i’d rather sleep ~ kero kero bonito (slowed+reverb)

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  • @ljtzy
    @ljtzy  4 роки тому +541

    check out my recent video, another slowed and reverb song hope y’all like it !! 🎸💞
    ua-cam.com/video/HHp3zS3-5nY/v-deo.html

  • @uwuduwu9860
    @uwuduwu9860 4 роки тому +2687

    "Just to be a kid again.."
    Hits real hard

    • @peggyscorner9118
      @peggyscorner9118 3 роки тому +16

      Ikr

    • @niikoashl3yyy467
      @niikoashl3yyy467 3 роки тому +49

      I relate to this despite still being at puberty at the time of writing. Maybe i just want to go back to when i was a child but in my current state? I mean i feel like i would be happy if i was back then but with my current mental state(without my mental health issues) and i wasn't that happy back them( or I'm delusional and insane) and I'm not happy now(or maybe everyone is right and I'm faking it and lying to myself)

    • @saraatedog
      @saraatedog 3 роки тому +36

      at first i thought that skid “just to hit a kid again” and i was like 👁👄👁

    • @reccabea
      @reccabea 3 роки тому +24

      I'm 11 years old and my whole damn world is so boring

    • @sweetea_
      @sweetea_ 3 роки тому +2

      ikr

  • @lunatheclown7827
    @lunatheclown7827 4 роки тому +2032

    1:30 for all the animators like me out there.

  • @S0urpxtch07
    @S0urpxtch07 4 роки тому +2850

    Ah thank you I was looking for one that wasn’t very slowed down

    • @certifiedsploink
      @certifiedsploink 4 роки тому +30

      me too!

    • @beep4119
      @beep4119 4 роки тому +21

      Same with me.

    • @hueningzzz
      @hueningzzz 4 роки тому +70

      Same! When it was too slowed, it didn’t sound very good.

    • @Idkjustrandomly
      @Idkjustrandomly 4 роки тому +7

      Same

    • @jai4285
      @jai4285 4 роки тому +1

      ua-cam.com/video/TUihHB2sWWc/v-deo.html

  • @juanymargaritafloresmontes4600
    @juanymargaritafloresmontes4600 4 роки тому +753

    This song is the darkest of the album, and slowed sounds amazing:0 it’s remaining to weirdcore or dreamcore aesthetic

  • @burntnoodles1276
    @burntnoodles1276 4 роки тому +1533

    I'm about to have a mental break down

    • @ljtzy
      @ljtzy  4 роки тому +216

      Sahvana dennis i hope you are okay! 🥺

    • @burntnoodles1276
      @burntnoodles1276 4 роки тому +125

      @@ljtzy Thanky ou, Im not rn but Im gonna be fine! 💓💓

    • @ljtzy
      @ljtzy  4 роки тому +120

      Sahvana dennis hope things get better for you! if there is anything i can help with, you can contact me on my social media and i’m here for a talk if you need it! 💞

    • @burntnoodles1276
      @burntnoodles1276 4 роки тому +49

      @@ljtzy Tysm!! 😊😊 ily 💓

    • @user2.22
      @user2.22 4 роки тому +24

      lets have one together. .

  • @Hotel52
    @Hotel52 4 роки тому +897

    Why do I relate to this, I’m not even that old..

    • @allgeekedout1102
      @allgeekedout1102 4 роки тому +69

      bruh same IM 12 LIKE DAMN

    • @zariahs9666
      @zariahs9666 4 роки тому +39

      Gosh I’m turning 14 this year

    • @heroketchup7504
      @heroketchup7504 4 роки тому +52

      im turning 2 in a few months im 2 years old :)

    • @kotaru-san9007
      @kotaru-san9007 4 роки тому +12

      Same :( I'm 12 :/

    • @bakugo5268
      @bakugo5268 4 роки тому +17

      Dang I'm turning 16 in 10 minutes time flies 😧😧

  • @R_candy
    @R_candy 4 роки тому +250

    For some reason this part gives me nostalgia
    0:56

    • @Nerium_Aquifolium
      @Nerium_Aquifolium 3 роки тому +5

      Ohhh. I think I know what you mean. So that’s what that feeling is

    • @croutons9590
      @croutons9590 3 роки тому +2

      I swear this was the theme song to one of my favorite shows growing up, maybe it was imagined because I can never find it

    • @waterisrelaxing
      @waterisrelaxing 2 роки тому +2

      it all hits us

  • @Oddity2994
    @Oddity2994 3 роки тому +416

    Do you ever think "I want to go home" even though you're in your house? That's how I'm feeling. I want to go back to when I had stuff to look forward to. When almost all the days were good and it was so easy to be happy about stuff. I miss when i didn't have 5000 responsibilities. I don't want to grow up. I want to go back. I want to go home.

