Cerose!!! God bless you on your journey. As a fellow single mom, i get it!! You got this!! You are on the right track!! Let Holy Spirit continue to guide you! God said that he would never leave you nor forsake you and he meant that!! Continue to thrive, continue to be a blessing and an inspiration!! You got this Mama!!! I touch and agree with you on every declaration!! 💯 We are not giving room to the devil...his snaggletooth self is under our feet!! Love you girl!! 🙏🏾🤍✨️
Hi. Finally going back healing journey. Walk it out God is with you has always been is with you now and will be. Cycles can be broken broken places can be healed used for the good. God bless you and your family. Living takes faith and is our duty.
I guess he had to go back at some point since he is not a citizen and can only stay for short periods of time. at least that's what i'm praying happened. hope he can come back again soon for the kids sake. meanwhile you take care of yourself and the kids be strong and courageous and may The Most-High watch over you and the kids. Much Love to you and your family
Girl as a god fearing woman just like you, let me tell you somethinggggg bout that removal prayer. God is going to teach you that lesson and he will put it in your hands to recognize what you need to do. He’s gonna show you what you always knew but was too blind to see, or that you simply didn’t want to see. Then he’s gonna remove them. Be FREE babes. Walk with god, you got this! You are a fantastic mother. Being a mom doesn’t come with a manual. You are doing the best that you can. You are teaching your kids right now babes! I wish I could give you the biggest hug through this screen. They are seeing the strength and resilience that is within you! You got this girl!❤
I left my husband but let him back in and one day I said Lord if this man don't mean me any good remove him from my life. Never saw him again after I said that prayer. Praise God. Rooting for you and your family to heal and prosper.❤
I was thinking while watching the last video you posted with your family that something had happened since you seemed like you were going through the same pain all over again. If he comes through with the same ghost/abuse scheme then you should consider filing for child support. That is just advice, you don’t have to agree. It’s just that he should be made to face his responsibility. I mean supporting his children shouldn’t be ever allowed to abuse by opting out when he wants. In my opinion he needs that discipline rather than his choice of “military” as he previously sought to solve his problems. If he left again, maybe he doesn’t know how to accept that he can’t get you back. Him returning after the two years abandoning and hurting his family, now he realized things in his life around that family has changed. He may be taking time to adjust to that. But since we all have seen his ways before, best plan is to always be prepared for it again just in case. I think you got this.
Oh, Cerose. You are so strong, so smart, so brave. I'm proud of you and your maturity and how you choose to navigate all that you've been through. You deserve the best and you will get it. Don't let anyone or anything feel like you haven't done your best for yourself and your family. Take care and I wish you a happy 2025!
I don’t usually comment on videos or even like video but I had to leave this one. I am absolutely so happy for you and so excited to see you grow and explore this new you. You have shown me encouragement in a way to change my own life and start healing myself also. The lord spoke to me through you, I was struggling with my faith as a new believer and worried. But today I found this video and also started the challenge to read the whole bible in 2025. God has us and we will learn many lessons in our growth. My sister in Christ may God bless you and your family and may God bless everyone else. Also, Happy New Year and. Happy New YOU! :) 🧡 Romans 15:13 “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”
I hope Gohan is not gone. Just for the children. I hope the version of himself he didn't want is gone. I hope he's a new and improved and best version of himself for himself and his children.
무슨일인지 자세히 밝히지 않는 것도 그에 대한 배려처럼 느껴지네요. 그가 떠났는 것은 한국으로 돌아갔단 소리겠죠.... 세로즈 하나님의 축복이 함께 하길 기도할게요. 한국인이지만 같은 크리스천으로서 저의 자매는 세로즈입니다. 앞에 어떤 장애물이 있어도 피해를 당하지 않고, 오히려 강해질거에요. 하나님의 사랑 안에서요❤
I truly hope things will work out for the both of you, the kids needs their father figure in their lives and though we can only comment your decisions are yours to make, I personally just hope co-parenting can work out for the kids’ sake and if he doesn’t get that, it’ll truly break hearts, happy new year beautiful, I wish you more happiness with the kids and a brighter future.
Proud of you, babe. One thing about it and two things for sure - God has blessed you with two protectors. They will remember you being the fighting force in their life. They are so lucky to have you and the support system surrounding them. I have 3 boys and I feel like they were hand picked from God himself. Season 2 will be full of growth. Being open is hard, especially on this platform. We see you, C. Keep going! Keep watering yourself. You never know who you’re inspiring by sharing your testimony 💞
H E A L on your own terms. Proud of you for being you and loving yourself and your children. Being a single mom myself, it’s hard man. Holidays are something else. But i pull through and come through blazin’ no matter how hard it is at times, especially on the emotional side of course. im mentally physically and emotionally drained but i do my best. hell i try my best. for me it’s “and then there were two”. send you lots of love and aloha from Hawai’i♥️🤙🏼
Happy that you have overcame sis. God is your strength. All is gonna be okay. Blessings fam! You are a WOMAN! I give a curtsey to You. Salute you! You got this. Keep giggling with all of life! You are on Top already. The beginning is here. Been through mass healing myself. I understand the emotions you went through at all stages. Now Run forward(with the courage of all lessons & Reshaping along the way). Well done on finding yourself babe. Too much love. God keep you
Girl, by "he's gone" at the very end I hope you don't mean your childrens' father because Lord have mercy on him, I doubt any of us will. I know healing and progress is not linear, but you have to keep fighting, even if it's from a distance temporarily. Nothing really justifies being "gone" unless you're dead when it comes to your kids.
