I feel like she’s just experiencing the existential trauma of yearning to be a child without the burden of free will. Which is fair. But she needs to stop trying to frame it alongside the trauma of abuse or neglect imo since we *all* have to cope with being alive in a universe without meaning. Some of us also have to cope with that alongside the lingering impacts of these traumatic experiences. Love you little Esther no hate 🫶 ✌️
Be gentle with Esther, like people coming back from war, or who were unwilling victims of life changing violence, the PTSD of a boyfriend breaking up with her in high school is tearing her apart.
@Ellen - Oh man I hope not. I wish someone would intervene on her behalf and get her professional psychological help, keeping her away from public appearances and even social media. She is in terrible shape (and I don't mean physically.) Everything she does/posts is part of a permanent record that she and her kids have to live with.
28:00 reminds me of a saying I’ve heard ….. 1. If you feel like everyone hates you: sleep 2. If you feel like you hate everyone: eat something 3. If you feel like you hate yourself : take a shower
Lol I didn’t want to be an asshole about Esther’s pain, but it was kind of hilarious when she said her parents took the first seven years off to be with her, but she feels neglected lol
Parents can do all sorts of things seeming for the benefit of their child, but still have ulterior motives behind them. My blood family outwardly provided everything a child might need or want, but it was to portray the appearance of a healthy, vibrant family life. Secretly they unleashed their rage upon me and beat the ever loving shit out of me at the drop of a hat. A situation very much not lol.
@@cynister801this is true Parents CAN provide you material things while neglecting you- However is this what happened to Ester? I highly doubt it (no parents perfect- but C’mon)
they didn’t take the 1st 7 years off to be with her. They were unemployed and basically ignored her for those 7 years and only gave her the bare minimum needed for survival. That absolutely messes a person up.
Enmeshment is very insidious type of abuse, because it looks like the kind of family everyone wants but it's so dysfunctional and destructive to the child's well-being. Look up "emotional incest" and see if you think that sounds like her childhood.
I consider my childhood a good one but if Esther had half the "trauma" that I experienced she would have to be committed to an asylum. Feel bad for her parents having to hear her talking about how her nice childhood was so messed up. Victim complex detected.
I thought you meant like using the overhead shower head or adjusting the shower higher and then dah! 😂 P.S I had my worse panic paranoia attack showering high
Also though just keep in mind it’s probably because they’ve been having literal therapists and doctors on the pod.. which is nice to hear their perspectives because a lot of people maybe able to relate!! Ik I do so I enjoy hearing them talk about it
‘They’d be siblings IDIOT!!!’ - and Annie’s hangdog face afterwards. ‘King genius. Finally, Little Esther has her revenge. Sweet burn, girl. I really feel you didn’t get your flowers for this moment.
around 1:07:00 ish sounds like esther is talking about that person from "juno" anyone else get that vibe? sorry idk the person's name, last name is page i think, idk if that's stage name tho
Wrong pod to have my mom overhear, stopped it at 13:43. Been listening forever and totally immune to the shock and awe, did not appreciate what a first timer might think. Single male, early 40’s, at her house recovering from surgery at the money. Fucking love you gal’s.
I was front row at Guy Fieris Flavortown tailgate for the Superbowl. Bert came out, shirtless, and sang the national anthem. I was surprised yet not surprised all at once 😂
Lol I just saw his show in Tempe Az and he sang BOTH God Bless America AND The National Anthem. The whole crowd stood and sang along. It was wild… also it was inserted into the middle of The Machine story. 😂
Just because your parents are around doesn't mean they can't neglect you!! My parents could teach a master class on neglect! Also, as a fellow survivor of childhood neglect, I have to thank you Esther for being so honest and forthcoming with your hygiene routines/issues--it helped me finally realize that's why I'm also so self-neglectful! Much love, slugs ❤
Ester jumps on everything "it could be"! If any of you becomes a mother I think you'll feel very guilty/ashamed for throwing your parents Under the Bus so Publicly because you have no idea what its like to raise a family! The hardest job ever, even in the best circumstances! Having said that, I love you All!
