Brian Chira talks about his HIV status and queer accusations | Tuko Extra

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  • @leahkariuki1493
    @leahkariuki1493 Рік тому +75

    Brian Chira needs loooots of love. The way he keeps breaking down at anything is a clear indicator that he is severely depressed. Queer or not, HIV positive or not, he needs love. We need to see him for whom he really is, that is a very talented young man who should be projecting his beautiful voice on radio or something. He is literally crying out for acceptance.

    • @makhanu91
      @makhanu91 Рік тому

      Acceptance from you or who?
      Go accept him or they as much as you want it's not a we thing

    • @teemarshall6976
      @teemarshall6976 Рік тому +1

      What's love gat to do? Gat to do now??

    • @lydiahnyaboke2302
      @lydiahnyaboke2302 Рік тому

      I know😢

    • @lornasheila
      @lornasheila Рік тому +3

      @leahkariuki1493 This is true. He needs love and acceptance. He has a lot of potential to project if only given the right platform.

    • @josphatrotich1308
      @josphatrotich1308 8 місяців тому +2

      You were very right on this. So sad that he's no longer there. Mhsrp, go well Chira 🕊 🕊 🕊

  • @jothammuthamia6336
    @jothammuthamia6336 Рік тому +24

    I think the boy is gifted.he has something special in him

  • @Arkneville-fy8vh
    @Arkneville-fy8vh 8 місяців тому +42

    Who's watching this after his death?😢😢 Only God knows tomorrow 😢 and he was planning 5 yrs later😢😢

    • @TrifenaKalume
      @TrifenaKalume 8 місяців тому

      I also wonder why am getting all these stories after his death aki..

    • @Debs567
      @Debs567 7 місяців тому

      Am one of those watching after his death 😮 A young man, very smart, with a big heart yet very soft and gentle. May the Lord have mercy on him. RIP Chira 😢

    • @musokescovia9630
      @musokescovia9630 5 місяців тому

      Oh so sad 😢😢 to know this, just watching it now

  • @tallamkipruto5735
    @tallamkipruto5735 Рік тому +6

    I think this man Chira is a very special delicate soul I hope he gets all the support he needs . May the lord protect you and bless you sir

  • @cmwachira5956
    @cmwachira5956 Рік тому +31

    THIS WOMAN IS A GREAT INTER4VIEWER,FIRST TIME WATCHING HER AND I LIKE HER

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko.

    • @ChantalChildress
      @ChantalChildress 8 місяців тому

      😊❤​@user-vh8lo8vf8e

  • @charitykamau4785
    @charitykamau4785 8 місяців тому +14

    Rest in eternity young guy. You will b missed by many

  • @damarismathia9671
    @damarismathia9671 Рік тому +8

    Chira you highly favoured...may God raise you high

  • @Valentinemutia
    @Valentinemutia Рік тому +5

    Pole sana Chira for the hardships, know that God is very faithful, keep the faith

  • @alicewangui3191
    @alicewangui3191 Рік тому +9

    I just Love this lady one of the best interviewer she will make you comfortable with how she asks questions❤

  • @rosenatalie2293
    @rosenatalie2293 Рік тому +9

    The nduthi guy is a good hearted person,,he likes chira for who he is

  • @carolinemuchori1651
    @carolinemuchori1651 Рік тому +12

    We are fighting unknown battles, be kind to all

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому +1

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure.

  • @joylinaentana7063
    @joylinaentana7063 Рік тому +52

    Sometimes its not good to judge someone before you know his or her story 😢😢

    • @sara_keens
      @sara_keens Рік тому +2

      Very true

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko.

    • @teemarshall6976
      @teemarshall6976 Рік тому

      ​@user-vy7hd4bc5g😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @katotokabreeder3885
    @katotokabreeder3885 Рік тому +6

    Yoooooh 🥺🥺 I feel this guy akih 😢 chira we are here for you we love you

  • @Agro_nomad
    @Agro_nomad Рік тому +11

    I dont care if he is Queer or what ...People should support his talent ....he went through enough

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko

    • @teemarshall6976
      @teemarshall6976 Рік тому

      Hawa Waseem ni scam ama coz wako Tu kucomment about herps

  • @theblessedone894
    @theblessedone894 Рік тому +18

    Chira needs to cry all his pain out, he didn't vent. He needs to vent without judgement then receive an advise that will make him better...

