thank you nikki for making this video and further validating my thoughts when watching the notebook for the first time bc i genuinely thought i was the only one who found it creepy/toxic
Not only that, but it's also a lesson in how NOT to care for someone with dementia. They're constantly going through identity crisis and reminding them that they're losing it and of past trauma is just torture
@@msjkramey I was a CNA & hospice nurse for a few years. I always taught my new coworkers that the dementia patient is basically suspended in time. Sometimes they have moments of clarity, other times they’re existing in what memories they have left. There were times they thought I was their mom, or sister, or even someone bad- but in that moment, that IS THEIR REALITY. that is what they are seeing, reliving, remembering, reminiscing, etc. Denying that can cause them to get angry, because they’ve already lost themselves & the ability to even go to the bathroom on their own. It is not hard to give these people understanding, dignity, and respect. (And I had really violent patients as well, but if you genuinely are kind & compassionate to these people, you can provide them momentary solace.)
as someone who has largely been Ryan Gosling neutral I very much appreciate this video because now I have learned the sheer talent and range that this man actually possesses and I'm literally so intrigued. I loved this vid and legitimately can't wait for the next installments, ur editing and humor is incredible and I very much appreciate all the work u put in for this! thank u thank u
okay I know coming out of no where and not to justify but I think the ending of Slaughter Rule and why he goes back for Gideon is because that's exactly the cycle of abuse and loss. He goes back to the train track to where he lost his father, in extreme emotional pain and loss but we know that despite everything, despite the grooming and abuse he goes back and saves the one person he craves to fill that father role. It's not a satisfying ending of someone getting revenge but a true look at how abuse and someone struggling tend to deal by going back even knowing that they shouldn't because there is something there they feel they are missing.
Totally agree, but the thing that bothered me and I didn’t end up showing here was how sunshiney the final scene is when he leaves Gideon and he’s at the hospital, I know it may not be realistic for everyone to get their karmic justice but it left me feeling bitter and maybe that’s because I see myself in Roy
@@nikkicarreon I’m well aware a lot of people have gotten burnt out too of the “but it’s realistic to not get Justice” troupe too, for good reason. I fully get not liking the ending I think I can just somewhat see why Roy would have gone back knowing the mental state he was in through the film and the overall bleak tone it seems to want to have.
i haven't watched the notebook since i was little and i do not remember it, but always thought it was a cute little romance movie. especially people always saying how good and romantic it is but damn, never realized how insane the dude is. what were people on.
24:19 the creator of the Dungeons and dragons game was incredibly antisemitic, but also had a lot of knowledge on judaism which is why his antisemitism in particular is so disturbing, and he inserted this into D&D. Makes sense that it was suggested after that movie.
@@nikkicarreon"Incredibly antisemitic" is a stretch. Gary Gygax was appropriative in the same way Bionicle is with Polynesian culture or Disney is with everything, not likely a conscious antisemitism.
I've never known what actually HAPPENS in the notebook because i got so enraged at the ferris wheel scene and never went back to finish it.... thanks for enlightening me👍🏾
Came to the comments in hope of a link to part 2🥺 stuck in hospital right now so these deep dives are giving me some semblance of being alive rather than watch crap tv
The poster he was putting up has historical and political significance. First time the Olympics were being broadcasted live on TV, two black men put their fist up in protest for human rights issues that were going on at the time. People freaked out the same way they freak out about people taking the knee during the national anthem. These two runners were disqualified from the Olympics and ostracized by the public. Today, they have a memorial statue, I don't remeber where
it blows my mind that i've watched a few ryan gosling movies but my brain didn't process them as ryan gosling movies because they're so different... like lalaland and bladerunner are from completely different universes!
you look like a cartoon or video game character (in the nicest way possible) just your hair and eyeliner always being consistently the same. in my mind u wake up with the eyeliner on and it never washes off
I was disdainful toward him for years because I really don't get what makes the "hottest male celebrities" so hot but that was without watching the better part of his movies and going by how much The Notebook sucks but yeah....I finally got to some of the most acclaimed this year and I get it now. Let it be a lesson that just because you don't find an actor as attractive as everyone else thinks, doesn't mean they're just coasting on their looks alone. He really is a great actor. Many of his scenes in Lars and the Real Girl, Blade Runner and Barbie especially truly hit hard.
