Message to myself - Speak Like a Child

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  • Опубліковано 20 жов 2011
  • Think of it as someone somewhere, at some point, thought of you and cheered you on. Go for it! Give it your best shot!
    Final Minutes of:
    Speak Like a Child.
    Session #18 of Cowboy Bebop.
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    1998 Japanese anime series directed by Shinichirō Watanabe, written by Keiko Nobumoto, and produced by Sunrise. All material is the property of their respective owners.
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  • @Tiosri
    @Tiosri 4 роки тому +2330

    The loss of your inner child can be one of the strangest sensations in human experience and this scene sums up so beautifully why even if it happens it can be ok. Somewhere no matter how alone and isolated we all feel, the child we used to be is cheering us on.

    • @ianlulu
      @ianlulu 2 роки тому +68

      i didnt realize that those years were good times i was living in

    • @swagdaddycyn
      @swagdaddycyn 2 роки тому +29

      This comment needs more attention

    • @jameskozy7254
      @jameskozy7254 2 роки тому +40

      Sometimes I ask myself, would the younger me be proud of who I am today? And if the answer is no, it's time to change

    • @YISTECH
      @YISTECH Рік тому +6

      @@jameskozy7254 I agree

    • @StephanySyndrome
      @StephanySyndrome Рік тому +4

      Oh stop making me cry (as I laugh and cry together)

  • @blackblurable
    @blackblurable 3 роки тому +1663

    “You’re not perfect, but you got a lot to give. So remember I’ll always be cheering you on.”
    I tear up every time hearing this

    • @Fuzzelism
      @Fuzzelism Рік тому +17

      i love that one too. i try to remind myself of that as much as i can.

    • @berniem9254
      @berniem9254 9 місяців тому +1

      Same, good writing.

    • @texasallstar6969
      @texasallstar6969 6 місяців тому

      @@Fuzzelism may the moon be with you.

  • @bluecoin3771
    @bluecoin3771 2 роки тому +763

    So long ago, Faye was probably the protagonist of a slice of life high school anime.

    • @umairashraf5167
      @umairashraf5167 2 роки тому +56

      One that we sadly never got to see

    • @MoonlightDusk
      @MoonlightDusk 2 роки тому +34

      What a weeb comment.

    • @andredavila3731
      @andredavila3731 2 роки тому +54

      @@MoonlightDusk 🤦‍♂️ really dude? That’s all you have to say?

    • @andredavila3731
      @andredavila3731 2 роки тому +11

      Just a Memory that never existed for her now. And I suppose for all of us.

    • @YISTECH
      @YISTECH Рік тому

      @@alexandersamuseu6188 no he's just passing dumbass remarks

  • @evankauffman2139
    @evankauffman2139 2 роки тому +1550

    Faye's cheer at the end can be interpreted in two ways.
    1. "Don't lose, me!"
    What Faye probably intended when she first recorded this, she was just cheering her older self on through the struggle of being a grown-up.
    2. "Don't lose me!"
    Faye lost her childhood innocence after she was cryo-frozen and had over 300M in debt shoved onto her. In other words, she lost the innocent little girl in her when she turned to a life of crime. Hearing this cry from her past tears her up because she realizes she's already lost herself, and she can't even remember what it was like to be that innocent little girl anymore.

    • @AlbertBalbastreMorte
      @AlbertBalbastreMorte 2 роки тому +33

      Thought about this, but the original script is Japanese. Don't know if the double entendre works in the original or was an addition of the American dub.

    • @watchforever1724
      @watchforever1724 2 роки тому +2

      I haven’t seen this in years

    • @unlimitedquickworks7387
      @unlimitedquickworks7387 2 роки тому +8

      @@AlbertBalbastreMorte exactly

    • @blakechildress944
      @blakechildress944 2 роки тому +45

      It’s all subjective anyway. That’s what I love most about Cowboy Bebop. Everyone interprets scenes in each episode differently taking away little lessons and meanings from the character’s dialogue, but universally we all come together feeling nostalgic and melancholy about the series as a whole.

    • @siddharthgaur2205
      @siddharthgaur2205 2 роки тому +6

      True it's like your younger self tells you everything will be okay ☺️

  • @orome9793
    @orome9793 2 роки тому +978

    I was around 18 or 19 when I first watched Cowoby Beobp. Loved the show, but watching it all over again at 36 this episode hits me on a whole different level. Especially the line "In your time, I'm no longer here. But I am here today, and I'll always be cheering for you right here. Cheering for you...my only self."

    • @shooshooshooshooshooter
      @shooshooshooshooshooter 2 роки тому +7

    • @theeab1993
      @theeab1993 2 роки тому +42

      Very much the same. I watched this when I was 17 or 18. I’ve rewatched the series several times over the years, but it wasn’t until this most recent rewatch (now 28) that I just started crying at this scene. I finally got what it was getting at because I’ve now had enough time in my life to where I can also relate to what Faye is going through. It’s not just about being an adult, it’s about having been an adult for a long enough time that childhood now looks so far away. It’s sad, but also okay.

