Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay (Lyrics)

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  • Опубліковано 22 гру 2024

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  • @sarahchilds218
    @sarahchilds218 3 роки тому +94

    Truly describes every aspect of true depressed person and how they ask for help each and every day

    • @lowkey._.k.a.y.l.a1860
      @lowkey._.k.a.y.l.a1860 3 роки тому +2

      Fr lol

    • @deannamcd6587
      @deannamcd6587 3 роки тому +3

      Most of us never ask.. we hold it inside

    • @streetspeed9166
      @streetspeed9166 2 роки тому

      Had an eye opener with a gun the bullet didn’t go off a couple years ago I cope with motors now

    • @Sticks_989
      @Sticks_989 Рік тому

      And no one truly listens still…

    • @christophermcgee8284
      @christophermcgee8284 3 місяці тому

      Asking for help was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

  • @dustiemiller9570
    @dustiemiller9570 Рік тому +4

    This is the most realest song I have ever heard... So beautiful... May the lord bless this man and bring him happiness

  • @michaelcash6939
    @michaelcash6939 3 роки тому +22

    I'm glad I found this song because I fight depression and anxiety every day. This song describes the fight is a struggle. It's hard on a lot of people. Thank you citizen for this song

  • @bzkfamily8827
    @bzkfamily8827 2 дні тому

    This really touches especially people with chronic illnesses, anxiety, depression, and etc ..

  • @skydreamer118
    @skydreamer118 3 роки тому +38

    This hits home hard. When you are crying out for help but they keep missing it.

  • @jaredm.2738
    @jaredm.2738 3 роки тому +38

    "I am not okay and I need you to see it"
    "I have so much to say and no one to hear it"
    these two lines hit home for me show of hands if you feel the same

  • @Dman9395
    @Dman9395 3 роки тому +37

    This song sums up a lot of how pretty much the majority of us are feeling but could not express in words. Thank you.

  • @krampusthekilljoy5133
    @krampusthekilljoy5133 3 роки тому +61

    "Because being who I really am has only left me more alone"
    "My life's invisible abuse I am either judged or I have to hide"
    "The only syptom you can see is that I don't wanna be alive"
    Those 3 sentences always hit me like a truck

  • @claudiapeet1835
    @claudiapeet1835 2 роки тому +5

    i feel this song TO MY CORE. so glad i found it. these words describe my life so much, i wish someone could hear how much it hurts me to express everything, despite what i’ve gone through, yet they’re never really around to truly listen or understand. its sad.

  • @alesec9460
    @alesec9460 8 місяців тому +1

    I am not ok....my children's father passed away suddenly 1 month ago.
    We are finding so many problems he was hiding from us all. I cried through the whole song hearing his voice. I wish we would have realized how he felt sooner so we could have helped take away his heavy load he didn't want to burden on us. Now, we are not okay without him.

  • @joycelovett2368
    @joycelovett2368 3 роки тому +11

    This song Hit so many spots in my heart that I cannot explain

    • @gothicnight96
      @gothicnight96 3 роки тому

      This song made me feel like I had a heart again...

  • @lynz7122
    @lynz7122 3 роки тому +13

    Wow...just remarkable. This is such a raw, honest and relatable song. I'm glad I'm not the only one to FEEL and understand but it breaks my heart to see how many of us are broken, bent and bruised. DEAR LORD HEAL US ALL 🙏

  • @let_s-play-loona
    @let_s-play-loona 2 роки тому +2

    I'm struggling with depression for quite a while now but at least I have my best friend. He is my safespace and I am his. That makes the situation much better. I'm so grateful for everyday i survived.

  • @ryan3664
    @ryan3664 2 роки тому +3

    This song hits my soul.

  • @beyondthehiddenbth5764
    @beyondthehiddenbth5764 2 роки тому +3

    Sometimes you can say things for years, ask for help for years, and people don't hear it. Or they don't believe it. Sometimes people look at it as an excuse. The pain can manifest in hundreds of different ways. But that doesn't mean it's not real. Just remember this, as something for yourself and those around you. The pain is real for all of us, and don't listen to those who act like it isn't.

  • @Anotherlostsoul662
    @Anotherlostsoul662 3 роки тому +3

    I’m have severe depression this band is truly amazing I love there music it tells exactly what a depressed person is going through

  • @whitneymathias4948
    @whitneymathias4948 2 роки тому +4

    "I'll never have the words I can't explain this hell"
    Hit home

  • @joannecrawford8212
    @joannecrawford8212 2 роки тому +5

    This song is everything I'm feeling right now. This month has been the worst of my life. I was in a bad accident last month. I lost my boyfriend and his dad. My mind has been in a very dark place lately..

