Fentanyl Addict interview-Sasha

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  • @astraldeer
    @astraldeer 2 роки тому +514

    "My daughter was blind, but she gave me sight." That's very powerful on so many levels. Sasha is very intelligent and I really hope she recovers. She's one of my favorites and I could listen to her chat all day.

    • @forever2039
      @forever2039 2 роки тому +9

      Thats a bar

    • @Giusep1181
      @Giusep1181 2 роки тому +12

      Agree, she is a very insightful person with a beautiful mind.

    • @redbloodedamericanman
      @redbloodedamericanman 2 роки тому +6

      Yea very intelligent… she’s not applying herself in life and she’s full of philosophies and concepts all from the comfort of skid row. I guess by your perception, most of the world is “intelligent”
      I love how all the words in the English language are being redefined nowadays

    • @tiffmllamas
      @tiffmllamas 2 роки тому +6

      I went to school with Sasha. I often wondered how she was doing. I hope things work out for her.

    • @m.g.3913
      @m.g.3913 2 роки тому +14

      @@redbloodedamericanman If you actually think being intelligent always leads to success in life I don't know what to tell you.

  • @Blackcatt704
    @Blackcatt704 2 роки тому +338

    “In a world this big, no one should feel alone”
    Heartbreaking 😢 Keep holding on, Sasha 🙏🏾❤️

    • @dubcrisis
      @dubcrisis 2 роки тому +6

      That’s the line that stuck with me, too.

  • @benjaminbarrett3048
    @benjaminbarrett3048 2 роки тому +40

    This channel has absolutely, hands down changed so many of my previous ignorant perceptions and misguided, poorly formed views. I thank everyone on this channel. I watch, listen and learn everyday.
    Sascha- in Australia we would call you a little ripper! You are amazing, I could listen to you for hours.
    I wish and and hope nothing but the best for you , your family and your kids.

  • @betsybaye4951
    @betsybaye4951 2 роки тому +189

    This right here, is one of the absolute best interviews I've ever seen from you. The things she says in the middle of the interview regarding how homeless/addicts feel about re-entering 'society', was spot on. Her insights and the depths of her compassion should be heard and felt. Thank you Mark. This is really great.

    • @juliahernandez9454
      @juliahernandez9454 2 роки тому +3

      I totally agree with you. She has such a beautiful heart and mind. Really appreciated this interview

    • @janathurmond9390
      @janathurmond9390 7 місяців тому

      Well you haven't seen many videos 😮, this is just the cusps of the videos

    • @andreaeady8000
      @andreaeady8000 Місяць тому

      Best interview you have ever conducted Mark. This woman is unbelievable, absolute amazing outlook on life & so grateful with having so little. She still has her mind, values & own personal morals. She could be an incredible public speaker on the idea of kindness & absolute awareness of the many different people in the world. This woman should be offered a job in helping human suffering… blew my mind & everyone should aspire to be her. Huge hugs sweetie ❤❤❤❤

    • @andreaeady8000
      @andreaeady8000 Місяць тому

      Best interview you have ever conducted Mark. This woman is unbelievable, absolute amazing outlook on life & so grateful with having so little. She still has her mind, values & own personal morals. She could be an incredible public speaker on the idea of kindness & absolute awareness of the many different people in the world. This woman should be offered a job in helping human suffering… blew my mind & everyone should aspire to be her. Huge hugs sweetie ❤❤❤❤

  • @msmithena
    @msmithena 2 роки тому +203

    Hey Sash. Just wanted you to know I heard you, saw you, and felt you loud and clear all the way here in Tennessee this morning. I’m sorry you feel looked over and unacknowledged.. I understand how that hurts. One of the few good things about social media is that is does allow you to connect and be acknowledged with a whole world of people. If you see this, just know people are thinking about you today. Take care of yourself ❤️

    • @elizabethcooper1131
      @elizabethcooper1131 2 роки тому +11

      I feel for this girl. She is so intelligent and likeable. I wish her the best and hope your podcast can help her realize the potential she has. 🐱

    • @dasja9966
      @dasja9966 2 роки тому +4

      Sadly the internet is also a very cruel place. There is a video on this channel about a highly inbred Appalachian family. A part of the commentsection was discussing why that family had to be euthanized as soon as possible. That's just of the scale rude, insulting, hurtfull and nasty.

    • @msmithena
      @msmithena 2 роки тому +2

      @@dasja9966 correct. I’m familiar with the channel. That’s why I said one of the few good things about social media. I didn’t claim the internet was a good place.

    • @dasja9966
      @dasja9966 2 роки тому +4

      @@msmithena
      That's true. It's nice to be able to talk to random unfamilliar people from all over the world.

    • @michellefranklin3479
      @michellefranklin3479 2 роки тому +1

      Beautiful words..💜

  • @JAv-ti8uq
    @JAv-ti8uq 2 роки тому +102

    Holy shit! Sasha is amazing. This one definitely had me in tears. She is so insightful, so articulate, so intelligent, she was dropping knowledge gems, left and right. I think this woman would make an amazing teacher or motivational speaker. Mark, please please please give us an update interview, with Sasha, a few months down the road. Sasha, you are seen, you are amazing, thank you for sharing your story with all of us.

