This song has accompanied me in an incredible way ... my father was gone forever and only left ashes ... I was his second son ... Resume absolutely my mood of the last five months ... and I am excited to see Matthew tomorrow live ... maybe some tears will escape me ...
Speaking of rad musicians Erycka, do you get told you look like Caroline Polachek? Even the beauty mark. She's just gorgeous and I think her song Door is dreamy like this one, especially the last couple of minutes of the vid. ua-cam.com/video/7w6R4I7I3wA/v-deo.html
This song is fantastic. Feels like a drugtrip constantly about to go bad or regrets from said trip, which might be the point based on the title. Great stuff.
Heard this at the end of the podcast "the clearing". Took me 5 minutes to realize it was modafinal and not daffodil blues. Ha! Thanks interwebs for bringing this gem into my life.
Mr. Dear, you never cease to please my ear holes. Also, that Modadinil does bring the blues, in a weird way. Idk, it makes my brain feel weird. It's nice mixed with a bowl. Helps get shit done, for sure.
Well I'm a touch fast Though I'll be last To play with the heart from the start I'll be straight The second best boy Unless like the rest boy I'll stick around in the house of your mind At the gate And I never thought they'd get to you So tell me have they gotten to you, too? Did you tell them what they wanted to know? Did you show them what I wanted to show, you? And it's coming undone So I run and I run But there's nowhere left worth Running to It's hopeless at best But what do we get? A sense of regret which feels like Nothing new I'm the white ash From the smoke stack Helplessly floating from embers That create Troubled at best, boy Another decoy Dipping my hat to the man Fanning the flame I never thought they could get you to crack So tell me how they got me to crack, you Did you really think you could trust Such a man with a head full of rust, too? As it was coming undone I could have told you to run But I searched and I yearned for that pill To get me through And I'm helpless at best Equal to the rest I'll always forget Not to be blue
I just finished listening to this podcast in one day. I live in Akron, Ohio where Edward Wayne Edwards was born, raised, murdered & ultimately died. I grew up hearing about these local cod cases & had never heard of him or what his daughter did until today. Blew my mind. Jeffrey Dahmer also started his serial killing in my area. Totally freaks me out.
Since I listen to this song everyday here on UA-cam, can I get recognition from UA-cam et al as to the amount of play I contributed? Gotta say Mr. Dear, stuck in the middle of my cancer disaster, this song just nails feelings I cannot put to word. I also was given Modafinil at the start of my strange new journey so I could attempt to continue working.YIKES. This med and I did not take to each other. Only LOVE and abundance to you and yours in 2019 and beyond. Maria
#TheClearing - Love this song! Reminds me of David Bowie, but I also agree with some commenters that hear Depeche Mode too. (I think I'm dating myself!)
Don and Sherri brought me here as it was one of the songs I first heard playing Saints Row 2 and years later I decide to look it up and found this song in the recommended and saw it was also made by Matthew Dear.
Modafinil Blues I’m a touch fast. Though I’ll be last. To play with a heart from the start. I’ll be straight. The second best boy. Unlike the rest boy. I’ll stick around in the house of your mind. At the gate. And I never thought they’d get to you. So tell me have they gotten to you too. Did you tell them what they wanted to know? Did you show em what I wanted to show you? And its coming undone, so I run and I run. But there’s nowhere left worth running to. Its hopeless at best, but what do we get? A sense of regret that feels like nothing new. I’m the white ash, from a smokestack. Helplessly floating from embers, that create. Troubled at best boy, another decoy. Tipping my hat to the man fanning the flame. And I never thought they’d get you to crack. So tell me how they got me to crack you. Did you really think you could trust, Such a man with a head full of rust too? As it was coming undone, I could have told you to run. But I searched and I yearned for that pill to get me through. And I’m helpless at best, equal to the rest. I’ll always forget, not to be blue
Matthew Dear Please come back to the Bay Area. I only recently discovered you, so missed the show in November. I saw the video of Earthworm you did for that radio station, and would love to catch you live the next time you play here. Sincerely great music.
Heard this for the first time while my shroom trip was beginning as I was driving to the grocery store.....one of the best experiences of my life. Cant wait for the new album..