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko

  • @kaarimukaria
    @kaarimukaria Рік тому +18

    I like the fact that he recognizes God in all his interviews.. He needs love and counseling. He is bright and has a bright future.. Much love Chira

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko.

    • @kaykay5605
      @kaykay5605 Рік тому

      So if he didnt recognise jah he wouldnt need love?

    • @josephmaina-vm1lc
      @josephmaina-vm1lc 8 місяців тому

      That's why Jesus take away my sin and let me Inn 🙏🙏🙏

  • @erichemily4890
    @erichemily4890 Рік тому +7

    He is a nice guy, god be with u

  • @annenekesa7617
    @annenekesa7617 8 місяців тому +5

    May he rest in peace

  • @Marymukiri8450
    @Marymukiri8450 Рік тому +5

    Take heart Brian, it's not the end of the world

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko

  • @stephieyruwanj2981
    @stephieyruwanj2981 Рік тому +20

    This guy just needs love❤

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko.

  • @wai-q2k
    @wai-q2k 8 місяців тому +4

    Great interview! And yes, I'm watching this after Chira's death and I had tears in my eyes. I hate, HATE our judgmental society that creates stupid, ignorant, homophobic bastards like the ones who tortured that poor kid. WHO TF cares about whether he waa gay or straight? He was a human being first and foremost, a young kid who'd grew up poor and without parents but one who obviously a heart so big all he wanted was to make it so he could be able to take care of his younger cousins and also grandmother who raised him. And by the way, let me say this to all the idiots who hate and condemn gay people: 1) Looks like can be deceiving. That is, just because a man or woman loos or behaves in a feminine or masculine manner doesn't make him or her gay. So, get that ignorance out of your heads. 2) If you knew anything about human sexuality, biology or science, you would understand that people don't CHOOSE to be gay or heterosexual; HORMONES determine this. And you'd know this IF you read more ACTUAL books of knowledge than the Bible!!! 3) If you are the type that go nuts when you suspect someone is gay, then I suggest you look in the mirror. Your subconscious may be troubling you. And this ain't a joke by the way. Whenever we react too strongly or in an irrational way to something, it means that something deep within us has been triggered. Anyway, all we have to do in this world is be kind and show empathy to one another because--life is short. RIP Brian Chira. I'm very sorry you had to suffer during your short life. (And people say there's a God. WHERE? 😡) Anyhow, I hope you are now at peace, son. Happy transitioning.🕊

  • @gracenthia5838
    @gracenthia5838 Рік тому +4

    People are sick and go out there infecting others intentionally..Atleast this one comes out to say his status honey you going to places God will see you through

  • @massykgaassfghjkkl5364
    @massykgaassfghjkkl5364 8 місяців тому +3

    Rest in peace young man

  • @eunicelefty9835
    @eunicelefty9835 Рік тому +24

    Wish he can use the fame wisely and avoid so much clout chasing

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure

  • @SuperNdanu
    @SuperNdanu Рік тому +6

    I didn't know him. What world I'm I living in. But this is an awesome interview

  • @nancywanjiru7573
    @nancywanjiru7573 Рік тому +13

    I love chira soo much,,bro God will surely bless and open up your doors that no human being will close them,always keep strong and focused,God bless you and his grace be apon you always Amen

    • @janengari9547
      @janengari9547 Рік тому +2

      For living a reckless life?God doesn't work that way!let him change,there is always a consequence for the choices we make

    • @antibiotic7238
      @antibiotic7238 Рік тому

      @@janengari9547 Been HIV positive is What you call reckless life?You are totally empty!

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko

  • @lulu-xt5gs
    @lulu-xt5gs Рік тому +1

    Love me some chira❤.
    All will work out for your good,am sorry for the hate you receive in social media.
    For taking care of your cousins,you are tops.

  • @mosesmeli4816
    @mosesmeli4816 8 місяців тому +1

    Chira Man you fought hard bro❤❤ much love

  • @sheilanjoki7028
    @sheilanjoki7028 Рік тому +2

    It's not the end........use your story to lift another spirit. Your strength to stay alive and positive will open a door for you....the day you go through that door you will forget your pain. Trust me.

