{Imagine you've passed away} part 8 [multi fandom] ~wead headphones🎧~

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  • Опубліковано 11 вер 2024
  • Watch till the end if you want to❤

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  • @kaliroguediary7836
    @kaliroguediary7836 3 роки тому +51

    I WANT TO SAY A LOT OF THINGS BUT MY MIND IS MESSED UP BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT WE ARE THANKFUL TO YOUUU!!

  • @Lialifey
    @Lialifey 4 роки тому +225

    You are making me cry 😭😭 but sometimes I do want to be gone for awhile.. I want to see who cared about me.. Well I have depression...

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +13

      I'm always here for you, omg😭❤🌏💔

    • @Lialifey
      @Lialifey 4 роки тому +11

      Yeah.. Tq.. Everyone think I am okay.. But inside no one knows about it.. I have depression since I was 7 years old and now I am 12.. 🙂

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +4

      @@Lialifey you're 12?! what the heck

    • @Lialifey
      @Lialifey 4 роки тому +2

      @@-en-finity-1726 why why? 😅

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +5

      @@Lialifey you're so talented for your age and have so many subscribers...

  • @_.evlina._6736
    @_.evlina._6736 4 роки тому +72

    When that man said ,, Wonho misses her a lot" I was like, but I miss him more😭😭😭 And then bam! And I'm crying my eyes out😭😭😭😭😭😭💙💙💙💙

    • @_.evlina._6736
      @_.evlina._6736 4 роки тому +1

      @@neochiaratechnologynct909 Jooheons past life or something like that😊

  • @jcpascualdejuras2668
    @jcpascualdejuras2668 4 роки тому +58

    When I saw Felix crying I did not see the subs because I was just crying

  • @miajade9965
    @miajade9965 4 роки тому +144

    I always have been put down by my mum and other members of my family. I hit deeper than rock bottom when me and mum were arguing so bad she told me she didn't want me anymore she regretted having me, bearing in mind I'm the oldest child to my mum and the oldest grandchild, last night I had a dream that both of my parents dumped me somewhere with a cupcake and a bottle of water they told me they didn't want me they never did they disappeared so fast and I was crying no one saved me when I passed away, my spirit found them and they didn't care about my death I woke up later on and started crying believing those words of the dream and I still haven't told my parents about this dream yet. This video was on my reccomended page I clicked on it and saw the most inspiring words in my life and it made me realize I'm not alone and I am amazing and beautiful just the way I am so thank you so much you deserve my subscribe, all notifications and like ❤️♥️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤

    • @samryan8848
      @samryan8848 4 роки тому +7

      Im so sorry for you , I really hope you the best and if you want to talk more im @twicefanaticss on instagram, Im always open to being friends or just helping out

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +8

      Going through that alone is never okay, you're part of the family now, I won't let you suffer alone, if you suffer I'll suffer with you. Can't be happier that my words helped you, be strong for me, love you honey❤, thank you for your love & support 🥺🌏

    • @miajade9965
      @miajade9965 4 роки тому +3

      @@samryan8848 thank you so much

    • @miajade9965
      @miajade9965 4 роки тому +3

      @@-en-finity-1726 thank you you are welcome ❤️

    • @yn6811
      @yn6811 4 роки тому +9

      I totally understand you.. my mom always says that thing to me wheneve she is mad...they never appreciate me for who I am... they are always saying look at your friend she is always 1st look at you you're still roll 3.. they rebuke me when I laugh.. they make fun of me when I cry.. my father once told it would be good if I were a son..he told me that if he could he would just leave me in the street.. even today my dad calls me my son.. I am tired of the abuses my mom does.. I feel suffocated and frustrated bcz I dont like my parents like before anymore.. i feel disgusted cause when my parents are sick i dont get worried anymore.. I feel like I am a disgrace in this family.. I feel like I am a bad daughter bcz I dont love my parents anymore.i am such a shame for my family.. they dont have a child who could make them feel happy by fullfilling their dream.. I want to make them happy but I want to make myself happy at first.. I feel like dying..i am a disgrace, a shame to my family.. this feelings are drowning me...
      Edit: i am sorry I wrote a whole passage.. I just felt suffocated to keep it in myself for soo long

