You are worth it and such a healing card Patsy. I keep hearing the poem ... go gentle into the night.... It's been years since I thought of it don't even remember who wrote it but do be gentle to your sweet child you are special. Give yourself a solf gentle hug and add another from all of us here Patsy and enjoy your new churpy friend 💚
Patsy, from what I've seen and know of you you seem to be a wonderful person and that's what counts. My life has not been rosey and I've had to do alot of work and self care. Don't shy away from professional care if you need to. I wish you the best on your journey and know that whatever amount of work you put in is well worth it on the other side ❤hugs and positive vibes sent from the US (if you have to wait a long time) you may find selfcare books in your library.
Thank you so much for your lovely comment, sorry to hear you’ve had struggles also . I’ve reached out for support but sadly here in the U.K. the lists can be long and the wait even longer, even the private companies are over run and taking no more clients but I will concentrate on self care and the work I’ve been doing till I get some professional support. Many thanks for your lovely comment and support. Love & blessings on your journey moving forward ♥️
Bless you Patsy ❤ I admire your vulnerability to tell your story. I grew up feeling like I was a problem and never loved like my brother was..everything seemed so easy for him and I struggled with everything.. it has taken me decades to learn to give and receive love and comfort.. it has made me feel ashamed to feel this way, which further reinforced the thought that I was unlovable 😢 its terrible the damage that can be done to children. The last 3 years I have done so much inner child work..actively visualising little Julia and going and hugging her and telling her she is ok. It felt silly at first but overtime I felt better and more secure in myself. Persevere as it takes time.. the more you allow yourself to be vulnerable the more your heart will open 💗 You deserve happiness and love and all the good things Patsy.. You have nothing to prove to anyone. I hope you get some therapy soon it really is important. You continue to look after your Mum despite everything and that shows your true self. your heart ❤ I wish you much healing Patsy.. sending you a big warm hug ❤
Thank you Julia for your lovely comment and support ♥️ I will do what you suggest and visualise giving little patsy a hug I never received them only from my brother and all these years later I miss him so so much. My biggest fear is that I’ve scarred my own children and passed on my insecurities and I truly hope not. Like you I feel ashamed feeling as I do as I was fed and clothed and a roof over my head so I should be grateful as many don’t have even the basics. But I will carry on battling to move forward more positively and hope therapy comes sooner rather than later . Thank you again lovely ♥️
@@patsystarotmusings I worried about passing things onto my son too, but I have talked to him a lot and he understands that we all have personal responsibility to heal and transcend our parents limitations. Keep talking and being vulnerable and it will start to change and feel better ❤🌷
Hi Patsy, I’m saddened to learn about your childhood. You’re now allowing your inner child to be heard and that takes courage to say the least. May this Oracle deck continue to guide you as you inspire to become whole and release the pain, memories and fears that have taken away your true essence. Your strength and honesty in this video is admirable. Sending you heartfelt love.🙏💖
Thank you carol, we don’t realise as children the impact those early years have on us and it’s only now I fully understand the patterns in my life. It’s a gentle deck that helps me focus so I’m hoping it will help me say goodbye to the ghosts of the past ♥️ thank you for watching and commenting carol it’s very much appreciated xx
I got choked up with nearly every card meaning. I may have to get this deck. I'm sorry you have been struggling, hopefully you won't have to wait too long for the support you need. You was definitely NOT rambling.. I hope that Casper will be good company for you. I knew someone who had one too. Non stop talking... used to sing songs... Loved the images in the cards, the little wings were just so pretty❤
Thank you fifi and it’s a beautiful deck I’m finding it really helpful and like you when I first saw the cards I got choked up and knew I needed to work with it. Casper is a little character he doesn’t talk yet but makes lots of sounds and makes himself heard 😆 ♥️
Patsy, I am so sorry to hear this about your childhood, how awful for you and of course because of that it would be difficult for you to express or show love. It’s so sad, my dad grew up thinking that the man his mum was married to was his dad and it wasn’t until he wanted to get married that he found out this man was not his father. Like you, he was treated badly and differently to the other children. When he found out he changed his surname by deed poll but even now we don’t really know for sure who is real father was. I am glad this deck has been helping you. Sending much love 🥰💖
Thank you Sandra and thankyou for watching and commenting, the deck is so gentle and loving and not in your face if you know what I mean I can work through it in a gentle way. I’m sorry your dad went through that as well it’s very difficult finding out the truth. It’s made me feel like I no longer know who I truly am anymore as my life has been a lie from day one . Very difficult with no support and feeling I can’t be fully honest as it hurts to many makes it feel I still live a lie ♥️
@@patsystarotmusings it’s such a shame that your mum never told you before she got dementia. This is no comparison to you of course, but it even feels weird for me thinking that part of my genetic make up I have no idea about. I can’t trace anything back on my dad’s side of the family, only his mother’s of course, the rest is a mystery. I hope you do get some help mental health wise soon, that it won’t be too long a wait ❤️
@@SpiritofAvalon thank you Sandra I hope so to but the nhs isn’t the best place to be on a waiting list, I’ve tried private ones but they are all fully booked. I spent over twenty years on my family tree lol only to find out the only part that was accurate was my mums maternal line as she didn’t know who her dad was only a name so understand what you mean ♥️
You are worth it and such a healing card Patsy. I keep hearing the poem ... go gentle into the night.... It's been years since I thought of it don't even remember who wrote it but do be gentle to your sweet child you are special. Give yourself a solf gentle hug and add another from all of us here Patsy and enjoy your new churpy friend 💚
Patsy, from what I've seen and know of you you seem to be a wonderful person and that's what counts. My life has not been rosey and I've had to do alot of work and self care. Don't shy away from professional care if you need to. I wish you the best on your journey and know that whatever amount of work you put in is well worth it on the other side ❤hugs and positive vibes sent from the US (if you have to wait a long time) you may find selfcare books in your library.