Still don't know why Dear has not completed world domination. He's clearly a NuClone Labs Inc. artist made from the recombinant DNA of David Bowie, Nick Cave, Robert Palmer, Daryl Hall, and Prince.
I'm a touch fast Though I'll be last To play with a heart from the start I'll be straight The second best boy Unlike the rest, boy I'll stick around in the house of your mind At the gates And I never thought they'd get to you So tell me have they gotten to you, too? Did you tell them what they wanted to know? Did you show them what I wanted to show, too And it's coming undone so I run and I run But there's Nowhere left worth Running to And it's hopeless at best But what do we get? A sense of regret which feels like Nothing new I'm the white ash From a smoke stack Helplessly floating from embers That create Troubled at best boy Another decoy Tipping my hat to the man Fanning the flame I never…
THE CLEARING bought me to this fantastic/haunting song!
me too
Me too
Edward Wayne Edwards
Same.
me too!!
I am here because of the Clearing Podcast !
Me too!
Same here!! Love it 😍
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This song has accompanied me in an incredible way ... my father was gone forever and only left ashes ... I was his second son ... Resume absolutely my mood of the last five months ... and I am excited to see Matthew tomorrow live ... maybe some tears will escape me ...
The clearing brought me here as well, I grabbed my phone at the light and googled in, its awesome!!
Matthew Dear makes music for special people who can only hear the frequency that guides them to his special club in his mind.
Heard this at the end of The Clearing podcast....instantly pulled my car over and downloaded it...just a hint of Blue October in there.
Here because of The Clearing as well
Same! I heard this and the song sucked me in. Missing blue October.
I assure you Blue October is still going strong.
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Fucking love this ! Reminds me of David Bowie's last album!
Yes! So much!
With so many of us who thought so...really feels like it was intentional on their part...in a tributary way...
Speaking of rad musicians Erycka, do you get told you look like Caroline Polachek? Even the beauty mark.
She's just gorgeous and I think her song Door is dreamy like this one, especially the last couple of minutes of the vid.
ua-cam.com/video/7w6R4I7I3wA/v-deo.html
@@thinkchip haha no, first time I hear of her! Our beauty marks are definitely a thing! Just checked out her stuff. Cool voice.
The Clearing brought me here.
yep me too
Hahaha me to
Same here! Love this song 😍
I Am also here because of the cleaning. ABSOLUTELY NEVER HEARD ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE AND IT IS ABOUT TIME I EXPAND MY MUSIC INDEX 💯
This song is fantastic. Feels like a drugtrip constantly about to go bad or regrets from said trip, which might be the point based on the title. Great stuff.
If David Bowie and the Depeche Mode had a love child you have this as an end result
nailed it. with the National & TV on the Radio watching the sex act
Yes, you nailed this!!❤️
You read my mind!!! Love this song
Ha!!! Yes Exactly!!!!
What a perfect song! Kinda mix of depeche mode music + david Bowie vocals. Dinleyen Türk var mı?
Agreed! It's awesome!
Heard this at the end of the podcast "the clearing". Took me 5 minutes to realize it was modafinal and not daffodil blues. Ha! Thanks interwebs for bringing this gem into my life.
Me too! Loving the podcast so far.
I love the mood of this song.
Same, I had completely forgotten about Matthew Dear until I listened to the podcast outro.
Same here !!
Kirk Vivian I’m listening to that podcast also. Using this as the theme song is brilliant! It’s haunting.
@@pageduncan6908 I listened to it another 5 times that day once I found it. It's a deep song that makes my feelers feel good.
I’d never have discovered this without The Clearing! Loving my new find!!!
The Clearing brought me to this amazing song. So Bowiesque
Not many artists blow my mind like MD. HOW did I miss him all of these years? Damn, such a deep catalog.
Been listening to ghostly international for awhile now. Ever since tycho’s “cascade”. Thank you for sharing these amazing tunes.
Heard it on BBC radio today. Everything disappeared, all that was left was my pure existence. Thank you.
