(TW: SH) asmr comfort || kurapika finds out you've been self-harming

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  • Опубліковано 20 вер 2024
  • I'm sending all my love to anyone who is currently struggling with self-harm
    (which seems to be a lot of you, as indicated in the poll). I know it's difficult, but you're incredibly badass for trying to get better. And you will. Trust me.
    This video is solely meant for comfort and support! It's certainly not a replacement for proper therapy or counseling. And if you think listening is going to hurt more than help, p l e a s e don't feel obligated to stick around.
    I love you! I believe in you! Keep fighting!

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  • @keiitorin439
    @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +726

    Whether you’re one minute or one year clean, you’re doing amazing. You can do this! 🌻

    • @kurapikakurta3567
      @kurapikakurta3567 3 роки тому +64

      thank you 😭 I’m currently 2 weeks clean :) I’m proud of myself 🤨☝️

    • @erenjaeger091
      @erenjaeger091 3 роки тому +23

      Ty I luv u 🥺

    • @Navi.i
      @Navi.i 3 роки тому +23

      @@kurapikakurta3567 Aww! Very Proud of you! :D
      Keep going!
      💖💖💖💖💖💖

    • @kurapikakurta3567
      @kurapikakurta3567 3 роки тому +17

      @@Navi.i thank you 😭😭

    • @definitelynottanaka9512
      @definitelynottanaka9512 3 роки тому +26

      6 months b!tch ❤️✨

  • @youlooksoniceinyourshirt
    @youlooksoniceinyourshirt 3 роки тому +893

    Therapy: expensive
    This: free and re-watchable

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +139

      you’re not... wrong exactly 😅

    • @raysgasoline257
      @raysgasoline257 3 роки тому +28

      Exactly

    • @digittydarn5681
      @digittydarn5681 3 роки тому +27

      yeah and this is mad cute too 🤚🤚

    • @TsukasaYugi1221
      @TsukasaYugi1221 3 роки тому +14

      SUP XD

    • @lolhee447
      @lolhee447 3 роки тому +10

      True doe- expect I go to therapy for my anger issues idk why my aunt made me go

  • @U2Defender
    @U2Defender 3 роки тому +559

    Things that make me feel great
    Therapists -
    Cute animals --
    Keiitorin -----------
    Btw to the person who decided to read this comment this is for you👑

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +41

      STOPPPP 😭❤️❤️

    • @U2Defender
      @U2Defender 3 роки тому +17

      Btw Saw the notifaction and clicked faster than my pe teacher's grandma and flash's cameraman combined🏃‍♂️

    • @anonymousg1rly589
      @anonymousg1rly589 3 роки тому +10

      @@U2Defender not the p.e teachers grandma 💀🤚🏻

    • @Sophendipity
      @Sophendipity 3 роки тому +3

      What is happening 😂

    • @U2Defender
      @U2Defender 3 роки тому +3

      @@Sophendipity Wholesome chaos

  • @rileywatson8275
    @rileywatson8275 3 роки тому +646

    “I don’t care if you’re not a good artist, silly”
    Me with my paintings all over my room:
    👁💧👄💧👁

    • @kittiesgomeowmeow
      @kittiesgomeowmeow 3 роки тому +31

      frr- 😔🤚

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +76

      OOP HAHAHA

    • @Sophendipity
      @Sophendipity 3 роки тому +15

      Tears of sadness 😢

    • @nacho228
      @nacho228 3 роки тому +16

      Next to my bed is literally a painting i worked 10 hours on 😃

    • @Tocasunny79
      @Tocasunny79 3 роки тому +10

      I have a sketchbook with drawings

  • @digittydarn5681
    @digittydarn5681 3 роки тому +523

    "what do you have?"
    "a knife!!!!"
    "NOOO!!!"

  • @conga781
    @conga781 3 роки тому +125

    My mom saw my arm and said ‘you need to stop doing that’
    Gee mom, never thought of that thank you for those wise words

    • @SilverTheArsonist
      @SilverTheArsonist 3 роки тому +7

      Hey, I know your probably going through a rough time but just know that we may not know you personally, but us people on the internet care, and we understand you and your pain. If you ever need a vent buddy, I'm here. Just ask and ill give you my gmail and you can vent to me!😁💖

    • @conga781
      @conga781 3 роки тому +3

      @@SilverTheArsonist thank you so much I really needed to hear that

    • @SilverTheArsonist
      @SilverTheArsonist 3 роки тому +3

      Anytime! I hope things get better!

    • @val-fh7xr
      @val-fh7xr 2 роки тому +3

      Awe, I hope u get better :( I hope you know that your family and friends love u. Your worth so much then u know

    • @lourdesbarrios8849
      @lourdesbarrios8849 2 роки тому +2

      That's what my older sister told me and she threatened to tell out parents and she also said that they are finna send me to a mental hospital so uh yea great advise right

  • @yumekojabami3307
    @yumekojabami3307 3 роки тому +173

    Kurapika: you will not believe the day that I had
    Me: you were called a girl again weren't you.....