  • @fiqaschnlvr
    @fiqaschnlvr 4 роки тому +66

    Oh gosh I'm trying so hard not to cry but look at Felix crying make me crying too 😢😢😢

    • @Kimberly-rs9ve
      @Kimberly-rs9ve 4 роки тому +5

      It said he could not be in the group anymore

  • @-en-finity-1726
    @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +88

    At 1:49 it says.... JYP: " y/n, your step sister, passed away "
    Instagram: ice.hebar
    Snapchat: ice.hebar

    • @Luz-bq5ob
      @Luz-bq5ob 4 роки тому +3

      Ah didn't get it lol cause the subtitles were in spanish and i speak Spanish

  • @sukoria13creations
    @sukoria13creations 4 роки тому +11

    I live every day in so much pain. Physical and emotional. I was given 6 months to live. But, I beat the odds and have survived for 10 years now. But I am not Living. I am only existing. Your words are inspiring me to look past the pain and loss. But, to try and find some hope somewhere in something. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. 💔💖

  • @namjoonslefttiddie1584
    @namjoonslefttiddie1584 4 роки тому +68

    "Suicide does not end the chances of life getting worse. It eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better."
    Please. Before ever trying to harm yourself, know how much this would effect the other people in this world. All of the people that love you. Even if you don't think anyone loves you, you're wrong. This may sound cheesy and impossible, but I love you. And millions of other people also love you. Don't end your life, find ways to continue it.

    • @tf_sza
      @tf_sza 3 роки тому +1

      my friend told me that he repeated this comment before he jumped off the building.
      and told me to love myself before i die.
      and added ''i will die for you,so live for me''

  • @baechubunny9624
    @baechubunny9624 4 роки тому +126

    I SAW JOY AND CLICKED *reveluv has entered the chat*

  • @haydenlor4311
    @haydenlor4311 4 роки тому +14

    I want you to know that everybody is here for a reason we’re all a team and we can go through this we’re all worth the time and seconds and all the life we have been through! 💚💜

  • @sherriroberts4115
    @sherriroberts4115 4 роки тому +7

    I can relate to majority of this ff series hun. I'm a 57yr old, who's been split up from my long term partner for just over a year now & I've got to admit that I sometimes sit thinking to myself....Am I gonna die a lonely old gal, never knowing happiness ever again, but then you come along with your fantastic FF's & I'm enjoying myself again.....PLEASE keep them coming hun 💖💖😘🌹

  • @indierose9610
    @indierose9610 4 роки тому +3

    Im a stay and felix is my bias and everytime i see the elimination clip it brings me to tears

  • @parkmochii8541
    @parkmochii8541 4 роки тому +9

    I was getting cry of watching this..I paused at 8:26 and I told myself don't watch anymore because you will cry more. This videos was making my heart felt touched. Hope you make more! Love ya🌷

  • @sitimardhiah599
    @sitimardhiah599 4 роки тому +39

    At 4:13 it really resembles my life and i just bawled my eyes out and i just want to thank you💜

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +4

      I'm more then happy I can help in any way😭❤ stay strong 💪('ω'💪)

    • @lvlina7909
      @lvlina7909 4 роки тому +3

      Me too boo...❤❤

  • @mariakanellou1522
    @mariakanellou1522 4 роки тому +17

    I cried a lot at the end but I want to say thank you because you really made me feel better ❤❤❤

  • @gracegrayson1859
    @gracegrayson1859 3 роки тому +2

    I don't know why I sometimes find comfort in strangers or videos more than I find in friends and family. it really amazes me that I find similarities in people that love the same things as me and we share the same interest .but knowing that even my family didn't say those words to me really broke my heart.
    but I'm really happy knowing that even strangers love and encourage me. so thank you, I really hope you the best and I love you.

  • @mayvi1366
    @mayvi1366 4 роки тому +6

    I started crying as soon as I saw Felix 💔💔💔

  • @luvfeliz9719
    @luvfeliz9719 3 роки тому +4

    To the person reading this.
    Please don't end your story to soon.
    A lot of people out there cares about you even me. Just keep going no one said life was easy.
    Ilysm 💗

  • @nila_ism
    @nila_ism 4 роки тому +2

    Not gonna lie i wish i was gone. Sometimes its just overwhelming.