When you put cold on when you're hot your body reacts by thinking "it's cold I need to warm up". And if you put warm it thinks " it's hot I need to cool down". So it is counterintuitive. You have to go extreme, like an ice bath to go from hot to cold.
Khalyla, I had the same thing girl! I didn’t realise lube went off but turns out it definitely does. I got BV twice from it before I realised the lube was the culprit! Get new lube! Also found out that glycerin lube is not good for vajayjays that are sensitive and get thrush, bv etc often. Hope your panini gets better! Xxx
Love this pod. Lot of homework this quarter so I have been listening on commute and dog walks (not watching) but have been missing out on how attractive y'all are. Love the no-make-up make up look on sturdy Annie! Not so sturdy Esther rocks the grunge look and her hair looks phenomenal- please try hot yoga and report back! I'm a crocs-hater but Khalyla is a model and I love all her lewks (except the no make up look- I did not like that)
You ladies are all so beautiful! A little silly, sarcastic, and unbelievable. Some a little more unbelievable than the other two. Love you guys, love the pod.
Syphilis = Is that the STD/VD (not Valentine's Day) of when you go blind ? "Carlos went too high; he got too close to the sun." - Annie on being HIV positive = I am thinking about that L.A. Lakers legend (point guard) guy (Magic Johnson). (A great discussion about putting hot towels on cold skin; causing someone to sweat; in a nail salon.) (What does "Clean Girl Culture" mean ? "(1990's) Grunge." - Esther. "You are a Dirty Girl." - Annie "I shower twice or three times a day." - Khalyla)
HOW DO YOU GUYS STILL ONLY HAVE 150k subs AND SO FEW VIDEO VIEWS. I watch every week and never ever look at those numbers but every time I happen to im always SHOCKED. It's crazy. underrateddddd.
Ester wants trauma so bad hahahah
She needs to grow up
I feel like she’s just experiencing the existential trauma of yearning to be a child without the burden of free will.
Which is fair. But she needs to stop trying to frame it alongside the trauma of abuse or neglect imo since we *all* have to cope with being alive in a universe without meaning. Some of us also have to cope with that alongside the lingering impacts of these traumatic experiences.
Love you little Esther no hate 🫶 ✌️
@@KR-42 I think you nailed this, hopefully Esther reads it.
A lot of people do
Girls like that always do. Thank god she has an Annie as a friend. She needs to be kept grounded in reality.
carlos just softly whispering "syphillis?"
such a vibe
Be gentle with Esther, like people coming back from war, or who were unwilling victims of life changing violence, the PTSD of a boyfriend breaking up with her in high school is tearing her apart.
You guys should get Pam Anderson on ❤️
Yesss 🙌
Please please please
Did they hinted at Brittany being on or was she just making a joke I wasn’t paying that much attention to that part 😭like no we want PAM🥺
Perfect guest, yes
@Ellen - Oh man I hope not. I wish someone would intervene on her behalf and get her professional psychological help, keeping her away from public appearances and even social media. She is in terrible shape (and I don't mean physically.) Everything she does/posts is part of a permanent record that she and her kids have to live with.
That Panera back and forth was a master class
28:00 reminds me of a saying I’ve heard …..
1. If you feel like everyone hates you: sleep
2. If you feel like you hate everyone: eat something
3. If you feel like you hate yourself : take a shower
Lol I didn’t want to be an asshole about Esther’s pain, but it was kind of hilarious when she said her parents took the first seven years off to be with her, but she feels neglected lol
Parents can do all sorts of things seeming for the benefit of their child, but still have ulterior motives behind them. My blood family outwardly provided everything a child might need or want, but it was to portray the appearance of a healthy, vibrant family life. Secretly they unleashed their rage upon me and beat the ever loving shit out of me at the drop of a hat. A situation very much not lol.
