so refreshing to hear. Many people value the perspectives of enlightened perfection over the flawed human, which is very saddening, we aren't perfect, we have been TRYING, through our destructive tendencies we attempt to soothe and hold ourselves in our aching. We attempt to control the situation and feel better and you really are TRYING FOR YOURSELF. Not everyone can go on a walk and meditate and feel that comfort and fullness. Sometimes running and numbing is what is accessible in the moment. There is always a chance. Traumatised people are given up on so frequently but you are trying to hold yourself, you are trying and you can face the pain, you can learn and you CAN heal!!!! thank you definitely one of my faves of yours. Will be trying that session!!
I completely agree hon. I've obviously experienced that dismissal and if I have, then so many others likely have as well. It just doesn't feel productive, chastising someone for not being a perfect specimen of light and love.🩷
I believe that I manifested becoming adopted. I still have no idea how, but I believe this in my soul because I literally had everything against me. I was proclaimed mentally retarded by Russian doctors. I was constantly told by nurses and doctors that I was stupid, retarded, a moron, etc. I remember having fainting spells in an orphanage (in which later, in USA, it was confirmed I had minor seizures caused by stress) I was found on the streets at age 3 in Russia before being dumped at an orphanage where I was emotionally and verbally abused. I remember looking out a fence, and thinking: "There has to be more than just this". I remember every girl in the orphanage being angry with me, because the "retarded girl" was chosen and it should have been them. (I never got the emotional love I needed in my new home, but I got out and I am grateful for the 5 year old child who somehow knew there was something for herself even if everyone else told her she was lower than dirt itself every day).
You are so brave Elena, your story is inspiring for the courage you had to put through and I hope you keep on healing and conquer your light bit by bit.
Carl Jung said that for a tree to grow up to heaven, it needs to spread its roots down to hell. Trauma is meant to be transmuted, not buried away. Trauma can really show you the darkest pits of human consciousness, and how it all binds together with the light. Shadow work definitely brought about a huge change in my self-knowledge process, more than any manifestation practice.
Chelsea...I swear you're such a beacon of warmth & gentleness. Especially when a person is feeling low. I needed to hear and see this right now. Thank you for being so kind always. Also thank you for sharing your story. ❤
The depth of your darkness determines what power of inner light is needed to shine through. So those whose path was darkest, their light shall shine the brightest!
Thank you. I was physically beaten as a child (and it took a great deal of therapy, mindfulness and forgiveness lol) to deal with it. Some people had the toxic mindset that I “deserved” it, but nobody knew that I was becoming a pushover, being too extremely tolerant, bc of what i went through. thank you for illuminating some of these things. its hard to stay positive when these demons are always haunting you.
Same experience here well in fact I was beaten yesterday by my father well has provided for me but that doesn't mean he can do that to me i have several other wounds as well as traumas iam staying strong for myself until I make to the other side . I know iam the peace awareness and light iam the presence of god and faith iam not my wounds nor my painful pasts iam none that .hope we will our scars
Same here.Except I respond in the opposite.I immediately go into "hell nah you ain't" do or die no back down mode. My impulse is fight or resist anything that presses me😢Almost went to jail @doctors this morning. I've got to get better somehow
as someone who was abused my whole life, too, i relate to this and we are the strongest !! my inner child who was hurt and scared knows they are protected by me, now.
As they say, if you can’t beat em - join em! Learning to make space for the demons now. They don’t seem to wanna leave so letting them have a seat at the table. The sadness is getting less heavy everyday… Learning to embrace all my fears and how unlovable I am has been painful but freeing… The boredom and numbness seem to get a little better. Lots of letting go and goodbyes but I’m getting good at accepting nothing lasts forever… There’s peace in the pain if you allow it to be there… I no longer want to be “okay”… I just want to be here, take up space and be the flawed person I am. Thank you as always for being vulnerable, right on time and being the best guardian Angel. 🙏🏽❤️✨
thank you for sharing. I have a friend who always tries to point out my flaws when I share my feelings - she even baits me by asking about my feelings them right away says things like, "let go, you are so negative, stop blaming others bla bla lol...she is toxically positive only after awhile did I realize that by speaking about my inner battles it made her feel uncomfortable because she hasn't done much work with her own deep emotions. the thing is she is twice my age and consumes spiritual programs online and retreats and cleanses and podcasts so she just regurgitates spiritual ad homonyms but doesn't know how to apply it herself. I stopped being hurt by her now I see that people who have done more work makes those that a have not uncomfortable so that is why she tries to make me wrong all the time by "not being healed or healing fast enough." which she literally said LOL
Your timing is divinely guided, I definitely am comforted and educated after this video in my time of angst and adversity. Truly I thank you Chels, you're my fav.