I mean I wasn't ALWAYS A Fan but I get why some people find Ryan gosling hot or really hot cause I agree. I think he was great in the notebook and it was the movie that made him an a list actor. But yeah after that his movies got better and I love his range as an actor. Still think he's one of the hottest male celebrities too😊
same, i can see hes not ugly but he always seemed so bland to me, kinda meh. thats why i loved that they casted him as ken, he oozes kenergy cause hes just some blonde guy, like ken 🤷🏼♀️
I'm also a big baby when it comes to finishing projects nobody told me they liked, so for what it's worth. I really liked both this and the Disney Musical one so you should totally finish that one just for me! lol
when you were describing the plot of murder by numbers it sounded to me like it was inspired by the case of leopold and loeb and i did a cheeky google and apparently it was! they were basically two arsehole (possibly fruity) teens who were obsessed with the idea that they could pull off the "perfect" murder i.e. not get caught but spoiler they got caught ❤❤
Really enjoyed this deep dive! I hope you upload part 2! I have a sort of soft spot for Ryan Gosling and I never thought a deep dive about the movies he’s been a part of would be so fun lol
I really enjoyed this video thank you for watching all Ryan gosling movies so i dont have to ! Your style of narrating kept even the boring ones entertaining and even tho I had things to do I couldn't bring myself to cause this was so much more entertaining ❤❤
"The Believer" was the first Ryan Gosling movie I saw. I immediately thought he would be a future star, and I admire his ability to work in indies and blockbuster. Yes, I also hope he's never in a superhero movie.
'The nice guys' is one of my favourite films, i first watched it when i was a teenager and when it finished i immediately restarted it - its just one of those films i can watch over n over - so funny and stupid, its become a comfort film and definitely kicked off my love for ryan goslings acting. His characters are always so believable, even when they're so out of pocket!
I'm newish to your channel, and I literally just watched the musicals video YESTERDAY and left a comment begging for a part 2. high rn and literally sobbing over this. PLS make a musicals part two, I loved it! 💀
I t was fun to see his earlier roles he was good as a young actor and it was great seeing him breakout and do more drama roles from the believer and murder by numbers. I liked those movies but obviously ryan was the best part in both. And i have to say that Sandra Bullock was so lucky. Idc what anyone say , ryan gosling was always handsome and gorgeous 🥰 cant waitfor the notebook cause he was great in that too and lala land, crazy, stupid, love , drive, lars &the real girl, and blade runner and barbie aka ken are one of my favorites of ryan gosling characters
I fell into a Ryan gosling obsession a few months ago and tried to watch all his movies, i couldn’t bc I don’t have access to every streaming platform ever and then i fell out of the obsession after a while but I tried damn hard. I’m proud you could do what I never was able to accomplish😔✊
nikki. this is very serious. I have given my life to watch this video over and over again and if I do not recieve a part two i will have wasted it all for SQUAT. much love tho 💖
I would just like to say i have a 16 year old brother who has legit been saying "literally me" for about 3 years.... suggested that my siblings and I go and watch Fall Guy, "Oh wow, it's nice to meet a fan"... ☠️
i just found you thru your colleen hoover video (i love watching ppl tear apart her books lmao) and this was SO good!!! pls make the 2nd part, if anything ill love it :)
I actually live for sassy kid Ryan Gosling I’ll never forget seeing him in my favorite show flash forward on Disney then recognizing him on Goosebumps he might have even been the first actor I noticed to appear in more than one thing and like actually paid attention to it as a 5ish/maybe 6 yo
Def not me being legitimately disappointed to hear you dont plan to make the disney musical part 2, i started watching you yesterday and i've already binged over 4 hours of your content
please make a part 2!! i need to see your takes on some of his newer movies (and also i really hope you finish your disney channel reviews one day since ive been anxiously awaiting pt 2 but i know it's a ton of work so no pressure!)