    • @medical_trigger
      @medical_trigger 2 роки тому +13

      I can't believe i'm f crying🤦🏻‍♀️
      I feel alone

    • @Lone_Star86
      @Lone_Star86 Рік тому +11

      @@theeab1993 This is the beauty of cowboy Bebop. You watch it over and over and still learn new things about yourself.

    • @_X1M_
      @_X1M_ Рік тому +11

      I’m 19 right now about to be 20 soon, and watching the series for the very first time- and even this episode hit me, there’s something about looking at older pictures of you when you were younger or of others like friends or family members, and just remember the type of person you were then and who you are now, and how you had no idea what was to come in the future, it’s a strange feeling that is kinda hard to explain, it makes you feel sad yet happy at the same time. This episode did such a great job of capturing that feeling.

  • @ManofStryfe
    @ManofStryfe Рік тому +212

    " Am I alone, or, is there a wonderful person next to me? Well knowing me I'm sure you're causing all kinds of trouble for lots of different people.
    Cuts to Spike
    I'm sorry i don't mean to, but it's alright. "
    Cuts to Jet. Gets me everytime...dang

  • @stubrown23
    @stubrown23 Рік тому +241

    “You’re not perfect, but you’ve got a lot to give” This applies to every human soul on the planet. You matter.

    • @simone5760
      @simone5760 2 місяці тому

      What if I'm a serial killer?

    • @dark0ssx
      @dark0ssx 2 місяці тому

      wrong

  • @laszlopetrov4022
    @laszlopetrov4022 2 роки тому +404

    Hands down the most tender, emotional scene I've ever come across in any animated series.

  • @sansebastienne3819
    @sansebastienne3819 Рік тому +283

    Everyone in the comments is talking about losing their inner child but no one's mentioning how Faye forgot literally everything pre cryogenic state. Like, this scene hits hard because its the only tangible thing that shows she even existed before that, what she was like before. She woke up from cryogenic sleep with nothing but her first name and yet somehow, 77 years later, she was able to find this one 2 minute video that gave her a glimpse into the past and showed who she once, what was deprived of her.

  • @TK-ml5ew
    @TK-ml5ew 2 роки тому +238

    I remember when it was first shown in Adult Swim, a poster in a message board I joined posted that her mom accidentally watched this ep with her, just to see what exactly anime is, then the mom just broke down crying watching this part....

    • @Kaipyro67ALT
      @Kaipyro67ALT Рік тому +36

      Yeah that sounds about right. Cowboy Bebop is a tragedy that only really adults will get. It might be a cartoon but it's not really for kids.

  • @thecowboybebop2071
    @thecowboybebop2071 Рік тому +111

    “Am I alone or is there a wonderful person next to me?”
    *Cuts to Spike*
    😭😭

  • @chrisschultz8598
    @chrisschultz8598 6 місяців тому +95

    In an anime series that had so many hard-hitting episodes and moments, this one actually hit the hardest. Faye can't remember the little girl in the video. She's lost.

    • @gathenhielm9977
      @gathenhielm9977 6 місяців тому +9

      It hits me harder every time.
      "Don't lose me!"
      Fuck! Tears! Every single time.

  • @makeitmodded
    @makeitmodded Рік тому +39

    This show is truly about a group of damaged people who are existing. Not living, just existing.

  • @leejordan001
    @leejordan001 7 місяців тому +51

    The saddest thing in life when you realize that your inner child died long time ago. The most uplifting thing in life when you realize you can ressurect them by giving love towards yourself.

  • @billythecow8442
    @billythecow8442 2 роки тому +453

    It’s been 10 years since this was uploaded. This scene never fails to turn my tear ducts into raw fleshy fountains.

    • @billythecow8442
      @billythecow8442 2 роки тому +14

      I wonder if the uploader remembers their message? Maybe they don’t even recognize their self ten years ago.

    • @cheapstake
      @cheapstake 2 роки тому +5

      Because we are getting old* I’m 30 next year and I was 9 years old when I first watched this
      Always cheer for yourself don’t forget where you came from

  • @thesurge242
    @thesurge242 Рік тому +116

    That cut to Spike and Jet's faces as young Faye on the tape says, "Knowing me you're probably causing trouble for lots of people." is as emotionally sharp as a TV series could be. Just a quick and simple cut speaks to incredible lengths in which one character has affected others, made all the more powerful because its coming from the past. It didn't matter how the tape ended up in their possession. The past finds a way. It doesn't go away in the rear view mirror, its always along for the ride in life, like a passenger.

  • @rubyrose7726
    @rubyrose7726 2 роки тому +277

    This just hits me so hard. It hits me so viscerally. I didn't know I was gonna relate to Faye this much. It hurts my heart in the worst way possible.

