kaden conley As time went on I tried beyond my own ability to make sure that the ones who were too weak to stand up for themselves to be their bigger brother in a way, All though highschool that’s a reason why I’m still at school. I lost two people in matter of 3 weeks and to be honest it’s eating me alive. This song has been a getaway for me.
Black on Melo Neck he ain't lying you have to stop being a bitch because suicide is real and I wanted to commit suicide a few months ago but I didn't so did the girl I like.
Whenever I hear this song, my all of my emotions just drop, and this song isn't just a song to me. Whenever i listen to this song it becomes a emotion, not just a song for me.
This song describes every single person on earth... everybody‘s searching for their trail.. and I hope that the most of them find their‘s i‘m 19 years old and still trying to live with my depressions.. but i believe that there will always be hope for everybody.. and I know that their are many people who hide their depressions and their fears but you shouldn‘t hide them.. sometimes it‘s the best to confront yourself with a problem and for some of you maybe it‘s not so easy I know that too... pretty well actually.. and i‘m still here doin my best bc I have people who are worth the fight and i‘m scared yeah, but at least i‘m trying it There will always be hope, never forget that!
Well said. I am not a doctor and I do not suffer from depression, but what I do know is that cardio exercise makes we feel good when I am upset, or plain angry. No, depression relief is not as simple as getting exercise, but operationalizing simple things in our control helps.
To anyone listening to this because they’re thinking of hurting themselves please don’t do it, that kind of help is only temporary. I love you, stay strong
I've suffered from sleep anxiety, irritated depression, and insomnia literally my entire life. I was having trouble sleeping last night until I found this. Thank you so much.
To the person reading this yes I know it’s hard. And I can’t promise you things are gonna get better right away but they will get better eventually. Life isn’t supposed to be easy but you will get through whatever you’re going through. Remember that you deserve the world and more. Never lose hope and never give up. I love every single one of you. Stay strong. You got this. I believe in you. ❤️
My heart hurts when I listen to this song. It just.. I don’t know how to describe it but memories of old friends come back and my emotions get the best of me. My mind starts racing and I.. I cry? I’m not just sad, I’m frustrated and angry and jealous. (Those friends I’m talking about aren’t dead, they’re just ex best friends)
stella if they aren’t in your life anymore than just cherish those memories in your heart. Treasure them because no one can take those moments away from you. Remember tho that your true friends will come along and never leave your side
My mother just passed away and to help me I listen to this song because it explains so much. Its such a powerful song. We all heal differntly and we can all get through things. The people listing and really hope you get threw what your going threw because its going to be hard. People have your back and you might feel alone but your not alone. Its so so hard but if you talk to someone it will get better for you.
I am not the only traveler Who has not repaid his debt I've been searching for a trail to follow again Take me back to the night we met And then I can tell myself What the hell I'm supposed to do And then I can tell myself Not to ride along with you I had all and then most of you Some and now none of you Take me back to the night we met I don't know what I'm supposed to do Haunted by the ghost of you Oh, take me back to the night we met When the night was full of terrors And your eyes were filled with tears When you had not touched me yet Oh, take me back to the night we met I had all and then most of you Some and now none of you Take me back to the night we met I don't know what I'm supposed to do Haunted by the ghost of you Take me back to the night we met
quarantine mood. this song makes me feel the tightness in my throat as if i'm going to cry, it leaves a familiar, comforting feeling in my stomach, yet an unsettling feeling as well.
I've cried to this song so many times i've lost count. I just feel so empty i have people who love me yet i feel so lonely. I just want to be at peace and be happy
This song is for my husband Roger ler barnhart. I lost you October 3rd 2018. I miss you everyday baby, I know your not hurting anymore and that your with our son. I love you guys so much, I'll be with you guys one day. Just keep looking down on me and know that I'll always keep you both in my heart like I know I'm in yours♥️
This gives me a memory of way back when my crush gave me a leaf, (a simple leaf nothing special) and I remember coming home from school with the crippling leaf, giving it to my mom and begging her to "save its life". So she went to Home Depot and actually got it put in a plastic film for me and gave it back. It's been so many years and I still have that leaf, stuck in time in a film hanging on the wall for many more years to come. Moral: take nothing for granted ♡
••Thīs īs just absølutēły āmāzing, ānd, Ī just wānt tø thānk yøu før crēātīng thīs; īt jūst hēłps mē sø much wīth słēēp, and døing wørk, and gēttīng øthēr thīngs dønē - Thānk yøu••
We are all searching for something but the fact is our emptiness comes from a yearning for God. He is the only one that can fill us up. Nothing outside Him will ever satisfy u. Let's realize this b4 we waste more time. Just say out in your heart, Jesus fill my void/ loneliness. He will, I promise. 🙂
Every Time I listen to this song I think about a beautiful Girl and I love her so much and I know she don't feel the same Way as I do but I hope she find love for her life forever and she will be happy with him that's what is love about that the person you fell in love is happy and not about you
This song helps alot because someone i love doesn't really talk to me anymore, he was my best friend and i did anything to make him happy. i hope he notices, soon.
