Chance Peña - i am not who i was (Official Audio)
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- Опубліковано 29 вер 2024
- Chance Peña - i am not who i was (Official Audio)
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Lyrics:
I've been living on the road
Made a buck off my soul
I've been singing stories to the crowd
Been a while since I've been home
Think about you every night
Wonder what it would've been like
If I stuck around and settled down
Maybe in another life
So if I fly too far
Will I still have a place inside your heart
When you see what I've become
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was
You keep me steady on the ground
When my head's lost in the clouds
That spot light though it shines bright
Could never drown you out
I know it's hard when I'm away
I just hope you don't lose faith
Cuz I told the truth when I said to you
That I'll be back someday so
If I fly too far
Will I still have a place inside your heart
When you see what I've become
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was
#ChancePena #LongLostLover #LoverstoStrangers
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was. This, this line has so much meaning to it… and for so many people in so many different situations. It’s brilliant. ❤️
Yes yes love me for who I am ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Listening this on repeat as I will be flying far away in less than a month to follow my dream of traveling that I had since a kid.. listening to this song already makes me miss everyone I love 😭😭❤️❤️❤️
I need the chords for guitar !!🥹🥹
Best of luck to you on your journey, friend. Chasing dreams is as hard as it’s ever been, but ironically, also more common than it’s ever been. This world is trash. Do what makes you feel like it isn’t. Godspeed. ❤️
Best of luck on your great meandering adventure. May the wind be on your back
@@WhereisEraI don’t know if this is right but on a different video of the song someone said Am F C Am F C
This comment is the exact reason why I love this song. I’m legit going through the same journey.
Addicted to opioids for 12 years. Today, I'm 17 days sober. Thank you, Jesus.
Update: In 43 days, clean today. When I stopped, I was 156lb. I'm 6 feet tall. You can imagine how skinny I was. Today, I no longer get sick. I'm starting to love myself. I'm 185lb. I went to the gym like I once did. Caring for myself. Appreciate the support, yall!
I could tell my story but it's in the past and now this is your turn. Love you brother
@@rabbitA16 appreciate u. 19 and counting.
Proud of u brother
Keep going your life is so worth it.❤️
@@Little_therian_soul thank you, 22 days and counting.
What a masterpiece! This songs is made with so much love and passion. I just came back home after 4 months of traveling the world, and this song is giving me flashbacks... Beautiful song. Thank you❤
Everyone will call it masterpiece oneday❤
This is so beautiful, it starts off with grace and then gradually becomes more and more emotional.... Many people can relate to the beautiful concept of this song.... I truly truly love it ❤❤❤❤
on repeat i almost need her to hear this
Gonna be on repeat all night, ima go out side walk around and blast this till morning ima learn every lyric and sing my fucking heart out man this hit my soul, its really really amazing.
Second time already they should make a loop of this song❤🤓🤡
It's literally perfect 😍👌🏻
Love this 😍 one of my favorite artists! ❤️
This gives me James bay vibes :)
A beautiful song n tune 🎵 feels like being in love 😻 ❤❤❤❤❤and gives love 🧡 to my soul ❤❤❤❤
This is honey for the soul !
It’s been four months. Washington DC is amazing, just like we always said it would be. You were, are and always will be - the best part of my love story. ♥︎
I have never listened to an artist like I listen to this amazing person I have so many playlists that are more then half of just his songs and I’m so happy I discovered him the way he can make such simple yet beautiful music and his lyrics come from the soul with such ease it’s simply beautiful and catches so many emotions I can’t wait for more I really hope more people find out about Chance Peña
Atualmente minha música favorita 🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷
DIOS MIO CHANCE PEÑA QUE TEMAZO ❤ nunca te retires!!!❤
always reaching my soul with every song 🤍
Living across the continent in the place that feels like home away from my friends and family and missing them alot but also know where I am is where I belong. This song hit home and gave me the feels. Thanks for putting into a song the feeling ❤
I am No Longer Who I Was. God Bless😢
I'm crying, what a beautiful song 😵😵❤
Listening on repeat from the back row of the family van as we drive home from a trip. its dark outside now, and im feeling all the feelings.