    • @the_dumbrabbitxx.5927
      @the_dumbrabbitxx.5927 3 роки тому +14

      We all grow up and I understand ;-; I miss being a baby cause there was a playground at the mall I really loved now I am 8 but honestly it's sad and weird this place is about wonder and at the mall it was white and pink but also those kind of dreamcore places I really loved it but sadly it is getting quite worse in this world as it is I always wished it went away but it seems that the virus will not go away

    • @fulana_de_tal
      @fulana_de_tal 2 роки тому +13

      @@the_dumbrabbitxx.5927 danm you're just 8 and you're already feeling like this? hope things get better for you, but if you want some honest advice from someone who's double your age, squeeze in that playgroung while you can. you may not feel like a kid anymore but you kind of still are, so you can pretend to be one for at least some more 5 good years. it's what i did, i pretended to still be a kid untill i hit 14 (and the pandemic hit). i hope things get better in time for you and the people your age to have the normal teen years that i'll never get, and i'm sorry for your childhood, i could never imagine passing through all of this 8 years younger.

    • @Personal_Info8
      @Personal_Info8 2 роки тому +3

      I didn’t have the best childhood because of everything that happened after the incident but before that incident, I had what you could call a perfect life. I didn’t have a father even back then but it never really bothered me because I always received a lot of love and affection from my mother, teachers, best friends, and friends. I really want to go back to those days when I wasn’t constantly upset, to the days where I felt appreciated and loved for who I was but most wishes don’t come true and this wish of mine won’t come true either.

    • @hayyeh7795
      @hayyeh7795 2 роки тому

      @@Personal_Info8 I hope you guys are doing great and are having fun these days

    • @Slipknotsbiggestfan42069
      @Slipknotsbiggestfan42069 2 роки тому

      I moved to a new house and I can’t go home. I’m pretty sure they cut down my childhood tree too :(

  • @angelic235
    @angelic235 3 роки тому +95

    i suffer from a lot of hallucinations along with depersonalization and derealization. this song is a huge comfort for me because it somehow encompasses all those things and the feelings it brings with it into a delicate melody. it’s truly beautiful and sounds even better when slowed

    • @thebdqjet7974
      @thebdqjet7974 Рік тому +2

      That's sad what your going through but I'm glad you can still find comfort for you, I just like listening to music like this cause it feels better to listen to music in my bed in the night alone then have that but without music but oof, hope your doing well ❤

    • @Idonotknowi
      @Idonotknowi Рік тому +1

      @@thebdqjet7974I don’t know if you’ll know this but, I depart from the world a lot and zone out a lot, and forget what I do and can’t tell what’s real and what’s fake, should I tell someone about that?

    • @insertnamehere7169
      @insertnamehere7169 Рік тому +1

      I hope ur okay.. :(

    • @ecrnm0b
      @ecrnm0b 22 дні тому

      ​@Idonotknowi i've been going through the same as you, along w existential crisis and suicidal thoughts. i've gotten better these last 2 months and i can say spending more time with your loved ones helps alot

    • @nicolabradley2828
      @nicolabradley2828 13 днів тому

      :(❤

  • @yoosungkim5679
    @yoosungkim5679 3 роки тому +228

    I honestly feel like this song is talking about suicide, the thought that things have changed and not being in the right place, wanting to go back to the times when everything was simple and you didn't have as many worries as you do now, wanting to disappear of the world, '' Just to be a kid again ''

    • @enzosacristao
      @enzosacristao 3 роки тому +3

      I wanted to put a "like" but I see that there are already 42 "likes". I prefer to leave your comment with that number.

    • @enzosacristao
      @enzosacristao 3 роки тому +2

      Fak

    • @idklol1233-u7z
      @idklol1233-u7z 2 роки тому +1

      @@enzosacristao the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy?

    • @enzosacristao
      @enzosacristao 2 роки тому

      @@idklol1233-u7z The loop (yes it's the reference)

    • @idklol1233-u7z
      @idklol1233-u7z 2 роки тому +2

      @@enzosacristao so you were referencing Douglas Addams?

  • @kotaru-san9007
    @kotaru-san9007 4 роки тому +413

    I'd rather move on to the next life already, or maybe dreaming your whole life would be fun....idk what to do anymore....