You know, my mom died July 3rd and was found dead July 4th. And I cry until this playlist is over. Bc I felt like it’s my fault. I still kinda feel like it. This reminds me of her and I miss her.
this song has been haunting me for the past 2 days i keep hearing it everywhere after 2 years of trying to avoid it at all costs... and here i am 2 years later finally giving in and listening to it again
This song can get you on the higher level of pain and sadness... But still can calm you down. Especially when you have the person you can dedicate it to. I used to have a boyfriend... The night I met him was and still is the best night in my life ("Oh, take me back to the night we met"). Well, there are 300 kilometers between us... It hurt a lots... But now we're starting to losing each other... And it hurts even more... And I feel like "I had all and then most of you, some and now none of you...". And everytime I look at things I can connected to him, I'm getting atracked by feelings and I'm starting to cry histerical. Cause I'm "haunted by the ghost of" him... Damn... Why love hurt so much?
Thank you for this... It’s all I can listen to considering how fucked up my entire life is right now... And to everyone screaming that god is the answer, good for you that you’ve found a way to cope, but I’ve tried that... God’s away on business...
@@blazeisnoodle6270 Bitch TF, i care. If you don't count me as a human then that's not anyone else's problem, that's yours. Sure sometimes people are really dramatic about their own shit but you never know what someone's going through. So i'm not gonna pretend i do. Because i don't. I only know what's truly happening to me. Because i'm me. You see i see life like this, your life is a reality made up of dimensions. In that reality you are a person. In those dimensions you can only see what's behind, to the side, and in front of you. This is because you are YOU. There is no other YOU. You experience certain things during your life living in this reality. You can't know what some one else's is. No one ever will. Until it's too late. This is why we need good people in the world. When you emotionally hurt/beat up or kill some one else what people don't realize is that your taking their reality away from them, your making every person that cares for them feel guilty and that kind of regret that's like, "i could've done something. i SHOULD'VE done something. Why was i so selfish and distant?, Why didn't i listen or care?" When people murder some one else, your causing the people that care for them to blame themselves, and this is the easiest way to be driven to suicide. Like for example let's say there was a lonely guy who one day met a girl. He started talking, hanging out with her, and eventually fell in love with her. If the boy was scared of explaining his feelings and wasted a lot of time trying to figure out "the correct way to express feelings to someone", (there isn't, we all do it in our own ways), and then one day she died, he would blame himself for not putting effort in to her and making her feel loved. He would blame himself for not being there when she needed it. He would blame himself for every day he had the choice to talk to her and make progress with her, but he chose his friends because he didn't how to act, which scared him. THIS. RIGHT THERE. Is why i care. By just being there or saying a certain thing someone wanted to hear we can save lives. We NEED to save lives. We already live in a cruel world because of the Nazi's, Himmler, and Hitler. We don't need more death and unnecessary murder that haunts history 75+ years later. We can try fixing the world, but that never will happen if people don't care about other people's lives. Cuz u know what that means? It means you don't care if people die. Open up your mind, we NEED to STOP this kind human nature. And If we can't, then we need good people to speak up and teach bad people why their wrong, and how they should act.
I found this song in December 2019 and its crazy how I can still put this 6hr loop on and just get lost in the song. At this point the good and the bad memories all leave a dull pain in my stomach, but it still helps to reflect on everything.
A thought. If Tony hears these songs...isn't he depressed as well then? He needs help...the way his father talks to him and the way he's kinda a loner by the looks of it maybe its evident he may need some support.
I don’t know if I’m the only one that feels just what clay must have been feeling when they played that song, whenever I hear this song I cannot help but feeling his pain, even though it’s acted!
This is to my best friend who was like a little sister that I lost in 3rd grade from suicide, I still remember you and I remember all of our chats and your birthday, I remember how clingy you were to me, I think when you died you thought I would forget bout you well... I think I will always remember you and need you like the music says, I had all of you most of you then some of you now none of you.... Goodnight my dearest friend
Every time i listen to this song it takes me back to homecoming when i was ditched by my now ex boyfriend to take care of a sick brother. He is an only child. I remember sitting outside balling my eyes out all alone. Thats how i met another boy, who i would later have a crush on, who played and is still currently playing with my heart. I cant get over him after 6 months. He keeps joking and humilating me and it just makes me like him more. It hurts me so much to know that i am no more than an item, a source of showing off, then to just shove me in the dust. However, i cant stop listening to this song, i want to feel the guilt, it makes me feel like i can heal myself, even though i know i cant. Thanks for letting me vent.
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The absence of God is the cause of our depression. The soul is yearning for its maker. We can NEVER feel complete outside Him. Try God! Feel free to leave Him if you still feel empty!