For the brother cash ❤🕊️
Dedicated to me still being here the end of this year
This hit me right in the feel.......such a good song!!! definitely part of my playlist now!!! keep it up!!
New obsession ❤
I've played this song over 50 times I love because we all become someone who wasn't same after it really helps me in such way❤
Wow after five years living abroad without being able to travel home this hit home thank you
what a beautiful song the melody is incredible
You ever hear a voice that saves your life and leaves you hanging on every note? 🩶🤍
❤❤❤❤ Amazing song. 🎵 And
That was, incredible.
This is the single most underrated artist I know of, ima send all my friends this song. We shall grow together ❤
So powerful
You’re so underrated ❤
Crazy wild insane
fulfillment for days to come thank you.❤
I have been waiting !!!!
This literally gave me goosebumps ❤
Me encanto.❤
I think this may be the most amazing song I’ve ever listened to.
Masterpiece❤
I love this so much keep up the great music ❤❤❤❤
This song is too beautiful.
Oh yes. So fresh and good.
I can feel the emotion through thr chorus 😩
As lágrimas que saem dos meus olhos é uma lágrima tão carregada de dor, minhas lágrimas são como um grito de socorro, como uma vasilha que quando encher transborda,assim elas são.
This song gave me feeling so special
Keep up the good music brother in Christ ❤️🔥🔥
Essa música é tão incrível! ❤️
Love me for who I am, not who I was 💔
Im 27, nearly 28. Sometimes it feels like I've lost all my youth to my mental illness and depression. Im finally taking a huge leap and moving to Japan this May. Ive changed so much as a person and i feel ive improved myself immensely over the past year and now im ready to go live out my dreams ❤
Sounds like a James bay❤️
I’m in love 🥰
Bro I never waited for a song but my god does it live up to my expectations Godbless your souls🙏🏼
Thank you for finally releasing, such a beautiful song
Yes..
Beautiful!
I thought this song was older
“Don’t make the mistake your father did you are not him” hit like a truck I have never been in a relationship partially because of my parents and the people around me my percents married each other 3 times and divorced another 3 I’m terrified of having the same
I'm in love with the songgg
Nice!!
When you’re a traveling musician this hits different 😢
I'm dedicating this song to my boyfriend who still loves me after I'm just a broken shell of my former self, from childhood abuse which led to serious medical issues leaving me disabled. I'm not sure how long my mind will last bubby. Or my body for that matter. I don't really know. But I love you, and I know you love me. Whatever happens to me always know I will never forget that even with my failing memory. Thank you for fighting for me, thank you. I love you. 💖
I hope you feel better ❤
Be strong, be here now, because you are enough… your boyfriend has already evidenced perfectly that you are enough… to post this shows you have a resilience and an inner strength and you are powerful. Hope you are both still strong for each other.
feel it
The world needs more artists, we have enough politicians, soldiers, and business leaders.
Gahhh daaaa
Stunning
Hidden gem
💙💙💙💙
Thank u again tic tok love this!
Good music. Refreshing
Got this from tiktok and now Iam totally obsessed
Iam leaving home within one month flying over USA forever to chase my dream leaving old mama my pet and Iam here still being emotional thinking i have tto leave and also i wanna leave asap mixed emotions.leaving with promise to return home ❤️
Man I love this song so much, you're gonna be famous off this bro!!
That last verse...wow
Your voice ❤❤❤
found this song while traveling alone in Thailand ❤
Touched souls
I want this song at my funeral
Du bon son dans mes oreilles❤🆒🌹😊✌
I'm still wandering around trying to find a place to call home. My last romantic partner couldn't adapt to that. So here I am, wandering again. This song hits deep while I try to find a place and community to call home.
I'm listening to this after watching young royals season 3❤
Maybe in another life.