  • @margaretmwangi4824
    @margaretmwangi4824 Рік тому +2

    Take heart Brian 😢

  • @junia_254
    @junia_254 Рік тому +3

    I can't explain why I always cut 🧅 when watching interviews of Chira am Brian Chira,but to Chira, I'll tell you,let people talk what they have to talk, let them judge you,but they should also know that God knew you before you were born and Has a bright future for you.

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure.

  • @margaretmwangi4824
    @margaretmwangi4824 Рік тому +1

    Whatever he is lets support him ..... let's love him...the breaking down shows that he is depressed.....

  • @Peace-df8qo
    @Peace-df8qo 8 місяців тому +1

    May God forgiv😮e all those who criticized you when you were alive, i kiss you alot, rest in peace chira

  • @bethwangari4048
    @bethwangari4048 8 місяців тому +1

    Here after his death may your soul rip, you had an incredible sound,love it.lala salama

  • @ruthirene9051
    @ruthirene9051 8 місяців тому +2

    God forgive me and help me and others not to be judging others b4 knowing their backgroun😭😭😭

  • @wambolifetvstudio9348
    @wambolifetvstudio9348 8 місяців тому +2

    Rest in peace chira

  • @fridahmurithi3916
    @fridahmurithi3916 Рік тому +12

    Brian is broken...he is not ok...he neeeds support... That drinking is a pointer to something...

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure

  • @BrianMwanzia-t7h
    @BrianMwanzia-t7h Рік тому +5

    His story almost matches mine ...One day God will come through

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko

    • @teemarshall6976
      @teemarshall6976 Рік тому

      Pia wewe ni Chichi ams

  • @libaliba254
    @libaliba254 Рік тому +3

    He is very emotional woiye😢

  • @Bellah-c3m
    @Bellah-c3m 8 місяців тому +3

    I feel for his cousins and shosh 💔💔🥹

  • @Trinityme89
    @Trinityme89 Рік тому +2

    Bro..About Finance!!,Manage yourself n Thank me later,JUST BE DISCIPLINED,TRUST IN GOD N LIVE ONE DAY BY DAY

  • @judywambui3409
    @judywambui3409 Рік тому +2

    Love ❤ love 😘😘😘 chira may God ❣️🙏❣️🙏 bless you 🙏🙏🙏

  • @user-EzbonMureithi
    @user-EzbonMureithi Рік тому +2

    Brian Chira ni mtu ako blessed more than he knows.

  • @deontayphantomclanleader9894
    @deontayphantomclanleader9894 8 місяців тому

    Lovely story and also emotional ❤

  • @isingomapeteramooti2041
    @isingomapeteramooti2041 Рік тому +2

    The truth will come out, let's just give it time, greetings from Uganda 🇺🇬

    • @EnyewGenanaw-zw3bm
      @EnyewGenanaw-zw3bm Рік тому +1

      Bro I'm greetings u from ethiopia be strong

    • @isingomapeteramooti2041
      @isingomapeteramooti2041 Рік тому

      @@EnyewGenanaw-zw3bm Thankyou

    • @Debs567
      @Debs567 7 місяців тому

      Mukama amuhe ekihumuro ekyobusinge, will be greatly missed 😢😢🙏🏿

  • @damam2941
    @damam2941 Рік тому +1

    May God give you strength Chira.

  • @gracenjeri9914
    @gracenjeri9914 Рік тому +6

    I love chira ...,,,Brian chira❤❤❤❤❤

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure.