    • @katherinechase3674
      @katherinechase3674 2 роки тому +7

      Despite all her trials and tribulations her humanity is still very much intact. Whew...!

    • @LOGICAL-JAY
      @LOGICAL-JAY 2 роки тому +1

      Ahhhh..she's not that intelligent to be taking drugs..an intelligent person would know that drugs are no good for the body..yes, I admit she seems like a good person but needs good o tuff love..I can't give her props for resighting regurgitated lines..that ain't dropping jewels...lol..peace

    • @joanjarrette8691
      @joanjarrette8691 Рік тому

      SHIT IS NOT HOLY!!!!!!!!

    • @alisonmarie9188
      @alisonmarie9188 Рік тому +2

      Wow! I think you might be on the wrong channel. Intelligence doesn’t have a damn thing to do with substance abuse. Nor does finance or status. I think your ignorance probably takes a way bigger toll on the human body. Js. Lol. Peace. Droppin jewels since 1982

    • @andreaeady8000
      @andreaeady8000 Місяць тому

      Love you girl !!! So undeniably brilliant , caring & if more people could be just a little bit like her, the world would change ❤❤❤

  • @wafafiture3141
    @wafafiture3141 2 роки тому +54

    As a counsellor and a client, I really appreciate this channel. It really highlights the need for empathy for others. You truly have no idea why people behave the way they do until you hear their story and then it quickly begins to make much more sense

    • @debbiemohekey1509
      @debbiemohekey1509 2 місяці тому

      Some people have been hearing the stories of others their whole lives. Its called listening. Parhaps that's a dying art.

  • @GR-hy3tf
    @GR-hy3tf 2 роки тому +64

    She's airing her heart straight on. To me she matters because she's a human being with sincere feelings. Sahsa,I wish you a better life that will bring you a better health and a piece of mind without drugs. You can do this too. Do not give up and try . Xxx

  • @jadedmonk7001
    @jadedmonk7001 2 роки тому +61

    @24:50 "Time is irrelevant" is probably one of the most profound statements I've heard in one of your interviews because she's absolutely right. There is NO sense of time when you're homeless. None. Indeed, many of Sasha's observations were profound: null and void " social contracts" involving authorities; the loss of human decency; the siren song of the streets. Plus many others. A truly wise individual with a gigantic heart. YES! You are awesome👏

  • @Acke1975
    @Acke1975 2 роки тому +66

    She rambles, but when she talked about how the lack of respect she gets from people breaks her, and that’s not what humanity is.
    What an insightful, intelligent, heart full woman.

    • @RiggyRonnie
      @RiggyRonnie 2 роки тому

      That’s every meth head

    • @michaelfriscia8166
      @michaelfriscia8166 2 роки тому

      Wooooww...... speak for yourself there buddy humanities that and a lot worse. I got to say though is Mark's interviews go this chicks pretty normal I mean sure she's doing meth and shooting heroin with Dad but hey at least she has a relationship with her father......

  • @werethewilsons
    @werethewilsons 2 роки тому +220

    Hearing this beautiful soul talk about her daughter hit different than your other guests. She just lights up, and I pray her mother and aunt respect her and try to get her help because they have the resources. This was a different type of story and she the narrator. Bless you, Sasha.

    • @sherrycissokho-parker2988
      @sherrycissokho-parker2988 2 роки тому +2

      Yes I am happy for her children blessings 🙏🏽

    • @CristianGarcia564
      @CristianGarcia564 2 роки тому +7

      I felt this one 💯 she’s very smart I can tell. I hope she makes a full recovery and continues to be clean ❤️‍🩹

    • @werethewilsons
      @werethewilsons 2 роки тому +3

      @@CristianGarcia564 absolutely agree!

    • @cencoast_7.340
      @cencoast_7.340 2 роки тому +2

      You got hit?

    • @sleepful1917
      @sleepful1917 2 роки тому +1

      So true oh my god the love you could feel just absolutely pouring out

  • @elexis3728
    @elexis3728 2 роки тому +174

    My wish for Sasha is that she encounters more love, kindness, honesty, compassion and hope in this great big world! It seems like she gives all of that and deserves to also receive it!

    • @82PeRK
      @82PeRK 2 роки тому

      And Teeth. 😁

    • @michellefielden260
      @michellefielden260 2 роки тому +1

      We see your beauty and wisdom Sasha. We Love you.
      I Love you.

    • @michelemelucci4667
      @michelemelucci4667 2 роки тому

      I love u sasha.please fight to be free from drugs...you are so valuable 💓

  • @TheDelilah904
    @TheDelilah904 2 роки тому +36

    I respect her for being so honest. She held herself accountable and took her blame and is extremely remorseful. I wish her the very best. Through these videos I feel closer to my father. I know it sounds strange but he is similar to these people and I have spent my whole life trying to understand the life that took him from me

  • @adventurestar7777
    @adventurestar7777 2 роки тому +90

    Wow, she is actually smart and insightful...really liked hearing what she had to share. Wish her the best. Hope she keeps her sense of humanity and finds a way to use her smarts and heart to get herself into a better position. Seems to me she is very capable of turning her life around. Good Luck to you, Sasha.

    • @CTD-81
      @CTD-81 2 роки тому +3

      I agree. She really has insight which can be lost by people so easily, whether they have an addiction or not.