This song brings me back to the time I was so close to be together with the love of my life. Now she's hardly in my life anymore, dispite the multiple chances i got to be with her. I screwed all of them up, which results in me being sad all the time. It haunts me every day, hoping i could go back to the day we met, but i can't and it eats me up...
explain to me how every thought that has ever came into my head that is bad just comes flooding back when i hear this song. nd i realize how i’m broken because of someone that i knew i never had a chance with🖤💔
I miss her she was the one thing that made me happy and she left me she said she didn’t love me anymore so now I’m here at the edge of a cliff listening to this thank you for making this into a 6 hour version I love listening to it so much it gets me in my feels because I don’t know what to do without her
i listen to this song a lot, i don’t know why though because it doesn’t make me happy. but it doesn’t make me sad either it just makes me feel. i watched 13 reasons why when i was 11, and i know i shouldn’t have but after i started i couldn’t stop. it made me feel heard, it made me feel normal. everyone else was happy, but i constantly felt i don’t know i just felt. the show didn’t change that, but it eased it. so i listen to the song when i want to feel.
I agree with you..... evr since I watched 13 reasons why I realized how much I relate to Justin, Jessica, Hannah, and clay and it helps me understand many things
this song makes me think of all my greatest fears, the things that make me the happiest, and the people that have come and gone in my life. it makes me look at life in a different pov. I feel full of hope.
Sometimes I put this on and cry myself to sleep, actually constantly. I can’t stop thinking of how I’m not good enough. It hurts, it really does hurt. I need a therapist but I don’t know How to tell my mom without her being worried. I know they think I’m wonderful and beautiful but sometimes it’s not just what they think. What I think is what I hear.
I do to but you stay strong you should read my comment I posted yesterday and I want to tell my aunt but I don’t want her to worry but I’m scared I want to kill myself so you tell me if I should die
She's your mother, of course she's going to be worried about you. She's worried about you anyway, that's what good parents do. Trust her to help you get the help you know you need. Be well buddy.
This song reminds me of 13 reasons why and everytime I listen to this or think of 13 reasons why I do indeed cry but thats because I see myself in the show in most of the characters and how comforting this song and the show is. I lost my best friend to suicide and lost many other people in the past and its very hard right now and I can't stop listening to this song on repeat and I'm always watching 13 reasons why because it is my comfort show. I see myselfr in Clay, Jessica, Justin, Tyler and especially Hannah, I see myself identical in Clay and Hannah and then partially in Tyler Justin and Jessica. Hannah and Clay helped me realize I'm not the only one struggling, Jessica helped me realize that we can stand up and that its ok and that we have power. If anybody is struggling please reach out
Ecstasy rushing through your veins, a love song is played on repeat. He gently took your hand and asked you to dance. His touch felt like heaven. You’re not aware of what’s surrounding you anymore .Your focus is only on him.. Your cheeks are brushing on one another, your heartbeat is now racing like hell. You feel like you’re floating in the air, but he caught you when he grabbed you by the waist making you closer to him.. and your hearts collide.. The music stops. You notice. You take a final look into his starry eyes. You try to hide your tears away ‘cause he never liked seeing you cry . You crack a smile and let go of him.. He is gone, far gone.. It was all a dream. -revive-
this song has always hit home. 13 reasons why is a show i basically grew up with like for years. this song always reminds me of s1 and s2 w hannah. i really miss her. like alot.
13 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry
I had all and then most of u some and now none of you Take me back to the night we met...ill be leaveing to move schools and ive been wit my friends for over 5 years (im in 6th grade) And since they threated me that they would literally kill me if i forgot them ao i made a poster and in big glittery letters it spells "Friends" in diffrent colors i have 1 friend that said "im coming with you" but she was being sarcastic but i accutally wish she wasent' I love my Friends weve had out ups and downs but we got through it all...so just dont stop being friemds with someone u love just because he or she said something about u just have to deal with it and go on one day you will forget the thing they said about u and become friends again thats just how life works trust me ive seen it happen and ive been in a situation like that...and ive also been in a suicidal situation but not going into that subject (even though it sorta more on the thriteen reasons why concept) but whatever yall love ur friends because youve only got 1 life so live it the best u can...
For all you thinking of Suicide, iv been there before, it's an option what isn't available, running away from problems isn't the way around life, depression is killing everybody but it won't kill you. Stay strong kings
this song makes me cry everytime but it also makes me happy though, the tears arent happy tears. this song has a sad meaning behind it so thats why i listen, i love this song and the show i found it from. i hope everyone is having a wonderful day/night luv u all
I have nobody. As stupid as this sounds I curl up in a ball and cry to this song It really helped me get everything i could never tell anyone out. Like a fresh mind
It hurts when you dont know how to tell your bestfriend that you love him, And how could i ever ruin a friendship like this. Idk what to do. I have all of you i dont want to be haunted by the ghost of you...
Reminds me of my loved one. School is over now cause of corona.. I always think, 'the night we met'. I do really wanna go back to that, when he held me in his arms when I needed someone. His laugh makes me feel better than ever. He was my cure, I was the depression. I held the fake smile though, hoping he'd notice. Now, he is with someone else. My best friend. She BROKE my promise. "I promise to not steal what you have." How was I so dumb to not see through her lies? Their probably hanging out in a room right now, kissing while I listen to this and daydream of him and me.
Clay deserved so much better it breaks my heart, 13 reasons why really showed the affect of sucide. I'll forever be stuck missing the ones I lost from it, it hurts bad. I miss them everyday. After watching 13 reasons why it didn't help me but it showed a sort of prospective of loss.
