American Pleasure Club’s (formerly known as Teen Suicide) new album ‘A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This’ is out 2/16, listen to “this is heaven & id die for it” right here: ua-cam.com/video/MtHifoG2kgM/v-deo.html
you probably dont care but does anybody know a method to get back into an instagram account..? I was stupid forgot the password. I would appreciate any tips you can give me!
@Everett Tobias thanks for your reply. I found the site thru google and Im trying it out atm. I see it takes a while so I will get back to you later when my account password hopefully is recovered.
first teen suicide song I ever heard... it was an untitled audio post on some Tumblr I was lurking. it's been nearly 5 years and this song still gets me. TS will always be special in my angsty teenage soul
Everything I like is going to hell And everyone I like is living in hell I've got no use for friends, only connections Give me what I want and leave me alone And in five years from now, I'll be living in hell In ten years from now, I might as well be dead When I wake up at night, I'm floating above The sheets on my bed I've got no use for time, I've got enough Give me what I want and leave me alone
Call me crazy but the progression from 2:22 onwards reminds me of an odd nostalgic feeling I'll try to explain. At least the way it was recorded reminds me of the kind of guitar riffs I'd hear as a kid on TV. Sitting in the morning or early afternoon while it's faintly cloudy out watching grainy antenna cable television complete with a vague anxiety of school sitting at the back of my mind while I'm still trying to wake up. Watching intro shots to shows like Bob Ross or Mr Roger's Neighborhood or some random PBS special. If I could put an image to this I imagine the trees surrounding Kancamangus Highway in the fall, they definitely look like something Bob Ross would paint. The ending of this song definitely provides me with a feeling I haven't felt in years.
I think I see the misunderstanding When people say "that's emo" they arent talking about genre "emo," but rather describing how the song is...emotional.
I'm honestly glad that they're not extremely popular, cause whenever that happens to an artist I like, I start to lose interest cause it's not as special when everyone around me knows who they are. This band has really helped me through rough times and so many of the songs has gotten a really strong meaning to me. I love them
Ironically discovered this song 2nd year of quarantine, it’s weird looking back at music you used to listen to when you were doing worse mentally. This song is still comforting despite not feeling like this anymore.
I think there’s a sorta blurred like when talking about emo music. On one hand there’s the “I’m 14 and emotional, everything sucks I’m depressed” emo music like early P!ATD and MCR and Falling in Reverse. Then on the ther side, you have “I’m 20-something and stuck in a rut and I feel like my life is falling apart” sorta genuine depression emo. There’s a stark difference between “I cut myself, hang myself from the highest shelf, do you see how much I bleed, it’s because you didn’t care for me” and “My life is going down hill, I do drugs just get a thrill, I’ve never felt so alone, so please show me where I should go.” (Don’t judge me quickly put together lyrics) idek why I’m typing rn I’m just half asleep, but long story short I personally think calling this “indie” fits the most or if you wanna get more deep maybe “basement” or “lo-fi” When someone says emo I picture my emo phase When someone says indie I picture bands that I show my friends bc nobody knows them All music is emotional in some way (you can even say rap that’s about money and bitches is the musical embodiment of greed) I’m gonna shut up now Nighty night
holy shit coming back to this just reminds me that it didn't all go to hell. I graduated high school, I got a decent job, I've learned alot about myself, I'm learning alot about the thing I love the most... MUSIC! This world sucks, and circumstances can be worse. Just remember, that if you're here and reading this that you're not alone. Do what's best for you, if someone treats you like shit tell them to get lost YOU HAVE THAT STRENGTH, and most importantly stay true to yourself. fuck yeah teen suicide, thank you for helping me when I was depressed and 13 years old smoking loads of weed out of my parents house lmao
Me encanta porque está música me hace acordar a cuando era adolescente, los escuchaba como una manera de desahogar los sentimientos que sentía en ese momento, ahora tengo 26 años y todavía me siento de esa manera, me genera una melancolía terrible
Sometimes i come here and listen to this song specially on youtube so i can read the comments. it’s such a bittersweet feeling knowing so many people feel the same shitty feeling.
look dude let people take music their own way. This has "emo" embedded in it but it is also lo-fi/bedroom. A way I could explain this is like how you can mix two genres, since this band stays with this vibe it is mostly those two.