The crossover of the fans is insane Edit: “Tallit” is pronounced “ta-LIT” with a soft “tah” sound and with stress that falls on the last syllable (you can google “milra and milel in hebrew” and it will explain it) but the letter T is pronounced
This was so much fun to watch, great work! Knew of Ryan Gosling since his Breaker High days. It's a Canadian show about students going to high school on a cruise 😅 also, can't forget Young Hercules.
I'm having an identity crisis rn reading these comments.. how is it possible that everyone's name is Ryan too?
erm.. actually 🤓(im joking. 😭)
Idk maybe we’re all Ryan are you Ryan 🤨
If your ryan and hes ryan then whos flying the plane
i’m ryann does that count …?
if you're ryan, and i'm ryan, and he's ryan... then who's making this video?
The Ryan cardboard cutout is normal sized, Nikki is just a giant
Interesting theory!
@@nikkicarreoni am 70th like
@@nikkicarreonI’ve always been curious about the notebook thank you for showing me it I’m starting to like you even more
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Why did I think this was Ryan Reynolds deep dive 1:06
thank you nikki for making this video and further validating my thoughts when watching the notebook for the first time bc i genuinely thought i was the only one who found it creepy/toxic
Not only that, but it's also a lesson in how NOT to care for someone with dementia. They're constantly going through identity crisis and reminding them that they're losing it and of past trauma is just torture
@@msjkramey I was a CNA & hospice nurse for a few years. I always taught my new coworkers that the dementia patient is basically suspended in time. Sometimes they have moments of clarity, other times they’re existing in what memories they have left. There were times they thought I was their mom, or sister, or even someone bad- but in that moment, that IS THEIR REALITY. that is what they are seeing, reliving, remembering, reminiscing, etc. Denying that can cause them to get angry, because they’ve already lost themselves & the ability to even go to the bathroom on their own. It is not hard to give these people understanding, dignity, and respect. (And I had really violent patients as well, but if you genuinely are kind & compassionate to these people, you can provide them momentary solace.)
nikki is me if i acted on what the voices tll me
Thank you 🙏🏻
@@nikkicarreonbipolar queens stick together frfr
as someone who has largely been Ryan Gosling neutral I very much appreciate this video because now I have learned the sheer talent and range that this man actually possesses and I'm literally so intrigued. I loved this vid and legitimately can't wait for the next installments, ur editing and humor is incredible and I very much appreciate all the work u put in for this! thank u thank u
okay I know coming out of no where and not to justify but I think the ending of Slaughter Rule and why he goes back for Gideon is because that's exactly the cycle of abuse and loss. He goes back to the train track to where he lost his father, in extreme emotional pain and loss but we know that despite everything, despite the grooming and abuse he goes back and saves the one person he craves to fill that father role. It's not a satisfying ending of someone getting revenge but a true look at how abuse and someone struggling tend to deal by going back even knowing that they shouldn't because there is something there they feel they are missing.
Totally agree, but the thing that bothered me and I didn’t end up showing here was how sunshiney the final scene is when he leaves Gideon and he’s at the hospital, I know it may not be realistic for everyone to get their karmic justice but it left me feeling bitter and maybe that’s because I see myself in Roy
@@nikkicarreon I’m well aware a lot of people have gotten burnt out too of the “but it’s realistic to not get Justice” troupe too, for good reason. I fully get not liking the ending I think I can just somewhat see why Roy would have gone back knowing the mental state he was in through the film and the overall bleak tone it seems to want to have.
can't believe you made a video about me omg
It is an insane whiplash to go from Remember the Titans to The Believer. Beautiful juxtaposition.
i haven't watched the notebook since i was little and i do not remember it, but always thought it was a cute little romance movie. especially people always saying how good and romantic it is but damn, never realized how insane the dude is. what were people on.