Your parents can provide you with all the things you need to live and survive but still neglect you emotionally
@@cynister801this is true Parents CAN provide you material things while neglecting you-
However is this what happened to Ester? I highly doubt it (no parents perfect- but C’mon)
they didn’t take the 1st 7 years off to be with her. They were unemployed and basically ignored her for those 7 years and only gave her the bare minimum needed for survival. That absolutely messes a person up.
Enmeshment is very insidious type of abuse, because it looks like the kind of family everyone wants but it's so dysfunctional and destructive to the child's well-being. Look up "emotional incest" and see if you think that sounds like her childhood.
The way Annie grills Carlos at every opportunity is priceless
Their banter is one of my favorite parts
He gets so pissed lmao
He’s just such a beta it’s to easy to poke and get a reaction lol kinda funny, kinda concerning
Yes !
The way Esther opened up with her dad telling her she’s full of shit made me laugh so hard 😂 love u girlie ❤ 😂 you are heard you are valid 🐌
This is a classic episode! The dynamic between the three of you is undeniable. You don't even need guests every week.
How these chicks have a following is beyond me
Esther wants to be a victim so badly
No wonder Joe Rogan doesn't want any of these crazy women on his podcast.🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Perfect podcast to come out on Valentine’s Day, tbh. 🎉
I consider my childhood a good one but if Esther had half the "trauma" that I experienced she would have to be committed to an asylum. Feel bad for her parents having to hear her talking about how her nice childhood was so messed up. Victim complex detected.
I think that you are all beautiful. Esther wanted someone to comment this. I really mean it.
K.. what your describing as spotty hair growth down there is exactly what’s on Carlos’ head 😂😂😂
Esther needs to try showering high!!! It is game changing, so relaxing and just feeling the water is calming.
Completely agree ❤Another level.
Oh yeah bet she never would think of that…..good lord the fans of this pod can’t be real
Brushing your teeth high is an absolute trip
@@ThedeadlyOG what?
I thought you meant like using the overhead shower head or adjusting the shower higher and then dah! 😂 P.S I had my worse panic paranoia attack showering high
1:49: "we don't care but we don't judge it....we don't give an F about it....they didn't bring you the warmer milk....?". Annie is a legend.
She's like Patrice O'neal. When someone starts saying goofy shit she refuses to have it lol
That part cracked me up!!!❤😂
the decorations are cool
the topics and conversations are cool... thanks y'all
Happy Valentine's! Love you all! ❤
So funny it’s opposite for us: my husband showers too hot! It’s a steam room for an extra 30minutes after 😂
Anyone else love hearing Carlos giggle in the background? 😂
Absolutely not
Esther, please do another Esther and Rick have a time! Love your work.
@bleeknoir Yes!!!!
I love love LOVE Ester and Rick, so much.
I have seen every piece of work they have done together.
Hilarious!
Listening to you guys is like hanging out with my sisters. It's oddly comforting.
ANNIE WAS ON 🔥 FIREEEEEE!!!🔥🔥🔥♥️♥️♥️♥️
So cute to be doing her makeup lol
I’ve been hoping for her to do some “get ready with me” vids so this made me happy 😂 😊
The haters came out on the loneliest day for them. Must be hard. Thanks for posting girlies 🐌
Pour one out for the trolls today. It’s hard being such special little boys in a world that finds them repulsive lmao 💀💝
Always shower and bath in the dark, so relaxing
Still watch the podcast, but every episode just feels like a therapy session for you guys. Just about problems and childhood problems you have.
I definitely agree. I'm now looking forward to episodes where they talk about things other than that.
Oh see.. I love it!!! It’s great to see people kind of break down and analyze their lives
Also though just keep in mind it’s probably because they’ve been having literal therapists and doctors on the pod.. which is nice to hear their perspectives because a lot of people maybe able to relate!! Ik I do so I enjoy hearing them talk about it
I just watch Annie's podcast now most the time
Did not say we were against it, it’s just too consecutive.
‘They’d be siblings IDIOT!!!’ - and Annie’s hangdog face afterwards. ‘King genius. Finally, Little Esther has her revenge. Sweet burn, girl. I really feel you didn’t get your flowers for this moment.
