Saying "try exercising more" to someone who is depressed or suicidal is like telling some who has difficulty hearing to listen harder. You are amazing - thank you for sharing.
💙❤💚 I'm so glad you said that. I think I have antenatal depression and that's exactly the kinda things people keep saying to me, without any idea about how difficult that is for me night now ❤ xox
Eloise has a vulnerable mom. And a beautiful mom. And an inspirational mom. I felt this video in my heart. Sending love and prayers and thoughts. Thanks for sharing, Xo
I cried with you. I work as psychologist in Spain and this was the best explanation of depression disorder I had ever heard. You are very strong for sharing this with us. I admire you. Eloise has the best mum she could have. Lots of love
I know this is kind of an old video at this point but it will always be relevant. Thank you so much for sharing. These videos are important. You are important. Your story is important. Sharing it is important. Thank you. 💖 So glad you got the help you needed love 💖
I agree so much. I spent 5 days in a psychiatric hospital after alcohol poisoning after a fight with a friend and I feel like it's so important to be open about it, especially after getting a degree in Psychology. I think people are starting to become more accepting and understanding about mental illness and how it can affect you even if you don't have a diagnosed "disorder." We still have a long way to go and I think sharing these kinds of stories really help promote better understanding of mental health.
Good job, Getting help, my mom did the same thing, she stayed in the hospital, and got better, I was young at the time and she told me she was going to get better for us, bravest thing she ever did!
Its not the end of the world. Having gone thru a 51-50. I spent about a day and quarter after i was taken their by police. They really are focused on patients and give a fuck. Atleast the one i went to. ( I am not rich )
Get a power of attorney your child is safer with you trust me I've been there get them out now while you still have the chance that kid is no more than a check to them and big pharmacy companies as well as therapist and psychologist its the rich control in the poor and will be that way until Im president at age 45yrs old im 30yrs old now btw this happened around age 23 to 25 its corrupt as fuck save him right now don't wait.
Thank you for sharing this, you are very brave! 💕Sometimes starting an antidepressant changes your brain chemistry and things can easily spiral out of control. My sister had the same thing happen after starting an antidepressant and it was very scary for her and everyone who loves her. Glad that you got the help you needed. Community is so important!
I'm watching this after binge-watching your mom videos. I've gone through anxiety and depression and this was pretty hard to watch. Mostly because you're obviously so strong and wonderful and kind and loving. I hope you're feeling so much better and not just putting a brave face. You deserve all the happiness and love in your life. ♥️♥️
I just want you to know im so grateful that you're so open and I'm soo happy you've gotten the help you needed. I had a similar experience when I went through one of my lowest lows to the point where over half my hair fell out. There was days I wouldn't even get out of bed and I completely stopped doing my makeup which was something I used to love. I cut so many people out of my life and they still have no clue what happened to ne and neither do I. I still feel like Im not completely better, as though Im just going through the motions between work and school but every day I try a little harder and count my blessings but I completely agree when you say it doesnt show on the outside because its just indescribable how it is to feel that low on the inside.
I am so sorry that you’ve gone through this but am so thankful that you shared. It’s so important for creating an open dialogue about mental health. You are helping to open up the door for so many people to take that first step in getting help. You are so brave and strong Jess! Sending so much love and praying for you and your family ❤️
You have been on my heart for the past few months and now I know why. Thank you for always being vulnerable and sharing your story. I completely understand what you have gone through and while I’m okay now, I get it. I too suffer from anxiety and depression and I always wish that people could see my pain on the outside. I’m truly excited to hear all that you’re willing to share with us as you truly bring hope even though you may not feel it at the moment. Through your brokenness, God is using you to help others become whole. Love you Jess
Thank you so much for posting this, from all the moms suffering mental health issues during COVID. I’m 33 weeks pregnant and have never been as depressed as I have these last few months. Going into parenthood like this is terrifying. I don’t have friends or family nearby, so your channel has been a grounding point for me. Thank you for showing the dark part of your life so that people like me can have hope that it will get better and that our babies will be ok despite our brokenness.
Hi Hannah. Im 40 weeks pregnant at the moment and can feel with you. i wish you all the best and hope you feel better today than when you wrote this comment. Everything is going to be good. ❤
I have been there and it’s so scary.. Being vulnerable can be terrifying and your courage in sharing this chapter in your life was beautiful to watch. Thank you so much for this and sending you all love xxx
Thank you so much for sharing with us! It takes real courage and strength! I am praying for you! ❤️ I know that you will come out of this stronger than you could have ever imagined!
I love you and your videos and I'm struggling with the same things! Your videos help people so much! I'm struggled with anorexia and dropped 60 lbs in a year to severely underweight and it's taken about four months to get stabilized. I'm finally doing better. It's hard to realize the only thing that is certain in life is change and this too will pass when it feels like things will ALWAYS be this bad. It's definitely a chemical Imbalance and I'm glad you got the help you needed!
You are so kind and raw! I will continue praying for you, and I'm so happy you took the break to get better. You are doing so much good by shedding light on such a dark topic. ❤️
This was a much needed video for me right now. I watched all your baby videos and saw how down to earth you are and literally thought how much I wish I was wired more laid back like you and then came across this video and it made me feel so much better. I too struggle with bad depression and a terrible panic disorder and it’s so nice seeing someone else who has been through this struggle and seeing you be so strong and overcome it. You’ve honestly given me so much faith that I too will be able to overcome it. I can’t even put into words how much I appreciate you making this video, it really made me feel less alone. Thank you so much for this and being so open about everything. 💜
My mom struggled with ppd and she had no help. God alone helped her survive and keep me safe. Thank you so much for sharing your story, your wins and struggles as a mom. Being real is helping so many people. Even me, now that I am pregnant I am learning a lot from your videos. Random, but we decided to name our baby Jess like 10 years ago and now that I’m going to have this baby I found you! Your strength and unique way of mothering inspires 💖
Beautiful inside and out! Prayers coming your way from Cape Cod! You are an inspiration and very strong and real. Your perspective helps me as I shake off some post partum depression and struggle with weight gain while breastfeeding, while learning to be a mom. We are all vulnerable at some points in our lives. Thank God for family and friends for their support, the professionals that make a real difference in our quality of life, and honesty of people like you who keep it real when it could easily be so fake.