    • @eleriee.
      @eleriee. 3 роки тому +8

      OMG YOUR HERE AGAIN 😭

    • @ilovekots
      @ilovekots 3 роки тому +5

      HAHASHDA NOO- LMFAOO

    • @whisperva8235
      @whisperva8235 3 роки тому +4

      Probably

    • @thehyliansheep5604
      @thehyliansheep5604 2 роки тому +3

      OMG WHY DO I KEEP SEEING U
      (i wanna like but ur comment has 111 likes :D)

    • @RayGHG
      @RayGHG 2 роки тому +2

      YUMEKO WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE

  • @schifyu5921
    @schifyu5921 3 роки тому +342

    who needs therapy when you have keiitorin☺️☝️

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +60

      AKDHSHSH STOP YOU’RE BEING TOO SWEET-

    • @schifyu5921
      @schifyu5921 3 роки тому +17

      @@keiitorin439YOUR AUDIOS ARE SO HELPFUL TO ME YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLS

    • @kezwing
      @kezwing 3 роки тому +2

      Exactly

    • @_Casper_2024
      @_Casper_2024 3 роки тому +3

      YEA!🖤🖤🖤

    • @Applesauce707
      @Applesauce707 3 роки тому +3

      I mean- true

  • @aaliyahlawrence8787
    @aaliyahlawrence8787 3 роки тому +229

    I just want to say, relapsing is a normal part of a sober journey! Don’t ever let anyone Shame you for it! I promise it gets better, and it’s always easier when you surround yourself with people genuinely care about you wholeheartedly. x
    But amazing audio as always ❤️😁

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +22

      THIS!!! YES! relapsing is 100% normal and not something to be ashamed about. thank you sm ❤️

    • @aaliyahlawrence8787
      @aaliyahlawrence8787 3 роки тому +7

      @@keiitorin439 glad to be of service 😊 it’s really not spoke about enough

    • @graycaldwell5006
      @graycaldwell5006 3 роки тому +5

      thank u T-T i was clean for 3 years and its happening again recently

    • @mspianowoman
      @mspianowoman 3 роки тому +2

      off topic but ur beautiful

    • @aaliyahlawrence8787
      @aaliyahlawrence8787 3 роки тому +1

      @@mspianowoman I- THANK YOU SO MUCH XD

  • @xia0s_
    @xia0s_ 3 роки тому +89

    Kurapika : "I'm proud of you"
    Me : *Burst into tears because no one has ever said that to me*

  • @ihaveweezeritis
    @ihaveweezeritis 3 роки тому +47

    The fact that I did get caught self-harming, I got yelled at, all my things taken away from me, and I have to stay in my room unless its to use the bathroom. This was the perfect time for me, THANK YOU 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

    • @mizuwu9612
      @mizuwu9612 3 роки тому +11

      Me too, when they discovered I self harmed they yelled at me like I was a monster and they wanted to send me in a hospital. My mother even if she knew I self harmed she still yelled at me and treated me bad and my father just tried to scary me yelling at me that he would have send me to work whitouth finishing school and that I'm not his only daughter so he can't care just about me

    • @yanna.z
      @yanna.z 2 роки тому +5

      @@mizuwu9612 this- this is why i hide my scars but I’m sorry that you had to go through that

    • @Kira-mt8di
      @Kira-mt8di Рік тому

      Bye the fact that literally the same thing happened to me a few months back, my parents didn't let me stay in the house alone or let me in the kitchen💀💀 (which is where I would cut myself)

  • @saltykoolaid9794
    @saltykoolaid9794 3 роки тому +147

    kurapika is now my therapist:))

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +14

      I GUESS SKDJSHS

    • @ziziforthafreefree
      @ziziforthafreefree 3 роки тому +12

      Omg someone needs to write a therapist Kurapika x reader

    • @lolhee447
      @lolhee447 3 роки тому +6

      @@ziziforthafreefree my cousin writes those types of stories 🧍‍♀️

    • @ziziforthafreefree
      @ziziforthafreefree 3 роки тому +2

      @@lolhee447 and just where can i find these

    • @lolhee447
      @lolhee447 3 роки тому +3

      @@ziziforthafreefree she normally writes them on paper and gives them to me but If I am able to force her to make an account on wattpad if you have wattpad I will definitely tell you

  • @Gabbi362
    @Gabbi362 3 роки тому +190

    I listened to this because I’m 2 hours clean :(

    • @cutieekk
      @cutieekk 3 роки тому +17

      I’m proud of you!! 💓🥺 please

    • @cutieekk
      @cutieekk 3 роки тому +15

      sending lots of love🤲🏽❤️

    • @youlooksoniceinyourshirt
      @youlooksoniceinyourshirt 3 роки тому +13

      Oh god im so proud of you 🥺

    • @U2Defender
      @U2Defender 3 роки тому +12

      Doesn't matter if you are 2 hours or even a few seconds clean I'm still proud of you

    • @cutieekk
      @cutieekk 3 роки тому +10

      @@U2Defender yes!!!!!

  • @angelina9338
    @angelina9338 3 роки тому +117

    I wasn’t planning to cry again today

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +20

      it’s okay!! crying can be good for the soul! ❤️

  • @ajbailey5943
    @ajbailey5943 3 роки тому +42

    the part where he/you talked abt the cleaning and bandaging really got to me bc I never had someone who cared abt my self harm and the mental wounds, let alone someone who cared enough to try and help the physical wounds as well...tysm for this😔❤️

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +4

      yes! it’s always important to take care of BOTH the physical and mental wounds ❤️ i’m so happy i can be of help! you’re cared for vv much and ily!