“Love is not a feeling, it is a choice” AMEN sis! God is truly revealing all of this to you through this experience and challenging such vulnerability to His providence! I love this and empathize for you and can relate! ❤
Wow, I am so speechless. I couldn’t watch the newer videos with him because it just felt weird. But I was still rooting for you guys. Anyways I’m praying that 2025 is kinder to your family snd y’all are able to heal and thrive without any unnecessary drama🫶🏾
Covering you and the fam in prayer, Cerose! ❤️ May God break any remaining binding chains & restore the peace within your family. God sees your faith & surely He will continue to pour out His blessings upon you and the kids! You are an AMAZING mother! The boys are beyond blessed to be yours. God bless!
Proud of you, sis! Regardless of where or how he works through his stuff, I’m so proud of you for journeying this out One step at a time. That’s not foolish that’s very wise. God doesn’t make our decisions for us, but he walks with us no matter what we decide. “Love looks like something”, and I hope that the way you describe what your children deserve to see, goes deep into your heart this year for you, too. 👸🏿👑
Cerose, I'm just a stranger all the way from Texas, but I still root for you and wish the best for you. I am mad for you and those babies!! Those babies love that man. I saw the video of them breaking down when they saw him again.... I swear I was getting a bit hopeful based on how things were going in your previous videos and your collabs, and this, this really sucks....BUT I agree on your viewpoint on lessons... we grow with the lessons we are put through. I wish you good vibes for the year ahead. 2025 let's go! 👊
That's a Word for all of us...even those of us in our mid-70s. Praying that your Faith journey will be the relationship you need with the Lord. Trust God, in all things. AMEN
Cerose, I really needed this video. I’m struggling at the moment with something very similar. I’m going into 2025 praying that God upholds my faith and gives me strength. 2025 will be a year that I will cement myself in the Lord. And I pray that for everyone. Let’s get deeper with our relationship with Him. ❤️
Please seek therapy if you have not done so already. Generational Broken Homes will continue if you don't do the work to really break the curse. Bless you and your family!
As another woman growing up in a broken home! I am so inspired about your resilience and able to leave when other women were afraid to leave and stay for years! I am praying for a happy and peaceful 2025 to you and your family! Love your long lost cousin 😂😭🫶🏽
Damn you are a powerful force with a beautiful message. Wow. You hit the nail in the head. You cant, don't need to, and shouldn't be holding onto the hurt and resentment. I'm gonna tell myself those same powerful words and really try to apply them this year. May this year be full of positive changes. May we all find the strength and determination to keep going. May we find our answers to prayer. May you be blessed always Cerose ❤ This life wasn't promised to be easy for sure but no matter what, the Lord said the most important commandment was to love. Dont forget to love yourself too ❤ Proud of you! Also hi Mom ❤
Please continue to be strong and to remember there's someone out there who knows how to love a good woman, and he will be your person. Time waits for no man or woman stop falling back for childish nonsense. You got this. Let it go.
Go girl as always am here to cheer on you and like you've said..2025 it's a great year and God has the best plan for you and your beautiful family... Two adorable babies ❤❤
Cerose, I have been following you from the very beginning and I would like to say thank you for sharing your life and family with us. I have seen your growth and I will keep cheering for you and your family. Keep your head up and keep moving forward. 🫶🏽
I hope you're doing well. I'm praying that we weren't all fooled again. Whatever is happening, you can do this. You're stronger than you will ever realise. Honestly though, I was kinda hoping for a reunion 😂
I can't applaud you enough for a young lady you are so ahead in maturity I am so so proud a lot of young women out there need to hear you keep standing strong
Cerose you are so strong to be able to rise above all of this. The Lord will never leave you nor forsake you. You are destined for greatness. Your kids have the most amazing mother. I pray that you will be filled with overflowing love, peace and joy, in the name of Jesus.
You sound so much like me. This single mom life is challenging but God knows we can do it. We are reclaiming our love and our life back. My journey has been 6 years and I’m still learning lessons.
Have he left ? I could have seen that he was wanting more from you(maybe love) and you were still hurting and healing from previous videos... I was hoping that he could be more patient and considerate but I guess he was too immature?😢 I don,t know how things ended and I am still hoping you two can find a way to be together.... please update a state later...Send lots of love and hope you find some peace...❤
this is sooooo deep.... you're healing, and growing baby ❤️ growth and healing hurtssssssss sooooooo much, but look at u, being brave... and accepting, but being brave mamah. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND WE ARE ALL ROUTING FOR YOU MAMA BEAR 🤗😘
Cerose you and Gohan are good people with beautiful children. I wish you both the best of everything in 2025 you both are very good people and the boys love you so much.
I can relate to how you feel about grieving the life you thought you were going to live and going through the motions and emotions with God. I’m 25 and 2 years ago I started to get sick. Today I struggle with mobility, pain, I can barely life a towel most days. 6 years ago I had just found the loml, had so many dreams and aspirations, I had a roadmap of my life and I thought everything was going MY way. But life happens and thoughts things at you that you never could have imagined. God gives us peace beyond our comprehension, everything l around us can be going up in flames but God is our rock that does that move in the face of OUR fears.
