Scary how relateable all of your points and views are. I feel the same way with almost everything you said, cloudy mind, not knowing yourself, seeking relations containing similarities even though you dont really know what those similarities might be, being social but also drained by it and switching moods constantly, isolating, feeling like you're disapointing everyone around you, noticing and observing everything about everyone around you, even growing up with cs - im totally shocked, never heard of a person this much like myself. Like you i find it very hard to describe and understand all of this even myself, it's disturbing. Thankful that you uploaded this video and that i found it randomly, might be the most vulnerable and best describable way of what ever this/these feelings are like.
Scary how relateable all of your points and views are. I feel the same way with almost everything you said, cloudy mind, not knowing yourself, seeking relations containing similarities even though you dont really know what those similarities might be, being social but also drained by it and switching moods constantly, isolating, feeling like you're disapointing everyone around you, noticing and observing everything about everyone around you, even growing up with cs - im totally shocked, never heard of a person this much like myself. Like you i find it very hard to describe and understand all of this even myself, it's disturbing. Thankful that you uploaded this video and that i found it randomly, might be the most vulnerable and best describable way of what ever this/these feelings are like.
i like this vid format ngl
yap