Life . To some people it may look colorful, full of sunshine, an opportunity, a bright place where you can feel Alive. To me its just a black hole , filled with darkness dragging me into the unknown without my own will. I feel trapped , empty, desperate. Its true , life is supposed to make you feel pain, hurt , heartbroken. But how much pain can one take? I have to be strong no matter what ‘cause i’m alive for a reason, right? they tell me i’m loved , somebody out there must care for you. But what do i do in the times when i feel Alone, Misunderstood , insecure , when i feel like .. giving up?
Quotes in this show that keeps me up at night, thinking about Hannah: “Why didn’t you say that to me when I was alive.” “Life is divided into two, Hannah and after Hannah.” “I cost a girl her life because I was too afraid to love her.” “I didn’t mean for your daughter to die, Mrs Baker.” “Hannah, I love you, and I’m letting you go.” “You can’t love someone back to life.” - “You can try.” “And in that moment, it felt like I was already dead.” “I think the second thing I’m most afraid of is that I’m never gonna be able to let you go.”
This song goes out to my dearest friends I lost to suicide I miss you and I wish I could of done more to save you..
kaden conley As time went on I tried beyond my own ability to make sure that the ones who were too weak to stand up for themselves to be their bigger brother in a way, All though highschool that’s a reason why I’m still at school. I lost two people in matter of 3 weeks and to be honest it’s eating me alive. This song has been a getaway for me.
I lost my grandad to suicide and I understand how you feel and it’s so damn hard
Black on Melo Neck he ain't lying you have to stop being a bitch because suicide is real and I wanted to commit suicide a few months ago but I didn't so did the girl I like.
This make me cry
Nestor Delgado whos reply made you cry mine or someone else
That last episode in season 2 when they all gathered up with Clay when this song came on 😭 Tony is such a great friend 😭😭
When that happened I started crying
That broke me so badlyyy
Same
I cried a river
Pine Apple I almost cried after that I think bullying needs to stop 😭😭
I swear I’m gonna hear this song one day when I’m 30 and break down crying
I'm 56 and am just going through the series, and it makes me cry every time I listen to it.
I’ll come back to this comment
I'm 31 and it hits like a train .
Honestly same
no same
Man this song helps me get through my depression and it helps me sleep
M S my real music: me too
Same here
Me too
I passed out listening to this song twice
Rt
Whenever I hear this song, my all of my emotions just drop, and this song isn't just a song to me. Whenever i listen to this song it becomes a emotion, not just a song for me.
It kinda makes you actually feel sad, a sadness that’s welcoming, because you haven’t had it in year, right?
@@cheesewizz3139 yah when I'm sad I listen to this song. Makes me me feel better for some reason
“Oh shit, I gotta find Clay.” -Tony 😭
That shit got me hard
😭😭😭😭
That just got to me 😭
That hit me harddd😭
nooooooo
This song describes every single person on earth... everybody‘s searching for their trail.. and I hope that the most of them find their‘s
i‘m 19 years old and still trying to live with my depressions.. but i believe that there will always be hope for everybody.. and I know that their are many people who hide their depressions and their fears but you shouldn‘t hide them.. sometimes it‘s the best to confront yourself with a problem and for some of you maybe it‘s not so easy I know that too... pretty well actually.. and i‘m still here doin my best bc I have people who are worth the fight and i‘m scared yeah, but at least i‘m trying it
There will always be hope, never forget that!
❤ I couldn't have said it better. I hope you get through the things you're going through and that we can all make it out in one peace.
Well said. I am not a doctor and I do not suffer from depression, but what I do know is that cardio exercise makes we feel good when I am upset, or plain angry. No, depression relief is not as simple as getting exercise, but operationalizing simple things in our control helps.
Justin Heath totally agree ❤️
hope you get through it
very well said👍
To anyone listening to this because they’re thinking of hurting themselves please don’t do it, that kind of help is only temporary. I love you, stay strong
You're such a nice guy
@Black lives Matter Ask your teachers for help, never hurt yourself m8.
Black lives Matter if you need to talk to someone I’m here, add my snap “uglybish321”
Black lives Matter maybe try?
Black lives Matter do you have snapchat?
I’m over here in the bed listening to this while my whole family is asleep can’t stop think abt him..
I cried listening to this for 6 hours..When you listen to it for that long boy you sure figure everything out with the same song in your head.
Same:(
Tony & Jeff are the friends we need in life ❤❤
Stephanie McAdam we still need him tho
Jeff...r.i.p....
I've suffered from sleep anxiety, irritated depression, and insomnia literally my entire life. I was having trouble sleeping last night until I found this.
Thank you so much.
I'm so sorry, stay strong you're loved
i love you
What is the treatment for insomnia?😞
To the person reading this yes I know it’s hard. And I can’t promise you things are gonna get better right away but they will get better eventually. Life isn’t supposed to be easy but you will get through whatever you’re going through. Remember that you deserve the world and more. Never lose hope and never give up. I love every single one of you. Stay strong. You got this. I believe in you. ❤️
thank you...didn't expect to be so touched...
