Love isn’t “just a word”. Love is that one person that will break ur heart, make u feel suicidal, and absolutely dread yourself if they leave. Love is that person that makes you want to become a better version of yourself, lets u believe that u have no limits, that life is more than what u see it as. Losing this person... can really ruin u. I lost him and idk what to do anymore💔
Parents: Oh my god do you ever do anything right!? . . School: You'll never be smart enough to achieve anything in life. . . Friends: You're always so depressed. all you do is listen to music . . Music: Hey sweetheart, you okay? Dont worry, everything will be better soon. Just listen to me.
Yea i feel you.. sometimes you just need people who fit you. I had that situation once but then I just got online friends and they're amazing. If you ever need a new friend im here for you
i'm not depressed, but the vibe of depressing songs got something else others don't. y'know it's like how people aren't eboy/girls yet still wear similar attire cause the emo "aesthetic" is really nice
Tracklist for "shiloh dynasty vibes" • Mixed by: Aurora Vibes 0:00 Ondi Vil - I Know You So Well ft. Diza 2:54 Zaini - Please Come Back 5:13 Ondi Vil & Teqkoi - Drowning 6:54 Adam Youngman & Monty Datta - Losing My Mind 9:49 SEA - When You Kiss My Lips ft. BLCK FLWR 11:53 omarr - was i not good enough? ft. mia smith 14:17 Kayou. & Zaini - Sad Boi ft. Cold Illumination 17:05 Essence & Zaini - Think About You ft. darkforestdrives 19:06 kamo. - hold you close ft. YVS 21:22 Nuxe & Zaini - Hold Me ft. Cold Illumination 23:41 Imfinenow & Kehard - Girl Can Get Sad 26:36 Monty Datta & Kehard - On My Own 29:12 Monty Datta & Justin Vasquez - The Memories We Share 31:56 Essence & Zaini - Born For This ft. dhan 33:55 itssvd - Phone Call ft. dhan 35:30 Imfinenow & Roiael - Will I Ever Feel Alright? 37:56 Teqkoi & Zaini - Miss U ft. darkforestdrives 40:18 Imfinenow & Roiael- Brown Eyes 42:22 Kayou. & Zaini - She's So Evil ft. Cold Illumination 45:08 Monty Datta & Kehard - trust u 47:29 Imfinenow - Just Like a Bird ft. Solace 49:39 Skinny Atlas & Monty Datta - Don't Wanna Let Go ft. dhan 52:22 Imfinenow - Too Late ft. Solace 54:12 Imfinenow & Kehard - I'll Be Changing 57:16 w00ds - Cry Me a River ft. Roiael
@@PikkeOnCrack Damn u gave me goosebumps..u remind me of me 1 year ago that i tried to suicide. I will just day you something genuine,life your life is the only thing you really own everything else is temporary. Dont waste it man fr. Everyone deserves a second chance so give yourself a chance to heal and its gonna be okay just breath and don't overthink. Good luck man cant say anything else whatever i will say they are just words but i do believe them rn at least
@@Roots_Curiosity. there are more good ppl than bad ppl but we just ignore the good ppl and we just think that good ppl don't exist. This world is not easy bro u need to keep fighting to get what u want...
You, random person I will never meet. I wish you success. Everything's gonna be ok. ♥ you'll probably never see me ever again because I'm only 1 of the billions people out there, but all I wanted to say was, I hope you have a wonderful day. Don't let anyone or anything bring you down. You're special in your own way and don't let anyone or anything take the feeling of being special away from you.
It is ok, I have a good gf, good life, it's just sometimes I think ill lose her, I'm so scared, mainly because I only see her once every 1 to 2 months, it just hurts to think about, but in a couple years I'll see her everyday, if we last that long.
If your reading this and wondering if it ever gets easier.. it truelly does. I was here I cried listening to Shiloh alot but now when I listen to these songs it doesn't make me sad , it makes me smile bc life can be pretty. It takes alot to heal , it takes many breakdowns , many bad memories but it will get easier , you will start enjoying life . ♡
Our parents thinks we're being dramatic... Our school thinks we're being lazy... Our 'friends' thinks we want attention... Our music that we listen to will listen to us too... Our pillows that we sleep on catches our tears when no one else did... Our bed that we lay down on lets us rest and never bothers us when others do... Our anime or fictional characters that we love and get attached to so much knows that we love them and they love us too but we just don't know it because they don't exist...
get religion like islam...then you will know what is the point of your life...your life tough?our prophet suferring more pain when he spreading the islam...get into our religion...I'll make sure you will know peace and you are not suppose to rely on human in life
@@zul788 you mean the "prophet" warlord that married 12 year olds? i guess it is pretty easy to not be lonely if youre just gonna head into the village center and buy a new child wife.