    • @terariabros8725
      @terariabros8725 2 роки тому +1

      I never get why people are surprised about how smart addicts are. Most addicts are of higher intelligence and unfortunately makes them more susceptible to addiction as many of us cannot fathom why the rest of humanity is so cruel because we are not that way. We are caring empathetic people who are misunderstood and overlooked and drugs gave us a feeling of home and wings when ours were broken and sadly that beast becomes more then a choice after that. Most of us are smart and many of us are very high functioning. I’m now sober but if I could afford to use I would as it works better then any med the doctors give us but many end up on the streets because of no way to support it. The functioning ones you’d never know as we are everywhere the only difference is we work hard to support the habit and have boundaries we do not cross. Sorry I rambled but I’ll never get why ppl are surprised these ppl are smart. Of course they are and they’ve dealt with more then many will ever understand.

  • @brittaolson6550
    @brittaolson6550 2 роки тому +103

    I can really relate to the feeling that “They won’t let me back into society…I’ve been gone too long.” I had to just decide I’m gonna break in if it’s the last thing I do. What are they gonna do…lock me up for trying? Anyone who doesn’t appreciate you trying isn’t worth worrying about. I do know the worry is real, the way they label people with addictions and put it on your record. But there are people out there who will give you a chance. And if not, well, it can’t exactly get worse than using and hustling in the streets, cycling through the system... What is there to lose, really?

    • @SkybabyandStar
      @SkybabyandStar 2 роки тому +3

      You go girl Screw those people who think they are better They are the ones who are pitiful and unhappy Screw them You hold your head up as high as you can and strut- don’t walk You can do this You are going into it with a positive attitude I’m on the front row clapping and cheering you on Many hugs to you @Britta Olson

    • @Catch-qn3xh
      @Catch-qn3xh 2 роки тому

      Way to go girl!! So proud of you!! Hope you are doing good!!

  • @khalilahd.
    @khalilahd. 2 роки тому +43

    What a difficult childhood. I’m so sorry she’s gone through all of this. I’m praying for her healing and growth 💛

  • @meganmccarthy1727
    @meganmccarthy1727 2 роки тому +36

    Sasha, thank you for being so vulnerable in this. I had a similar relationship with my dad he fought for us for a long time but sadly lost his battle with addiction before we could come together again. Please remember your kids love you always and it’s never too late to have a relationship with them. Even though you feel like you can’t give them everything they deserve they still love you and no one will ever replace you. BIG HUGS. Never forget how irreplaceable you are

  • @lucitamagana2795
    @lucitamagana2795 4 місяці тому +4

    This woman is actually somebody smart that has a message for all of us to hear. It doesn’t matter who you/we are, she has insight to a lot of our doubts and ways of life.

  • @crypto_nomicon9889
    @crypto_nomicon9889 2 роки тому +81

    Lost a childhood friend to fentanyl this weekend! If ur reading this and are on fentanyl or heavy drugs plz get the help u need! U matter! Ppl love you n want the best for you! If anyone can do it, its you! 💯 u stronger then U think! Dont just try! Do it

    • @finolaomurchu8217
      @finolaomurchu8217 2 роки тому +5

      It's an awful waste to a life, your poor friend☘

    • @wesleyAlan9179
      @wesleyAlan9179 2 роки тому +4

      💜🙏I lost my best friend to an O.D. in 2001
      My best condolences to you,CRYPTO

    • @jaydkay30
      @jaydkay30 2 роки тому +3

      So sorry for you loss. 🕊🤍🙏🏼

    • @stephaniekc
      @stephaniekc 2 роки тому +3

      Sorry for your loss.

    • @crypto_nomicon9889
      @crypto_nomicon9889 2 роки тому +3

      @@stephaniekc tnx u for your kind words highly appreciate it. Hv a good day

  • @ballzonyuh761
    @ballzonyuh761 2 роки тому +102

    MARK WE LOVE YOU KEEP SPREADING THESE PERSPECTIVES. We all can gain insight and understanding from your passion.

  • @Vandetta333
    @Vandetta333 2 роки тому +56

    Some of the most beautiful souls are the most damaged. I wish you peace and love Sasha ♥️

    • @khalilahd.
      @khalilahd. 2 роки тому

      This world can be cruel. Praying for her as well

    • @myeyeswentdeaf6213
      @myeyeswentdeaf6213 2 роки тому +2

      Yep! My wife, God rest her soul until i in get there!’, had a very abusive mother, her father died young so she was on the streets since 14, homeless, addicted, and was victimized. I’m an addict too.!I met her when she was 20 and after all that she was still the most beautiful soul I ever met in my life. She overdosed on fentanyl at 27.

    • @JenniferSmith-zi6lg
      @JenniferSmith-zi6lg 2 роки тому +2

      @@myeyeswentdeaf6213 so sorry for your loss. how beautiful the way you talk about her! i wish you the best of luck on your journey

    • @katherinechase3674
      @katherinechase3674 2 роки тому

      @@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Was this fentanyl from a medical condition, or was it unknowingly mixed in with other street drugs, like heroin? The reason I ask is that I am a cancer patient, and use fentanyl patches as prescribed by my doctor. I do not feel a "high" of any sort. It confuses me how people could use this as a drug to get a buzz from? Maybe it is my dose was moved up very gradually by my doctor-

  • @tjs1189
    @tjs1189 2 роки тому +54

    She’s got a lot to say, and I’m glad she found somewhere people will listen.