Love you Jess!! You’re such a wonderful human and there is so much strength in your words & heart. I’m so happy that you made it through darkness. Depression is real and no one understands that until they are directly affected. Ugh... love you so much! ❤️
Sometimes having to go through this makes you stronger. I’m 15 and just got out of the hospital, it was very hard but it really makes you realize things that you didn’t even know about yourself. You are so strong💕
I swear your videos just pop up in my recommended when I need them most. I just had a baby 8 weeks ago, two of those weeks he spent in the NICU. I’ve really been struggling to be happy at this time. He’s a very demanding baby and it feels like I can’t just breathe. I know it isn’t exactly what you went through but I’ve been feeling pretty down and this video was what I needed. To relate and to coexist with other humans and moms in this world. Thank you for being so honest all the time.
Wow you are absolutely incredible. I can't say I know exactly how you've felt or what you went through, but I've had really bad depression and still get my moments of it every now and then when my anxiety gets really bad. But you give me so much strength :) It's amazing how you did this, and how open you are being because it's so needed in this world. You are an incredibly strong woman! Thinking of you and praying for you always :) x
So crazy watching this. I know your story but hadnt gone back and watched old videos. Man this one made me cry! I adore you and your content and the person you are today and I'm so glad youre better. Thank you for showing real life and always encouraging others. You have the best smile and its so good to see, even through the tears.
Thank you for sharing! 💕 sending you well wishes and positive vibes to you and your family. You are a strong person. You were missed but we understand and are here supporting you.
This is such an encouraging video, I have been struggling with PTSD over the last 6 months, and the difficulty with being ok with myself in this state can be so hard, and being ok with not being ok is sometimes a struggle. It is a breath of fresh air seeing I am not the only one struggling with mental health, and that it doesn't mean this will be how it is forever. I'm glad I stumbled upon this video!
You are a strong, brave woman. This takes so much strength to share this honest story. I’m so glad you asked for help and stood up for yourself on healing. Thank you! Hugs!
I came across your video and they are so wholesome and genuine. I have watched all of them - Your mom videos are my favorite because they are honest! Thank you for being brave and sharing it with us.
Thank you for posting this , I was watching your labor and delivery vlogs thinking that you were so radiant and comparing myself to you thinking “ why can’t I be as positive as she is etc... “ but turns out that you’re human too, I appreciate your rawness and courage to say that life is work , and you have to keep trucking ! Thank you so much :)
You are the most inspirational women I have ever met. A million times thank you. You encourage me a lot. Thank you for sharing the truth about depression, about life. You are so so so BRAVE. I wish you the best, because you deserve it. Thank you again flr being just as you really are. You are a lovely and beautiful person💗💗
Sending so much love to you 💗 Thank you for sharing this part of your journey with us. You're such an strong and courageous woman and an inspiration to me and so many others!!
You’re such an angel, I don’t even know you but you’re literally the strongest person I’ve come across too! God bless you sister. May God give you grace and peace and love and mercy all the days throughout your life❤️
Thank you for your strength in sharing your story. It’s so helpful to know that you are not the only one and you are not crazy. Wish everyone would watch. 💕
You are a beautiful soul. I had a painful low mood episode this afternoon, right before I found your videos. You have given me strength. We have to hold hands and get beyond the darkness. For me it comes in bouts and when it happens it hurts deeply. I felt sick and helpless to my feelings and thoughts. You are loved and your ache is valid and the pain you experience is real. We have to allow ourselves to heal each day without judgement.
oh mama I felt every tear, voice break it just really hit home. I have had similar struggles and suicidal thoughts, I was scared to admit I needed help at the time and wished I had seen your video at the time, sending you lots of love. Thank you for sharing such an inspiring video
You are just amazing! I loved this video so much. honestly, showing your struggle and beeing vulnerable is the only way you can encourage in this broken world
Jess, I just came across this video. I love your videos, they give me such joy. I just want to tell you, thank you, for making a video like this and being SO vulnerable and sharing your story. I lost my sister to suicide recently and to see you let folks know you struggled. We are not alone.
Jess! I usually don’t comment on videos but I couldn’t help myself. Thank you for explaining depression to us, I haven’t experienced anything similar but since I moved to Australia I’ve seen it’s something very common, which was hard for me to understand as I come from a third world country (it’s not so common or at least people don’t talk about it much). However, I met my partner here and he suffers from it. It’s always been a bit hard for me to fully understand (though I try my best) and It breaks my heart to think this is the actual way he feels sometimes! I feel so much for you and for everyone that suffers from anxiety and depression (it can happen to anyone). I’m glad you have so much support around you and I wish everyone did! Lots of loveeeee! You’re amazing and so beautiful! And your voice is really calming ❤️❤️😘
Jess, thanks so much for talking about this! It was such a blessing to hear how you struggled, how you got help, how your husband helped you, and that you’re doing well! There’s so much stigma around mental health (especially in the church) because people don’t see it as a legit illness. But it is, and you are doing so good. I watched this with tears in my eyes thinking of how meaningful it was to so many of us Christians who too have spent time in a mental hospital (🙋🏼♀️) Thank you.
Wow. You are an incredible woman. I'm about 11 weeks pregnant (first one) and I am so grateful to have come across your channel. You are a HUGE inspiration to me. I've struggled with depression my whole life. And just being able to see another woman struggling with the same but being able to continue on being a wonderful mother gives me tremendous hope. Thank you so much.
First time here and I just want to say, you're so amazing and so brave!!! Thank you for being real and sharing your struggles and the strength it took to do what you've done!!! I am not in your typical demographic, but your complete essence and being has just lifted me up so much!!! I wish you and your family the very best and hope you continue to get more people like me who've gained so much from this one video!!!