Imagine having a crush thinking she likes you back. Until she unfollows you on your socials, you try to message her again but she doesn’t answer until only the holidays. Imagine thinking both of you were good together. Smh... i wish
mine become my bestfriend lol , well it a good feeling to have her around but you know....nothing last forever, we all gonna go to our own way soon, man.
Do you know the feeling-laying in the grass, under a apple tree it’s summer and hot, you’re in the arms of your boyfriend/girlfriend and it’s completely silent, you just have eachother... No?- me too.
Violet evergarden was the first anime i watched. I was welcomed with beautiful scenes, a perfect story line, and emotional scenes that had me in tears. Violet evergarden inspired me to watch more anime and got me into anime. I can never forget this anime.
What if i’m not capable of handling it? Losing him is destroying me and I can’t do anything. I’m all alone, no one is by my side and the love of my life is moving on.
I once listened to the first song in extremely emotional pain and since then this song is attached to my soul so strongly that now when again that same emotional pain struck...this is the only place and song i come to so tht my pain becomes less 2nd 29thmay
I saved my girlfriend from suicide many times and I try my hardest to help her and she just said I am the source of her sadness and depression and have ruined her life Just feel like hanging out if you know what I mean
when everything in your life is fine, your friends are fine, your family is fine, everything is fine, but u are on ur bed crying out of nothing. There’s nothing that u did wrong. But u are crying out of pain. And u start on thinking that u are weird and insane because ur crying out of nothing.
How this music envokes such deep, almost what I would describe as repressed, feelings within me is beyond words. Listening to this masterpiece actually makes me feel something, anything every once in a while, which acts as a hopeful reminder that I still have a heart behind my shell of a body. Thank you for compiling this, Aurora.
"I love you!" "But I dont love you." "Its nice to see you again, I didnt think you'd be back!" "I'm not here for you, I'm here for something else." "......" "Why aren't you saying anything to me?" "Do you ever get the feeling the one you love the most doesnt love you back? That's our relationship. I love you but you dont love me back!" "I'm sorry.... I just loved her more than you..." "I feel sorry for her when she realizes you never loved her either." They never made it like she said, he only liked her for a short while and when he was done, he left.
We broke up cuz his family don’t want him to love me, so he blocked me before i fell even harder for him. Little does he know i’m suffering so much from all of this. The thing is there’s a chance that we can work out, but he’s too scared it doesn’t work out and my heart breaks even more. He says ur heartbreak now is gonna be better than later. But it hurts, it hurts so fucking much, i just can’t bare it anymore. I already miss him, i- i dk i just can’t anymore💔
Who he should love must be his choice, not his family's. What matters the most is whether he is happy with you or not. If he's happy with you, I don't see any logical reason why his family would be against the relationship... they should be supporting him no? Regardless of whether he's happy with you or not, he must be the one to make the decision (to stay/leave) and for himself. Family can influence your decisions, but ultimately the choice is yours. I mean, you're the one making the decision, it's your life. If you really like someone and is happy with them, you shouldn't leave them for some stupid reason like 'someone else (whoever it may be) don't want you to be with the person you like'. On the other hand, if you feel like the relationship isn't working out.. talk it out with your partner and still feel like breaking up is the best option, please, go ahead. You should be the one to decide who you want to be with. Choose what is best for you... choose what'll make you happy. You should make your own decisions. Others can help or influence you, but you make the decision(s). Excuse the long reply, I thought the reason for you guys breaking up was really stupid. (no offense intended. Don't take it in a wrong way) This is just my opinion (nobody asked, ik. Just saying). you can have a different opinion and it's totally okay. :) I hope you're alright and doing well. Take care.
@@anaghaammathur5003 dude thank u so much u rly don’t know how much that means to me... ur opinion is gratefully appreciated although i just wish he would listen to u🙃 anyways thx a ton u just made my entire day🤍
This playlist brings back too memorize. I can't even get halfway through this playlist without c r y i n g. My daily routine (for those who can relate) : - stay up all night crying - listen to this music 24/7 - sleep till mid-day - unable to control my mood - never eat - feel unmotivated REPEAT
Promise yourself. To stress less and smile more. To have strength and courage to venture outside of your comfort zone. To leave your past behind you and appreciate this moment. Most importantly, promise yourself to always live a life you truly want to live.
