Speedpaint | Voices Made To Be Heard | Sonas

Read me senpai! 🐺
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This is my entry for the DTIYS of Susitse.art! 🖤
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I always wanted to enter this one but never got a good idea but recently i got one.
This artwork is full of meanings and it's hard to tell them.
When i started it i was full of sadness, pain, anger and hate.
I wanted to say what the person that shared my life for 8 years told and did to me.
But even when i feel this hate again, i just can't forget the beautiful moments i shared with her and even if they were only illusions, they will keep my anger down.
I'm starting to accept that i'm none of the things she said, because i know who i'm or at least a bit of it.
She broke my heart and soul but with the time they're finally starting to regenerate.
And slowly i'm finally able to love my art again because no matter what she say, my art have a meaning.
Even the most simple thing like i love animals, so i draw animals.
I draw them because i love them, i don't know everything about them sure, but i at least know how to treat them with respect and kindness.
If someone can't see my love in my art then too bad that they think there is no meaning.
My style will still get better with time, what is wrong with a more childish style?
Nothing, because what you create is a part of you.
If my style is childish so be it, i love it!
We are not mediocre because if we are still fighting and still alive after all the pain people gave us then we are definitely not mediocre.
We are survivor, trying to find a purpose in life.
Nobody have any right to tell someone that they're mediocre!
Especially when this person is a narcissistic.
Our friendship was an illusion for her but not for me, i trully loved her.
I'm far from being a pretensious damfull because i can learn from my mistakes and i listen to others without any wrong judgement.
Unlike some narcissistic who refuse to listen to someone else experiences...
Those characters are all my sona's others forms!
The doe represent my blind love and so she is blind. 🦌
Eclipse the horse represent everything negative, my bad feelings and suffering. 🐎
Eliza the dog is the sona who represent me. 🐕‍🦺
Beastia the skulldog represent my anger and hatred. 🐕
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I used Video Maker and IbisPaint X on my phone.
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Song:
♤Horrible by Lesfm
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♤Sinister Night by SoulProdMusic
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♤That Halloween Story by Diamond_Tunes
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