I have always been proud of you mama, you are an amazing person and I am glad God is there for you. I pray he will continue to strength you, keep you and your family ❤🔥. God bless you, your family and all the blessed people around you. As you going into 2025, God will keep upholding you and I love you girlie.......
Please find the point of equilibrium- where both you and your children will get the best of both situations/worlds, and stay there. They need the connection and might resent you when they grow up if it’s not there, but the connection will also show them gaps in their lives. May God keep giving you wisdom and guiding you towards the right path.
I know its hard. You are so beautiful and resiliate. You have been through and beared a lot. I am also a person who gets stuck bearing a lot. I wish you, the boys and the rest of your family nothing but love, healing and happiness. You don't have to put up with it anymore. You don't have to bear it. Live your life how you want to. Little by little you can make those changes. I am so glad that your mother was there to support you. Also, your words are truly healing for me as well. I needed to hear this. Thank you and please take care but also give yourself grace when you feel emotional.
Im sorry but if Gohan left without a good reason he is for sure a POS in my book. I honestly would not allow him around the kids, they wont miss someone that keeps walking in & out their life whenever he feels like it, not fair & only breeds more emotional damage/abandonment in the end for them. So proud of cerose for refusing to have a sorry excuse of a man keeping her stuck in the same mary go round! She & her babies deserve better than what has been previously presented to them. I commented on a seperate video urging her not to follow him if he decides it is in his own favor not to be the USA anymore, he is simply not worthy enough to be followed anywhere! This is her story where many can learn how to take their power back & understand you are not a bad mother for keeping your children away from a father that will only continue to hurt them just as much as they have hurt the mother. This is the true meaning of putting your kids first ❤ cheers to 2025 & a new Season 🍾🥂
Well he is a citizen of Korea so he will absolutely have to go back periodically but I pray they can work it out and most importantly the babies are always happy. ❤
John 8:36 "So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed." Thank you for a beautiful reminder, praying that the Lord blesses you and that you continue to glorify him in the years to come. Your faith and love for your kids is a testament to your strength.
Cerose, I just want to say, it's been a blessing seeing you grow through everything. It's also really been a beautiful thing to see you express your faith and God's impact in your life. I've meant to say that many videos ago. You just seem different now, like renewed (maybe not the best word), revitalized). I felt inspired watching this. I'm at this interesting crossroads in my life that I was just praying to God about and I definitely want to claim 2025, or at least go into it without fear. I don't know what will happen, but I'm open to whatever God has in store for me. I know how much giving my life to Jesus did for my mental and spiritual health, as well as my self-esteem. When you read Jeremiah 29:11, it truly hit my heart. Thank you for sharing, and beautifully expressing your thoughts with us on this level. Just from the outside I can see that God has blessed you with many gifts, and I feel proud just watching you. Have a blessed new year!
Amen to all the blessings you spoke over you and your Boys' lives in this coming 2025, Cerose. From what I gathered from your last vlog, Gohan isn't around? He didn't have Korean captions on the video and he wasn't there to celebrate with y'all. I mean I know he's not American and he has his own relatives so he might have been having struggles of his own... But y'all are his nuclear family.... But yeah, all God's blessings, I will remember you in my prayers daily and together, as the body of Christ, by God's grace we will rise in victory this coming new year ❤
@ she left it very vague. So now I know he is in Korea thanks to some other comments but very unsure if he’s still going to be involved with his kids etc. That’s mainly what I mean.
@@FeedMeJuice what i understood is that cerose doesnt want to let him in anymore cuz her children dont deserve unconstant love, when he's away her children suffer, so just as she could grow without a father, her children can as well, she'll make sure to be both a dad n a mom, in the video she said she let Gohan in cuz she wasnt sure that she could teach her children to be masculine but now she's so sure that she can, n even if she fails, that won't be worse that having a toxic male dad figure, that wouldnt teach them anything good but the opposite. Also, court gave her full custody of the kids. If Gohan wanna see them he should take it to court n Cerose would obey what the law says. But rn it's just the three of them. The video is vague but she makes references of things that she's said in many other videos n old videos so if u get the references cuz uve watched all since the beginning, its not vague but very clear. At least for me. Just id like another confirmation video after she feels better. Cuz it's obvious she's not at 100% rn. Ah she also said that she thought letting him in was the right choice but now she realized it wasnt right at all. She also let it to god n at the end of the day he left again so she took it as gods signal. Her children always had her n have only her, so if she's not okay she can't take care of them. It's not fair that she's not okay only for letting him in, cuz at the end of the day he leaves anytime, but she doesnt, so she needs to be ok for her kids n that man doesnt help with that.
Happy New Year ! Long ago, I was a single Mom, and I raised both of my children. They both are successful. When i talked to God , I put my whole heart and trusted him. He made away for me and my children.