Anyone else have their life ruined because of something that happened in school and it wasn't even your fault😭😭 (I was accused of rapping a girl when I was the victim that got pushed into her and then the whole school bullied me and made fun of me for years and she told everyone)
Im feeling like crap,hope this lights my day ,darkness in my soul,cold as ice ,lost spirit ,chemical imbalance, good as dead ,dead inside imma junp in my dreams and never wake up
I'm not sad or depressed or anything, i rarely cry nor do I feel sad. I don't know why, like I don't even cry when my loved ones go to hospital, is it because i cried too mcuh when I was in primary school and got bullir do i just know when and not to cry. Btw, great playlist, first music vid I've listened to that actually has other shiloh songs instead of just his rlly famius ones
I am, I haven’t talked to my girlfriend for months since she’s “busy”, I missed her everyday to the point where I fell in this pit of darkness and depression, I can’t go to sleep without thinking about her, and yeah
get religion like islam...then you will know what is the point of your life...your life tough?our prophet suferring more pain when he spreading the islam...get into our religion...I'll make sure you will know peace and you are not suppose to rely on human in life
Well, no one understands my tears bc I've never cried infront of em. I smile everyday and they all believed my smile. They asked me."how did u manage to smile everyday and not cry even when bullied?". I just smiled to them and said "idk maybe I got a hard time crying" every one thought my life is so perfect bc they never see me cry
@@Noone-wp5ne aw, i'm sorry :C i'm kind of the opposite and i feel bad for it. i cry a lot over really stupid things and try to hide it- people won't judge me or think i want attention,, but i just feel ashamed because the people who need to just let it all out and have people to comfort them can't do that..
only one friend knows me , all the other ones are fake and don't give a shit and make fun of me for no reason . i question myself why are they making fun of me? am i really that bad
My mom: I know you so well.. Better than you know yourself. Me: That's what you think.. My head: You don't know my true self you never will. Because I'm scared to open up to anyone especially you.. Sometimes I trust my friends better.. But I won't open up. I'll keep it up, its like packing a bag full of problems.. Going to school its like. So Don't even think that. I cry for reasons. I'm heartless apparently to my mother. And also useless. And a bi-ch. I do self-harm in ways. I'm skinny but I tied a rope around my stomach once.. At the age of 7 I tried cutting. At the age of 10 I tried to jump. Sometimes I just want to cry. I want to cry so bad. I'm 11 almost 12.. Now as self-harm I'm holding my breath hoping to pass out. But my body fights back.. All I do is just cause trouble. I never say sorry..or thank you. Well I say thank you not to look so.. "Rude" but I've actually said it. And if i ever like *ever* did. Then I don't mean it. With me.. A promises are just words. I can't always keep them now can I? Everyone wants me to change from the person I am.. I say I will.. I'm *trying* to change.. But. I fail.. And fail over and over again.. Another reason why my mom must have called me a failure.
it's weird to think that somewhere on the other side of my screen, somebody, who has their own fears, doubts, passions, and dreams, is reading this comment. Hello human.
Roses are dead Violets are dying Outside I'm smiling But inside I'm crying I'm tired of my life But I'm scared to die Cuz I might make someone depressed and cry My life isn't a film so I shouldn't end it Smiles aren't always happy And frowns aren't always upset, People judge too quickly and Our feelings are what they forget.
Seeing all the comments from all over the world tells me one thing: unlike politics, music brings all races and colours together as one. How I wish the world would be this united. ❤️ I hope music will do that. Nice music
-A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. - [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive - [ ] 3: It does get better,believe it or not it will eventually get better. - [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. - [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone,even yourself tell you otherwise. - [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason. - [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live! - [ ] 8: So many people care about you - [ ] 9: You are amazing - [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you - [ ] 11: I care for you - [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you - [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!!
I really can feel you i've been cheated on and acted like nothing hapenned and I tried to jump off my roof but ended off in a hospital and after that I knew that all of my friends were fake and used my money just like my ex did
3:00 AM. Haven't slept, tears pouring but not making a noise in fear of someone hearing. My eyes hurt from crying. My eyes sting with the pain of not being able to close them. Exhausted from faking my smile, exhausted from laughing, tired of trying. Wanting to try, but wanting to let go. Wanting to tell someone, but not wanting to be a burden, trying to be open, but hating the thought of being annoying. My parents always tell me that this is a phase. Get over it because it's just being a moody teenager. Yes, because being a "Moody Teenager" is tired of breathing, tired of waking up in the morning, hating my body, hating my life, hating the way people treat me, hating the way people talk to me, wanting to hide in my room because I'm truly done with everything, being accused that my feelings are going to pass, being ignored because of my age, told to get over it. Telling someone to get over it and stop acting can be very damaging to someone's mental health. Including the youth. They wonder why teen depression and suicide rates shoot up every year, but deep down they should know why. We are tired of being ignored. I am tired of being ignored..
If you are hurting person, or hell would be a better place for you than earth, IF IT IS SO BAD, please, read my this message. we dont know each other, but my duty is to keep all my sisters and brothers up, who are fighting life's toughness. So: keep your head up. and remember what i will say to you: God gives hardest battles for his strongest soldiers. so keep your head up and keep fighting through shit of life. its worth fighting, because of glorious future. now matter how dark it gets, how hard you fall or how much it hurts, keep fighting. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS FIND AN EXCUSE TO WIN. KEEP GOING!!!