  • @Gloria-Chavez
    @Gloria-Chavez 2 роки тому +17

    Out of all the stories this one was by far the most interest and powerful one! May god bless her

  • @AimeeOrion
    @AimeeOrion 2 роки тому +26

    I lost it when she talked about what her daughter said to her at the airport. Children are so precious, forgiving, understanding…I loved this interview. Thank you for sharing your story. You are worthy of love, of being seen…and we see you. ❤️

  • @zambella4143
    @zambella4143 2 роки тому +8

    One of the best videos so far. Sasha is so wise and caring, she deserves so much more than the world has given her.

  • @Watertide
    @Watertide 2 роки тому +8

    I looked up her daughters school tour and I wish her and her mother the very best in life

  • @cabbage0dusk
    @cabbage0dusk 2 роки тому +48

    Holy crap, honored to have had Sasha share this small moment of my life! Seems like she's got such a warm heart, good luck with everything in the future

  • @bettywith2girls
    @bettywith2girls 2 роки тому +61

    This is a wonderful thing you are doing, Mark. Everybody deserves to be "heard" and I'm sure no one has asked her h-e-r story. She is amazing and the way she loves her children is the way people should love their children. God bless.

    • @jameshughes525
      @jameshughes525 2 роки тому

      If she truly loved her children she would get sober and provide a better life for them. You have to show love with actions not just words. I do wish her and her kids the best in life though

  • @AnneLien1987
    @AnneLien1987 2 роки тому +38

    She is so likable. She really loves her children. I hope she gets out of this life and finds the right path. She really deserves it.

    • @GDSaved
      @GDSaved 2 роки тому +1

      I agree, she loves like any other human being in this world, I do hope and pray she finds her way…tomorrow is promised to no one … make today count. God-Speed . ☦️☦️☦️🧚🏿🧚🏼‍♂️🧚🏻‍♀️🫶

  • @TheDarkGreenMarine
    @TheDarkGreenMarine 2 роки тому +17

    Imagine being in the streets with nobody. Then, get in youtube and have over 600 people loving the shit out of you. I hope she sees this. So many people want her to win

  • @irismariescott5313
    @irismariescott5313 2 роки тому +10

    Of course most of these interviews are mind blowing, inspirational, and sometimes heartbreaking but what ALWAYS brings me to tears are the comments......NEVER have I seen so many beautiful souls in one place with so much unconditional love and compassion for fellow man.........MUCH love to you ALL

    • @kylabella05
      @kylabella05 2 роки тому +4

      I agree! I always get emotional reading the comments and it always makes me think that we do have so many beautiful, kind people on this earth and I can’t help but smile and appreciate everything and everyone in my life ❤️

  • @mariocastro5142
    @mariocastro5142 2 роки тому +6

    She got this I heard other stories and this one got me tears on my eyes I been where she's at I an in recovery now 29 days clean and sober I believe in her she got this one day at a time I'll be praying for you Sasha ur a blessing

  • @kylabella05
    @kylabella05 2 роки тому +13

    The way she speaks of her daughter and mother brings me to tears along with her. The love and respect she has for them. Sasha, you are more than half the women your mother is, your worth is beyond words and I truly believe if you put the work in you WILL achieve amazing things and have a beautiful relationship with your daughter and mother. Let your light shine in the darkness of this world, because girl, your light is so STRONG! 💪💕

    • @katherinechase3674
      @katherinechase3674 2 роки тому +1

      That's right! Sasha has love and awareness, how much more can you ask for?

  • @Over60sowhat
    @Over60sowhat Рік тому +3

    "Nobody deserves to be forgotten." Absolute truth.

  • @scoon2117
    @scoon2117 2 роки тому +54

    😢 she is not long for this world, but im sure she is a light in somebody's life.

    • @galegrazutis964
      @galegrazutis964 2 роки тому +8

      Hang what on earth do you MEAN EVERYBODY. . There are many people on earth who are not even worh the oxygen they breathe!!!

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 2 роки тому +5

      @@galegrazutis964 That’s a matter of opinion.

    • @AC-fv7kt
      @AC-fv7kt 2 роки тому +3

      @@galegrazutis964 I have worked with some people where I would agree with this statement. I also would say I've worked with people that nobody would ever want to have them anywhere near their home, family or loved ones. Some real bad people in this world

    • @galegrazutis964
      @galegrazutis964 2 роки тому +3

      @@AC-fv7kt ABSOLUTELY 💯 👌

  • @twinpyramid5985
    @twinpyramid5985 2 роки тому +51

    Everyone makes mistakes, NO one is perfect💯
    All the best to you Sasha❤️

    • @galegrazutis964
      @galegrazutis964 2 роки тому

      No your right no one is perfect. But people like her are wastes of oxygen. Just sucking off decent folk!

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 2 роки тому +2

      That’s right! And addiction is not a character problem. It’s primarily a neurobiological problem, with psychological and social contributors. It’s nothing to be ashamed of! Everybody deserves nonjudgmental help to get better.

    • @bxc4484
      @bxc4484 2 роки тому +1

      The mistake she has made is a huge mistake, most people can’t undo it.