I know this is an older video of yours - but I ran across it and I can’t tell you how much made me feel not alone. I have struggled so much since having my daughter. I have been so bummed and lack of motivation. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I can completely relate to all you said. It feels uncontrollable even when you’re doing all you can to get better. Thank you for making me feel a virtual hug from you!
I am so sorry. I am thankful for you sharing, for being vulnerable, for being brave enough to share, and for speaking truth to your darkness. You are not alone in this minute by minute battle.
Eres una gran persona y eres tan original, vales muchísimo y tienes mucho porque ser feliz. Tomaté tu tiempo en este proceso de recuperación y no intentes correr cada quien lleva su paso. Yo pase por lo mismo y me ha tomado un tiempo recuperarme pero saber que se puede ser feliz motiva a srguir adelante cada día. Abrazos desde México Jess.
I’ve missed you! You are one of those people that is so genuine & real & inspiring. Even if you may not feel like you are making a difference - you are!!! Glad you are back & praying you continue to find hope & healing!
I just found your channel today. I'm due in September with baby number 2 and my son is about the same age as your girl. I can't tell you how much this video just helped me. I feel such relief and I rarely get that "I'm not alone" from these types of videos, but there's something that draws my heart to you. I feel such crushing guilt for the way I feel and how it effects my role in motherhood and I am terrified of this life transition. Somehow, for 12 minutes, I felt a sense of calm and connectedness and I haven't felt that way in a very long time. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing this video. I know how hard it is to talk about and even harder to post. I've only started watching your videos a little while ago , but I can tell that you are just such a wonderful person. I am so glad that you were able to get through this moment and just wish you all the best in life. You have such a wonderful family who love you so very much always see that through the darkness , let that be your light. Thanks again for sharing XOX
I recognize the vibe, the speed and the fear with which you spoke all too well. I also had suicidal thoughts after going off an antidepressant. it was crazy, because I felt like I wasn't being myself, and those thoughts felt so alien, yet they were coming from myself. and I was so scared of letting down my family and plagued by feelings of guilt all the time. today I am less scared. it's a part of being alive. thanks for the braveness of bringing this topic up. awareness is everything.
I am so glad to see you back!! Also I'm very glad you took time for yourself. ❤️ Thank you for having the courage to share your experience, I know it will help many. XOXO.
I've been following for years and I'm really happy that you're back! :) Thanks so much for making these honest and true videos, I think they're really important. Really happy that you're feeling better now. Sending lots of love to you and your family 💛💛💛
Thank you for sharing this. I’ve struggled a lot with depression and anxiety over the past few years and I’ve always felt that no one could understand or relate to what I was going through so it makes me feel so much more understood when I see that other people know what it’s like to be where I’ve been. I really relate to how you said that you wish there was something physically wrong with you so that people could understand your suffering. I felt like that for a long time but I’ve always been too ashamed to admit it because I felt like I shouldn’t be complaining and that it’s all in my head (even though I now know that it was much more than that). Thank you for sharing your story and bringing awareness to mental health. I’ll be praying for you and supporting you❤️❤️
Its so amazing that you’re sharing this! ❤️❤️❤️ I’ve been there and I’m so proud that you took the steps you needed and reached out for help. Can’t wait to see where you’re story goes from here!
I just found your channel yesterday and have been binging your videos. I know this is a year ago but I feel like I need to say that just from what I’ve seen you’re an awesome person and an awesome mom. Your videos have been helping me a lot with things I didn’t think anyone else felt, about being a mom and so much more & you putting it out there makes me feel so much better. I’m sure I’m not the only one that feels this way either. You’re very inspirational and such a strong woman & I really hope you’re feeling better and doing well. 💕💕💕
Jess, watching all of your videos makes me want to meet you and be friends in real life. Going through major life struggles myself I feel for you and you video almost made me cry on the train. I'm just a Connecticut girl living in Switzerland, marrying a swiss this year. All of your energetic videos give me so much life. I don't know if there are any comforting words I can say right now, I feel like everything has probably already been said to you. Sending lots of light and love to you and your cute little family
Jess. You are so sweet. Following your videos has been such a treat for me. You’re a beautiful woman, and a beautiful mother. We’re all rooting for you.
Thank you for your honesty. I am so glad you opened up and asked for help. I have had depression for years, but not a mother yet. I am hopeful that now I have the tools to grow stronger through it.
I love this 🙏❤️ thank you for sharing this and being open. You are an amazing person and an amazing couple and an amazing family! Don’t stop sharing who you are and what you have been through. You are the best version of you and no one can tell your story. I love this 🙏
Thanks for being authentic & sharing your story with us, very brave & humble! My family member suffers from OCD and is currently at an IOP so this hits close to home. Wishing you much happiness & good health on your journey!
Jess! You were so heavy on my heart while you were gone, and I have so much respect for you for opening up about this. You have taught me so much, and I know that this video will reach the right people. You are one of the strongest, bravest, most kind-hearted people. I will be praying for you and your family!
Jess, thank you so much for sharing your experience, I 'm going through the same process and your video has made me feel that I can get ahead, thank you very much and I hope everything is wonderful for you from now!
I am so so happy for you and your family that you are back and healthy. Your story has put tears in my eyes and put things into perspective. I am a person that worries a a lot and overthinks things and hearing you has really help me value both my mental health and my physical one. Thank you for sharing your story with us, you are inspiring. I send you lots of love, happinness and health.
I know this video was made a while back but I am so grateful I found this video. I am about to be a first time mom and about 4 years ago I attempted suicide and was dealing with some extreme depression. I have since received tons of counseling and help! I am a bit nervous about PPD but this video really gave me strength in knowing that if I do start struggling not to be ashamed of talking about it. Thank you for being vocal about your journey.
you are so strong and pure i hope you find happiness in yourself and focus on the good cause it surely exists and you have beautiful people around you that truly love you because of the wonderful person you are! im happy for you being able to share this and for knowing you are recovering from this little bump on the road! stay strong! we all love you!