    • @k.o1430
      @k.o1430 Рік тому +7

      me too, life waits for nobody

  • @makotophoenix19
    @makotophoenix19 10 років тому +994

    the fact that this is the only video on this channel, and the channel's name is "a message to myself" sent me from choked up to totally losing it for some reason. It's been 10 years since I sent this to my old best friend. I don't know if she knows I'm still cheering her on...thanks for the stroll down memory lane :)

    • @makotophoenix19
      @makotophoenix19 3 роки тому +87

      @Jackson Hill honestly, all in all, so much different than who i was when i posted that message! the last time i spoke with that friend was 2010, so 10 years, and they're married now and we diverged so far from who we were, me moreso, that it almost feels like that part of my life never even happened. i've grown to understand love and friendship as a far more complicated thing, and we coveted each other but didn't know how to truly love each other. i'm not necessarily happier, but i'm far better, far more honest, and in much more truly caring and healthy relationships than i was back then, and i hope she is too. i'll always hope she is happy somewhere. but it's no longer painful to look back at that loss. i'm grateful for it now. i am where i'm supposed to be, and i bet she is too.

    • @makotophoenix19
      @makotophoenix19 3 роки тому +45

      @Jackson Hill yeah thanks for asking! Ask me again in another 7-10 years!

    • @ryansmith4494
      @ryansmith4494 2 роки тому +26

      Haha I'm so glad there was a follow up.
      Thanks to both of you.
      I hope I stumble back to this.

    • @mo.aryan0549
      @mo.aryan0549 2 роки тому +12

      @@makotophoenix19 it's great to know that you came back after those years, I'll try my best to comment in a few years time

    • @danendraaryadewa5455
      @danendraaryadewa5455 2 роки тому +25

      Wow, its rare to see a 7 year old commenter still respond, caught me off guard lmao

  • @theaterobscura
    @theaterobscura 2 роки тому +442

    Jesus Christ. I'm 30 now and weeping at this. 10 y/o me did not get it yet.

    • @danielcardwell5457
      @danielcardwell5457 2 роки тому +10

      Your not alone

    • @pinkstarburst99
      @pinkstarburst99 2 роки тому +22

      This show hits harder the older I get. It's never the same every time I watch it.

    • @bluewolf8873
      @bluewolf8873 2 роки тому +6

      I honestly believe that even if 10 year old you didn't get it, 10 year old you old you felt it.

    • @ianlulu
      @ianlulu 2 роки тому +8

      @@bluewolf8873 10 yr olds havent lived long enough yet. Prolly teens wouldve felt this more

    • @bluewolf8873
      @bluewolf8873 2 роки тому +5

      @@ianlulu you know you're right. 10 year old me was more infatuated by the fist and gun fights

  • @KSxGUAPO
    @KSxGUAPO 6 місяців тому +26

    This has to be one of the most devastating scenes I’ve ever seen

  • @chinakachung
    @chinakachung Рік тому +179

    The reactions of the crew are what make this scene so heart wrenching. They like to keep each other at arms length and pretend to not care but you can see from their expressions that they’re really affected by the tape.
    And Faye, she’s such a well written character because her entire act as an adult is a bravado to protect herself, to keep moving forward based on her circumstances- but even she’s paralyzed by seeing the part of her that’s vulnerable and loving, because she can’t connect to that part of her anymore.
    Faye is my favorite character because I relate to her so much. I feel like I’m going though life with the real and vulnerable me buried into oblivion, to the point where I simply cannot reach her anymore. Because what else can I do? And just like in the end when Faye opens up to Spike about how she feels, he still leaves.

    • @c.galindo9639
      @c.galindo9639 Рік тому +14

      Spike didn’t leave. He had his own journey to finish that he was bearing weight from.
      All along he was wandering around lost like his crew and they found their closure and he needed to find his. She understood what he was doing yet didn’t want to lose what she realized what was most important to her with her newfound sense of purpose and understanding.
      Faye wanted a home to go to since she was like a lost child and felt safe and secure amongst the Bebop crew yet when she finally has herself together, she is left to bear witness to a fate she had endured before yet knew she couldn’t stop what was happening otherwise she isn’t giving others the peace she found in herself

    • @MasonKLutz
      @MasonKLutz 11 місяців тому +5

      Makes it even more profound of how Bebop and the characters (including Faye) are.

  • @Yukiwodashite
    @Yukiwodashite 2 роки тому +134

    I find it so weird that not only do a lot of people seem to forget their inner child, but they actively try to burry it for some reason. People who repaint and decontextualize their own childhood to view themselves as different than they really were.

    • @Th3BigBoy
      @Th3BigBoy 2 роки тому +10

      Because it's the only way we can survive.

    • @Yukiwodashite
      @Yukiwodashite 2 роки тому +4

      @@IoiniEverson well said.

    • @MasonKLutz
      @MasonKLutz 2 роки тому +3

      @@IoiniEverson sometimes, I can't remember nothing but glimpses when I was a kid, and my parents often asked me how it was, even when it was a good day, I hardly said much. I have a brother who is 8 years older than me, that when to college and left me an only child at around 9 for 10 years (he also went to Japan for 6 years as a teacher), and I most of the time wanted to know what Ian was up to, almost as much as I wanted to still be a kid for when he arrived while trying to do something good in my life. I didn't think that would my parents probably had the same curiosity on how my day was; my dad was raised on a farm and lived with a jerk of an older brother (he was always an old man since he was a kid), and my mom didn't have such a good childhood either with her parents divorcing when she was young, her mother remarried to man in the Army (that my mom loves as an additional father) and moved to a couple different states.
      I was privileged enough to have parents that stayed together and that stay in one town while me and my brother were growing up. I never thought that the reason to ask me how I was my day isn't just because they cared about me, they wanted to make sure I turn out okay and they could understand even more about kids.
      Sorry for the whole thing, like this episode, it's just a lot to think about.