    • @ajbailey5943
      @ajbailey5943 3 роки тому

      @@keiitorin439 ty iky2 🥺💜

  • @miya-su7vs
    @miya-su7vs 3 роки тому +42

    I have been summoned🏃‍♀️

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +9

      super sonic speeeed 🏃‍♂️

  • @cutieekk
    @cutieekk 3 роки тому +64

    these comments....ahh😭....you guys are the strongest people ever!💗💗💗 sending each of you an endless amount of love

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +8

      EVERYONE’S BEING SO NICE AND SUPPORTING EACH OTHER DUDE I STRAIGHT-UP CRIED READING SOME OF THESE 😭💕💕💗

    • @gravyvr8053
      @gravyvr8053 3 роки тому

      I know, ahhhhhhh! Everyone is so strong here!

  • @hwangmwah5700
    @hwangmwah5700 3 роки тому +74

    OMG I WAS WAITING FOR U TO POST ALL WEEK ILY

  • @s9ftie
    @s9ftie 3 роки тому +71

    honestly thank you for this, a lot has been going on in my life and let’s just say I went back to it so this really comforted me

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +12

      i’m so sorry to hear that! i genuinely hope things get better for you, from the bottom of my heart. it’s a whole journey, but i care about and believe in you.

  • @kilvgisa5826
    @kilvgisa5826 3 роки тому +84

    omg i never clicked so fast

  • @drdeutsche1436
    @drdeutsche1436 3 роки тому +104

    This will help alot of people.. thanks for making this (i haven't cut as long as many people so i feel very very bad for making a statement on this but it's hard to beat and it's addicting but I've been clean for a while now i never told really anybody about this so I'm scared of any of my friends finding this ;-; but for all of you struggling I'm here for you..and alot of other people are sending love to you all ^^)

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +8

      if i can help even just one person, i will be immensely happy.^^ and it doesn’t matter how long you’ve been self-harming for; your struggle is just as valid as anyone else! i’m so proud of you for getting better!

    • @drdeutsche1436
      @drdeutsche1436 3 роки тому +1

      @@keiitorin439 AW TY SO MUCH ^^ i better stop crying before my parrents come in my room and i get embarrassed as hell but TY FOR MAKING THIS YOU ARE LITERALLY A ANGEL ^^

    • @carellbones
      @carellbones 2 роки тому

      Hey, it doesnt matter how long you cut or how much you cut or how old you are/were. Your problems dont matter less than others!!! What matters is getting help and growing happy again. Im so glad youre getting better! Keep it up! Oh, and if you relapse, its ok. Thats part of the journey of getting sober. I hope you have a great day/night and I wish you the best!!!

  • @quinn4629
    @quinn4629 3 роки тому +67

    CUT THE CAMRAS DEADASS I WAS GOING TO REQUEST THIS. SLJSKSJJSJS THANK YOU sO MUCH BESTIE 😀🤚🏼

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +5

      I KNEW 👀 LOVE YA BESTIE!!

    • @quinn4629
      @quinn4629 3 роки тому +2

      @@keiitorin439 TYTYTY LOVE YOU TOO

    • @cainozumii_
      @cainozumii_ 3 роки тому +1

      @@quinn4629 Omg I love your pfp very seggsy 😔👌

    • @quinn4629
      @quinn4629 3 роки тому

      @@cainozumii_ ikr 😼thanks bestieee 😩✋🏻

    • @cainozumii_
      @cainozumii_ 3 роки тому +1

      @@quinn4629 omg no problem bestie 😫💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻

  • @okaycool6456
    @okaycool6456 3 роки тому +42

    Out of all the kurapika asmr channels I watch this is the only one I've subscribed too

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +5

      i-
      i feel so honored 😳❤️✨

    • @okaycool6456
      @okaycool6456 3 роки тому +4

      @@keiitorin439 you should. Your channel is the only one that helped me get comfort during tough stuff I'm going through rn 💞

    • @alysoncisneros6404
      @alysoncisneros6404 3 роки тому +1

      @@keiitorin439 yea me to cuz your the best one I have seen so far 💞

  • @melodychumi120
    @melodychumi120 3 роки тому +25

    I really needed this. And I'm sure so many people also need this. Thank you so much for uploading this video for the people who really need it🤍

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +3

      i literally love that i can help at all.^^ ily very much, hope things get better! ❤️

    • @melodychumi120
      @melodychumi120 3 роки тому +1

      @@keiitorin439 Thank Miss. Kei, If I can call you that

  • @nishinoyasgoddess2157
    @nishinoyasgoddess2157 3 роки тому +17

    OUR HIGHNESS HAS POSTED 😫🤚

  • @nabii8277
    @nabii8277 3 роки тому +257

    I’m sorry to say this, but can someone tell me they’re proud of me I’ve been 2 months clean 🥺

    • @melswitch
      @melswitch 3 роки тому +31

      oh honey, yes! I am so very proud ^-^ u are so strong

    • @oyuunii
      @oyuunii 3 роки тому +19

      IM PROUD OF YOU !! YOU'RE DOING SO SO GREAT ILY

    • @kurapikakurta3567
      @kurapikakurta3567 3 роки тому +24

      YES IM SO PROUD

    • @emmaisanerd
      @emmaisanerd 3 роки тому +15

      Don’t apologize that’s so awesome!