  • @SinikeziweNgwenya
    @SinikeziweNgwenya 7 місяців тому

    This life was soo touching ooh my God

  • @Lovergal0423
    @Lovergal0423 8 місяців тому +1

    And now he is no more oh God 😢😢😢😭😭😭

  • @felisterkioko
    @felisterkioko Рік тому +1

    We loves you chira

  • @dianakweka6947
    @dianakweka6947 Рік тому +2

    Mungu akukumbuke huyu kijana anahitaji mtu wa kumkase coz anaonekata ni maisha ndo maana atapitia hayo

  • @ayarobertson919
    @ayarobertson919 Рік тому +1

    God give you strength Chiraaa

  • @gracenthia5838
    @gracenthia5838 Рік тому +1

    Apewe kazi kwa media

  • @angelinamercyful7217
    @angelinamercyful7217 Рік тому +1

    Chira the best thing is that umekua celeb achana nawa wewe niwakwetu home en we know your story soo achana na wao sio pesa as you say

  • @chefabby3800
    @chefabby3800 8 місяців тому +1

    May God his soul rest in peace 😢

  • @Lizziesouth
    @Lizziesouth 8 місяців тому +1

    I was gunna say that too. He has a very Nairobi accent.

  • @johnkyalo5814
    @johnkyalo5814 Рік тому +2

    I feel sorry for him.God has his way through 💮

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko

  • @Goshenite.
    @Goshenite. Рік тому +11

    That thing calling this guy to do makeup is wanting .If he is not in the Alph abet community,There is something calling him there he should open his eyes and shut all the doors 🚪.The interview was short .The guy has a story to tell

    • @missjurita4682
      @missjurita4682 Рік тому +1

      I agree something is calling his not yet aware of it

    • @joseO12326
      @joseO12326 Рік тому

      Ni gay huyo msee😂

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure.

  • @bettychepleting5644
    @bettychepleting5644 Рік тому +1

    We love you chira

  • @donitotia151
    @donitotia151 Рік тому +4

    He talks like Larry madowo

  • @jedidahnjoki6496
    @jedidahnjoki6496 8 місяців тому +1

    In this world 🌍 no body can understand why to some people they have to go hell in life and after passing all that you gone,i dont understand it's so painful,I feel so pain in my heart I wish God can control death himself......

  • @forevergrateful822
    @forevergrateful822 8 місяців тому +2

    Ooh gosh society judged you harshly yet you were really crying for help😢

  • @ecro__sn
    @ecro__sn Рік тому +1

    Talk and articulate words like a man.

  • @lucychugi4797
    @lucychugi4797 Рік тому +9

    Wooie kama kuna mtoto na hurumianga ni huyu aki😢😢😢 sijui mbona

    • @ayarobertson919
      @ayarobertson919 Рік тому

      Me too, I just feel for him. Nampenda tu bure.

  • @carolynewambui241
    @carolynewambui241 Рік тому +8

    Chira needs love... she lacks that from childhood...so many gaps and emptiness in her life

    • @fatimaabdulla6967
      @fatimaabdulla6967 Рік тому +2

      Kwani is she a lady am for asking

    • @dictarchelsea
      @dictarchelsea Рік тому +1

      She ? Uyo mwanaume unaita she? That's mental health problem

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure

  • @MercyChari-v7r
    @MercyChari-v7r 8 місяців тому

    RIP my dearest brother. 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @evaevans741
    @evaevans741 Рік тому +12

    Okkkkk,Eric omondi doesn't talk like you and throwing hands and so much more making it hard to biliv you are not part of the alphabet,I wish you can accept who you are and let pple deal with it

  • @ThomasMomanyi-m2s
    @ThomasMomanyi-m2s 8 місяців тому +1

    I can only say one thing God remember this man allow him to be in abetter place,I have asked one thing from God this morng Jehovah my God allow Brian be in abetter place

  • @winicatewainaina4456
    @winicatewainaina4456 Рік тому +1

    TUNNED DUBAI 🇦🇪🇰🇪 WOW... love you chira 🫸✋🏿✋🏿

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure.

  • @annnyams399
    @annnyams399 Рік тому +1

    Much love to you chira

  • @sammiebabu8550
    @sammiebabu8550 Рік тому +1

    Much love to u bro❤

  • @stellahmutheu9249
    @stellahmutheu9249 8 місяців тому

    He's so fluent haki

  • @user-jn4on7ds3s
    @user-jn4on7ds3s Рік тому +2

    Oooh pole 😢I really hated you coz ya the way you are on TikTok. I didn't know your past...may God come through for you 🙏

  • @Massive_Travel
    @Massive_Travel Рік тому

    Incredible interviewer

  • @GracieMaa
    @GracieMaa Рік тому

    I love you chira! ❤️hug🫂

  • @pendoonyango6676
    @pendoonyango6676 Рік тому +1

    He should stop online Nonesense and humble himself,,he plays gaysim roles that not good for the upcoming youths it's influncial ,and abusing others ,he should humbled for God to keep lifting him up.