  • @the.shadowking
    @the.shadowking 2 роки тому +3

    This song is always a mood 😔

  • @Shad0s
    @Shad0s 3 роки тому +7

    This song is the definition of me.

  • @carolyncurtsinger2194
    @carolyncurtsinger2194 3 роки тому +5

    Not me crying at 2 am because I realized how much this has come to perfectly describe my life 💔

  • @nickmueller1139
    @nickmueller1139 3 роки тому +11

    When you went through alot in your life you just fake everything like emotions that person is me...

  • @Red-jq4fq
    @Red-jq4fq 3 роки тому +3

    I love this song so much so I listen to it every time I wake up

  • @tomhow537
    @tomhow537 3 роки тому +2

    Its amazing how true it is. Even though sometimes a person can be resolved to end the suffering some hidden part wants someone to know as if the warrior refuses to give up without a fight screaming for help fighting against our own desires. I can't say it is appreciated but it is there. I could blame it for being the biggest obstacle causing failed attempts to find peace. It seems even the inner parts of a person like many in this world would rather a person suffer endlessly than to end the pain at chance for peaceful slumber. If such a thing exists. I would say less than half of my time asleep could be considered better than being awake. Even though most dreams are horrible I do get a chance to see people who I miss. There isn't much comfort in them but there is that one silver lining throughout the endless dark clouds. Damn that sense of survival, I wish it would butt out.

  • @michaelcash6939
    @michaelcash6939 3 роки тому +2

    Not everyone knows and understands how it feels to have depression and anxiety fighting for their life every day and night crying for help.

  • @jasonstreets4140
    @jasonstreets4140 2 роки тому +3

    I love this song because I can completely relate to it

  • @baxtersmom2004
    @baxtersmom2004 2 роки тому +2

    This is so true no one could ever see how I hid my felling and how depressed I really am

  • @lesliegranger9120
    @lesliegranger9120 2 роки тому +1

    This hits hard.

  • @ireneswarthout1588
    @ireneswarthout1588 2 роки тому +1

    Absolutely 💯 feel this song

  • @pastelkitten4885
    @pastelkitten4885 3 роки тому +2

    This is so painfully relatable. I've been planning to open up my best friend but I've never found the right words. I'm tempted to send this song to them to explain

    • @cherish15
      @cherish15 3 роки тому

      I'm tempted to do the same thing but with my mom but I'm scared

  • @melinda1c
    @melinda1c 3 роки тому +3

    My daughter died today and this song which I just found is perfect!!!

    • @thereverist8665
      @thereverist8665  3 роки тому +3

      I'm loss for words, my deepest condolences to you during this time. 😢

    • @melinda1c
      @melinda1c 3 роки тому +2

      @@thereverist8665 Thank you so much.

    • @thereverist8665
      @thereverist8665  3 роки тому +3

      @@melinda1c You are very welcome, sending you lots of love right now 🤍🤍🤍

    • @kellyr7589
      @kellyr7589 3 роки тому +1

      How horrible, I'm so sorry

  • @az_2swag
    @az_2swag 3 роки тому +28

    This song reminds me of my life

  • @jessicalynnbeck5658
    @jessicalynnbeck5658 3 роки тому +1

    I really love this song

  • @ryliecoleman4510
    @ryliecoleman4510 2 роки тому +1

    This fits me Perfectly

  • @InLoveZaneJulien
    @InLoveZaneJulien 3 роки тому +5

    "I'm not okay"
    And I will never be okay
    I will be okay once I get to see my body being burried.

  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 11 місяців тому

    Yes here without you I’m not ok ❤

  • @chrisl1443
    @chrisl1443 3 роки тому +2

    This is my life everyday. I AM NOT OKAY

  • @music.lyrics.
    @music.lyrics. 3 роки тому +3

    Love it!

  • @mariameyer9872
    @mariameyer9872 7 місяців тому

    I wish Heaven had visiting hours so I could see my dad again I miss him so much. I wish I could tell him that he could see me now and make it a proper goodbye. and asked him if he can see me My dad died to a ATV accident me and my mom and my second brother were at the cabin. My oldest brother was at home and gave us the news the last time I said goodbye. It was like I see you later. Goodbye. I didn’t know it would be the last goodbye and if I did, I would’ve asked him if he was proud of me. I miss you so much, Dad. I wish you were still here.😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷💗💗💗💖💖💖

  • @tiffanyducey8972
    @tiffanyducey8972 3 роки тому +2

    Another song that knows depression. And how no one listens until it's too late.

  • @GhostlyAngel13
    @GhostlyAngel13 2 роки тому

    ....I feel this.. deeply..