I think that people kinda ignored it because there’s like 3-4 really great scenes in it that almost make u forget all the bs 😭
24:19 the creator of the Dungeons and dragons game was incredibly antisemitic, but also had a lot of knowledge on judaism which is why his antisemitism in particular is so disturbing, and he inserted this into D&D. Makes sense that it was suggested after that movie.
Nooooo!!! I had no idea
@@nikkicarreon"Incredibly antisemitic" is a stretch. Gary Gygax was appropriative in the same way Bionicle is with Polynesian culture or Disney is with everything, not likely a conscious antisemitism.
Just like everyone else was back then
Ryan Gosling was in Stay (2005) which is one of my favorite movies
I loveee that movie, I actually already filmed my thoughts on that I just haven’t gotten the chance to finish editing it yet :)
this was so entertaining omg i never knew i was so interested in ryan gosling movies
Lol for real. Me too. This was the series I didn't know I needed. XD
Same but I think I’m just interested in Nikki talking about Ryan gosling movies lol
im glad you're interested in my movies
I've never known what actually HAPPENS in the notebook because i got so enraged at the ferris wheel scene and never went back to finish it.... thanks for enlightening me👍🏾
please make the part two i"m really invested rn
Came to the comments in hope of a link to part 2🥺 stuck in hospital right now so these deep dives are giving me some semblance of being alive rather than watch crap tv
where is part two pookie 😣😣😣
The poster he was putting up has historical and political significance. First time the Olympics were being broadcasted live on TV, two black men put their fist up in protest for human rights issues that were going on at the time. People freaked out the same way they freak out about people taking the knee during the national anthem. These two runners were disqualified from the Olympics and ostracized by the public. Today, they have a memorial statue, I don't remeber where
I am still waiting for part two my Queen. And I will continue to wait until you are ready. 😤😏
it blows my mind that i've watched a few ryan gosling movies but my brain didn't process them as ryan gosling movies because they're so different... like lalaland and bladerunner are from completely different universes!
Oh my god. It feels like you made this video just for me. NIKKI DOES IT AGAIN
Jury duty for actors is honestly so perfect lmao love you
you look like a cartoon or video game character (in the nicest way possible) just your hair and eyeliner always being consistently the same. in my mind u wake up with the eyeliner on and it never washes off
I was disdainful toward him for years because I really don't get what makes the "hottest male celebrities" so hot but that was without watching the better part of his movies and going by how much The Notebook sucks but yeah....I finally got to some of the most acclaimed this year and I get it now. Let it be a lesson that just because you don't find an actor as attractive as everyone else thinks, doesn't mean they're just coasting on their looks alone. He really is a great actor. Many of his scenes in Lars and the Real Girl, Blade Runner and Barbie especially truly hit hard.
I mean I wasn't ALWAYS A Fan but I get why some people find Ryan gosling hot or really hot cause I agree. I think he was great in the notebook and it was the movie that made him an a list actor. But yeah after that his movies got better and I love his range as an actor. Still think he's one of the hottest male celebrities too😊
@@margoadams6627 Yeah I'm just super picky, I know objectively why people think he's so attractive.
same, i can see hes not ugly but he always seemed so bland to me, kinda meh. thats why i loved that they casted him as ken, he oozes kenergy cause hes just some blonde guy, like ken 🤷🏼♀️
I'm also a big baby when it comes to finishing projects nobody told me they liked, so for what it's worth. I really liked both this and the Disney Musical one so you should totally finish that one just for me! lol
Just realized this video is titled "Part 1" and now I am super duper excited for Part 2
when you were describing the plot of murder by numbers it sounded to me like it was inspired by the case of leopold and loeb and i did a cheeky google and apparently it was!
they were basically two arsehole (possibly fruity) teens who were obsessed with the idea that they could pull off the "perfect" murder i.e. not get caught but spoiler they got caught ❤❤
Did this case, perhaps, inspire that movie Rope directed by Alfred Hitchcock?
