions with Jamie and Noah. Since I met my husband it has been easier as like you say sometimes I forget about it and sometimes it brings me down thinking about it, and I don’t like to talk about it much either. But I do hope you have a good Christmas with your family. I love watching your videos and I love your clothing brand. Sending you a big hug ❤
So sad you lost your mum when you were so young. I hope you have a lovely Christmas with your husband.❤
@@sandyhesse4698 thank you I appreciate your comment 😊, I hope you have a lovely Christmas too 🌲🎁
Gemma I so get it 😢. My dad and sister were literally the people who pulled the family together at Christmas year after year. I sadly lost them both 2 years ago and our Christmas’s just aren’t the same. It’s so hard ❤❤
Gemma, my father has been gone for 20 years and I still forget that he's passed sometimes. For some reason, this year has been harder. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas with your lovely little family.❤
This sounds so weird but you talking about losing your dad and the feelings around that made my appreciation my family. Tomorrow I’m about to drive for nine hours to see my dad since my parents divorced and I was sorta dreading it. Going back to my hometown and the drive but this just made me realize I should cherish the time I have with him while I have it. Even if it means a long drive. Thanks 💕 great video and merry Christmas 🎄✨
Loved this vlog Gemma🤍 sending you lots of love, I can’t imagine how hard it can be not to have your Dad there this time of the year but know that I’m sure he’s going to be right there with you all, he would want you all to spend it just like you used to with him❤️❤️ have a lovely Christmas 🎄🥰
Hi Gemma my father died on 13tg December 41years ago and I still remember scenes of that day.He used to love Christmas too. Hugs to you xx
Dear Gemma i understand what you re feeling about your Daddy but to make Christmas beautifull each year it s to give homage to him , to think about him , to enjoy Christmas continu to be happy it make your Daddy lives in your heart forever !!!!! you know all daddys want the most it s that you enjoy life again beautifull Gemma !!!!!! It is the biggest wich of every Daddy who are in heaven ! I WISH YOU A WONDERFULL JOYFULL CHRISTMAS 🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲
I feel warm and fuzzy when you upload, comfort channel 🫶🏻
Hey Gemma, love watching your vlogs and especially the Christmas 🎄 ones! I completely understand your feelings when thinking about your dad. My dad was such an integral part of our huge family. He passed away from Covid, and every time I visit my mum, I feel the exact same. We always wonder how our mum feels if we feel this sudden pang of loss and sadness. 😟 And you're right, that feeling never goes. It's very hard when someone you love passes away, but we have no choice but to adapt. The other day I saw someone who looked like my dad and walked exactly like him, and I couldn't help but stare like a weirdo! I miss my dad a lot.😢😢😢
Never heard of bed dread but BOOM now I know what I've been feeling lately 😂 Bloody awful feel your pain tired mamma here!!! 🙏
Hi Gemma it is hard but you will get threw the day as you will be busy but it is hard I lost my dad 10 yrs ago and still get good days and bad days but he's always with you ❤❤❤
Your dad illuminated you...that's so special❤❤❤
You're dad was looking over you Gemma, when the sun shone through ,bless you. ❤
The part where you talked about your Dad is exactly how I feel about mine I am going through the same thing every single year! I don’t know why I’m writing this but maybe because I feel it but can’t explain it. Send you lots of love ❤🎄
That Sun streaming in the window was a light shining from your Dad xx ✨️ 💕
10 years this year since my Dad passed, and I have changed Christmas traditions - this year I was so busy hosting in my own home with my family and in laws i didn't feel the sadness, but it has taken many years. I do wonder what it would be like if he was here. The sadness has faded and im no longer in suvival mode but i still feel that emptiness - a part of me died the day he did.
My dad loved Christmas and this will be our first Christmas without him. He only died 3 months ago so everything is still very raw. With this and going through “firsts” it is strange and emotional and confusing. Forgetting makes it tolerable until you catch yourself when you think I should tell him something then it all starts again. Xx
Hi Gemma, I do the shaking thing too & im 65. Have always been scared of spiders. My dad died 42yrs ago & I think of him all the time, especially at this time of year so I know what your feeling & it’s nice to have memories. Happy Christmas to you and yours xx
What a lovely video, always look forward to your videos. It was nice that you were talking about your dad, I think that always helps. It will get better as time goes on. You did bring a tear to my eye, holidays are always a bit hard. I think you will be fine with all of your family together . Merry Christmas Gemma,Jamie and little Noah. 🎄
Enjoyed this cosy video SO much 🤍
I didnt knew about your Dad, but you talking about it was really heartwarming.