  • @smittywhoo
    @smittywhoo 2 роки тому +75

    This is the BIGGEST scene in the show itself.. it's simply .. SCARY in SO many volumes..

  • @justadude8845
    @justadude8845 Місяць тому +3

    1:46 is such a weird, great moment. Technically, the guys don't know this girl, but she's saying to them what Adult Faye really feels, but would never actually say to them.

  • @joshmdmd
    @joshmdmd 2 роки тому +124

    I cannot believe they cut the "good morning me, did you wake up feeling good" bit. It's literally the only thing I remember clearly from the series, aside from the real folk blues and the OST.

    • @sharif47
      @sharif47 2 роки тому +2

      Who? The live action?

    • @joshmdmd
      @joshmdmd 2 роки тому +14

      @@sharif47 yeah that trash.

    • @hobosnake1
      @hobosnake1 Рік тому +4

      The live action might have been fun in parts, but overall it was trash. I do admit the opening was pretty fun and good. Like the first episode I mean. Spike and jet were casted really well. Those actors did a good job, just a shame the writing sucked. Faye I was definitely not a fan of in it either. Didn't like her writing AT ALL and the acting was ok for that type of character, but since Faye was never that annoying, it just ends up be8ng infuriating.

  • @Quackamations
    @Quackamations Рік тому +28

    The line "Don't lose me" will always hit hard for me.

  • @lexiwhite8796
    @lexiwhite8796 Рік тому +147

    My boyfriend and I just got into a terrible accident, I broke both of my legs and had many injuries. He died. I definitely feel like Faye in this scene just trying not to lose myself. Life has been so hard but I remember this scene from being a kid.

    • @JohnSmith-li6mn
      @JohnSmith-li6mn Рік тому +24

      I'm sorry for your loss and hope you're doing the best you're able to.

    • @notmyrealname5268
      @notmyrealname5268 Рік тому +8

      I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Just remember that I, the above commenter and I'm certain many others in your life are cheerimg you on.

    • @daviddenton1934
      @daviddenton1934 Рік тому +3

      Youre gonna carry that weight

    • @justtism
      @justtism Рік тому +7

      You might not see this but I hope life has treated you well ❤️‍🩹

    • @KickingAssDaily
      @KickingAssDaily Рік тому

      @@daviddenton1934 She didn't eat him.

  • @amadeus5889
    @amadeus5889 9 місяців тому +13

    “…cheering for you, my only self.”
    Be kind to yourselves, everyone. You’re the only you you’ve got, life is short, and you deserve to be happy. ❤

  • @nemo_5450
    @nemo_5450 2 роки тому +46

    10 years ago... Time is an unstoppable and very fast thing, so don't waste it, because one day you'll be looking at this very day as the past, thinking "Oh, man, it's been so long." But whether you will be satisfied or disappointed with the period of your life between that moment and the present depends on you. Good luck everyone!
    P.s. and remember: you're gonna carry that weight.

  • @KingDom.mp3
    @KingDom.mp3 2 роки тому +94

    The fact that this is now 10 years since this was uploaded feels kind of special.

  • @UncleJaken
    @UncleJaken Рік тому +15

    No scene will ever hurt me as much as this

  • @TrueYankeeFan
    @TrueYankeeFan 2 роки тому +55

    I can count on one hand the number of times I've watched this scene without crying.

  • @alejandrohorcasitasfranco8240
    @alejandrohorcasitasfranco8240 2 роки тому +63

    Probably the best scene I've ever seen in any show or movie. I think most of people can ,in a way, relate to Faye in the sense that most of us lose that child inocence, and optimism in life. Once we are older, time has passed, things have happened and we can barely recognize that child anymore. To me, this scene captures that whole idea and feeling perfectly. Just a masterpiece of a scene.

    • @Deceptinerd1995
      @Deceptinerd1995 9 місяців тому +3

      Despite I'm not that old, the fact that I'm so different from my 10 years ago-self (for bad), just devastates me

  • @Skylerdouglas731
    @Skylerdouglas731 10 місяців тому +19

    I'm 21 now and I never knew I'd end up feeling as hopeless as I do today. I've been thinking a lot about my childhood, and how even though I had some issues growing up, those days are still the best days of my life. When I get depressed and feel like giving up, I'll just think back to that little bright eyed boy who embraced the world with open arms, and I'll try to make him proud.