@@joelyancor8855 That's what I'm saying.
Thank you, I appreciate it.
I need a lifetime version
My heart hurts when I listen to this song. It just.. I don’t know how to describe it but memories of old friends come back and my emotions get the best of me. My mind starts racing and I.. I cry? I’m not just sad, I’m frustrated and angry and jealous.
(Those friends I’m talking about aren’t dead, they’re just ex best friends)
stella if they aren’t in your life anymore than just cherish those memories in your heart. Treasure them because no one can take those moments away from you. Remember tho that your true friends will come along and never leave your side
My mother just passed away and to help me I listen to this song because it explains so much. Its such a powerful song. We all heal differntly and we can all get through things. The people listing and really hope you get threw what your going threw because its going to be hard. People have your back and you might feel alone but your not alone. Its so so hard but if you talk to someone it will get better for you.
I am so sorry to hear that.
I am not the only traveler
Who has not repaid his debt
I've been searching for a trail to follow again
Take me back to the night we met
And then I can tell myself
What the hell I'm supposed to do
And then I can tell myself
Not to ride along with you
I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you
Oh, take me back to the night we met
When the night was full of terrors
And your eyes were filled with tears
When you had not touched me yet
Oh, take me back to the night we met
I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you
Take me back to the night we met
that one slow song -clay jensen
stop noooo
Who else can´t stop listening to that song?
Me
Me
Honestly someone needs to make a 14 hour version
Reagan Cole you’d be surprised
@Reagan Cole , I slept for 14 hours last night lol.
Someone needs to make a 13 hour version..
i just need a longer version of this in general - prolly like 12hours so that i can fall asleep and still wake up to this song >_
No. 13.
quarantine mood.
this song makes me feel the tightness in my throat as if i'm going to cry, it leaves a familiar, comforting feeling in my stomach, yet an unsettling feeling as well.
I've cried to this song so many times i've lost count. I just feel so empty i have people who love me yet i feel so lonely. I just want to be at peace and be happy
I cannot be the only one who actually listened to this for the full 6 hours then replayed it over and over again....
This song is for my husband Roger ler barnhart. I lost you October 3rd 2018. I miss you everyday baby, I know your not hurting anymore and that your with our son. I love you guys so much, I'll be with you guys one day. Just keep looking down on me and know that I'll always keep you both in my heart like I know I'm in yours♥️
please stay strong,i love you
I'm just here to feel something and this song is the only time I do. Goodnight all you people who are sleeping to this song
This gives me a memory of way back when my crush gave me a leaf, (a simple leaf nothing special) and I remember coming home from school with the crippling leaf, giving it to my mom and begging her to "save its life". So she went to Home Depot and actually got it put in a plastic film for me and gave it back. It's been so many years and I still have that leaf, stuck in time in a film hanging on the wall for many more years to come.
Moral: take nothing for granted ♡
Nuclear Era you speak the truth
This song spirals my depression. The message of the song hits too close to home. This song helps me through it.
I agree , helps me kinda accept . Feel not alone .. 🫶🏼 sending you love
••Thīs īs just absølutēły āmāzing, ānd, Ī just wānt tø thānk yøu før crēātīng thīs; īt jūst hēłps mē sø much wīth słēēp, and døing wørk, and gēttīng øthēr thīngs dønē - Thānk yøu••
I literally listen to this song 24/7 it helps me get through this tough time I'm having.
I listen to this song daily to get through my life without having suicidal thoughts that I've been having since I was 8
@@hellomortal6032 its been a year hope you're doing well
@@hellomortal6032 i hope you re good!!!
@@hellomortal6032hope you doing good man 3 years already
We are all searching for something but the fact is our emptiness comes from a yearning for God. He is the only one that can fill us up. Nothing outside Him will ever satisfy u. Let's realize this b4 we waste more time.
Just say out in your heart, Jesus fill my void/ loneliness. He will, I promise. 🙂
I need him now
Yeah I’ve tried that. There is no god... He’s away on business...
@@noellemarceau7349 there is a God and he loves u trust me he is always there for u just have faith in him💕
“I had all and then most of you some and now none of you.” Really hits. 💔
Every Time I listen to this song I think about a beautiful Girl and I love her so much and I know she don't feel the same Way as I do but I hope she find love for her life forever and she will be happy with him that's what is love about that the person you fell in love is happy and not about you
This song helps alot because someone i love doesn't really talk to me anymore, he was my best friend and i did anything to make him happy. i hope he notices, soon.
Did yall ever make up?
@@angelmccondichie9208 turns out he was a fucking loser and i relised i was way better off without him lmao
all I hear is "who is here for 13 reasons why" I am here to remember my bad past
We all got regrets, it’s the choices we make next that could make the difference
Have you seen the thumbnail-
you know that hard feeling to swallow your saliva and trying not to cry , well thats what im feeling :(((
Me all the time a listen to it. I get you.
Hey I hope it got better?
You know, my mom died July 3rd and was found dead July 4th. And I cry until this playlist is over. Bc I felt like it’s my fault. I still kinda feel like it. This reminds me of her and I miss her.