This needed to be another hour longer 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉
Lol I usually don't comment but Annie was extra funny this episode. Loved it!!
I love Valentine’s Day and I love you guys!!! 🥰😋
around 1:07:00 ish sounds like esther is talking about that person from "juno" anyone else get that vibe? sorry idk the person's name, last name is page i think, idk if that's stage name tho
Wrong pod to have my mom overhear, stopped it at 13:43. Been listening forever and totally immune to the shock and awe, did not appreciate what a first timer might think.
Single male, early 40’s, at her house recovering from surgery at the money. Fucking love you gal’s.
Happy Valentine’s Day sluggies 🐌🥺
Totally agree, Hot shower, dim lights and a podcast is my nightly therapy 🔥
@52:21 Esther: "they'd be siblings idiot" 😂😂😂 Annie's reaction was so cute ❤️
I was front row at Guy Fieris Flavortown tailgate for the Superbowl. Bert came out, shirtless, and sang the national anthem. I was surprised yet not surprised all at once 😂
Lol I just saw his show in Tempe Az and he sang BOTH God Bless America AND The National Anthem. The whole crowd stood and sang along. It was wild… also it was inserted into the middle of The Machine story. 😂
@@alexarobertson17 Yes, he just comes out of nowhere with the anthem LOL
I 100% thought you were setting up a joke. But as always, reality is so much funnier than anything we can make up lmao 💀
They should keep the "Over It" broken heart behind Khalyla
We are over her
I was gonna throw something if I didn't get a valentines day episode thank freaken GOSH
Plot twist Annie didn’t watch Pamela’s documentary because it was like looking in a mirror 😬
Just because your parents are around doesn't mean they can't neglect you!! My parents could teach a master class on neglect! Also, as a fellow survivor of childhood neglect, I have to thank you Esther for being so honest and forthcoming with your hygiene routines/issues--it helped me finally realize that's why I'm also so self-neglectful! Much love, slugs ❤
Happy Vday sluggies!!!!!! 💗💗
You guys should take an espresso shot before starting the eps lol
I vote the smelling salts come back
Haha Esther calling them prissy
Ester jumps on everything "it could be"! If any of you becomes a mother I think you'll feel very guilty/ashamed for throwing your parents Under the Bus so Publicly because you have no idea what its like to raise a family! The hardest job ever, even in the best circumstances! Having said that, I love you All!
Hot yoga trick is to set up right by the door so when people are going in and out u can get the cool air from outside
This show needs to be called double standard Tuesday or trauma women Tuesday it's the same thing every time I check in Jesus
Toxic Hoes Tuesday
this is my favorite podcast episode so far lmao !!! annie cracks me up
Happy V D!!!
When you put cold on when you're hot your body reacts by thinking "it's cold I need to warm up". And if you put warm it thinks " it's hot I need to cool down". So it is counterintuitive. You have to go extreme, like an ice bath to go from hot to cold.
Happy Valentine’s Day
I cant say this is a good podcast, I can definitely say it's a bad one
26:44 yeah lets go Annies....90s...80...Golden Age of Film Theatre Television....and Live Freaks.... #Lets Go... #BackToTheFuture
Esther drives!
why would annie say she didn’t like the doc when she obviously didn’t watch it? lol
I forget how much I hate/love you guys😂❤️ keep killin it!
Khalyla, I had the same thing girl! I didn’t realise lube went off but turns out it definitely does. I got BV twice from it before I realised the lube was the culprit! Get new lube! Also found out that glycerin lube is not good for vajayjays that are sensitive and get thrush, bv etc often. Hope your panini gets better! Xxx
Love when all 3 are here
Everyone looked real pretty this morning on the show.
I always shower in the pitch black- it’s so refreshing!!!
Ester trying to be so woke is sad.