GOD will always make a way out of no way! You are on the right path. Yóu are a beautiful, strong woman and mother! Keep going and showing up for your children! AMEN! Speak the truth! GOD has you! Stay Faithful. Trust GOD! Much love and respect! 😊🙏🏽💜
I have recently seperated from my husband as well & he is Korean 😂 unfortunately it was because my sons father could not handle knowing our child has Autism & it became too difficult for him to handle even though I am the one who has been doing the whole thing for 3 years. Although he wants to stay in our sons life which I am okay with, but he needs to understand that it is not an easy job being a parent in general. If anything I am not alone I have a wonderful son & despite its hard to let go of the person we thought was meant for us sometimes its just best to let them go.
love the positive aspect on this. Sometimes god will confuse you but he knows something greater 2025 will be full of blessings! God speaks with actions him leaving is a blessing 🙏🏾 you are loved DOWN heavy
If he’s gone back to Korea it makes sense. I do hope you guys are reunited again soon (as in a healthy coparenting family) wishing you a transformative new year as you walk according to HIS will✨
I love this side of you the vulnerability I wish you the kids and Gohan the best praying for you been watching y’all a very long time now I’m a quiet subscriber but I’d like to more about you (granted I haven’t watched every video so I may have missed some things) but I’d like to know other than UA-cam what do you do career rise? How’d you learn the Korean language what inspired I believe you were studying abroad correct me if I am wrong maybe a Q and A soon
DV is serious. Letting him be on the videos when he never went through the US justice system for that serious offense that is DV was so unsettling to say the least. And a terrible example for your viewers who are young ladies for the most part. That is also a terrible example for your own children...who are future men. It's just like in those family where people are supposed to have diner with grandpa when EVERYONE know he is an abuser.... Sometimes, Christianity doesn't protect god-fearing people. And the mindset of giving infinite grace and forgiving is misused and keep people in a rut. Anyway, you can't really co-parent with someone who is struggling with his own demons. Every time the children are in contact with him, they are also in contact with said demons. Then you have to do parallel-parenting, because it looks like you don't even share the same values... Anyway, you're young, beautiful inside out, hope you can find someone who is going to let you shine without being jealous of the way you love.
Omggg cerose I am sooo proud of you. The woman that you have become is so inspiring and the way that you love and put God first makes my heart so happy I pray that this new year God blesses you and your family immensely and that His love continues to engulf yall I’m so proud of you Keep doing you babe and Happy New Year ❤❤❤
Every video you've posted since the gohan drama has been nothing but growth. I swear, it took me YEARS to grow and move past the hurt, and i wished I had documented it all. But seeing you go through it with grace?!?! That's strength! If he's gone yet again, count that as gods will and keep it pushing. If he's not, that's also gods will. But either way, if I ever land on U.S. soil, I'll find you and give you the biggest, warmest hug. Cuz twin, we ride this outttt😭😭😭😭🙏🏿 P.s. Happy New year to you guys! May nothing but success and prosperity find you!🎉❤
Who's ready for season 2? 시즌 2 준비된 사람?
Where did we gooooo??
You and your family have this. Stay true to your heart and yourself. All things are possible through Christ. ❤❤❤❤
Cerose!!! God bless you on your journey. As a fellow single mom, i get it!! You got this!! You are on the right track!! Let Holy Spirit continue to guide you! God said that he would never leave you nor forsake you and he meant that!! Continue to thrive, continue to be a blessing and an inspiration!! You got this Mama!!! I touch and agree with you on every declaration!! 💯 We are not giving room to the devil...his snaggletooth self is under our feet!! Love you girl!! 🙏🏾🤍✨️
Forward we Go, we choose our kids in any situation, At anytime over anyone❤❤❤much love from South Africa xx Happy New Year......!!
Hi. Finally going back healing journey. Walk it out God is with you has always been is with you now and will be. Cycles can be broken broken places can be healed used for the good. God bless you and your family. Living takes faith and is our duty.
I guess he had to go back at some point since he is not a citizen and can only stay for short periods of time. at least that's what i'm praying happened. hope he can come back again soon for the kids sake. meanwhile you take care of yourself and the kids be strong and courageous and may The Most-High watch over you and the kids. Much Love to you and your family
Girl as a god fearing woman just like you, let me tell you somethinggggg bout that removal prayer. God is going to teach you that lesson and he will put it in your hands to recognize what you need to do. He’s gonna show you what you always knew but was too blind to see, or that you simply didn’t want to see. Then he’s gonna remove them. Be FREE babes. Walk with god, you got this!
You are a fantastic mother. Being a mom doesn’t come with a manual. You are doing the best that you can. You are teaching your kids right now babes! I wish I could give you the biggest hug through this screen. They are seeing the strength and resilience that is within you! You got this girl!❤
He got mad because you wouldn't fold on getting back together. If he can't have you , he's not gonna be there for the kids.
"Treats his kids based on how he feels about the Mom". I think you're right smh
@@GladToBeNaturalfacts
I knew this would happen
I left my husband but let him back in and one day I said Lord if this man don't mean me any good remove him from my life. Never saw him again after I said that prayer. Praise God. Rooting for you and your family to heal and prosper.❤
So strong of you to visit the places that hold all the memories and sit with the emotions 💜 You'll be okay mama!
I was thinking while watching the last video you posted with your family that something had happened since you seemed like you were going through the same pain all over again. If he comes through with the same ghost/abuse scheme then you should consider filing for child support. That is just advice, you don’t have to agree. It’s just that he should be made to face his responsibility. I mean supporting his children shouldn’t be ever allowed to abuse by opting out when he wants. In my opinion he needs that discipline rather than his choice of “military” as he previously sought to solve his problems. If he left again, maybe he doesn’t know how to accept that he can’t get you back. Him returning after the two years abandoning and hurting his family, now he realized things in his life around that family has changed. He may be taking time to adjust to that. But since we all have seen his ways before, best plan is to always be prepared for it again just in case. I think you got this.
Oh, Cerose. You are so strong, so smart, so brave. I'm proud of you and your maturity and how you choose to navigate all that you've been through. You deserve the best and you will get it. Don't let anyone or anything feel like you haven't done your best for yourself and your family. Take care and I wish you a happy 2025!