That was like a therapy session for me the thing I'm struggling with is to learn to trust life and myself again sometimes I feel like I don't trust my ability or power to face life by myself and seeing everyone living their lives while I'm still terrified of it. thank you you give me alot to think about ❤
it's amazing how you post videos about topics that i talk to myself about less than a day before you've uploaded them------ it always happens!! i'm so grateful for your videos, queen.
So few can beautifully articulate the horrors retained from this often nightmarish soul curriculum called Life on Earth, as you did in this video. Many of us have been scarred by family or friends who were given the role of caretakers to us when we were children and sadly many don't heal and pass this trauma on like a twisted inheritance. Your soothing presents and calm demeanor draws one in and they just want to have coffee and sit for hours taking in the wisdom you've gained from the inner work you've clearly done. Thank you for your bravery to survive and transcend and even more appreciation for your willingness to share your insights here with us. Soooo thankful to have found your channel👏👏👏
Maleeka, you are a true healer. I’m 40 years old and your insight and your experience, along with your advice resonates with me. Change the story in your head to one of glory. Love you. ❤
Wow. You're literally speaking my life in this video. I went through a lot of trauma as a child and sometimes it's hard for me to see myself winning. My demons feel too painful to keep revisiting, but I know that I must in order to get over this hump. Trauma has robbed me of a lot already and I refuse to keep letting it take my joy. Thank you for always being a light in the dark ❤
You seem like such a wonderful person. Thank you for putting yourself out there, for being brave and honest.. you’re helping people. Your words have helped me. Keep doing what you do ❤️
This is excellent guidance. I found that despite facing the demons and feeling the emotions, there was still a lot of unconscious psychic residue. The Emotion Code has provided immense help in removing this. I now feel more calm and centered. Less reactive to people and situations.
This has really reflected on my early childhood which developed into alot of destruction I lost my dad to addiction my best friend and could have been right next to him but have been trying to build myself and grow away from the trauma that used to and still trys to run my life Thank you.
Thank You so much for this message, it's perfect timing for me. I've been trying to run away from or fight against my demons of conflict for years, obviously to no avail🤣 I was also 'trained' throughout my childhood in a very harsh way. But I was trained to be a fighter and to be harsh myself, so when I became strong enough I fought my way out of that situation tooth and nail. Now there's no one left to fight but it is hard to let go of what kept me alive through the darkness. I want to live in and create a world of peace. I'm learning to embrace my demons as strengths, even though I don't know what place they could have in a peaceful world. I really felt when you said the lengths we'll go for destruction can be the lengths we'll go for construction, thank you for that 🙏 Bless You💛
Chelsea, I am currently binge watching your videos because I have the day off of work today. I actually have my journal with me because you drop so many gems that resonate within my body and my heart. I appreciate the style in which you deliver your beautiful messages. It’s very refreshing to hear your take on the concept of manifestation without the toxic positivity and the “do these three things to manifest faster!” type of videos. You have a beautiful calming presence and I appreciate your wisdom very much
That is wierd i am from the other side of world,iraq, and watching your videos, through frequencies,energy,vibrations... your videos are super cool. Your way of speaking is just so awesome and cute.. insane time we live in
What you are already doing is the path to healing your nervous system. It actually heals itself (in time) but you need to provide the conditions for healing. Clean food, nurturing the self, reframing (with or without the help of a therapist), freedom from substances that numb us and delay the process. It seems like you are on this road. It's rather long, but the view improves all the way along the journey. God bless us all.
You know part of self abuse and addiction becomes comfortable like broken in leather. The hardest part isn’t casting them aside for knew kicks, it’s the letting go relationships inspired by the self abuse and addictions. It’s an interesting thought to consider flipping of perspectives and seeking the strength or potential virtue in a seemingly fruitless behavior.
You don’t want to be a pendulum with a high amplitude of oscillation you want a small amplitude and high frequency, what does that mean, it means you will essentially be at the center or very close to it.
Chelsea, I think religion teaches us our demons come from without and we should fear them. If you agree, can you do a video on our demons coming from within and we have the God in us to face them? Religion really has a lot of people thinking they have to call on a external God to fight for them vs calling on the God in them to face their demons. Just a thought and my opinion.
so refreshing to hear. Many people value the perspectives of enlightened perfection over the flawed human, which is very saddening, we aren't perfect, we have been TRYING, through our destructive tendencies we attempt to soothe and hold ourselves in our aching. We attempt to control the situation and feel better and you really are TRYING FOR YOURSELF. Not everyone can go on a walk and meditate and feel that comfort and fullness. Sometimes running and numbing is what is accessible in the moment. There is always a chance. Traumatised people are given up on so frequently but you are trying to hold yourself, you are trying and you can face the pain, you can learn and you CAN heal!!!! thank you
definitely one of my faves of yours. Will be trying that session!!