I love you bhakti
This somehow gives a lot of adventure time vibe thou...
😍❤❤❤
Will I still have a place inside your heart?
Today, my Grandma 👵 passed away when I listening to this song. My heart is broken 💔
to chorando
Please put this good song on Melon!!! I want to money buy this song!!!
Hold on your breath bro
damn
I used to have everything I nice car a awesome job and so many friends and all of a sudden I lost it all in less than a year and a half I cabt help it think I'm the problem but also can't figure it out either I've lost everything i met a girl and she had stuck by my side through it all and still to tjis day I love this girl unfortunately I had to move an hour away to kive with my parents while she finished school and I hade to move an hour away from her and the city I grew up in everything I know and everything i loved to a small town with nothing to do I hate it here and I hate being so far from her all I want is to move back home the place I know and I wanna see my old friends again I want my life back but unfortunately lufe doesn't work like that I'm just so thankful for this amazing gorgeous girl I have in my lufe she really has see the worst and the best of me and I will always love her I just don't hope I loose her like I have with everything els
que música linda.
This song is way too short
Long enough to touch a heart
Thats why there’s a replay button 😉
Exactly!
I'm going home in 2 days, after 2 years of living abroad. I'm excited about being home again but also nervous cause I am aware of how much I've changed in the past 2 years and I feel unsure of how my family & friends will react to who I am now. Thanks for creating a music that really represents what I'm going through ❤
What's it like now?
We want update man
Oh wow, didn't know that people will be so invested in my story! Coming home was nice, but also weird. I feel like I'm experiencing my country and home for the first time again, which is both fascinating and well....weird. It's weird because things that used to be mundane now somehow feel very foreign(?). Being in my family home also means going back to an environment with a lot of stuff that easily trigger my childhood trauma so it's also been a bit tough. Not everyone is blessed with a harmonious family with healthy relationship dynamics, but sometimes that's all you can only come home to.
Regarding the family, they seem a bit taken aback with who I am now & how much I've changed. But as most conservative Asian family, they just kind of bottle up their feelings & pretend everything's fine. I realized that some of my values don't really align anymore with what they believe in, but I believe that we can still compromise and be a part in each other's life. Although, I am also prepping myself to be okay if I have to separate myself or cut ties with them if push comes the shove. I must say, I do miss being on my own & exploring the world so I can't wait for my next adventure in life.
Thank you for reading my story, I hope you are doing well wherever you are. Always believe that you have the power to create the life that you want & become your own person so never give up :)
You're an incredibly strong person to say all of that with such grace. Thank you for sharing your story :) From a stranger who also cares
@@thepositivecrowd6137 thank you so much 🩶
Lyrics:
I've been living on the road
Made a buck off my soul
I've been singing stories to the crowd
Been a while since I've been home
Think about you every night
Wonder what it would've been like
If I stuck around and settled down
Maybe in another life
So if I fly too far
Will I still have a place inside your heart
When you see what I've become
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was
You keep me steady on the ground
When my head's lost in the clouds
That spot light though it shines bright
Could never drown you out
I know it's hard when I'm away
I just hope you don't lose faith
Cuz I told the truth when I said to you
That I'll be back someday so
If I fly too far
Will I still have a place inside your heart
When you see what I've become
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was
❤😊🆒✌
I moved 3000 miles away to escape the death of my parents. So i wouldnt feel their ghosts everywhere i looked. I think it made it worse
It reminds me of my Mom passing away😢 I had went to visit, and we had an amazing night, it was a five girls' birthday in March show me how to make birthday party so of course we had a good time and I had to get back home with my 4 girls, the next day, My Mom asked me to stay one more night but my 3 daughter's had tambourines so I asked my mom to go home with us so she can watch them perform also she wouldn't leave with us, ask me to say again pleading pretty much, I should have just stayed, 7 hours later I get a phone call that she had a heart attack, I lived the really rough childhood me and my mom grew up together she was 15 when she had me unfortunately I became the other parent when she had my three other siblings I wanted to stay with her again that night but I know my daughters were the only ones that play tambourines in their bands so I couldn't let their previous engagements just be pushed to the side I really wish I would have stayed again she lived 1.30 minutes awa I was there 55 minutes and my siblings said shehad a heart attack 45 year old working women of 4 and grandchildren boom gone 😢 song brings me peace she would loved it ! But I do wonder she asked me to move closer to her, and I didnt or just stayed longer but im blessed I got to see the adult side of her mature then she was gone its been the biggest challenge in my life , but I have to tell myself everyday some dont get to say good bye some don't get to see the better side 😢 but if she was here we would be listen and singing it together 😢 sorry
@@jamesamberrichesson6528 damn, heartbreaking 💔
Thank you!!!