Bless you. I totally get it. I've suffered with anxiety and depression for some time now. My doctor has just put me on a new antidepressant. The only way to describe how I'm feeling some days in one word is 'dispair' and the times people have said to me to exercise, drives me mad. They have no idea how bad your feeling on the inside, if only it was that easy to make yourself better...
Jessicaaaaa, I was thinking a lot about you those days. I found your channel in a pretty hard time and your videos helped so much, because I always felt love, peace and God in them. You're amazing, Jessica. I am so glad that you are back on youtube. Thank you for sharing your story! Praying for you! Love from Brazil
I still am told I will grow out of it one day.... I’m so glad you have people out there who understand what you were going through, thank you for sharing, it helps not being alone when I felt like I was going crazy
You are beyond brave. Sad to say I really understand and relate. I didn't deal with depression much until the preterm birth and death of two of my children. It was a hard time and I no longer wanted to be here. I hadn't planned anything but the overwhelming feeling of not wanting to face another day was looming and very present and real. I really don't think anyone understands or understood what I was dealing with and still dealing with now that I'm 33 weeks pregnant. I sought out help and I'm glad you did too. You are loved and your family needs you. Thanks for being honest and shedding a real light on a taboo topic. It's ok to not be happy and more people need to admit that. There's no telling how many lives you've saved since posting this video
Eloise is lucky to have you, you are such a strong beautiful mom, I'm so glad that you are here sharing with us,🌸 you've put a smile on your face for the people around you even through your darkest times, oh what an important powerful human you are. I'm sure with all that strength and love you have everything will keep getting better, you've got this brave queen.💖💖 Lots of love Jess.
I've been following both you and Shaun for, I don't even know how long now, but I want to say thank you for how you guys are such aweome role models for young Christians. The way you two love each other and love Eloise brings me joy and as another YWAMer it makes me so proud to see this love and example of relationship thriving despite hard times shown to the world and to know that you two are part of the (massive) family. But really thank you for this video. It takes massive bravery to share this and I'm glad you did
Always thankful for your beautiful soul! You’re incredibly brave for sharing in this manner. I’m sorry you’ve had to experience this, but thankful you’ve shared. This past year has been one of the toughest of my life. The end of 2017 I was at one of the lowest points in my life. I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety in my life, but this is only the second time it’s been this crippling. I feel like things were worse since having a baby and the worry that comes with that. Also have a family history of mental illness. My twin brother has spent multiple times in a mental hospital, both in and out patient. I could go on and on....Just thankful for your vulnerability and the comfort that I’m not alone in this. P.S. I’m doing so much better these days. Going to regular weekly counseling for over a month now. It’s really been helping.
Thank you so much for sharing. My mom and little sister have chronic depression, I struggled with it a bit in high school but mostly deal with anxiety. It's a lot, but the more we can speak about it honestly the easier it will be for people to get the help they need.
Thank you so much Jess for this video. It’s amazing to see someone share this. I know this video is older but I had to see it today. I love you. You are such a beautiful friend. I hope you have a great day.
I see you made this video last year, but just wanted to say thanks for sharing such a personal update, it was very touching and real. Your description of your experience can help others get help who aren’t feeling well, by explaining the unknown therefore taking away the fear.
I absolutely found your channel recently for a reason. Funny thing is, I found your more recent videos of your kiddos, I’m not a mother so why I have been drawn to you is odd, but now I know. To see that you made it past this place and you’re thriving, I have hope. Things will get better. ❤️ thank you for sharing, you are helping sooooo many people. Hope this makes sense.
Thank you so much for sharing! Your so brave! Coming from someone who has a history of my own personal struggles and as a licensed therapist it’s so nice to hear people talking about their struggles and their journey to recovery!❤️ this,
This brakes my heart because I understand how you feel and I was in your position! What kept me going was I knew people who were supportive and safe and keep telling my self that this will eventually go away! And I knew that I was strong enough to speak up and that I was ok! I'm so happy you spoke up because many people don't!! And I'm so happy you are speaking about it because you could save so many people's lives and that is such a good thing!! You truly inspire me to speak out because I know how hard it is about speaking out!! It's extremely hard for me now to speak about! But you are so strong!! I do want to say men or the spouse that supports someone who has a mental issue and helps them are strong people to because my fiancé goes through a lot but he supports me so much and I can tell your husband is a strong spouse to and I'm so glad you have him!
Saying "try exercising more" to someone who is depressed or suicidal is like telling some who has difficulty hearing to listen harder.
You are amazing - thank you for sharing.
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Exactly it’s horrible
💙❤💚 I'm so glad you said that. I think I have antenatal depression and that's exactly the kinda things people keep saying to me, without any idea about how difficult that is for me night now ❤ xox
Yeah, it's also like telling someone with ED to "just eat" ._. Like... missed the entire point of the issue wtf
How yall feeling?
Eloise has a vulnerable mom. And a beautiful mom. And an inspirational mom. I felt this video in my heart. Sending love and prayers and thoughts.
Thanks for sharing,
Xo
I cried with you. I work as psychologist in Spain and this was the best explanation of depression disorder I had ever heard. You are very strong for sharing this with us. I admire you. Eloise has the best mum she could have. Lots of love
Holy shit just scrolling through the comments and everyone is so positive! Not a single hater about this video, society is awesome 😎
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I know this is kind of an old video at this point but it will always be relevant. Thank you so much for sharing. These videos are important. You are important. Your story is important. Sharing it is important. Thank you. 💖 So glad you got the help you needed love 💖
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I agree so much. I spent 5 days in a psychiatric hospital after alcohol poisoning after a fight with a friend and I feel like it's so important to be open about it, especially after getting a degree in Psychology. I think people are starting to become more accepting and understanding about mental illness and how it can affect you even if you don't have a diagnosed "disorder." We still have a long way to go and I think sharing these kinds of stories really help promote better understanding of mental health.
