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  • @TDruzhok
    @TDruzhok 5 місяців тому +118

    Not going to trauma dump in the comments, so let’s just say YT has some oddly specific timing

  • @buira9482
    @buira9482 9 місяців тому +308

    UA-cam keeps recommending me random music with less than 200 views and this popped up. Awesome stuff, I hope you get more listeners!

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +37

      THANK YOU I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY!!! IM GLAD YOU ENJOYED IT!!!

    • @halguy5745
      @halguy5745 7 місяців тому +18

      youtube music recommendation algorithm is surprisingly good. maybe even the best

    • @josiahanderson9057
      @josiahanderson9057 6 місяців тому +1

      Dude me too and I keep finding lots of rad songs

    • @F12F12
      @F12F12 5 місяців тому +1

    • @dellarae
      @dellarae 5 місяців тому +1

      Saaammmeee like last couple months! Not a bad thing just so random

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
    @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +166

    I LOVE YOU GUYS YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY .

    • @deadus2884
      @deadus2884 7 місяців тому +12

      Thank you for this song, my friend. It's truly something

    • @ezraking9245
      @ezraking9245 День тому

      Legend 🏆✅

  • @Ibrahim-df1df
    @Ibrahim-df1df Місяць тому +47

    I’ve seen that kid in a nightmare.
    This song is tragically good.

    • @soldierman3828
      @soldierman3828 20 днів тому +5

      nightmare? fr? hes my pluh he chill, ion why he do that

    • @dylansmith1756
      @dylansmith1756 20 днів тому +1

      he's also been in my nightmares

  • @ladylordeve
    @ladylordeve Місяць тому +35

    It's going to be two months since soon and I still have to say this to myself everyday, having this to listen today made it all a bit more conforting

  • @fallenangelcrimson
    @fallenangelcrimson Місяць тому +34

    one’s own disconnection from themselves…
    i look at the child in the picture that i don’t remember being…
    there’s no real oneself…
    just several different characters we live as…

  • @mysteriousman3531
    @mysteriousman3531 Місяць тому +15

    I absolutely love it when videos have a small bit of voice audio. This is an amazing video. Keep up the good work

  • @edshmo9429
    @edshmo9429 6 місяців тому +30

    I made it out of the frying pan and into the freezer. That really hits hard.

  • @chrisshick9480
    @chrisshick9480 6 місяців тому +34

    Perfect wake up music when you get fired from your job 4 days before Thanksgiving ...🖤

    • @tahinisauce3595
      @tahinisauce3595 4 місяці тому +12

      Hey man, I know it's been two months since you commented, but I hope you are in a better place right now. Keep being strong

  • @obsidianvamp
    @obsidianvamp 9 місяців тому +58

    This song was my introduction to you, & let me tell you, it’s absolutely phenomenal. I just listened to everything you have uploaded right now & I’m absolutely ecstatic to see what you release next. Bravo!

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +16

      AW OH MY GOSH THANK YOU IM SO GRATEFUL AND HAPPY THAT YOU ENJOYED THIS AND CHECKED OUT EVERYTHING. THERE IS MORE TO COME!!!

  • @orbismworldbuilding8428
    @orbismworldbuilding8428 6 місяців тому +25

    This is a very touching music
    Someone else said its like a hug, i describe it as warm. Not about positivity, but genuine and good. Like medicine, its cough syrup.
    Thank you for this song

  • @dreamyfauna
    @dreamyfauna Місяць тому +5

    Who needs therapy when final fantasy x and music like this exists?

  • @bm1ofamillion
    @bm1ofamillion 6 місяців тому +11

    This has a really neat sound, and a nice touch to sample FFX. Probably my favorite game of all time :)

  • @sjsjaushw
    @sjsjaushw 8 місяців тому +12

    it’s only been 3 weeks since i first listened to this but i keep coming back. beautiful song, thank you for putting this out here.

