peter parker || happier than ever [nwh spoilers]

“ All that you did was make me fucking sad. ”
WARNING: nwh spoilers, glitches (a little eye-straining)
fellas do y'all ever just get so angry and frustrated over everything and everyone around you that you really really feel the need to scream and throw things around but can't so instead you head over to your little editing app to silently scream fuck you to fictional characters that you use to symbolize the people you're angry at using another fictional character 🙃
this came out more as a vent than just an actual cool idea that i like - i like the thought of an angry peter and that was what made me jot this vid idea down but i ended up just actually editing this earlier than i intended just to pour all of my anger and sadness here instead. finishing this actually feels like a huge chunk of anger just disappeared from my chest. i started this in tuesday just crying my eyes out lmaooo, now i still feel a little angry but totally just getting over the event that made me feel like this.
anyways,
1.) angry peter my beloved ❤️
like seriously that scene with him beating the shit out of the Green Goblin??? fucking c h i l l s man. the feral look in his eyes?? his growls???? fuck yea little guy you go !!
2.) about happy and tony's inclusion on this edit,
i'm a big fan of the irondad&spideyson thing that they've got going on canonically (in fact, i'm working on a peter&tony vid and i think i'll be able to finish it soon) but i really can't set aside the fact that tony still?? treated peter like shit in hoco????
i love him so much and i get that he has these issues with himself that prevents him from actually being close to peter, and i know he actually tried eventually (before the ferry accident tony called peter directly and mentions something about "breaking the cycle" regarding howard's treatment of him like - oh here we go i'm crying), i understand where he was coming from. his parts here weren't included to like paint him as some kind of villain.
same goes for happy. i love him sooo much too - but i also can't put aside the fact that happy also treated peter like shit in hoco. i'm glad his relationship with peter evolved because i love this duo so much.
3.) sorry about the bad quality of the nwh clips and audios,
i included texts to accompany the voice-overs from nwh so hopefully they're comprehensible still (except for aunt may's speech about responsibility [hi i am sobbing] because i forgot aaak). i should've waited for the hd release of nwh but i'm too excited to edit with mcu so i settled for a camr1p instead lmaoo. i might remake this someday (hopefully without so much anger in me) when i finally manage to get my hands on some hd clips.
4.) also there was a bit of a problem when i was rendering this so there are a few scenes here with still frames. whoops. sorry, my editing app just likes to pick a fight with me from time to time :))
5.) b&w colouring go brrrrr
6.) focused somewhat heavily on quentin,
because FUCK quentin beck. he reminds me too much of someone that i used to know and i absolutely loathe them both lmaooooo
7.) sorry about the ending
ig i wanted to give the ending a bit of a 'hopeful' feeling just for comfort. it's underwhelming at best but eyy at least i finished it
more mcu!spidey edits coming soon 💓
fandom: Spider-Man (MCU)
song used: Happier Than Ever - Billie Eilish ( • Happier Than Ever )
tags:
#spiderman
#mcu
#peterparker
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[@CarolynGranger]

oh my gosh- this is really...incredible! The part with the aggressive guitar and drums was so well done! You're so underrated and talented my goodness! You put all Peter's emotions into one perfect video! loved this sooo much! And the parallels with Tony and Beck were great!

[@CathyMee]

Thank you so much!! I'm so glad you enjoyed this! 💓💓

[@oisinreilly2639]

This movie fucked with my emotions 😩😩

[@crazypack4999]

RIGHT ON TIME!! This week I was in cinema to watch nwh!!! 😍😍😍😍😍

[@Jujutsukaisen_world]

Nice I love it

[@CathyMee]

thank you!!

[@Jujutsukaisen_world]

Welcome keep going

[@waiia2631]

harika superwow