    • @jaboi7709
      @jaboi7709 3 роки тому +9

      🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @xero-chan7372
    @xero-chan7372 2 роки тому +4

    *For the people who self harm using a blade or sharp object on skin here’s some tips if you want them (A few of these worked for my friend, but I know everyone is different and everyone SHs in a different way).*
    *Blood:* if you need to see blood mix food colouring with a hint of water to make it look the same
    *Pain:* You can use ice cubes or hair ties.
    *Anxiety induced etc:* try thinking of a person, place or object that makes you happy. Focus completely on it/them and control your breathing. Try to think like you’re really there, have that item or the person is with you.
    *Mental:* If you need help with it mentally try the butterfly method; which is drawing a butterfly where you usually cut (once it’s healed as to not get ink poisoning) and name it after a loved one. If it helps draw multiple and name it after different people. Think of it like their life, if you cut all the butterflies pass. If they fade NATURALLY (no scrubbing to get rid of them) then you succeeded. Continue as necessary.
    I hope this helped in some way! If you want to talk or vent I’m here to help. And don’t feel like you’re bothering me, I’m used to comforting people and I want to make sure you feel safe and loved, even if it is from a stranger on the internet! I hope you feel better soon my sweet children!

  • @chilljustfuckingchill7314
    @chilljustfuckingchill7314 3 роки тому +8

    this made me feel so much better because i relapsed a day ago and it was sad because i was 5 months clean and i was like all that effort down the drain and i just sat there and cried the entire night .
    Thank you so much ❤

  • @kurapikakurta3567
    @kurapikakurta3567 3 роки тому +44

    NEVER CLICKED FASTER IN MY LIFE

  • @kurapikaswife8971
    @kurapikaswife8971 3 роки тому +13

    Here are some more ideas for videos:
    -Kurapika pranks you
    - Kurapika make you jealous
    - Kurapika find's out you're pregnant 😶 😂
    - Kurapika proposal you
    I would be sooooooooooooooo happy if you do somethink like that 😍 ly!!!

  • @tojistoy
    @tojistoy 3 роки тому +105

    At lest he didn't get mad and slap me and told me that I was never wanted me like my parents did :>...

    • @tojistoy
      @tojistoy 3 роки тому +7

      Omg thank you this really makes me feel better about it 🥺

    • @kittiesgomeowmeow
      @kittiesgomeowmeow 3 роки тому +4

      @@tojistoy aaa youre welcome :D

    • @drdeutsche1436
      @drdeutsche1436 3 роки тому +5

      I got threatened to be sent to a mental hospital ;-;

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +16

      parents like this,, ugh... i’m so sorry, you deserve all the love in the world truly

    • @holyhartanto9487
      @holyhartanto9487 3 роки тому +3

      omgg im so sorry that you need to hear those words:(( but you deserve all the love in this world!! i dont know what else to say unless to remind you that even though it seems like people dont understand you, we here understand your struggles and are here for u the best we can

  • @HisFavVamp
    @HisFavVamp 3 роки тому +41

    I am not even joking, my baby cousin was watching Cocomelon on my phone and the MOMENT I heard the notification.....
    THE LITERAL SECOND....
    I heard a notification I flew, took my phone, locked myself in my room, sat on the floor, and now I’m here🌝

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +6

      OH MY GOD AAHHHA

    • @Tocasunny79
      @Tocasunny79 3 роки тому +2

      Speed 🌝

    • @Applesauce707
      @Applesauce707 3 роки тому

      Relatable

    • @just_alex1035
      @just_alex1035 3 роки тому +2

      [I give my phone to my baby cousin and I have to wait till she falls asleep to get my phone back or she throws a massive tantrum and hits me TvT]

    • @Applesauce707
      @Applesauce707 3 роки тому +2

      @@just_alex1035 that’s a hardcore origin story

  • @nehalol1650
    @nehalol1650 3 роки тому +11

    the fact that I thought of sh the other day-
    your doing gods work kei I love u so much 🙏🏼🛐

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +1

      i love you too! you can do this, i believe in you!!! 💕💗

  • @nctthinker
    @nctthinker 3 роки тому +8

    That's it.....
    You're officially my✨ therapist✨

  • @fishypretzels
    @fishypretzels 3 роки тому +14

    "and draw on your skin instead."
    me, who has been cursed with the thinnest arms known to man: ...and how exactly

    • @Meganthemalehand
      @Meganthemalehand 2 роки тому

      My mom gets so mad when I draw on myself and everyone in school asks about it cause I get carried away

  • @camskee
    @camskee 3 роки тому +10

    the noise i made when i saw the notification please-💀🏃‍♀️

  • @samyukthachandrasekar6697
    @samyukthachandrasekar6697 3 роки тому +10

    the highlight of my week is when keiitorin drops a vid 🤠

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +2

      this is SO sweet i’m finna blush-

  • @Sophendipity
    @Sophendipity 3 роки тому +37

    Kurapika:"your trying so hard angel 😢" me:"I DUG MY WAY UP FROM HELL 👹"

  • @Sticksandstoness
    @Sticksandstoness 3 роки тому +41

    Yessss i got so happy my belly started to hurt-

  • @mayah505
    @mayah505 3 роки тому +3

    it’s so refreshing to hear such a sweet response. people told me i only did it for attention and called me mental and it hurt so bad, i’m so glad people are starting to take this seriously now 🤍