Good job,
Getting help, my mom did the same thing, she stayed in the hospital, and got better, I was young at the time and she told me she was going to get better for us, bravest thing she ever did!
My 14 was taken on a 72 hour hold yesterday for depression. Thank you for posting, it makes this whole process easier!
Its not the end of the world. Having gone thru a 51-50. I spent about a day and quarter after i was taken their by police. They really are focused on patients and give a fuck. Atleast the one i went to. ( I am not rich )
Get him out of there. Now.
Get a power of attorney your child is safer with you trust me I've been there get them out now while you still have the chance that kid is no more than a check to them and big pharmacy companies as well as therapist and psychologist its the rich control in the poor and will be that way until Im president at age 45yrs old im 30yrs old now btw this happened around age 23 to 25 its corrupt as fuck save him right now don't wait.
Thank you for sharing this, you are very brave! 💕Sometimes starting an antidepressant changes your brain chemistry and things can easily spiral out of control. My sister had the same thing happen after starting an antidepressant and it was very scary for her and everyone who loves her. Glad that you got the help you needed. Community is so important!
I'm watching this after binge-watching your mom videos. I've gone through anxiety and depression and this was pretty hard to watch. Mostly because you're obviously so strong and wonderful and kind and loving. I hope you're feeling so much better and not just putting a brave face. You deserve all the happiness and love in your life. ♥️♥️
Thank you for this video ... In this you are the realistic voice of somany people.
I just want you to know im so grateful that you're so open and I'm soo happy you've gotten the help you needed. I had a similar experience when I went through one of my lowest lows to the point where over half my hair fell out. There was days I wouldn't even get out of bed and I completely stopped doing my makeup which was something I used to love. I cut so many people out of my life and they still have no clue what happened to ne and neither do I. I still feel like Im not completely better, as though Im just going through the motions between work and school but every day I try a little harder and count my blessings but I completely agree when you say it doesnt show on the outside because its just indescribable how it is to feel that low on the inside.
I am so sorry that you’ve gone through this but am so thankful that you shared. It’s so important for creating an open dialogue about mental health. You are helping to open up the door for so many people to take that first step in getting help. You are so brave and strong Jess! Sending so much love and praying for you and your family ❤️
You have been on my heart for the past few months and now I know why. Thank you for always being vulnerable and sharing your story. I completely understand what you have gone through and while I’m okay now, I get it. I too suffer from anxiety and depression and I always wish that people could see my pain on the outside. I’m truly excited to hear all that you’re willing to share with us as you truly bring hope even though you may not feel it at the moment. Through your brokenness, God is using you to help others become whole. Love you Jess
Thank you so much for posting this, from all the moms suffering mental health issues during COVID. I’m 33 weeks pregnant and have never been as depressed as I have these last few months. Going into parenthood like this is terrifying. I don’t have friends or family nearby, so your channel has been a grounding point for me. Thank you for showing the dark part of your life so that people like me can have hope that it will get better and that our babies will be ok despite our brokenness.
Hi Hannah. Im 40 weeks pregnant at the moment and can feel with you. i wish you all the best and hope you feel better today than when you wrote this comment. Everything is going to be good. ❤
I have been there and it’s so scary.. Being vulnerable can be terrifying and your courage in sharing this chapter in your life was beautiful to watch. Thank you so much for this and sending you all love xxx
Thank you so much for sharing with us! It takes real courage and strength! I am praying for you! ❤️ I know that you will come out of this stronger than you could have ever imagined!
I love you and your videos and I'm struggling with the same things! Your videos help people so much! I'm struggled with anorexia and dropped 60 lbs in a year to severely underweight and it's taken about four months to get stabilized. I'm finally doing better. It's hard to realize the only thing that is certain in life is change and this too will pass when it feels like things will ALWAYS be this bad. It's definitely a chemical Imbalance and I'm glad you got the help you needed!
You are so kind and raw! I will continue praying for you, and I'm so happy you took the break to get better. You are doing so much good by shedding light on such a dark topic. ❤️
This was a much needed video for me right now. I watched all your baby videos and saw how down to earth you are and literally thought how much I wish I was wired more laid back like you and then came across this video and it made me feel so much better. I too struggle with bad depression and a terrible panic disorder and it’s so nice seeing someone else who has been through this struggle and seeing you be so strong and overcome it. You’ve honestly given me so much faith that I too will be able to overcome it. I can’t even put into words how much I appreciate you making this video, it really made me feel less alone. Thank you so much for this and being so open about everything. 💜
My mom struggled with ppd and she had no help. God alone helped her survive and keep me safe. Thank you so much for sharing your story, your wins and struggles as a mom. Being real is helping so many people. Even me, now that I am pregnant I am learning a lot from your videos. Random, but we decided to name our baby Jess like 10 years ago and now that I’m going to have this baby I found you! Your strength and unique way of mothering inspires 💖
Beautiful inside and out! Prayers coming your way from Cape Cod! You are an inspiration and very strong and real. Your perspective helps me as I shake off some post partum depression and struggle with weight gain while breastfeeding, while learning to be a mom. We are all vulnerable at some points in our lives. Thank God for family and friends for their support, the professionals that make a real difference in our quality of life, and honesty of people like you who keep it real when it could easily be so fake.
Love you Jess!! You’re such a wonderful human and there is so much strength in your words & heart. I’m so happy that you made it through darkness. Depression is real and no one understands that until they are directly affected. Ugh... love you so much! ❤️
Sometimes having to go through this makes you stronger. I’m 15 and just got out of the hospital, it was very hard but it really makes you realize things that you didn’t even know about yourself. You are so strong💕
praying for you ❤️ last year I was broken and eventually I had days where I was so happy that I was alive. so happy you got help ❤️
I swear your videos just pop up in my recommended when I need them most. I just had a baby 8 weeks ago, two of those weeks he spent in the NICU. I’ve really been struggling to be happy at this time. He’s a very demanding baby and it feels like I can’t just breathe. I know it isn’t exactly what you went through but I’ve been feeling pretty down and this video was what I needed. To relate and to coexist with other humans and moms in this world. Thank you for being so honest all the time.