Love this pod. Lot of homework this quarter so I have been listening on commute and dog walks (not watching) but have been missing out on how attractive y'all are. Love the no-make-up make up look on sturdy Annie! Not so sturdy Esther rocks the grunge look and her hair looks phenomenal- please try hot yoga and report back! I'm a crocs-hater but Khalyla is a model and I love all her lewks (except the no make up look- I did not like that)
Love my favorite 3 queens ❤
The lengths K will go with the stories to get attention - lube irritation so we all picture the pre show😮
I also thinking K was putting the message out she is single at her own new place so athletes and comedians can hit her DMs - first 5 minutes in 😅
You ladies are all so beautiful! A little silly, sarcastic, and unbelievable. Some a little more unbelievable than the other two. Love you guys, love the pod.
Omg thank you for explaining the “baptism” feeling for us water people. I loooove showers, or any body of water.
🤙💦
So pretty!!
OMG you three are SOOOO pretty. Like, I know you always are, but sometimes I just can't help but say it!
episodes getting alarmingly more vapid as time goes on
Perfect valentine gift! Oysters are aphrodisiacs!!!
And they're SOOOOOOOO good!
Esther has similarities qualities from Pigpen from Peanuts comic. I thought she's spot on about her high temperature showers. 😆
Literally the dream friend group only need me and jetski
Just Annie and Jetski would be the best.
@@mojinrainicorn4357 like you’d prefer it without Esther and Khalyla? 😂 lol interesting …
khalaya is very insecure. she always try so hard to be alpha and overestimate herself!!
Annie looks so good without makeup! Awesome episode!
Haha she DOES look so good but I am pretty sure the pod started w her mid makeup application
for Esther: you guys are so pretty!
I love this show
Esther kinda reminds me of a young Steve Buscemi
Don’t insult Steve like that!! 😂
Just came to gloat after hearing the good news BOBBY IS FREEEEEEEE SHES MOVING OUT WOOOOOOOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Syphilis = Is that the STD/VD (not Valentine's Day) of when you go blind ? "Carlos went too high; he got too close to the sun." - Annie on being HIV positive = I am thinking about that L.A. Lakers legend (point guard) guy (Magic Johnson). (A great discussion about putting hot towels on cold skin; causing someone to sweat; in a nail salon.) (What does "Clean Girl Culture" mean ? "(1990's) Grunge." - Esther. "You are a Dirty Girl." - Annie "I shower twice or three times a day." - Khalyla)
Thank god. Guests free for a change.
Esther Annie and Khalyla. You guys are beautiful inside and out. Sluggies forever! Xoxo
You You there You Pretty. The only reason I put this is because esther said so
So No “ Bert kreischer “ in this episode . Whole time I was thinking he gonna come , he gonna come and he didn’t
Me literally in the gym, laughing listening to this podcast while everybody’s listening to hard-core screamo music😂🦾
yall sold me on nutrafol..
HOW DO YOU GUYS STILL ONLY HAVE 150k subs AND SO FEW VIDEO VIEWS. I watch every week and never ever look at those numbers but every time I happen to im always SHOCKED. It's crazy. underrateddddd.
I am one with Khalyla BV Valentine’s Day!
I sweat when I think people are judging me for being sweaty. So then I sweat profusely. Then they say you sweat alit then I sweat even more
Panera getting free advertisement but not what they were hoping for
Hot showers are always nice but just don't wash ur hair with scalding water, it'll damage your scalp and can fray yr ends 🖤✨🖤
HA! HA! HA! You ladies are funny. Wish I could go to one of your shows.
Esther and Annie are great
1:02:36 I didn’t think he was hot until he pushed away the hooker, then it was like okay damn
Watching this with a rash on my hip and odd smell down there. Almost spat my drink out when Carlos said syphilis symptoms. 👀👀
Still one off, if not my favorite podcast
"Wax On, Wax Off." - Mister Miyagi ("The Karate Kid")
This episode was pretty damn hilarious.
Omg Annie looks gorgeous without makeup
David she’s wearing makeup just not eye makeup🥱
I feel like Khalya brought up he live problem so she has something to offer to the podcast. As she is not a comedian