He's gone? 또요? 한국인으로서 정말 죄송하고 부끄러워요 ㅠㅠ 세로즈 힘내시길..ㅠ
저도 참 괜스럽게 미안하네요. 대신 욕해주고싶지만 우리는 마귀의 꽤임에 넘어가지않지! 힘내 세로즈! 예수님이 우리 진짜 남편이고 우린 예수님이 있어!!
I don’t usually comment on videos or even like video but I had to leave this one. I am absolutely so happy for you and so excited to see you grow and explore this new you. You have shown me encouragement in a way to change my own life and start healing myself also. The lord spoke to me through you, I was struggling with my faith as a new believer and worried. But today I found this video and also started the challenge to read the whole bible in 2025. God has us and we will learn many lessons in our growth. My sister in Christ may God bless you and your family and may God bless everyone else. Also, Happy New Year and. Happy New YOU! :) 🧡
Romans 15:13
“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”
I see growth and change you guys definitely came a long way
I can't even comprehend how you do it, you are so strong. I'm proud of you
"My eyes are sweating" 😂 I love you girl, I'm rooting for you so much, I think nothing but happiness is on it's way to you!❤
You are fantastic my girl and we rocking with you and the children regardless!
I hope Gohan is not gone. Just for the children. I hope the version of himself he didn't want is gone. I hope he's a new and improved and best version of himself for himself and his children.
Really praying he’s just gone back cause hes on a visa but she’s liking comments making me think otherwise 🥲
NOOO SHE LIKED THIS ONE TO. I JUST FELL TO MY KNEES IN WALMART
무슨일인지 자세히 밝히지 않는 것도 그에 대한 배려처럼 느껴지네요.
그가 떠났는 것은 한국으로 돌아갔단 소리겠죠....
세로즈 하나님의 축복이 함께 하길 기도할게요.
한국인이지만 같은 크리스천으로서 저의 자매는 세로즈입니다.
앞에 어떤 장애물이 있어도 피해를 당하지 않고, 오히려 강해질거에요.
하나님의 사랑 안에서요❤
I truly hope things will work out for the both of you, the kids needs their father figure in their lives and though we can only comment your decisions are yours to make, I personally just hope co-parenting can work out for the kids’ sake and if he doesn’t get that, it’ll truly break hearts, happy new year beautiful, I wish you more happiness with the kids and a brighter future.
Proud of you, babe. One thing about it and two things for sure - God has blessed you with two protectors. They will remember you being the fighting force in their life. They are so lucky to have you and the support system surrounding them. I have 3 boys and I feel like they were hand picked from God himself. Season 2 will be full of growth. Being open is hard, especially on this platform. We see you, C. Keep going! Keep watering yourself. You never know who you’re inspiring by sharing your testimony 💞
@@oshinsims Amen
Love you Cerose, stay strong and in faith!
H E A L on your own terms. Proud of you for being you and loving yourself and your children. Being a single mom myself, it’s hard man. Holidays are something else. But i pull through and come through blazin’ no matter how hard it is at times, especially on the emotional side of course. im mentally physically and emotionally drained but i do my best. hell i try my best.
for me it’s “and then there were two”.
send you lots of love and aloha from Hawai’i♥️🤙🏼
Happy that you have overcame sis. God is your strength. All is gonna be okay. Blessings fam! You are a WOMAN! I give a curtsey to You. Salute you! You got this. Keep giggling with all of life! You are on Top already. The beginning is here. Been through mass healing myself. I understand the emotions you went through at all stages. Now Run forward(with the courage of all lessons & Reshaping along the way). Well done on finding yourself babe. Too much love. God keep you
Still rooting for you! ❤ don't know if the hes gone at the end means gohan for sure bc its the internet. i wish yall the best regardless
This was so powerful and emotional 🤍 praying for good things for you and your family xx
i hope 2025 will treat you even better ♡ always rooting for you
On to season 2. Glad to be apart of the journey
Girl, by "he's gone" at the very end I hope you don't mean your childrens' father because Lord have mercy on him, I doubt any of us will. I know healing and progress is not linear, but you have to keep fighting, even if it's from a distance temporarily. Nothing really justifies being "gone" unless you're dead when it comes to your kids.
Oh I thought it was philosophical, LOL
“Love is not a feeling, it is a choice”
AMEN sis! God is truly revealing all of this to you through this experience and challenging such vulnerability to His providence! I love this and empathize for you and can relate! ❤
세로즈 참 성숙한 사람이네요 멋진 여성이야ㅜ
세로즈의 메시지에 저도 위로 받고가요
지난 한 해동안 취업준비를 했는데 결국 여전히 준비중이지만 저도 2025년 돌파해볼게요😊
세로즈 세반 세필 건강하고 행복하자❤️💕👍
Wow, I am so speechless. I couldn’t watch the newer videos with him because it just felt weird. But I was still rooting for you guys. Anyways I’m praying that 2025 is kinder to your family snd y’all are able to heal and thrive without any unnecessary drama🫶🏾
damn i was rooting for him.. thought he finally changed
She didn’t state what happened. He could’ve just returned back to korea. He did come to visit after all
@@yasmeenalwadud4559very true. The tourist visa is 90 days. So if he isn’t a citizen yet then he’d have to return
These men can NEVA get it together ughhhh! But you got this !!! Blessings to y’all
God never said it would be easy but you got this 💪🏼🙏🏼
Covering you and the fam in prayer, Cerose! ❤️ May God break any remaining binding chains & restore the peace within your family. God sees your faith & surely He will continue to pour out His blessings upon you and the kids! You are an AMAZING mother! The boys are beyond blessed to be yours. God bless!