Eloise is so lucky to have you, I’m so happy you’re doing ‘real’ videos, where you show us reality ❤️
Wow you are absolutely incredible. I can't say I know exactly how you've felt or what you went through, but I've had really bad depression and still get my moments of it every now and then when my anxiety gets really bad. But you give me so much strength :) It's amazing how you did this, and how open you are being because it's so needed in this world. You are an incredibly strong woman! Thinking of you and praying for you always :) x
Thank you for sharing your real life with us, you’re truly strong woman. Love you jess❤️
So crazy watching this. I know your story but hadnt gone back and watched old videos. Man this one made me cry! I adore you and your content and the person you are today and I'm so glad youre better. Thank you for showing real life and always encouraging others. You have the best smile and its so good to see, even through the tears.
You are literally the sweetest soul on UA-cam. We love you
Thank you for sharing! 💕 sending you well wishes and positive vibes to you and your family. You are a strong person. You were missed but we understand and are here supporting you.
Hugs hugs hugs. Your candor is refreshing and I can relate to your struggles- I keep you in my prayers, jess!
This is such an encouraging video, I have been struggling with PTSD over the last 6 months, and the difficulty with being ok with myself in this state can be so hard, and being ok with not being ok is sometimes a struggle. It is a breath of fresh air seeing I am not the only one struggling with mental health, and that it doesn't mean this will be how it is forever. I'm glad I stumbled upon this video!
You are a strong, brave woman. This takes so much strength to share this honest story. I’m so glad you asked for help and stood up for yourself on healing. Thank you! Hugs!
I came across your video and they are so wholesome and genuine. I have watched all of them - Your mom videos are my favorite because they are honest! Thank you for being brave and sharing it with us.
Thank you for posting this , I was watching your labor and delivery vlogs thinking that you were so radiant and comparing myself to you thinking “ why can’t I be as positive as she is etc... “ but turns out that you’re human too, I appreciate your rawness and courage to say that life is work , and you have to keep trucking ! Thank you so much :)
Exactly
You are the most inspirational women I have ever met. A million times thank you. You encourage me a lot. Thank you for sharing the truth about depression, about life. You are so so so BRAVE. I wish you the best, because you deserve it.
Thank you again flr being just as you really are. You are a lovely and beautiful person💗💗
Sending so much love to you 💗 Thank you for sharing this part of your journey with us. You're such an strong and courageous woman and an inspiration to me and so many others!!
You’re such an angel, I don’t even know you but you’re literally the strongest person I’ve come across too! God bless you sister. May God give you grace and peace and love and mercy all the days throughout your life❤️
Thank you for your strength in sharing your story. It’s so helpful to know that you are not the only one and you are not crazy. Wish everyone would watch. 💕
You are a beautiful soul. I had a painful low mood episode this afternoon, right before I found your videos. You have given me strength. We have to hold hands and get beyond the darkness. For me it comes in bouts and when it happens it hurts deeply. I felt sick and helpless to my feelings and thoughts. You are loved and your ache is valid and the pain you experience is real. We have to allow ourselves to heal each day without judgement.
Beautifully said. Thank you for sharing this with everyone. Thinking about you and sending love and positive vibes your way.
oh mama I felt every tear, voice break it just really hit home. I have had similar struggles and suicidal thoughts, I was scared to admit I needed help at the time and wished I had seen your video at the time, sending you lots of love. Thank you for sharing such an inspiring video
You are just amazing! I loved this video so much. honestly, showing your struggle and beeing vulnerable is the only way you can encourage in this broken world
Jess, I just came across this video. I love your videos, they give me such joy. I just want to tell you, thank you, for making a video like this and being SO vulnerable and sharing your story. I lost my sister to suicide recently and to see you let folks know you struggled. We are not alone.
Jess! I usually don’t comment on videos but I couldn’t help myself. Thank you for explaining depression to us, I haven’t experienced anything similar but since I moved to Australia I’ve seen it’s something very common, which was hard for me to understand as I come from a third world country (it’s not so common or at least people don’t talk about it much). However, I met my partner here and he suffers from it. It’s always been a bit hard for me to fully understand (though I try my best) and It breaks my heart to think this is the actual way he feels sometimes! I feel so much for you and for everyone that suffers from anxiety and depression (it can happen to anyone). I’m glad you have so much support around you and I wish everyone did! Lots of loveeeee! You’re amazing and so beautiful! And your voice is really calming ❤️❤️😘
Jess, thanks so much for talking about this! It was such a blessing to hear how you struggled, how you got help, how your husband helped you, and that you’re doing well! There’s so much stigma around mental health (especially in the church) because people don’t see it as a legit illness. But it is, and you are doing so good. I watched this with tears in my eyes thinking of how meaningful it was to so many of us Christians who too have spent time in a mental hospital (🙋🏼♀️) Thank you.
Wow. You are an incredible woman. I'm about 11 weeks pregnant (first one) and I am so grateful to have come across your channel. You are a HUGE inspiration to me. I've struggled with depression my whole life. And just being able to see another woman struggling with the same but being able to continue on being a wonderful mother gives me tremendous hope. Thank you so much.
First time here and I just want to say, you're so amazing and so brave!!! Thank you for being real and sharing your struggles and the strength it took to do what you've done!!! I am not in your typical demographic, but your complete essence and being has just lifted me up so much!!! I wish you and your family the very best and hope you continue to get more people like me who've gained so much from this one video!!!
I know this is an older video of yours - but I ran across it and I can’t tell you how much made me feel not alone. I have struggled so much since having my daughter. I have been so bummed and lack of motivation. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I can completely relate to all you said. It feels uncontrollable even when you’re doing all you can to get better. Thank you for making me feel a virtual hug from you!