can we just agree to not put this song in a genre tag... it's a breathtaking, devastating and timeless song - doesn't matter if it's "emo" or whatever...all good music is emotional in some way, shape or form
It's 2023, very lonely. I've been lonely my entire life, but now I'm just in pain Edit: IM HAPPY NOW; MY BEST FRIEND AND I ARE RECONNECTING AND I JUST FEEL BETTER THIS BAND IS MY FAVORITE but dont listen for too long💚
everything may be going to hell, but where are we when there is nobody else? we are alone. despite that, we continue to live and pass through every day, and no matter what, we get through this. no matter who you are, or how old you are, or anything about you, you have gone through so much and i am proud of you for that, good luck, you deserve so much.
This song is emo. It doesn't mean it's bad, for me it's the opposite, it's GREAT. Being emo is not something bad, it's just a genre. I personally love emo songs.
when your dissociation playlist gets some of its songs removed from youtube music for suicide-prevention reasons and you realize you've just been emotionally self harming for months.
been listening to teen suicide since 2013, used to have their music for free off bandcamp! had maybe 200-400 views then. Its surreal to see them blow up 😊
This is why emo exists, you guys criticize it even though you dont fully understand this shit. Emo isnt definable like that, emo is si much more, to me emo was a place to let my feelings out while listening to bands like mcr, fallout boy, taking back sunday, american football, blink 181, sum 41 and jimmy eat world. I made lifelong friends because of emo, but you labeling it and generalizing it is pretty insensitive. GET LEARNT BUDDY BOI
last month i was taking pills to fall asleep fast...not feeling anything.cuz i'm very tired about it. now 1:10 am and i alone in my room i know everything about your pain i need you so much i'm trying my hardest. i need you. i'm in safe with you how can i find a way out?
Bia , aqui é o Harry , pfvr , sei q essa era sua msc preferida , se estiver vendo isso , fala cmg pfvr , td hr eu lembro d vc , td hr dá tristeza quando cai essa msc na playlist...Vc sumiu do nd e eu tenho medo q vc tenha feito algm coisa😢😥😭😓
I don't know what i want, but definetly don't wanna be left alone. Dealing with mental illness is so fucking hard. I'm so fucking tired. I'm so insecure. It's fucking tricky. I want to break up with my partner 'cause i honestly think he just feels pity for me.
BIAAA , aqui é o Harry , pfvr , sei q essa era sua msc preferida , se estiver vendo isso , fala cmg pfvr , td hr eu lembro d vc , td hr dá tristeza quando cai essa msc na playlist...Vc sumiu do nd e eu tenho medo q vc tenha feito algm coisa😢😥😭😓
i really miss her i don't think i'll love anyone else anymore til i die i know it sounds naive but i can't get myself to trust someone else again it just hurts
this song isnt emo at all. its a song that relates to people who have been through tough things, and used substances to cope. its about using unhealthy ways to cope, cutting everyone off out of fear youre gonna get hurt or just everyone leaving you alone. its not that edgy, "i fucking hate my parents, so imma hide in my room" its that, "i need help, but i dont want help." pain. the pain you cant express because it hits so hard, and things you cant get over. its nothing like emo music, "eat glass" type shit. its "im geniunly hurting" type shit.
i feel like the whole world is against me. the people i thought i could trust, the people i thought actually liked me, are now the people who i intentionally avoid. these are people i made memories with. people who made me smile everyday. now theyre the ones that make me cry everyday, all those memories are fading, and i cant seem to wrap my head around what i did wrong. my first love is now my worst enemy, and my family doesnt understand either. i feel like im the only person in existence. like everything else around me is just a scribble on a page, but its in pen, and its unerasable and ill never get to know what was once written under that damn scribble. why am i like this? why did i say that? why do i look like this? why am i still here? _who am i ?_ sorry for this stupid fucking comment. i just have no one to go to, and this is my last resort.