  • @eb6700
    @eb6700 8 місяців тому +23

    This shit evokes feelings I try to repress. My mom got admitted to a hospital for her depression and I know I’ll never experience what she’s going through but I can’t help but think that if I was healthy and didn’t have stuff wrong with me that made her worry maybe she’d be alright. Fuck depression, your music is top notch though👌

    • @tahinisauce3595
      @tahinisauce3595 6 місяців тому +4

      Hey man, sending lots of love to you and your mom. Times are hard, but hopefully it will get better at the end

    • @eb6700
      @eb6700 6 місяців тому +2

      @@tahinisauce3595 thank you man I definitely appreciate it🤛

  • @limbothebiggay1709
    @limbothebiggay1709 6 місяців тому +4

    I just stumbled upon this at 2am and I am confused but its strangely soothing.

  • @armandovelasquez361
    @armandovelasquez361 5 місяців тому +9

    THE ALGORYTM BLESSED ME WITH THIS GOLD, INSTA LIKE

  • @acronym.4328
    @acronym.4328 16 днів тому +1

    The moment I found this video and saw the thumbnail my immediate thought was the kid kinda looks like a young AVGN. The song is great too, quite somber but charming.

  • @welayinthorns747
    @welayinthorns747 7 днів тому

    The timing of this is unreal. Cant wait to listen to more of your music. God bless 🖤

  • @tahinisauce3595
    @tahinisauce3595 9 місяців тому +12

    This feels very comforting. Like a hug. Great work!

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +4

      thank you, i think i need a hug after all these nice comments i love it have a nice day .

    • @tahinisauce3595
      @tahinisauce3595 9 місяців тому +2

      @@JoshuaMaryOfficial virtual hug coming your way!

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +2

      @@tahinisauce3595 I LOVE YOU

  • @theefine2439
    @theefine2439 4 місяці тому +3

    surely there must be more to this amazing piece of art..

  • @joydividing
    @joydividing 6 днів тому

    Thank you, UA-cam for recommending me this.
    Great song, love the spoken word/sampled audio and the static.

  • @caylemsepeda4845
    @caylemsepeda4845 7 місяців тому +5

    Sharing this on my Tumblr to feel something

  • @TheLostHustler
    @TheLostHustler 4 дні тому

    Nice and meditative

  • @tabithasanders8131
    @tabithasanders8131 Місяць тому +1

    The exact song I needed at this point in time -- thank you.

  • @chip00p
    @chip00p 9 місяців тому +3

    I keep coming back to this, it's fantastic

  • @rippog5449
    @rippog5449 4 місяці тому +2

    Watched this go from a few hundred views to thousands, I can’t stop coming back it’s a new safe space

  • @deadus2884
    @deadus2884 9 місяців тому +25

    That is one of the best things i heard in a long time.
    It made me feel widest range of emotions most of which i cant even understand
    Wow, just wow
    You've touched something unfamilliar in me. Thank you

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +10

      ur gonna make me cry that’s so sweet of you to say. im glad you enjoyed it and im glad the music was able to touch you in that way. that makes me really happy :)) thank you for your kind words and support much love to you

  • @sierrahs.2306
    @sierrahs.2306 Місяць тому +1

    This is actually amazing, keep it up ❤

  • @user-rh8zq8sd6t
    @user-rh8zq8sd6t 7 місяців тому +4

    Elegant in a semicatacl6smic clysmic tenor❤the vibes redunculus....😂

  • @Apathyqt
    @Apathyqt Місяць тому +1

    goose bumps my friend., the feeling this gives. MUSIC IS CRAZY

  • @MamaNeedsaDeanBlunt
    @MamaNeedsaDeanBlunt 5 місяців тому +1

    Just discovered your work! This is my first song of yours I’m listening to and I love it so much, really reminds me of Sign Crushes Motorist! I can’t wait to hear what else you create🙏😋

  • @raayarhyiun
    @raayarhyiun 4 місяці тому +1

    This is so strange yet good, the voice also sounds like Hwei in english dabbing haha

    • @catjammy1099
      @catjammy1099 3 місяці тому +1

      The vocal part is from Tidus in Final Fantasy 10! :D

  • @user-nm8mt8vb3c
    @user-nm8mt8vb3c 23 дні тому +1

    I do not, and have spent so long dying that I forgot to live. Now it is far too late and everything beautiful has died and nothing is fun anymore

  • @NoahGKH
    @NoahGKH 6 місяців тому +5

    This is truly amazing, I wasn't sure what to expect listening to it but I'm not disappointed keep it up dude!