Proud of you, sis! Regardless of where or how he works through his stuff, I’m so proud of you for journeying this out One step at a time. That’s not foolish that’s very wise. God doesn’t make our decisions for us, but he walks with us no matter what we decide. “Love looks like something”, and I hope that the way you describe what your children deserve to see, goes deep into your heart this year for you, too. 👸🏿👑
Cerose, I'm just a stranger all the way from Texas, but I still root for you and wish the best for you. I am mad for you and those babies!! Those babies love that man. I saw the video of them breaking down when they saw him again.... I swear I was getting a bit hopeful based on how things were going in your previous videos and your collabs, and this, this really sucks....BUT I agree on your viewpoint on lessons... we grow with the lessons we are put through. I wish you good vibes for the year ahead. 2025 let's go! 👊
Perfectly said!!
그 남편은 왜케 책임감이 없냐 ㅋㅋㅋ 개 ㅈ 같노 소말리 같네 패고싶다
그 남편은 왜케 책임감이 없냐 ㅋㅋㅋ 개 ㅈ 같노 소말리 같네 패고싶다
그 남편은 왜케 책임감이 없냐 ㅋㅋㅋ 개 ㅈ 같노 소말리 같네 패고싶다
🎉🎈 Happy New Year Cerose, and boys🎉🎈
You're so well articulated! You got this, like so many women out there.
What do you mean that “he’s gone” at the end of the video? Is Gohan not in the picture again?
That's a Word for all of us...even those of us in our mid-70s. Praying that your Faith journey will be the relationship you need with the Lord. Trust God, in all things. AMEN
So proud of you Princess! Cheers to abundance and love.
Our children really keep us going when we want to stop.our children are such a blessing.❤😊
Cerose, I really needed this video. I’m struggling at the moment with something very similar. I’m going into 2025 praying that God upholds my faith and gives me strength. 2025 will be a year that I will cement myself in the Lord. And I pray that for everyone. Let’s get deeper with our relationship with Him. ❤️
Good for you. You can create the environment you want.
Please seek therapy if you have not done so already. Generational Broken Homes will continue if you don't do the work to really break the curse. Bless you and your family!
As another woman growing up in a broken home! I am so inspired about your resilience and able to leave when other women were afraid to leave and stay for years! I am praying for a happy and peaceful 2025 to you and your family! Love your long lost cousin 😂😭🫶🏽
It’s also raining where I’m at too😭 I think God is cleansing us and bringing us to brighter days 🙏🏼🫶🏽
Damn you are a powerful force with a beautiful message. Wow. You hit the nail in the head. You cant, don't need to, and shouldn't be holding onto the hurt and resentment. I'm gonna tell myself those same powerful words and really try to apply them this year. May this year be full of positive changes. May we all find the strength and determination to keep going. May we find our answers to prayer. May you be blessed always Cerose ❤ This life wasn't promised to be easy for sure but no matter what, the Lord said the most important commandment was to love. Dont forget to love yourself too ❤ Proud of you! Also hi Mom ❤
Please continue to be strong and to remember there's someone out there who knows how to love a good woman, and he will be your person. Time waits for no man or woman stop falling back for childish nonsense. You got this. Let it go.
Yes Sista...let go & move forward!
🙏🏾🇨🇦🙏🏾
Go girl as always am here to cheer on you and like you've said..2025 it's a great year and God has the best plan for you and your beautiful family... Two adorable babies ❤❤
I am and you made me cry because I felt this and I send you positive vibes to you and your baby's. Even Gohan happy New Year's rose🎉
Cerose, I have been following you from the very beginning and I would like to say thank you for sharing your life and family with us. I have seen your growth and I will keep cheering for you and your family. Keep your head up and keep moving forward. 🫶🏽
I hope you're doing well. I'm praying that we weren't all fooled again. Whatever is happening, you can do this. You're stronger than you will ever realise.
Honestly though, I was kinda hoping for a reunion 😂
I can't applaud you enough for a young lady you are so ahead in maturity I am so so proud a lot of young women out there need to hear you keep standing strong
I love you, Cerose, stay strong always. Happy New Year and an amazing 2025
I'm pretty sure it has been confusing for the boys.
Cerose you are so strong to be able to rise above all of this. The Lord will never leave you nor forsake you. You are destined for greatness. Your kids have the most amazing mother. I pray that you will be filled with overflowing love, peace and joy, in the name of Jesus.
You sound so much like me. This single mom life is challenging but God knows we can do it. We are reclaiming our love and our life back. My journey has been 6 years and I’m still learning lessons.
Have he left ? I could have seen that he was wanting more from you(maybe love) and you were still hurting and healing from previous videos... I was hoping that he could be more patient and considerate but I guess he was too immature?😢 I don,t know how things ended and I am still hoping you two can find a way to be together.... please update a state later...Send lots of love and hope you find some peace...❤
More unity and more smiles and laughter ❤
this is sooooo deep.... you're healing, and growing baby ❤️ growth and healing hurtssssssss sooooooo much, but look at u, being brave... and accepting, but being brave mamah. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND WE ARE ALL ROUTING FOR YOU MAMA BEAR 🤗😘
We were ALL rooting for Gohan 🥺😭😭😭 this family development is so beautiful and healing to see, please don’t ever give up 🫶
Not all
Cerose you and Gohan are good people with beautiful children. I wish you both the best of everything in 2025 you both are very good people and the boys love you so much.