YoGurl Ari I'm probably the weakest 18 year-old in the world, and you know what? From now on, I'm going to randomly sing this song at any time, just like I always do with other songs at school when I take a walk. It doesn't take strength to sing a song: it only takes passion and determination. And, sometimes, just not giving a fuck about what everyone else think or say. Do me a favor and sing this song, if that's what you really wanna do right now. I will, as well
@xX_💕InitialStage_💕Xx hi! Wow, I can't believe it's really been 5 years since my comment, I completely forgot about it! Well, my life's not perfect, of course, but I feel much better now than I ever did! Also, I didn't realize back then that strength isn't just something physical: it's mental/emotional, too, and I think that if I had the courage to keep on going and pushing through the turmoils of life, then that in itself is strength. Anyway, I STILL listen to this song, here and then. It's my favorite from this band. But that doesn't mean that I still haven't grown and improved as an individual, of course. And thank you so much for checking up on me, kind stranger! I hope you're feeling better, too, and if not, I'm always here to talk :)
hello beautiful. yes im talking to u. bc u are beautiful. and i love u! rn everyone is going thru stuff. and life kinda sucks. but make the best of it! and dont leave me. because ur amazing, and idk what i would do without u!!
American Pleasure Club’s (formerly known as Teen Suicide) new album ‘A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This’ is out 2/16, listen to “this is heaven & id die for it” right here: ua-cam.com/video/MtHifoG2kgM/v-deo.html
you probably dont care but does anybody know a method to get back into an instagram account..?
I was stupid forgot the password. I would appreciate any tips you can give me!
@Jayceon Julien Instablaster =)
@Everett Tobias thanks for your reply. I found the site thru google and Im trying it out atm.
I see it takes a while so I will get back to you later when my account password hopefully is recovered.
@Everett Tobias It worked and I finally got access to my account again. I am so happy!
Thank you so much, you saved my account !
@Jayceon Julien Happy to help =)
Teen Suicide needs more fans tbh..
we are all we need.
ethereal entity damn straight
most of them suicided.
ABSOLUTELYYY
I can’t help but love these guys there my hometown band and they are amazing I was made to love them and I do!
"Just give me what I want and leave me alone"
Damn, to be so in tune with your reality and still be at its mercy every second. True tragedy.
Hope you’re doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️
This song is so pure, so delicate, so raw, so ethereal
Hello berserk fan :)
Hope everyone doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️
first teen suicide song I ever heard... it was an untitled audio post on some Tumblr I was lurking. it's been nearly 5 years and this song still gets me. TS will always be special in my angsty teenage soul
reign e word
Does the angsty teenage part end? It doesn’t feel like it has.
@@ACTNRPLY i don't miss being an angsty 16 year old, but it seems no better than being a jaded 23 year old
man I'm on the tipping years of turning from an angsty teen to jaded 20yr old and I'd give anything to put a bullet in myself before that happens lmao
@@deadaccountlmfao It doesn't change in your 30s.
The vocals are so powerful, you can hear the tragedy in his voice.
Everything I like is going to hell
And everyone I like is living in hell
I've got no use for friends, only connections
Give me what I want and leave me alone
And in five years from now, I'll be living in hell
In ten years from now, I might as well be dead
When I wake up at night, I'm floating above
The sheets on my bed
I've got no use for time, I've got enough
Give me what I want and leave me alone
Call me crazy but the progression from 2:22 onwards reminds me of an odd nostalgic feeling I'll try to explain. At least the way it was recorded reminds me of the kind of guitar riffs I'd hear as a kid on TV. Sitting in the morning or early afternoon while it's faintly cloudy out watching grainy antenna cable television complete with a vague anxiety of school sitting at the back of my mind while I'm still trying to wake up. Watching intro shots to shows like Bob Ross or Mr Roger's Neighborhood or some random PBS special. If I could put an image to this I imagine the trees surrounding Kancamangus Highway in the fall, they definitely look like something Bob Ross would paint. The ending of this song definitely provides me with a feeling I haven't felt in years.
Bryan Yazzie fucking same. The vague anxiety and all
Accurate
Everything’s gonna be ok
ily
i dont know anymore. its not working. it didnt get better. im alone
Lol I’m already dead
when
❤️
I think I see the misunderstanding
When people say "that's emo" they arent talking about genre "emo," but rather describing how the song is...emotional.
Jay Vee yeah
word
emo is literally emotional hardcore
amen
The genre emo has this name literally because it's emotional.