  • @sillyjojofan
    @sillyjojofan 3 роки тому +93

    Today was a really hard day, like so fucked and this video makes me feel so much better. Thank you so much
    (I'm crying over the video omg-)

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +10

      i’ve got psychic superpowers! knew you needed it babey^^ fr i hope you have a better day tomorrow! ily! ❤️

    • @sillyjojofan
      @sillyjojofan 3 роки тому +2

      @@keiitorin439 Omg omg. Thank you so so so much✨, I think I'll cry again (sorry I'm too sensitive)
      Ilyt💕

  • @stoutivia
    @stoutivia 2 роки тому +4

    I've watched this video so many times. Everytime I relapse I come back to it. I can't seem to stay clean for more than a few days, but this video helps. Thank you so much ❤️

  • @iillymadrid2674
    @iillymadrid2674 3 роки тому +27

    Omg I’m so sorry I’m late my phone was dead 😭but IM HERE and thank you I really appreciate your effort and time 🥺

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +5

      HEY HEY!!! anything for you guys, honestly! ❤️❤️

    • @Sillyclownboy
      @Sillyclownboy Рік тому

      O uh ya sorry im late too my phone also died yknow

  • @aaliyahlawrence8787
    @aaliyahlawrence8787 3 роки тому +33

    The way I stopped working to click this 😌✋🏽

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +7

      a lil break 😌✨ FR YOU’RE SO CUTE HSJSH

    • @aaliyahlawrence8787
      @aaliyahlawrence8787 3 роки тому +3

      @@keiitorin439 look who’s talking? 🥰❤️

  • @koe.yipee3
    @koe.yipee3 3 роки тому +18

    Wow. I’m gonna be honest, I just self harmed after being clean for 6 months and 30 days..! I came onto UA-cam to listen to your vids again, but now I’m gonna listen to this. I’ll let you know what I think :)
    Edit: I know I know, 4 minutes longer than the video. My cat started rubbing against me because I was crying at like 2 minutes or so into the audio. Anyways, I really liked this audio, and it was posted at a convenient time, well on a convenient day I guess I should say. I have to say, when Pika started talking about our dreams I smiled because I’ve listened to that one at least 5 times already, heh. Thank you for posting this. Stay safe and healthy.

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +4

      you’ll get back up there, don’t you worry, ya cutie!! i’m glad i could be of assistance to you at all.

  • @Heyza_
    @Heyza_ 3 роки тому +2

    I actually found this last night. And I got really lucky that I did because this morning I woke up with big urges and was triggered multiple times throughout the day. I ended up doodling the dream kurapika talks about on my hand and wrists and I can feel the urge finally leaving without actually hurting myself. So thank you. Thank you so much

  • @user-np5hx4cz1x
    @user-np5hx4cz1x 3 роки тому +6

    I started crying cause this reminded me of how my boyfriend treats me when i’m sad and going through stuff even though he has depression. I got so sad cause he goes through so much at home and with school and still makes time for me when my dumbass is being clingy. And he makes me feel loved even when I know he needs it more. I feel like such a bad girlfriend rn. I might send this to him cause we both are in love with kurapika.

  • @rileywatson8275
    @rileywatson8275 3 роки тому +18

    Oh no my heart-
    This is so amazing I can’t- 😭💕🤧

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +2

      😭💕💕💕 i love you!

    • @ilovekots
      @ilovekots 3 роки тому

      @@keiitorin439 111 222 (theses are angel numbers) 👍

  • @delii6151
    @delii6151 3 роки тому +5

    My mother just found out about my self harm and she was but sort of wasn’t understanding if that makes sense. I was so stressed and I cried the entire time, this helped a lot. So thank you :) 💓

  • @user-qd8eb6es8x
    @user-qd8eb6es8x 3 роки тому +7

    Me being 4 days clean 😃🤚 thank you so much I really needed something like this 😩💖

  • @francescadaries2819
    @francescadaries2819 3 роки тому +35

    i don't struggle with self-harm but it's still comforting, thank you i love all your videos ❤️

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +5

      always good for extra comfort! and thanks so much! ❤️

  • @littleshopofteacups
    @littleshopofteacups 3 роки тому +3

    thank you so much, ive been 3 months clean from self harm
    thank you for caring for us thank you so so so much

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +3

      no need to thank me, it’s seriously my pleasure! 3 months is a huge accomplishment, i’m so so proud of you!! i will always care about you, lovie 💗

    • @littleshopofteacups
      @littleshopofteacups 3 роки тому +1

      @@keiitorin439 🥺🥺

  • @Timiki_
    @Timiki_ 2 роки тому +3

    this is really comforting after im 4 months clean :)

  • @zensjagi
    @zensjagi 3 роки тому +39

    ok, but when like i get called a nickname/pet name, just *𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆 𝗻𝗼𝗶𝘀𝗲𝘀*
    also this made me feel better- like i haven’t self harmed in that way in a long time, just like, emotional self-harm, but i’m at least trying to get better- i’m rambling, but anyways thank you ! :)

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +3

      i’m the same way with pet names >.< and emotional self-harm is certainly a whole struggle - i’m so proud of you for trying to get better!!! ❤️

  • @elija-m
    @elija-m 3 роки тому +3

    I’ve been clean for a month now and this really maded me feel better, so thanks for making this!