I completely agree hon. I've obviously experienced that dismissal and if I have, then so many others likely have as well. It just doesn't feel productive, chastising someone for not being a perfect specimen of light and love.🩷
@@maleekaismyguardianangel well said ❤❤
I believe that I manifested becoming adopted. I still have no idea how, but I believe this in my soul because I literally had everything against me. I was proclaimed mentally retarded by Russian doctors. I was constantly told by nurses and doctors that I was stupid, retarded, a moron, etc. I remember having fainting spells in an orphanage (in which later, in USA, it was confirmed I had minor seizures caused by stress) I was found on the streets at age 3 in Russia before being dumped at an orphanage where I was emotionally and verbally abused. I remember looking out a fence, and thinking: "There has to be more than just this". I remember every girl in the orphanage being angry with me, because the "retarded girl" was chosen and it should have been them. (I never got the emotional love I needed in my new home, but I got out and I am grateful for the 5 year old child who somehow knew there was something for herself even if everyone else told her she was lower than dirt itself every day).
You are so brave Elena, your story is inspiring for the courage you had to put through and I hope you keep on healing and conquer your light bit by bit.
Carl Jung said that for a tree to grow up to heaven, it needs to spread its roots down to hell. Trauma is meant to be transmuted, not buried away. Trauma can really show you the darkest pits of human consciousness, and how it all binds together with the light. Shadow work definitely brought about a huge change in my self-knowledge process, more than any manifestation practice.
Chelsea...I swear you're such a beacon of warmth & gentleness. Especially when a person is feeling low. I needed to hear and see this right now. Thank you for being so kind always. Also thank you for sharing your story. ❤
You're welcome hon 💕 I'm happy you found something helpful to you.
The depth of your darkness determines what power of inner light is needed to shine through. So those whose path was darkest, their light shall shine the brightest!
Thank you. I was physically beaten as a child (and it took a great deal of therapy, mindfulness and forgiveness lol) to deal with it. Some people had the toxic mindset that I “deserved” it, but nobody knew that I was becoming a pushover, being too extremely tolerant, bc of what i went through. thank you for illuminating some of these things. its hard to stay positive when these demons are always haunting you.
Same experience here well in fact I was beaten yesterday by my father well has provided for me but that doesn't mean he can do that to me i have several other wounds as well as traumas iam staying strong for myself until I make to the other side . I know iam the peace awareness and light iam the presence of god and faith iam not my wounds nor my painful pasts iam none that .hope we will our scars
I’m glad that you made it on the other side! I have been through something similar and it took me a while to forgive.
Same here.Except I respond in the opposite.I immediately go into "hell nah you ain't" do or die no back down mode. My impulse is fight or resist anything that presses me😢Almost went to jail @doctors this morning. I've got to get better somehow
as someone who was abused my whole life, too, i relate to this and we are the strongest !! my inner child who was hurt and scared knows they are protected by me, now.
I...love that💗 I've taken over my own parental role now🩷
As they say, if you can’t beat em - join em! Learning to make space for the demons now. They don’t seem to wanna leave so letting them have a seat at the table. The sadness is getting less heavy everyday… Learning to embrace all my fears and how unlovable I am has been painful but freeing… The boredom and numbness seem to get a little better. Lots of letting go and goodbyes but I’m getting good at accepting nothing lasts forever… There’s peace in the pain if you allow it to be there… I no longer want to be “okay”… I just want to be here, take up space and be the flawed person I am. Thank you as always for being vulnerable, right on time and being the best guardian Angel. 🙏🏽❤️✨
thank you for sharing. I have a friend who always tries to point out my flaws when I share my feelings - she even baits me by asking about my feelings them right away says things like, "let go, you are so negative, stop blaming others bla bla lol...she is toxically positive only after awhile did I realize that by speaking about my inner battles it made her feel uncomfortable because she hasn't done much work with her own deep emotions. the thing is she is twice my age and consumes spiritual programs online and retreats and cleanses and podcasts so she just regurgitates spiritual ad homonyms but doesn't know how to apply it herself. I stopped being hurt by her now I see that people who have done more work makes those that a have not uncomfortable so that is why she tries to make me wrong all the time by "not being healed or healing fast enough." which she literally said LOL
Your timing is divinely guided, I definitely am comforted and educated after this video in my time of angst and adversity. Truly I thank you Chels, you're my fav.