I’m so sorry and I hope you will realize soon that it’s not your fault and that she loves you
this song has been haunting me for the past 2 days i keep hearing it everywhere after 2 years of trying to avoid it at all costs... and here i am 2 years later finally giving in and listening to it again
This song can get you on the higher level of pain and sadness... But still can calm you down. Especially when you have the person you can dedicate it to. I used to have a boyfriend... The night I met him was and still is the best night in my life ("Oh, take me back to the night we met"). Well, there are 300 kilometers between us... It hurt a lots... But now we're starting to losing each other... And it hurts even more... And I feel like "I had all and then most of you, some and now none of you...". And everytime I look at things I can connected to him, I'm getting atracked by feelings and I'm starting to cry histerical. Cause I'm "haunted by the ghost of" him... Damn... Why love hurt so much?
I cried so much when tony said “oh shit I've gotta find clay” at the end of season 2 😔
Same here I was so sad 😢
DUDE I KNOW RIGHT, RIGHT WHEN I HEARD THIS FUCKING SONG I GO ‘Oh shit, clay’
@@LGcreepier ITS SO SAD
IK I CRIED LISTENING TO THINK 😭😭😭😭😭
Same
this song makes me feel that i have needles and pins in my heart
Thank you for this... It’s all I can listen to considering how fucked up my entire life is right now...
And to everyone screaming that god is the answer, good for you that you’ve found a way to cope, but I’ve tried that... God’s away on business...
This song comes far from home but very close to the nearest road ahead. I hear this song when I’m depressed or something happens. Real shit dude..
Kylee Stinemire nobody fucking cares bitch
i love you
@@blazeisnoodle6270 shut the fuck up bitch you dont fucking know what these people have been through so who the fuck are you to judge
@@blazeisnoodle6270 Bitch TF, i care. If you don't count me as a human then that's not anyone else's problem, that's yours. Sure sometimes people are really dramatic about their own shit but you never know what someone's going through. So i'm not gonna pretend i do. Because i don't. I only know what's truly happening to me. Because i'm me. You see i see life like this, your life is a reality made up of dimensions. In that reality you are a person. In those dimensions you can only see what's behind, to the side, and in front of you. This is because you are YOU. There is no other YOU. You experience certain things during your life living in this reality. You can't know what some one else's is. No one ever will. Until it's too late. This is why we need good people in the world. When you emotionally hurt/beat up or kill some one else what people don't realize is that your taking their reality away from them, your making every person that cares for them feel guilty and that kind of regret that's like, "i could've done something. i SHOULD'VE done something. Why was i so selfish and distant?, Why didn't i listen or care?" When people murder some one else, your causing the people that care for them to blame themselves, and this is the easiest way to be driven to suicide. Like for example let's say there was a lonely guy who one day met a girl. He started talking, hanging out with her, and eventually fell in love with her. If the boy was scared of explaining his feelings and wasted a lot of time trying to figure out "the correct way to express feelings to someone", (there isn't, we all do it in our own ways), and then one day she died, he would blame himself for not putting effort in to her and making her feel loved. He would blame himself for not being there when she needed it. He would blame himself for every day he had the choice to talk to her and make progress with her, but he chose his friends because he didn't how to act, which scared him. THIS. RIGHT THERE. Is why i care. By just being there or saying a certain thing someone wanted to hear we can save lives. We NEED to save lives. We already live in a cruel world because of the Nazi's, Himmler, and Hitler. We don't need more death and unnecessary murder that haunts history 75+ years later. We can try fixing the world, but that never will happen if people don't care about other people's lives. Cuz u know what that means? It means you don't care if people die. Open up your mind, we NEED to STOP this kind human nature. And If we can't, then we need good people to speak up and teach bad people why their wrong, and how they should act.
I found this song in December 2019 and its crazy how I can still put this 6hr loop on and just get lost in the song. At this point the good and the bad memories all leave a dull pain in my stomach, but it still helps to reflect on everything.
Big thanks to the person who made this bc it will help many and me in so many ways!
This song goes out for my tia I lost her to suicide I miss you emily
Am sorry
When the beat drops
" why didn't you tell me this when I was alive" (chills everywhere)
Yes I got chills on that part too
I went to sleep to this song 💓
Me too
Doing that now 😂👏🏼😴
Me too
I'm doing that now 😂
I’m doing that now ‼️
Me encanta y no paro de escucharla, es de esas canciones que no aburren escucharlas una y otra vez
This always makes me tear up bc I love 13 reasons why so much 🥺
I imagine me and my crush together dancing in high school and when this song comes up a tear falls and I smile while slow dancing with her...
A thought. If Tony hears these songs...isn't he depressed as well then? He needs help...the way his father talks to him and the way he's kinda a loner by the looks of it maybe its evident he may need some support.
He has Caleb now.
Been on repeat for days now!! In love with this song and the way it makes me feel. :)
same
I don’t know if I’m the only one that feels just what clay must have been feeling when they played that song, whenever I hear this song I cannot help but feeling his pain, even though it’s acted!
