Dean "daddy's blunt little instrument" [to Virginia]
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- Опубліковано 10 лют 2025
- ○ dedicated to Virginia (onemoreheartbreak) Thank you for discussing SPN with me, hun!:)
This was a reeeaaally difficult video for me. As any relationship this one, between Dean and John, is very complex. It was difficult for me to put scenes and voiceovers to realize my idea. I think there could be a lot of videos about their relationship. It has different sides you know.. And during making the video sometimes I added some quote and then was like "ugh damn it! it doesn't concern my theme!" So I had a lot of papers where I wrote.. "the script" of my video, because often it was just a mess in my head.
THE IDEA: so I wanted to show that John was really tough with Dean. I know that he wanted that Dean could protect himself and his brother, but still. Don't get me wrong, I like John's character and I don't think he was the most awful father, but...when Dean felt worthless..I think it's John's fault. It's like everything was made only to protect Sam, but Dean was a kid too. And because of John Dean felt like his only meaning was to take care of Sam and that's all. Like nobody should care about him. ( I hope you understand me..in case if you read it). And in the end I wanted to show these scenes between Dean and Bobby when Bobby says "You are a better man than your daddy ever was" because I think it's the nicest thing that he could ever say to Dean! He knew how he adored his dad, so this is best compliment for Dean I suppose.
Omg.. I started to write a really huge descriptions.. but it's just because Supernatural is so awesome and it gives me so many things to think about! And..I don't want to bring personal stuff here, but I have kinda difficult relationship with my parents too, so.. It was like this video could help me to handle with it. Hope I'm not going crazy.
I'm not sure if it came out good.. or well..or even normal, but what can I say? I keep trying.
Anyway, as always, I hope you enjoy!
For people who think John wasn't abusive, they don't know abuse when they see it. To get to that point where you hate yourself like Dean does, that starts young, that starts when your parents are still your whole world. John didn't know if they ate enough everyday, if they slept every night, if they still had time to be kids, and he didn't care. If he did care, he should have left them with Bobby. If he wanted to kill himself trying to gank yellow eyes, he shouldn't have dragged his boys with him.
Yesssss, I hated John Winchester! I don't understand why ppl like him.
Neglect is abuse (legally), and we see him neglect them many times throughout the show.
I guess I really do need to watch the series. I thought watching UA-cam clips were enough, but it shows that John left them alone all the time? How did they go to school and stuff?
Amazing , john screwed Dean up badly. Every week I wanna just hug him
uh, totally agree! season 9 could be named as "a 99 ways to hurt Dean Winchester"
Agree, Sam is killing me I wanna go through the TV and punch him
erica otero
I truly loooove Sam's character, but I was disappointed when Sam brought Kevin's death up in last conversation and blamed Dean for being afraid of being alone. Sometimes I rewatch some old episodes and that Sam would never say anything like that. I understand that Sam's pissed with all this situation, but to beat a person right in the weak spot.. it's just the last thing to do
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Dean has been doing that his whole life though. From the first episode he came to Sam and said that even though he could find their dad on his own he "didn't want to" and now that has gotten them in huge trouble. In the series Sam is always called up on every mistake he's made, but by comparison people think Dean's a saint. His selfishness had massive ramifications this time so it's perfectly reasonable to call him out on it, especially when he doesn't believe he did anything wrong and would do it again.
Lianna Persha no, of course Dean isn't a saint and both brothers made a lot of mistakes in thier past and I don't think that Sam is completely wrong in the present situation, I can understand his pov,I just think that in that dialog from 9x13 he was too hard. but well, it's emotions. I've been thinking about that episode for a while and maybe if Sam wouldn't tell about how he feels in this way it would be too perfect, you know? I mean he's pissed, hurt and he sees that Dean doesn't understand him, so maybe it was a right thing to make this dialog so tense
bobby looked so heartbroken hearing dean saying those things about himself 😢
"And when Dad came home...." See that look? That's terror. The kind of fear where even remembering it makes your chest hurt from how hard your heart jumped.
What episode was that from
@@hannahdetterline1393 Dark Side of the Moon.
How can people say that John didn't abuse dean... I mean damn it's so heartbreakingly obvious 😭😭😖
It sucks that Dean has gone through so much crap. John made him feel like he wasn't worth anything, and Dean still stayed with him, even devoting most of his life to hunting while Sam went off to college (Nothing against Sam, I love him) and Dean never got to live a life he wanted.
I love your video, it was beautiful, I really loved that it showed their relationship, it was amazing
Looks like the entire series, Dean (will) never get free. Maybe in the end tho, which is just couples week ahead.
Oh, yeah. Here I am replying on 4 years ago comment on 6 years ago video.
John was such a terrible father to Dean (and Sam... but really, he just did Dean so wrong). This is absolutely heartbreaking.