    • @_X1M_
      @_X1M_ 9 місяців тому +4

      Even the worse days only last 24 hours, never forget that, there’s always an opportunity for change, for improvement, you’re 21! that’s so young, you still got a long road ahead of you, stay strong and achieve what you want in life or obtain what you want in life, our thought process changes over the years, and we start seeing things differently, so the current you feels depressed but the future you could be the happiest person ever, it just depends on your actions now, something as small as going for walks can be so beneficial to our health, but anyways I hope your situation improves man, and remember you’re still so young, we now know how fast the years go, so let’s take advantage of that fact, now that we moved on from being teens to now young adults.

  • @keegansayshi2479
    @keegansayshi2479 Рік тому +32

    I think this is the scene that propelled Cowboy Bebop to prestige. Absolutely jaw-dropping. The most pivotal moment in the whole show, in my opinion.

  • @alexbenitez6511
    @alexbenitez6511 2 роки тому +24

    This just makes me sad for my younger self sometimes. I’m sorry, kid. I drank you away.

  • @leviathan9865
    @leviathan9865 2 роки тому +8

    it would be such a huge mindfuck, being asleep for decades, finally waking up into the far future then seeing this tape of you as a child before that moment, could feel fayes pain

  • @billingsmontana1065
    @billingsmontana1065 Рік тому +91

    Years ago, in high school, I had a teacher (math of all subjects) that paused our usual lessons for the day and had us write a letter to ourselves in the future. Said he'd mail them to us 10 years later.
    He actually kept his word and sent them. And it was such a cool thing to receive. It was weird reading tbh. Got the same feeling as this video. I wrote about the friends I had, wished my future self would still be friends with those people, and what type of person I hoped I'd be.
    Very short and simple letter. I'm no longer close with most of the people I wrote about, but I did get where I wanted to be back then (though it took longer than I imagined). Whenever I think of that, I like to believe that child me is ecstatic for accomplishing what he wanted and hopefully becoming (in principle) the person he wanted to.
    I hope the child inside all of you is proud of what you've all become to.

    • @MasonKLutz
      @MasonKLutz Рік тому +8

      I'm supposed to not make myself cry too much, but that is probably the first time I had an extensional thought since a few months ago (after watching abd finishing Cowboy Bebop). It really makes my day honestly. If I ever do become a teacher, I do want to do the same thing. Something like that takes a lot if heart and dedication.

  • @SJordan026
    @SJordan026 Рік тому +6

    To my younger self. Kid I’m sorry life was not kind to you. You have been hurt and I’ll always have to carry that with me as we? get older. You’ve hurt others too and that’s another thing we have to carry around. I wish someone could have loved you more then. I wished you had found your soulmate so you both could grow together and be high school sweethearts. Who knows who that could have been and in turn been my partner today my young self. We’ll never know. The biggest hug from your older self ❤

  • @Skeens55
    @Skeens55 Рік тому +19

    Everyone needs to see this episode, the buildup to this specific part is just...the best I've seen in Anime.

  • @RogueShadowTCN
    @RogueShadowTCN 2 роки тому +14

    Beautiful scene. This anime is no joke, despite the jokes.

  • @deadpan1602
    @deadpan1602 3 роки тому +30

    Cryin’ in da club rn

  • @skxlter5747
    @skxlter5747 Рік тому +17

    Sometimes we forget about the happiest memories of our childhood...

  • @kyidk
    @kyidk 11 місяців тому +11

    i dont know if anyone ever will read this considering it's in a sea of 300 comments, but ive never teared up to anything, at least since i was a toddler, until this fucking episode. i don't know what it is, the childlike innocency or the honest cheering, something about it really gets the waterworks going. I dunno what else to say, phenemonal episode, phenomonal series.

  • @localhjay
    @localhjay 9 місяців тому +10

    As an adult, in therapy, who had an abusive parent, as someone who tried to forget, remembering can hurt but it can also heal

  • @beowchengkan2395
    @beowchengkan2395 8 місяців тому +4

    As a Singaporean I’m happy that I’m getting great character representation here.

  • @sdfasdfgdfghfgh
    @sdfasdfgdfghfgh Рік тому +16

    i watched cowboy bebop as a teenager, and i liked the show but it didn't really stick with me super hard, including this scene. now its been many years since then, and i watched this randomly and it completely brought me to tears, god. sometimes i feel almost unrecognizable compared to myself back then, i miss acting like she did so much. dealing with the stress of jobs and bills and what people think about me has done sooo much damage to my brain and i just want to go back. but im thankful that this scene was able to encapsulate that feeling so well, it makes me wanna rewatch the show

    • @SJordan026
      @SJordan026 Рік тому +2

      She is always with you friend. Your inner you hasn’t gone anywhere, although we have all grown up and had to get jobs and go to college/university all of us still have our younger selfs in our hearts. Let us keep them alive by remembering them and honoring them. Honoring them by living life to the fullest as much as we can within our limitations

  • @BuffTogepi-tm7vh
    @BuffTogepi-tm7vh Рік тому +29

    Watching this as an adult hits so much differently than when catching this as a kid on the late night block of Adult Swim. Originally I will admit I watched this thinking how silly it was that Faye would be so egotistical to send herself a message and "cheer herself on," but now as I've aged myself, you start to realize how profound of a message it is. The ideals and thought process of a child, the youthful hopefulness that you'll just be "okay" from not experiencing the world, is so innocent. At this point in the story Faye can't even remember that, and that's what makes it so sad. She only remembers the hardship of adulthood. She can't even look back on this and revel in the comforting fact that at some point she really had real aspirations and ambitions to be a better person. Even those of us who haven't lost our memories have to deal with this as we unknowingly change over the years even into adulthood. And we lose sight of the goals and ideas that we had for ourselves when we were younger; only to have to face what we've become as adults.
    I hope that whatever you have become is worth what your younger self aspired to be. Even if it hasn't there's always that shadow of that young idealism that still resonates in the back cheering you on. Even if you can't remember...