  • @najlasyairah5844
    @najlasyairah5844 3 роки тому +1

    DEAR AUTHOR , YOU SUCH A AMAZING PERSON . YOU MAKE ME CRY FOR ALL EPISODES AND YOU MAKE ME FINALLY REALIZE . THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING THIS FANFICTION . 😭❤️

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  3 роки тому +1

      😩😩😩 I couldn't be happier for you, thank you and your welcome ❤

  • @Angel_Phoenix94
    @Angel_Phoenix94 3 роки тому +1

    And here I thought no one could beat NCT Taeyong in making me cry the most, you did it with this video especially your notes you wrote especially in the last part of the video and I would love to have you as a friend

  • @sedated.
    @sedated. 4 роки тому +3

    this made me cry, this video was really inspiring, I tried to end myself one time, but I couldn’t, from what you said, yes, I was scared of death, sometimes I cry just by small things and always moody that I almost lost my best friend because of that, tysm for all this inspiring words, it hit me and told me a lot, all I have to say is thank you, thank you so much, you deserve a lot in life~ 💞💕

  • @kangyeosang1117
    @kangyeosang1117 4 роки тому +4

    I have depression because of my family and sometimes I do cut myself but the thing is that I only have 3 friends to help me and that is my dog, my stuffed dinosaur that I named yeosang and my best friend since kindergarten, I don’t really have friends because I have social anxiety I haven’t told my family because I have trust issues and because they haven’t gained my trust yet and I know if I tell them they won’t believe me only my best friend cause she goes through the same thing I do.Good thing I have kpop to make me feel happy a little.💜

  • @irenaficuova3135
    @irenaficuova3135 4 роки тому +8

    This hit me really hard😢 and I don't know why but I started crying 😢😢😢😢😢all of a sudden when it wrote about insecurities and stuff . I just realised how insecure I am .
    God gave you a life, so why would you take it , knowing you would leave everyone you love behind. ❤❤💞

  • @darkdevil9757
    @darkdevil9757 3 роки тому +2

    everyone knows i'm always happy but deep inside the pain i'll always feel is killing me.

  • @kandym.3052
    @kandym.3052 4 роки тому +14

    I'm going through a hard time since Christmas Eve night and this you just made me bawl my eyes out and at the same time managed to help me feel better thank you

  • @user-bi9yj3dn9t
    @user-bi9yj3dn9t 4 роки тому +8

    57 seconds in to the imagine and I’m already crying 😭

  • @aidaaa1295
    @aidaaa1295 2 роки тому +1

    Wtf? How can someone be this talented

  • @Erleanornyx7
    @Erleanornyx7 4 роки тому +3

    Thanks for help me let my tears out :')

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +1

      Oh no don't 😭❤

    • @Erleanornyx7
      @Erleanornyx7 4 роки тому +1

      @@-en-finity-1726 I can't cry even though I'm depressed, I need to cry, and you help me. Thank you ♥️♥️

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +2

      @@Erleanornyx7 awww I'm so happy ❤

  • @Nursyhzafa
    @Nursyhzafa 4 роки тому +2

    I really cry and touch.. Thanks you for making this video.. I hope we all can hug 😢 and see each other ❤❤

  • @youneedhelptakinoffthatjacketJ
    @youneedhelptakinoffthatjacketJ 3 роки тому +3

    *Tip: Every morning when you walk up, look yourself in the mirror and say, "I deserve everything" "I deserve happiness" "I'm beautiful" "I can do it" Trust me this is really comforting and helps you to value your happiness and yourself. Trust me this little step can make a big impact on your life.* Why trust me? Because I've been there. I still struggle but these words make me go throughout the day. Because I'm a suicide survivor and I'm glad I am. ))

  • @slayyyyyqueeennnnn5986
    @slayyyyyqueeennnnn5986 4 роки тому +9

    i dont know what to say but this made me hurt and started crying

  • @anenchantedegg9962
    @anenchantedegg9962 3 роки тому +1

    You make me cry but sometimes I just don't like to be happy, I just wanna have a life that's quiet and no disturbances. If I can't have that I wanna become an idol, that's why I learned to never give up on something because I haven't tried it yet. Best of luck to me, annyeong~

  • @lvlina7909
    @lvlina7909 4 роки тому +2

    The tears keep coming back, you described the kind of depression and anxiety perfectly...