I am so sorry. I am thankful for you sharing, for being vulnerable, for being brave enough to share, and for speaking truth to your darkness. You are not alone in this minute by minute battle.
Eres una gran persona y eres tan original, vales muchísimo y tienes mucho porque ser feliz. Tomaté tu tiempo en este proceso de recuperación y no intentes correr cada quien lleva su paso. Yo pase por lo mismo y me ha tomado un tiempo recuperarme pero saber que se puede ser feliz motiva a srguir adelante cada día. Abrazos desde México Jess.
I’ve missed you! You are one of those people that is so genuine & real & inspiring. Even if you may not feel like you are making a difference - you are!!!
Glad you are back & praying you continue to find hope & healing!
I just found your channel today. I'm due in September with baby number 2 and my son is about the same age as your girl. I can't tell you how much this video just helped me. I feel such relief and I rarely get that "I'm not alone" from these types of videos, but there's something that draws my heart to you. I feel such crushing guilt for the way I feel and how it effects my role in motherhood and I am terrified of this life transition. Somehow, for 12 minutes, I felt a sense of calm and connectedness and I haven't felt that way in a very long time. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing this video. I know how hard it is to talk about and even harder to post. I've only started watching your videos a little while ago , but I can tell that you are just such a wonderful person. I am so glad that you were able to get through this moment and just wish you all the best in life. You have such a wonderful family who love you so very much always see that through the darkness , let that be your light. Thanks again for sharing XOX
I recognize the vibe, the speed and the fear with which you spoke all too well. I also had suicidal thoughts after going off an antidepressant. it was crazy, because I felt like I wasn't being myself, and those thoughts felt so alien, yet they were coming from myself. and I was so scared of letting down my family and plagued by feelings of guilt all the time.
today I am less scared. it's a part of being alive. thanks for the braveness of bringing this topic up. awareness is everything.
I'm crying so hard 😭 thank you so much for sharing your story with us, Jess 💛
I am so glad to see you back!! Also I'm very glad you took time for yourself. ❤️ Thank you for having the courage to share your experience, I know it will help many. XOXO.
I've been following for years and I'm really happy that you're back! :) Thanks so much for making these honest and true videos, I think they're really important. Really happy that you're feeling better now. Sending lots of love to you and your family 💛💛💛
Thank you for sharing this. I’ve struggled a lot with depression and anxiety over the past few years and I’ve always felt that no one could understand or relate to what I was going through so it makes me feel so much more understood when I see that other people know what it’s like to be where I’ve been. I really relate to how you said that you wish there was something physically wrong with you so that people could understand your suffering. I felt like that for a long time but I’ve always been too ashamed to admit it because I felt like I shouldn’t be complaining and that it’s all in my head (even though I now know that it was much more than that). Thank you for sharing your story and bringing awareness to mental health. I’ll be praying for you and supporting you❤️❤️
Its so amazing that you’re sharing this! ❤️❤️❤️ I’ve been there and I’m so proud that you took the steps you needed and reached out for help. Can’t wait to see where you’re story goes from here!
I just found your channel yesterday and have been binging your videos. I know this is a year ago but I feel like I need to say that just from what I’ve seen you’re an awesome person and an awesome mom. Your videos have been helping me a lot with things I didn’t think anyone else felt, about being a mom and so much more & you putting it out there makes me feel so much better. I’m sure I’m not the only one that feels this way either.
You’re very inspirational and such a strong woman & I really hope you’re feeling better and doing well. 💕💕💕
This is such an amazing testimony. Thank you so much for sharing! You're such a strong, inspiring and admirable person.
Jess, you are brave! I am struggling with this as well and praying for you my friend! This spoke to me so much!
Jess, watching all of your videos makes me want to meet you and be friends in real life. Going through major life struggles myself I feel for you and you video almost made me cry on the train. I'm just a Connecticut girl living in Switzerland, marrying a swiss this year. All of your energetic videos give me so much life. I don't know if there are any comforting words I can say right now, I feel like everything has probably already been said to you. Sending lots of light and love to you and your cute little family
Jess. You are so sweet. Following your videos has been such a treat for me. You’re a beautiful woman, and a beautiful mother. We’re all rooting for you.
Thank you for your honesty. I am so glad you opened up and asked for help. I have had depression for years, but not a mother yet. I am hopeful that now I have the tools to grow stronger through it.
You are amazing! This video I know will save lives. If more people were vulnerable about depression and anxiety more people would get help.
Jess, you truly are a beautiful soul. I struggle on and off with severe anxiety and I just want to tell you how much I RESPECT you
Beautiful, Beautiful, Beautiful !!! Thank you..
..You were born for such a time as this..💕💗
I love this 🙏❤️ thank you for sharing this and being open. You are an amazing person and an amazing couple and an amazing family! Don’t stop sharing who you are and what you have been through. You are the best version of you and no one can tell your story. I love this 🙏
Thanks for being authentic & sharing your story with us, very brave & humble! My family member suffers from OCD and is currently at an IOP so this hits close to home. Wishing you much happiness & good health on your journey!
Jess! You were so heavy on my heart while you were gone, and I have so much respect for you for opening up about this. You have taught me so much, and I know that this video will reach the right people. You are one of the strongest, bravest, most kind-hearted people. I will be praying for you and your family!
You are so strong! Thank you for sharing your heart❤️ Praying for you❤️ You are truly a beautiful human!
1 minute of fame in front of a camera. WAKE THE HELL U
Jess, thank you so much for sharing your experience, I 'm going through the same process and your video has made me feel that I can get ahead, thank you very much and I hope everything is wonderful for you from now!
You’re so brave to share this ❤️ You may never know the lives that to touch and the people that you help.