    • @galegrazutis964
      @galegrazutis964 2 роки тому +3

      @@brittaolson6550 I can think of much better ways for the government to use my tax dollars!!!

    • @galegrazutis964
      @galegrazutis964 2 роки тому +3

      @@bxc4484 ABSOLUTELY 💯. And people must know there c are serious consequences! You can't expect the taxpayers to fix your own mistakes!

  • @melissajackson4748
    @melissajackson4748 2 роки тому +9

    "Maybe sometimes you get to a point in your life where you just go so high up that there is nowhere else to go but down." Wow
    She is a very intelligent and insightful woman. I hope she gets better.

  • @lila8751
    @lila8751 2 роки тому +5

    Thank God I found this video, I honestly thought she passed away. 😣 We lost contact as teenagers. Sasha was my close friend growing up, She even lived with me here and there. we both lived on the edge as trouble teens and did some drugs together but I quit early and she just couldn’t shake it. We lost contact from the lifestyle changes 😕 Ive always ask our mutual friends if they heard or seen her. I would just hear pieces of her life. I’m just so glad ❤️ she’s still alive and her father is still alive as well .

    • @justinricker1715
      @justinricker1715 2 роки тому +2

      I love you Lila always and forever I will always be great ful for all that you have done for me you never lost hope in me and everytime we have been reconnected You still treated me as your best friend the love was always there .
      I hope one day we get to reconnect and start from where we left off. I’ve never forgotten about you I have often shared our adventures,trivials and triumphs . You were a true friend and we shared the same desire for camaraderie,spiritual freedom ,and a gift that aloud us to influence and inspire. I love you and will always be great full for you. And you make me proud . Besitos my love

  • @lt3968
    @lt3968 2 роки тому +81

    Aww it was nice to see her light up talking about her daughter. Hope you can all reunite in the future!

    • @LuchadorMasque
      @LuchadorMasque 2 роки тому +3

      Why would her daughter want that?

    • @meridythgriffin
      @meridythgriffin 2 роки тому +3

      Your mom is always your mom….children have a great capacity for forgiveness. I also hope the best for them all.

    • @marialiyubman
      @marialiyubman 2 роки тому +4

      Please! These people won’t give up anything to be with their kids. Don’t fall for it.

    • @meridythgriffin
      @meridythgriffin 2 роки тому +1

      @@marialiyubman yeah good point… i was being too optimistic

    • @beelowe3474
      @beelowe3474 2 роки тому +1

      @@marialiyubman contrary to what you have been led to believe, that is not true in every case. So I say give them all the benefit of the doubt, lest we skip over the ones that really want to get their lives right.

  • @FloatingFont
    @FloatingFont Рік тому +2

    What a humbling lady. She's raw and so grateful, lovely qualities to have

  • @SammysMysASMR
    @SammysMysASMR 2 роки тому +12

    I love Sasha. Not that it matters but wow is she Incredibly likable and intelligent. Very few people here spend this amount of time speaking/thinking about their child/children loved ones and others around them. Really enjoyed listening to you. So much Love to you Sasha. Keep spreading love and compassion ❤️ I look forward to seeing you here again 🙏🏽

  • @CHARIOTangler
    @CHARIOTangler 2 роки тому +52

    It's so scary that someone as intelligent and articulate as this person can still make horrible decisions that lead to the streets. I believe she'll beat her demons and reclaim her life, though.

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 2 роки тому +11

      So true. I was in gifted classes and spelling bees and extracurriculars as a kid, and I guess I thought I was too smart to get addicted. Wrong! I’m now, in my 40s, back in school studying the psychology and neurobiology of addiction, after a prodigious street career lol. We are learning SO much more about the process of addiction in the brain that I feel like we’re on the verge of a breakthrough, in the US, in terms of understanding what addiction really is and how it happens. About time! There are quite a few countries ahead of us. With our Puritan origins, we have hung on to moral explanations for too long. We need to take the brain studies and research and make it into a curriculum for kids. They need to know that it doesn’t matter how smart you are…addiction changes the brain and some people become addicted after their first use. It doesn’t matter how disciplined or rational you are now. The brain you have before you try drugs is not the same brain you have later. You might try 5 different drugs once and never think about it again, then conclude you don’t have an “addictive personality.” That’s exactly what I did. Then I tried a 6th drug, and put it down a decade later. If we teach the science of addiction in a way that’s accessible to kids, smart kids like her will get it. Then we have to reach the rest. Of course, there are always going to be people who have to learn the hard way, but I believe there’s more hope than people may think!

    • @namjoonie936
      @namjoonie936 2 роки тому +9

      most addicts are intelligent and articulate

    • @namjoonie936
      @namjoonie936 2 роки тому +7

      addiction is a form of illness not a IQ score

    • @Stella.Starlight
      @Stella.Starlight 2 роки тому

      @KIWIFOGBOOM
      Articulate? You need to look up the meaning of that word. I found her very hard to understand. She talks too fast, cutting her words down. Her speech cadence was neither fluent nor coherent at times. ijs

    • @Stella.Starlight
      @Stella.Starlight 2 роки тому +1

      @@tawnireajordan269
      That's a dumb comment. * rolls eyes *

  • @travellin_nowhere6842
    @travellin_nowhere6842 2 роки тому +11

    I actually could have listened to her for ever.
    Classic example of judging a book by its cover, she was wonderful

  • @jodif916
    @jodif916 2 роки тому +6

    Sasha you deserve the name “mother” letting your children go so they have the best of life is a true selfless act, you are a beautiful soul and i hope everything will go well for you,I will always remember you for your openness and honesty, much love and respect Sasha. ❤️ thank you for sharing parts of your life.