You're welcome hon, thank you for being here🩷
Omg... it was divinely timed for me too. Must be some sort of big transit :)
Beautiful. Cried the whole way through. Amazing resonance. Didn't know how much I needed this. Thank you from the bottom of my (stained) heart. ♥️🙏🏻
Same
Sobbed the whole way through
That was like a therapy session for me the thing I'm struggling with is to learn to trust life and myself again sometimes I feel like I don't trust my ability or power to face life by myself and seeing everyone living their lives while I'm still terrified of it. thank you you give me alot to think about ❤
This is me! Glad to know I’m not alone!
it's amazing how you post videos about topics that i talk to myself about less than a day before you've uploaded them------ it always happens!! i'm so grateful for your videos, queen.
If you are able to go to extremes to be destructive, you are also capable of going to extremes to be Constructive…. ❤
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So few can beautifully articulate the horrors retained from this often nightmarish soul curriculum called Life on Earth, as you did in this video. Many of us have been scarred by family or friends who were given the role of caretakers to us when we were children and sadly many don't heal and pass this trauma on like a twisted inheritance. Your soothing presents and calm demeanor draws one in and they just want to have coffee and sit for hours taking in the wisdom you've gained from the inner work you've clearly done. Thank you for your bravery to survive and transcend and even more appreciation for your willingness to share your insights here with us. Soooo thankful to have found your channel👏👏👏
Ah yes devine timing. Whenever I feel lost, you take me back to where I need to be. You are very good at this. Thank you for sharing your gift.
Thank you, needed to hear this today ❤
I really needed this today. Thank you ❤
This message is so amazing!!!! Thank you so much
This is so beautiful. Thank you for this.
Thank you ❤ you delivered this right around the time these feelings were coming up
this is such an important and powerful message. yet at the same time, you deliver it with so much warmth. amazing job.
Needed this. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 right on time too. 💯
your way with words is a blessing to witness, love. thank you for this! ❤
Thank you for this, you are truly one of the best
This video was so divinely timed! Thank you Chelsea! 🙏🏻💞✨
Ty so much. This was a message I def needed to hear. A reminder. A confirmation of perspective.
Thank you so much for everything you do for your channel mama’s, it help me and I’m sure many others.
Really needed this today!
This was great. Thanks for touching on an essential and overlooked topic.
Thank you Chelsea, this helps going deep to bring light on my shadow parts.
I appriciate you and your open heart so much. I'm so glad I found you. ❤
Thank you Chelsea 💓✨
This may be your best and most profound video to date, Chelsea. This one hit home like a missive straight from Source. Thank you!! 💕
I love your style! Thank you for your videos! 🙏
this was beautiful thank you chelsea
Thanks for this important message, Chelsea! Abundant blessings to you. ❤❤❤
Thank you for this Chelsea, thank you for sharing , means a lot , God bless you ❤
I love this channel already and im not even half way through the video. ❤
Maleeka, you are a true healer. I’m 40 years old and your insight and your experience, along with your advice resonates with me. Change the story in your head to one of glory. Love you. ❤
Wow. You're literally speaking my life in this video. I went through a lot of trauma as a child and sometimes it's hard for me to see myself winning. My demons feel too painful to keep revisiting, but I know that I must in order to get over this hump. Trauma has robbed me of a lot already and I refuse to keep letting it take my joy. Thank you for always being a light in the dark ❤
You don’t know how bad I needed to see this video 💜
Exactly this!....We are warriors 💕💕 Thank you! xHugsx
God bless u chelsea !!! U make my life so much better. this was very needed ..
I’ve watch 2 of your videos so far & I truly love your energy as well as your moments of humor 🖤🖤 definitely a strong, intuitive goddess.
You seem like such a wonderful person. Thank you for putting yourself out there, for being brave and honest.. you’re helping people. Your words have helped me. Keep doing what you do ❤️
This is excellent guidance. I found that despite facing the demons and feeling the emotions, there was still a lot of unconscious psychic residue. The Emotion Code has provided immense help in removing this. I now feel more calm and centered. Less reactive to people and situations.
This has really reflected on my early childhood which developed into alot of destruction
I lost my dad to addiction my best friend and could have been right next to him but have been trying to build myself and grow away from the trauma that used to and still trys to run my life
Thank you.
Truly, THANK You for these amazing messages. They ALL hit home.