*sob* I lost it at the end with Bobby and Sam telling Dean how great he really is! Beautiful vid!!
Dean always the loyal one yet never the one that gets the life he deservesAlways gets all the shitEveryone always has to come firstHis self worth is zeroAnother amazing work by the SPN Video GodSeriously are you God?Is this were u have been hiding along? *dramatic gasp* and here I always thought it was Chuck, I see now I was wrong.Lol
+Blackbird9760 ahah thank you, but I'm only making my way to be a God :) just kidding, seriously, thank you for your comment, I'm very glad you like it!
+Alina0405video Lol, your welcome! XD All of your videos are AMAZING! OUO
Amazing editing skills! I love Dean and I actually cried! Sometimes I feel like John was so rough on Dean, I mean, Dean tries his hardest to protect Sam, but I guess that was never good enough for John :(
Thank you so much!
yeaah, afraid so :( I remember when I first watched 1x18 episode, when Dean told Sam about what happened when they were kids I was soooo heartbroken over John's reaction and how Dean felt that his dad had every right to blame him and just uuuuugh.. their relationship is one of the most heartbreaking thing for me in this show
***** I know right!?! I just wish that John would have had a discussion with Dean and said that he was proud of him and that he has done a great job of protecting Sammy! I wish Dean would get some recognition for it! :(
SariBerriLPS
yeeees! even in 2x01 when John said "i'm proud of you" Dean was like "is it you?" awwwww damn, you make me want to make video about them again! I will die from all the feelings!
***** I know! It hit me right in the feels! I would love to see more videos like that by you! You have great editing skills and you "capture" all of the right moments! In Devil's Trap, The demon inside John said "We both know that Sam is his favorite." And you just see Dean's lip shake and I am just like "The feels!!!!"
SariBerriLPS
Thank you!
yeaaah this moment was so heartbreaking too!! and in season 9 when one woman (don't remember the name) said 'if your daddy could see you now" I was like 'noooooooooo it's his weaksopt don't say that to him whyyyyy'
0:34 the abused can recognize one of their own
god i'm a sam girl through and through but this video felt like it crushed my soul. something about it is so simple and subtle and straightforward, it perfectly punctuates dean's pain in such a heartbreaking way it makes your throat close up and your eyes water. i think this is my favorite dean-centric fmv i've ever seen and it's only like 2 minutes long. something about it is just so powerful but in such a quiet character study way, idk. kudos for this, friend.
gosh, thank you so much for your words and for taking your time to watch and to comment!
I love the watch out for sammy at the beginning. John's and Dean's voice crossover.
Thanks!
"when Dean felt worthless..I think it's John's fault. It's like everything was made only to protect Sam, but Dean was a kid too. And because of John Dean felt like his only meaning was to take care of Sam and that's all. Like nobody should care about him".
agreed so damn hard.and yesh u did a good job with the video." i like john and everything but dean was young too and hell he watchd his mother to get burn and help her when she had a fight with john and god he did everything for sam since s01
Really I don't completely hate John.It's just it seems like Dean is never good enough for him.He tried so damn hard to earn his approvel.But Dean never really earned it.Awesome video it captures John's and Dean's relationship well.
God damn it I miss Bobby so much.
0:06 gives me *chills*
That's definitely my favorite video of all time...knowing it by heart right now. Thanks for your work!
Thank you so much for making this. This is amazing, and sums up everything I feel about how Dean turned out despite john. Ugh words fail, I just really love this a lot.
Thank YOU very much for watching and commenting! I'm really glad you like it!
This is so emotional! 😢💖 When watching the episodes for the first time, I really felt Dean's pain and conflict (I still do). Dean's constant loyalty, faith and craving for affection... but also how understanding he was and how old he had to be even at such young ages... Dean is by far my fave character! He is flawed but at his core, he strongly cherishes family and those he cares about - often even at his own expense! I do feel sorry for John as well since a hunter's lifestyle ain't easy - in flashbacks, young John never would have been a father like that but due to horrific events, he was trying to do the best he could. I'm not excusing all John's behaviour but the twisted context still matters. Dean had to be a father/mother/brother/friend all in one ever since his mum died - tough times, indeed!
yeah, I think John & Dean relationship was one of the reason why I got attached to the show. It's complicated and there is a lot of guilt and misunderstanding and mistakes, yet there is also respect and admiration and love, I think it was very interesting storyline
@@Alina0405video Well said. And same, the season one dynamic between John and his sons was so interesting and it affected every single season afterwards.
@@ambermaria1582 yeah I like how we've gotten some little pieces of this family's story now and then in the following seaons
OMG!!! I've cried so mush when I watched it. This vid is something unbelievable ! Thank you a lot for that great job!!!
Wow so beautiful, breathtaking and meaningful! You totally. Wow. I just can't even explain it. My love. For this video and your editing and your way of putting it together. This video practically sums up the whole Dean/John relationship.. It's so beautiful.