  • @orlandodiazortiz8187
    @orlandodiazortiz8187 3 роки тому +2

    Wish my wife really understood the words... Im living proof of this song

  • @carlosperez4417
    @carlosperez4417 Рік тому

    No one around me or in my life understands what the loss of a 21yr marriage does to a person. To know that the only person you have devoted your entire life to, has been unfaithful the entire time and left you for another man. That has caused a depression so deep, I don't think I'll ever get out. I am not okay. It's a painfully true verse " the only symptom is I don't want to be alive". Every day I have to find a reason not to pull that trigger. Im running out of reasons

  • @ksamilksamil
    @ksamilksamil 3 роки тому +1

    keep going!

  • @mochadragon3395
    @mochadragon3395 3 роки тому +2

    i love

  • @teodorakoleva7329
    @teodorakoleva7329 Рік тому +1

    was through so many things
    But they still say it
    That I'm too young to have
    Amd that I'm weak mentally
    I literally walked through hell
    With so many challenges
    But of course they will talk
    Without knowing anything
    I had been doubting so much
    If my feeling r even real
    If I'm not making up
    getting over it is healing
    I overcame many things
    But I am still kinda angry
    I didn't deserve it
    I need ppl to be more caring

  • @jaybrom363
    @jaybrom363 3 роки тому +3

    Haven't been okay in years .. nobody wants to hear that though.. always ready to blame someone or something else. Like my feels aren't validated at all. They're made out to be as if they are a cause from someone or something else's effects.. I'm tired😫

  • @gavinbratt3364
    @gavinbratt3364 10 місяців тому

    never let your emotions control i say but yet i cant even follow that i wish just some people will be there for me

  • @Dia-f8g
    @Dia-f8g 29 днів тому

    I have so much to say but no one to hear it. This is not just a sad excuse. My life is an invisible abuse. I am either judged or have to hide. The only symptoms is I don't wanna be alive. - This is really sad. 🥺 Sending hugs to everyone struggling and feeling alone in their lives. 🥰🥹

  • @chrisl1443
    @chrisl1443 3 роки тому +2

    This is my life

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      @h.o.p.e9195 3 роки тому

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  • @cherisahays
    @cherisahays 5 місяців тому

    I wish my outside showed the pain from inside. Maybe then people around me would get it.

  • @Addie_VR
    @Addie_VR 3 роки тому +1

    I'm scared to share this with my mom, should I send it to my dad instead?? I already send this to 2 friends

  • @Red-jq4fq
    @Red-jq4fq 3 роки тому +2

    I’m also so depressed because my only friend at college left

  • @whitewolf2.05
    @whitewolf2.05 2 роки тому +2

    I cried to the song all the time especially after my miscarriage

  • @paranormalinvestgations
    @paranormalinvestgations 3 роки тому

    This song sum up my feeling ..date rap is Not ok ...iam not ok 😞😞😞

  • @andersonsilvasilva5701
    @andersonsilvasilva5701 2 роки тому +4

    A música significa que as pessoas nunca deve ser fardo de ninguém

  • @elizebotha2420
    @elizebotha2420 3 роки тому

    😭🖤❤️🖤

  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 11 місяців тому

    I just want you to love me Addy ❤ I don’t need much

  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 11 місяців тому

    Ciao amore mio ❤

  • @daniellehancock5461
    @daniellehancock5461 3 роки тому

    i am not okay.

  • @Tearshia
    @Tearshia 3 роки тому

    Definitely me unfortunately

  • @harlyquinn6825
    @harlyquinn6825 3 роки тому +1

    🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

    • @h.o.p.e9195
      @h.o.p.e9195 3 роки тому

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  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 11 місяців тому

    I wish you be healthy and my husband too and me you wife

  • @APlusLyrics
    @APlusLyrics 3 роки тому +3

    I make lyric videos too!

  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 11 місяців тому

    Buongiorno amore mio, ho chiamato Marco per delle richieste in più volevo parlare con mia figlia.
    Addyvti amo spero che stai bene. Avevo il telefono in carica. Mi manchi da morire ❤ God bless you my lovely future husband ❤

  • @rebelyankee6961
    @rebelyankee6961 2 роки тому

    Nothing in my life has ever been permanent. Whether if it was my fault or not. So much is fucking with my head but my friends wouldn't care. Ain't no point in telling anyone, 90 percent of people don't care and the other 10 perce t are glad you're hurt. So fuck it.

  • @travistownsend8800
    @travistownsend8800 Рік тому

    Your music is causing depression. Keep it to yourself , or the hotline 😢

  • @Daniel19821daykin
    @Daniel19821daykin 10 місяців тому

    I can't go through this the pain inside if you're going to play games or don't I'm not survivor if this is fake

  • @Daniel19821daykin
    @Daniel19821daykin 10 місяців тому

    😠😡🔪