  • @user-qm1lt5iq1o
    @user-qm1lt5iq1o 4 роки тому +1

    After watching this video, I ran go to my bed...I'm crying a lot...can't stop...

  • @mindlesstalking
    @mindlesstalking 4 роки тому +4

    This is late but to all the people going though depression right now i want you to know that you are not alone, you will never be alone. There is something I want you to know:
    P.S these aren’t my own words
    Depression weighs you down like a rock in a river. You can fight and pray and hope that you have the strength to swim, but sometimes you have to let yourself sink. Because you’ll never know true happiness until someone or something pulls you back out of that river-and you’ll never believe it until you realize it was you, yourself who saved you.

  • @anisaberisha4985
    @anisaberisha4985 3 роки тому +1

    This video make me to cry "thanxx UNNIE for your help i love you" and if a don't know you but I think that you are a good Pearson for me and for us.THANXX UNNIE❤❤

  • @rea.5186
    @rea.5186 4 роки тому +7

    I'm about to cry when I read what you said
    Thank you for cheering me up ❤️❤️ :>

  • @urfavjanine
    @urfavjanine 4 роки тому +11

    Please do more stray kids, them crying in their concert broke my heart specially my bias hyunjin :

  • @syazanasri1703
    @syazanasri1703 4 роки тому +4

    i am so thankful that i saw this vid, thank u so much everything u say literally related to me thank u again

  • @anamcallister9073
    @anamcallister9073 Рік тому +1

    Thank you so much I needed this you made me feel better what I'm going through

  • @mackee9663
    @mackee9663 4 роки тому +28

    My sister told me to watch this because I will cry
    Me:are you sure I'm going to cry?
    My sister:let us see then
    Me:*cries*
    My sister: look who's crying now

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +4

      Ohh both sisters know my channel love you both❤

    • @mackee9663
      @mackee9663 4 роки тому +2

      The Rose thank you love you too also you got a new subscriber here❤️❤️💗💗😍😍😁😁😁

  • @marie_27
    @marie_27 4 роки тому +1

    even tho I'm just 11 and I'm too mature for my age I know a lot of things no one does..
    I am suffering from a lot of mental illness but I couldn't go see a therapist or a hospital.
    I keep it to myself, there was this one person I trusted and told her I had depression,anxiety, ADHD etc. and then the next day she told me "sorry we can't be friends anymore" it hurt me
    a lot because she was the only one I trusted other than my other friend but she's leaving to go to Spain with her family. So right now I'm scared to go to school even tho it's online classes, because those people might hate me and won't even bother to talk to me anymore.
    I stay up until 3am and sometimes I won't even sleep anymore. I believe that I'm about to die, and that I am dying. I've always been negative with myself but I'm so positive with other people other than me. My older sister has more awards than me which makes my parents believe that I can do it but I know I can't beat her. I'm the second oldest of my siblings but I'm the most responsible among them I need to be the responsible one not my older sister. and that's why I envy her.
    lol sorry for making a long ass speech about my life.

  • @zainaladan4029
    @zainaladan4029 3 роки тому +1

    I litteraly cried watching this
    Because of your touching words
    For your information why I cried reading those touching words are coz I'm actually having a depression for a few years and I used to think "what if I just suicide it will be easier for me and I don't have to face the hate"but after watching this,I finally realized that suicide is not the way to solve any problems coz it will efacted my dearest one's and what will they feel and that really hit me
    So thank you for making me realize what I have been trying to plan is wrong, very wrong
    Thank you again😊😊😊

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  3 роки тому +2

      🥺🥺🥺🥺anytime please don't think like that anymore I'm happy I could help you in anyway❣

    • @zainaladan4029
      @zainaladan4029 3 роки тому +1

      @@-en-finity-1726 Thank you so much for replaying.....but I already get over from those plans after watching this video.....

  • @dildolutscher1588
    @dildolutscher1588 3 роки тому +1

    I watch this with the thoughts, that no one would even care if I die 😂

  • @rikimusha9610
    @rikimusha9610 3 роки тому +1

    i was watching this while on class and i cried with my cam open cause they were all cryinggggg felix got me AHHHHH i still need help.