@Bellatocci yes! that was a play based on the case then hitchcock adapted it into the movie
ahh so that’s why it kind of reminded me of These Violent Delights by Micah Nemerever (which is also inspired by this case)
PLS NIKKI MAKE A PART 2 OF THIS THE COMPLETIONIST WITHIN ME IS GOING CRAZY 🕺🏻
this video was so well put together and i loved watching it…. but i about screamed when i found out there was no part 2
Can we please have part 2? This was so good 😢
this was really fun and interesting, thank you for the Ryan Goslore!
Part 2!! 😭 newer fan and binging your videos and finally came across this, but hopefully more to come!
You’re such a cool person
Like genuinely, you have the most hilarious personality, but you’re so sweet at the same time
Aww thank you :,)
Thanks for the video about me
Bro I will pay you to make part 2 literally
Really enjoyed this deep dive! I hope you upload part 2! I have a sort of soft spot for Ryan Gosling and I never thought a deep dive about the movies he’s been a part of would be so fun lol
im extremely interested in the continuation of this series
I really enjoyed this video thank you for watching all Ryan gosling movies so i dont have to ! Your style of narrating kept even the boring ones entertaining and even tho I had things to do I couldn't bring myself to cause this was so much more entertaining ❤❤
I NEED the next part!! Idc if it ends up as a 3-4 hour video, I WILL watch it!! pls Nikki ily
I’m forever waiting for part 2 of the Disney movies video 😭 ty Nikki! amazing content as usual 😆
Miss girly I’m new here and I’ve binged almost all of your videos! Please make a part 2!!!!
This video is sick!! I need a part 2!!! 😮🎉
"The Believer" was the first Ryan Gosling movie I saw. I immediately thought he would be a future star, and I admire his ability to work in indies and blockbuster. Yes, I also hope he's never in a superhero movie.
he literally me tho
Another W video from Nikki! Great vid! Can’t wait for part 2
I need more Disney Musicals AND Ryan Gosling content!! 😫😫👏❤️
'The nice guys' is one of my favourite films, i first watched it when i was a teenager and when it finished i immediately restarted it - its just one of those films i can watch over n over - so funny and stupid, its become a comfort film and definitely kicked off my love for ryan goslings acting. His characters are always so believable, even when they're so out of pocket!
PLS GIRL I NEED PART 2
I'm newish to your channel, and I literally just watched the musicals video YESTERDAY and left a comment begging for a part 2. high rn and literally sobbing over this. PLS make a musicals part two, I loved it! 💀
What I really like about the videos of this channel, is the fact that I can have a good time watching any video.
Waiting for the next one!
Just stumbled on your channel today and I really liked this video! Part 2 please?
I t was fun to see his earlier roles he was good as a young actor and it was great seeing him breakout and do more drama roles from the believer and murder by numbers. I liked those movies but obviously ryan was the best part in both. And i have to say that Sandra Bullock was so lucky. Idc what anyone say , ryan gosling was always handsome and gorgeous 🥰 cant waitfor the notebook cause he was great in that too and lala land, crazy, stupid, love , drive, lars &the real girl, and blade runner and barbie aka ken are one of my favorites of ryan gosling characters
Still waiting for that part 2 bookie
I fell into a Ryan gosling obsession a few months ago and tried to watch all his movies, i couldn’t bc I don’t have access to every streaming platform ever and then i fell out of the obsession after a while but I tried damn hard. I’m proud you could do what I never was able to accomplish😔✊
I still want part 2.....
nikki. this is very serious. I have given my life to watch this video over and over again and if I do not recieve a part two i will have wasted it all for SQUAT. much love tho 💖
we need part 2 queen!!
i never cared ab ryan gosling until the barbie movie (i still low-key don’t😭) but i will be enjoying this vid thank u queen nikki
part 2 when queen
part 2 PLEASE. I need more Gosling but I don't have the attention span to watch movies
So excited for when you get to Bladerunner 2049!! That and the original Bladerunner are some of my favorite scifi movies ever
nikkiiii!!!! give me part two of this series and my life is yours!!!!!!