    • @ljtzy
      @ljtzy  4 роки тому +23

      temari_x_edits69 Cote life is a dream

    • @kotaru-san9007
      @kotaru-san9007 4 роки тому +16

      @@ljtzy yeah ,your right now a days every thing is so heavy and dark :) lol

    • @ljtzy
      @ljtzy  4 роки тому +17

      temari_x_edits69 Cote master the art of not caring and have a more positive mindset and out look on life and i promise you, you’ll feel better 🤍

    • @bakugo5268
      @bakugo5268 4 роки тому +3

      I wish I could be stuck in a dream and not face reality

    • @lainey1414
      @lainey1414 4 роки тому +1

      @Tamarix so am i

  • @zennysobs
    @zennysobs 4 роки тому +829

    This song feels calming when you’re a kid, but as you get older it gets stronger and more depressing seriously. I’m becoming a teen and it’s starting to hit very hard.. I’ve shed a tear.
    (another edit, I wanna say this. no matter what age, depression can hit. so dont worry if u feel strange. this is society and sometimes u gotta accept it. but at least try to carry on with life, if u know. I hope u feel well.

    • @mioszsowik2461
      @mioszsowik2461 4 роки тому +16

      Im 10 years old and i bursted into tears after listening to this song

    • @danisjsj7092
      @danisjsj7092 4 роки тому +4

      just to be a kid again.

    • @hannahbg1852
      @hannahbg1852 3 роки тому +35

      Y'all are still kids lmao

    • @zennysobs
      @zennysobs 3 роки тому +4

      @@hannahbg1852 actually- *cough*
      Am
      MaybeE eeeee

    • @niikoashl3yyy467
      @niikoashl3yyy467 3 роки тому +36

      @@hannahbg1852 it still affects us at ages 10+ because when we were all around 6 or 8 we were happier(or at least every esle was) and everything was better. No twitter, no existential dread, no constantly being yelled at and compared to horrible people(or maybe I'm a monster and my horrible mind is twisting my perception)

  • @kinuit
    @kinuit 4 роки тому +328

    I feel like I'm throwing my childhood away.

    • @marshacore
      @marshacore 3 роки тому +5

      i can relate :c

    • @vapecat803
      @vapecat803 3 роки тому +9

      Same. It doesnt help that ill be 13 in two months

    • @viiiiiiiipuri
      @viiiiiiiipuri 3 роки тому +9

      @@vapecat803 same..im turning 13 in July, i cry a lot because i wanna be a kid forever.

    • @vapecat803
      @vapecat803 3 роки тому +8

      @@viiiiiiiipuri
      At least we can enjoy the time we got left. Maybe being a teen wont be so bad.......?

    • @viiiiiiiipuri
      @viiiiiiiipuri 3 роки тому +5

      @@vapecat803 it might be bad..only time will tell.

  • @jazminlastra5453
    @jazminlastra5453 4 роки тому +2753

    So i have gerascofobia (fear of growing up) and this is my comfort song for when i have panic attacks about growing up
    edit: wow this blew up. I've been reading the comments and noticed all the arguments about this one person making fun of my fear, i don't really mind it now since i'm not so scared of it (i still am but not at the point of having panic attacks like some time ago) but it's still really disrespectfull and rude to say that, i'm saying this in the nicest way possible, but please don't do it again you can trigger someone's anxiety or somethign like that if you make jokes of that kind, also, thanks for all of you for sticking up for me. (sorry for the spelling errors, english is not my native lenguage.)

    • @ljtzy
      @ljtzy  4 роки тому +450

      i hope soon you can overcome that fear, we all want to stay young forever but it’s life, but i hope you get better 🤍

    • @fyoozhn
      @fyoozhn 4 роки тому +79

      grow up. Kapp

    • @meltedteeth
      @meltedteeth 4 роки тому +424

      @@fyoozhn I get that you were trying to make a joke, but maybe not the appropriate time to drop it? Not everyone wants to be told to 'grow up' and 'get over it' when they've told people about a fear:)

    • @nagitoandzacksimp964
      @nagitoandzacksimp964 4 роки тому +103

      @@fyoozhn haha your so funny

    • @fyoozhn
      @fyoozhn 4 роки тому +40

      @@meltedteeth i literally said that its a joke and said sorry in the same comment, tf u want me to do

  • @kirishimaejirou208
    @kirishimaejirou208 4 роки тому +83

    This hits different when you know what the lyrics mean

  • @alxxa1111
    @alxxa1111 4 роки тому +654

    DID I JUST HEAR A DANGANRONPA EFFECT

  • @ghostgirl6297
    @ghostgirl6297 4 роки тому +108

    Idk why but this gives me vibes of when I would play Kirby super star ultra on my DS before I had to get ready for school in 2011. Ah good times