Get your breakthrough sis. God's got you 🙌🏾💜
Happy new year cerose, may god continue to bless u and ur family 🤍.
I can relate to how you feel about grieving the life you thought you were going to live and going through the motions and emotions with God. I’m 25 and 2 years ago I started to get sick. Today I struggle with mobility, pain, I can barely life a towel most days. 6 years ago I had just found the loml, had so many dreams and aspirations, I had a roadmap of my life and I thought everything was going MY way. But life happens and thoughts things at you that you never could have imagined. God gives us peace beyond our comprehension, everything l around us can be going up in flames but God is our rock that does that move in the face of OUR fears.
I have always been proud of you mama, you are an amazing person and I am glad God is there for you. I pray he will continue to strength you, keep you and your family ❤🔥. God bless you, your family and all the blessed people around you. As you going into 2025, God will keep upholding you and I love you girlie.......
What do you mean he’s gone? I pray that everything is going well for your children for you for him. Wishing all the best.
Please find the point of equilibrium- where both you and your children will get the best of both situations/worlds, and stay there.
They need the connection and might resent you when they grow up if it’s not there, but the connection will also show them gaps in their lives.
May God keep giving you wisdom and guiding you towards the right path.
I know its hard. You are so beautiful and resiliate. You have been through and beared a lot. I am also a person who gets stuck bearing a lot. I wish you, the boys and the rest of your family nothing but love, healing and happiness. You don't have to put up with it anymore. You don't have to bear it. Live your life how you want to. Little by little you can make those changes. I am so glad that your mother was there to support you. Also, your words are truly healing for me as well. I needed to hear this. Thank you and please take care but also give yourself grace when you feel emotional.
Dag Cerose, did Gohan split again? I'm so sad and pissed if he did. Love you guys so much! HNY fam.❤❤❤
Im sorry but if Gohan left without a good reason he is for sure a POS in my book. I honestly would not allow him around the kids, they wont miss someone that keeps walking in & out their life whenever he feels like it, not fair & only breeds more emotional damage/abandonment in the end for them. So proud of cerose for refusing to have a sorry excuse of a man keeping her stuck in the same mary go round! She & her babies deserve better than what has been previously presented to them. I commented on a seperate video urging her not to follow him if he decides it is in his own favor not to be the USA anymore, he is simply not worthy enough to be followed anywhere! This is her story where many can learn how to take their power back & understand you are not a bad mother for keeping your children away from a father that will only continue to hurt them just as much as they have hurt the mother. This is the true meaning of putting your kids first ❤ cheers to 2025 & a new Season 🍾🥂
Well he is a citizen of Korea so he will absolutely have to go back periodically but I pray they can work it out and most importantly the babies are always happy. ❤
@ipoison3862 hope you are right & they can find a stable balance for the children. I still think more clarification of what she meant is needed!
John 8:36 "So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed." Thank you for a beautiful reminder, praying that the Lord blesses you and that you continue to glorify him in the years to come. Your faith and love for your kids is a testament to your strength.
❤새해부터 믿고갑니다
I'm happy that in a better position, I am rooting for you ❤️
You have good and bad memories . It's beautiful your sharing ❤️ . Happy holiday, 2025
Cerose, I just want to say, it's been a blessing seeing you grow through everything. It's also really been a beautiful thing to see you express your faith and God's impact in your life. I've meant to say that many videos ago. You just seem different now, like renewed (maybe not the best word), revitalized). I felt inspired watching this. I'm at this interesting crossroads in my life that I was just praying to God about and I definitely want to claim 2025, or at least go into it without fear. I don't know what will happen, but I'm open to whatever God has in store for me. I know how much giving my life to Jesus did for my mental and spiritual health, as well as my self-esteem. When you read Jeremiah 29:11, it truly hit my heart. Thank you for sharing, and beautifully expressing your thoughts with us on this level. Just from the outside I can see that God has blessed you with many gifts, and I feel proud just watching you. Have a blessed new year!
Thank you ❤❤❤for being honest and vulnerable. Sending you love and Strength Sis ❤❤❤
Amen to all the blessings you spoke over you and your Boys' lives in this coming 2025, Cerose. From what I gathered from your last vlog, Gohan isn't around? He didn't have Korean captions on the video and he wasn't there to celebrate with y'all. I mean I know he's not American and he has his own relatives so he might have been having struggles of his own... But y'all are his nuclear family.... But yeah, all God's blessings, I will remember you in my prayers daily and together, as the body of Christ, by God's grace we will rise in victory this coming new year ❤
What this mean, where is Gohan?
Korea
@ she left it very vague. So now I know he is in Korea thanks to some other comments but very unsure if he’s still going to be involved with his kids etc. That’s mainly what I mean.