It’s been 4 months… where is part 2???
Kinda completely unrelated, but I love the New Moon and Mellon Collie posters in the bg, phenomenal albums. Great vid btw, waiting for Part 2‼
this was such a good video!! thank you for all the work you do to make these videos it’s definitely appreciated. so excited for part twooooo!!
PLSSSS I NEED PART 2 I NEED ,,STAY”REVIEW
We need part 2 BB❤️❤️
I would just like to say i have a 16 year old brother who has legit been saying "literally me" for about 3 years.... suggested that my siblings and I go and watch Fall Guy, "Oh wow, it's nice to meet a fan"... ☠️
I really hope you continue part 2. Loved the video, keep up the good work.
34:08 and that’s where Ryan
falling off a balcony starts
I love your cat climbing on your shelf in the background ❤
i just found you thru your colleen hoover video (i love watching ppl tear apart her books lmao) and this was SO good!!! pls make the 2nd part, if anything ill love it :)
PLEASE PART 2 PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
WHERE IS PART TWO I AM STARVING
i need a part 2
love the fits along with the movies
I’m Mad you did this video idea 1st, so well. But I’m VERY glad you did, cause I LOVE RYAN GOSLING😍
YAAAASSSS the queen is back 💜🖤🫡
MOTHER I CRAVE PART 2
ive never really thought much at all about ryan gosling, but your intro got me hooked anyway lol
You’re vids are so hilarious and creative!
Okay i need part 2 rn! Great video!!
i love ryan gosling
Please give us part two I loved this video sm 😭😭😭
i need the next part omg
Nikki ur my favorite channel I love every video u make, never stop posting please! Keep up the good work :)
I actually live for sassy kid Ryan Gosling I’ll never forget seeing him in my favorite show flash forward on Disney then recognizing him on Goosebumps he might have even been the first actor I noticed to appear in more than one thing and like actually paid attention to it as a 5ish/maybe 6 yo
Him and Timmy T r my favourite actors because they both choose such interesting things to be in
Def not me being legitimately disappointed to hear you dont plan to make the disney musical part 2, i started watching you yesterday and i've already binged over 4 hours of your content
idk why but i love this video 🎉🎉🎉 straight 2 the fav videos playlist (literally my comfort playlist ngl)
please make a part 2!! i need to see your takes on some of his newer movies (and also i really hope you finish your disney channel reviews one day since ive been anxiously awaiting pt 2 but i know it's a ton of work so no pressure!)
I NEED THE SECOND PART NIKKI PLEASE
Where's part two I need it I'm not even kidding
The crossover of the fans is insane
Edit: “Tallit” is pronounced “ta-LIT” with a soft “tah” sound and with stress that falls on the last syllable (you can google “milra and milel in hebrew” and it will explain it) but the letter T is pronounced
loved this so much lol need part 2 🥺🥹🥺🥹🥺🥹
PLSPLSPLS make a part 2 of this and show the actual good movies
This was so much fun to watch, great work! Knew of Ryan Gosling since his Breaker High days. It's a Canadian show about students going to high school on a cruise 😅 also, can't forget Young Hercules.
Nikki deepdive videos are my bread and butter omg. Please give us a part 2!
i went through a ryan gosling obsession a couple of years ago and watched his entire catalogue so this video felt like it was made for me specifically
I love your deep dives 😂👌🏽