    • @papi3065
      @papi3065 4 роки тому +3

      ghost girl bruh this was me 😌 the simple days 😔

    • @bigyellowmellow418
      @bigyellowmellow418 4 роки тому +4

      This song reminds of 2013-2015 for some reason

    • @Itz.Constance
      @Itz.Constance 4 роки тому

      Ahh yes the good ol times. I miss it

    • @Pinkiedawg
      @Pinkiedawg 3 роки тому

      Ahhh when we would all play super Mario bros on our Ds’ man what the heck happened

  • @Biggiantsnake
    @Biggiantsnake 4 роки тому +73

    the funny thing is that i used to sing this melody before this song even came out

    • @TippedScale
      @TippedScale 2 роки тому +1

      @@waterisrelaxing i d o n t k n o w

  • @hmmmonkey74
    @hmmmonkey74 4 роки тому +595

    Hey to the people reading this,
    you’re going to be ok and I love you. 🫂❤️

  • @ev4119
    @ev4119 4 роки тому +224

    lyrics (even tho people already posted it):
    i feel so funny these days
    id rather sleep then stay awake
    trees used to talk to me
    now i know what is real what is fake
    now i know whats real whats fake
    rather sleep then stay awake
    are we from outerspace?
    this doesnt feel like the right place
    and we will try anything
    just to be a kid again, just to be a kid once again
    now i know whats real whats fake
    rather sleep then stay awake
    just to be a kid again
    la la la la la la la
    (probably incorrect but i tried)

  • @fool9711
    @fool9711 4 роки тому +5

    this song makes me sad and happy at the same time, like remembering a happy memory, wishing it could come to pass one more time

  • @ruminativee
    @ruminativee 3 роки тому +4

    0:48 is the cool part :3

  • @datboismenes8515
    @datboismenes8515 3 роки тому +21

    Oh how i miss the days of being a happy and joyful kid back then where i had little to nothing to worry about, playing at recess with my old friends, going home after a good day of elementary school and playing with toys and just being happy, all the free time as a kid was just another day but you dont realize how much value time has until you dont have it as much as when you were a kid

  • @memesfirst4470
    @memesfirst4470 4 роки тому +33

    This was hella vibey thank you very much

  • @miroslavatorres5552
    @miroslavatorres5552 4 роки тому +122

    I like the part where the cat sleeps

    • @killua8384
      @killua8384 3 роки тому +4

      The whole video

    • @kitmarsh2
      @kitmarsh2 3 роки тому +2

      @@killua8384 duh.

    • @the-sg8fd
      @the-sg8fd 3 роки тому

      @@killua8384 r/whoosh

    • @mrsnail309
      @mrsnail309 3 роки тому +1

      @@the-sg8fd *not today*

    • @vampzyyyy
      @vampzyyyy 2 роки тому

      @@mrsnail309 *today*

  • @paodealhov414
    @paodealhov414 3 роки тому +1

    this brings a vibe something like "4:00 AM" or "17:45 PM"

  • @fatcheesecake363
    @fatcheesecake363 4 роки тому +94

    yeah ❤️

  • @LuisFSZ
    @LuisFSZ Місяць тому +2

    Essa música é muito reconfortante, nunca encarei ela como de certa forma depreciativa.

  • @braanch
    @braanch 4 роки тому +7

    Such a quick song.. yet, such meaning

  • @Malovan444
    @Malovan444 19 днів тому +1

    Thanks to make this song slowed up ❤❤

  • @zerked.
    @zerked. 3 роки тому +6

    idk why but when I hear "now I know whats real and what is fake" it gives me a flashback of dark stuff and nostalgia at the same time:(

  • @jenaclerico1272
    @jenaclerico1272 3 роки тому +1

    The cat makes me happy!