@@FeedMeJuice what i understood is that cerose doesnt want to let him in anymore cuz her children dont deserve unconstant love, when he's away her children suffer, so just as she could grow without a father, her children can as well, she'll make sure to be both a dad n a mom, in the video she said she let Gohan in cuz she wasnt sure that she could teach her children to be masculine but now she's so sure that she can, n even if she fails, that won't be worse that having a toxic male dad figure, that wouldnt teach them anything good but the opposite. Also, court gave her full custody of the kids. If Gohan wanna see them he should take it to court n Cerose would obey what the law says. But rn it's just the three of them. The video is vague but she makes references of things that she's said in many other videos n old videos so if u get the references cuz uve watched all since the beginning, its not vague but very clear. At least for me. Just id like another confirmation video after she feels better. Cuz it's obvious she's not at 100% rn. Ah she also said that she thought letting him in was the right choice but now she realized it wasnt right at all. She also let it to god n at the end of the day he left again so she took it as gods signal. Her children always had her n have only her, so if she's not okay she can't take care of them. It's not fair that she's not okay only for letting him in, cuz at the end of the day he leaves anytime, but she doesnt, so she needs to be ok for her kids n that man doesnt help with that.
Happy New Year ! Long ago, I was a single Mom, and I raised both of my children. They both are successful. When i talked to God , I put my whole heart and trusted him. He made away for me and my children.
완벽한 통역을 해서 자막올린걸보니 고한이 했을것같네요~세로즈,고한,꼬맹이들 새해복마니받아요~
고한이 아니라, 저였어요!
So you were saying that the old you is gone? Praying for the best.
세로즈 한국말 잘해요..
@@pocahontas2158she said that she wrote the captions, not gohan
I admire you so much Cerose!
Girl do you. Life is short take risks and have no regrets in your journey 2025 new year!!
May the Lord bless and strengthen you and your family in this new season and may your new year be the most beautiful and fruitful year for you all.
Your kids are young, you can remarry and give them a stepfather. Plus you have men around you like your brother.
I like that light skinned guy.. You already have a friendship with him. I think you should pursue it. That's a foundation.
@kaviddurr5106 who
Healed and whole you all are in the name of Jesus ❤❤❤❤
GOD will always make a way out of no way! You are on the right path. Yóu are a beautiful, strong woman and mother! Keep going and showing up for your children! AMEN! Speak the truth! GOD has you! Stay Faithful. Trust GOD! Much love and respect! 😊🙏🏽💜
Truly you’re going to make it
Blessings to you all ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
I'm so proud of you Cerose! ❤❤❤😊
I have recently seperated from my husband as well & he is Korean 😂 unfortunately it was because my sons father could not handle knowing our child has Autism & it became too difficult for him to handle even though I am the one who has been doing the whole thing for 3 years. Although he wants to stay in our sons life which I am okay with, but he needs to understand that it is not an easy job being a parent in general. If anything I am not alone I have a wonderful son & despite its hard to let go of the person we thought was meant for us sometimes its just best to let them go.
Jeremiah 29:11 is nothing but Truth! Break through season!!
love the positive aspect on this. Sometimes god will confuse you but he knows something greater 2025 will be full of blessings! God speaks with actions him leaving is a blessing 🙏🏾 you are loved DOWN heavy
If he’s gone back to Korea it makes sense. I do hope you guys are reunited again soon (as in a healthy coparenting family) wishing you a transformative new year as you walk according to HIS will✨
HNY 2025, enjoy your blessings 🙌🏾 of a great ride, a journey of hope, love, and in being prosperous ✌🏽☝🏽🫶🏿⚘️🌿⚘️🌿🥂
I love this side of you the vulnerability I wish you the kids and Gohan the best praying for you been watching y’all a very long time now I’m a quiet subscriber but I’d like to more about you (granted I haven’t watched every video so I may have missed some things) but I’d like to know other than UA-cam what do you do career rise? How’d you learn the Korean language what inspired I believe you were studying abroad correct me if I am wrong maybe a Q and A soon
I am claiming that with you in Jesus mighty name Amen 🙏🏾
This was real and raw. You have an entire village here. Love and good vibes to you and the boys.
DV is serious. Letting him be on the videos when he never went through the US justice system for that serious offense that is DV was so unsettling to say the least. And a terrible example for your viewers who are young ladies for the most part.
That is also a terrible example for your own children...who are future men.
It's just like in those family where people are supposed to have diner with grandpa when EVERYONE know he is an abuser.... Sometimes, Christianity doesn't protect god-fearing people. And the mindset of giving infinite grace and forgiving is misused and keep people in a rut.
Anyway, you can't really co-parent with someone who is struggling with his own demons. Every time the children are in contact with him, they are also in contact with said demons. Then you have to do parallel-parenting, because it looks like you don't even share the same values...
Anyway, you're young, beautiful inside out, hope you can find someone who is going to let you shine without being jealous of the way you love.
Omggg cerose
I am sooo proud of you. The woman that you have become is so inspiring and the way that you love and put God first makes my heart so happy
I pray that this new year God blesses you and your family immensely and that His love continues to engulf yall
I’m so proud of you
Keep doing you babe and Happy New Year ❤❤❤
Every video you've posted since the gohan drama has been nothing but growth. I swear, it took me YEARS to grow and move past the hurt, and i wished I had documented it all. But seeing you go through it with grace?!?! That's strength! If he's gone yet again, count that as gods will and keep it pushing. If he's not, that's also gods will. But either way, if I ever land on U.S. soil, I'll find you and give you the biggest, warmest hug. Cuz twin, we ride this outttt😭😭😭😭🙏🏿
P.s. Happy New year to you guys! May nothing but success and prosperity find you!🎉❤