Oh my gosh Alina, you hit the nail on the head so well with this vid and analyzing Dean's character with it. I really felt this way as well about Dean and his self worth and how his childhood affected it. I think his backstory and character arc it's made is both really relatable and very complex to try and complete the arc. I have the feeling he's still trying. The song you chose really frames it all together nicely. What is the song? Thank-you for sharing your lovely work.
Hayley :D
+Hayley Gross hey, Hayley! I'm very sorry for the late reply, sometimes I don't get notifications. The music is Move on Tracks of Never Ending Light by This Will Destroy You. And thank you very much for your comment!
Aww let me hug you Dean :(
Amazing video
***** Thanks!
I think you described their relationship perfectly. I absolutely love this video!
+Le Tommo Thank you very much!
Ohmygod this is amazing. I thought it was going to be some basic John and Dean video but God no. This is amazing. I love the quotes you chose, just wow.
Thank you very much!! dean&john relationship has a special place in my heart
aww my feels:'( ♥ of course you did an AMAZING job and you show us that kind(side) of relationship that Dean had with his father!♥👊
+Klaroline 4ever thank you!
i LOVE YOU SO MUCH THIS IS PERFEct ANd i'm crying so hard but i love your videos bb ugh you're amazing thank you so much i am now going to go rewatch all of supernatural oh boy
iiii..
i just cryd.
damn this is soo good
omg this song. u did soo well with the timing
omg so emotionall
this is best dean vid i've veer seen! Now it goes straight to my top favourite vids :)
I love how this syfy/fantasy series can be so real and relatable. I know that this story in particular is something that kinda hits close to home for me. Great job, can't believe I just found this video.
Thank you!
yeah, I like it too! like there can be a lot of creatures or maybe some magic or supernatural or whatever, but it's cool then it's still about people
This is so incredible! Oh my god, it's gorgeous. Really well made. The music, the editing, just flawless. Thank you.
Thank YOU for watching and commenting! glad you like it!
This video sums up all the Dean feels I have! And how I feel towards myself because of my dad doing what their dad did to them.
I'm gonna fucking cry dean honestly believes that he only exists to protect Sammy and would be worth nothing if it weren't for him fuck
This is so good! I completely get what you're saying about John... Like Dean idolised him so much so when Bobby said that, like he did love Dean but found it hard to treat him as a child when Sam was the baby
Thomas5499 yeah, exactly!
4 years later and this vid still gets to me.
Oh my god thank you so much
Wonderful job. This is so sad though. I just want to give Dean a hug.
fabulous video
i'm not crying.....it's allergy's...*wibble*
Thanks for this heartbreaking video and for introducing me to that beautiful music!
you're welcome ;)
I love it so much! It is an amazing video and the description is great!!!
thank you!
just the truth hun I love how you vid SPN in such a unique way
this was absolutely stunning
This was beautiful. Such wonderful editing.
Korik Nightwalker Thank you!
I CAME AND WAtCHED It AGAIN NOW IM CRRYING. this video sums up my dean feelings
This was so meaningful in so many ways, good job.
Thank you!
0:05 brilliant idea!!!! woah.. i love the idea so much
ooh! I'm so glad you like this moment! when I came up with this idea I was like "wow! that sounds awesome!" love this moment too :)
You're killing me with this.
I don't have the words for it
alsfowafafwajg aw thank youuu! and sorry!..
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That was a compliment sweety xD
alsfowafafwajg ah okay, it's just kinda awkward to thank someone for their "death" you know? ;)
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It's ok. ;) I survived.
OHMYGOD THIS WAS AMAZING. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Thank YOU for watching and commenting!!
So touching :( Amazing, just AMAZING job !
this was the best supernatural video i've ever seen and trust me i've seen a lot
wow! thank you so much!
Damn... This totally broke me. Like all the Dean-centered angst of the first two and a half seasons packed into one ginormous sucker punch. Crap. Think I need to go cry some now..
i know, right? First seasons were breaking me so much
john abused sam and dean, raising them like soldiers instead of sons, not caring what happened to them as long as they were still alive at the end of the day. sam was smart enough to get away from it all for a while when he went off to college. dean on the other hand was pretty much brainwashed, didnt even realize how bad john was to him, and when he did, it was too late.
these boys deserved a better life and a better dad. and dean deserves to know that he is so much more than what his dad tried to shape him up to be. hes a brother, a lover, a fighter, a friend, a hunter, but he’ll never be his dad, and good for it
this comment is late and long sorry im just passionate™️ about this bc i love sam and dean and their dad was so horrible to them :/
John was an abusive jerk to his kids change 👏🏻my👏🏻mind👏🏻
This is what I needed so bad, I want more justice for Dean
this video is perfect!!! makes me want to start making my own videos even though I know they would suck.