  • @Told2403
    @Told2403 9 місяців тому +5

    querer ser niño de nuevo para poder volver experimentar lo que te gustaba y divertia de niño ya sea actividad fisica o videos de internet en mi caso son videos de animacion de undertale que miraba de niño y me divertia demasiado ahora lo miro con casi 16 años y no siento lo mismo que cuando era chico

  • @NOMORTARS
    @NOMORTARS 2 роки тому +2

    i like this song way too much

  • @c1rcusfreak
    @c1rcusfreak 4 роки тому +91

    thank you very cool

  • @huntyeete3681
    @huntyeete3681 2 роки тому +2

    The most relatable song ive ever heard

  • @Charleyisfine
    @Charleyisfine 2 роки тому +4

    This is so nostalgic 😫

  • @cammyedits8406
    @cammyedits8406 3 роки тому +2

    it sounds like a weirdcore song i luv it

  • @XxGigiBeexX
    @XxGigiBeexX 4 роки тому +36

    I want to cry now, as both of my childhood cats sit on my chest and I turn 18 in 2 weeks. Like they saw me as a kid and now an adult.
    The cat picture makes me cry also, anyways love you guys! :)

  • @cezaramarghioalei8954
    @cezaramarghioalei8954 Місяць тому +2

    0:49 (ignore my comment i just want to press this when my favorite part ends so i can quickly replay it)

  • @uwuduwu9860
    @uwuduwu9860 4 роки тому +11

    When I listen to this song, I feel like falling while looking back at my life.

  • @vlognation3486
    @vlognation3486 3 роки тому +1

    This is actually really cute with the kitten picture.

  • @Concha_Memes
    @Concha_Memes Місяць тому +3

    “just to be a kid again…” The most relatable part

  • @KanekiKen-mu4nu
    @KanekiKen-mu4nu 3 роки тому +2

    I can't Express how much I drift off to this. It's just immaculate. 🌌
    The lyrics seem to know my life🖤

  • @vvckvicky
    @vvckvicky 4 роки тому +6

    I LOVE THIS!!!!! I WAS TRYING TO FIND IT!!!! THANKS FOR UPLOADING IT!!!!!! 🍟🍟🍟🍟

  • @dizqualify
    @dizqualify 3 роки тому +1

    This is my comfort song

  • @calicooooooooooooooow
    @calicooooooooooooooow 3 роки тому +5

    I'm just so tired. I zone out and can't tell if I'm awake or dreaming. This song basically sums up what I'm feeling

    • @hayyeh7795
      @hayyeh7795 Рік тому +1

      those feelings are real, but dont forget your good moments in life. Perhaps there might be interesting moments that will happen in the future that is worth witnessing, so keep the ladder going pal

  • @jar-eater
    @jar-eater 4 роки тому +2

    i...... i... its the first slowed down version, that i really liked......... thank you

  • @makochq
    @makochq 4 роки тому +114

    ,me: depression grips me *song: i'd Rather Sleep (slowed + Reverb)

  • @aworldoffunandactivities6329
    @aworldoffunandactivities6329 Місяць тому +2

    Making a vid
    POV:ur life is a dream and you woke back up in kindergarten
    Id rather sleep then stay awake as it was a lie and want to dream again
    Thnks for the vid you helped me a lot ❤🎉✨

  • @pastelkittens9235
    @pastelkittens9235 3 роки тому +6

    This helped me because I get traumatized easily when I see scary stuff/ gore

  • @Audioz12
    @Audioz12 2 роки тому +10

    "I'll try anything just to be a kid once again" Now this that hit HARD because even though im still young I want to go back to when I was younger.

  • @FanciestRatOfThemAll
    @FanciestRatOfThemAll 4 роки тому +288

    2020 : *now i know what's real what's cake* edit: MAMA IM FAMOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

  • @Acaicat_00
    @Acaicat_00 Рік тому +2

    Idk but at the part ”id rather sleep than stay awake”
    It reminds me when someone wakes up me from my deep dream, like when its dark and my mom turns the light on and wakes me up, like THE LIGHT HURTS MY EYES SM- and i just wanna go back to my dream not to school😭

  • @justarandomname8796
    @justarandomname8796 2 роки тому +3

    I want to be in a world where you don’t get bullied for your personality or for your age i just want the old days i miss them :(

  • @fruity_gluestick9797
    @fruity_gluestick9797 3 роки тому +1

    When im stressed this helps me a lot with calming down so thanks

  • @bre3661
    @bre3661 2 роки тому +7

    This is how I feel, my childhood wasn't bad growing up, but the older I get this song sticks to me like glue, depression sucks and this song hits me right in my soul.

  • @AntoniaEugeniaMesquita
    @AntoniaEugeniaMesquita 2 місяці тому +1

    0:50 best part

  • @josephjoestar2727
    @josephjoestar2727 4 роки тому +13

    Ithink im going to have a mental BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN

  • @insertcoolnamehere9848
    @insertcoolnamehere9848 3 роки тому +2

    i feel warm listening this in winter

  • @leahnuyda9418
    @leahnuyda9418 4 роки тому +10

    not me crying my eyes out and listening to this song because it reminds me of when all my friends liked me and we would hang out with each other this summer and now I’m excluded out of every conversation my friend group has 😵😀😃😄😁

    • @ljtzy
      @ljtzy  3 роки тому +2

      you deserve much more better friends!