  • @18bryn
    @18bryn 2 роки тому +6

    This is such a powerful interview. Sasha you are so well spoken, and so smart. You have so much potential for your life. I believe you could be anything you chose to be. I hope you find your way to a clean, sober, beautiful life.

  • @nothembagoldstein9428
    @nothembagoldstein9428 2 роки тому +6

    An incredible woman. Seriously intelligent. I wanted to hear more of her insight of herself and what she has learnt.
    Sasha - you have no limit. And today, you are so fortunate with the family you have who are helping you raise your children. I wish you all the strength you need and want, to rise above your addiction.

  • @DDT9000
    @DDT9000 2 роки тому +7

    She's beautiful through and through. Can't wait to see her get clean and feel free again. She's definitely a asset to somebody's life. Very intelligent. So much pain in her at the moment.

  • @sumbi8858
    @sumbi8858 2 роки тому +5

    What an incredible lady Sasha is! Powerful words, powerful knowledge. I love her honesty and openness. She "gets it" on every level.

  • @drewmillz1
    @drewmillz1 2 роки тому +11

    She has a great perspective.she taught A lot of great lessons in this interview.

  • @chelseaiosua6498
    @chelseaiosua6498 2 роки тому +9

    Man got me crying over here. Wishing you and your family nothing but good things Sasha.💜

  • @SJSeeryMusic
    @SJSeeryMusic 2 роки тому +5

    This is the first of your videos that has compelled me so strongly to actual comment, to write... something! Sasha is a beautiful soul. So insightful and she told her story with so much intelligence, self-reflection and vulnerability. Vulnerable but yet unimaginably strong to have gone through what she has and do the most selfless thing of all for her children, to give them opportunities that she couldn’t. I believe in her, though, and I wish her love and light in her journey to wellness and a life free of addiction, where she can be reunited with her daughter again. Good luck, Sasha! I know you can do it!

  • @b1gmacsauc3
    @b1gmacsauc3 2 роки тому +15

    my favorite interview so far ❤️‍🔥 thank you for sharing, sasha. you're an amazing human

  • @julielarson3107
    @julielarson3107 2 роки тому +7

    She’s right. A lot of people just have no compassion. As long as it’s bad for you & not for me! Wishing you the best of luck, Sasha. I know your Dad would be so very proud of you. ❤️

  • @fvrmusicgr
    @fvrmusicgr 2 роки тому +12

    Sasha is an absolutely beautiful soul, with an incredible perspective. ❤️
    Thank You for continuing to create these videos, Mark. Your work is so important.

  • @tiffanyrivera1780
    @tiffanyrivera1780 2 роки тому +12

    In tears watching this. 😔 stay strong Sasha! We are all rooting for you ❤️

  • @lyddmercedes14
    @lyddmercedes14 2 роки тому +3

    “In a world this big, you should not feel alone.” She’s truly special ♥️

  • @janwarriner6554
    @janwarriner6554 2 роки тому +7

    I fear those parents of her were too little, too late. She’s smart and expresses herself so well. It makes me feel sad for her. She’s worthy of a stable life. I hope she becomes clean and sober. She deserves that. She is brutally honest about herself. I pray she gets well. She has such wisdom.

  • @johndavis3969
    @johndavis3969 2 роки тому +18

    It's crazy how many good people are living in skid row.

  • @lorriedre
    @lorriedre 2 роки тому +5

    Sasha, you are an old soul, a good-hearted person, full of the realisms of life, both positive and negative. Both hurt and I get that. Please, don't think you can't be happy and not change your life because you can and you will!! I BELIEVE in you as do many others - now you need to!!

  • @claudiedaudie143
    @claudiedaudie143 2 роки тому +6

    Amazing Mark!!! She is so raw, grateful and honest! Great speaker!

  • @queenj4445
    @queenj4445 2 роки тому +2

    She is amazing. I’m rooting for her. And then mentioning Chris Cornell… ugh she’s left a mark in heart 🙏🏼

  • @desilawrence247
    @desilawrence247 2 роки тому +3

    This is absolutely beautiful. I’m glad you could give her a voice n I was able to share this moment with her. Thank you.

  • @NicholasKuhne
    @NicholasKuhne 2 роки тому +6

    The wisdom and insight that Sasha has is astounding. Thank you for sharing.

  • @verycooltricks8176
    @verycooltricks8176 2 роки тому +4

    this story really hits because it’s not the “worst” on this channel- it’s a story and a path a lot of us have walked, even if only certain parts

  • @Highland_Fields
    @Highland_Fields 2 роки тому +11

    Sasha come on girl, you’re so smart and full of feelings. Easier said than done I’m sure but try to get clean and soar!

  • @towerofresonance4877
    @towerofresonance4877 2 роки тому +7

    I know how she feels when she says in the beginning about going to school and not being picked when she knew the answers! It's so sad that people with great gifts often become addicted. I have seen it time and time again all through high school.