I'm honestly glad that they're not extremely popular, cause whenever that happens to an artist I like, I start to lose interest cause it's not as special when everyone around me knows who they are. This band has really helped me through rough times and so many of the songs has gotten a really strong meaning to me. I love them
Ironically discovered this song
2nd year of quarantine, it’s weird looking back at music you used to listen to when you were doing worse mentally. This song is still comforting despite not feeling like this anymore.
I think there’s a sorta blurred like when talking about emo music. On one hand there’s the “I’m 14 and emotional, everything sucks I’m depressed” emo music like early P!ATD and MCR and Falling in Reverse. Then on the ther side, you have “I’m 20-something and stuck in a rut and I feel like my life is falling apart” sorta genuine depression emo. There’s a stark difference between “I cut myself, hang myself from the highest shelf, do you see how much I bleed, it’s because you didn’t care for me” and “My life is going down hill, I do drugs just get a thrill, I’ve never felt so alone, so please show me where I should go.” (Don’t judge me quickly put together lyrics) idek why I’m typing rn I’m just half asleep, but long story short I personally think calling this “indie” fits the most or if you wanna get more deep maybe “basement” or “lo-fi”
When someone says emo I picture my emo phase
When someone says indie I picture bands that I show my friends bc nobody knows them
All music is emotional in some way (you can even say rap that’s about money and bitches is the musical embodiment of greed)
I’m gonna shut up now
Nighty night
Lukas Brown right on the money
i don't really consider this emo but I like your comment
Nailed it. The weirdest part is not falling into any of these crowds, and just being miserable by yourself.
I’m miserable.
Well put
emo should be officially redefined
nothing is better than actually listening to this song at 4:37am
-just a penguin- fr fr
We could all be depressed together !!!!
3:42 am right here, boiyo
holy shit coming back to this just reminds me that it didn't all go to hell. I graduated high school, I got a decent job, I've learned alot about myself, I'm learning alot about the thing I love the most... MUSIC! This world sucks, and circumstances can be worse. Just remember, that if you're here and reading this that you're not alone. Do what's best for you, if someone treats you like shit tell them to get lost YOU HAVE THAT STRENGTH, and most importantly stay true to yourself. fuck yeah teen suicide, thank you for helping me when I was depressed and 13 years old smoking loads of weed out of my parents house lmao
You made it, congratulations 👏
I'm proud of you ❤
i don't think i've felt as many emotions in my entire life as i did during these three minutes
Me encanta porque está música me hace acordar a cuando era adolescente, los escuchaba como una manera de desahogar los sentimientos que sentía en ese momento, ahora tengo 26 años y todavía me siento de esa manera, me genera una melancolía terrible
its bedroom/lofi but any genre can have influences and mixes with emo like this does
**with other genres, like this does with emo
Finally someone that understands
So sad and emotional dude.. i love it.
why is everyone talking about if this is emo or not
same Q
Because people are boring as fuck, and classification is more important than the actual song that they’re experiencing.
@@ACTNRPLY 100% agree
Wish all those motherfuckers will die in upcoming school-shootings
@BertyBoy No, people like YOU, piece of f...!
@@SkywalkerSam64 please seek help
Sometimes i come here and listen to this song specially on youtube so i can read the comments. it’s such a bittersweet feeling knowing so many people feel the same shitty feeling.
I love it when I find a song that encompasses all my thoughts. I've had this song on repeat for several days
This is what emo sounded like in the 2000's, it meant "emotional", not that you like to wear black all the time.
absolutely not lol. this is lo-fi/bedroom, not emo.
look dude let people take music their own way. This has "emo" embedded in it but it is also lo-fi/bedroom. A way I could explain this is like how you can mix two genres, since this band stays with this vibe it is mostly those two.
@@ultraviolent fuck off with the emo purist shit. you people always say everything isn't "real emo"
One of those rare beautiful moments of genuine somber intimacy
can we just agree to not put this song in a genre tag... it's a breathtaking, devastating and timeless song - doesn't matter if it's "emo" or whatever...all good music is emotional in some way, shape or form
Was anyone depressed but this song sorta made u happy?
Yep u thought I was the only one..