Thank you so much for your lovely comment, sorry to hear you’ve had struggles also . I’ve reached out for support but sadly here in the U.K. the lists can be long and the wait even longer, even the private companies are over run and taking no more clients but I will concentrate on self care and the work I’ve been doing till I get some professional support. Many thanks for your lovely comment and support. Love & blessings on your journey moving forward ♥️
Bless you Patsy ❤ I admire your vulnerability to tell your story.
I grew up feeling like I was a problem and never loved like my brother was..everything seemed so easy for him and I struggled with everything.. it has taken me decades to learn to give and receive love and comfort.. it has made me feel ashamed to feel this way, which further reinforced the thought that I was unlovable 😢 its terrible the damage that can be done to children.
The last 3 years I have done so much inner child work..actively visualising little Julia and going and hugging her and telling her she is ok. It felt silly at first but overtime I felt better and more secure in myself. Persevere as it takes time.. the more you allow yourself to be vulnerable the more your heart will open 💗
You deserve happiness and love and all the good things Patsy.. You have nothing to prove to anyone. I hope you get some therapy soon it really is important.
You continue to look after your Mum despite everything and that shows your true self. your heart ❤
I wish you much healing Patsy.. sending you a big warm hug ❤
Thank you Julia for your lovely comment and support ♥️ I will do what you suggest and visualise giving little patsy a hug I never received them only from my brother and all these years later I miss him so so much. My biggest fear is that I’ve scarred my own children and passed on my insecurities and I truly hope not. Like you I feel ashamed feeling as I do as I was fed and clothed and a roof over my head so I should be grateful as many don’t have even the basics. But I will carry on battling to move forward more positively and hope therapy comes sooner rather than later . Thank you again lovely ♥️
@@patsystarotmusings I worried about passing things onto my son too, but I have talked to him a lot and he understands that we all have personal responsibility to heal and transcend our parents limitations. Keep talking and being vulnerable and it will start to change and feel better ❤🌷
Hi Patsy, I’m saddened to learn about your childhood. You’re now allowing your inner child to be heard and that takes courage to say the least. May this Oracle deck continue to guide you as you inspire to become whole and release the pain, memories and fears that have taken away your true essence. Your strength and honesty in this video is admirable. Sending you heartfelt love.🙏💖
Thank you carol, we don’t realise as children the impact those early years have on us and it’s only now I fully understand the patterns in my life. It’s a gentle deck that helps me focus so I’m hoping it will help me say goodbye to the ghosts of the past ♥️ thank you for watching and commenting carol it’s very much appreciated xx
@@patsystarotmusings 🌹💞
Thank you for sharing this wonderful deck and your thoughts about it. 💚
Thank you ♥️
Interesting ❤
Sending you love and healing ❤ love the new deck may have just added to my Amazon cart xxx
Thank you ♥️ and I do love this little deck 😁🌷
I’m sorry you had such a difficult childhood. Sending you love and hugs xx
Thank you ❤
Sending love dear Patsy ❤
Thank you ♥️
I got choked up with nearly every card meaning. I may have to get this deck. I'm sorry you have been struggling, hopefully you won't have to wait too long for the support you need. You was definitely NOT rambling.. I hope that Casper will be good company for you. I knew someone who had one too. Non stop talking... used to sing songs...
Loved the images in the cards, the little wings were just so pretty❤
Thank you fifi and it’s a beautiful deck I’m finding it really helpful and like you when I first saw the cards I got choked up and knew I needed to work with it. Casper is a little character he doesn’t talk yet but makes lots of sounds and makes himself heard 😆 ♥️
@@patsystarotmusings " he doesn't talk yet".... famous last words...🤣
@fifidubois5514 🤣🤣🤣
Patsy, I am so sorry to hear this about your childhood, how awful for you and of course because of that it would be difficult for you to express or show love. It’s so sad, my dad grew up thinking that the man his mum was married to was his dad and it wasn’t until he wanted to get married that he found out this man was not his father. Like you, he was treated badly and differently to the other children. When he found out he changed his surname by deed poll but even now we don’t really know for sure who is real father was. I am glad this deck has been helping you. Sending much love 🥰💖
Thank you Sandra and thankyou for watching and commenting, the deck is so gentle and loving and not in your face if you know what I mean I can work through it in a gentle way. I’m sorry your dad went through that as well it’s very difficult finding out the truth. It’s made me feel like I no longer know who I truly am anymore as my life has been a lie from day one . Very difficult with no support and feeling I can’t be fully honest as it hurts to many makes it feel I still live a lie ♥️
@@patsystarotmusings it’s such a shame that your mum never told you before she got dementia. This is no comparison to you of course, but it even feels weird for me thinking that part of my genetic make up I have no idea about. I can’t trace anything back on my dad’s side of the family, only his mother’s of course, the rest is a mystery. I hope you do get some help mental health wise soon, that it won’t be too long a wait ❤️
@@SpiritofAvalon thank you Sandra I hope so to but the nhs isn’t the best place to be on a waiting list, I’ve tried private ones but they are all fully booked. I spent over twenty years on my family tree lol only to find out the only part that was accurate was my mums maternal line as she didn’t know who her dad was only a name so understand what you mean ♥️
Wishing you much love and healing, and I would also like to echo BluebellOracle's words.
Thank you so much ♥️
Have just purchased deck direct from Hayhouse only 13.99 with postage. Thank you so much for sharing your story x
Hi and thank you for stopping by and I hope you enjoy the deck ♥️