This hits hard when you don’t feel at home anywhere and been on the road for a hot minute
Agree with you I don’t fit in. But you know God speaks don’t conform to the world. Thank you Father Jesus Christ don’t want to fit in to this world I’m passing through on my way home God bless you sir. Keep your eyes on Jesus Christ believe fit into his world his life ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Amen. 2,400 miles from my home. Will most likely never make it back. Much love
Please never stop making music. You have no idea the impact your songs are making, such a talented individual. Incredible work Chance!
My own lyrics youtube channel because of his angelic voice💚
I’m with you on this please keep up making music
@@joycebunn6045 💕
This song is way too short, its beautiful and should be longer.
Agree
Thats why I put it on loop😊
Yes!! Agreed! 👍 ❤
I want to read a book with the same atmosphere as how this song feels
Yesssss
I'll write one and post when done
A bit late, but I find that the red rising series captures this feeling really well. Especially in book 2. In fact, I would say the feeling of the song IS the central theme of the book
@@javierlam3783 Ooo that sounds interesting. What's the synopsis?
@@clown1536 I just finished book 2. I would say the scale of it is very vast and grand- Its a space opera kinda book similar to Dune or Warhammer 40k, and its about how an oppressed group of people starts a societal revolt.
However at its emotional core, its also about someone forced to change to protect the ones he love, and he questions if he still likes the person he was forced to become. Its rather 'edgy' and a little indulgent at times, but I think its a good read for fantasy/scifi lovers! (But note, book 2 hits HARD with the misery haha)
i just got home from a mental hospital and I thought i lost everything being there again and this song just popped up on spotify and i loved it instantly. thank you. feels good knowing im the better version of me now.
Praying for you ❤
Hey......
Ummm.....
Me too, litteraly.
All of it.
I know it sucks, but we can clean the shit off our boots together.
Reach out if ya ever need help or to chat...
I unfortunately understand all too well
Stay strong! No one is spotless! We are full of blemishes but can conquer any mountain in front of us!!!
Hey I know how you feel same thing happened to me recently.Stay strong and if you need to talk I’m here
🩵
After i came out of a 5 year long relationship i never thought i'd fall back in love but man this guy.. this guy whom i dated for 2 months but lost contact after i moved away in summer then came back and he approached me again and my mental ass said no cause i wasn't in my right mind to commit to anyone. so yeah after 7 long months i see this guy again and he doesn't even say hye to me and my heart breaks and i go crying home calling him and we have a date and fuck my last semester i date him for 4 months which let me tell you is a fucking movie, 24/7 im with him without realizing that i love him so much cause we were just vibing so much. i never saw the funny in him when we first dated but he turned out to be the most funny outgoing and amazing person i could've met. 4 months in and i move in with him, idk if this was going too fast or too slow since it took me 2 fucking years to finally be with him but yeah after those 5 dreamy months i have to move away for job and now im finally realizing that man do i love him. I was never good with long distance, my last relationship ended because of that only but here i am doing it all again but this time im so hopeful, im struggling in this new city in every way possible but my motivation is so high cause fuck do i love this man. Ive ran away from him and love enough. its time to settle down.