As My Job as An Angel. I must protect you from the evil Within the world. No one should be depressed. I will change My children. We will have a good time. Ur in my heart. Don't let go. I AM HERE. Never Give Up. U are worth every thing. If your gone. I am gone. 💖💖💖
Do you think Shiloh Dynasty will ever make music again? 💭
Find this mix on Spotify: ffm.to/shilohvibes
I hope so ,she is the light in darkness
Sadly probably not :( i heard no one knows where he is.
Let’s hope.
I hope so.... well Aurora Vibes keep up the great work that’s why I’m still here
I hope they will ❤💫
"if love is just a word, why does it hurt so much when we realize that its not there"
-Gaara
It will come to you KhaozTube I promise!
Ik🥲
Fuck that hurt me
love is a word till someone gives it a meaning lad
Love isn’t “just a word”. Love is that one person that will break ur heart, make u feel suicidal, and absolutely dread yourself if they leave. Love is that person that makes you want to become a better version of yourself, lets u believe that u have no limits, that life is more than what u see it as. Losing this person... can really ruin u. I lost him and idk what to do anymore💔
Parents: Oh my god do you ever
do anything right!?
.
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School: You'll never be smart enough
to achieve anything in life.
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Friends: You're always so depressed.
all you do is listen to music
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Music: Hey sweetheart, you okay?
Dont worry, everything will be better
soon. Just listen to me.
I felt that
Is true.
I'm numb
Yea i feel you.. sometimes you just need people who fit you. I had that situation once but then I just got online friends and they're amazing. If you ever need a new friend im here for you
Without music, probably a adults/teen will commit suicide
The reason that some people listen to depressing songs isn't because their depressed but they just like calm music
i'm not depressed, but the vibe of depressing songs got something else others don't.
y'know it's like how people aren't eboy/girls yet still wear similar attire cause the emo "aesthetic" is really nice
Yeah I like calm music so I like listening to this
for example, me
so i'm depressed lol
i like listening to music while reading manga
Tracklist for "shiloh dynasty vibes"
• Mixed by: Aurora Vibes
0:00 Ondi Vil - I Know You So Well ft. Diza
2:54 Zaini - Please Come Back
5:13 Ondi Vil & Teqkoi - Drowning
6:54 Adam Youngman & Monty Datta - Losing My Mind
9:49 SEA - When You Kiss My Lips ft. BLCK FLWR
11:53 omarr - was i not good enough? ft. mia smith
14:17 Kayou. & Zaini - Sad Boi ft. Cold Illumination
17:05 Essence & Zaini - Think About You ft. darkforestdrives
19:06 kamo. - hold you close ft. YVS
21:22 Nuxe & Zaini - Hold Me ft. Cold Illumination
23:41 Imfinenow & Kehard - Girl Can Get Sad
26:36 Monty Datta & Kehard - On My Own
29:12 Monty Datta & Justin Vasquez - The Memories We Share
31:56 Essence & Zaini - Born For This ft. dhan
33:55 itssvd - Phone Call ft. dhan
35:30 Imfinenow & Roiael - Will I Ever Feel Alright?
37:56 Teqkoi & Zaini - Miss U ft. darkforestdrives
40:18 Imfinenow & Roiael- Brown Eyes
42:22 Kayou. & Zaini - She's So Evil ft. Cold Illumination
45:08 Monty Datta & Kehard - trust u
47:29 Imfinenow - Just Like a Bird ft. Solace
49:39 Skinny Atlas & Monty Datta - Don't Wanna Let Go ft. dhan
52:22 Imfinenow - Too Late ft. Solace
54:12 Imfinenow & Kehard - I'll Be Changing
57:16 w00ds - Cry Me a River ft. Roiael
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Thanks for including my track with Monty in this mix! 🖤
My name is Aurora :)
Like how
Feeling tired today. 😴
My day is crap,wanna pull the trigger rn and never look back,hell could be better than this
@@PikkeOnCrack :c don’t ever give up on life pls
@@cli_shai6405 music can only do so much,the nightmares dont stop,the pain burns my soul
@@PikkeOnCrack Damn u gave me goosebumps..u remind me of me 1 year ago that i tried to suicide. I will just day you something genuine,life your life is the only thing you really own everything else is temporary. Dont waste it man fr. Everyone deserves a second chance so give yourself a chance to heal and its gonna be okay just breath and don't overthink. Good luck man cant say anything else whatever i will say they are just words but i do believe them rn at least
Best Music In The History !!
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Pain is real
Shit is real
But she is just in my dreams😢😿
Hope you doin well mate,i cant say anything else...they are just words...but keep up
@@ΜανώληςΚανάκης-γ2η thanks for the concern bro..