  • @StablediscCONections
    @StablediscCONections 2 роки тому +6

    Sasha, it’s beyond clear where your children receive their “smarts” from. You’re an articulate beautiful woman. Keep your head up and hold on. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @ScottishLass1
    @ScottishLass1 2 роки тому +21

    Despite the horrors she has experienced she is an extremely insightful woman who deserves so much more. Blessings to her. Given the right chances in life she could do much for humanity and wake up so many people. Kx

  • @suzipoop
    @suzipoop 2 роки тому +4

    This woman is, by far, this most intelligent person you have interviewed in a while. She’s beautiful in spirit, mind and body. Wonderful woman 💖

  • @AZhomeswithlena
    @AZhomeswithlena 2 роки тому +2

    This woman is very intelligent and understands what many will never understand. Such a beautiful soul.

  • @DocumentedJourney
    @DocumentedJourney 2 роки тому +10

    You, Sasha are simply amazing! This was one of my favorite interviews.

  • @meditationovermedication
    @meditationovermedication 11 місяців тому +2

    The most loving and selfless thing this woman did was to give her kids to others when she was not able to give them what they need. Sasha ❤ i hope you forgive yourself like you've forgiven others

  • @GenXfrom75
    @GenXfrom75 2 роки тому +16

    Sasha, it's never too late as long as you're breathing. You can do this. You can get clean & sober. You have years of beauty from the ashes to look forward to if you want them.. 💜🙏🌹

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 2 роки тому +2

      She’s got to get the right help, to have that, and it’s hard. But she’s definitely worth trying, and trying again. I found a good treatment program, the 5th time around. That was years ago, now! I know I never thought I’d get better. Now I believe anyone who still has their mind can get better, with the right help. Some people do it on their own and some go to treatment and/or programs. It’s all about finding what works for you and being honest with yourself about how it’s going. I don’t think I could have done it alone…I know that.

    • @heatherh.197
      @heatherh.197 2 роки тому +1

      John 15:4 Remain in me, as I also remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.

  • @jacquelinewoods111
    @jacquelinewoods111 2 роки тому +5

    I’m proud of you Sasha for allowing your family to give the help that is needed to your children. You have a huge heart to make that big decision for you babies to have a bright future. I’m glad you are off the street and have your own safe place for comfort. It will take time to adjust to your new surroundings take as much time as needed for your healing ❤️‍🩹 also I love how you express your feelings to brighten someone else’s day, please keep up the good works of saying thank you, have a good day, excuse me, hello the small things go a long way. Sending prayers to you from Alabama.❤️❤️❤️

  • @WarriorWon
    @WarriorWon 2 роки тому +5

    Mark you are appreciated and respected for your caring heart and always the most kindest words of sympathy and empathy. You have made a huge difference with all your videos. I have a much better understanding of why and how people do drugs and sell themselves. I have much more insight on it all. I used to judge but now I genuinely and honestly understand how real pain and hurt manifest itself. Everyone deserves love and respect regardless of how they live their life. We are all human beings with feelings and emotions. We all have grown up with different circumstances and home life positives and negatives. None of us has the ability to decide our parents and the types of homes and families we are born into. We have to deal with the hand we are dealt and do what to do in order to survive in the big scary world. We all can sometimes decide what road to take and to either go left or right. We all are just living and learning and making our own mistakes in life. Nobody ever said life would be easy without fear, frustration or uncertain confused thoughts. I wish I had a magic wand to make everything good and easy for everyone in the world. I wish I had the power to make pain and hurt to disappear. All we can do is help and pray for eachother. We all need help at one point or another in our lives. Nobody is better or more important than the other. We're all just trying to make it the best we can day to day. Acknowledge life and make peace with it and everyone intertwined in it

  • @kelsielabsan5328
    @kelsielabsan5328 2 роки тому +3

    This was the realest most heartfelt story I've ever heard.

  • @muffyjohnson7458
    @muffyjohnson7458 2 роки тому +4

    This is both beautiful and heartbreaking
    She speaks so eloquently I pray she and her father can find the strength to kick that evil drug

  • @susanpipes4441
    @susanpipes4441 2 роки тому +2

    I have watched a lot of these stories and Sasha has been one of my very favorites. She’s mesmerizing and hope she finds a life of long term recovery.❤️🙌

  • @nativeamerican8523
    @nativeamerican8523 2 роки тому +2

    You really give these people a place to be seen again. Even just the time you take out of your life to listen to their stories is a meaningful thing! Using drugs helps people disassociate with their feelings of being hurt and at the same time it hinders them from being able to feel normal again if they ever do get clean. There are alot more success stories than people hear about, because most people who have gotten clean and changed their lives don't want to relive those days as freely as those you interview.

  • @aprylclark3796
    @aprylclark3796 Рік тому +1

    I’m so happy that her daughter is thriving in life. I pray she gets clean to be with her daughter as well

  • @beingbravewithamyb.2322
    @beingbravewithamyb.2322 2 роки тому +1

    “(Throughout all this I’ve gained) A sense of me and me is awesome.” You are brilliant Sasha. I feel you helping so many with your story.