  • @eunicenjokie
    @eunicenjokie Рік тому +1

    I love chira

  • @annwacuka7082
    @annwacuka7082 Рік тому +2

    May God help our sons, he is definitely in the alphabets, only God can fight that evil spirit!

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure

  • @kssycaren
    @kssycaren 8 місяців тому

    Hi...new subbie here ❤..thank you for your support too

  • @bunifudesigns6389
    @bunifudesigns6389 Рік тому +2

    He is a nice guy

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure.

  • @abigaelletuati7114
    @abigaelletuati7114 8 місяців тому +1

    How I wish he met Christ in his life...ooh Lord save your children

  • @RKBro-jr1ts
    @RKBro-jr1ts Рік тому +4

    You need to avoid alcohol with that condition bro

  • @loicerogito5781
    @loicerogito5781 Рік тому

    Pole sana chira, God yuko

  • @depressioncoach9839
    @depressioncoach9839 Рік тому +1

    Am sorry chira went through all this but still its not an excuse to lose yourself online, kuonyesha uchi si part ya kuteseka

  • @pennystang6065
    @pennystang6065 Рік тому +1

    You at his eyes you can see hes controlled by some powers

  • @cutenicely4766
    @cutenicely4766 8 місяців тому +1

    Depression ndio uzalisha hizi vitu xote adi inafikia mtu akue n yy na tei 24%7bt chira rip...me siwexi judge coz u went alots

  • @mikella-oi5zc
    @mikella-oi5zc Рік тому +3

    Chira HIV is not the end of life wengi sana uko nje wana suffer HIV lkn wako n life poa

  • @wisegalstasha8367
    @wisegalstasha8367 Рік тому +1

    I love chira❤❤

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure.

  • @shiikuulemqiuktv8745
    @shiikuulemqiuktv8745 Рік тому +2

    Pole for everything you have been through may God see you through 🙏

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko

  • @goldensunshine8693
    @goldensunshine8693 Рік тому +2

    Anyway, the time will tell

  • @dopesoultabby2868
    @dopesoultabby2868 8 місяців тому

    Rip to him

  • @faithndubi402
    @faithndubi402 Рік тому +3

    His smile ❤

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko.

  • @sitarayalucy1655
    @sitarayalucy1655 Рік тому

    People do think without knowing the truth

  • @mariamk6119
    @mariamk6119 8 місяців тому

    May his soul rest in eternity

  • @leahaduma3242
    @leahaduma3242 Рік тому +1

    Brian Chira needs help!! He has a bright future if he focus on himself!!

    • @JudeEzekiel
      @JudeEzekiel Рік тому

      DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thought me that is all about patients and the right person, May God continue to bless You sir for the permanent HIV cure I received from Dr Etiko cure

  • @KatendeRuth
    @KatendeRuth 8 місяців тому

    OMG 😢RiP gn too soon why😢😢😢😢

  • @NancyWanjiru-xm8se
    @NancyWanjiru-xm8se Рік тому +2

    Chiraa is giving gay vibes though 😅

  • @rosemarymwangi3716
    @rosemarymwangi3716 8 місяців тому

    May his soul rip

  • @kevomsanii9673
    @kevomsanii9673 Рік тому

    Aki Brian wewe pesa ndio inakupea stress kali😂😂😂

  • @mercy6518
    @mercy6518 Рік тому +1

    A human being can not give you peace even if they tell you online they love u... The guy has friends yet he breaks down. That was me... You just lack the essense of life.. Even if people come together to help.. Talk of therapy for me it was temporarly.. REPENTANCE is the way to go since we walk in borrowed time.. Without God u are nothing you are as good as dead.. After you accomplish the mission of spreading filth and give glory to the condemned god lucifer you begin to think of suicide and die a condemned sinner.. What repentance gave me in return is a calm attitude no longer hate, replaced friends and of course joy.. That is the God i know not the god who i confess and still spreading filth... May the good lord give u enough grace to repent