  • @exia_a
    @exia_a 3 роки тому +1

    8:32 got me crying on my bed its too true to me....i dont get worried....but i didnt live my life to the fullest either.. my sadness got out☺
    AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FROM THE MESSAGE AT THE END IT REALLY GOT ME CRYING...😭

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  3 роки тому +1

      Anytime🥰

    • @exia_a
      @exia_a 3 роки тому

      @@-en-finity-1726 i can really relate at the end pls make more😭👏

  • @Vante_TaeTrillian
    @Vante_TaeTrillian 3 роки тому +1

    That was the saddest imagine i've ever watch😭😢

  • @emmaleni
    @emmaleni 4 роки тому +2

    I don’t know if you are done with this „series“ but I would love it if you would include seventeen or ATEEZ in the next parts if there are gonna be some. If not that’s okay. I loved the videos and they made me really emotional

  • @---hx4tt
    @---hx4tt 2 роки тому +1

    If I didn't see this FF, I would've done something stupid. Thank you so much for making me understand the importance of my life😭😭😭 Thank you for your soothing and meaningful words. It means a lot to me. I don't know how else to thank you. Thank you for this video💕💕

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  2 роки тому +1

      I couldn't be more proud of you, I'm glad you're still here dear, I'll always be here for you❤

  • @nishalsreekumar6472
    @nishalsreekumar6472 6 місяців тому

    thank you unnie for saying those words . it kind of helped me

  • @helaenahernandez3216
    @helaenahernandez3216 4 роки тому +4

    thank you, thank you so much u inspired me so much, thank u thats all i could say

  • @shaileshpopatkar6848
    @shaileshpopatkar6848 3 роки тому +2

    The one who's this channel is I wanna say something to u that ur so supportive and I am suffering from same problem as u r so please don't become weak stay strong stay yourself speak your self and believe in yourself I love u

  • @princessashleymedija3910
    @princessashleymedija3910 4 роки тому +2

    It is so nice and I really like it 😔😓even though its so sad I still like it when I was watching I was crying and I didn't even realize that my mom is also watching and she also cride and its so nice thank you very much for making this imagine WE LOVE YOU

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +1

      Omg really?! I am so honored that your mom watched it too, I love both of you very much🥺❤🌏

  • @Icannotbelieve693
    @Icannotbelieve693 4 роки тому +3

    This series was beautiful.

  • @yakosaki8264
    @yakosaki8264 3 роки тому +1

    Me crying so much and I couldn't sleep 😭

  • @lailerr_ehek796
    @lailerr_ehek796 2 роки тому +2

    You Masa such a good video,, you make me cry a lot,, 7:07 that time I was crying a lot because that sub like say about my life 😁 I thinking can I be happy than this year?? I want to found the good life why I can't?? I thinking why I just not die but that's not good too,,,, I hope have someone can do me happy than me now,,, ) thank you for the video and do me crying when I want to crying,, Thank you😁

  • @etarinakuru2300
    @etarinakuru2300 3 роки тому +1

    There is only one thing in this world that i dont like abt Bang Chan and its the fact that he will always blame himself for smth someone else did...

  • @mariaalexa9239
    @mariaalexa9239 4 роки тому +3

    I cried so hard😭😭😭😭

  • @Xoxo20106
    @Xoxo20106 4 роки тому +1

    Yah you made me cryyyy!!!!! 😭💖

  • @koreanunnie1518
    @koreanunnie1518 4 роки тому +3

    waa jinja you made me cryy so badd😭😭😭😭

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +2

      Awww I am so sorry ❤

    • @koreanunnie1518
      @koreanunnie1518 4 роки тому +1

      unniee can you pleasse make some hyunjin as youre boyfriend imagines plsss saranghaee😍😘

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +1

      @@koreanunnie1518 I have, there are 2 parts on my channel, just scroll down and you'll find it❤

    • @koreanunnie1518
      @koreanunnie1518 4 роки тому +1

      @@-en-finity-1726 aigooo yayy kamsahamnidaaa 😘😍

  • @minyoongi-en1ys
    @minyoongi-en1ys 4 роки тому +1

    I'm a korean fanboy and I have depression (because people make fun if the way I speak english and the way I look) so this made me cry thinking about how much I want to die but it also made me emotional thinking about how many people will be hurt if I die

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому

      Be strong there buddy I'm here with you❣🥺

  • @beans6069
    @beans6069 4 роки тому +1

    My FBI agent: You good?