  • @kenji4308
    @kenji4308 3 роки тому +2

    I’m 15 and I’d do anything to go back to those good old days… I miss playing in the backyard with my neighbours’ kids, I miss being a happy little girl… I miss those days when all I really cared about what toys I’ll share with friends, I miss playing pretend or hide and seek… I miss arriving home from kindergarten and drinking cocoa that’d my grandma would always make, I miss those times when grandpa would tell me funny stories and I’d burst out laughing… I miss my childhood friends, I miss my childhood pets… I miss being that carefree little girl without any mental problems and stress, I wanna go back…

  • @sunnyhappymeal
    @sunnyhappymeal 4 роки тому +9

    when your playing an obby and u fall into the fake plank: *1:34*

  • @lamiahaydar-cy3bh
    @lamiahaydar-cy3bh Місяць тому

    This makes me feel chill 😊

  • @howard4558
    @howard4558 4 роки тому +22

    I hated my childhood, but I still love this song lol.
    I just personally think that the quality of your childhood isn't your choice. You are a child, you can't get away from parents if they are abusive, you're indoctrinated into certain view points, school forms your skills and talents, you aren't allowed to learn what you want, other kids will bully you for no reasonable reason. Childhood quality is not your choice. At least adulthood quality can somewhat be controlled by yourself.
    While adulthood is filled with more stress than childhood, at least you're allowed to decide how you think about it. If you are a child and you are stressed, tough luck. You are stuck, and no one will help you.
    Also, I like experiencing more than just a couple emotions. As a kid, I would either feel happy or sad. I love knowing myself better, as a person. I love exploring other people, and what makes them passionate. I love being able to explore my emotions other than just simple happiness or sadness, and explore my own passions.

    • @waterisrelaxing
      @waterisrelaxing 2 роки тому +2

      true.. im a kid and ik nobody understands me that much and ik that i will most likely never get helped due to that.

    • @wanderingstar3419
      @wanderingstar3419 2 роки тому

      Lovely comment. Thanks for your insight. Your perspective definitely helped me to see things for my own life in a better light 😊

  • @tycathedrawer
    @tycathedrawer Рік тому +2

    This makes me feel an emotion that doesn’t exist
    Also I feel weirdly nostalgic for a memory that doesn’t exist

  • @galaxyflamingo
    @galaxyflamingo 4 роки тому +8

    hehehe having a mental breakdown near midnight go brrr

  • @okaythisuser999
    @okaythisuser999 3 роки тому +2

    This song give me dreamcore vibes...

  • @jessicatadala1877
    @jessicatadala1877 4 роки тому +3

    Everyones talking abt their childhood but i listen to it and think of recovering from my derealization disorder :)

    • @XxGigiBeexX
      @XxGigiBeexX 4 роки тому

      I have the same thing, I grew up in a not so conducive environment so there’s always that almost dissociation, so stay strong it’s a very hard disorder as you do need to find ‘real from fake’.

  • @Lemon_Nellian
    @Lemon_Nellian 2 роки тому +1

    I love how the cat in the backround is sleeping🥺😊😌

  • @yugumienuts
    @yugumienuts 3 роки тому +35

    the happy person in online classes when she leaves:

  • @kikidocx
    @kikidocx 4 роки тому +1

    from this version, I somehow felt calmer in my soul .. thanks

  • @YES-rn1kz
    @YES-rn1kz 4 роки тому +18

    I really likes this song.
    There aren't many things that make me happy, at least for a while. And when I really find something, the same raw reality falls that that's not real. I live in a constant frustration of not finding that something. Because it's not real. Then.. Sometimes I just don't know how to live. Sometimes living in deception could be good.

  • @Catalina7800
    @Catalina7800 11 місяців тому

    Man, it’s been 4 years since I listened this song for the first time, at first I didn’t care much about the meaning, I just thought it had a nice melody and enjoyed listening to it but now this song just feels like my safe place to escape from reality, I don’t want to face the responsibilities of growing up, it sucks realizing a lot of things and not being able to do anything about it, even tho I didn’t have the best childhood I want to go back and stay there and listen to this song the way I used to, but it’s not possible, the more I grow the more I understand and relate to this :(

  • @jelly_boi4129
    @jelly_boi4129 2 роки тому +3

    We took our childhood for granted

  • @glokk40luver
    @glokk40luver Рік тому +1

    ts heals my depression and helps me remember what times i had with her instead of what drove us away..