  • @MagicMason1000
    @MagicMason1000 9 місяців тому +3

    I didn't know what to expect going into this, but I liked it way more than I expected! Will listen to more of your stuff :)

  • @LuckyHamburger
    @LuckyHamburger 8 місяців тому +3

    This is beautiful.

  • @Mister_Feelgood
    @Mister_Feelgood 9 місяців тому +7

    This song makes my soul vibrate. Not sure if it makes sense, but still. Great job chief

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +2

      IT MAKES MY SOUL VIBRATE TOO THANK YOU HAVE AN AMAZING DAY!!! DONT WORRY IT MAKES SENSE I TOTALLY GET IT THATS THE VIBE I WENT FOR LOL

  • @owlxp5270
    @owlxp5270 7 місяців тому +2

    why is this so good omg

  • @leithtessman7642
    @leithtessman7642 5 місяців тому +1

    this sounds like analog horror but as a song

  • @LavekGaming
    @LavekGaming 9 місяців тому +29

    When the V2K frequency manipulation hits tough and the matrix is trying to send you a confirmation message that some people are demons in human form. Great work 😌

  • @weslatind22
    @weslatind22 6 місяців тому +2

    Okay.. my ears love this! Ty

  • @eduardohernandezdelacruz3515
    @eduardohernandezdelacruz3515 5 місяців тому +2

    Wow the name of the creator, and music name's really, really slaps my soul.

  • @andrade2129
    @andrade2129 7 місяців тому +4

    Strange and noisy. Love it

  • @mothersofcain
    @mothersofcain 9 місяців тому +1

    this just popped up on my yt, it's amazing, reminds me of opn. keep up the good work! :D

  • @hunterkrause641
    @hunterkrause641 5 місяців тому +1

    Is there anywhere I can use a part of this as a sample to some fairy edm drop that makes everyone cry happy tears?

  • @PseudoWounds
    @PseudoWounds 5 місяців тому +1

    Great stuff!

  • @peregrinecovington4138
    @peregrinecovington4138 6 місяців тому +2

    Really good, keep making music

  • @Smiley_Fruitcake
    @Smiley_Fruitcake 6 місяців тому +1

    absolute gold right here

  • @priestofcrab4043
    @priestofcrab4043 5 місяців тому +1

    This is very interesting, very intimate. I feel like it'll touch a lot of people. Sadly, it doesn't quite sit with me even though I enjoy it somewhat. Don't give up skeleton!

  • @edwardkelber8878
    @edwardkelber8878 5 місяців тому +1

    It was good man I liked the song. Thanks.

  • @atikaiakakaikak
    @atikaiakakaikak 8 місяців тому +1

    Nice song

  • @SweetArmadillo361
    @SweetArmadillo361 7 місяців тому +1

    This song would make a killer sample.

  • @maxfrezen-latynin4226
    @maxfrezen-latynin4226 5 місяців тому +1

    I shivered a lot at 0:06 seconds. That really tells the story I think. Stay blessed

  • @starchild_777
    @starchild_777 Місяць тому

    I'm a bird in summer 2014 looking at my 9 year old self having fun.

  • @halkyen
    @halkyen 9 місяців тому +1

    Honestly, stunning. I fucken love it

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +1

      thank you

    • @halkyen
      @halkyen 9 місяців тому +1

      @@JoshuaMaryOfficial I honestly believe with your skill here if you manage to bring your music to the score of some movie you will blow up massively, best of luck, will be following you from here on out

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому

      @@halkyen thank you >.<

  • @Superficial_Intelligence
    @Superficial_Intelligence 9 місяців тому +2

    I have no idea what I just listened to. Though I quite enjoyed this... Whatever kind of music this is XD

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +4

      tbh i dont know either, my other stuff is like experimental noisy electronic hip hop but this is more of an electronic direction. but thank you!

    • @Superficial_Intelligence
      @Superficial_Intelligence 9 місяців тому +3

      @@JoshuaMaryOfficial Yeah I could tell, I checked out all your other stuff and I'm excited to hear what else you come up with!

    • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
      @JoshuaMaryOfficial  9 місяців тому +2

      @@Superficial_Intelligence thanks dude!