The sun shining trough, was definitely a sign from him.
So beautiful!
Sending love and merry wishes from Belgium ✨
I really felt for you when it hit you while talking about your dad. I’ve also lost mine and it creeps up when you don’t expect it. Lovely vlog, always look forward to your uploads…sending hugs x
This is my second year without my mum. So I totally understand. I miss her terribly 😢xx
I lost my mum in May and this Xmas is going to be so hard without her. Miss her so much. xxx Hugs to you. xxx
Hello Gemma! It's not strange to shake your bathrobe before putting it on. I do the same thing. I do it when I put on my jacket before going out and when I get home from work and put on my pajamas and bathrobe. I shake out both my pajamas and bathrobe before putting them on. I also do not like spiders or any other bugs for that matter. Also, I know exactly how you feel when it comes to losing a loved one, especially near the holidays. My Dad passed away over 10 years ago and now my Mom it has been 2 years ago now that she has passed away. Christmas is the hardest for me too. My Dad traveled for work; he was in the Navy. When he first passed away, I kept saying to myself he is just away for work, knowing that it isn't true, but I guess it is a coping mechanism. I didn't realize it at the time, but I think our brains may be do that to help us get through it. Almost like it didn't happen and/or that he is just away for now and I will see him soon. I know it is like a denial. Same for my Mom, she was my best friend and I miss her so much it hurts.
I hope that you and your family have the most wonderful Christmas this year! Love Ya God Bless you and yours.
Gemma, your cheeseboards are a work of art 😍
Omg!!! Yes thank you, I feel the same way about my Dad it was his favorite holiday! And now this year it’s my mom that passed on 5/20/23 And it will definitely be difficult. I’m grateful you talked about this. Loving your videos.
Enjoy the Christmas break gemma Jamie and Noah. Hopefully you can have some time off from work.
Hi Gemma! Been watching you many years since you began!
When I feel the need to relax and feel happy, I watch you.
You and your family are beautiful.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year sweetheart ❤
Sweet Gemma. I miss both my Mom and Dad, My Dad would have been one hundred years old this year, I was so blessed him to have him for so many years, He was my fishing buddy. Happy Holidays and Be Blessed everyone.,
Sending u and everyone grieving a warm hug... Thank u for another relaxing vlog ❤
I hope your holidays are filled with love, joy, peace and wonderful memories!!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and yours from 🇺🇸!!!
Thank you for sharing such a sweet video *and* talking about how hard grief can be this time of year. 💕
Loving the cheese board supper, given me an idea to have friends around over the holidays with no cooking evolved 😁❤
Perfect timing my baby just fell asleep and i can have a 50 Minutes coffee and breakfast Break 😍😍 happy Weekend
New Mum here 🙌🏻 How do you get Noah down for the night and then do your own thing? My little one has serious FOMO and won’t go to bed alone. I would love some tips about baby routines ❤️
Lovely vlog. Glad you filmed in Queensgate, I haven't seen the decorations until now, so that was nice to see. Honeycomb, yes that is indeed wax (it is of course edible) and that is how they make bees wax candles. 🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲
Your dad is with you, no matter where you are. Merry christmas!!! 🎄 🌟 😇
Aw Gemma .. I know how hard it is when u lose a loved one when special occasions arise … I also have lost my dad at 70 yrs old, plus I lost my mum when I was 3, she was only 32 .. time is a healer though .. you have your wonderful family around you and your lovely mum who is so funny (we need her more on the videos although she doesn’t like being on cam😂) have a lovely time with your gorgeous little Noah. I’m re - watching all your old videos too.. love your beautiful home and what you have achieved … love always ❤
that evening sun glow was 100% your dad saying hello xx
Absolute best way to start a Saturday
Omg, you’re good. Do you wash the duvet cover every week? Mine only gets washed between Spring and Fall. I change the cover to white for Spring and Summer and taupe for Fall and Winter.
There will always be new Christmas traditions - each time a new family member co es on the scene, etc. I think it helps to continue the old ones as if the person was still around.