    • @_X1M_
      @_X1M_ Рік тому +5

      I use to think her character was annoying, and didn’t really like her as a character, but until the later episodes, and especially this episode, the way I saw her before completely changed, I actually felt bad for her, and understood why she acted the way that she did.

  • @TheSupermario812
    @TheSupermario812 3 місяці тому +4

    This scene always gets me in my feels, it's so powerful.
    BTW the piano song at the end is Poor Faye

  • @birdOfswords
    @birdOfswords 2 роки тому +28

    all my life i could hardly remember any of my childhood, til this day i cant. man when she says "i cant remember" i dont know if ill ever not cry like a baby. i wish so badly i could remember any of the places i had lived in or what my bedrooms had look like, i know somewhere inside me, im still cheering myself on, at least i tell myself

    • @shahzadi.zafira__
      @shahzadi.zafira__ 2 роки тому

      I'm so sorry. May I ask what happened?

    • @Lone_Star86
      @Lone_Star86 Рік тому +1

      This is why we should cherish the people who care and love us whilst they are with us now, in the present. But also go fight to live the life of our dreams.

    • @user-pe5xd3qh7m
      @user-pe5xd3qh7m Рік тому

      @@shahzadi.zafira__ what do you mean?

  • @helicoptergovroomvroom4360
    @helicoptergovroomvroom4360 2 місяці тому +3

    everytime, i cry everytime. one of the most emotionally effective scenes put to television imo. even all these years later

  • @blitzie66
    @blitzie66 2 роки тому +28

    i’ve been seriously struggling with the fact that i cannot go back to those fun times and childhood wonders… it scares me. this was hard to watch, i was not expecting this and barely remember it from the first time i watched it… i am crying so hard right now damn.

  • @Outlawsrevenge1020
    @Outlawsrevenge1020 2 роки тому +75

    I'm watching through Cowboy Bebop for the first time, I just finished this episode and I couldn't help but cry. I feel like I've lost that younger me who was so happy and hopefull. But watching this reminds me that past me is still cheering me on and that I still have time to reclaim that part of myself.

  • @--Nemesis
    @--Nemesis 2 роки тому +53

    Imagine if we got this in the Live Action. Instead we got something crappy. Cheers Netflix.

  • @yatororain917
    @yatororain917 Рік тому +16

    i was watching cowboy bebop, i thought it was chill, but at the time i was a little bored. After this scene, every episode hit me like a truck and I started to understand the mundane vibe of the show, and how it makes you feel like you are trapped in a story that goes nowhere, just like these characters stuck in their pasts. After this episode, it easily became my top 5 anime of all time.

  • @bloodbuzzohio7924
    @bloodbuzzohio7924 5 місяців тому +5

    I hadn't watched cowboy bebop until after my dad passed away in 2017. To this day, when I watch Speak Like a Child, when I hear faye's message. I hear both myself and my dad in it. I can't help but tear up to "Don't lose me"

  • @peamutbubber
    @peamutbubber 2 роки тому +51

    Reminds me of when I started a dairy some 7 years ago when I was a kid. I wrote 2 or 3 pages and detailed everything about my day for the first day. Then I completely forgot about it. I found it recently and read through, the feeling is the exact same as watching this, I can't even remember what it was like to be that kid. I'm sure many of you feel quite the same

    • @TBT707
      @TBT707 2 роки тому +4

      Lucky...We moved around so much since i was child, we lost my baby pictures along the way..i know it may not seem like a big issue but it makes me sad for some reason.

    • @peamutbubber
      @peamutbubber 2 роки тому +3

      @@TBT707 I get u man. If it helps, when I look at my baby photos I don't remember a shred of what happened. It's pretty scary our ability to forget things, what we looked like and what went on in our lives. This show really does a good job at teaching us what's important, the here and now because the here and now is the summation of the past that we carry with us!

  • @kirbyd6571
    @kirbyd6571 3 роки тому +31

    That episode had me in tears

    • @Mamberry
      @Mamberry Рік тому

      which episode please ?