Very much agreed it hits outta no where too this is one of those shows that almost like Pulls you into it in a sorta way I both enjoy and hate it
This is to my best friend who was like a little sister that I lost in 3rd grade from suicide, I still remember you and I remember all of our chats and your birthday, I remember how clingy you were to me, I think when you died you thought I would forget bout you well... I think I will always remember you and need you like the music says, I had all of you most of you then some of you now none of you.... Goodnight my dearest friend
Every time i listen to this song it takes me back to homecoming when i was ditched by my now ex boyfriend to take care of a sick brother. He is an only child. I remember sitting outside balling my eyes out all alone. Thats how i met another boy, who i would later have a crush on, who played and is still currently playing with my heart. I cant get over him after 6 months. He keeps joking and humilating me and it just makes me like him more. It hurts me so much to know that i am no more than an item, a source of showing off, then to just shove me in the dust. However, i cant stop listening to this song, i want to feel the guilt, it makes me feel like i can heal myself, even though i know i cant.
Thanks for letting me vent.
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This song is something special,something I won't forget...ever!
Whoevers having an anxiety attack or panick attack or mental breakdown just hear this song on full blast and full bass omg im a mess.
The absence of God is the cause of our depression. The soul is yearning for its maker. We can NEVER feel complete outside Him. Try God! Feel free to leave Him if you still feel empty!
this song is to my ex that I’ll always love
“I had all then most of you some and now none of you💔”
This song brings me back to the time I was so close to be together with the love of my life. Now she's hardly in my life anymore, dispite the multiple chances i got to be with her. I screwed all of them up, which results in me being sad all the time. It haunts me every day, hoping i could go back to the day we met, but i can't and it eats me up...
explain to me how every thought that has ever came into my head that is bad just comes flooding back when i hear this song. nd i realize how i’m broken because of someone that i knew i never had a chance with🖤💔
I miss her she was the one thing that made me happy and she left me she said she didn’t love me anymore so now I’m here at the edge of a cliff listening to this thank you for making this into a 6 hour version I love listening to it so much it gets me in my feels because I don’t know what to do without her
I know its been 2 years since this comment but I hope you're doing well bby and things will get better
i listen to this song a lot, i don’t know why though because it doesn’t make me happy. but it doesn’t make me sad either it just makes me feel. i watched 13 reasons why when i was 11, and i know i shouldn’t have but after i started i couldn’t stop. it made me feel heard, it made me feel normal. everyone else was happy, but i constantly felt i don’t know i just felt. the show didn’t change that, but it eased it. so i listen to the song when i want to feel.
I agree with you..... evr since I watched 13 reasons why I realized how much I relate to Justin, Jessica, Hannah, and clay and it helps me understand many things
@@Natalieeeex same here
this song makes me think of all my greatest fears, the things that make me the happiest, and the people that have come and gone in my life. it makes me look at life in a different pov. I feel full of hope.
Sometimes I put this on and cry myself to sleep, actually constantly. I can’t stop thinking of how I’m not good enough. It hurts, it really does hurt. I need a therapist but I don’t know How to tell my mom without her being worried. I know they think I’m wonderful and beautiful but sometimes it’s not just what they think. What I think is what I hear.
I do to but you stay strong you should read my comment I posted yesterday and I want to tell my aunt but I don’t want her to worry but I’m scared I want to kill myself so you tell me if I should die
She's your mother, of course she's going to be worried about you. She's worried about you anyway, that's what good parents do. Trust her to help you get the help you know you need. Be well buddy.
This is the only song I’m listening all time. Cause it takes me to the person who I was brokenhearted 😢💔
My grandma died and thats the song that reminded me of her ❤️"😩19.09.2018
nele hellmann i love you
I cry from heart when i listen to this song.
This song reminds me of 13 reasons why and everytime I listen to this or think of 13 reasons why I do indeed cry but thats because I see myself in the show in most of the characters and how comforting this song and the show is. I lost my best friend to suicide and lost many other people in the past and its very hard right now and I can't stop listening to this song on repeat and I'm always watching 13 reasons why because it is my comfort show. I see myselfr in Clay, Jessica, Justin, Tyler and especially Hannah, I see myself identical in Clay and Hannah and then partially in Tyler Justin and Jessica. Hannah and Clay helped me realize I'm not the only one struggling, Jessica helped me realize that we can stand up and that its ok and that we have power. If anybody is struggling please reach out
Esta canción es mi favorita para todo, en todo. Cuando estoy feliz, cuando estoy triste..para cuando me case y hasta para cuando me muera❤.
i just got heart broken again by someone i wasn’t dating. idk what to do with myself
stay strong i love you x
Same man
hey it's been seven months, hope you're doing better
It’s okay man we all have that one person
i feel you, i’ve been listening to this song and crying for almost 5 hours now and i just want her so bad even though i know it’s impossible
Ecstasy rushing through your veins, a love song is played on repeat. He gently took your hand and asked you to dance. His touch felt like heaven. You’re not aware of what’s surrounding you anymore .Your focus is only on him..
Your cheeks are brushing on one another, your heartbeat is now racing like hell. You feel like you’re floating in the air, but he caught you when he grabbed you by the waist making you closer to him.. and your hearts collide..