    • @ggigigia
      @ggigigia 3 роки тому

      I'm so proud of you bubs! Keep going i love u

    • @elija-m
      @elija-m 3 роки тому +1

      @foot sausage wait really, ty!

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому

      one month is a h u g e milestone, i’m so very proud!! you got this!

  • @MOONLIGHT-df1sh
    @MOONLIGHT-df1sh 3 роки тому +3

    i'm rewatching this and know i'm crying bc i feel bad bc i feel like he blames himself and i don't wanna make him sad 🥲

  • @zckcat7834
    @zckcat7834 3 роки тому +7

    I had never cried so much with an asmr, I did not know that I needed this to continue living, thank you. Now I have to listen when I do that, I really appreciate it for making this audio

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому

      i’m so happy to have helped at all - things ALWAYS get better bby!! you can do this! ily! ❤️💕✨

  • @trashgremlin6491
    @trashgremlin6491 2 роки тому +6

    Therapy: Hasnt helped me for over a year and costs 100s of dollars
    This: Free and helps me

  • @alexa-rt7jk
    @alexa-rt7jk 3 роки тому +6

    im like a week clean and this made me happy so i'll try to stop

    • @ggigigia
      @ggigigia 3 роки тому

      I'm so happy for you!!! Keep going alexa i know you can do this💕

    • @cutieekk
      @cutieekk 3 роки тому

      you’re strong and you definitely can do it💗 i’m proud

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +1

      you. can. do this!!

  • @snowiseverhthingtome
    @snowiseverhthingtome 3 роки тому +6

    the way I screamed when I saw this notification YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THE ANTICIPATION-
    also this is so considerate I'm sure it helped so many people ~

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому

      P L S CUTIEEE!! 😭😭 and i really do hope it helped somewhat!

    • @Love_Megan
      @Love_Megan 2 роки тому

      The parents: WTF 👁️👄👁️

  • @nyixsphere28
    @nyixsphere28 3 роки тому +9

    Ansnejjw this actually really made me feel better- I put myself in foster care a few days ago bc my guardian choked me when she found out I had cut myself and it's been really nice here and this audio really helped! Your comfort audios have helped me relax, fall asleep, focus on my school as much as possible and make me calm before my meetings
    Thank you so much

    • @val-fh7xr
      @val-fh7xr 2 роки тому

      You didn't deserve what your guardian did to u, they should have asked if u were ok, I hope you know lots of people love you and that u mean so much to them. More then you'll ever know.

  • @jup1t3rsorbit
    @jup1t3rsorbit 3 роки тому +4

    I have been clean for around 4 weeks, this helped so much 💖

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +3

      4 WEEKS LET’S GOOOOO!! GOOD JOB, M’LOVE, YOU GOT THIS!! 💗💗

    • @jup1t3rsorbit
      @jup1t3rsorbit 3 роки тому +2

      @@keiitorin439 OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH I AM LEGIT CRYING OF HAPPINESS THANK YOU SO MUCH I NEEDED THAT

  • @biz7736
    @biz7736 3 роки тому +14

    AYY THIS IS THE VIDEO IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR

  • @leviackerman2232
    @leviackerman2232 3 роки тому +2

    Awwweee I love the description thingy, thanks

  • @alexx5093
    @alexx5093 3 роки тому +3

    ur vids litterally make me so happy happy, i actually just started struggling with it and this made me feel kinda better

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +1

      i’m s o glad. you’re doing great, seriously! ❤️💕💗

  • @kozykoo
    @kozykoo 3 роки тому +2

    i really needed this- i’ve been about 2 days clean so far and i’ve never told anyone i’ve done this. thank you for this. thank you so so so so so so so so so so so much

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +1

      it’s my pleasure!! 2 days is amazing, bby, you’re s o strong ugh- you can DO this!! 💕❤️

  • @corallyline1786
    @corallyline1786 3 роки тому +5

    OMG YOU CAN‘T IMAGINE HOW LONG I‘VE WAITING FOR THIS VIDEO TYSM

  • @MOONLIGHT-df1sh
    @MOONLIGHT-df1sh 3 роки тому +1

    me who just got out the mental hospital just for this reason. YOU REALLY JUST KNOW JUST WHEN TO COME AND SAVE THE DAY!!!

  • @melimelon141
    @melimelon141 3 роки тому +4

    Bro, this helped me so much-... Highkey, I’ve never had anyone care for me after I’ve gone through a moment that led back to me going back on bad habits..
    I even tried talking to someone who I thought cared most about me about it, but they didn’t even seem to care much. :,]
    It’s been a while and i’m still not clean, but this made me feel cared for-..for once. Thank you man.

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому

      i know how that feels - i don’t care if i don’t know you irl, i care about and love you very much! you are never alone. and i believe in you.

  • @eli-xj9gw
    @eli-xj9gw 3 роки тому +1

    i was literally crying bc i started when i was 10 and two years later im still going and i cant go to anyone and the people who are called "my family" could help me but they are the ones who have started it. Thank you for making this, you are a literal gift from God.