  • @papytromblon
    @papytromblon 2 роки тому +24

    At 1:54 : "knowing me , i'm sure you're causing a lot of troubles for different people. I'm sorry i didn't mean to. But that's okay, that's part of life too" and you see a shot of the other characters. Not only it's true, but it's the définitive proof it's actually really her. Even if she lost everything, this part of her never changed : even as a kid she had the careless part of her wich became the most part of her adult self

  • @afterhourscinema782
    @afterhourscinema782 7 місяців тому +3

    It was at this episode...that I knew I was watching something special

  • @xdloI
    @xdloI 2 роки тому +25

    As someone who’s always scared of the future and can barely live in the present this made me wanna cry so bad I’m not even that old but I can remember so many things that feel so much closer than they were

  • @charliesullivan9211
    @charliesullivan9211 2 роки тому +25

    This scene is almost taunting in a way. Little visuals details such as Faye’s friends or how her room is decorated hint towards a much better way of life that may never be recreated due to unfortunate circumstances as well as Faye’s greed and gambling problems.

  • @Itiswhatitisitiswhatitiswhatit
    @Itiswhatitisitiswhatitiswhatit 7 років тому +51

    this always makes me cry ,@_@,

  • @thesemidnightmarauders
    @thesemidnightmarauders 10 місяців тому +8

    can’t wait to watch this ten years from now

    • @LD-Orbs
      @LD-Orbs 9 місяців тому +1

      It's OK to cry if you needto. 😢 If you don't... your life is awesome! Enjoy it! 🐧

  • @MaGiiCalStArZ1
    @MaGiiCalStArZ1 Рік тому +7

    I miss you, Jvne.

  • @jayp3814
    @jayp3814 2 роки тому +28

    i wonder where this person is 10 years later, hope you are doing well

  • @nulo8250
    @nulo8250 Рік тому +9

    I remember being just as starstruck watching this scene as the Bebop crew. I remember being as young as Faye was in her tape and tearing up, afraid of what I might lose in the future. I am now a couple years older than Faye was watching the tape and it completely hits home now because I suppose I lost some of me along the way.

  • @VidyaMusicVids90
    @VidyaMusicVids90 Рік тому +7

    The characters going from silly and dumb to just dead panned makes it even more touching. They literally understand the feeling and probably didn't think it would be something so deep. The silence. You can feel it. This show has too many damn touching moments

  • @justinflores165
    @justinflores165 Рік тому +9

    Ya know....I kinda like to imagine that my own younger self is out there somewhere, cheering me on in his own way.....still wanting the best for his grown up self. Just like young Faye.
    I'm so sorry for the person you ended up being lil bro....sorry the world wasn't what you thought it was. You're so strong for making it this far.....you'll always be a part of me. ❤

  • @AngryNerdBird
    @AngryNerdBird Рік тому +6

    "Don't lose, me!" became "Don't lose me."

  • @bespectacledheroine7292
    @bespectacledheroine7292 9 місяців тому +5

    I cried when I first saw it, I still cry now after the 12th time seeing it. It's something I really need to hear and process. When I was a kid, I didn't like it at all, I couldn't wait to grow up. But here I am, not having any of my dreams accomplished. I often think how disappointed in myself I would've been at 12 if I could see into the future, or 10 years ago at 17. The idea that version of me just wants to see me do even better in the future makes me sob, but then I pick myself back up, realizing there's no reason I can't be as hopeful and goal oriented as I was then....

    • @jousif650
      @jousif650 7 місяців тому

      We are in the same boat. Just keep doing your best

    • @bespectacledheroine7292
      @bespectacledheroine7292 7 місяців тому

      @@jousif650 🥲Surely! Likewise!

  • @emiko-san1618
    @emiko-san1618 Рік тому +9

    I wish I could love myself

  • @coolliam422
    @coolliam422 2 місяці тому +1

    One of the great things about bebop is how profoundly relatable it is. Makes you think about your own life and past. Never been touched so deeply by a show before, thank you cowboy bebop.

  • @Cinerary
    @Cinerary 3 роки тому +17

    Who is cutting these onions. I’m drowning in tears

  • @knightofanguish7399
    @knightofanguish7399 2 роки тому +13

    I feel like we will never understand how to make movies and shows like this anymore.. as long as we think and act like a person on a mission to challenge, accuse, and wanting to change in our favor instead of the work we present.

  • @mercury2157
    @mercury2157 2 роки тому +4

    To think Spike and Jet almost rendered this tape unwatchable

  • @ganjalf27
    @ganjalf27 9 місяців тому +4

    I watched the show first as a teen. Didn't rewatch it in its entirety until 10+ years later. Was NOT ready at all for this scene.

  • @h8fulzombie
    @h8fulzombie 2 роки тому +12

    I can’t watch this without crying

  • @yetanotherrandomyoutubecha4382

    On another note, 2:33 is a perfect example of how and when not to do voice over. Instead of just lingering on her face, and letting the viewer imagine what might be going through Faye's head, they hit you with a hollow "I CAN'T REMEMBER". Slightly brings down a really powerful scene

    • @mrhedgehog5493
      @mrhedgehog5493 11 місяців тому +4

      It's very subjective. Knowing what she's thinking makes us realize that despite this tape she can't remember anything. Quite tragic for me.

  • @ezra.m5944
    @ezra.m5944 Рік тому +5

    Thank you Jvnko!