I'm happy to hear that hon😊
Thank You so much for this message, it's perfect timing for me. I've been trying to run away from or fight against my demons of conflict for years, obviously to no avail🤣 I was also 'trained' throughout my childhood in a very harsh way. But I was trained to be a fighter and to be harsh myself, so when I became strong enough I fought my way out of that situation tooth and nail. Now there's no one left to fight but it is hard to let go of what kept me alive through the darkness. I want to live in and create a world of peace. I'm learning to embrace my demons as strengths, even though I don't know what place they could have in a peaceful world. I really felt when you said the lengths we'll go for destruction can be the lengths we'll go for construction, thank you for that 🙏 Bless You💛
Beautifully said 💗
Thanks for sharing your experiences Chelsea! You are so beautiful!
Chelsea, I am currently binge watching your videos because I have the day off of work today. I actually have my journal with me because you drop so many gems that resonate within my body and my heart. I appreciate the style in which you deliver your beautiful messages. It’s very refreshing to hear your take on the concept of manifestation without the toxic positivity and the “do these three things to manifest faster!” type of videos. You have a beautiful calming presence and I appreciate your wisdom very much
"some of us have been raised in the dark" is actually so powerful it could be the first line of a novel
thank you for this video ❤️
Such a majestic storyteller✨💕
I van relate to this so much, thankyou for sharing your story❤
Lovely, warm voice, inspiration endlessly
Yes you are a winner, a champion , a warrior and a true Queen. I Thank you and appreciate you.🙏
I appreciate you hon💗
Very insightful, thanks for sharing.
Wow, important message ❤ Love it❤
I love the 1990's look/vibe of your videos.With everything in 4k your vids look more earthly and grounded!
Thank you 🙂
"NOOOOOOO THAT'S YOUR LIMITING BELIEFS" "YOU ARE A BAD BIT*H".
like shut up girl.. Trauma is soooo real..
That is wierd i am from the other side of world,iraq, and watching your videos, through frequencies,energy,vibrations... your videos are super cool. Your way of speaking is just so awesome and cute.. insane time we live in
Thank you ❤️
Beautiful work
What you are already doing is the path to healing your nervous system. It actually heals itself (in time) but you need to provide the conditions for healing. Clean food, nurturing the self, reframing (with or without the help of a therapist), freedom from substances that numb us and delay the process. It seems like you are on this road. It's rather long, but the view improves all the way along the journey.
God bless us all.
Damn I love you 💗
Thank you 🙏🏼 ❤
Very thought provoking
No time for losers cause we are the champions of the world! ✨✨✨✨✨
OMG... I cant even.... just thank you
You're welcome darling 🩵
I look forward to your videos.. ❤
I appreciate you
Thanx for this
Great ! Thank you ! I love you ! We are on the right path. I'm sure ! 😉
I just got "enlighten" and i found your channel😮😊
Candles on a book shelf? 😳 Que the burning house...
this is relateable 😢
Your beauty haunts me.
You know part of self abuse and addiction becomes comfortable like broken in leather.
The hardest part isn’t casting them aside for knew kicks, it’s the letting go relationships inspired by the self abuse and addictions.
It’s an interesting thought to consider flipping of perspectives and seeking the strength or potential virtue in a seemingly fruitless behavior.
At least the title is honest. That it’s demons chasing. I hope y’all find true peace 🤍☁️🕊️ I have.
mind body connection. if you only live in your mind but your body still holds pain, you're still escaping trauma
The equivalent of a passing "cheer up".
The real ones clicked to see those napples, god damn!
daaaaMmm💯❤️🔥🙏
Your voice is so hypnotic, are you trying to make your viewers to fall in love with you ? lol
It’s intrusive thoughts for me.. 💭 💔
Hellz yeah 🎉
❤
Why she looks so good 😅
How dare you come into my house and drag me out of the hole I’ve dig for myself?
I know no boundaries 😇
U are so lovely❤❤❤
You don’t want to be a pendulum with a high amplitude of oscillation you want a small amplitude and high frequency, what does that mean, it means you will essentially be at the center or very close to it.
Hey Maleekha ....Come to India.....
you will find what you are seeking
T H A N K Y O U
Someone please help me,may God guide you to me please I need help
Silly question but..
..what is the name of the smooth jazz track in the back?
is there anything like healing sessions or talking sessions with you ?
Chelsea,
I think religion teaches us our demons come from without and we should fear them. If you agree, can you do a video on our demons coming from within and we have the God in us to face them? Religion really has a lot of people thinking they have to call on a external God to fight for them vs calling on the God in them to face their demons. Just a thought and my opinion.
Ayo who are you and why am I suddenly drawn to you