  • @RosesAreOverrated
    @RosesAreOverrated 5 місяців тому +1

    Literally me !!

  • @Ollie4life.7
    @Ollie4life.7 Місяць тому +1

    ygss I finally found a banger BUTTT lowk wanna gate keep it

  • @currently_online
    @currently_online 8 місяців тому +3

    life is all about people having thoughts and making things and people then listening to these things and having thouths themselfs then in turn making things and so on and so on

  • @enor69420
    @enor69420 17 днів тому

    when the youtube algorithm understands you more than your family and friends

  • @tomatetoo2624
    @tomatetoo2624 9 місяців тому +3

    I love the cracky sounds

  • @FwonTao
    @FwonTao 3 місяці тому +4

    I need lyrics

  • @ca_ax1
    @ca_ax1 13 днів тому

    Bro this is amazing 🙌🫡

  • @hybrix
    @hybrix 5 місяців тому +1

    The algorithm provides

  • @ThatHippyDuck
    @ThatHippyDuck 7 місяців тому +2

    TIDUS?!

  • @mrdogeguy7299
    @mrdogeguy7299 6 місяців тому +1

    What even is this?
    Well all I know is that this is amazing, still tho, is this just something ur doing for fun or is this some kind of horror series?

  • @timmeadows970
    @timmeadows970 6 місяців тому +1

    Haunting....

  • @ChrisPrice-yl6np
    @ChrisPrice-yl6np Місяць тому +1

    Tidus no worries Yunie is near....

  • @flamegamer3424
    @flamegamer3424 9 місяців тому +1

    This is dope. 👍

  • @oleksandrbezkorovainyi
    @oleksandrbezkorovainyi 5 місяців тому +1

    good stuff

  • @cloobr353
    @cloobr353 12 днів тому

    i love thia so muchfde

  • @nathanr5737
    @nathanr5737 24 дні тому +1

    good shi.

  • @thegeminiclub
    @thegeminiclub 6 місяців тому +1

    Lele
    I get thoughts like that when I’ve had too many drugs

  • @harrisonbrand8985
    @harrisonbrand8985 9 місяців тому +5

    i’m so full of joy :D hah

  • @Lenn-ee4cy
    @Lenn-ee4cy День тому

    Idk what this is but i ain't complaining

  • @brainc0la-_-
    @brainc0la-_- 20 днів тому

    same

  • @4neeeee
    @4neeeee 5 місяців тому +1

    nice

  • @cluelesscardgamer
    @cluelesscardgamer 9 місяців тому +1

    Very nice

  • @Surps51
    @Surps51 16 днів тому

    Looks like Cody Rhoades

  • @yezz-_-3570
    @yezz-_-3570 5 місяців тому +1

    i wish i could say the same....

  • @RunYouWont
    @RunYouWont 9 місяців тому +1

    lovely

  • @paulocarbone64
    @paulocarbone64 5 місяців тому +1

    ❤❤

  • @Mr.StreetSweeper
    @Mr.StreetSweeper Місяць тому

    😂😂😂

  • @thorn.5646
    @thorn.5646 4 місяці тому

    I cant remember if this was used in an animation or not. Anyone know?

    • @yuripiIIed
      @yuripiIIed Місяць тому

      the game final fantasy 10

  • @MrBeam112
    @MrBeam112 6 місяців тому +1

    liked the ff10 sample :-)

  • @justpageup
    @justpageup 5 місяців тому +1

    Holy fuck this is awesome why doesnt it got 1 mi views wtf

  • @BigSmoke-dp4yh
    @BigSmoke-dp4yh 6 днів тому

    idk wtf youtube has been recomending me but i aint complainin

  • @rubee2215
    @rubee2215 5 місяців тому +2

    Final fantasy 10?

  • @hippocratesm.d.1543
    @hippocratesm.d.1543 8 днів тому

    Sike!

  • @isaaccloos1084
    @isaaccloos1084 9 місяців тому +7

    is that tidus?

  • @JerryAss
    @JerryAss 2 дні тому

    I....

  • @ballzzd33p29
    @ballzzd33p29 5 місяців тому +1

    Wtf?

  • @Meyase
    @Meyase 6 місяців тому +1

    🫠 🔥 🤫