  • @streetfamily6909
    @streetfamily6909 2 роки тому +4

    Dang this girl is good at making you understand her thoughts and feelings. I enjoy listening to her!

  • @dariawells7438
    @dariawells7438 2 роки тому +4

    She's so intelligent and speaks so well, I'm certain she will find her path.

  • @daerganguy7504
    @daerganguy7504 2 роки тому +14

    It's called a social contract. She is lucid and honest. God bless you girl.

  • @dianejohnston3733
    @dianejohnston3733 2 роки тому +1

    What an intelligent, articulate woman. I'm blown away by her story and just by her as a person - amazing.

  • @valeriebravo1467
    @valeriebravo1467 2 роки тому +1

    This girl spoke so much truth it was heartbreaking and beautiful. She reminds me of something I heard years ago "when a person dies...a library is lost."

  • @Erickolcin
    @Erickolcin 2 роки тому +1

    Of all the SWU videos I’ve seen, she is among the most gifted and insightful.

  • @nicoeeek.7181
    @nicoeeek.7181 2 роки тому +14

    Oh Sasha I am SO, SO SORRY that you had your daughter taken from you that way!!!! I know the exact pain of what you have gone through and hearing what happened to you had me bawling. Darling girl PLEASE fight to get clean again for your girl, I absolutely know you can do it. Please message me here if you want to get in contact with me and if I can be of any support to you!!! Your daughter is doing amazingly but she wants you in her life and with her so bad, you know that honey. Very happy that your Mum stepped up for your girl! Please let me know how to contact you! You are super smart and super strong sweet heart. I was very blown away by your story. This is one of my faves yet!

  • @poppy8810
    @poppy8810 2 роки тому +1

    She extremely intelligent, very insightful interview! Don’t give up Sasha, you are worth fighting for ! Don’t be afraid of the rest of us , some will never understand your choices or your life but many of us will not judge you and would be more then willing to listen and learn from you. Much love to you xxx

  • @nooneimportant2986
    @nooneimportant2986 2 роки тому +1

    What a beautiful and intelligent human being. I wish life was easier for her. I lost my Mom to a drug overdose. Hearing Sasha's story was heartbreaking but also uplifting. She has an incredible outlook on life. I pray that she gets the help that she needs!

  • @Progr3ssNotPerfection
    @Progr3ssNotPerfection 2 роки тому +20

    Sasha, you’re smart, articulate, sound in so many areas, no clue what it takes to get off fentanyl but sure if you do, you’re going to have plenty of wonderful life to enjoy. Wish you the best, thank you for sharing your story.

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 2 роки тому +3

      Suboxone and then kratom worked for me, but some people need Methadone and that’s ok too. Some people do it without medication but the success rate is low…it’s a tough one to beat, but it can be done, with the right resources.

    • @katherinechase3674
      @katherinechase3674 2 роки тому

      @@brittaolson6550 do those drugs work well if you have a legit medical problem, like cancer?

  • @steph3118
    @steph3118 2 роки тому +4

    I love you so much, Sasha! You are brilliant, amazing, articulate, and oh so smart! A joy to watch and learn from, regardless of what your life status is. But, I’d really love to see you sober and reunited with your daughter. Much love to you!!💚💚💚💚

  • @JoeyW-74
    @JoeyW-74 2 роки тому +3

    Sasha, I am so so rooting for you. I would love to see you get some help because you are so worth it! You are one of those rare people that will truly make a difference no matter what you choose. You're a beautiful lady ♥️

  • @kmel2287
    @kmel2287 2 роки тому +3

    I watch these all the time but never comment but her empathy and emotional intelligence has made me sad as i can imagine everything that happens to her she must FEEL so hard! She appears to be one of the most genuine and true people I've seen on here and I really hope she 'finds her way back' for herself as she deserves it ... but also so her daughter and son get the opportunity to view their mom and how everything that happened was for them even if its not in the conventional way, as sasha sees her own mom now! All the love, luck and strength in the world 🌎 keep going, you have to make it back ❤️🇬🇧

  • @a.wanderer5006
    @a.wanderer5006 2 роки тому +11

    Sometimes with the addict interviews you can observe someone is on the lower end of the bell curve, so it's more understandable. But Sasha, you're smart, come one girl! You could die any day now of an overdose. Don't do that to yourself and your kids or the rest of the world with whom you have the opportunity to share your gift of insight.

  • @Threedots123
    @Threedots123 2 роки тому +26

    “I called my mom, the woman who left me”
    Her mom finally did right by her by getting her daughter 💔

  • @AbbyMurphy107
    @AbbyMurphy107 2 роки тому +1

    Mark, you find the most amazing people to interview. She is so insightful and smart. I hope she encounters more love and understanding.

  • @banilogreira8518
    @banilogreira8518 8 місяців тому +1

    What a wonderful interview. Thank you

  • @ambarmartinez2218
    @ambarmartinez2218 2 роки тому +4

    She is one of the kind, a beautiful soul. Wish and hope for you, Sasha, only the best of this world. The universe will show you the way back one of these days. Hugs and love for you, strong women.

  • @coreythompsonTheOneandOnly
    @coreythompsonTheOneandOnly 2 роки тому

    "In a world 🌎 this big you should not feel alone" such strong and beautiful insight should be shared with everyone. Thank you for this mark