I guess there are still good people in this world♥️
Pain is real
Shit is real
but he is just a fictional character😢😿
Ooof
@@Roots_Curiosity. there are more good ppl than bad ppl but we just ignore the good ppl and we just think that good ppl don't exist. This world is not easy bro u need to keep fighting to get what u want...
You, random person I will never meet. I wish you success. Everything's gonna be ok.
♥
you'll probably never see me ever again because I'm only 1 of the billions people out there,
but all I wanted to say was, I hope you have a wonderful day.
Don't let anyone or anything bring you down.
You're special in your own way and don't let anyone or anything take the feeling of being special away from you.
Love u
thx man
It is ok, I have a good gf, good life, it's just sometimes I think ill lose her, I'm so scared, mainly because I only see her once every 1 to 2 months, it just hurts to think about, but in a couple years I'll see her everyday, if we last that long.
Shiloh tiene esa voz que logra calmar a cualquiera 💔💔💔
Confirmo
igual
Confirmo.
:')
Uat
Best 1 hour of my life 🙂🖤
If your reading this and wondering if it ever gets easier.. it truelly does. I was here I cried listening to Shiloh alot but now when I listen to these songs it doesn't make me sad , it makes me smile bc life can be pretty. It takes alot to heal , it takes many breakdowns , many bad memories but it will get easier , you will start enjoying life . ♡
the "the memories we share" is so calming
The worst thing about betrayal, it comes from someone close to us.
"I know you so well" reminded me X, rest in peace
LLJ
rip x miss him everyday
Long Love Jahseh :(
Damm he was the best
🥱🥱🥱
I ain't sad I just love the music
i'm sad sometimes but when i listen to music helps me a lot.
im sad
mbn
Shiloh made the saddest beats tho tbh
Im not depressed I'm just sad most of the time and these songs are da best.
" Friend? We're not friends,they only need me"
-Oreki Houtarou
I know...my friend!
Our parents thinks we're being dramatic...
Our school thinks we're being lazy...
Our 'friends' thinks we want attention...
Our music that we listen to will listen to us too...
Our pillows that we sleep on catches our tears when no one else did...
Our bed that we lay down on lets us rest and never bothers us when others do...
Our anime or fictional characters that we love and get attached to so much knows that we love them and they love us too but we just don't know it because they don't exist...
😔
Sadly this is the case for so many people including me. But I’m still more blessed than most people. And I can’t take that for granted.
the last hit so hard
get religion like islam...then you will know what is the point of your life...your life tough?our prophet suferring more pain when he spreading the islam...get into our religion...I'll make sure you will know peace and you are not suppose to rely on human in life
@@zul788 you mean the "prophet" warlord that married 12 year olds? i guess it is pretty easy to not be lonely if youre just gonna head into the village center and buy a new child wife.
when you dont have anyone to help you when your failing. but they make you feel useless and you wanna be out of existence
music: hi
This is the most supportive and kind comments section ever. Luh you guys c:
I know its been 8 months, but i hope you’re doing well. And i hope the last 8 months was the best of your life. And its going to get better :)
Imagine having a crush thinking she likes you back. Until she unfollows you on your socials, you try to message her again but she doesn’t answer until only the holidays.
Imagine thinking both of you were good together. Smh... i wish
Happened to me too
mine become my bestfriend lol , well it a good feeling to have her around but you know....nothing last forever, we all gonna go to our own way soon, man.
I got friend zoned 🤣
@Jair Alvarez Same
She liked my sister instead
Do you know the feeling-laying in the grass, under a apple tree it’s summer and hot, you’re in the arms of your boyfriend/girlfriend and it’s completely silent, you just have eachother...
No?- me too.
Sala ye dukh khatam kyu nhi hota he be
Its really give my space to think it really calm me💔😟😣
This song makes me feel i dont want to smile anymore
These songs save me from my depression 😔 thanks Aurora
Violet evergarden was the first anime i watched. I was welcomed with beautiful scenes, a perfect story line, and emotional scenes that had me in tears. Violet evergarden inspired me to watch more anime and got me into anime. I can never forget this anime.
As the light begins to intensify, so does my misery, and I wonder how it is possible to hurt so much when nothing is wrong. - Tabitha Suzuma
That moment is hard, not life. Just wait. I hope you will be okay. Just know that u never walk alone❤️
Nice!!!
What if i’m not capable of handling it? Losing him is destroying me and I can’t do anything. I’m all alone, no one is by my side and the love of my life is moving on.
"Just know that you never walk alone"
Ya I walk with my depression and sadness all the time.