Nah Im still sad
PwndaNik this song bring out unimaginable sadness to me idk why I can’t listen to it less I’m feeling okay shit brings me down to much
It's 2023, very lonely. I've been lonely my entire life, but now I'm just in pain
Edit: IM HAPPY NOW; MY BEST FRIEND AND I ARE RECONNECTING AND I JUST FEEL BETTER THIS BAND IS MY FAVORITE but dont listen for too long💚
everything may be going to hell, but where are we when there is nobody else? we are alone. despite that, we continue to live and pass through every day, and no matter what, we get through this. no matter who you are, or how old you are, or anything about you, you have gone through so much and i am proud of you for that, good luck, you deserve so much.
im going to kill myself next week
hope you didn’t go through with it
This song is emo. It doesn't mean it's bad, for me it's the opposite, it's GREAT. Being emo is not something bad, it's just a genre. I personally love emo songs.
Tf
@@PEACHCHULIP what?
@@robin586 this song isn't emo.
@@PEACHCHULIP dude, emo literally means emotional
@@robin586 I know it's powerful
when your dissociation playlist gets some of its songs removed from youtube music for suicide-prevention reasons and you realize you've just been emotionally self harming for months.
this song pretty much sums up my life
I love relatable songs❤
This song used to make me cry but now it hardly makes me feel anything
Lol same dawg, but it’s gonna be alright fasho.
I hope all these people are doing okay 🖤
More relevant than ever
I don't wanna be sad anymore...
I don't wanna be angry anymore.
I don't wanna fear anyone anymore
i don’t wanna live anymore
been listening to teen suicide since 2013, used to have their music for free off bandcamp! had maybe 200-400 views then. Its surreal to see them blow up 😊
Hope everyone doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️
Brings back memories….
a classic
i just keep coming back here
This song is so cute
they gave their soul to us and we are listening it now. . . . .
If my 2020 was a song I’d be this one
Guardin did a great cover to this
yeah
Emo = emotional
Don't place this genre with kids from tumblr with black swooped hair
Emo is cringe
This is why emo exists, you guys criticize it even though you dont fully understand this shit. Emo isnt definable like that, emo is si much more, to me emo was a place to let my feelings out while listening to bands like mcr, fallout boy, taking back sunday, american football, blink 181, sum 41 and jimmy eat world. I made lifelong friends because of emo, but you labeling it and generalizing it is pretty insensitive.
GET LEARNT BUDDY BOI
agree
@Its CJ don’t put fall out boy and american football in the same sentence
@@Cstly oh who gives a fuck, just listen to the music and let other people live
last month i was taking pills to fall asleep fast...not feeling anything.cuz i'm very tired about it. now 1:10 am and i alone in my room i know everything about your pain
i need you so much
i'm trying my hardest.
i need you.
i'm in safe with you
how can i find a way out?
can all of you mention an artist who sing and make song like teensuicide? coz i really love it fucking love it.....
my favorite
So glad I found teen suicide all because jah sampled one of your songs
Bia , aqui é o Harry , pfvr , sei q essa era sua msc preferida , se estiver vendo isso , fala cmg pfvr , td hr eu lembro d vc , td hr dá tristeza quando cai essa msc na playlist...Vc sumiu do nd e eu tenho medo q vc tenha feito algm coisa😢😥😭😓
i love
I don't know what i want, but definetly don't wanna be left alone. Dealing with mental illness is so fucking hard. I'm so fucking tired. I'm so insecure. It's fucking tricky. I want to break up with my partner 'cause i honestly think he just feels pity for me.
Mood 24/7 and I'm a guy..
Love y’all
So good
BIAAA , aqui é o Harry , pfvr , sei q essa era sua msc preferida , se estiver vendo isso , fala cmg pfvr , td hr eu lembro d vc , td hr dá tristeza quando cai essa msc na playlist...Vc sumiu do nd e eu tenho medo q vc tenha feito algm coisa😢😥😭😓
Está tudo bem Harry?
Love ittttt ♥
i really miss her i don't think i'll love anyone else anymore til i die i know it sounds naive but i can't get myself to trust someone else again it just hurts
TOPZERA man.