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best comment here
Thank you The Clearing for introducing me to this amazing song and artist. Awesome voice and talent
love this song discovered thanks to Spotify, sounds like SISTERS OF MERCY to me ❤
My addiction to life, love and appreciation to the best music in the world brought me here.
heard this playing at Chipotle
Just discovered this song. Fantastic!💖
The clearing brought me to this awesome song! Sounds like Bowie ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Wow what a song (@_@) I feel hypnotized
The Clearing podcast brought me here too. Love it.
I remember seeing Matthew in the Grasshopper in Detroit, one of the best show of my life.🔥🔥🔥❤️
Really blown away by this new track and I can't wait for more!
its so true because and never life
Mr. Dear, you never cease to please my ear holes. Also, that Modadinil does bring the blues, in a weird way. Idk, it makes my brain feel weird. It's nice mixed with a bowl. Helps get shit done, for sure.
Well I'm a touch fast
Though I'll be last
To play with the heart from the start
I'll be straight
The second best boy
Unless like the rest boy
I'll stick around in the house of your mind
At the gate
And I never thought they'd get to you
So tell me have they gotten to you, too?
Did you tell them what they wanted to know?
Did you show them what I wanted to show, you?
And it's coming undone
So I run and I run
But there's nowhere left worth
Running to
It's hopeless at best
But what do we get?
A sense of regret which feels like
Nothing new
I'm the white ash
From the smoke stack
Helplessly floating from embers
That create
Troubled at best, boy
Another decoy
Dipping my hat to the man
Fanning the flame
I never thought they could get you to crack
So tell me how they got me to crack, you
Did you really think you could trust
Such a man with a head full of rust, too?
As it was coming undone
I could have told you to run
But I searched and I yearned for that pill
To get me through
And I'm helpless at best
Equal to the rest
I'll always forget
Not to be blue
love song from Trump to one of his collaborators.
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Brilliant song. Im not sure many people understand it though.
Well said , im guessing your older than 30.
Very cool song, thanks The Clearing!
seems like the five year wait was well worth it
I'd never heard of the Clearing. Guess I'll have to check that out now.
I could patiently die as long as this is playing
Just love this
Tracked this down after listening to .......what else but ?!?! the Clearing. 🤷🏻♀️
Beyond words of course 💕
The Clearing, I’m listening now, on episode 2, and I am tripping, sounds like my dad minus the murdering. Great podcast, go listen.
I wish I could be you and go back. Its one of the best podcasts I've ever heard.
I just finished listening to this podcast in one day. I live in Akron, Ohio where Edward Wayne Edwards was born, raised, murdered & ultimately died. I grew up hearing about these local cod cases & had never heard of him or what his daughter did until today. Blew my mind. Jeffrey Dahmer also started his serial killing in my area. Totally freaks me out.
Very high quality work. Will be popular.
great come back! pretty cool.,
Love it! ❤
Increíble thx Matthew
Since I listen to this song everyday here on UA-cam, can I get recognition from UA-cam et al as to the amount of play I contributed? Gotta say Mr. Dear, stuck in the middle of my cancer disaster, this song just nails feelings I cannot put to word. I also was given Modafinil at the start of my strange new journey so I could attempt to continue working.YIKES. This med and I did not take to each other. Only LOVE and abundance to you and yours in 2019 and beyond. Maria
Maria...hope you punched cancer in the face!!
Running Up That Hill.
yesss
late to the game as usual but The Clearing brought me here too. Immediate catchiness.
creamy smooth production
i love this guy, really
Love this!
#TheClearing - Love this song! Reminds me of David Bowie, but I also agree with some commenters that hear Depeche Mode too. (I think I'm dating myself!)
I was thinking a bit of Daft Punk electronica.
No one better to date than yourself......
Loving this too much. Sounds a bit like Depeche Mode.
2018 best song ❤️
Magnificent
magical 😎👍🏽
good work Mr. Dear!
Don and Sherri brought me here as it was one of the songs I first heard playing Saints Row 2 and years later I decide to look it up and found this song in the recommended and saw it was also made by Matthew Dear.
yep, the clearing! seemed so appropos!
bliss
That's really good! (Thanks EKO Radio)
YES!! He's back
Tripped on LSD for the first time to this song, nothing can beat watching my mind draw figures on the clouds while this song is playing.
It's for a select category of people who get things as a whole and have been through some experience. Great shi+.