Bro this is the best relaxing song's ever
Bro I’m sitting here stoned listening to this alone 🙃
@@lizzieakari i wish i was stoned 🥸
Love this playlist. Definitely Shiloh vibes. :)
dont mind me just here after a heart break :):
damn i know u can handle it man i feel u man ;)
@@vincentm508 i think she is a girl dude :P look at her name
@@hbros6811 👁👄👁
SORRY FOR THAT GIRLL
Get well soon 😉
This us the most beautyfull Song
WTF?
it’s like 24 different songs
um there like 29 different so like um.........
I love this pain 😌🥺
I love her
And a love sad songs, thx bro
I once listened to the first song in extremely emotional pain and since then this song is attached to my soul so strongly that now when again that same emotional pain struck...this is the only place and song i come to so tht my pain becomes less
2nd 29thmay
Recent breakup man. this heals me
I hope u are ok
Same here! You'll be oke!
One of the best mixes I've heard yet. Thank u for this!
I saved my girlfriend from suicide many times and I try my hardest to help her and she just said I am the source of her sadness and depression and have ruined her life
Just feel like hanging out if you know what I mean
Just randomly clicked this. I don't regret it
when everything in your life is fine, your friends are fine, your family is fine, everything is fine, but u are on ur bed crying out of nothing. There’s nothing that u did wrong. But u are crying out of pain. And u start on thinking that u are weird and insane because ur crying out of nothing.
Relatable. In too many ways I didn't think possible and I couldn't have said it better myself.
How this music envokes such deep, almost what I would describe as repressed, feelings within me is beyond words. Listening to this masterpiece actually makes me feel something, anything every once in a while, which acts as a hopeful reminder that I still have a heart behind my shell of a body. Thank you for compiling this, Aurora.
Me: *cries*
Bestie: Hey bestie you need to go to therapy.
Me: Lies* Is okay don't worry. Is normal😄
Inside: dying
Outside: smiling
"I love you!"
"But I dont love you."
"Its nice to see you again, I didnt think you'd be back!"
"I'm not here for you, I'm here for something else."
"......"
"Why aren't you saying anything to me?"
"Do you ever get the feeling the one you love the most doesnt love you back? That's our relationship. I love you but you dont love me back!"
"I'm sorry.... I just loved her more than you..."
"I feel sorry for her when she realizes you never loved her either."
They never made it like she said, he only liked her for a short while and when he was done, he left.
We broke up cuz his family don’t want him to love me, so he blocked me before i fell even harder for him. Little does he know i’m suffering so much from all of this. The thing is there’s a chance that we can work out, but he’s too scared it doesn’t work out and my heart breaks even more. He says ur heartbreak now is gonna be better than later. But it hurts, it hurts so fucking much, i just can’t bare it anymore. I already miss him, i- i dk i just can’t anymore💔
i feel u
@@xx4779 I don't, I'm a minecraft youtuber I have never had contact with another human being in my life
Who he should love must be his choice, not his family's. What matters the most is whether he is happy with you or not. If he's happy with you, I don't see any logical reason why his family would be against the relationship... they should be supporting him no? Regardless of whether he's happy with you or not, he must be the one to make the decision (to stay/leave) and for himself.
Family can influence your decisions, but ultimately the choice is yours. I mean, you're the one making the decision, it's your life. If you really like someone and is happy with them, you shouldn't leave them for some stupid reason like 'someone else (whoever it may be) don't want you to be with the person you like'. On the other hand, if you feel like the relationship isn't working out.. talk it out with your partner and still feel like breaking up is the best option, please, go ahead. You should be the one to decide who you want to be with. Choose what is best for you... choose what'll make you happy. You should make your own decisions. Others can help or influence you, but you make the decision(s).
Excuse the long reply, I thought the reason for you guys breaking up was really stupid. (no offense intended. Don't take it in a wrong way) This is just my opinion (nobody asked, ik. Just saying). you can have a different opinion and it's totally okay. :) I hope you're alright and doing well. Take care.
@@anaghaammathur5003 dude thank u so much u rly don’t know how much that means to me... ur opinion is gratefully appreciated although i just wish he would listen to u🙃 anyways thx a ton u just made my entire day🤍
@@joryjoharji3422 glad i could help 🤗💜
This playlist brings back too memorize.
I can't even get halfway through this playlist without c r y i n g.
My daily routine (for those who can relate) :
- stay up all night crying
- listen to this music 24/7
- sleep till mid-day
- unable to control my mood
- never eat
- feel unmotivated
REPEAT
same but when its anxiety I eat too much
Yeah thats how u keel yow self
I'm alive but im dead
-Xxxtentacion
Sounds like me in 2017
Same thats me I dont eat
first like and i love your vids keep doing what your doing
Sometimes people listen this kind of music just to calm down the voices inside their head.. 🙇♀️
Promise yourself. To stress less and smile more. To have strength and courage to venture outside of your comfort zone. To leave your past behind you and appreciate this moment. Most importantly, promise yourself to always live a life you truly want to live.