  • @estheridarnei9160
    @estheridarnei9160 3 роки тому +1

    My tears are flowing non stop😣😣😣😭

  • @dayanavazquez9983
    @dayanavazquez9983 4 роки тому +1

    i started crying

  • @ynin1555
    @ynin1555 3 роки тому +1

    It remembered me of mino my 2nd bf he was a joyful boy and he said what if I die I thought he was joking then after that kino joined the military after that they have a fight mino was really worried then he heard kino saying and shouting gooo leavvve the house after that mino saw a boy who is trying to kill kino he save him kino was crying a mess and his eyes become red well yeah every emotion his eyes and mino eyes changes

  • @adrieananaanderson9590
    @adrieananaanderson9590 4 роки тому +1

    Ive never sobbed this hard.....

  • @bakugousmom9920
    @bakugousmom9920 4 роки тому +14

    Today...we are in 2020 and i'm scares that BTS will disband in 2020 because of Millitary😭😭

  • @aldeanchristiandevano3080
    @aldeanchristiandevano3080 4 роки тому +1

    it is hurt so much. for 17 years I hed been trought this. Even my step mom say I don't deserve to be a human.Cause I am not doing anything perfect.

  • @kenkei9226
    @kenkei9226 4 роки тому +1

    Hello i'm new here...i'm upset why just found this video...i really like this video...
    I really want to be friends with you...you are very kind 😊

  • @taylorvazsccp1
    @taylorvazsccp1 4 роки тому +4

    I love It please more with girlgroups too

  • @nuelatabije3568
    @nuelatabije3568 4 роки тому

    THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEOS!!!I LET IT ALL OUT NOW!!💜

  • @joliennedeguzman2350
    @joliennedeguzman2350 4 роки тому +2

    May I have a shout out unnie in the next episode its ok if you dont want

  • @bellabella4363
    @bellabella4363 4 роки тому +2

    I love you too 💔😭

  • @hanachixx8059
    @hanachixx8059 3 роки тому

    If I hear sobs my tears keeps bursting out😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @StayTinyZen1117
    @StayTinyZen1117 4 роки тому +2

    Aaawwww this is sad ☹️

  • @katelynnweaver4459
    @katelynnweaver4459 3 роки тому +1

    I saw nayeon and i balled my eyes out

  • @glydelstephaniegaray8197
    @glydelstephaniegaray8197 3 роки тому +1

    I REALLY CRIED

  • @kpopchim463
    @kpopchim463 4 роки тому +1

    I MISS JONGHYUN FCK 😫 saddest video ever

  • @andysahari1520
    @andysahari1520 4 роки тому

    Unnie..I want to say thank you so much..you understand me really well..thank you so much..without you..maybe I'm at sulli and Jonghyun's concert😊thank you unnie...I'm still fighting with my problem..but unnie..thank you so much..love you😊❤

  • @jaeyong6062
    @jaeyong6062 4 роки тому +1

    thankyou cuz made me cry too hahaha

  • @addoebaby5706
    @addoebaby5706 4 роки тому +2

    Thinking about it I thought I will open up my feelings sometimes I just think I don't deserve to live anymore and I always say to God that I want to die but same time I don't cuz I'm scared to feel it but almost every time I go in the closet and cry toGod I don't want to live anymore and sometimes I feel like life is a whole dream but sometimes to make me happier I watch k pop videos but most of the times I'm scared to go to sleep because I might not ever wake up again

  • @cloud8560
    @cloud8560 3 роки тому +1

    i think you are relly hurt and broke am i right? because i really appreciate and understand this video

  • @julianaoliva9301
    @julianaoliva9301 4 роки тому +1

    Thank you for your words

  • @dorothyamesquita9003
    @dorothyamesquita9003 4 роки тому +1

    I'm always the one telling everyone to live their life and to tell me all of their worries. But no one tells me the same. I've lied my entire life (12) and I regret it. I wanna go back in the past and fix all my mistakes and just say the truth. I can never say the truth because in this world, being yourself is just not accepted, or from what I've been told. I want someone to just shower me with compliments and respond to my texts and not leave me on read. I want someone to be the one person I can tell everything to. My issues, my worries, my whole life. I just want a real friend.
    But I need to stop lying because of that. Everyone hates liars, and so do I. I've tried multiple ways to love myself for three years now, and I barely love myself by 20%
    I don't see myself as the person you want to hang out. I'm the person you're going to point at and say "No good." I just want to have someone I can trust, love, cry, and all types of other things.
    *I just want a true friend.*