  • @Zi_on133
    @Zi_on133 3 роки тому +4

    Pretty glad you upload cause I’m not doing so well in the hospital for an serious injury for my back so this just made my day twice time better 😊

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +1

      aw sweetheart, i’m wishing you a lovely recovery

    • @Zi_on133
      @Zi_on133 3 роки тому

      @@keiitorin439 thank you! 😌

    • @kittiesgomeowmeow
      @kittiesgomeowmeow 3 роки тому +1

      oh noo i hope you get better :))

    • @Zi_on133
      @Zi_on133 3 роки тому +1

      @@kittiesgomeowmeow thanks! ☺️

    • @kittiesgomeowmeow
      @kittiesgomeowmeow 3 роки тому +2

      @@Zi_on133 npp 😌

  • @user-qo5kz9uh2k
    @user-qo5kz9uh2k 3 роки тому +13

    Nooo pls Im listening to this in front of my parents and now they’re asking why I’m crying noooo😭

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому

      AHHHHH 😭 SORRY BOUT THAT-

    • @user-qo5kz9uh2k
      @user-qo5kz9uh2k 3 роки тому

      @@keiitorin439 ITS FINE THIS IS JUST SO WHOLESOME 😭

  • @gaypillow7915
    @gaypillow7915 3 роки тому +4

    Kurapika: why could I ever be mad at you
    Me: *pulls out a list*
    Kurapika: what the fu-

  • @catlover78
    @catlover78 3 роки тому +1

    im trying really hard not to start cutting and im really proud of myself so far :D im so proud of all of you who are already fighting the battle with the addiction of self harm, whether you are clean for 1 hour, 1 day, 1 mnth, 1 year, o more or less, you are so strong and amazing. i love you.

  • @addy7345
    @addy7345 3 роки тому +6

    this helped me a lot I’m a day clean but still helped me cope with it

  • @quinn256
    @quinn256 3 роки тому +2

    i finally got to 10 months clean a few days ago but it’s been very hard to stay clean bc it’s the longest i’ve gone since i started so i have been 😩💪🏼 rewatching this when i get urges

  • @yuzuririn
    @yuzuririn 3 роки тому +3

    Sometimes I forget it’s you and not actually him
    (I love your work smm)

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +1

      plot twist i’m actually kurapika 👀 FR THO THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

    • @yuzuririn
      @yuzuririn 3 роки тому

      @@keiitorin439 omg yww

  • @tendousstudypartner1319
    @tendousstudypartner1319 2 роки тому +2

    Im so sorry im late I just wanted to say thank you so much I've been struggling so thank you so much I'm literally crying ahhhhhhh....But besides that thank you so much you have NO idea how much this helps...Your voice I precious just so you know...🤕🤍
    Edit:My uglyness is one of my reasons so thank you for the buetiful...I am now subscribed.Thank you

  • @certifiedsatorulover
    @certifiedsatorulover 3 роки тому +7

    GAVE ME A BOOST OF SEROTONIN THANK U, MY GODESS 🛐

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +2

      YOU’RE SO WELCOME LOVIEE ❤️❤️

  • @achidwhodoesntknowwhat28-55
    @achidwhodoesntknowwhat28-55 3 роки тому +1

    I feel the waterworks coming in- I FEEL THE VALIDATION COMING INN~

  • @legsay5197
    @legsay5197 3 роки тому +9

    this was really comforting as I'm only just recovering , but I threw out my blades a few days ago :] !!

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому

      YES YESSS I’M SO PROUD OF YOU!! that’s a h u g e step ugh you made me smile so hard just now

    • @legsay5197
      @legsay5197 3 роки тому

      @@keiitorin439 thank you !! :D

    • @simpfordabi9919
      @simpfordabi9919 3 роки тому +1

      I'm proud of you!!

    • @legsay5197
      @legsay5197 3 роки тому

      @@simpfordabi9919 aw thank you!

    • @simpfordabi9919
      @simpfordabi9919 3 роки тому

      @@legsay5197 Your welcome💕

  • @堕天使-x1u
    @堕天使-x1u 3 роки тому +7

    Y’all-✋🏾 I’m one week clean.

  • @digittydarn5681
    @digittydarn5681 3 роки тому +3

    you guys take care 💞

  • @coramessanger8424
    @coramessanger8424 2 роки тому +1

    The "WHAT? of course I'm staying with u is that even a question??" That part got me

  • @kay8747
    @kay8747 3 роки тому +3

    This is so comforting. Maybe not for everyone, but it helped me feel so much better. The way you didn’t blame us, kept your voice calm and non-hostile, and stayed so so respectful by not prying....I wish people reacted that way instead of alienating us. As I said, it will be taken differently by everyone, but this was very comforting to me.

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому

      thank you, i’m glad it helped! a lot of people reacted in a hostile manner when i was self-harming and it scared the shit out of me, honestly. so i really did try to say all the things i wish someone had said to me.

    • @cutieekk
      @cutieekk 3 роки тому +1

      @@keiitorin439 omg what🥺baby you...oh god. I wondered how you managed to use such gentle and accurate words in this video. i’m so sorry it happened to you. i wanna hug you so much.

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому

      @@cutieekk you’re s o kind babe, i’d hug you too if i could.^^ it’s alright though! it taught me how to be kinder so i wouldn’t change anything. also um sTOP BEING SO SWEET MY HEART IS ACHING-

    • @cutieekk
      @cutieekk 3 роки тому

      @@keiitorin439 i told myself to not comment too much........now it seems like you remember me. ok I’ll go to sleep just to not embarrass you anymore bahahahhaha

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +1

      @@cutieekk i d o remember you sldjhdhhs you’re too cute - SLEEP WELL!!