Anyone else have their life ruined because of something that happened in school and it wasn't even your fault😭😭
(I was accused of rapping a girl when I was the victim that got pushed into her and then the whole school bullied me and made fun of me for years and she told everyone)
Damn, I feel sorry for you
I don't find this sad..but rather calming.💗
If your reading this...
You are loved by many..
Including me 😃
it sucks that when everyone says "stop being depressed let that shit go" it's hard to heal man
yes ;-;
Im feeling like crap,hope this lights my day ,darkness in my soul,cold as ice ,lost spirit ,chemical imbalance, good as dead ,dead inside imma junp in my dreams and never wake up
ayy bruh, u wanna talk man
Don't we can talk about it.
That moment is hard, not life. I hope u are ok and know that u aren’t alone. We all see same sky.
You will be oke, my friend! Just wait!
Being happy for being sad,which feeling is that exactly …🖤
Mom and Dad isn't here to give me love anymore. I wish I'd come with them.
Why do dislike buttons exist on this platform, people that dislike this probably sleep with their brother/sister xd
frrr😂
For me losing dreams is the saddest things ever happend to me.
Fake people
Not independent
To sum it all. Everything sucks in my life idk why
this music has made me happier than my "friends"
Don't try to not get sad guys cause sadness helps us appreciate happiness
Lmao my parents just got in a fight so I yelled at them 😎
Same I wish
Crying but I don't know what I'm crying for even though there is so much for me to cry about
I'm not sad or depressed or anything, i rarely cry nor do I feel sad. I don't know why, like I don't even cry when my loved ones go to hospital, is it because i cried too mcuh when I was in primary school and got bullir do i just know when and not to cry. Btw, great playlist, first music vid I've listened to that actually has other shiloh songs instead of just his rlly famius ones
Same!!
I can relate
I hope he can make more music cause he is the best singer for me
Who can else Missing Someone right now?😢
I am, I haven’t talked to my girlfriend for months since she’s “busy”, I missed her everyday to the point where I fell in this pit of darkness and depression, I can’t go to sleep without thinking about her, and yeah
Today I'm just fkn tired of life☺💔
I'm 16 going to graduate high school never had a gf I will come back to this coment in 3 years and update you on my life. Like so I remember
The first song is my sound calls(i know sad.. But it relaxes me....)
chillll Time
thanks for the mix
I’m depressed, but I listen to this song because it allows me to be anxious for tomorrow in a somewhat calm way
get religion like islam...then you will know what is the point of your life...your life tough?our prophet suferring more pain when he spreading the islam...get into our religion...I'll make sure you will know peace and you are not suppose to rely on human in life
When my best friend kills me in among us:
"A friend who understands your tears is much more valuable than a friend who only knows your smile" -My self
lol i have fake friends
Well, no one understands my tears bc I've never cried infront of em.
I smile everyday and they all believed my smile.
They asked me."how did u manage to smile everyday and not cry even when bullied?". I just smiled to them and said "idk maybe I got a hard time crying" every one thought my life is so perfect bc they never see me cry
@@Noone-wp5ne aw, i'm sorry :C
i'm kind of the opposite and i feel bad for it. i cry a lot over really stupid things and try to hide it- people won't judge me or think i want attention,, but i just feel ashamed because the people who need to just let it all out and have people to comfort them can't do that..
only one friend knows me , all the other ones are fake and don't give a shit and make fun of me for no reason . i question myself why are they making fun of me? am i really that bad
@@Noone-wp5ne fr like that is my life right now like perfectly my life
No one is really ur friend till the know how you really feel.
so I don't have friends
So basicly
Love come's when you are not ready
But
When you are ready, (s)he wil leave you
And that shit hurts 💔
Aqui me desahogo de todo lo que me pasa, aqui puedo recordar mis hermoso momentos
Gracias por todo mundo de mierda
This kinda music helps me selfreflect and have me in met moment
it's just i wanna dowload so i can sleep easily this is so calming makes me stop crying every night bc I'll throw all my pain There....-
Happy things goes fast but sad things stay with you until someone comes to your life
Just because you're carrying it well doesn't mean it isn't heavy
Hey I'm not more depressed I forgot all the things that make me sad and now I find this is growed music
when you try to keep your friendship and they cared less than they did before.. until I realized I was in love with them..
My mom: I know you so well.. Better than you know yourself.
Me: That's what you think..
My head: You don't know my true self you never will. Because I'm scared to open up to anyone especially you.. Sometimes I trust my friends better.. But I won't open up. I'll keep it up, its like packing a bag full of problems.. Going to school its like. So Don't even think that.
I cry for reasons. I'm heartless apparently to my mother. And also useless. And a bi-ch.