I am so so happy for you and your family that you are back and healthy. Your story has put tears in my eyes and put things into perspective. I am a person that worries a a lot and overthinks things and hearing you has really help me value both my mental health and my physical one. Thank you for sharing your story with us, you are inspiring. I send you lots of love, happinness and health.
I know this video was made a while back but I am so grateful I found this video. I am about to be a first time mom and about 4 years ago I attempted suicide and was dealing with some extreme depression. I have since received tons of counseling and help! I am a bit nervous about PPD but this video really gave me strength in knowing that if I do start struggling not to be ashamed of talking about it. Thank you for being vocal about your journey.
you are so strong and pure i hope you find happiness in yourself and focus on the good cause it surely exists and you have beautiful people around you that truly love you because of the wonderful person you are! im happy for you being able to share this and for knowing you are recovering from this little bump on the road! stay strong! we all love you!
Thanks for sharing! We love you. And we are glad you got the help you needed. I appreciate your honesty and look forward to seeing your future videos.
Thank you for always being so honest. Your family is so lucky to have you in their life. Proud of you, Jess.
Bless you. I totally get it. I've suffered with anxiety and depression for some time now. My doctor has just put me on a new antidepressant. The only way to describe how I'm feeling some days in one word is 'dispair' and the times people have said to me to exercise, drives me mad. They have no idea how bad your feeling on the inside, if only it was that easy to make yourself better...
Jessicaaaaa, I was thinking a lot about you those days. I found your channel in a pretty hard time and your videos helped so much, because I always felt love, peace and God in them. You're amazing, Jessica. I am so glad that you are back on youtube. Thank you for sharing your story! Praying for you! Love from Brazil
I still am told I will grow out of it one day.... I’m so glad you have people out there who understand what you were going through, thank you for sharing, it helps not being alone when I felt like I was going crazy
You are beyond brave. Sad to say I really understand and relate. I didn't deal with depression much until the preterm birth and death of two of my children. It was a hard time and I no longer wanted to be here. I hadn't planned anything but the overwhelming feeling of not wanting to face another day was looming and very present and real. I really don't think anyone understands or understood what I was dealing with and still dealing with now that I'm 33 weeks pregnant. I sought out help and I'm glad you did too. You are loved and your family needs you. Thanks for being honest and shedding a real light on a taboo topic. It's ok to not be happy and more people need to admit that. There's no telling how many lives you've saved since posting this video
Eloise is lucky to have you, you are such a strong beautiful mom, I'm so glad that you are here sharing with us,🌸 you've put a smile on your face for the people around you even through your darkest times, oh what an important powerful human you are. I'm sure with all that strength and love you have everything will keep getting better, you've got this brave queen.💖💖 Lots of love Jess.
I've been following both you and Shaun for, I don't even know how long now, but I want to say thank you for how you guys are such aweome role models for young Christians. The way you two love each other and love Eloise brings me joy and as another YWAMer it makes me so proud to see this love and example of relationship thriving despite hard times shown to the world and to know that you two are part of the (massive) family.
But really thank you for this video. It takes massive bravery to share this and I'm glad you did
Always thankful for your beautiful soul! You’re incredibly brave for sharing in this manner. I’m sorry you’ve had to experience this, but thankful you’ve shared.
This past year has been one of the toughest of my life. The end of 2017 I was at one of the lowest points in my life. I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety in my life, but this is only the second time it’s been this crippling. I feel like things were worse since having a baby and the worry that comes with that. Also have a family history of mental illness. My twin brother has spent multiple times in a mental hospital, both in and out patient.
I could go on and on....Just thankful for your vulnerability and the comfort that I’m not alone in this.
P.S. I’m doing so much better these days. Going to regular weekly counseling for over a month now. It’s really been helping.
Subir este vídeo es una muestra de fuerza y coraje enorme. Eres una mujer increíble Jess. Me alegra de corazón que estés mejor. Un abrazo enorme!
Sending lots of love and prayers your way Jess! Thanks for sharing.
Thank you so much for sharing. My mom and little sister have chronic depression, I struggled with it a bit in high school but mostly deal with anxiety. It's a lot, but the more we can speak about it honestly the easier it will be for people to get the help they need.
So brave & still so encouraging! Continued strength for your journey. 🙏🏾
Thank you so much Jess for this video. It’s amazing to see someone share this. I know this video is older but I had to see it today. I love you. You are such a beautiful friend. I hope you have a great day.
I see you made this video last year, but just wanted to say thanks for sharing such a personal update, it was very touching and real. Your description of your experience can help others get help who aren’t feeling well, by explaining the unknown therefore taking away the fear.
I absolutely found your channel recently for a reason. Funny thing is, I found your more recent videos of your kiddos, I’m not a mother so why I have been drawn to you is odd, but now I know. To see that you made it past this place and you’re thriving, I have hope. Things will get better. ❤️ thank you for sharing, you are helping sooooo many people. Hope this makes sense.
Thank you so much for sharing! Your so brave! Coming from someone who has a history of my own personal struggles and as a licensed therapist it’s so nice to hear people talking about their struggles and their journey to recovery!❤️ this,
You’re a wonderful mom!!! You’re so strong! You have our support 😊 we missed you here in UA-cam... we love you a lot❤️
This brakes my heart because I understand how you feel and I was in your position! What kept me going was I knew people who were supportive and safe and keep telling my self that this will eventually go away! And I knew that I was strong enough to speak up and that I was ok! I'm so happy you spoke up because many people don't!! And I'm so happy you are speaking about it because you could save so many people's lives and that is such a good thing!! You truly inspire me to speak out because I know how hard it is about speaking out!! It's extremely hard for me now to speak about! But you are so strong!! I do want to say men or the spouse that supports someone who has a mental issue and helps them are strong people to because my fiancé goes through a lot but he supports me so much and I can tell your husband is a strong spouse to and I'm so glad you have him!
You’re a strong woman who’s beautiful inside & out! You’re an inspiration to all suffering with mental illnesses & disorders!!!
Thank you so much for having the courage to do this. Just so grateful 🙏