Oh, my.... O.O I LOVE YOUR MIND! IT'S LIKE YOU TAKE EVERYTHING WE LOVE AND PUT IT TOGETHER. AND THE RESULT IT'S this amazing thing called Art! AMAZING! Thank you, for the pain, for the beauty, for the tears, for all of it.
Алена Мельник Thank you for the amazing comment!
this is beautiful perfection!!!! like..ugh! i don't even have the words...Just, much love, ok!? and i'm subscribed
lelmdrWHO Thank you very much!!
Awesome. Pretty good work! Loved every second
IamJamesPotter Thank you very much! :)
Just beautiful. Great vid. Loved it.
geordiegirl1967 Thank you!!
Oh god! Those feels! I'm in tears!
oh my God. I'm dying right here, right now. This video is amazing.
I absolutely LOVE this it's so good :)
Thank you! :)
i watch this everyday
THE FEELS OMFC
I do not really watch this series, i've seen few episodes on TV but not that much ... but this is about to change. Thanks ! Amazing video *.*
THIS IS SO PERFECT YOU'RE SO PERFECT I LOVE YOU.
I m stil cry ,, this show is part of my Life
honestly,, I think this Video was really Good!! you caught a very Important side of Dean, and there are plenty,,, keep up the good work!, you forced me to click Subscribe" to you channel ,, cause I can't wait for your new SPN Vids my favorite show Ever!!
+Wahj Pheonix thank you so much! hope you'll enjoy the new ones too!
I am sure I will,,,
wow awesome! I loved it soo much!
lovelyLilyevans Thank you!
like reliving memories
О дорогой автор, так вы "наш человек"! Очень потрясла работа, серьезно. Не буду повторять мною сказанное, просто спасибо ! :33
perfection.. its so amazing
Thank you very much!
Just Amazing ... thank you
this is so beautiful holy shit
I love it great video :)
oh god thank you for this video.
Damn. A-m-a-z-i-n-g!!!
Thank you very much!
Wow, I love it.
I can't even say more...
+karlike thank you!
this is AWESOME , it's freakin amazin video , thanks really
Thank YOU for watching and commenting!!
I just want good things for Dean is that too much to ask
SPN Writers: yes
so beautiful
WOW WOW WOW!!! This is fantastic!!!! Did I say wow?!
haha thank you so much!:)
What editing software do you use? I use iMovie, I haven't made any fan made videos yet but I hopefully upload one soon. If you use iMovie I'd love to talk about ways you edit because this is awesome!
***** I use sony vegas 10 pro
Gotcha!❤️❤️
This video always causes my stomach to turn around... it's the reason i can't stand John Winchester!
that scene at 0:30 always hits me like a truck
and LOVE the coloring!!! wow..
Thank youu! this coloring took me a while
this hits harder now.
oh don't even start, I think every Dean's self-doubting line will hit me like tons of bricks from now on
@@Alina0405video it's so unfair, he deserved to have a life outside hunting and sam (not entirely but you know what i mean). it's so sad that they just killed him off as if him struggling with not wanting to live wasn't a big part of his character arc.
@@flowerbookmark yess I think with some other character it could've been different situation, but when Dean's been saying from the first seasons how he's thinking he's just a hunter and nothing more is out there for me and in the end his self-loathing thought basically have become true? man I'm so not okay, it's too painful for me
Amazing...
May I be able to post this on tumblr~? You've done a wonderful and stupendous job on this, and I want to show it to my friends
wow dean really was so much more sympathetic in those earlier seasons huh
to anyone who thinks john wasn't abusive: have we even been watching the same show?
Holy hell that made me emotional
Thank you very much! and sorry for the late reply, I have some problems with notifications.
btw like your "holy hell" and "holy Lucifer" expressions though :)
Dean so much heartbreaking
Dean always a soldier he's father made him one when he was just a little child and Dean always suffers for his family
I started to see Dean and John videos right now and this is the second video I see on Dean and John and I can't see more💔💔💔
yeah, I think there are very few of them, usually you can see dean's character study videos where john's influence is mentioned, but I can't remember now any pure john&dean vids
Alina0405video Thank you but I meant that I can't see more because this really emotional I love Dean and to see him in emotional moments 💔💔💔
aaah oh well :D I still think there aren't enough john&dean vids:)
Alina0405video Agree in the end I watch more videos of them and there isn't much and I really hope John is going to come back Supernatural but I don't believe this gonna happen 🙁
:'( i'm crying!!
Oh good lord. My heart hurts.
and when his father is possessed by the yellow eye demon got that line - "you fight and u fight for your family but u know what they dont need you" just k.o to me. and then the car scene. when he is pissed at sam and just to yell at dean with some bulshit. ahh dean poor bastard x3
Holy Lucifer this made me tear up
THE FEELS OH
dean and john relationship always gives me feels!