  • @ThatGuyKh1
    @ThatGuyKh1 9 місяців тому +4

    This scene hurt me in so many ways

  • @cosmic8437
    @cosmic8437 2 місяці тому +1

    If you think about it, that kind-hearted Faye died in the accident. We're practically mourning over the loss of her because she is not around anymore and we have no way of getting her back.

  • @Janquin-ie6vk
    @Janquin-ie6vk Рік тому +4

    The silence from the crew speaks volumes

  • @nickcooper7714
    @nickcooper7714 2 роки тому +8

    This episode was pretty depressing to watch especially when it showed faye's past it's really heartbreaking and that nostalgic feeling you get is powerful.

  • @c.galindo9639
    @c.galindo9639 Рік тому +4

    Hmm, this really says a lot to people who have forgotten or lost what was once a big part of them.
    The difference is so vast that just remembering yourself in being such a way is otherworldly.
    How they put it all together in this scene really shows it is a complex message with many underlying undertones within itself yet it has simplicity rooted back to a person that they have a point of self reflection and seek understanding in what was once valuable to them.
    Damn this is such a great manga and anime

  • @rog9849
    @rog9849 Рік тому +4

    Sewerslvt sampled this

  • @lexdegyn
    @lexdegyn Рік тому +5

    this is so good it makes even grown man cry..

  • @basednutter6909
    @basednutter6909 2 роки тому +5

    i choke up everytime

  • @chickenflippers
    @chickenflippers Місяць тому +2

    It's sad, but I do hope Faye gets to move on and live a fulfilling life.

  • @TENRAN432
    @TENRAN432 2 місяці тому +2

    i don't oft cry to any movies but i'm choking up right now, god i love this show

  • @JCally83
    @JCally83 3 місяці тому +1

    I get so choked up at this scene every time, like so many others that have commented.

  • @carloscrispens4816
    @carloscrispens4816 10 місяців тому +2

    Writters of this show had some top level quality.

  • @Zeldafan1ify
    @Zeldafan1ify 9 років тому +30

    Me throughout the video of her:
    OMG SHE WAS SO CUTE :DD
    :D.. :o.. D:
    ... :"(

  • @diegomacias4787
    @diegomacias4787 5 місяців тому +2

    this show is so deep . I feel like a lot of people discredit or dont give it a chance because it is animated .

  • @adelicatefire
    @adelicatefire 8 місяців тому +3

    There is never a dry eye watching this.

  • @hustleman1340
    @hustleman1340 2 роки тому +16

    I remember writing a letter to myself at the beginning of my senior year in high school then I completely forgot about the letter and finally read it literally the day before my graduation it lowkey made me get on my feelings it was just a short paragraph it kinda gave me this vibe where Faye was talking to herself 15 years into the future but for me I was only talking a to myself 9 months into the future man I wished I kept that letter I forgot how I misplaced it...

  • @Faygo2215
    @Faygo2215 Рік тому +2

    I’m gonna record a video of me watching this doing something similar and then rewatch it in 2071 when I’m on my death bed

  • @anthonyfanchin1144
    @anthonyfanchin1144 Рік тому +4

    This scene fucked me up the first time I watched this.

  • @thecognitiverambler8911
    @thecognitiverambler8911 2 роки тому +49

    Live action ALMOST did it right. But it didn't. It wasn't even their reinterpretation of this scene that was the big miss (though it's not as good as the anime). The problem in the live-action is that it didn't develop Faye's character up to the point of this scene properly to give it the weight it needs. In the anime Faye's character is more thuggish, more of a hustler, less trustworthy, and more self-centered and nihilistic. She's become jaded by 2 years of raw deals and fight-or-flight living.
    She's sweeter and more innocent in the live-action, whereas she's more fully dysfunctional and broken in the anime. And THAT's why this scene hits so much harder - and better - in the anime: Because the broken and jaded Faye had to watch herself as a sweet innocent child and still not be able to remember a single thing about it.

    • @Irraptured
      @Irraptured 2 роки тому +6

      aaand cancelled!

    • @UncleJaken
      @UncleJaken Рік тому

      I'll admit, I couldn't get into the Live Action whatsoever. Watched the first episode and gave up - maybe now that it's officially cancelled anyway I should give it a shot for shits and giggles.

    • @thecognitiverambler8911
      @thecognitiverambler8911 Рік тому +1

      @@UncleJaken By all means go for it. But don't expect much. If episode one dropped you, let's just say it goes downhill from there. Vicious was... ...hard to watch.

    • @Kaipyro67ALT
      @Kaipyro67ALT Рік тому +6

      ​@@thecognitiverambler8911 There's no such thing. Never been a live action Cowboy Bebop. Doesn't exist.
      On a more serious note, Faye's story at the end of the series is even more tragic because RIGHT when she starts trusting people again, RIGHT as she's able to let herself feel loved by a family again-- Ed disappears on her own once more and Spike leaves to go get himself killed. It's like she's cursed. Faye's story really fucks me up when I rewatch the show. It's such a good tragedy.

  • @antarcticaresearchprogram8349
    @antarcticaresearchprogram8349 2 роки тому +10

    This scene, and the credits of the final episode were the two parts that made me tear up.