The music stops. You notice.
You take a final look into his starry eyes.
You try to hide your tears away ‘cause he never liked seeing you cry . You crack a smile and let go of him..
He is gone, far gone..
It was all a dream.
-revive-
Wow I’m crying uncontrollably
this song has always hit home. 13 reasons why is a show i basically grew up with like for years. this song always reminds me of s1 and s2 w hannah. i really miss her. like alot.
I want to hear this for ever ....
Я каждый вечер слушаю , спасибо 🙏
13 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your Favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
I definitely listen to this while on my evening walks to clear my mind
I had all and then most of u some and now none of you Take me back to the night we met...ill be leaveing to move schools and ive been wit my friends for over 5 years (im in 6th grade) And since they threated me that they would literally kill me if i forgot them ao i made a poster and in big glittery letters it spells "Friends" in diffrent colors i have 1 friend that said "im coming with you" but she was being sarcastic but i accutally wish she wasent' I love my Friends weve had out ups and downs but we got through it all...so just dont stop being friemds with someone u love just because he or she said something about u just have to deal with it and go on one day you will forget the thing they said about u and become friends again thats just how life works trust me ive seen it happen and ive been in a situation like that...and ive also been in a suicidal situation but not going into that subject (even though it sorta more on the thriteen reasons why concept) but whatever yall love ur friends because youve only got 1 life so live it the best u can...
Ha my friends hate me
I don't have friends at all
For all you thinking of Suicide, iv been there before, it's an option what isn't available, running away from problems isn't the way around life, depression is killing everybody but it won't kill you. Stay strong kings
I feel like Skye. Just standing in front of Clay, asking him to love her.
that hit..
Love this song it helps me fall asleep faster
this song makes me cry everytime but it also makes me happy though, the tears arent happy tears. this song has a sad meaning behind it so thats why i listen, i love this song and the show i found it from. i hope everyone is having a wonderful day/night luv u all
I heard this song always when I was tired. Thanks a Lot :]
YESSS
one hour was just not enough.
Great Man like... SLAYS MY WHOLE LIFE. LIKE IM FREAKING LIVING 4 DIS
Who else listened to the whole 6 hours?
Several times for the past few days.
Not me🥺my phone would die 2x if I even tried
I have nobody. As stupid as this sounds I curl up in a ball and cry to this song It really helped me get everything i could never tell anyone out. Like a fresh mind
It hurts when you dont know how to tell your bestfriend that you love him, And how could i ever ruin a friendship like this. Idk what to do. I have all of you i dont want to be haunted by the ghost of you...
This song makes me think way too much
Reminds me of my loved one.
School is over now cause of corona..
I always think, 'the night we met'. I do really wanna go back to that, when he held me in his arms when I needed someone. His laugh makes me feel better than ever.
He was my cure, I was the depression. I held the fake smile though, hoping he'd notice. Now, he is with someone else. My best friend. She BROKE my promise.
"I promise to not steal what you have." How was I so dumb to not see through her lies? Their probably hanging out in a room right now, kissing while I listen to this and daydream of him and me.
Clay deserved so much better it breaks my heart, 13 reasons why really showed the affect of sucide. I'll forever be stuck missing the ones I lost from it, it hurts bad. I miss them everyday. After watching 13 reasons why it didn't help me but it showed a sort of prospective of loss.
Life . To some people it may look colorful, full of sunshine, an opportunity, a bright place where you can feel Alive. To me its just a black hole , filled with darkness dragging me into the unknown without my own will. I feel trapped , empty, desperate. Its true , life is supposed to make you feel pain, hurt , heartbroken. But how much pain can one take? I have to be strong no matter what ‘cause i’m alive for a reason, right? they tell me i’m loved , somebody out there must care for you. But what do i do in the times when i feel Alone, Misunderstood , insecure , when i feel like .. giving up?
I listen to this to sleep bcz it calms me.. brings the good happy memories back to life
I literally listen to this when I am sleeping, taking a shower, eating, in the car and mostly thinking.
Quotes in this show that keeps me up at night, thinking about Hannah:
“Why didn’t you say that to me when I was alive.”
“Life is divided into two, Hannah and after Hannah.”
“I cost a girl her life because I was too afraid to love her.”
“I didn’t mean for your daughter to die, Mrs Baker.”
“Hannah, I love you, and I’m letting you go.”
“You can’t love someone back to life.” - “You can try.”
“And in that moment, it felt like I was already dead.”
“I think the second thing I’m most afraid of is that I’m never gonna be able to let you go.”
This song helps me sleep when ic ed had a really hard day I'm gonna need it when I start up school next week
just six hours?!?!?!?!?!
Damilola Akanni I agree shoulda been 13 hours long lol
I listened to this song more than once this summer . Probably like 5 - 10 times
kaden conley who are talking to? Me or the other 2 people.
WHY NOT SEVEN????
kaden conley why did you say “fuck “u”
música mt boa, passa uma vibe boa dmss. relaxa dms
This is making me tear up it reminds me of clay and hannah or when they all gathered up to hug clay 😭