  • @ryanminceyy
    @ryanminceyy 3 роки тому +4

    you really are amazing-

  • @bettybetty437
    @bettybetty437 3 роки тому +3

    Your videos helped me alot. When I listen to your audios I feel like I'm actually loved and someone is proud of me. Thank u so much ❤

  • @ashhall3501
    @ashhall3501 3 роки тому +1

    I relapsed today and I was just listening to your videos for the first time and I saw this, thank you..💖

  • @ashsedits3330
    @ashsedits3330 3 роки тому +4

    Kurapikas hoodie would be to big on me since he’s 5’7 and I’m 5’4 😭😊

  • @strawberry_diluc3185
    @strawberry_diluc3185 3 роки тому +2

    Ahhhhhhhh someone pls get me out of my asthma attack 😱 this is so cute i can't😫✋
    Also thank you for making this video im struggling with self harm since a year and when my parents found out, they're just yelled at me and said that im ungrateful and nobody was there for me. I rlly needed this tyssssssssm💕💕
    Have a nice day/night and remember to eat daily😀
    Byeee❄🌻

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +1

      your parents are wildin’ i’m so sorry sweetheart- you deserve way better. if it helps, let me just say that i care about you and love you lots! take care of yourself and eat well too! ❤️❤️

    • @strawberry_diluc3185
      @strawberry_diluc3185 3 роки тому

      Tysm you literally safed mine and so much lifes out here:')💖 i hope you now how amazing your videos are and how much joy you bring back to our broken lifes⭐🌻🌸

  • @tiffanyjordan4013
    @tiffanyjordan4013 Рік тому +3

    In 5 months, I'm gonna be 4 years clean. I'm in a better place rn, which is great, and I have other ways of coping when life gets rough

  • @amnaproductions2277
    @amnaproductions2277 3 роки тому +2

    I came to this bc I'm 3hours clean I'm just happy I did it my parents yelled at me bc they think I'm doing it for attention and bc I'm over reacting but ur videos are my tharapy and when i came to this I really felt like I was cared for. So I'm just wanna say to keiitorin and everyone who read this that thank you for living and just being a live my friend and I both have been cutting but she took it a bit further and I lost the only person that cared for me I want to meet her soon but I keep thinking about the ppl who need me to help them that's why I want to wait a bit before I see my best friend to help ppl that need someone to be there for them ur videos are the main reason I'm alive tho I feel cared for my parent know nothing about me crying at night cutting etc but this video made me think some does care about me all I want to say is thank u,thank you so much for helping me get through this step by step I. Sry this is a long comment but I just wanna say thank you

  • @hndanitzr
    @hndanitzr 3 роки тому +3

    YOU MADE MY DAY😩👍🏻

  • @destinesiq6374
    @destinesiq6374 3 роки тому +1

    i am 4 months clean. it’s been really hard. no matter, months, minutes, days, years or weeks, i’m so proud of you 💕

    • @destinesiq6374
      @destinesiq6374 3 роки тому

      @C L ty! i lost my streak a few weeks ago, got three weeks clean, and lost it again due to homophobic parents, but i’m two days clean now, and i’m going to try my best. 💕

    • @destinesiq6374
      @destinesiq6374 3 роки тому

      i cant believe this was four months ago. I’ve lost my streak again, but i’m not giving up. 💗

  • @Lilith__XYZ
    @Lilith__XYZ 3 роки тому +3

    I needed this- i actually started crying, thank you... :D

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +1

      i am truly happy to help! it’s no problem loviee

  • @osasamu
    @osasamu 3 роки тому +2

    Im 1 month clean! :DD this made me so proud of myself ^^

    • @isabelcore
      @isabelcore 2 роки тому

      SO PROUD OF YOU KERP IT UP

  • @theperiodstainonyourbed
    @theperiodstainonyourbed 2 роки тому +4

    This reminds me of the times I looked at that knife and had the urge to, but thankfully my last connection to wanting to live was still in my life so I could fight the urges (also no one knew about it) now I love life more then ever and yes I do still get little thoughtsbut I just ignore it and move forward, I really don't want them to find out about that still
    Sorry about the random comment

  • @shawnetteharvey4072
    @shawnetteharvey4072 3 роки тому +2

    I'm literally inlove with this 😭👏🏿

    • @lightsssc
      @lightsssc 3 роки тому +1

      Me too ✨💗😭

  • @michellekurta3898
    @michellekurta3898 3 роки тому +8

    *slams head into wall* oh hey😏✌️

    • @keiitorin439
      @keiitorin439  3 роки тому +2

      *leans against air and falls* why hello 😏✨

    • @michellekurta3898
      @michellekurta3898 3 роки тому

      keiitorin hEy nice seeing you here😏✨ *panics and falls* oh😰🙏 uh you saw nothing😛✌️

    • @michellekurta3898
      @michellekurta3898 3 роки тому

      PLS-

    • @ReeseWB
      @ReeseWB 3 роки тому

      @@keiitorin439 what is happening-?

    • @michellekurta3898
      @michellekurta3898 3 роки тому +1

      MeBaeAndAnime - noThINg

  • @sarahi2278
    @sarahi2278 3 роки тому +1

    I’ve never experienced wanting to hurt myself except once and this really helped even if you haven’t committed to do it for a second or a day I’m so proud of you your doing amazing and before you know it that feeling will be over. Thank you so much for making this ❤️