    • @Mostbananaboy
      @Mostbananaboy Рік тому

      Damn you ok? If not I’m here for ya man.

    • @glokk40luver
      @glokk40luver Рік тому

      @@Mostbananaboy yea im a bit better now bro thx

  • @topiaz
    @topiaz 2 роки тому +12

    I'm not even that old yet, but I resonate with this song a lot.
    I have no friends anymore, and all I have is myself these days. now, i'm even uninterested in making art anymore, which used to be my biggest passion. I don't know, I just feel empty and numb, curled up in my bed

    • @hayyeh7795
      @hayyeh7795 Рік тому +1

      hang in there my guy

    • @boxfan2009
      @boxfan2009 Рік тому

      Same here 😂

    • @DynaBelghalem
      @DynaBelghalem Рік тому

      I know your comment is from 1 year ago but know that if you need to talk I'm here, ok? I know it's weird coming from a stranger on the internet but I've been in the same situation as you and I can definitely say that we all need someone in these moments.

  • @angelicacoreas9311
    @angelicacoreas9311 Місяць тому +2

    Most realistic words I ever heard be a kid again😢

  • @turkeyhat637
    @turkeyhat637 4 роки тому +6

    this song reminds me of old soft carpets

  • @Rixxle037
    @Rixxle037 Рік тому +2

    I imagined a world where I live alone. Not a single human being in sight, only peace and quiet, surrounded by grass field and blue sky, still being a young teen, w no worries in life. And I think I’ll be there a few yrs later

  • @nonnameplsno4336
    @nonnameplsno4336 4 роки тому +22

    from all the songs, this song suffered the most when tik tok found it and follow the cake meme

  • @vampyra-l5u
    @vampyra-l5u 2 роки тому +1

    literally listening to this a day after my best friend left the school. We had been best friends for a long time and we were so close. We used to hang out at home time and those days were so much fun. I really miss her. Hope she's okay in new Zealand.💗

  • @editecaksa7356
    @editecaksa7356 9 місяців тому +12

    The cat in the screen looks like my cat that died in 2023😢

    • @SirTaxFraudALot
      @SirTaxFraudALot 6 місяців тому +1

      Mine passed in 2022. He was an absolute chonker but I miss him. I remember when he would just jump on my hard and sleep next to me. It’s been 2 years and he’s been sitting in his box as powder but I wish I could grasp him once again and tell him a proper goodbye. I hope that I meet him again…

    • @FluttershyFanboy
      @FluttershyFanboy 5 місяців тому +1

      ​​​@@SirTaxFraudALot
      Don't worry, you will, I'm sorry for your and top comments loss but don't worry, you'll see them again when it's your time to cross the Rainbow bridge only this time it'll be for all Eternity in Paradise and bliss forever, I've lost MANY MANY fur Babies in my 33 years of life on this Earth and lemme tell you it never ever hurts less but that's why I look forward to my own death, cause our fur Babies are the first to greet us when we get to the pearly gates of God's Kingdom and then we have endless time and pleasure will them and our passed Family and Friends that will never ever end, that's the best thing about Heaven, you could be there for 1,000,000 Eons and you'll still have no less time to experience blissfully Paradise! 🥹

    • @Garlic927
      @Garlic927 5 місяців тому

      womp womp 😢

  • @Zardy_wasnthere
    @Zardy_wasnthere 2 місяці тому

    ‘’Id rather sleep and stay awake trees talk to me’’
    Gives me chills 0:20

  • @lillyousuck
    @lillyousuck 3 роки тому +11

    i’m not even that old but i was forced to grow up so this hit so hard

  • @Calebdacoolkid
    @Calebdacoolkid 6 місяців тому +2

    0:15 the good part

  • @Bappos0708
    @Bappos0708 4 роки тому +3

    “Rather sleep then stay awake..just to be a kid again”....Everyone wishes time could stop and we could all be a kid forever...Free and have fun..not taxes and bills...Forever haunts me..

  • @sweetvanillagf
    @sweetvanillagf 3 роки тому +1

    The cover picture of shima is so cuteee

  • @2-stepverification624
    @2-stepverification624 2 роки тому +3

    Im only a teen but as somone with suicidal tendosys this song relly does hit hard talking about talking to trees or doing anything to be a kid again. This song used to comfort me but it also makes me sad.Being someone with low key DPD (dysasociative personality disorder) I just feel like Im living in a blur between sleeping and being awake. It can be a bit triggering after my last attempt while in some ways im glad to be alive the scars that are left from that, being the trauma that comes with it is surtenly something very difficult to work past.