  • @jojothekitty2450
    @jojothekitty2450 4 роки тому +1

    This is so sad 😢

  • @k-popworldstorys5416
    @k-popworldstorys5416 4 роки тому +1

    8:13 thats rembers of I got bully when i was young it wasent my frist time and I let them change me i became cold to everyone i thought about myslef as weak fat ugly i went into a diet more like jimins diet and it was i wouldent eat for 10 day or somtimes 2 weak and i also went to the gym for 4 hours to get abs and i did but every time i went to the gym my body would alwasy hurt and i rember getting weaker and weaker. everyone thought my life was perfect but it wasn't i had problem in the house too and i alwasy thought that my brothers hated me. But then it was the time when i wented to end my life why? My grandmother the person that i loved the only person that knew me well past away i was tried of my life i wanted to end my life so bad. So i cut my vines but i stop i knew she wouldn't like this i know that she loves me and she wants the best for me. Now my life got much better. Pls stop the bullying I dont went people going through what i went.this is a story i never told anyone pretty sure becuse i didnt have anyone to tell this. I prefer to suffer by myslef then to tell anyone. I would always keep a smile even when i was down.

  • @jazzysnewjourney
    @jazzysnewjourney 4 роки тому +1

    First I was always the sick child I have diabetes and it's hard cuz I cannot be like others not so free like others I need to spend many days or hours in the hospital and it makes me often sad that I made so many people lives so hard sometimes people even remind me that I'm sick and that's the part where it's depressing but that's not only thing, my parents made me often depressed I never told them what am going trough cuz my dad is like 'huhh u didn't know what I went trough thats not the same thing mine is really shi unlike urs' they never understood me never listened to me mostly my dad I lost all my confidence what I had all the love I kept togehter for myself while being in my room and crying my friends noticed that I was depressed I told 2 of my closest friends they understand me and help me going trough some shi but it's just they will never understand the pain am going trough I lost many friends cuz they said I am depressed and that's kinda odd I guess my teacher booked a helper for me but day by day next to that person talking bout my feelings I felt more depressed than usual I always said I got this but I never got it I often smile and laugh but sometimes I don't even know for what or why. It's hard for me to open up to people but this video made it clear that's its alright to lean on someone when u need help thank you

  • @badutbersedih1064
    @badutbersedih1064 4 роки тому +1

    thank u so much.

  • @cloud8560
    @cloud8560 3 роки тому +1

    sorry i know it's imagine,but thy didn't know me exist.That makes me really deppressesd seeing my scars in the mirror😔

  • @leenayoon1885
    @leenayoon1885 4 роки тому +1

    I cry so hard

  • @timmsyj6791
    @timmsyj6791 3 роки тому

    Thank you for your kind words they do mean something

  • @ZzeyYzeY
    @ZzeyYzeY 3 роки тому +1

    l cried for myself interesting

  • @taylorvazsccp1
    @taylorvazsccp1 4 роки тому +1

    Please make more

  • @kulinglingpuking6832
    @kulinglingpuking6832 4 роки тому +1

    I can't 😭🥺

  • @manish-sr6ye
    @manish-sr6ye 4 роки тому +2

    Love it..... ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @giselle-dw8kd
    @giselle-dw8kd 4 роки тому +1

    cool

  • @lanieiajohnson3962
    @lanieiajohnson3962 4 роки тому +2

    Thanks rose I was going to kill myself but someone show me your video and it touch my heart so thank you for saving my life 😭😇😫

    • @-en-finity-1726
      @-en-finity-1726  4 роки тому +2

      No, don't YOU EVER THINK OF THAT EVER AGAIN PLEASE😭❤ I'M SO GLAD THAT PERSON SHOWED YOU MY VIDEO, Let me help you in any way possible, you're not alone ❤I love you

    • @lanieiajohnson3962
      @lanieiajohnson3962 4 роки тому +1

      Thanks rose for everything you did for me I'm here if you need me to ❤️🤗😇

  • @ceprianaborja2536
    @ceprianaborja2536 4 роки тому +1

    wow this made me think im important