I do self-harm in ways. I'm skinny but I tied a rope around my stomach once.. At the age of 7 I tried cutting. At the age of 10 I tried to jump.
Sometimes I just want to cry. I want to cry so bad. I'm 11 almost 12.. Now as self-harm I'm holding my breath hoping to pass out. But my body fights back.. All I do is just cause trouble. I never say sorry..or thank you. Well I say thank you not to look so.. "Rude" but I've actually said it. And if i ever like *ever* did. Then I don't mean it.
With me.. A promises are just words. I can't always keep them now can I?
Everyone wants me to change from the person I am.. I say I will.. I'm *trying* to change.. But. I fail.. And fail over and over again.. Another reason why my mom must have called me a failure.
stay strong, we all know how hard it is, but please keep going, the world needs you! You're way to young to go!
it's weird to think that somewhere on the other side of my screen, somebody, who has their own fears, doubts, passions, and dreams, is reading this comment. Hello human.
That's what I was missing
1 hour of happiness
Nah ive been missing it lot of times
Roses are dead
Violets are dying
Outside I'm smiling
But inside I'm crying
I'm tired of my life
But I'm scared to die
Cuz I might make someone depressed and cry
My life isn't a film so I shouldn't end it
Smiles aren't always happy
And frowns aren't always upset,
People judge too quickly and
Our feelings are what they forget.
You said we would be there for each other and you have nothing to fear
"The mirror is my best friend because when i cry it doesn't laugh" - Charlie Chaplin
Damm my life is coming close to an end and its making me happy
Same bro
🥺💔
I Love this song !!
"I know you're somewhere" that me when i said that on my crush😢
I just started talking to my crush after 2 months and he’s really nice now🙂
"I can't stop thinking about my future"
Have a nice day
^I'm from maroc ^
!I love you =🌟🌟
😔🧸🌸SⒽⒺ'Ⓢ brⓄⓀen because sⓗⓔ beⓁⒾⒺveⒹ 💔💊🥱
Seeing all the comments from all over the world tells me one thing: unlike politics, music brings all races and colours together as one. How I wish the world would be this united. ❤️ I hope music will do that. Nice music
Reasons to live:
- [ ] 1: We would miss you
-A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
- [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive
- [ ] 3: It does get better,believe it or not it will eventually get better.
- [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
- [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone,even yourself tell you otherwise.
- [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason.
- [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live!
- [ ] 8: So many people care about you
- [ ] 9: You are amazing
- [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you
- [ ] 11: I care for you
- [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you
- [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!!
The first song is my favorite. Thanks 😊
Aka Jocelyn Flores beat
Oddly enough i found myself feeling a little better. Being sad feels much better than feeling stuck.
I logged on my emotionless friends account and I saw her chatting about how useless I was to my friend😃👍
I really can feel you i've been cheated on and acted like nothing hapenned and I tried to jump off my roof but ended off in a hospital and after that I knew that all of my friends were fake and used my money just like my ex did
@@jdjdkbd :(
3:00 AM. Haven't slept, tears pouring but not making a noise in fear of someone hearing. My eyes hurt from crying. My eyes sting with the pain of not being able to close them. Exhausted from faking my smile, exhausted from laughing, tired of trying. Wanting to try, but wanting to let go. Wanting to tell someone, but not wanting to be a burden, trying to be open, but hating the thought of being annoying. My parents always tell me that this is a phase. Get over it because it's just being a moody teenager. Yes, because being a "Moody Teenager" is tired of breathing, tired of waking up in the morning, hating my body, hating my life, hating the way people treat me, hating the way people talk to me, wanting to hide in my room because I'm truly done with everything, being accused that my feelings are going to pass, being ignored because of my age, told to get over it. Telling someone to get over it and stop acting can be very damaging to someone's mental health. Including the youth. They wonder why teen depression and suicide rates shoot up every year, but deep down they should know why. We are tired of being ignored. I am tired of being ignored..
If you are hurting person, or hell would be a better place for you than earth, IF IT IS SO BAD, please, read my this message. we dont know each other, but my duty is to keep all my sisters and brothers up, who are fighting life's toughness. So: keep your head up. and remember what i will say to you: God gives hardest battles for his strongest soldiers. so keep your head up and keep fighting through shit of life. its worth fighting, because of glorious future. now matter how dark it gets, how hard you fall or how much it hurts, keep fighting. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS FIND AN EXCUSE TO WIN. KEEP GOING!!!
I don't know why shilo's songs always touch my skins 💔 One Love
As My Job as An Angel. I must protect you from the evil Within the world. No one should be depressed. I will change My children. We will have a good time. Ur in my heart. Don't let go. I AM HERE. Never Give Up. U are worth every thing. If your gone. I am gone. 💖💖💖
thank you i feel bettor i just don't have friends and want a friend