I got robbed (This video sucks lol)

Yeah I got robbed. I didn't really try to edit this video. I honestly hope someone actually reads these descriptions because I need help. Like Im on my final reasons in life but I still want to push but there's like nothing or no one thats helping me. At all. Only god has been there for me but sometimes I ask him to remind me why I'm doing this and why I should keep... yk.. breathing. But sometimes it feels like he doesn't answer. It's okay though cuz he listens. Idk I just hope someone sees this and maybe helps me or something.
Have a good day and god bless you. 🙏✝️