Currently listening to this at 4:37 am
I'm surprised that this was an hour ago
Reminds me of flatsound
molly the unicorn I Exist I Exist I Exist is my favorite of Flatsound’s
Land of Misfit bois same and they’ll like me when i’m sick
Real
i’m turning 22 in june, what a strange feeling knowing this is my last summer on earth.
i hope ur doing okay. happy birthday if its already happened
this song isnt emo at all. its a song that relates to people who have been through tough things, and used substances to cope. its about using unhealthy ways to cope, cutting everyone off out of fear youre gonna get hurt or just everyone leaving you alone. its not that edgy, "i fucking hate my parents, so imma hide in my room" its that, "i need help, but i dont want help." pain. the pain you cant express because it hits so hard, and things you cant get over. its nothing like emo music, "eat glass" type shit. its "im geniunly hurting" type shit.
those things are like textbook emo dawg. emo isnt an insult its literally just a style and/or an abbreviated version of the word emotional
My heart hurts
bien
weird to say this was the start of everything going to hell..
i feel like the whole world is against me. the people i thought i could trust, the people i thought actually liked me, are now the people who i intentionally avoid. these are people i made memories with. people who made me smile everyday. now theyre the ones that make me cry everyday, all those memories are fading, and i cant seem to wrap my head around what i did wrong. my first love is now my worst enemy, and my family doesnt understand either. i feel like im the only person in existence. like everything else around me is just a scribble on a page, but its in pen, and its unerasable and ill never get to know what was once written under that damn scribble. why am i like this? why did i say that? why do i look like this? why am i still here? _who am i ?_
sorry for this stupid fucking comment. i just have no one to go to, and this is my last resort.
Hey May, it's been 9 months since you wrote this comment and I hope you're still alive and that things are a bit better now 🖤
TODOOOO!
underrated
Hope you find this Jamie
love u
everything is going to hell and i think, i found heaven
This aged well
Firee
are we ok
when is it going to be ok
One day
Idk about you.. but for me? Probably when I die.. you know what nah.. I'll be in hell.. so I guess never.
im so glad tik tok hasn't got their hands on this
ive got no use for friends
only connections
Wow, chaotic kinda sad and confusion.
Indie*
hi
Hello Death
Why haven't you killed me yet?
i feel so alone
you arent alone.please reach out to someone.
I'm trying to sing this 😔I'm not strong enough
YoGurl Ari I'm probably the weakest 18 year-old in the world, and you know what? From now on, I'm going to randomly sing this song at any time, just like I always do with other songs at school when I take a walk. It doesn't take strength to sing a song: it only takes passion and determination. And, sometimes, just not giving a fuck about what everyone else think or say. Do me a favor and sing this song, if that's what you really wanna do right now. I will, as well
@@carlosivan9081 5 years later.. how are you doing now?
@xX_💕InitialStage_💕Xx hi! Wow, I can't believe it's really been 5 years since my comment, I completely forgot about it! Well, my life's not perfect, of course, but I feel much better now than I ever did! Also, I didn't realize back then that strength isn't just something physical: it's mental/emotional, too, and I think that if I had the courage to keep on going and pushing through the turmoils of life, then that in itself is strength.
Anyway, I STILL listen to this song, here and then. It's my favorite from this band. But that doesn't mean that I still haven't grown and improved as an individual, of course. And thank you so much for checking up on me, kind stranger! I hope you're feeling better, too, and if not, I'm always here to talk :)
It’s been 5 years and I’m still living in hell. Give it another 10 and I’ll be dead.
Hope you're doing okay
hello beautiful.
yes im talking to u. bc u are beautiful. and i love u!
rn everyone is going thru stuff. and life kinda sucks. but make the best of it! and dont leave me. because ur amazing, and idk what i would do without u!!
i love u
Nice
It's been 5 years since this was released, wonder if you're still living in hell
i wonder where i would be in a 5 years from now. im so tired of this.
listening to this at 4:37 am, feeling like ass rn
Recording this song at 4.37am .... same tho
yo u should consider hitting the hay a lil earlier\
Bia , aqui é o Harry , se estiver vendo isso , saiba q eu sinto sdd sua , espero q um dia volte a falar cmg
damn
O. D e a r.
Todos acá son gringos o también hay alguien que hable español?
Hola
Well, it's been about 5 years..... in hell yet?
Actually listening to this at 4.37 am
holy fuck i feel so numb
its 1223 am and im thinking about u
Fuck you algorithm, I love it