I can no longer sleep flat on my back because I have COPD and pneumonitis, so I can no longer blaze a trail through the æather. However, I found this very psychically soothing and brought back some good memories of dwelling on the plane. Thank you.
This is a true story: Some years ago, I had been very ill and went 2 days without sleeping due to severe coughing and sneezing. I was feeling desperate and took a large dose of Nyquil, a shot of rum, and a Benadryl. It seemed to work as I got really relaxed and stopped coughing finally and settled into bed hoping to finally fall asleep, leaned against a stack of pillows to help with my sinuses. Just as I was about to drift off, at the foot of my bed, "it" appeared, about half the size of a man, it wasted no time crawling up my bed towards me, and straddled me with its short legs, looked at me intently with its huge adorable cartoon eyes, smiled, called me weird in its native Japanese, tilted its head donned with pink helmet sprouting 2 pink bunny ears. The sound of a rack of grenades clacking against the pink fatigues and barely showing the pink machine gun strapped to its back. Yes. It was Llenn from SOA:Gun Gale. That's my sleep paralysis demon/anime girl. So, how did I react to this? The only way anyone reasonably could react, I screamed, bolted up and shot my arms forward to push her off. Her adorable face showed surprise, whether at that I could move or that I was fearful, not sure, and an instant later, she vanished into thin air. I nearly had a heart attack. I love anime, especially when its a girl, but when it comes at you in real life it's a bit of a different experience. I've never seen any anime characters IRL before or since then. But if she wants to visit again, I hope she RSVPs so I can avoid screaming. What still troubles me though is how did my hallucination know what to say in Japanese when I had not learned any Japanese yet? She said "Hen, da ne" which could mean "this is weird," or "you're weird". I'm assuming it was the second.
I mean if you are not fibbin that's very cool and scary at the same time! I have seen horrible things while I was awake walking in the woods here in Alaska as a kid and lil bit as an adult. Lots of strange shit going on In this vast empty state, on top of bears and wolves, depending on where your at it gets much much worse. Been homeless up here, still kinda am. All in the winter time. It's a very sad existence. Next time you see a homeless person, pray for them. You don't know what or how they got into that situation. Once your instincts kick in and your soul is open, you will easily filter out good vs. Bad people.
My sleep paralysis demon just asked me where can he subscribe? I told him, chill it's already taken care of. Now piss off and let me sleep! He won't listen to me.
So I ended up listening to this last night before going to bed and surprisingly it crashed me out Pretty fast and I ended up lucid dreaming too about my sister having a baby😅😂
@i_survived_raccooncity yea. The first time he uploaded this part was in Sleep paralysis but it's now unlisted. But you still can find it in his Playlist
I can no longer sleep flat on my back because I have COPD and pneumonitis, so I can no longer blaze a trail through the æather. However, I found this very psychically soothing and brought back some good memories of dwelling on the plane. Thank you.
❤❤🎉merci
1 hour ago, perfect for me to sleep to.
This is a true story:
Some years ago, I had been very ill and went 2 days without sleeping due to severe coughing and sneezing. I was feeling desperate and took a large dose of Nyquil, a shot of rum, and a Benadryl. It seemed to work as I got really relaxed and stopped coughing finally and settled into bed hoping to finally fall asleep, leaned against a stack of pillows to help with my sinuses.
Just as I was about to drift off, at the foot of my bed, "it" appeared, about half the size of a man, it wasted no time crawling up my bed towards me, and straddled me with its short legs, looked at me intently with its huge adorable cartoon eyes, smiled, called me weird in its native Japanese, tilted its head donned with pink helmet sprouting 2 pink bunny ears. The sound of a rack of grenades clacking against the pink fatigues and barely showing the pink machine gun strapped to its back.
Yes. It was Llenn from SOA:Gun Gale. That's my sleep paralysis demon/anime girl.
So, how did I react to this? The only way anyone reasonably could react, I screamed, bolted up and shot my arms forward to push her off. Her adorable face showed surprise, whether at that I could move or that I was fearful, not sure, and an instant later, she vanished into thin air. I nearly had a heart attack.
I love anime, especially when its a girl, but when it comes at you in real life it's a bit of a different experience. I've never seen any anime characters IRL before or since then. But if she wants to visit again, I hope she RSVPs so I can avoid screaming.
What still troubles me though is how did my hallucination know what to say in Japanese when I had not learned any Japanese yet? She said "Hen, da ne" which could mean "this is weird," or "you're weird". I'm assuming it was the second.
I mean if you are not fibbin that's very cool and scary at the same time! I have seen horrible things while I was awake walking in the woods here in Alaska as a kid and lil bit as an adult. Lots of strange shit going on In this vast empty state, on top of bears and wolves, depending on where your at it gets much much worse. Been homeless up here, still kinda am. All in the winter time. It's a very sad existence. Next time you see a homeless person, pray for them. You don't know what or how they got into that situation. Once your instincts kick in and your soul is open, you will easily filter out good vs. Bad people.
Maybe it is the ghost of a chiropractor...
Killer
My sleep paralysis demon just asked me where can he subscribe? I told him, chill it's already taken care of. Now piss off and let me sleep! He won't listen to me.
Mine won’t let me sleep either.
So I ended up listening to this last night before going to bed and surprisingly it crashed me out Pretty fast and I ended up lucid dreaming too about my sister having a baby😅😂
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Collapsing Cosmoses, can be found on a Spotify Release ^^ (it's my favorite)
@@i_survived_raccooncitythank you
@@syl_939You're welcome. It's also in the Video "The Night Lands" by Iron Cthulhu Apocalypse; I think the third track.
@i_survived_raccooncity yea. The first time he uploaded this part was in Sleep paralysis but it's now unlisted. But you still can find it in his Playlist