  • @yanoocupoestacuentainolong3766
    @yanoocupoestacuentainolong3766 3 роки тому

    0:27 this is the part i was looking for :D

  • @c_a_r_____
    @c_a_r_____ 3 роки тому +16

    This song makes me think of my dog; Sandy. I named her for the sandy color of her fur. She lived in three homes. My old house, the house I currently live in, and my grandfather's house.
    I lived in a very rural place where most everything was farms, ranches, or just vast oceans of nothing but grass and brush. We were sitting on our porch when a man in his pickup truck pulled up to our gate, and asked my dad if he wanted some puppies free. My dad said yes despite already having our Border Collie; Pepper. We also had some goats. Pepper liked to heard the goats around, nipping at their feet. So we took in the two puppies. One was a brindle Catahoula. The other was a Black-Mouth Curr. I chose the sandy colored one and named her Sandy. My brother took the Catahoula and named her Belle. We lived there for about another year until Pepper -our Collie- passed away at the age of 13. Then only a year after we had to move for my dad's work. We sold off our goats and their babies. And we gave Sandy and Belle to our grandfather while we moved. So we packed up and left South Texas for a pretty enough place in a small town near the state capital. A few months after moving in we had our dogs returned to us. Sandy and Belle. And we all lived happily.
    That's the way it should have gone. My grandpa had taken Belle hunting. She was killed by a wild hog. There were two dogs, in the crates. My grandpa had brought an almost identical dog to Belle. But my brother noticed this dog was a boy, not a girl. He was heartbroken. So we just kept Sandy. Another 2 years passed and we kept Sandy until we noticed she was constantly tearing things up. She was a mutt, bred to hunt alongside man. We didn't do much hunting so we gave her back to my grandpa. My grandma gave her the name Rose, but every time we visited I called her Sandy. I'm pretty sure she remembered who I was. She got extremely excited when I walked up to her. I would offer my hand for her to sniff so she could recognize me. I still loved her. But unfortunately last year she passed away during the hurricane that devastated South Texas. Now I know what it's like to lose something you've loved and cared for almost your whole life.
    Goodbye Sandy ❤ :)
    (Holy shit just realized I wrote my dogs whole life story, oops.)

  • @angelfromhelllol393
    @angelfromhelllol393 11 місяців тому

    “This doesn’t feel like the right place” and “i will try anything just to be a kid once again” hits different

  • @hamthehamster1892
    @hamthehamster1892 4 роки тому +71

    everyone in the comment section already knows this, but this song is so flipping sad :(
    "I feel so funny these days,
    I'd rather sleep than stay awake.
    Trees used to talk to me
    Now I know what's real and what is fake"
    She's dealing with depression. Her childlike innocence ("trees used to talk to me") has been replaced with an unbearable slump that keeps her in bed all day instead of experiencing the world like she used to.
    "Are we from outer space?
    This doesn't feel like the right place.
    And we'll try anything
    Just to be a kid once again."
    She's disillusioned with the world as she knows it ("are we from outer space?") and reflects on how out of place she feels. She remarks how, as we age and become more separate from the rest of the world, many will try anything to be a kid again, such as taking drugs that bring you to your 'happy place'-or worse.

  • @Shot666
    @Shot666 2 роки тому +1

    I'm so used to get attached/emotional to moments that happened not much ago, like 2018,2019 inclusive 2020.... This song comes up on my mind along with a mind picture of a Big blue pre-summer sky with giant cumulunimbus....i was so...happy.... really happy.... now i think i ruined myself, those days are gone along with the places i went, so the people......i miss 2018....i wish i could go back so i can change things....

  • @abandoned__
    @abandoned__ 4 роки тому +10

    Ah thank goodness I found this - one that isn't 20 minutes long

  • @commander785
    @commander785 3 роки тому

    Thank you for posting this I am watching it because my dad is away from me for a while and he is in the military and he is on deployment and he gone for a month this has been helping me so much!

  • @stroberiguy
    @stroberiguy 4 роки тому +13

    //gore
    listening to dis while drawing freddy fazbear being gutted out

  • @marcos422
    @marcos422 2 місяці тому +1

    Essa é relíquia demais

  • @CWOXYT801
    @CWOXYT801 4 місяці тому +3

    0:20 for all the people