Ditto! Haunting.
Extra good. 😘
Man i could go for some modafinil
I like it
Good Groove!
The Clearing Podcast got me here.
Narcolepsy brought me here.
Think "!Provigil Blues!"
kudos, sir. this sleighs.
this some smooth ass shit
Modafinil Blues
I’m a touch fast. Though I’ll be last.
To play with a heart from the start. I’ll be straight.
The second best boy. Unlike the rest boy.
I’ll stick around in the house of your mind. At the gate.
And I never thought they’d get to you.
So tell me have they gotten to you too.
Did you tell them what they wanted to know?
Did you show em what I wanted to show you?
And its coming undone, so I run and I run.
But there’s nowhere left worth running to.
Its hopeless at best, but what do we get?
A sense of regret that feels like nothing new.
I’m the white ash, from a smokestack.
Helplessly floating from embers, that create.
Troubled at best boy, another decoy.
Tipping my hat to the man fanning the flame.
And I never thought they’d get you to crack.
So tell me how they got me to crack you.
Did you really think you could trust,
Such a man with a head full of rust too?
As it was coming undone, I could have told you to run.
But I searched and I yearned for that pill to get me through.
And I’m helpless at best, equal to the rest.
I’ll always forget, not to be blue
Matthew Dear Thank you! I'm addicted to this song. It's really special.
Matthew Dear
Please come back to the Bay Area. I only recently discovered you, so missed the show in November.
I saw the video of Earthworm you did for that radio station, and would love to catch you live the next time you play here. Sincerely great music.
This song is only to be understood by the minds of the awake. it incapsulates a feeling that at best is described as being at peace.
Heard this for the first time while my shroom trip was beginning as I was driving to the grocery store.....one of the best experiences of my life. Cant wait for the new album..
As someone who loves shrooms have to say you are basically a piece of shit for driving
Alright DWUI you keep the safety of others in your mind while tripping 😉
The clearing bringing everyone here
I'd never heard of the Clearing before reading these comments just now. I'll have to look it up.
I am here because of the ‘COLD’ podcast.
superbe
EXPERIENCING THIS SONG ON SHROOMS IS SPECTACULAR ....trust me
Lol Ur trusted.. now if I can only remember
Matthew is back :)
This track lead me to discover Modafinil ;-)
How is it?
This a modern day Pink Floydian. This is powerful. I better understand my head, full of rust.
I wanna dance to this
Never listened to this before. Pretty cool. Kinda like David Bowie meets trance.
i love NZT.
Track is hot AF. Point blank.
Found by chance 😌
Wow.
Heard this at a local Chipotle now I have to see what this Clearing thing is all about
"mind blown" lyrics
The clearing
●n repeat
Why such a sad song, baby? Cheer up..you know, there’s a remedy for sadness 😏
This is absolutely incredible! Congrats!
This is Matthew Dear
David, is it you ?
No, i'ts his son.:)
Right?! Filtering his sounds earthbound from the cosmic realm.
paolopinkelism David august?
David Bowie meets Depeche Mode ;)
Anonymous oh yeah It is also similar to the voice of trust
Still don't know why Dear has not completed world domination. He's clearly a NuClone Labs Inc. artist made from the recombinant DNA of David Bowie, Nick Cave, Robert Palmer, Daryl Hall, and Prince.
Did you know Modafinil is a drug used to treat Narcolepsy?
Now the lyrics make more sense. 🤣
Does anyone know what movie soundtrack this is on?
Cool beat, reminds me of David Bowie
some lyrics wuld be wery nice!!!
I'm a touch fast
Though I'll be last
To play with a heart from the start
I'll be straight
The second best boy
Unlike the rest, boy
I'll stick around in the house of your mind
At the gates
And I never thought they'd get to you
So tell me have they gotten to you, too?
Did you tell them what they wanted to know?
Did you show them what I wanted to show, too
And it's coming undone so I run and I run
But there's
Nowhere left worth
Running to
And it's hopeless at best
But what do we get?
A sense of regret which feels like
Nothing new
I'm the white ash
From a smoke stack
Helplessly floating from embers
That create
Troubled at best boy
Another decoy
Tipping my hat to the man
Fanning the flame
I never…